#i just feel like

[kyouka-supremacy]

I think we should put more emphasis on how Akutagawa's love is killing him. Descriptions of his feelings for Atsushi should draw from death imagery more. Atsushi's smile is devastatingly beautiful to Akutagawa. His laughter is lethal. Atsushi's touch feels scorching hot. When he's near, the air around becomes unbreathable. He hugs Akutagawa, and Akutagawa feels like his bones are being crushed under those new and overwhelming feelings. Akutagawa drowning in Atsushi's eyes, sinking in his embrace. Akutagawa's love for Atsushi is piercing, painful, Akutagawa's heart is wounded and bleeding. Akutagawa is smitten. All contributing to represent how Akutagawa's love for Atsushi is going to be the end for him. And it was! And he is doomed by his very love, by his very ability of feeling human emotions. Akutagawa's love for Atsushi is going to be the reason he dies.

#I just feel like #It's not just about Akutagawa being the unlovable creature #It's also about Akutgawa being the rabid and heartless monster who can't /love/ #He can't love. He wasn't born to love as much as he wasn't born to be loved #And that's why when he starts to love someone- that's the moment he has to die. Because he's not supposed to love someone. #That's not how his story is supposed to go. That's not how the world is. So he /must go/ #And that's one of the other elements that contribute to the narrative of Akutagawa as the tragic character™ #Narrative that itself contributes in killing him!! #God I love him #ryūnosuke akutagawa #sskk #shin soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #mine #q. #If you saw this being posted on error yesterday: no you didn't #But due to posting it on error I lost the original date... #Should be around #24/12/22 #I suppose...

[yonglixx]

#lee felix #skz #i just feel like #these need to be #on their own #i’m obsessed #his hair #his smile omg #bbl

[tennessoui]

Kit I just found and fell in love with you Regency AU! It’s so good! I’ve always been a sucker for regency but yours is my favorite so far!!! Do you have plans to put it on ao3 at all?

ah this is a great ask and thank you for loving the regency au!! I would love to one day put in on ao3 because I think it’s reached a point on tumblr where there’s a natural beginning (they meet at the ball) and conclusion (the resolution of their misunderstandings)

it’s such a complete au that it really belongs on ao3 but there are so many gaps that would take thousands of words to fill to make it a full ao3 story —but it’s also so developed that I also don’t want to post it as just those snippets in an anthology like KUWSK

so mostly I’m just like waiting for the inspiration to write the 15-20k necessary to tie the main 6 ficlets together

#asks #obikin #squick tag: a/b/o #regency au #so whenever that inspo kicks in!! #it can go on ao3 #I just feel like #it would be a disservice to the au to post it as anthology at this point cause all the snippets #are around the same #time period and sequential

[briliantlymad]

I know a lot of people have a lot of feelings about the tusken massacre scene with the whole 'omg anakin skywalker killed everyone the women and children too'

and go he's horrible he killed innocents and im like. yeah that line of thought is valid.

but also

Anakin being tormented about his mother's death, finding her and thinking he's in time, realising he's not - that there's no way to save his mother dont you see she's dying please- she cant even finish telling him she loves him, she's been brutalised in every way possible for a whole month, only her hope to see him keeping her alive. and in that moment, his helplessnes, her torture and death, the rage and anger at the tuskens because gods they didnt even make it quick they tortured her why did they do this why didn't they stop? the entire camp? why did none of them let her go

i dont begrudge him that entire situation. people can talk all they want about moral high grounds; no sane person would do that; he shouldn't have killed them all but c'mon. that situation was fucked up and down right horrifying and yeah he fucked up but i can see how he got to where he did and why he did what he did in that situation

#i dunno #i just feel like #of course he blew up in a high pressure situation like that #anakin skywalker #ah #shmi's death makes me sad #and anakin killing the tuskens kinda gives me a justified feeling but also a sad feeling #justified cus revenge for his mom #sad cus he shouldn't have to go through that #moonbeam thoughts #star wars why you do this man

[james-sunshine-potter]

I don’t think we as a fandom collectively look at James’ parents enough.

And I don’t mean their life. I mean their death.

Because they died before 1981, which means James was well enough alive when they died, and had to grieve and lose both of them.

Within canon (ew) it’s presumed they died between 1978 to 1980, and I think there is a lot to explore there.

Losing family, anyone is hard enough, but during a war? Even harder, I could imagine.

But we don’t explore that enough. Like James didn’t have any biological family besides them. All of them are dead beside his parents before this. He canonically had no aunts or uncle, which equals to no cousins. He obviously had no siblings, the closest thing he had to one being Sirius.

So losing all his family at 18 is so hard and honestly terrifying.

They died within days of each other, from dragon poxes due to their age. And like, we need to talk about that.

Cause imagine (or well don’t) losing both of your parents that close together? Imagine that during a wizarding war. You’re finishing school, about to go fight a war and boom your parents die.

We should talk about this more.

#I think about this an unhealthy amount #like it’s interesting for his character to #because with how older they were he must have been aware of this? #i now I would #I just feel like #there’s a lot to unpack there #james potter #maurder era #regulus black #jegulus #sunseeker #starchaser #sirius black #jsp- marauder era #remus lupin #peter pettigrew #james fleamont potter #fleamont potter #euphemia potter #james potter angst #james potter headcanon #james potter kinnie

[pacey-bunce-loves-joey]

this energy + Pete Davidson Nico = the side ship in desperate need of a standalone series

#I just feel like #this is a fringe benefit for her #fiona pitch #nicodemus petty #carry on countdown #coc 2022 #carry on #rainbow rowell #simon snow series #the simon snow trilogy #simon snow #baz pitch #snowbaz #awtwb #wayward son #snowbaz trash

[suashii]

i wanna hold a matchup or drabble event bc i have been feeling so out of place on here but i will also have to wait until the end of the month bc i simply don’t have time ugh

#☁︎ manon's mind #vibes have been off since the beginning of march #it’s not any of y’all’s fault! #i just feel like #hmm how do i say #i’m not sure it’s just different #it’s been so hard interacting and reading bc #i have like no free time #and when i do i feel like i’m going insane lol #but i promise i will try to make this place more lively! #just need a few weeks to get my shit together :3 #ilu all and hope everyone is doing well and taking care <3

[bladesalvation]

kinda down abt not having a whole lot of relationships for any of my characters knowing damn well I am at least part of the problem--

#ᵗʰᵉ ᵗᵃᵈᵖᵒˡᵉ ⁱⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ʰᵉᵃᵈ. // ᵘˡᵗʳᵃ ˢᵖᵉᵃᵏⁱⁿᵍ #tbd #I just feel like #ik im slow to reply to stuff both here and with Gortash #I could use to reach out more but idk man #I tried a couple times and idk if the people just ignored/deleted my ask but #it kinda hit that im not really any different from any other Tav/Durge #what can I do man idfk #bc I got multiple threads and half of them never even got off the ground and they were starters I made #I just feel like my multi is kinda useless and I dont have a lot to offer #I wanna reach out to people but I also am just scared im gonna get more of the same?

[mysicklove]

i feel like you guys arent thinking about masochist geto enough

#🔪 - mello talks too much #i just feel like #yes thats just what i feel like

[randomositycat]

Does anyone else just kinda dislike the knh dub :(

#i just feel like #the acting compared to sub is a bit lackluster? #maybe im biased #also i totally understand changing dialogue for whatever reason but #sometimes it feels unnecessary and changes the energy of the conversation just a little #apothecary hour #the apothecary diaries #maybe more than a little #i wont give examples bc i dont watch dub too often #i watch it when theres a new release but i dont go back and rewatch dubs #but when i go to watch a dubbed i just feel like #somehow the tone of certain conversations is different #not drastically obv but as a nitpicker i can tell #the conversations feel out of place with the way the eng vas are directed #idk maybe im just biased #i dont hate the dub #obv ill watch it #like the vas are still doing a good job but to me it feels like “a paycheck is a paycheck” rather than actual interest #but idk! maybe its just the way theyre being directed! im not a va!

[firerose]

I made a lot of posts about this already…….

But a thing that annoys me about Baylans character is that he wants to break the cycle between Empire and Jedi……

Only to send Shin to Thrawns to serve in his empire!

Like? Doesn’t that make her part of said cycle?

What if she helped continue it by helping Thrawn wipe out the Jedi?

I get that he send her away to keep her safe but why let her be part of a thing you try to stop?

#I like Baylan! #I just feel like #Dave could #Have done a better job #With explaining his motives #baylan skoll #shin hati #ahsoka

[auntieoneandauntietwo]

Craaaaazy how the most crucial developmental period on pern (the two years between the Southern Continent being officially “opened” and the discovery of AIVAS) happens in like a page and a half of Renegades, objectively a pretty forgettable and irrelevant book that isn’t even really about wider-world politics until the last little chunk

#I just feel like #maybe there was more to talk about there #rather than Piemur being like yeah a bunch of people moved south and also Menolly had a baby #it was a period of massive social upheaval and technological advancement #and this was BEFORE they even found Aivas #but oh well #we get to reap the rewards in all the weyrs I suppose #renegades reread #renegades of pern #pern reread #all the weyrs of pern #pern #dragonriders of pern #anne mccaffery

[heartbreak-sandwich]

beep boop I am on the verge of finalizing this Gator ficlet, and I am so afraid to post it, honestly. Terrified.

#I just feel like #what if it's not good enough #because I've been so inspired by other gator stories and I feel like I'm not really like....a storyteller u know? #I just write stuff so people can mindfuck their faves #and while I definitely love it when other people do that #for some reason mine feels like background noise and embarrassment lol #I think I am just really struggling with my writing ability and having confidence in myself lately idk #depression swallows my self esteem whole fr #anyways hi

[phoenixkaptain]

Just want to give some advice to any and all fanfic writers out there:

If you’re ever stuck wondering, “Would Luke really just get up and leave behind the New Republic without telling anyone where he went?”

Yes. Not even just in sequel trilogy lore, or legends’ lore. If you just look at the original trilogy: Luke leaves the Lars’ homestead without telling anyone where he’s going, Luke leaves Hoth and goes to Dagobah without telling anyone where he’s going, and the only person who knows that Luke is going to confront Darth Vader is Leia.

I’m telling you now, Luke is the type of character to disappear for fifteen years only to reappear with Space Starbucks and three children and be like “Sorry I was late. I have a bullshit Jedi excuse, I promise.” Luke barely even tells Artoo where he’s going and Artoo is flying the ship.

(And when Luke does tell people, it isn’t in a “Do you think I should go here?” sort of way, it’s in a “I’m going to go here, see you later” way.)

What I’m saying is that Leia absolutely should have a tracker on her brother, because otherwise she would literally never know where he is at any given moment unless he is directly in front of her.

#luke skywalker #leia organa #luke and leia #star wars #star wars original trilogy #i just feel like #people occasionally forget #that luke up and leaves without a word #he only tells leia where he’s going because he thinks he’ll die #the thing that the sequels got wrong however #is that luke always comes back #and leia is chill with it because she knows he’ll come back #and han is over there #screaming YOU WENT WHERE??? #anyway luke makes split second decisions #and it’s very funny #but really #if you ever think #would luke do this? #remember: luke let go of the gantry instead of talking to vader #luke ate the weird stew in yoda’s house no questions asked without knowing it was yoda #luke told threepio to pretend to be a god #luke would absolutely do whatever you’re thinking #and he would do it with a smile #the inane ramblings of a madman

[iwritewhatilike]

#am i hater??? #i just feel like #why r they askin him the meaning of life like i get he’s a gr8 poet #i like some of the siken songs #wtf does he know about why ur ex broke up w u!!!!!! #but yk have fun?? LMFAO #richard siken

[maessundaes]

I Think I was supposed to be a Backstreet Boy

#why? #idk #I just feel like #the backstreet boys were seriously missing a member in the 90s #and it was bc I wasn’t born yet #I would probably be the fan favorite tbh #what am I talking about #I literally meet all of the qualifications to be a backstreet boy #except for the being a boy part #sundaes with mae