#i just need to get my first paycheck at my job

[metanarrates]

our sink is flooding which means we've got to hire a plumber lol. that combined with me being sick and needing time off work for a bit last week, a food stamps fuckup meaning that we had to spend way more money on groceries, and my gf's hours being cut at her job means that we're most likely about to really struggle for rent again this month. if anyone wants to celebrate lesbian visibility week by donating to some disabled polyamorous lesbians, that would really help us out 😭😭😭

#i just got a second job but things are gonna be tight until that first paycheck 😭 #plus my gf is about to be laid off HER second job soon #so we really do need the help so i can like. pay rent and also make sure i get my meds

[hairtusk]

i feel like i'm going to be restless all week with the threat of employment hanging over my head lol

#like if i get the job it's going to be so hectic ... #I'd probably have to stay at my parent's house for a month until i have a paycheck to rent somewhere #so I'd be commuting about 50 minutes x2 a day and working 5 days a week #and then if i find somewhere to rent i have to move in and make the place my own #all while adapting to my first grown up job ... #like it would be good in the long run but oh my god ... daunting shit. #i just want to sink into my boyfriend's arms and rest there 24/7 #but he has his own life and career outside of us and i need to have that too so we can truly equal <3 #plus it'll be nice to have my own house / apartment again and have him over to stay #it'll just be a hectic and confusing and stressful couple of months until i'm settled

[gorbo-longstocking]

sorry to keep posting about my job but [farnsworth voice] great news everyone! im working significantly less hours next week (or according to the schedule i looked at five seconds ago its not up in the app yet) so ill be back on the writing grindset. my preferred grindset.

#love the paycheck i get but i wanna write not be sludge when i get home #if i could make writing x reader fanfic a full time job i would #maybe one day i’ll actually write a book but fanfic is infinitely more fun #if my schedule turns out to be busy next week you WILL be hearing from me #i keep putting off writing the hiwthi chapter because its one of those ones that i have absolutely no ideas just a concept for it #and its the chapter RIGHT before the horror bros are introduced and im like man i just wanna intro the horror bros NOW #but i must remain steadfast to my papyrus and sans skateboarding chapter #the slice of life is slice of lifing #i have SO much planned for the beach episode #its like a sitcom #stuff happens. blue gets jealous. stretch is awkward. lord is neurotic. and red is mad again #and scooters just like. damn one bruh after the other #theyre surrounded by fools which is funny because they jingle just as much #nemesis & nike is trucking im excited for what ive affectionately dubbed the Eye Moment #and so my garden grows WILL get an update i am just flying by the seat of my pants on that one #there is absolutely zero planning just vibes and i need to change that #and the first chapter of weapons wrapped in lamb skin has been rewritten #ive just been debating on deleting the og or not #because i know its kind of a shit move to delete fics but i dont wwnna orphan it and also i HAAAAAATE it #idk if anyone actually reads this nonsense lmk #anyway byyyyyyeeee rambling again

[kidrat]

i do not miss having a job so shit that payday was a sobering reminder

#instead of like. time for a little treat #just got first paycheck at big boy job so ive allowed myself some frivolity #also i get paid weekly which i imagine some ppl wld find annoying but i think will help me budget #plus um. the agency was awful at communicating + set my start date back so the amount i had when i quit the last place is GONE #realistically needed to be paid FAST #lmao #anyway. gloomybear plushy be upon me #misc

[citrine-elephant]

so much on my mind about this shit job, but i just love (sarcastically) that if you're to be exercising, you MUST build up to it, 'less you cause injury. because you can and will if your body isn't ready. if you do 100 pushups first time.... you're a prodigy of exercise and you're probably gonna burn out if you're not suffering alreadt.

yet a desperate fucker who needs a job to survive? nah, 7 hours of exercise each day all week? yep, that's reasonable. totally (further sarcasm)

you never worked out before? too bad, get back to work. make us more money. fill my pockets and fund my sixty mansions. (eat the rich, comrades, they are nothing without our labour)

#vent #personal #i want to unionize my comrade bitches (affectionate) #also my fingers are swollen i should see if i can get my doctor to back up my spitefullness hehe #they fucked up my first paycheck and have made my fellow comrades suffer i am on a warpath i think maybe idk #i just want them to be happy and uninjured one guy is working on a strained foot AND HAS TO STAND ALL DAY #gonna fuck up his injury even worse... #im sticking with this job for now cuz i need it bute rbfhjdsghsnb my comrades must get better conditions #when i was told management was shit i wasn't thinking about the agony lol #my coworkers are great i got a hug yesterday after a sob fest lol #AGAIN CREATIVLY INSPIRED THO #surviving a whole week of physical labor in pain im not used to #and getting to sob it out at the very end of my shift #ughnmmm perfect angst for something idk what #probably a leon thing since current hyperfixation

[kissmehardy]

New law that anyone who works in an office cant have an opinion on my job because they fundamentally cant understand what im doing

#sorry if youre proud about sacrificing your dreams for a paycheck you cant tell me what im not doing isnt worth it bc its in your opinion a #poor roi #like fucking maybe but also maybe not everyone needs to sell their soul maybe youre just bitter that you are #stuck in middle management business hell #oh you got a job? *pulls out calculator* doesnt look like it will be worth it in the long run though #like fuck off youre the one getting an online business phd asshole #stop tell me to work in hr stop it stop it stop it stop it #stop telling me to get a sales job fucking stop i mean it when i say i will kill myself first #god why is everyone on earth so business pilled there are more life paths out there i promise i PROMISE #maybe you wont make 100k a year but fuck you might be free #sorry i would rather travel the country and excavate human remains?? walk through the woods the mountains the swamps?! #do something meaningful like preserve archaeological resources and not make a ceo money?? you have one life and you look down on me for not #dedicating mine to making a ceo money???? #sorry i would rather enjoy my job and life?? #i dont fucking understand why when i hit 25 suddenly EVERYONE is like ok but youre too old for dreams time to work in hr #fucking excuse me?? so the plan is tell kids to undergrads to follow their dreams and as they obtain them tell them that was stupid are you #kidding me?? #im fucking losing my mind i fucking hate you all just bc its not a nine to five doesnt mean its not viable #in fact its MORE viable i got the first fucking job i applied to!!! how many fucking people get the first hr job they apply to jesus christ #no i will actually go into data analysis and get 300 rejections bc i have zero background in it good fucking plan #yall im so mad #pulling out a calculator immediately to tell me my choice is bad fuck off

[foxcassius]

also lucky for me the cheapest shipping option was also the shipping option that will have the yarn at my house by saturday LOL

#i am almost done with the sleeve on the sweater i have been working on for months ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ #but i forgot my japanese size 4 dpns in cheonan so. i'll have to wrap up this final sleeve on thursday #THEN I WILL WEAVE IN THE ENDS AND STEAM BLOCK IT AND IT WILL BE DONE !!!!!! FINALLY #thats why i let myself order yarn #also after getting frustrated with the yarn for my antiquity blouse and looking at the pattern again i realized im just in for a world of #pain and suffering w that thang #SET IN SLEEVES MY BELOATHED.....so i will need some EASY shit to work on between bouts of frustration w the blouse #it'll be the first time i have ever? had 2 Large projects going at a time #i will also knock out angela's hat i think . i am probably being TOO AMBITIOUS but i'll have 3 weeks off after august 25 and then will have #mornings to myself after starting the new job so #i wont receive a Full paycheck august 10th and november 10th so having all these things i can make that i already bought the yarn for will #be good i think. ride my bike to the park and knit. listen to music at home and knit. even going into work at 1 and waiting until 2 #for classes to start and potentially knitting. the director said there's literally nothing to do before classes so we shall #see if she's a Liâr #t

[nekky-nek]

So the job is going much better than a couple days ago, but I'm still thinking "Is getting paid for this even worth it?"

#i havent even gotten my first paycheck yet but I know about how much money that will be #like its easily double what ive had for odd jobs before and yet... #and i dont want to be that person that quits when i havent even been there that long #especially because most of my coworkers have been super nice and I don't want to suddenly short hand them #money has never really been a motivator for me #i get i need money for essential things to live but heck #anytime parents bring up how good a certain job pays im like yeah and? #i understand why they do it but I just... dont care #they say find what you love and i have no idea what that is #anytime something i find interest in becomes work i lose my drive #its awful and i wish i knew what it was that got me up in the morning that could also happily sustain me #anyway im rambling i should stop these tags have gone on long enough #text post

[agentemo]

fuck ticket resales. fuck ticket resales!!!

#how many pieces of shit bought ls dunes tickets just to sell them at 200% lmao #like they're still relatively cheap but fuck you #i gave up on seeing them cuz i was sure the fucking music hall of williamsburg would get sold out in 10 seconds #fuckin frankgirlies (gn/affectionate) #but now i know the tickets aren't that bad even though they're clear resale lmao i might just fuck around and go #next paycheck should be decent i am crunching right now but maybe next week ;-; #i also want/need to take C out to dinner cuz ironically i am making way more money than her atm and she got me this job #also she's beautiful and the best friend ever and when i win the lottery she is first on my list after family #wanna start spoiling her now she saved my fucking life #anyway if you made it this far uh........i got nothing but you're so cute

[lucybianchi]

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#I hate owning a car some times 🙃 #I took my car in for an oil change an tire rotation and they just called me to tell me that my break pads are almost gone #and that apparently the front is so bad that the roaders need to be replaced #so why did they not tell me my breaks were lookin go low when I took my car in last to to get and oil change and new tires 🙃🙃🙃 #I hate it here #this was supposed to be an $80 expense now it’s practiacally my whole first paycheck at my new job #fuck me man #Sophia talks too much #do t mind me just screaming into the void

[wormisconfused]

I'm getting real sick and tired of people pushing me to do shit. Like calm tf down and stfu I just got my feet under me. It's gonna take time to stable myself. I can't do fucking everything in a week

#you want me to save but I need to buy groceries #you want me to hurry up and get my license and I haven't even gotten an approval from my doctor yet that I pass the physical #you want me to buy a car I LITERALLY JUST GOT MY FIRST PAYCHECK #I'm getting sick and tired of it man #everyone is trying to push me in different ways and I just want to eat for the first time with my own money #not money that I got from my dad #or money I got as a gift for Christmas/birthday #at this point family is making more tired then my own damn job #I get it's in good conscious but it's not good at this point when it's the only thing you want to talk to me about #don't even ask me about my day #just when I'm going to get shit done #tw vent

[diamondnokouzai]

why cant groceries cost $25

#.din #.txt #im fine. im fine. i dont need money. im fine. #im just complaining. im super fine with needing to pay my rent + utilities before i get any paychecks. im fine. #; EOGNHRBUBV W; S U VH R V L K; B F H L ; ES R TG J K L D C J VH P IO U G V E J ; DF U '[O ER #sorry. sorry. just remembered that i had to pay $100 to get a teaching license in this shithole city. im fine. im fine. #i need so much money. i might actually just. get another job. while doing my first year of teaching. my mental health will be fine.

[blueside-hobi]

Garbage tier masseuse

Lol I already know😘

#yeah i dont care about my job dude #easy schooling #im just there for the paycheck #i dont need creepy men who are pitching tents moaning about how good i make them feel #but if you enjoy that then im glad you can get your rocks off #ask #anon #i think this is the first hate message ive gotten so thanks #also what are the chances you're an lmt? not very high seeing as you use that term

[foxcassius]

im trying, like, so hard to not be dramatic. but i need somebody to Fucking Help me.

#i literally have no idea what is wrong with me #it wont even be that bad if i start in march it means i get january and february to juat hang out with jiwon the only real worry is money #especially surviving in cheonan until my first paycheck and paying for my visa run to fukuoka #it will be worse than starting my job but it wont be the end of the world #i dont know why i Cant Stop fucking crying and hyperventilating #i mean i do keep remembering how close i was to it being a perfect situation #and also theres the very real worry that my document got Lost in the mail and i wont even be ABLE to start work in march #im pretty sure to submit documents in feb i would need to REDO my fucking background check #i just #someone please like anyone. please. #send me a messGe about ANYTHI G other than this please. please #t

[so-sick-of-17]

Jesus Christ being an adult is exhausting. Calling people is the worst. And getting back on the schedule after finishing a leave of absence? For what reason is that so unnecessary complicated?

#at least the first person I talked to #When I was finished talking to machines and not understanding what to do #was very helpful and understood that I’m a teenager who doesn’t know what she’s doing #getting called adorable can be a little condescending but it fealt #sweet #she understood that I was nervous and confused #The second person I talked to for a paycheck issue #treated me a little bit more adult #but was also very helpful  #they do their jobs well #but why was the automated part so confusing #leaving disability mostly focused on disability and disability leave #I was just on regular leave because I took a gap semester #but I’m back now and need money #I don’t actually mind my job but #this part sucked #why couldn’t I just go to my boss? #I was able to do that when I was going on leave