#i just wanna hard reset

[friendlyengie]

Woof. That’s uhhh. Big number.

#Thinking about clearing out my ask box just to clear my head #I wanna take requests but I know I won’t be able to when there’s already so many resting to rot in here #if I haven’t responded to your ask I am so sorry! My brain is so small and I am easily overwhelmed by things I should not be! #I will try to keep some of the ones that I can answer… I think if I just Let Myself be ok with Not having art for every ask. #Then I will Hoard Asks Less. #but I need. To give my brain a hard reset. U know.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

why do spiders exist and how can i get rid of them. permanently. with no damage to the ecosystem just cut and delete

#currently posting from the tenuous safety of my bathtub as it was by the door #and now its probably in my clean change of clothes #can i shower in peace??? hm??? can i? Can I? #big ass fucking harvestman. vanished in a blink #i turned away for One Second #fuck fuck fuck it was On the light switch #why is my life? #its always fuckin somethin smh.... #if someone could just snipe me real quick thatd be great. dont wanna deal with this #i gotta start keeping my killing stick in the bathroom stg theres always a spider in here #absolutely unprompted #im gonna look down and its gonna by crawling up my towel #that is a valid fear its happened Before #and also yes i know harvestmen arent spiders. but they look like it so they count in my fear #NOW THERES A FUCKING SILVERFISH???? WHAT IS THIS? MINECRAFT????? #i am soooooo going to bed early tonight. hard reset. im done w today #gonna use my extra towel to whip the shit outta my surroundings #'take a shower' they said. 'youll feel better' they said #its always. fucking. Something.

[jils-things]

eeeekk hi again everyoneee!!! i'm gonna allow myself today to post one art because i miss sharing my stuff on my blog :]]

red sprites: (x)

#~ art #♥️ appleshipping #ueeee theyre here <3... #speaking of red. bad news tho. my soulsilver gameplay got corrupted. all my games got corrupted... #so uh....... vs red battle has to... be postponed again. this game hates me so much fr /lh i have ... to restart ... #i even had a misdreavus named xyla and i love her so much!!! she was hard to catch!!! #im just gonna jump back to emerald from square one since i felt like doing a reset too (didnt like my team that much lmao) #umm!! anyways. stuff is okay lately. pokemas is cheering me as usual and being away from tumblr with little visiting helped a lot #been hanging with my besties and we did something fun together all that fun stuff ehhee #but im still going to stay close to my promise that ill redownload tumblr after hiatus haha #umm on a lighthearted note... ive been really interested in legends arceus lately! ive been cooking jaide's ancestor design #and both jaides have an official surname now <3 (it's evergreen!) the oc is professor evergreen :33 #i think i just used this artpost to talk about how ive been doing lately LMAOOOO #i actyally have a lot of things i wanna talk about here like not even lore related ahdsjfdkafsa #like... how everyone's been speculating about pokemon day 2024 and how everyones thinking we might get bw remakes....

[dayssinceabrandcrossedmarkiplier]

100 days since a brand crossed Markiplier

29/8/23

(Be careful when reading the tags if you're sensitive to, albeit glancing, references to sexual assault/grooming)

#markiplier #someone made a joke about resetting because Mark didn't win a gamer streamy the other night #I skipped watching the award show because I knew Dream would be involved and I refuse to interact with anything that gives him a platform #but when I looked up who beat Markiplier in that category my unease grew #like obviously I'm not going to bring mcyt drama to a markiplier blog #but god it makes me so uncomfortable that a groomer who is 100% unremorseful about his actions was allowed to be a nominee #let alone *win* when genuinely good people who work hard on their channels were in the same category #anyway that's all I'll say about it because this is supposed to be a fun little fandom based sideblog #however I have been on the fence this evening about whether to genuinely go #'fuck the streamys for letting Dream have a chance to win let alone actually walk away with an award' #I'm still undecided and need to check how the winner was picked (I think public vote but wanna be sure) #I'm just mad and disgusted and completely uneasy #either way I wanted to quickly get my thoughts out but now I've delayed the post by 20 minutes by typing so sorry and here you go

[fidgetspringer]

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#banning myself from using my go-to lineart brush for a month #starting when i leave for my trip later this week #until i come back from the trip following it a month later #i need to shake some stuff loose in my noggin to see if i can get some different results #i've worked myself into a corner i'm not happy with #so i'm doing a hard reset #i wanna get a little more crazy with it #and i'm a little burned out atm so a week of just sketchbook scribbles will do me some good

[ofcowardiceandkings]

i would like to stop obsessing about the dumb thing where i was scolded a little for being distracted but its a tangible single thing my brainworms can latch onto instead of the many many other shit things in the background that are objectively way worse or scarier

#i'll admit like yeah my bad i goofed for a bit #its just ... hard to keep an eye on that sometimes when theres a lot of junk going on #and its not a strong point anyway ... i need to constantly keep an eye on my lack of an internal clock and its exhausting #like it really doesnt matter either but the brain being a turd abot it is ALSO exhausting #s i g h s #i just need a little 'reset focus' reminder every so often but its like .. #having that be a formal thing is hard without a piece of paper saying you have brainbonk #its why i chose to apply for a physically engaging job rather than office shit yknow #staring at documents all day makes me want to scream lol #its also just irking me that there was yknow ... 'lol now we'll have to find you something to do' comments #because for someone who doesnt DO data entry im pretty speedy in the zone #my brain just did a giant yawn and needed to reset targets without me noticing #idk i wanna eject it from my brain but it WONT LEAVE #rory's ramblings

[rozugold]

Sigh. I’m thinking about that finale again and am very. Upset

#I’m gonna ramble so scroll past if you don’t wanna hear me complain #they really just. killed everyone #but not in a way that matters #like none of it matters #Okok #I think i understand where my disappointment comes from #I just assumed cTommy wouldn’t die. like killing this character who went through so much was just off the table #also to kill a suicidal character?? as a finale?? #wasn’t even a possibility in my mind #and if cTommy did die it would HAVE to be framed as a huge tragedy #make it clear that it was unfair. that he didn’t deserve that #but we just got this amnesia crap?? #no aftermath no reaction from the other smp members #idk man #it’s just hard to understand the point of it all #2 years of building these amazing characters just to reset them and probably never play them again #not even touching on what the frick happened with cdream #just. hrfsfggdd #I’m so mad #rozu thoughts

[tittyinfinity]

you ever get so depressed that you just stare at a wall for 6 hours

#.bdo #nothing is entertaining #i keep opening tumblr then closing it bc I'm just mindlessly scrolling not paying attention #tried watching a show and got nothing out of it #it's all bc i can't stop thinking about whether or not D will call me today #and the hormones from my new birth control don't help #running out of pain medication doesn't help either #it just sucks bc any time I'm going thru something that's hurting me I feel like I just pressed a reset button on a lot of my progress #and I don't really wanna actually talk to someone about this bc I'll start bawling #on the bright side my mom gave me a hug today after she found me crying #that's not a usual thing she does she usually tells me to suck it up #I just wanna do stuff but I can't get myself to do anything it's hard to even get up and pee #anyway my mom is letting me drink her wine now that it's been 8 hours since I took my anxiety meds (did not help) #that at least got me to stop staring at the fuckin wall

[dragqueenpentheus]

the only way ive figured out how to stop feeling small and talentless is to just keep doing it anyway and so far????? not working will update in future

#I HATE WHEN REJECTIONS ALL COME IN AT ONCE AND I JUST WANNA QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! #irl #personal #lays down. like. #okay maybe ill never write anything life changing or make art that sticks w someone days after but like #could i make three hundred dollars of a contest. or be accepted into a shitty art fair people dont go to in my hometown and is held monthly #the thing is. i will always feel like a creative little fraud ????? #ive sold art in a gallery ive made like four sales on etsy ive had my work complimented by creatives who i admire #like. idk if it will ever be enough and feel like ive earned it a hundred percent #and people are meaning what they say and where they spend their money #Ough. who do i need to be complimented by to develop self esteem. who will change my life for me huh??????? #i do know i have to gain the confidence myself i am aware. however i must complain and whimper today #ill stop soon and keep trucking tomorrow #and submit to more places and maybe at some point get accepted into something #i get it way more with writing. im still getting mylegs under me. art though. art ive been working really hard for a really long time on. #so i think that hits a little harder #ANYWAY THIS IS VERGING ON TOO PERSONAL FR THIS BLOG #IM GUNNA ORDERFOOD IN AND RESET MYSELF

[strawberry-pretzels]

i really don't know why i feel like changing a lot of things lately like pfps or themes and wallpapers

#it's been less than a month since i changed my blog theme but i literally did just today #i literally changed my tiktok pinterest and discord pfps #there's like a REASON okay but i'm trying so bad to figure it out #some innate reason why i'm doing this #my theory is that i'm tryna change stuff to feel more in control abt the change going on around me #but that explanation doesn't seem to Click #ehhh maybe i just feel like it's time to refresh although being reluctant to do so #it's bc i have a hard time letting go from things #oof i'm glad i've never had crushes imagine trying to move on from THAT #anyways in short: i'm trying to figure out why i wanna factory reset so bad even though i changed my blog theme less than a month ago #berry's shitposts

[manicpixieautism]

what if i factory reset my laptop. for fun

#actually its just super slow and i wanna see if maybe a hard reset would help #i will probably regret it but fuck it we ball ig #sasa talks

[tvrningout-a]

i'll have y'all know that i enjoy hurt/comfort a perfectly normal amount

#i say as i rub my little gremlin hands together and look at the memes in my inbox #ASDF #i'm gonna take a minute to reset my brain with a shower bc i'm feeling overly stimulated but then i'm writing some hurt/comfort and maybe! #putting it in the queue if i've got the patience uvu #i'm sitting on a few things in my drafts bc i feel compelled to build up a queue but i also wanna just post things as i finish them #the rational part of my brain is trying so hard to make sure i pace myself and keep myself organized :' ) #get ready to ramble | ooc

[candlesoul]

vuu

#i wish i can reset my mind tonight #so much thing happened and #im overthinking a lot #i biter my nails sooo hard now they are aching :( #i just wanna dont thinking about it but its hard #triggers are everyhere in a family gatherings #hope i can write correctly

[waterbearable]

She's tipsy and wants to be squeezed so hard that her lungs collapse a lil

#ari speaks #just like. i wanna be a squeaky toy thats how hard i need to be held real quick #like a power button reset. #take the life out of me for 2 seconds and then i am back to normal.

[samsspambox]

im going to whack marius von hagen with a stick (affectionate)

#yes i'm salty he reset my pity #yes i read his hard #i really liked it #but i'm gonna whack him gdi his pHONECALL #why do luke and marius both wanna see mc back in their school uniform guys pLEASE #JUST SAY YALL HAVE A UNIFORM KINK AND MOVE ON #im still pressed tho i want that artem card #but i wasted all my schippies sOB SOB #sam rambles in the tags #sam rambles #anyone wanna sponsor my pulls i'm at 50 pity

[nexus-nebulae]

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#echos #I WANNA PLAY KIRBY MASS ATTACK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #I CAN'T FIND ANY GOOD COPIES OF IT THAT AREN'T RIDICULOUSLY OVERPRICED #BC IT'S A GAME FROM A DEAD CONSOLE AND IT WASBT EVEN A MAIN SERIES GAME IT EAS JUST A SPINOFF #SO NOBODY FUCKIN PLAYED IT AND NOW NOBODY OWNS IT AND NOW I CAN'T FIND IT 😭😭 #i mean i DID find some on amazon but either i didn't trust it or it was 80 fucking dollars :( #i hate wanting to find very specific DS games bc nobody fuckin cares about DS games anymore 😭 #I wanna play Mass Attack and OoT 3DS and i can't remember others but i know there were others #there's a store near my place that should have some older games but the chance of it having the ones i want. not high #and i mean yeah OoT was a really popular game but like... still finding it is really really hard #anyway i am going to wallow in sorrow for approximately the next five minutes until my attention span resets