#i just sent them to my mum

[nymphaforesta]

taking cute selfies and forgetting about posting them: done ✓

#how gorgeous you are #work was v nice #i just sent them to my mum #a boost of self confidence #😭😭😭shut up ily

[abbeyofcyn]

#rottmnt #art #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt leo #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt raph #rottmnt mikey #future leo #future mikey #sketches #instead of hugging or asking for a hug I just bump into them #mostly my mum or sister #they get it #you couldve sent donnie to the future #you couldve had awkward donnie and strict leo #but that's alright i will just enjoy the options inside my brain #and try to continue the comic soon

[obsob]

im like tamftgebka (thinking about maia from ‘the goblin emperor’ by katherine addison)

#mine #original #the goblin emperor #maia i would die for u i would kill for u #u would not BELIEVE this problems this drawing gave me. outstanding #i actually did a whole other drawing. maia and th little people are taken from that drawing i had to frankenstein them #the like. idea is the same kinda but the other comp was bad. like if i draw and i dont have a colour palette in mind i just draw for that #comp to work in black and white. and then if i try to put colour on top it like always looks awful. why do i do that. #anyway. here he is. im pretty happy w it th colours arent exactly what i wanted but thats fine svbkdbgvd #my mum is away this week im playing house and having a good time #i got!!!! more isopods!!! ik i said i would post pics n of my magic potions and didnt but thats bc theyre very small and shy rn skjlf bless #i got more armadillium vulgare but a gem mix theyre so pretty!!! n one of them is like absolutely huge. enormous. #however th seller was very stupid th packaging for their postage was rlly bad n th ventilation holes were too big n they didnt pack th #tupperware tight enough so loads of babies fell out n died :(((((((((( i sent her a message like. maybe dont do this n she was like oh sorry #n was like this has never happened before but im like. ur stupid. why did u use such a big box all u had 2 do was put more moss in. #they were rlly dry as well theyve spent all day hanging out in th damp moss. poor babies. theyre absolutely destroying some cuttlefish rn #so i think theyre fine <3

[hella1975]

basically threw away £20 on my nails today so was already getting weird bc i apparently cannot be normal about money and then my paycheck came through just for my manager to have knocked off 11 hours worth of pay. so naturally i am crying in a dark room about it

#this is such a girl moment wdym you’re crying about your fucking nails. couldn’t explain it to you if i tried #im just an utter FREAK about money and then for my payslip to get fucked as well. whyyyyy would you do that #im not built for the working world truly idk how sensitive people do it bc i am NOT im tough as shit 99% of the time and i STILL can’t deal #just give me my fucking money it’s not fair 😭😭😭 i worked hard 😭😭😭 #and the dumbest brattiest part of this is that the thing that tipped me over the edge is that my mum didn’t offer to pay for my nails #like how ridiculous and spoiled is that but still i was so so angry at myself about fucking them up and it’s £25 to get them done tomorrow #and I’ve worked so hard for her this summer and both days I’ve been in town I’ve got her things #like nothing spenny but I’ve just thought of her and got her things I know she’d like just to be nice #and £25 is NOTHING TO HER AND SHE DIDNT EVEN OFFER 😭😭 she even joked it off #she was like ‘your dad would offer to pay if he was here but I believe in lessons’ GIRL FUCK YOUR LESSONS I WANT MY NAILS DONE 😭😭😭 #why am i actually in tears over this. this is so silly. now all my money is fucked and im going to be the skint one when we go to dublin #AS USUAL. even though i worked hard and clocked the hours it still got fucked bc im fucking. cursed #im aware im being dramatic and this isn’t even about the amount of money i have atm i promise this isn’t some desperate bankruptcy claim #like for once im actually fine money wise it’s just all been FUCKED and my dates are now FUCKED bc i have to wait for next paycheck now #and it’s so unfair bc usually things go wrong for me bc im DUMB and mess it up LIKE MY NAIL APPOINTMENT #but for work and dublin i literally planned it perfectly and did the hours and it still didn’t work #like what is WRONG with me. i hate being an adult i need a sugar daddy ive had enough #the message I sent my manager…. scathing…. ik his scared of confrontation ass is panicking. give me my fucking MONEY #hella goes home

[subconscious-solipsist]

I submitted my essay a day before it’s due who am I???

#also kind of the best essay I’ve ever written #which isn’t saying much cuz historically they’ve been horrendous #but I actually applied what my most favourite prof of all time taught me last semester #I even sent it to my mum to look at and she called me and was so impressed cuz usually my papers are so bad she can barely read them #so hard to read she would get mad cuz my sentences would be backwards and words in really weird places but that’s a whole other issue #he had some very good methods and tips that make so much sense to me #and are INCREDIBLY useful for staying organized throughout the process #I have raging adhd and seriously most of my writing makes no fucking sense cuz I’m all over the place #I also just loved him and craved his approval so hard I hung on to every word and tried my actual best to do it right #I had him for two classes and finished with an A and an A+ #i miss u gil

[justmeinatree]

yall i had the most fucked up dream last night

#i was at the bathroom to change a pad and realized i didn’t have anymore on me #then randomly this girl bursts into the stall (i mean like picks up the door and takes it right off the hinges) #and she just rips my pad right outta my underwear and takes off 🤨 #so i’m stuck there on the toilet with no door asking people for a pad and naturally nobody has one #my mum shows up (which is weird cuz this was happening in my old highschool) so i tell her to call my friend because #he was holding onto one for me from a few weeks ago #but he had gotten rid of it so my mum asks me what kind i want and she was going to run to the store to get me some #BUT SHE COMES BACK WITH TAMPONS 😩 #(random tmi sidenote : i haven’t been able to wear internal period products for years my body just rejects them) #so i flip out like wtf this is not what i sent you i need pads #and my mum goes ohh i have something you can use !! and i shit you not she whips out a fkn sub bread 😳 #cuts it in half lengthwise and expects me to use a mothafkn bread piece as a pad 🫣 #anyways dont do drugs kids 😅

[lonesomedotmp3]

every once in a while I rerealise that my teenage self wasn't crazy/selfish/ungrateful and my parents really were just Like That

#like they've mellowed out NOW but my dad still got drunk on my twelfth birthday and used to get in terrifying moods #where he'd get physical wih my sister and once for no actual reason he shoved me to the floor #and my mum would get into random sulks and say she wishes she didn't have us and there would be constant loud explosive arguments #in our house at all times and I'd spend my days in constant stress and that's literally why I'm like this. #like ok i didn't make any of that up and I'm just supposed to forget abt it now they're better (not even GOOD. just better) #and i have! and then it turns out the only reason they've been chill is because #1) they think I'm going to kill myself and 2) I've been acting the way they wanted me to #the second i ask for anything from them that they disagree (like. don't call me every single hour because i haven't responded to a text u #sent three hours ago) it's back to the same bullshit. whatever #OH remember when my dad said i eat too much and started me on the path to my eating disorder. good times! #god remember when they yelled at my in public for my eating disorder. jesus #remembering parts of my childhood and they're all bad lol!

[nerdie-faerie]

Being an adult is so fun you get to tell TV licencing to fuck off, register for pension schemes, chase up IT issues, make returns, figure out what you're gonna eat this week so you can actually go grocery shopping an- *is laid face down on the floor*

#adulting #ace is grumpy bean #im having a great morning what about you? love spending my only day off catching up on chores and errands #tbf i did finally receive all of my packages that were being held hostage at reception so it hasnt been all bad #but one of my packages needs to be returned and i gotta exchange my hair dye before i buy groceries today cus i grabbed the wrong shade #i have sent more emails than i would like to have today had to email my professor cus of my student account not working chase IT services up #about that again email about sorting out a refund email the pension scheme i got enrolled in cus the registration wasnt working #then deal with tv licencing 'youre under investigation' shut up 🙄 as if anyone watches live tv anymore anyway #i also forgot to speak to my mum while tryna sort stuff out lately so she texted me worried that something had happened this was after shed #apparently called me while i was sleeping but i ignored cus it ended too quickly and i already got woken up by them testing the fire alarm #its felt like a lot of admin today and i still gotta get groceries but i dont know what im gonna eat or rather what i wanna cook this week #so my shopping list is slow going and i dont really wanna leave my flat anyway but the kitchen needs sorting too cus my flatmates are vile #anyway most of my stuff for Halloween came and lets just say im really glad to have next weekend off for it

[jadeddays]

the fact "dingo ate my baby" became like a silly international joke about australia, to the point when my uncle travelled overseas in the early 00s people would just say that at him and yet people don't seem to know that a dingo really did take and eat a baby 😭

#azaria chamberlain case is fucked fr #like bc the mum was acting zoned out and unemotional everyone was like Well must be a murderer send her to jail! #and she really went only for them to be like oh whoopsies maybe a dingo did do it #the main thing that drove me crazy was def the fact people acted like A WILD DOG TAKING A 6 WEEK OLD BABY WAS INCOMPREHENSIBLE #/A WILD DOG THAT CAN TAKE DOWN KANGAROOS/ #but yeah not a 6wk old tho #and the expert they got on dingoes? a british man IN BRITAIN who threw a goat in to dingoes at london zoo #and was like Well these dingoes that have never been wild and live in a zoo are a good approximation #ALSO the local indigenous people WHO THEY WENT TO FOR TRACKING #was like yeah there was dingo tracks with drag marks #and also yes a dingo can take a baby thats why we keep our babies off the ground and carry em #and somehow that woman was still sent to jail for murder ???????????????????????????????? #wack case #anyway theres my dingo ae the baby rant #also if a dog took and killed my baby i probably also would just check out of reality and be emotionless bc jesus christ

[ritsmew-sakunya]

good meowning <- dreamed of hiyori dancing to aizo and yujiro's songs and they were sooo embarrassed by their girlfriend's cuteness

good meowning to you to !!! and awww that sounds so cute

#meanwhile ive spent my morning completely out of it #was posting old art on side blog for characters birthday and it took me a really long time to realise one i posted was not of said character #i genuinely thought it was tho. abd now i am so embarrassed #and now ive just tried to use my earphones as deodorant and was confused why it wasnt working #oh. and i somehow sent all the pins of my mums corkboard flying and had to find them and put them back up

[andromedasummer]

yesterday was. a lot

#was sick on saturday right. slept from 4pm to 10am the next day #had a convo with my sister that turned south #and because of the weather being awful my SAD combined with that and sente into a depressive episode #had a breakdown over my relationship with my family and their (not. great acceptance/treatment of my autism) #cried for hours until my mum and dad sat down to have a talk #i vented stuff i have wanted to say for like. 2 years now. both understood and talked to my siblings about it #brothet completely understood #think my sister kinda understands #which is better than i expected because i was fully prepared for her to just. not give a fuck because i have trouble communicating with her #and now i feel kind of better? #i did. purge a fuckton of motorsport stuff from my blog because it was related to the conversation we had #but was one of many many many things that compiled into a very uncomfortable atmosphere for me in house #my mum is gonna try harder not to use the r slur which is a relief. my sister has agreed not to make fun of me when i do hear it #and become upset about it. they understand why i am upset about specific people they support and talk about in front of me #and i made sure to let them know i understand that they have diff opinions on people who have said hurtful things about disabled people #because they none of them will ever come from a place where those words hurt them #but still let them know how that affects my.... i dont wanna say trust? like my comfort in being autistic vs masking with them #which ive often been forced into doing and am still unlearning #most importantly theyve now accepted that i am autistic #that my diagnosis was not officially completed/given because the doctor advised against it. because it makes things way harder #really im just happy that i wont get comments from my sister about not actually being what i claim i am/have because they. #really upset me esp when these things that i am (autistic+adhd) and have (ocd/anxiety/depression) are linked but have been confirmed #multiple times by multiple doctors #idk i just hope things get easier from here. i can tell my family werent aware of how much this stuff was affecting me so im glad we talked #because keeping that inside was. exhausting

[throwing-roses-into-the-abyss]

Togawa: for adults, every day is the same, that's why a year goes by so fast. Children experience new things every day, which makes a year feel much longer

me, an adult who is actually older than Togawa: I would like to experience less things, actually

#old fashion cupcake #please give me the boring quiet life PLEASE #to be fair I don't have a 9-5 office job #then again I don't technically have a job at all #I have unpaid projects while surviving on unemployment benefits #or welfare or however you call it #they're really fun projects to do don't get me wrong #I just wish I could actually get paid for doing them #I genuinely wouldn't mind making 'helping museums sort out their collections' my actual job #were it not for the fact that by far most museums rely entirely on volunteer staff because of lack of funding #anyway the latest Experience is that my mum had another epilepsy attack #and I was (somewhat succesfully) trying to get her to eat something #also yesterday I sent off a list of repairs to my landlords #including one that may or may not be woodworm #which is gonna be terrifying because if it is then idk if they're gonna pay for the exterminator or not #so I'm taking a big gamble here by letting them know kdhgkjdh

[hella1975]

look at these mf platters my cousin(28) made, me and my sister keep eating them and the party isnt even meant to start for another hour - we also keep playing drinking games, but thats just what happens when youre always the first ones ready i think

(capt)

HOW AM I JUST SEEING THIS THAT LOOKS INSANE INVITE ME NEXT TIME

#omw to australia as we speak #your cousin is talented that literally looks delicious i would not leave that table if i saw that at a party #my family parties are really funny bc for starters ive only been to one (1) family party on my dad's side #and it wasnt really a party bc it was day time and also it was awkward as all anything #bc it was me and my sister in this random irish village surrounded by strangers who hate our mother lmfao #BUT as much as i slate my immediate extended family (does that even make sense? i just mean my grandparents) on my mum's side #her family's parties are so fucking fun #bc both sides of my family are GINORMOUS like i think my mum worked out i have over 400 cousins total lmfao #but my dad's side are spread out between tipperary and london so it's less intense #whereas my mum's side literally ALL live in my hometown like none of them moved from within the same ten mile radius #it was one of the reasons i hated my hometown so much bc i couldnt do anything without my cousins's friend's plumber's dog telling my mum #but anyway i digress my actual family not including my close relatives are so so lovely #and the parties were hilarious we always had a xmas party at the same pub and it was such a vibe #and i have multiple cousins in my year group (i was had form with one like my cousins are just everywhere) #(he came up to me in year 7 and went 'hi i think im your cousin' and i went 'that checks out' and that was that) #so we'd just spend the whole time on one table bitching about people in our year #this got ranty but yeah <3 family parties are such a specific vibe but i rate it <3 #hope you had fun! sorry i didnt see this ask when u sent it im useless #ask

[hotdadlicense]

every time my sisters and their kids get me sick i'm like thats It. i'm never hanging around them when they've got a cough Again. Ever. and then inevitably i'm sharing my fucking drink with my niece like 3 weeks later and the next day my sisters like 'oh btw both the kids are sick etc' and i'm like. are you KIDDING me. and then less than a week later i'm sick and my sisters are like aww sorry bout that! and then i'm like i'm never hanging around you guys when you're sick again btw and they're like thats fine only to like 2 weeks later be like 'the girls have a sniffle but they're mostly right! family dinner still on?' and then i'm sharing my pizza with my niece cos she for some reason only eats pizza if it's a) mine and b) out of my hand and then 3 days later i'm coughing my lungs up again

#anyway im SICK and MISERABLE and i miss my MUM and DAD #to be fair to them: usually by the time the kids are fully down with The Sickness #its like. the day after ive seen them and had them sitting on my lap and drinking out of my drink bottle yknow #im just ranting becos i was already stressed about money this week becos i had the weekend rostered off as part of the new roster this year #and now i got sent home yesterday and told not to worry about today #so its like. my three days of working this week went down to one day and 1.5 hrs........ bro im getting paid basically nothing this week 😥 #i caaaaaant afford thisssssssssss #also if anyones solution is 'don't share food/drink with them???' then i'd like u to meet these kids and TRY pry my drink bottle #out of their 2 year old hands #text #m