#i just got a shit memory

[oobbbear]

Dumb art advice for people who can’t understand logic like me:

First, turn off your brain and just draw a bunch, for example you want to learn to draw hands, go on Pinterest search ‘Hands’ and just copy what you see, do this everyday for 30min-1hour, slowly you’ll get a vague understanding of how hands work

THEN, go and watch some tutorials and the learn structure of the hand. The logic and structure are important but you won’t understand anything if you don’t already have a good picture of what the thing look like in your brain.

(This method works really well if you want to learn anatomy, don’t go dig into the muscle and skeleton, draw figures first, you don’t need to know what you’re drawing you just need to have an understanding of the flow of human body, it will help you greatly later on when you really go into the structure of body)

Of course this is only based on personal experiences, you can learn the theories and then practice but that did not work for me, if I don’t have hands on experience on what I’m drawing I won’t understand a single word in the tutorial. Do what works best for you I’m just putting this out here

#bearz rambling tag #I remember that one summer I spent an entire month just copying hands from Pinterest #well hands and sneakers #i got it tattooed into my muscle memory #it helped me a lot #i could draw very convincing hands even tho I don’t know shit about it #I know I know smart practice is better than brainlessly drawing #but #it works #okay #don’t overwork yourself 1 hour a day is enough #rush it will only give you carpal tunnel #I’m a dumb learner #muscle memory save me muscle memory

[postureofashrimp]

One of the changes i'm really excited about in the tv show is Grover and Annabeth's friendship. We definitely see it in the books, but the main focus is Grover and Percy. The line of: "He's my protector." "He was mine first." puts even more emphasis on what Grover and Annabeth have been through together (and they were def getting some flashbacks when Percy sacrificed himself for the two of them). I really hope to see more of Annabeth's and Grover's dynamic outside of the main trio :)

#from what i can remember at least #we never got much of just the two of them in the books #idk maybe my memories just making shit up #anyway #pjo #percy jackson #pjo tv show #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson adaptation #percy jackson and the olympians #annabeth chase #annabeth pjo #pjo trio #grover underwood #pjo tv #grover pjo #annabeth and grover #but def some trauma bonding #ooooooo #and more of grover and thalia

[cupophrogs]

1. Dog day…why did you say when you saw your husbands picture “ he’s alive????” Did you think he was dead.

"The passage of time is worthless when you there's nothing you can count on, except pain. So I always assumed my past life, and everything in it, was already gone. Hope is a very fickle thing, down here."

(Based on this song)

#my neck hurts #I was originally going to turn this into a full animation - buut halfway through I'm like “fuck that actually” #relining the double frames was time consuming enough LMAO #I'm still pretty happy with how it turned out though! #Also if you're not really a fan of choral music I BEG of you to chekc out these composers: #Daniel Elder #Jake Runestad #randal stroope #and Moses Hogan #Some of my favorite composers of all fucking time #like holy shit #im such a choral nerd lmao #ask the three d's #the three d's #dogday #dogday poppy playtime #featured: kissy missy #featured: poppy #Charles poppy playtime #Drew drives a station wagon #he got his friend to paint little designs on it #phrart #art #also yes that IS a Rich puppet in Charles' lap #bro misses his hubby okay he needs to cope somehow #he's not delusional tho dw #it's just his way of keeping the memory alive since his memory is ass (me too Charles me too)

[illdragyoudownwithme]

ehehe 4 arm raph,,, with glasses,,,

anyway hes made projections with 4 arms,,, so now he has 4 arms

The birth of a raphsona??? perhaps???

the first time i drew raph ,,,,,, and that was using a shit ton of refs. nice to see a lil improvement :] this uses no refs except for the pose cause I'm an obsessed sdfjkasgj this is my drug,,,, think I fucked up the legs tho,, wanted to crop em out but eh. made em too big lol

someone give me drawing ideas I'm on a fukin roll

ps I literally only draw raph like u see people who either don't draw raph or draw everyone

no

I don't know how to draw anyone but raph ok and im fine with that all I need is raph

#i swear i did not mean to make him pretty it just happened I swear #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt #rottmnt raph #tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #i was on smth when drawing this #got an ipad from the government and started drawing on ibis #and holy shit #ibis paint x #is top teir #its a great drawing program #i cant beleive i spent so much on csp ex #but eh ddint have enythign good to use ibis on #this is amazing im addicted ive been drawing nonstop since i got this help #i drew this shit from memory can u beleive that like wtfff #my art #need to make a tag system

[filmnoirsbian]

In past me's defense her thought process at the time was "oh, the teen years were obnoxious and embarrassing and I'll never want to be reminded of them again." She did not know she would eventually come to view that silly kid with tender fondness.

#tcp #i just want to look at the dumb shit i did with my friends and be reminded of the happier times which got swallowed up by the black hole #of binge drinking and mania alongside the hard times 😔 i can't even remember most of my friends' names or faces anymore #and several of them have died in the meantime. god this is making me actually upset. i want the photos bc i no longer #have the actual memories. anyways. don't do drugs.

[idiot-mushroom]

normal trip to mcdonalds

#this came to me in a memory from when i had to drive with my mom and dad #and after their fight one of my parents had to get out of the car and i got mcdonalds after #implied sa tw #sa tw #emotional neglect #emotional abuse #emotional abuse tw #<— just in case #it’s my au and i get to project onto my characters how i like #ttnm au #ttnm #teenage turtle ninja mutants #tmnt au #my tmnt au #tmnt #my tmnt iteration #tmnt iteration #comic #my comic #my art shit #tmnt raph #tmnt raphael #tmnt splinter #baron draxum

[achillesuwu]

Post-return & reincarnated Arthur but it’s Arthur, 6 years old, trying to learn how to send a letter to the Great Emrys after he saw him on TV then crying when his father tells him he won’t read it. Then Arthur 14 year old trying to learn magic because he wants to be ‘’Merlin’s apprentice’’ but falling miserably.

Some sort of 5+1 times, 5 times Arthur tried to come back to merlin and one times he succeed

#merthur #I just noticed that this could also be a ‘before Arthur got his memory back he developed a frankly embarrassing celebrity crush on his #bestie and now he has to live with the fact that all his friends know and now they KNOW’’ #which could be endlessly funny #arthur : *say something * #Morgana : Sorry I can’t hear you over your ONE METER AND 50 CENTIMETERS LONG 89 CENTIMETERS WIDE poster of MERlin #and your 15 CENTIMETERS HIGHT AND 10 CENTI- #Arthur : MORGANA #Merlin : his what now #arthur pendragon #arthur returns #my shit #immortal merlin #merlin emrys #merlin bbc

[zeb-z]

RED TEAM 🔛🔝

#even without a pixel on the bar we stay winning!! #vibes were immaculate today (I’ve erased blue’s POV from my memory) #I mean that /lh bad was just so stressed man hfjsjfjf poor guy won and couldn’t get a break :( #meanwhile red got to just beat the everloving shit out of eachother #and green. here’s to etoiles not losing everything after grinding for hours again holy shit man #mcyt #qsmp #qsmp purgatory #z speaks

[beanghostprincess]

Sabo still struggles with memory loss. He had his childhood back, of course, he remembers Ace and Luffy and everything they did together. But he doesn't remember some stuff. Some anecdotes Luffy tells oh so excitedly? He can't recall that those happened. And if he does, it's all blurry and never at all like Luffy says. But he never says anything because that would break his brother's heart, to know his older brother isn't fully back with him, so he nods and smiles and pretends he knows what Luffy is talking about every time.

His room is filled with Post-it notes. Stupid, really. Dumb stuff. But he has all the meetings he needs to remember and the missions he has to do, along with everything he wants to write down at some point properly. The walls are covered in pictures of the people he loves (Luffy, Ace, Koala, Robin... All the others that have ever meant something to him because he refuses to forget somebody again).

He keeps writing dumb stuff down. Anything. He refuses to forget. He denies the possibility of doing it again.

But he forgets. Sabo keeps forgetting important dates. Important parts of his life, like his past with his brothers (he forgets a random adventure they had that he swore he had talked about the day prior) and crucial things he has to do. He has a hard time picturing his memories. Putting them in his brain. Turning them into images. Saying it's frustrating is a huge understatement.

Koala helps him out, of course. She's hard on him so he finishes his paperwork, but she knows it's difficult sometimes. She's his personal calendar and diary. She informs him of what he has to do during the week and always tries to talk and talk about anecdotes that she knows he still remembers but knows he loves to hear again.

His mental health isn't the best either, but he refuses to acknowledge it. There's a revolution at hand, he can't stop working. And fighting. And doing more and more and more. But sometimes it's just too much. Sometimes he goes into depressive episodes he can't control, and the medication is either addicting or the worst thing that has ever happened to him. Sometimes he's a bit too intense. Koala says he needs to calm down, that he has a problem with his fixation on the revolution and his past. Sabo keeps saying that it's fine. But he sometimes forgets or has blurry images of the fights and the people he has killed, filled with energy and excitement and like he has the power of a God. He doesn't like those. Enjoys the moment. Hates to forget it. Hates to know what he did during it too, even if it was for a good cause. Despises the look Koala gives him, also. Makes her promise not to tell Luffy about all of this.

But it's fine, he keeps saying. Sabo will keep trying to never forget anything ever again.

#hello i am very sad #i struggle with memory loss because of depression and shit and i thought wow yOU KNOW WHO ELSE STRUGGLES WITH MEMORY LOSS??? #this post is kind of like 'guess the disorder' type of thing #it's bipolar disorder btw i just didn't get too much into it #i mean i think sabo is bipolar that's a personal headcanon of mine #which btw the only info i know about it is deep research and two years of psychology in high school #something something i wanted to know if i was bipolar bc i haven't gone to therapy in........... uh.... a while. but i highly doubt it #now i just have a lot of info #anywayyy got real dark real quickly right #sabo i love you i don't want to hurt you but you're just so angst material #one piece #revolutionary sabo #koala one piece #asl brothers #monkey d. luffy #tw mental instability #tw depression #tw medication

[bugslap]

The Humming Gunslinger, Brook — the West's most notorious bank robber with a trick up his sleeve if you try to disarm him

#cowboy au #tried doing a 'readmore' on the last cowboy au post and my phone shit itself #so this time you're getting all the lore in my tags <2 #brook is a bank robber but he is also still a musician #his old gang was a traveling music group that did a couple robberies for fun #but they were ruthlessly hunted down and most all of them killed by the law enforcement #brook was counted among the dead but he was just out cold and left where he was #now he's wandering the west looking for his gangs old pet bison #(Laboon) #instead of brook being haunted by 50 yrs of separation instead he's got a foggy memory due to the ambush #also i uh. couldn't figure out how to put his hair under his hat so. he's wearing a durag under there #BROOK NEEDS TO WEAR MORE PURPLE #me designing brooks outfits: i am going to put so much white and purple in this #oda designing brooks outfits: *puts him in black and then throws four of the most clashing colors you've ever seen together #anyway #my art #art #one piece #op #brook #humming brook #western au #fanart #redesign

[phatcatphergus]

Guys its okay of Fred gets his memory wiped bc then we get a 50 first dates AU

#if fred gets his memory wiped i will not be the same person #WE JUST GOT HIM BACK #tubblings cant have shit in this economy #qsmp tubbo #qsmp fred #tubbo #frubbo #qsmp

[pinetreeshack]

elaboration in the tags

#i like to think that even before the whole dinner shabang #there was a lingering tension in fiddleford and fords relationship #because of fords refusal to elaborate on why he was in poor condition all the time #and fiddleford started to distance himself from him #not only because of the weight with the memory gun and everything else #but also because fiddleford eventually got fed up with ford 'using' him as aid after every possession #obviously ford refuses constant outside help because of his paranoia #and it leaves fiddleford feeling like he isnt helping him enough as is #idk. i just know shit was awkward and they bickered a lot towards the end #fiddleford mcgucket #ford pines #doodles #gravity falls #fanart #art diary

[dailykugisaki]

Day 166 | id in alt

When you wanna say something but the person you wanna speak to has his fucked up kids with him so you don't.

(to explain this thing, I personally believe if Tengen was to try and face-to-face speak to somebody she'd take some of their cursed energy to do so. It's a way to not expend so much of her own while not being around the tree, and because cursed energy is linked to strong emotions. Some may hallucinate a figure that has left a mark on them in Tengen's stead.💥💥)

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #itadori yuji #gojo satoru #jjk fumi #fumi jjk #yoshino junpei #geto suguru #tengen jjk #what a shit ton of tags what the fuck yall #tengen tryina warn people on pure vibe and getting the NASTIEST look from a first year was nawt on her bucket list #theres a lot you can do with tengen based ln what we got that gege didn't fuck with #i just wish we could've gotten more bc every underutilized character is cool shit rly #Kugisaki immediately told tengen to explode #she literally cannot take ANYTHING using or fucking with the images of people she cares about she'll fight god #also Kugisaki has no bad memories of fumi or tries her best not to which is why fumi looks like that #the deepest mark somebody has left on her was fumi straight up smiling its insane

[d1gnan]

#fight club got me thinking about how when i was younger me and my friends would play this stupid game #where u get like 8 or so people in a big circle and put your hands in the middle one on top of the other and whoever is on the bottom of th #stack winds up and smacks the top of the stack as hard as they can #if u remove your hand from the stack youre out #and the game goes until two people are duelling each other which usually ends out of like boredom cuz the games would go rlly long since #nobody wanted to chicken out #but wed do it for so long my hands would be like bloated and purple cuz ppl actually used like full strength to hit the stack #there was this really buff kid who would wind up and ppl would drop out from fear of his move alone and after he hit the stack #the whole circle would like tremble #ive seen ppl talk about playing bloody knuckles but ive never actually witnessed a game of that #idk im curious what kind of stupid shit like that yall did #cuz that was like a core memory for me #tumblr polls #my polls #fandom polls #polls #poll time #in the polaroids i just posted too theres a before pic of our hands but someone else has the after one

[torchstelechos]

You know those "do not separate"/"often bought together" memes that people did for the Submas plushies? I like to think Immortal Volo found out that Ingo had a twin fully because he saw one of these memes and went, Ah fuck I separated them :(

#PLA #pokemon legends arceus #pokemon volo #pla volo #Submas #ingo pokemon #pokemon emmet #immortal Volo #Look me in the eyes and tell me immortal volo wouldnt be chill as hell and have a social media account #this good bitch runs a historical fact check twitter/tumblr and got recommended Submas things when Emmet/Ingo liked his train history post #and he just has to live with the knowledge he didnt buy them together and separated them #Hes like ah shit I guess to make it up to them Ill post a lot about trains :/ #and when Ingo comes back and gets most of his memories back hes like VOLO WAS MY FAVOURITE TRAIN MUTUAL???? THIS BITCH???? #The biggest betrayal was not that he was separated from his twin via time distortion rift #but that his mutual online didnt even fucking like trains :///////

[pyxaperson]

also, did anyone else find episodes 9 and 10 to be not as emotional as the crew said that it was? like it was pretty moving, yeah but compared to other Adventure Time episodes not so much. i definitely wouldn't call them the series's most emotional episodes.

#fionna and cake spoilers #fionna and cake #adventure time #at #the most i got was that part in episode 9 where Simon was talking about his feelings before getting zapped into Shermy's body #but even then it wasn't on like 'everything stays' level to me ya know #idk i saw a few people saying that they were emotionally wreck so maybe it's just me #but yeah idk why muto hyped it up so much #tom kenny gets a pass because he said that it was emotional for him not the audience from memory #which i get he has been voicing ice king for like around 10 years now? #i think #SHIT I LOOKED IT UP AND IT HAS BEEN LONGER #IT'S BEEN 13 WTF #I HAVE BEEN WATCHING THIS SHOW SINCE I WAS 10 :'[