#i just hate myself

[my-jokes-are-my-armour]

[Edit] the mail can arrive too late because the 15 and the days after I won't be able to actually check the email I used. How funny is that ?

#🤡 #i just hate myself

[adharastarlight]

the fact my cat is sat blocking my lil stash of self destructive shit is very sweet but also i really need her to move like right now

#she literally will not move #and shes purring and trying to get me to pay attention to her #shes been following me around all day #its really sweet but i also need her to leave me alone for just like 5 mins so i can feel better #tw self destruction #tw self destructive behavior #tw self h4rm #i wanna cvt #so she needs to move :( #im fine tho haha #seriously im doing so so great #no one be concerned #i just hate myself #its so cool and chill #tw depressing thoughts

[susansontag]

I’m going to send a text saying I’m really sorry and hope I’ll still get invited to things and that I was worrying a lot about making a bad impression on new people and it all got overwhelming

#I just hate myself

[girlunionize]

I lost my job, feeling like shit, might not come back from this one boys (gn)

#self loathing #self destruction #i just hate myself

[sodomyaspraxis]

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#the idea that people have found me attractive is so unfathomable to me in this moment #like I am so fucking disgusted with myself that I feel like tearing my skin off #I keep being reminded of how hideous I find myself and how unappealing I am #i just hate myself

[the1975attheirverybest]

It will happen eventually, I know it's hard but try to focus on yourself only. It helps. Date yourself. Act like It. It took me 8 years to leave my ex bf I thought it will never happen. If you cant survive just try 🤞

I’m sorry, babe. I’m sure that sucked. Glad you did it though! I literally moved across the country to get away from him. Like there are thousands of miles between us. Cut him off completely and we didn’t speak for like 3 months or whatever. I tried to start dating again, even! Went out with some other people. But none of them were him, so….I always find myself going back. And I know he’ll never love me like I love him, but some ridiculous part of him still want him back. We were literal soulmates it was actual fuckin magic when it was good. But it hasn’t been good for a LONG ASS TIME. YOU’D THINK A RATIONAL AND MATURE PERSON WHO RESPECTS HERSELF WOULD MOVE ON. sorry I’m ranting, lol. Thanks for listening :(

#will probs delete later #y’all aren’t here for this melodrama #I just hate myself

[the-stray-pup]

Haha when you need to cry but can’t cause there’s people here and you have no privacy 😘✌🏻

#the stray rants #tw self loathing #all that annoying stuff #i just hate myself #i’m so ugly #i look disgusting #no one is ever gonna find me aesthetically attractive #anyway don’t mind me while I go cry but I’m my brain #i wish I didn’t look the way I did #but I can’t change the way I look over night #so I’ll just be ugly forever 🥲

[disappointhin]

i swear realizing i have to update my cw in my bio is more dreadful than stepping on the scale and seeing i've gained

#4n4r3x14 #not pr0 4na #i just hate myself #tw depressing stuff #ed but not sheeran #4nor3×14

[cessmaga]

I hate shipping sometimes

I hate the fact that I always get anxiety when it comes to enjoy the only thing I have now and it's embarassing I fucking wanna hurt myself

#I fucking hate myself #I just hate myself #why I cant be fucking normal #even a small thing I always get anxious #i fucking hate being a rarepairer #I hate that I worry that they're actually related #fuck fuck fuck shit #it's fucking embarassing #why the fuck I exist #I'm an embarasing piece of shit #I hate it here

[fishfingersandjellybabies]

Got catcalled twice with my fellow lady manager while out on a 20 min walk today. (And honestly it was probably her getting catcalled)

A male coworker continued to ignore my entire existence while acknowledging every other female around me at the same time

A customer yelled at me until i gave him attention.

Am I ever going to be given the respect I deserve or have earned? Am I ever going to like how I look? My money’s on no for both. Sigh.

#tbd #knowing it was my boss being catcalled and then being ignored #i just feel so ugly and hideous and just disgusting #and destroyed any motivation i had to focus on my work today #GOD im just vomit inducing #and even if i waa the one getting called at id have felt gross #sigh #i just hate myself

[narutos-sloppy-pussy]

Cries in Artist who doesn’t know how to Paint

#Tbh tho #I really like how this is turning out #I just hate myself #my art #art farts #The hand tho??? pretty proud of this

[carefisher]

i’m so fucking alone, man. there’s not a damn person i can talk to about any of this that ever really understands me. i feel like i just keep fucking up because i can’t explain myself well

#i just hate myself #hoth.txt

[habshihalwa]

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#i dont think anyone is gna see this but if you do just pretend you didnt #im so stupid #and fat and ugly #i just hate myself #im just so so dumb and behind on everything and im gonna have a mental breakdown #and i just wanna lose weight why's it so hard like i barely eat #maybe i need to exercise more idk #i wanna play fruit ninja w me again but i threw the thing away

[ijustwannabehonest]

I’ll give myself 2 weeks and if I’m still feeling like shit I’ll call my therapist. I’ve been under the weather for a week now. I’m starting to shut everybody out. I’m taking my meds. I’m stable and won’t do anything (aka hurt or off myself). I’m just emotionally exhausted at the moment.

2024.02.13.

#depressive episode #body image #2024 diary #online diary #depression #bdd #body dysmorphia #i just hate myself #suicidal thought

[lemonadehtwooh]

finally creating an A03 account specifically for the FGO For Funsies AU. The real problem is if I'll ever finish writing the first chapter and also finish writing the fanfic outline TwT

#forfunsiesau #alternate universe #fate grand order #Help I'm giving myself responsibilities #No one asked me to do this #I just hate myself

[lokittystuckinatree]

I am simultaneously deliriously in love with the ending of Loki season 2 and absolutely loathe it

On one hand…Shakespearean tragedy at its finest, essentially circling back to Loki’s original Thor 2011 character arc by reversing it, and Loki has literally ascended to godhood. In the end, Loki’s ultimate selfless sacrifice was to sit upon the highest throne in the multiverse, and that to me is tragically ironically beautiful

On the other hand…Loki being alone makes me want to burn Marvel studios to the ground and do other unspeakable things

Best and worst ending of all time f u Eric Martin

#loki #loki spoilers #WHAT DID IT COST? EVERYTHING #NO ONE WON #sylki #Lokius #oh i love it and i hate it at the same time #*screams* #*yeets myself out the window* #loki series spoilers #loki season 2 spoilers #hey guys I would appreciate that you not tag this as just Lokius or Sylki cause this post is not ship specific #sylkius if you must