#i just really miss my mom lmao

[flovoid]

THE ORIGINALS: PROFILE INFO

important info! ‘the originals’ are originally characters that I used to play with in my past years with the sims!

sooo I had this idea to bring back all of my favourite unique sims and put them all in a one universe together!

(there is some sims who are related and some who are not! they also from different times like 2015-17-20! so there is going to be some interesting cross-over between my characters skssksjs)

DANTE QUEEN!!! (2018-2024)

THEO WOOD!!! (2020-2024)

IRIS WOOD!!! (2021-2024)

#the originals #the originals facts #theo wood #dante queen #iris wood #sims 4 #ts4 #simblr #ts4 portrait #yes theo & iris are siblings hehe andddd #dante is their grandpa from their moms side #just thought I write it here since i may never bring that info out ever lmao #gosh I really missed them so much its insane how I used to obsess w them my whole teenage years #found family trope #im weak #also sorry if the quality sucks or shi. cuz this was supposed to be for insta story lmao

[chwejongho-archive]

⟣ MAKNAE LINE ⟡ FEVER STAGES ⟢

❄️your winter gift has arrived, @song-mingi!

a series of gifts for mutuals through december!

#ateez #san #wooyoung #jongho #mingi #kazgifs #MISS IRIDA!! MY WIFE/SOULMATE/BELOVED/BESTIE/SOUL'S BEST FRIEND!!!!!!! #first of all. this was my attempt at a colour ombre collage LMAO the effort was there but god knows what it looks like #i remember how fond we were of fever styling especially mingi so thts why i picked the stages!!! #kazgifts #agonising not having emojis to use from my laptop good lawd #there is not much i ca say here that u dont already know but FHDDJD i love and adore every single part of u so dearly #u really are my hearts best friend (our souls r holding hands rn) #i am literally thinkig of u always and u are even an honorary member of my family my mom claims u as a daughter in law via me DHDJDJ #i am sorry for any typos there r bound to b some #ANYWAYS!!!! #i just love u so much i hope u know tht. like forever there is nothing tht can change tht #i am gonna bug and annoy u for life so thank u in advance #for putting up with it [arm flex emoji] #and thank u for still loving me these past (almost) four years regardless of my insanity and emotional rollercoaster <3333333 #I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!! #also i had to whip out an entire notepad for this set because #i needed to figure out how to make sure the same member was not touching himself from panel to panel #so like at all times theres 4 diff members DSKDKSD

[todayisafridaynight]

fathers day is this month how am i going to inflict psychic damage on myself

#snap chats #we were cute and sillay even for mothers day last month #but unfortunately i actually love my dad and i miss him so the possibility of doing something a lil moody is very real #i love how i always say i miss my dad as if hes dead. hes not dead hes just scared of my mom which. fair we all are LMAO #anyhow esp when im leaning towards doing something focused on jo since last month was more for arakawa... #i dont have anything in mind yet but i have the semblance of an idea... its budding but i dont have it refined in the dome... #because i also wanna see if i can do something for arakawa too so idk if i wanna knock out two birds with one stone for one comic #or make two separate posts (whether those are pics or comics idkidk) #i always really like to imagine quiet moments between jo and masato- however rare they might have been in canon #oh wait im gonna throw up what if i posted that prison comic on fathers day #if i dont get any ideas i just might.. unless i get too impatient and post it earlier ☠️ #anyway this is just a promise i will be goofy on fathers day. except instead of Actual Goofy i might post something Cereal for once #nothing i say makes fucking sense unless you know my lexicon fucking 'cereal' is my Cute And Quirky way of saying serious #because Im Cute And Quirky alright moving on #Being Serious and Emotional isnt my forte. im very bad at doing both so i of course try to be funny instead #bu maybe this once..... the jo and masato feelins are strong this month...... #its cause my moms giving me a harder time than usual so of course im just thinking of my dad more and Now We're Here #alright im finally gonna finish my comm then i might get to cooking bye

[kaeyapilled]

. (tw heterosexuality)

#i am having the worst sexuality crisis of my life. i was so sure i was a lesbian but there is this One Guy.. #he makes me feel things. i think. but i cant categorize them #relationships w men sound.. unappealing.. if i think about it generally #like a random man? sounds weird. or maybe not. i dont know. i havent even had a first kiss lmao i dont really know stuff #but him............oh...........hes so funny and cool and nice to everyone. his hands are pretty (weird thing to notice but ok) #he explains math to me and i cant focus because he's too close. thats so MORTIFYING I THOUGHT I WAS A DYKE #but at the same time 12 year old me was having heart palpitations around my first girl crush and shit #and he hasnt made me feel anything that strong so far. so. idk. but also i was 12. so idk #well okay generally speaking women make me feel much more doing way less #there was this occasion where this girl who i always had a mild thing for but never did anything about it just came up to me #at school #and just. haha lol i had a dream about you last night ;) #i am not joking when i say i felt weak in the knees. she was smiling in a like playful way so i was gonna make a joke but i could not #because i was going to pass out from being too gay #this guy (or any other guy for that matter) doesn't seem to have the power to make me feel like that #..........am i bisexual with a female lean or whatever people say. or am i experiencinf the worst case of comphet of my life #this is awful. not because i don't wanna like men (its just sexuality idc) but because i don't want to prove my mom right #😭what if it WAS a phase #but who knows. mentioning the girl who dreamt about me kind of replaced the thoughts i was having of him for a bit there #i miss her she was nice. well sort of. but i was never involved in the drama so who cares fr. she graduated last year #anyways sorry for breaking character. tumblr user kaeyapilled is lore dropping

[werewylf]

if i had a nickel for every time a family member sold their switch w/o knowing that i desperately want one i would have two nickels which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice

#i don't want this to sound like i think i'm entitled to first dibs on things ppl ik are getting rid of bc i do not think that #i just think it's really funny that i keep missing the opportunity #first time my cousins bf sold his switch for xbox game money ??? #and second time my brother decided he wasn't playing his that often after he bought one in japan and sold it a little bit ago #my mom was like 'y'know your sibling has been wanting one of those you could've made that their present' #and he was like 'oops my bad' but i told him not to worry abt it bc he had already bought my present and told the dude when to pick it up #i'll get one one day lmao i'm in no rush #i'd probably get one faster if i would accept a switch lite but i think i'd rather just have a switch tbh #nox grumbles

[teacupchimera]

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#tea's boring life #I should probably just go to bed but I'm not tired #what I am is melancholy #it would be really nice if I had a partner to celebrate christmas with #I'm so tired of being alone #I'm so grateful for my friends and all the fun plans I've been able to make with them #but they have their own families and their own stuff to do #it's just me and my mom and it feels like there's something missing #but it feels like I'm no closer to finding a gf than I was 5 years ago #or 10 #and I'm fucking sick of being single lmao!! #anyways I am still feeling festive just also a lil sad

[takhayyul]

i hate being the only cousin living in canada, its my cousins wedding in the coming weeks and they be having so much fun rn while i gotta go to my 9 to 5 tmrw

#it was his dholki today pls they sent me vids and pictures and i wanted to be there so bad #and we got some good ass singers in my fam too like most of my cousins gifted singers fr #anyway i used to like the fact that my parents kinda got away w all the family drama by living far away #i also liked that they just cut off the toxic family members and stay away from drama #but then i always miss out on the fun cousin gatherings and weddings #i miss my childhood when i used to see them every year but since my grandparents passed away the family just drifted #and my mom just barely speaks to any of her siblings and we never really spoke to my dads side anyway lmao #but still i wanna be close to my cousins and just enjoy the fun moments #but then i appreciate living far away and avoiding the drama #pls his barat is actually the day of my birthday like #i already fkn hate my birthdays now im just gonna feel sadder bc im missing out on the wedding too 🧍🏽‍♀️ #just feel left out bc i already missed 2 cousins wedding back in 2020 and then one of my other cousin is getting married in may #but that cousin is from my dads side and we never attending that lmao #man anyway this shit dont even make sense #i just want to attend a big fat desi wedding in lahore instead of going to my 9 to 5 tmr on g

[slippery-minghus]

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#really struggling with treating myself with any sort of respect right now. let alone the gentle care of my bedtime routine #i thought about putting myself to bed without my adaptive devices so i'd intentionally get a bad night's sleep but it isn't worth it #lmao and i've slept so badly the past two nights anyway i doubt tonight will be different #i really wanted to go dig out a razor but the marks from a month ago are still really obvious and it's gonna be hard enough hiding those #on my stupid fucking trip next week that i DONT want to go on #i'd so much rather spend those two weeks at home sleeping off burnout #but it's a stupid fucking Once In A Lifetime trip that has been something we've wanted to do for a fucking decade #and now that we're both real adults we can finally go but I DONT WANNA #i don't wanna be away from home that long!!! and miss the colors change outside my window!!! #and i don't wanna be away from maple!!! and i don't want my mom in my apartment stinking it up even though she's the best catsitting option #i don't want the disruption to my routine especially after how hellish work has been and how wrecked my routine already is #i dont wanna go spend two weeks so far away from home i can't even take my damn meds with me #and i cant fucking SIT WITH the hurt that the thing i FUCKED UP ON means *i* can't bring my fucking adderall EITHER #i don't even fucking know if A relies on taking it as much as i do #but i can only fucking feel the shame of letting them down!!! #i can't look past it and even begin to feel how MUCH I HATE MYSELF FOR LETTING *MYSELF* DOWN #BECAUSE I FUCKED UP #i just wanna sleep. forever. #i'm just gonna go away #personal #self harm tw

[yohankang]

love working in radiology.... my neck started hurting and it turned out my lymph nodes are very swollen... so i consulted our doctor and she said it's probably some infection and we should wait and see BUT my co-workers (including my mom) are currently discussing if it's cancer or not 🙃👍

#i'm SO fucking stressed rn and they're not helping #doctor said i shouldn't worry and she really didn't seem concerned #it is a little bit weird though because i wasn't ill or anything... #but she said i should just relax over the weekend lmao and come back next week if nothing changes #k.txt #throwback to the time i found an armpit lump 2 weeks after my mom was diagnosed with cancer... i do not miss those days!!! #it turned out to be nothing and my mom is fine too but god. what have i ever done to you to be tested like this.

[depresseddepot]

in today's installment of "I have personal conversations with my parents once a year" I learned that I was a twin and may possibly have chimerism

#lol. lmao even #i am 21 years old and I'm just now hearing about this because I brought up chimera cats to my mom #the twin thing is fucking WILD to me #the medical implications of chimerism make sense honestly given the sort of medical issues i already have but. a TWIN #she said she was bleeding a little so its more likely she just miscarried the other one and not me #but. is it super dramatic of me to say that i feel sort of like ive lost something lol #like. what gender was it. what was its name. it was too early to have those things but. man a fucking TWIN #this is stupid because I HAVE a brother and we would still have been raised in the same household under the same circumstances #so like. its 100% possible they would have grown up into a person I greatly dislike like how I am w my actual sibling #but. shit lol. a fucking twin. #I never in a million years would have thought that #I would have thought chimerism was more likely over a TWIN #what if. do you think if i had kids i would have fucking twins. are you kidding #im very conflicted about this lol it feels like a fun fact but i am in fact on the verge of tears #it almost feels fake. like what do you mean i was a twin #would I still have been the oldest? did i kill it? did i absorb it? #im going to try really hard to not psychoanalyze this because separated/missing twin psychology seems like psuedoscience at best #but im actually kind of upset about this lol #i had such a hard time socializing as a kid and you're telling me i almost had a sibling i could have learned from? #would they have had autism too? would we have understood each other the way only two neurodivergent people can? #its nobody's fault obviously but if i had someone that HAD to like me between the ages of 0-10 i would be such a different person #if i had a twin in high school people would have known who i was. i wouldn't have been the kid who people barely remembered #there were 2 sets of twins in my graduating class and everyone knew their names. you could say ''the twins'' and they knew them #frankly that sounds awful but like. fuck man i would have developed socially so much easier #i dont feel like im missing someone i feel sort of like i AM them. lmao #my mom did say specifically ''you're a chimera! it was twins and then i started bleeding a little and my next ultrasound it was just you'' #so i COULD have chimerism but it also could have just been like vanishing twin syndrome #but i dont think ill be able to tell unless i take a dna test?? fucking christ lol add that to the list of shit i have to do #man. im gonna have to think about this for a long time lmao #miscarriage tw

[airenyah]

i'm glad i left the house today actually

#i went to see the royal bangkok symphony orchestra #and afterwards i went to a cafè/restaurant with a colleague and her friend #they were two older chinese ladies (not THAT old. my mom's age maybe a little older) and thry were lovely #the friend actually paid for me in the end #she really seemed to have taken a liking to me hahaha it was sweet and she was very nice #airenyah plappert #on a normal day i would go rewatch today's ep two more times on a scene by scene basis #(first one more time without subs where i can really focus on the language without being distracted by the new plot and then another time #with subs to fill in the details i'm still missing) #but i'm sharing a bed with my best friend today and my brain just Won't Let™ me #it's only 20mins past midnight and i won't sleep until earliest 2am #so i'm considering just continuing writing my thesis lmao

[todayisafridaynight]

there are very VERY few fictional characters i could openly say with my whole chest i’d be chill hanging out in the same room with but like kiryu, ryuji, shinada, and saejima ?? yeah they’re probably chill to hang with i prob wouldn’t run to the bathroom and escape through the window

#snap chats #making my tier list #ok i actually should though but Ugh i dont want to get all those pictures #anyways yeah no i could actually imagine myself hanging with any of these blokes #i think i've had two ryuji dreams at this point tho LMAO i miss his weird mom van with the leopard print curtain #like kiryu and saejima would prob just make me think of my dad so like sure it'd be awkward but the same kind of awkward i feel round my dad #like 'i dont really hang with you but i dont hate you we're fam' and then i'd drink an irish coffee and it'd be cool #shinada's just an actual homie. i should add ichi to this list but i feel like his energy would scare me #i dont do well with people who have high energy and ichi is my love my life my everything but i know myself #im lying he's a gamer we could be besties #idk why i could easily think i could chill with ryuji like everything i know bout myself tells me otherwise but idk #just seems like a chill dude to hang with #all these other bitches if i look at them i'll either cry vomit or do both

[bunnyb34r]

Thinking ab my middle school special interest (one of many) which was roller coaster and water slide pov videos shdhdhdhdh like I would spend hours watching them and learning ab how fast they go, where they are, what their copys of

Like "Patriot" at Worlds of Fun is just "Raptor" from Cedar Point with a red white and blue color scheme and theme where as Raptor is green and black/purple with a raptor/beast theme. They're both owned by Cedar Fair. There's MANY clones in cedar fair parks and they will sometimes just remove an attraction from a park and move it to another, sometimes rebranding it.

Also sometimes they will just repaint an old ride and completely rebrand it by changing one thing. Like the Mantis ride was a stand up coaster at cedar point and it is now Rougaru (idk if that's the spelling) and I think they only changed the color (yellow to orange) and the seats bc it's no longer a standing one :( which I'm sad ab bc I wanted to ride it but was too scared to.

Oh! And the little tips ab the rides like Gemini (a duel track coaster where one track has a red car and the other is blue and you "race") and how the red one is usually the one that wins

And like when people point out stuff like "at the top of [coaster] if you look to the left right before the drop you can see [attraction/place]."

I really liked watching those before a trip to the waterpark or amusement park sgdgdg and then when I'd go on the rides I would know what would happen which was exciting like ahh here it comes!

Anyway agdgdgdg I just had a big memory of that and had to info dump ab it real quick 😅

#marquilla #info dump #and i would info dump ab what i learned before our trip or during it like hey did you know that this coaster is one of the biggest in the #world? (not dragster thats a well known fact here) or like oh yeah that coaster goes really fast and through tunnels! no i dont wanna go on #it why would i? #i really miss going to amusement parks 🥺 my fibro is so bad that i know i couldnt do it at least in one day/without my chair #we used to go like once a year and one year we got platinum passes which let you go to any cedar fair park and we went to #the waterpark like 7x that summer and then cedar point AND worlds of fun it was awesome sggdgdgdg #roller coasters were something i could connect with my cousins ab bc theyre adrenaline junkies #and it felt so good to be able to info dump and have them add more fun facts and shit #oh and when we went to one park my cousin and i rode this spinning ride 6x and the guy after the 3rd time stopped asking if we wanted #to go again and just told us to tell him when we wanted off agdgdggd bc there was like no one in line but us we would've gone more but out #moms were like no its 110 degrees you need to stop sgdgdggdgd #ill probably delete this but i just needed to get this out #and my family doubts im autistic lmao

[histskins]

any other jew-ish guys got a grandma who's like, really weird about it, or is that another hyperspecific life experience of mine

#txt #it's like. I didn't know my great grandparents. but my mom sure did #so i know enough things like that they were 100% ashkenazi conservative Jews who fled from Poland in the 1910s thereabouts #before they had my granma #but my granma somehow CONVINCED herself that her mother was lying about being born Jewish #and then a few years ago this became completely factually incorrect for 2 reasons: some aunts found some of my gg's records #and like yeah. yeah. her and great grandpa were definitely both from Jewish families. #and also my microbiologist sister was like im gonna get a dna test for funsies #and lo! she is about 25% Ashkenazi. i know those things are hit or miss really but there is no way a percentage that large is just bullshit #and my granma threw a whole fit. crying about it during dinner. and we're all just sitting there like. awkwardly #i do not know for certain why she is like this but i imagine it has something to do with her parents disowning her when she married #since great grandpa was Not Jewish. and then they only reinstated her when she got pregnant the first time #after she agreed to raise her kids Jewish #and she did make good on that! my mom and aunts and uncle all grew up going to the same conservative synagogue #my mom loved her rabbi apparently #but yeah as soon as she could granma fucked off and moved to England (she was divorced by then iirc) and she's been mad weird #about us being Jewish for my whole life #kudos to ya if u read all these oversharing tags lmao #whoops i meant to say grandpa wasn't Jewish in that earlier tag not great grandpa sorry

[yourlostearring]

it's my dad's birthday today and i just really hope it's a good one. watching him take care of my mom during her last few months really made me realize just how lucky i am to have him and yeah, he just really really deserves a good day.

#this month has been the toughest for me since she passed in december but for some inexplicable reason i feel almost sad it's almost over #idk i thought id be relieved to get over this hump but every time i think about it too hard i get that stupid lump in my throat #anyway though i got my dad and i tickets to see the jayhawks next month and i really really hope it's something he can look forward to #when i was really little like 8 or so he brought me to my very first concert and took me out to dinner before and idk #it's just a really special memory for me so im just hoping I can return the favor #i miss my mom so much but im really lucky to have such a great dad #aaaaand now im crying lmao okay the end

[iero]

Told my mom about how I’m going to Brooklyn on 9/11 weekend for the My Chem shows and she knows about my NYC trip the week after that as well and she ALWAYS goes ‘Good luck with that...’ in an almost condescending tone because she thinks I’m going to get robbed/murdered. Like, can you PLEASE stop that? 

#personal #Sorry. This is a rant. She just did it to me again and it's so like... ANNOYING. #I understand it's not a safe city but it's a major city in the US. I feel all major cities kind of carry that risk. #Anyway I told her I'll buy one of those pepperspray keyring things you can hook to your keys if it makes her feel better. #She gets it from my grandma because my grandma would say the same thing. Even a bit worse if I'm being real. #My grandma would probably want me to text her every day I'm there telling her I'm safe and you know... Alive. #It's nice having her care of course but it's a little overprotective of them. #I'm almost 29. I can take care of myself. #Also me mom doesn't know that it's more My Chem shows. I just said 'concerts' to her and left it at that. #Also she doesn't have a right to complain now that I think about it... She went with a friend like four years ago to see Billy Joel at MSG. #Said friend ended up getting really sick though and she stayed with them at the hotel and missed the concert LMAO. #I still haven't bought my train tickets yet though or any kind of arrangements for the show. #I REALLY don't want to spend the money for a place to stay during the Brooklyn shows but...