#i just think i'll scream

[chispas-and-broken-bindings]

playlist: teenage jon snow

Ahh! I see what you're doing here....okay, I already have a whole playlist for the angsty disaffected teenage Jon Snow from I Just Think I'll Scream, so I'm pulling from that:

#my asks #playlist #i just think I'll scream

[homosexualcitron]

maybe i'm just seeing things but i couldn't help noticing the composition of these plans are vry similar and i'm arrggg

#Alien stage #IM JUST UUEHEHGDGGGGGG OK GOOOOD #I LOVE THIS SM AAAHHDB SCREAMING #i can't think rn maybe i'll spam lol srry....

[yesokayiknow]

human au. some of these guys spend too much time on here and it shows

#don't ask how long this took #doctor who #the doctor #the master #i'm not tagging them all. god #nu who doctors & masters & also 8 is there bc he's just a lil guy (and tbf no one can agree which era he belongs to anyway) #fun fact i started making these so long ago that i had to redo the ones i'd done bc tumblr had changed its layout in the intervening time #i don't know 15 well enough yet to make him one but also he's exclusively an insta girlie lbr #or war and fugitive. but i think war doesn't have social media and fugitive's starting stan wars on twitter #jacobi!master is exclusively linkedin #also 10's a horsegirl argue with the wall. he saw barbie twelve times and came away with the wrong message #is there a bg for this au? not really. in my main human au everyone is pretty wild whereas here they're more normal #they're just hangin out here ig. 9-11+14 are siblings. 12+13 are siblings. the two groups + 8 are cousins #saxon & missy are cousins and missy & spymaster are foster siblings #if anyone likes this i'll make one for the companions too. actually i probably still will bc honestly this was really fun & relaxing to mak #but if you see an error in one of these no you didn't. don't point it out to me i'll scream

[ministarfruit]

bitter tea 🍵

#vtuber #holostars #holotempus #kishido temma #hanasaki miyabi #regis altare #axel syrios #still thinking about the 3D... #WHERE IS THAT POST I MADE LAST YEAR #THE ONE WHERE I WAS LIKE 'WEHHH WHAT IF MIYABI AND ALTARE INTERACTED...' #'BEHH IT WON'T HAPPEN BUT I CAN DREAM' GUESS WHAT #THEY DID! YOU IDIOT!!! IN 3D!!! #PAST MINI!!!!!!!! YOU DON'T HAVE TO DREAM ANYMORE #IT'S REAL!!!!!!!!!! IT'S REAAAAAAAALLLL #and altare hugged miyabi like three times I was boutta lose it #they're so stinking cute. I need to put them in a snow globe and shake them #axel as always. funniest bitch on earth I'll kick him into the sun #temma. perfect. no notes. love you big time #the screaming really made this segment for me #just all of them screaming as they try to cross the abyss. god I love holostars #WHO let hanakishi and shiny spicy collab. do you want me gone #DO YOU HAVE IT OUT FOR ME #in case anyone doesn't know this. miyabi has been like one of my longest oshis #he's my everything... #add that and hanakishi and. and everyone knows I love tempus #so yeah. good time.

[queenerdloser]

i just finished dark heir

#me foaming at the mouth during the last chapters: HE IS! FUCKING! SAVING YOU! #i am huddled around will kempen hissing like a mama cat none of these fuckers are allowed to look at him #dark rise #okay but like. cyrian at literally every moment in the book you see will anticipating things and making connections #that you never make. doing things like a leader & being fucking smart and strategic. and your dumb ass really thought. #hm. must mean i shouldnt listen to him about the magic staff that can literally stop the end of the world. must be evil. #me: [screams into the abyss] #i know i cant expect characters to react like readers and they DID all react like i knew they would but god it was so infuriating!!!!! #and heart breaking! god!!!! god!!!!! will reliving his mother's initial betrayal over and over and OVER again #and thinking about all the little moments we get where the novel tells us: if these 'evil' characters had just been accepted #instead of tossed aside maybe they wouldnt have fallen. if they had been protected instead of killed maybe they would have #become protectors instead of killers. maybe if will's mom hadn't tried to butcher him for the sin of his own birth #he wouldn't have been so scared to tell people he lied to them. #anyway im not normal about will kempen and if book 3 doesnt give me his friends fucking accepting him i'll kill someone #me looking directly at visander: i dont care how charming you are i'll murder your ass about it #i read this book in like 5 hrs im being very normal about it

[foxaoxarts]

BEE KISS TOMORR- *dead* /j

If anyone wants to watch me drawing this like a little victorian child then the timelapse is below the cut 🤣

(FLICKER WARNING. It's all through out so be careful!👍 )

#RWBY #Bumbleby #Blake Belladonna #Yang Xiao Long #Foxarts #YOUR HONOR I HATE THEM (that's a lie actually) #I'VE BEEN STARING AT THIS FOR 3(?) DAYS NOW AND I'M SICK #Technically this doesn't contain spoilers but let me know if I should add the tag! #In reality I think cloud scene will happen episode 7-ish BUT being delusional is what being a bee fan is all about- #This is the first time I've actually tried drawing a kiss sooooo hope it turned out ok xDD #I am the one who looks away when anyone kisses for more than 2 seconds so. #Kisses aren't very photogenic that's all I'll say (I had 3 tutorials open and 5 references pulled up) #This was so messy- I forewent line art because I hate it and I thought it wouldn't be bad to just clean up the sketch. I was kind of right. #Watching back the recording is funny because I've always known I'm disorganized but just watching it play out is hilarious. #Enjoy my little notes and doodles 😌😌 #They're so soft I want to scream. #I SURE HOPE I DIDN'T FORGET ANYTHING 😭 #Risking my livelihood for these stupids since 2020 *strikes pose* #Anyways that's enough of my rambling. #HAVE A NICE DAY Y'ALL!!

[difeisheng]

alright, so there's one outfit of li xiangyi's that i have questions about and which stands out to me, and it's his robes in the flashback with zhan yunfei.

(bear with my screenshots, sorry. things in this scene move very fast and it was more difficult to get decent captures)

in the vast majority of his flashbacks, li xiangyi is in his red or white robes, which we generally associate with his status as leader of sigumen. they're the robes he's immortalized in in his portrait as baichuanyuan, the ones he wears at donghai, in his memories with qiao wanmian, etc. those outfits have a common silhouette, with the long, draping sleeves that fall open from the shoulders (apologies, i don't know the technical term). i don't have to post them here; we all know what they look like.

these robes are an exception to that. they're less elaborate, in different colours/accents plus in a different style, and it makes me wonder if his time with zhan yunfei took place before. before sigumen, before becoming 天下第一, when he was more of a wandering xia still building up a reputation for himself. not li xiangyi the legend but just a disciple, come down from his master's mountain to do his best for the jianghu. it would make sense, i think; no one else is in that clearing aside from zhan yunfei, himself, and the man they were trying to capture. there's no power of a sect involved here, and li lianhua doesn't mention working with one (just that "zhan yunfei teamed up with others") as he retells the story to fang duobing. this outfit certainly gives him more of a boyish feeling, less so a sense of being a leader or a representative hero of the jianghu. which brings me to my other point.

you know whose image li xiangyi is very closely evoking in this memory?

that styling in the zhan yunfei flashback specifically is the closest that li xiangyi and fang duobing have ever visually mirrored one another (beyond fang duobing generally wearing his hair like li xiangyi, which other people have brought up before). i chose these outfits of fang duobing's from the yucheng and yipin tomb arcs for comparison, as li xiangyi's outfit has the most direct resemblance to them down to smaller details like the belt ties, but fang duobing wears robes cut like this (with varying embellishments) a lot. this show is very deliberate about characters' distinct silhouettes, something i've mentioned before. i very sincerely doubt this similarity wasn't intentional.

why dress li xiangyi like this in this memory specifically? i don't know. perhaps it's because li xiangyi and zhan yunfei, too, are linked by an upheld promise over ten years the way fang duobing is to li xiangyi. perhaps it's to situate li xiangyi's age, remembering that he, too, was once at the same point of his life as fang xiaobao is now, earnest and still working his way to the top in the jianghu, however short and/or since forgotten that time was. perhaps it's simply that li lianhua, given that this flashback is told from his point of view, truly has come to see fang duobing in his younger self gone by. regardless of the reason, i think it's a fascinating parallel, and i once again wish we had more context for the past and period of time spent with li xiangyi and zhan yunfei together.

#im so sorry guys im so long winded sigh #but i realized this a little while back and then didn't know what to do about it #btw i think there might? be one more flashback where lxy wears robes like this but i can't remember where it is #in which case i'll have to factor that into this point but for now i just needed to scream about what i do know #mysterious lotus casebook #li xiangyi #fang duobing #zhan yunfei #zhanhua #(tangentially) #mlc meta #ashton originals #mlc costume meta

[a-wondering-thought]

Homoerotic knife sex

#yep... #thats it #thats the post #if you judge me i'll kill you #im just saying what everyone is thinking #okay i need to stop #but you get the point #sam screams into the void #lesbian #gay #lgbtqia

[martyrbat]

perpetual mourning – batman black and white (1996) #1

[ID: a black and white panel sequence of Bruce Wayne as Batman investigating a murder. He performed an examination of the victim's body and found DNA evidence to convict her killer and then performed an autopsy to examine her stomach contents — which led him to a little 24/7 diner. He walks in, disrupting the cozy scene with his presence.

Bruce internally reflects, ‘People think i'm a knight. A savior. But in truth, I'm only a vessel to hold the memories of those who've passed on. Those who've no shell left to store them. They must think I revel in my victories. It must seem like I never lose a fight. I lose plenty. The ones I couldn't get to. The ones I couldn't save in time. Those are the ones I carry around inside of me. Those are the ones I'll mourn forever.’

He shows the only waitress a photo of the victim's face and asks, “Excuse me. Do any of you know this woman?” The waitress gasps and holds her hand to her head in shocked distress. She stammers, “That's Chelsea, she comes in here all the time. Sits in the same booth, the same time, reads the same book... um, what was the title...? She, uh, left here only a couple of... Why do you... Oh, god. No. Dear girl...”

Back at the morgue, Bruce solemnly gazes down at the woman as she lays in an unzipped body bag. He thinks, ‘Luckily, you hadn't digested your last meal, Chelsea. There're only a few places in the neighborhood where you were found that serve blueberry pie at this hour of the morning.’ He carefully zips the body bag entirely. The identification label states she was a thirty year old caucasian female. The name ‘Jane Doe’ has been scribbled out to now be replaced with ‘Chelsea Rain’. Bruce continues to ruminate, ‘You only have your thoughts and dreams ahead of you. You're someone. You mean something. I'll remember. You're within me now. Forever.’ END ID]

#screaming wailing sobbing.... #‘People think i'm a knight. A savior. But in truth I'm only a vessel to hold the memories of those who've passed on. #Those who've no shell left to store them. They must think I revel in my victories. It must seem like I never lose a fight. I lose plenty. #The ones I couldn't get to. The ones I couldn't save in time. Those are the ones I carry around inside of me. #Those are the ones I'll mourn forever.’ THATS HIM!!!! THAT'S BRUCE !!!!! EVERY DEATH HE CARRIES WITH HIM AND FEELS RESPONSIBLE FOR #EVEN IF ITS ILLOGICAL! EVEN IF HE COULD NEVER PREVENT IT. HES ALWAYS GOING TO BLAME HIMSELF AND DEDICATE HIS LIFE TO THOSE WHO LOST THEIRS #HES ALWAYD GOING TO FEEL GUILTY FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO PROTECT THEM. IF HE HAD JUST SKIPPED THAT MEAL TO DO MORE RESEARCH. IF HE COULD OF #STAYED UP. IF HE COULD HAD FIGURED IT OUT FASTER. IF HE COULD HAVE SOMEHOW BE THERE... #JUST ALWAYS FEELING RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERY SINGLE PERSON'S LIFE. #HES ALWAYS GOING TO MOURN THE STRANGERS ON THE STREET JUST AS MUCH AS HE MOURNS HIS PARENTS !!! HIM AND HIS BLEEDING HEART !!!! #c: batman black and white (1996) | i: 1 #crypt's panels #bruce wayne #batman #ransom's recs #<- babe.... new tag... :((

[amielot]

drew something spicy. brain made it angsty.

sometimes you gotta hold on to something to make sure it's still there. *shrugs*

Beautiful Strange and New by @moorishflower

#hob has 'boyfriend-almost-died-twice' trauma #and i just think they have tender crying reassurance sex abt it #mkay? #morpheus/hob gadling/daniel hall #dreamling #oreo sandwich #hob gadling #daniel hall #beautiful strange and new #if yall scream at me enough I'll put the uncropped version on pillowfort. #maybe #it started spicy #it accidentally ended angsty #the art tag

[total-drama-brainrot]

you guys ever hear a new song and frantically conceptualise a whole AU around it, starring your current Main Blorbo? or is that just me?

#having a lot of thoughts for someone who's brain rotted away #also this is me asking everyone to drop their indulgent song aus in the comments/reblogs #i can and will get super hyped over them Don't Think I Won't 😈 #please don't ask me about this current au i'm cooking up because i'll either infodump about it in a huge post or just refuse to divulge it #it's a toss-up between my social anxiety and my Need To Scream Everything I'm Thinking. you never know which one's gonna win 😔 #thoughtless posting #feel free to ignore

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

EVAN BUCK BUCKLEY IS BISEXUAL!!!!!!!

WHOOOOOOOOOOO 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🎊🎊🎊🎊🎊🎉🎉🎉🎂🎂🎂🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰!!!!

#IT'S CANONICAL #SCREAMING SOBBING THROWING UP #HOOHHHHHHHH MY GOSH #9-1-1 #911 #oasis's 9-1-1 chatter #bi buck #evan buckley #the bi buck tag is for me slfkfhsld #9-1-1 spoilers #911 spoilers #911abc #911 on abc #we are about to be trending at one for so long #y'all I stopped my review for this #I also think I stopped breathing when it happened #I was literally screaming #whisper screaming because my mom was washing dishes in the next room but OH MY GOSH #I was catching up on my liveblogging and literally just stopped as the scene was getting more and more sud #I was drawn in and also wanting to pay attention #and then as it happened I said SCREW IT I'M TYPING I'LL COME BACK slfkghs xD #my gosh #losing it <3333 #guys #guys :'DD #we DID IT #oh my gosh #oliver must be so happy genuinely lol #wow. buddie soon guys :')) but I am NOT disrespecting this victory #AFTER SEVEN SEASONS :'DDDD he's finally there :')) ❤️❤️❤️😭😭🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

[enigma-absolute]

Despite having never seen the Muppet Movie in full, Gonzo's solo has been chewing through my brain so I figured - why not?

Backing Instrumental Link (starts at 1:10)

#chris rambles #my creations #VA #uhhhhh #Enni Sings #sure we'll make that a new tag #the muppet movie #there's a rougher demo cut where you can hear me start to tear up at the end #god this took annoyingly forever to engineer in audacity #sorry if the audio is off - lmk and I'll redo it bc it's been annoying me too #this was supposed to be a demo of 'movin right along' as a birthday gift but I was annoyed at how low the mic picked up my voice #i think i just need to up my gain... #but then you can HEAR my STUDY #ah well #i think i blew out my voice screaming earlier this week so that's why i was struggling

[mattodore]

lovesick

#hi 👋 i have a hospital appointment in two hours that i'm nervous about so here i am in my screenshots folder staring at mattodore #i really shouldn't be typing rn but i'm. a ball of nerves. like actually keep me in your thoughts... like please. jsfdhnkj #also i think i'm gonna start reblogging things untagged here for a little while........... bc like. #i really shouldn't be typing it fucks with my arms so bad..... i say as i'm typing #but ykwim like that's why i've just been avoiding tumblr lmao #um so if you for some reason care abt ppl not tagging reblogs of other people's sims content uh idk what to say bc i'm gonna do it anyway #so expect that from me until i (hopefully) get meds again #also............ i have not started editing theo's bday edit and it's literally tomorrow. Scream . #i finished the poses tho <3 but yeah... we laugh and cry #i want to say i'll just start editing after i get back from the hospital but. well. #it's okay tho bc if i'm late for theo's bday edit that's understandable bc of the Illness but also #matthias's bday edit was like a week late anyway so lmao #also no caption bc idk i can't think #wait nvm listen to this song #river dipping #ts4 #matthias evanoff #theodore doe #a burning house to live in #echthroi

[freaky-flawless]

Every so often, I get reminded of the existence of the Fright-Mares and am overcome by how strange they are. Especially considering the existence of Avea Trotter.

#monster high #monster high dolls #im at work going through the wiki #i always forget about them #are they not so random tho? #like they scream “we were created as competition for a different doll line” but i cant think off the top of my head what brand #some of the designs are cool tho and I'll give them credit for not just using the same mold for all of them #if they didnt have molded shirts and tails they could have been pretty cool tbh #text post #meadoe flurry and fawntine fallowheart are my faves #skyra bouncegait and flara blaze are pretty cool too #i think i just talked myself into wanting one

[starppleb]

Sorry, I'm so not normal abt it.

AWESOME animatic by Whispering_Rozy

#it's all that I couldn't think of when brainstorming my ideas #for this song #and the- and the- #I'm just lost for words #i guess I'll tag somehow #NOT MY THING #JUST A COOL FIND #life series #traffic smp #limited life #double life #last life #third life #scott smajor #dangthatsalongname #grian #watcher grian #martyn inthelittlewood #pearlescentmoon #animatic #Alice of Human Sacrifice #Alice of Human Sacrifice - Animatic #sorry again #i needed to share this #and I have no friends to scream about it with #And this song so far works kinda fo pirates smp fallen ppl #just putting this here #Youtube #starbling