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duskyvenus · 4 months
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This reading tells you messages from your spirit guides and their guidance for you in the new year.
Four piles left to right. Close your eyes and think about your vision for this year and then open your eyes and choose the pile that attracts you the most.
I am not a professional. This reading is just meant for entertainment. Take what resonates. Happy New Year :))
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Pile 1
Guidance: Tarot: 2oS, 10oC, 3oW rev, 4oC, 7oC rev, 6oW rev It seems that this year you will be presented with many choices in life. It can be hard for you to pick from one of these because they all seem good and bad at the same time. Because of this, you might experience decision paralysis and might doubt your abilities. I'm also seeing that you probably want your decision to be rewarding in all aspects of life . Your spirit guides want you to stop daydreaming and start working on what you really want. Also, believe in yourself. Maybe you will take a step in a direction that will bring you lots of prosperity this year :) Intuitive messages (or things you might relate to): find beauty in the simplest things, love-forgive-grow, ocean, coffee mugs, experience, oranges, guidance, friends, older sibling Songs for you: either way by ive, into the new world by girls' generation, survivor by destiny's child
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Pile 2
Guidance: Tarot: 6oS rev, 7oW rev, the moon, 6oC rev, 3oW rev, 6oP Your spirit guides want you to re-assess your decisions and way of doing things this year. You need to change yourself for the better. Let go of your past. If there are past regrets or conflicts, resolve them. Try to be more generous and forgiving. Don't be afraid of seeking guidance. You also need to be careful of who you mingle with. There might be imposters in your life who may hold you back from achieving what you want in life. Avoid conflicts and arguments and try being more amicable. This year is about breaking and fixing your relationships; confront your fears and let go :) Intuitive messages (or things you might relate to): "don't be embarrassed to tell me", love exists, attention, cats, leaves, trees, plants, it gets better Songs for you: square(2017) by yerin baek, get up by new jeans, letter to my 13 year old self by laufey
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Pile 3
Guidance: Tarot: death, temperance rev, QoC, the emperor, 7oC, KoC, 9oC rev This pile has energy similar to pile 2, but it's more serious in this pile. There is a big change coming in your life. Things will fall apart and get worse before it gets any better. You need to assess your control over things, it might not be balanced. It's time to get serious about what you truly want. Discipline and balancing your thoughts and actions is important. Your loved ones (probably your parents or your partner) are ready to support you. If you're single, you might meet the one this year :) This is the year where you make it or break it. Don't over-indulge in short-term pleasure or material gains. Intuitive messages (or things you might relate to): meditation, release, journal, hobbies, flowers, sketching, kitchen, healthy food, "calm yourself, the storm will pass", "love is stored in the kitchen", "don't be selfish" Songs for you: understand by keshi, zombie by day6, see you again by tyler the creator & kali uchis
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Pile 4
Guidance: Tarot: AoP rev, KnoS rev, 8oP, QoS, PoP, 5oC rev Spirit guides want you to start making decisions with your mind rather than your heart. Your intellect and hard work can and will take you to places this year. Collect your thoughts and think before you speak. Don't be in a rush to take decisions. This pile is similar to pile one so you can check that too. There may be disappointments this year but they will make you reflect on yourself. This year can also be significant in your healing journey and you will learn many new things about the human mind and how your mind works. You might also go to therapy or get guidance from an older person. If you're single, you might meet an honest and loyal person. Take your time to figure out things this year :) Intuitive messages (or things you might relate to): hugs, room makeover, lights/lanterns, "a lot can happen in a year", kids, diary, bowls, books, spirituality, glass Songs for you: it kills me by demxntia & keshi, you better know by red velvet, gravity by taeyeon
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Thank you for reading! I hope the new year brings you peace and happiness! 🕊️🪷
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baektempo · 6 years
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this is totally unedited! how pretty is the maldives??
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Touch it for Real, Part 5
Genre: Humor / Fluff / Eventual Smut
Warnings: OMG they were roommates / slice of life / slow burn / mutual pining / crude humor / cursing / virgin!baek / idiots to lovers / mention of feet
Characters: Baekhyun X You/Female Reader
Description: You teach Baekhyun how to date. (Basically the Get You Alone M/V)
Part 1 , Part 2 , Part 3 , Part 4 , Part 5, Part 6
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Baekhyun was trembling. His hands were actually shaking so much each time he tried to type into the keyboard of his phone he hit the wrong letters and the typos rendered his message impossible for even the autocorrect to guess what he was trying to say.
“Just — ugh — just give me a regular keyboard for fuck’s sake,” he was grumbling to himself, “my hands wont stop shaking. I can’t. I can’t do this.”
He tossed the phone with force away from him and it landed face down on the carpet across the living room.
“No. I refuse,” he was staring over at the phone on the floor with a shell shocked aura about him, “just forget it. I’ve changed my mind. I can’t. I won’t!”
You’d given him a homework assignment an hour ago.
Ask a girl out on a date.
He’d been sitting on this sofa with his phone in his hands, writing, deleting, rewriting and deleting, again and again, into the text message conversation he had going with Mia.
It had been going pretty well with Mia actually. You’d been handing him the reins more and more and you both celebrated together with a single glass of wine the night he’d had his first actual phone conversation with her. Baekhyun was a lightweight and usually refused to drink more than a few sips of alcohol but he’d gone for the chilled bottle in the fridge and poured it into two glasses and handed one of them to you and lifted his own into the air. He did not wait for you to acknowledge his toast though. He just downed the contents of his glass with a wince on his face in a single go, slammed the empty glass down onto the counter roughly and stormed out of the kitchen toward his bedroom. You sipped your glass and counted it as a shared celebration.
His phone call lasted for 3 minutes and 32 seconds and he managed to tell one awkward joke that elicited audible laughter from the girl. You knew because you sat on the couch beside him with your ear pulled up as close to the phone as you could manage, trying to hear everything that happened. You’d let him know you were here to intervene if something went wrong but honestly you were sure he would do well on his own. And honestly, he was about to do well on his own, despite how awkward and very nervous his voice was.
They had gotten past the introductions at least twice when he briefly forgot what came after “hello” and simply said it a second time. She at least said it twice too and the awkward pause that came after that went on for too long when you held up the index card in your hand and pointed with your finger to the question you had written down.
“Uhh...so h-how...umm...how are — I mean, what are you up to?”
You couldn't make out her response, but whatever she said pulled an interested hum from the back of his throat and he made a quick witted remark that had her giggling in response.
You could definitely make out the sounds of her laughter and you could instantly see the change on his face when it happened. You saw the brightness form inside his eyes and he turned to look at you with a surprised expression as he lifted a finger to point at the phone he held in his hand.
His eyes were wide with something in between amazement and panic and he mouthed the words ‘she’s laughing’ at you and you nodded enthusiastically in response.
Unfortunately a few seconds after the joke he accidentally dropped the phone and it took a wild bounce, landing somewhere under the couch. He couldn’t find it for two whole minutes and when he finally found it, he made up some excuse about having to go because he smelled something burning.
He stared at the phone until the screen turned black and he didn’t move when you rubbed a soothing hand over his back.
“That went pretty good,” you offered. Baekhyun grunted and turned toward the kitchen for the celebratory toast.
Since that night, (you know the one) you’d intentionally taken on a more supportive teacher role in this project. You vowed to keep yourself involved as much as he needed and you swore you could keep your own selfishness from impeding his progress. The way you had been acting had been unfair and he was too good to you for him to deserve anything less than your very best.
You had made a promise to Baekhyun and then you made a promise to yourself to follow through on that promise. You would move Heaven and Earth to help him reach his goal because he deserved it and seeing him happy would be enough to get you through anything that came your way.
You were fine.
No really, you were completely fine.
He was moaning.
You sat on the couch beside him with your foot propped up on the coffee table as you carefully applied the second coat of polish to your toenails. You’d become quite the expert at applying polish to your nails during bumpy situations. Sitting next to the man who flailed and squirmed beside you on this sofa was commonplace and simply no big deal.
You could probably do this during an earthquake.
His moaning turned into much louder moaning and he threw himself back onto the arm of the couch dramatically and in protest of the unfairness of your assignment.
“Buuuug,” he whined through his nose, drawing it out like a little kid.
You’d just finished your pinky toe when his foot pushed up against your thigh.
Your aim was quick and you reached over and grabbed his foot by the heel as you pivoted in place.
“Be still,” you said calmly and you held his foot in place as you applied the bright red polish to his big toenail. You often did his toes to match your own because it made his toes look adorable and he wore socks everywhere he went anyway so he didn’t mind what you did to amuse yourself.
You moved quickly, dabbing carefully over each of his nails until they were all painted to match yours. You blew air over them to dry them, being thankful you’d invested in the 60 second polish.
“Buuu-hu-hu-hu-uuug,” he moaned harder, wiggling his hips into the fit he was throwing and closing his eyes to sell you on the absolute anguish he was in. “Bug, I just don't think I can do it. Can we do something else? I don't even know what to do on a date. What if she says no? Oh god, what if she says yes, I’m going to puke. Do you want to see me puke? Because I am going to puke.”
You tapped a hand lightly over the top of his finished foot and pointed to the other one and after a few moments he shifted, giving in to what you asked for right away.
But good lord, he was dramatic. The whining and the moaning intensified just when you thought you couldn't stand another volume increase he raised his voice into a shout and put actual words to his protests. Your ears were already ringing and you could feel your substantial patience — really, you were on a level with a Buddhist monk after two years living with this — beginning to shake.
“I mean, if I asked you to teach me how to swim would you chuck me into the ocean on the first day?”
You forced your focus down on his other foot, getting the polish smooth and perfect with each stroke. He had gone quiet after his question to you and you bit down on your lip as you carefully pondered the words he was saying. The last thing you wanted was to make him so uncomfortable he was unable to go about his daily life. You didn't need this project to become a source of heartache for the man.
You were not an unreasonable person. Perhaps this really had been too big of a step for him to take without having even practiced under the careful instruction of a teacher.
He’d waited in silence for you to answer for only a few seconds and when you didn’t; because you were thinking about it, dammit, he threw his whole head back and his mouth opened up and he wailed into the ceiling above his head at an even more annoying volume than you thought was possible. This was new and shocking. It was deafening. Surely the neighbors would think someone was being butchered in here.
The awful sounds were coming straight from his diaphragm. The man had power in those pipes and he was going to destroy your ear drums in order to get his way. It went on and on, changing from a moaning, groaning large-dog-with-a-bellyache sound into what you imagined it might sound like inside of an echo chamber trapped with a big sad whale, the biggest ones they made, who also happened to be on fire. He was giving you everything he had now. This was full volume and it was horrible.
“Alright!” You shouted over the wretched screaming, “Alright fine! For the love of God, Baekhyun!” You said for emphasis and the incredible relief of silence flooded and cleansed your ear drums that still vibrated from the after effects of all of that noise.
He lifted his head and closed up his mouth instantly and his eyes were wide as he cautiously watched and waited for what you would say next.
“Do you want me to teach you? Do you think you can practice with me so you learn how to do it before you have to do it for real, on your own? That’s what you mean right? You want more instruction before I throw your ass into the ocean?”
His lips were situated down into a fierce pout now and he nodded his head twice; a big ol’ up and down.
You were irked now. No amount of pathetic pouting on that face could pull you back from the edge. Even the slow careful nod of his head was just an obvious attempt at winning you over with cuteness. Well, it wouldn't work. If anyone was capable of annoying someone to death, it was this man right here and he came very close just now.
“New assignment,” you said with your finger raised and he pulled his bottom lip in between his teeth and pushed his top lip forward as he inflated his cheeks into round balloons. He sat up straighter and he waited for you to speak.
“Since I am a woman,” you began with your finger still raised and waving in his direction. His eyes glanced down at it, “you may ask me out on a date, for practice. And if I say yes, we will then—”
Your pointed finger was joined by your whole hand as you opened it up and you waved it through the air twice, a visual representation of cause and effect of such a situation. His eyeballs followed every movement you made, looking at the hand that moved instead of at you, the actual speaker.
His eyes popped up into yours when he registered the words you were saying; the requirements of his new assignment.
“...we will then — well, we will..”
Your words were sticking. He was listening very closely and he’d released the air trapped in his mouth and his lips now hung open as his eyes occasionally followed the waving of your hand in front of his face. It was silly how shifty his focus was when your hand moved in front of him.
“We...will…” he said and his face moved, mirroring the movements of your hand as he tried best to understand the new task you were trying so hard to assign to him, even repeating your words to help you get the next ones out.
“We will go on a date. A real one. A practice date. You will have to take me on a date, Baekhyun. You’ll just have to .. do your best at it.”
“A date? I’ll have to,” he said with a flinching, squinting blink of his eyes, “...do my best?”
“Yes, of course,” you said as you pointed your finger at him again, pulling a swift but deep gasp into your lungs to fight the dizziness you could feel building inside your head, “It’s an assignment. Like school. I will give you a grade on how well you do. If you fail, then it’s over and I’m a terrible teacher and clearly your problems are beyond my area of expertise.”
His polish was dry. This conversation needed to be over because you were weirdly agitated by the wide eyed, deer in the headlights expression stuck on his face.
“I’ll send you some study materials later. You better take this seriously, Byun Baekhyun. This is a real assignment from your real dating teacher.”
The entire situation made you anxious. The desire to flee was very strong. You needed a getaway and you needed it now. You felt a tremble inside that could only be attributed to just how freaked out he had been acting. It was rubbing off on you.
You wanted to make a quick escape but you were now fighting with the many bottles of nail polish scattered across the coffee table; you’d gone through so many of them as you decided on which color to use — they really were just numerous and just everywhere. You grasped at them, trying to grab huge handfuls at one time but your hands couldn't hold as many as you wanted and each attempt sent a bottle or two clattering noisily to the table below. It was really ruining the dramatically cool exit you were trying for.
After quite a bit of noise you felt the warmth of Baekhyun’s arm as he leaned against you and began to help you pick up the bottles; carefully placing each in it’s designated spot in your huge nail polish organizer.
It took a bit of effort for you to turn to look at him and when his fingertips carefully placed the final bottle in the case you clicked the lid closed and finally managed to face him.
His eyes were flighty. His face was flushed and when he met your eyes the smile on his lips was very tense. It looked like a grimace.
You had to be insane to be doing this. Willingly putting yourself into a situation like this with him, a situation that was for instructional purposes only, but a situation nonetheless. Your heart was racing inside of your chest and you briefly wondered if he could hear it with him sitting so close to you.
You swallowed it away, the nerves or the uncertainty or whatever it was that had taken hold of your hands and made them unstable and you turned to look into his face head on.
“Do you understand the assignment?”
Baekhyun filled his lungs with air and straightened his shoulders, pulling them back as his eyes closed up. You recognized the self calming behavior. When he turned to look at you he held a new determination in his eyes and he nodded his head and furrowed his eyebrows.
“I was always a good student,” he said, “I will do my best with this assignment. I’ll take it seriously, so I can learn from you well.”
You reached forward and patted the back of his hand lightly and offered a reassuring smile.
“Don't be too nervous, okay? Remember it’s for class so you should learn from it. Mistakes are natural and they help us grow. And you won’t have to do anything that makes you uncomfortable. I mean it.”
He swallowed and his lips flattened out into a thin line across his face. His head bobbed up and down and he hummed out a response that told you that yes, he did know what was expected of him for the sake of the lesson; for the sake of his future as an adult man who was entering the dating pool in search of the companionship of some lucky lady.
“Also remember, it’s just me. No pressure. Okay, Peanut? I’m here to help you. You could spill an entire cup of iced tea down my dress at dinner and I would still forgive you.”
“No pressure,” he repeated under his breath and when you were finally satisfied that he really understood, you stood, hefting your manicure supplies up with both hands and you stepped away from the living room to return them to your bathroom.
“Do I have a deadline?” He called after you and you turned back with your hand on the doorknob to your room, quietly amused by the seriousness you saw on his face. At the same time, proud of what a good student he was. He was a smart boy, he would do well in anything he was determined to do.
“Ask me out by tomorrow or else Ben might beat you to it.”
You figured a little sense of competition couldn't hurt. And yes, you were still actually speaking regularly with Ben. You were pleasantly surprised with how smart and how funny he turned out to be and he turned out to be a pretty good distraction for the evenings when you’d normally be bored and hanging around in Baekhyun’s room while he played some game on his PC and he’s toss you a remote for the screen that hung up on the wall above his head. You’d play music videos, or cooking videos from YouTube, or some drama or variety shows and he’d play his games and lean far back in his chair watching the screen when exciting things happened on screen.
A few times lately though, when you went into his room you’d find him watching some anime and you just knew he’d want to pay close attention so he could discuss it later with Mia. You’d much rather find someone to entertain you alone so you didn’t have to be ignored or shushed when you interrupted his anime with some stupid question about it, like who is that guy with the crazy eyes and why is he trying to kill everybody. Ben’s conversations were good enough to keep you occupied at least a little bit.
Back in your bedroom you got to work searching for materials for Baekhyun to study. Mostly using helpful YouTube videos with titles such as “how to ask a girl out”, “what to talk about on a first date” and a super helpful online book you found called The Gentleman’s Guide: How to be the Perfect Date. It was just a little outdated with the styles but the book was extensive and ran the gamut from hygiene to manners to confidence and conversation; it even had an entire section called The Art of Subtle Seduction and it made you just a little embarrassed to think of Baekhyun reading this part. He was an adult. He could handle this much. The Dos and Don'ts of a First Date section alone was worth the price you paid for the book.
You wrote up an email with your course materials and sent it off to the man.
Then you sat and waited alone in your bedroom until your level of boredom that in any other situation would be unremarkable, when combined with the built up anticipation inside of you, mixed into a perfect storm of swirling lunacy that was bouncing around inside of you; trying to break free and wreak havoc on something other than your chest walls.
You grabbed your cell phone, slipped by the 2 waiting text messages from Ben that you would absolutely get to later, and opened a new text message to Baekhyun.
‘peanut did you get my email ^^?’
You were sure he did. Of course he did. You wondered if there was anything he found lacking in the pages and pages of super helpful information you sent him. You wondered what he thought about it all and maybe if he needed some guidance or suggestions on how to proceed with the first step of his assignment. Did he need you to come over to his bedroom and watch the videos with him? Would that be too awkward?
Your phone vibrated.
‘yep’
He would ask for help if he needed it, you were certain. He would be fine. This wasn’t real anyway. It wasn’t like there was an actual deadline, not really. You enjoyed talking with Ben but it didn’t seem like he was close to asking you out yet. He had been a bit busy lately and you had been busy as well with work and with helping Baekhyun.
You’d seen from the notification preview on your phone that Ben’s last two messages were asking you something that would take a while to explain and you didn’t want to open them yet in case he’d been expecting you to reply quickly. You needed a bit more time to come up with an answer for the questions he had casually asked about your roommate. You’d tell Ben that Baekhyun was, yes, a guy. And no, it wasn’t awkward living with a man.
You’d get to all that later. Now, you were entirely too keyed up about a problem of your very own creation.
When.
But really...
When?
You could not relax. Because honestly it could happen at any moment. He could come barging into your room, plop his ass down unceremoniously on your bed and say “Hey Doll, hows about you and me go on a hot date this weekend, what about it? Nyeeahhh?” Like some sort of 1940s gangster. You could definitely see Baekhyun doing this accent. You were pretty sure he had a 40s gangster hat in his closet.
You’d decided that you wouldn't give him a hard time about how he asked you. You’d accept right away for the sake of his nerves, if he worked up the courage to ask you at all, then he was on the right track and he deserved an E for effort.
You still had trouble with the anticipation. Not knowing when was the hardest part to handle. You tried your very best to go about your day in as normal a way possible. Sure, you jumped every time you heard a sound, but other than that, it felt like any other day.
He spent the rest of the evening in his room and didn't even come out until you heard the doorbell ring. You peaked your head out of your bedroom door and waited for him to answer it but after a few minutes with no sight of him you stepped out. The doorbell rang a second time and you rushed from your room to answer it before the visitor gave up.
It could have been something important. This building had a doorman so it was usually someone who had a purpose ringing the bell.
The view through the camera monitor showed a run of the mill pizza delivery man, and you remembered that it was Baekhyun’s turn to make dinner tonight. He must have ordered you a pizza so he could hide in his room all night and not have to worry about walking around you in the kitchen and not asking you out on a date.
This was his way of avoiding you for the night.
You had to swallow down the flash of silly disappointment that popped up. You’d assumed correctly that he had already paid for the pizza and you received your cardboard box of loneliness with a polite smile for the weirdly cheerful delivery kid.
You gave a quick glance at the label in the front of the box to check for forbidden toppings just in case he’d forgotten who he was avoiding tonight and put something weird on it like corn and mayo or hot peppers.  
The label had four lines of ingredients listed, the first said ‘xtra cheese’ and each additional one after that said ‘xtra cheese.’ Nothing else, just ‘xtra cheese’ listed four times in succession.
What in the world?
You briefly considered a malfunction of the pizza shop’s label maker, but boy was this thing heavy. Did he sneeze while selecting toppings and accidentally hit the option four times?
You set the monster down on the counter and lifted the lid. It was steaming hot despite the trip in the car and up the elevators to your door and as soon as you opened it you noticed the odd appearance of the inside lid.
There was a message handwritten with black marker inside of the lid.
Your stomach leapt up into your throat as you recognized what this was. The message started with the word Bug.
You had to cover your mouth to get through this.
Bug,
I know this is really, really, really, really cheesy, but will you go out on a date with me this Saturday?
Knock thrice on my door for yes.
-Peanut
P.S. Did I beat Ben?
You had to hang your head to contain it. You wanted to scream. Giggles actually burst out of your mouth before you could stop them. You were highly amused. Actually reallly fucking impressed and goddammit you felt a genuine flutter of butterflies inside of your stomach. How was he this clever? He had always been very silly and good at thinking of the most ridiculous scenarios to get things done, but wow. When you lifted the lid once more to read his message again your mind spun with the logistics of that man in that bedroom sneakily ordering this thing from a real pizza shop that was probably a block from your home.
Did he call them and explain the situation? Did all of the employees gather around, chanting ‘More cheese! Give the man more cheese!’ As they loaded this pizza up with what looked to be a full inch of melted cheese on top? It compromised the edges of the crust and flowed over the cardboard below. It was absolutely ridiculous and nearly inedible too.
Did they giggle at the pet names you called each other as they selected the employee with the best handwriting to relay his message?
You were buzzing again. This time it was pride. He was brilliant at everything he put his mind to and this was clearly no exception. He would do so well in his life.
You left the kitchen and made your way toward his closed bedroom door. As you came close you heard a very soft thud; wooden door hitting wooden door frame. The movement was hardly noticeable but you could see a slow turn of the doorknob too. He probably thought he was sneaky.
You lifted your closed fist and quietly hit three times against his door and after exactly ten seconds you heard the squeak of his doorknob turning and his bedroom door opened up an inch.
You saw a single brown eyeball peeping at you through the opening.
“I’ll text you the details later,” he whispered and the door closed up again before you could respond.
The details came by text message a day later, just as he promised. It was a Thursday afternoon when your phone buzzed and you’d just put the final touches on your data entry work for the day, running it through a spell checker for mistakes as you always did. You’d expected to hear from Ben by now, he said he had something to go straighten out at the bank. He’d taken it well, finding out that your roommate was a man around your age, and he didn’t even ask too many prodding questions about him.
The message was from Baekhyun with the time he would ‘arrive’ to pick you up on Saturday and he gave you sparse details about what he actually had planned; just a quick note at the end that he would be wearing a suit. You figured this was a hint for you to dress up as well.
Was Baekhyun taking you some place fancy? Your curiosity was positively burning and Baekhyun had been acting super weird around you lately.
Whenever you’d come into a room he was already occupying he would make up some excuse why he had to leave it and vanish inside his room to carry on with his highly secretive behavior. Whenever you went into his room he would spin in his chair toward the door with what you were positive was a caught red handed look on his face. It was like you had just caught him watching porn, only you’d caught glimpses of his screen before he quickly hit a keyboard command to clear out the screen and you didn't see a single boob.
After the first time, you’d made it a point to barge into his room often, just to see the surprised look on his face; you did it all for that gasp of air, the frantic fingers of panic on the keyboard, and the trembling hand over his chest as he clutched his pearls. All you caught flashes of were just regular looking websites. Regular text and regular pictures. You saw some blues, you saw some greens. You definitely didn't see the incriminating black and yellow theme of everyone’s favorite adult website. There was nary a penetrative moan to be heard through his speakers. The entire thing brought you great joy. The man was acting so odd and honestly he was getting your hopes up for a fantastically mind blowing date on Saturday. You’d already picked out your dress, heels, and jewelry and had been having a very hard time tolerating the ever so tedious passage of time.
By the time Saturday rolled around you were a wreck of nerves; though you weren’t exactly sure why you were so anxious. It was probably his recent fretting and obsessive preparations that had rubbed off on you. You’d decided to take it easier on him today. He’d obviously been working very hard on this assignment once given the dangling carrot of a good grade to be awarded at the end and if there was one thing you knew about Baekhyun, it was how much he strived to achieve perfection in his academic performance. You’d provided the materials. He’d obviously been studying and go-time was quickly approaching.
You took your time getting ready, soaking in your bathtub to kill some of the dull waiting hours before he was due to pick you up. By the time you were scrubbed, rinsed, shaved, moisturized, plucked, preened, coiffed, and scented to your satisfaction, you had only a half an hour to slip up the straps on the fancy fitted cocktail dress and check your reflection in the full length mirror. It was fitted and had a deep plunging neckline. It accentuated the best parts of your figure and the high slit that landed over your upper thigh showed just enough skin to make you feel sexy.
With your heels you were ready to go; feeling about as pretty as you had in a long while. The silliest little fantasy swam through your head as you spun in front of the mirror and it brought just a little warmth to your cheeks as you allowed it to play out. The idea that he would find you so lovely, so irresistible, that even the iron willed man with his self control like a steel trap would lose himself in the slow blinks of your lashes and drown in the pools of your eyes for just one night.
When you lightly slapped a palm over your cheek, it was to ground yourself. This was fake. Everything that happened tonight would be the result of careful calculations and applications of behaviors modeled in text books that he had studied all week long. It was a date with Baekhyun, but it wouldn't really be an accurate representation of the Baekhyun that you know so well.
You knew he would follow a script. He would perform as a perfect gentleman and you would play along, knowing that when he brought you home you would get a gentle hug and a thanks for sharing your knowledge with him and you would close your bedroom door and he would return to his bedroom door and life as you know it would simply fall back into place as it should remain unchanged for however long it took for you to get back on your feet, perhaps get a place of your own not too far away from him; although this neighborhood was very expensive, you’d settle for one or two subways stops away if it meant you could visit your best friend often and see him living out the life he deserved with someone who was worthy of his love.
Tonight, you will enjoy. But you would not allow your emotions to betray your rational mind. You would enjoy it and then it would be over and Baekhyun would have the skill set to ask out Mia, or whoever else he set his mind on asking out.
Your quiet self assurance was interrupted by two soft knocks on your bedroom door and your hands were trembling as you grabbed your handbag that had your cell phone, a tube of lipstick for touch-ups and a few just in case items you were always taught to carry with you, you know, just in case.
You’d reached the door and swung it open with a beaming smile on your face.
Your date was here. Baekhyun was here. It was Peanut.
A smile that quickly transformed into what you were sure was a gaping opening in your face resembling some aquatic animal and you found yourself gazing upon, frankly, an expertly styled exquisitely handsome real life man, who was wearing Byun Baekhyun’s face and smile.
Despite seeing him standing before you with your own two eyes, your brain was having trouble reconciling the two; your harmless roommate and the man who stood before you wearing a crisp suit jacket that he filled out shockingly well, a fashionable collarless dress shirt that looked like it came from some fancy boutique from downtown, fitted dress slacks that you tried your best not to linger on for too long, and were his shoes Italian? You were pretty sure they were Italian. More than just the clothes, his hair was different. He’d gone and had something done to his hair! Lord, you saw slight waves and a deliberate styling by an expert hand with just a bit of his forehead visible. Oh he looked so lovely with this hair style.
You remembered to close your mouth, but only after the realization dawning on you that he hadn’t said anything to you as you silently admired how beautiful he looked standing in his fancy suit looking like at least a million bucks.
You knew...you knew he was an attractive man. You’d have plenty of glimpses of it again and again, freshly reminded of it during that photo shoot late that night. You’d even known he worked out and had had plenty of chances to ogle the muscles on his arms and chest when he just woke up and would wander out shirtless for a drink of water. You knew that the entire shape of this man was the kind of handsome that you had to make conscious decisions to ignore. You’d forced yourself to look away plenty of times in the past. Still, the Baekhyun who stood here today, the one who had his lips parted as he stared into your eyes now after what you were certain was a head to toe, slow as hell, full body appreciation of all of your preparations to get ready for tonight, this Baekhyun was, for lack of a better word, he was sexy as all hell.
For the first time since you began this project; these lessons in dating, you felt like you might actually be in some sort of trouble.
Baekhyun spoke at last and it was the softest whisper. He said your name. Not Bug, not stupid or dummy or stinky which he called you sometimes even though you knew, you fucking knew you always smelled amazing. You went out of your way to smell great. The sound of your name on his voice softened the shock in your face and you felt a smile pull at your lips.
And so you smiled at him and watched the slow but complete smile that manifested on his pretty face.  
“Hi,” he said with a blink of his bright eyes.
“Hi Baek,” you said. Your heart was racing.
He pivoted on his (Italian!) shoes and extended a bent elbow toward you and you slipped a hand around his arm.
He was doing so well. Each step you took through your shared home felt new. You had a hard time keeping from watching the side of his face and each glance you made was greeted with the light touch of his eyes as he met your eyes with his own.
Moments blurred. He ticked all the boxes, of course. He opened your door, closed it quietly behind you once you were inside. Even helped you with the seatbelt, much to the dismay of your racing heartbeat when he reached over to pull the red strap across you, careful to keep his hands well away from touching any of your actual body as he did it. The true devastation hit you when, all closed up inside the dark car in the silent moments before he started the engine and the intoxicating smell of him reached your nose.
This was a new smell. Baekhyun had gone to the salon, gone shopping for expensive new clothes, and was also wearing what had to be the best smelling cologne you had ever experienced in person.
“You smell really good,” you said without looking at him and your fingers fidgeted with the strap of your handbag to keep your mind working.
“So do you,” he said followed by an inhale that you were certain sounded just a little thready and he was steering the car through lanes and turns of a parking garage to exit the building.
His destination was the kind of fancy dream-like restaurant that you saw only in movies. The sun would be setting soon and you were led to a rooftop terrace with a view over the city and a single table set for two. You followed the pleasantly clean woman and lingering just behind you, Baekhyun silently fell behind one or two steps. A glance behind woke him up from whatever daze he’d fallen into and he closed the distance with two larger steps and a shy smile on his lips.
The waitstaff worked like ninjas. Glasses were refilled as if by magic and course after course of delicious food appeared before you as you watched the sunset over the horizon and when the light faded enough, the soft glow of twinkle lights illuminated the view around you.
The dinner was delicious and the scenery was breathtaking and that alone would have given him full marks for such a lovely evening out, but Byun Baekhyun was proving to be an overachiever as he started to talk to you. He was asking you open-ended questions, pulling conversation easily from you and you found yourself giggling and laughing as he joked in response or told you some funny anecdotes from his childhood that he knew you would love.
By the time dessert arrived you were pretty certain you were drunk despite half of the wine that remained back in your glass. Baekhyun, ever the stickler for vehicle safety had stuck to soft drinks and when he excused himself for the restrooms, you waited patiently under the glowing lights as you daydreamed about the genuine brightness you were certain you saw in his smiles. Had the twinkle in his eyes been just a reflection of this place? Everything about him tonight felt so real. You’d read through the same book he read through and you couldn’t recall him using a single recycled phrase or conversation point during dinner.
Maybe he was just that good of a student.
A noise startled you from behind and you jumped when a single red rose was laid on the table in front of you.
A rose. Baekhyun had brought you back a rose from somewhere; maybe he stole it from the elaborate flower arrangements you passed on the way in.
“Where did you get this?” You mused as you smelled his sweet offering and he shrugged and tugged at the top button of his shirt, undoing it and slipping slim fingers down to undo the second button as well. Your eyes watched the action and weirdly the fragrance from the rose smelled sweeter than the first time you smelled it.
“I just had it,” he said cryptically with another charming and blinding smile.  
“Ready to go? We have one more place to visit.”
The next place he took you was even more magical than the fancy restaurant. The parking lot was nearly empty and when he opened your door he was fussing around with a small bag in the backseat of his car.  He pulled out a pair of black ballet flats and you watched in awe as the man actually kneeled down on the pavement in front of you to carefully slip your heels off of your feet and slip on the comfortable shoes.  
While they did not look anywhere near as sexy as the heels did, you instantly understood the need for a change.
Baekhyun had brought you to an aquarium with what looked like miles and miles of indoor and outdoor paths to walk through with tunnels traveling through the biggest tanks of aquatic sea life you’d ever seen.
You were instantly hypnotized by the deep sea exhibits that seemed to take you for miles and miles below the surface of the ocean where the sea life grew weirder and the lighting grew darker and dimmer the further down you traveled. Here at depths difficult to wrap your brain around the fish and sea creatures have adapted to freezing waters and a bleak existence without any light at all. Many had their own light sources. The bioluminescent exhibits sparkled and twinkled like the stars in the sky out in the country. You saw entire universes all around you.
Baekhyun was as enraptured as you were and spent his time carefully reading each exhibit’s information card out loud as he stared with his mouth open in awe at the different creatures. There were hundreds of different species of fishes, beautiful ones and downright creepy ugly things from the very bottom of the oceans; endangered species too; the sleepy eyes of the sea turtles were your favorites and the impressions Baekhyun made of their swimming faces made you cackle with laughter. Bright lights illuminated meters of corals of all shapes, sizes, and colors, and you honestly felt like you’d entered another planet when you both walked into the jellyfish halls.
They glowed and flowed, bounced and danced, and moved like a dream. You found yourself hypnotized as you stared at the biggest tank full of them for long enough for Baekhyun to make three circles around waiting for you to follow him out of this room so he could go see the sharks.  
You knew the sharks were coming. You’d had a look at the map. And while you didn't necessarily dislike them, their huge sizes and razor sharp teeth always gave you the heebie-jeebies. The jellies were just so comfortable to look at and so relaxing.
It took some coaxing from Baekhyun, and maybe even a little tiny push at the back of your shoulders to get your feet to move and you lingered a bit long in the dark hallway that connects the two exhibits.
You just felt that maybe, the sharks could wait just a little bit longer to meet you.
He’d noticed right away and you opened up your eyes that you’d closed up for a little relaxing session when you felt the tips of his fingers running along the palm of your hand.
He gripped lightly at first, and then shifted your hand within his and he began walking forward in that dark hallway with you trailing behind him.
Baekhyun touched you sometimes. This was something that he did, on occasion. During a scary movie when you’d jumped too many times, or when you both walked through a crowded place and he didn't want you to wander off, he would occasionally hold your hand.  This wasn’t something new to you.
However your heart was beating hard in your chest and the warmth of his hand coupled with the firmness with which he held you felt so damn nice you were having trouble focusing on anything else except for your own shallow breathing and racing heartbeat — and his hand holding yours.
Sharks swam at a gentle languid pace. Clearly at ease and very well fed here in their homes, there didn't seem to be very much murder and feasting happening at all. Hammerheads, tiger sharks, something uglier than any other creature you had ever seen that came from The Midnight Zone of the deepest parts and with each creature that swam overhead, or beside you, or creeped up from somewhere behind you, Baekhyun would turn to face you and take two or three steps backwards as he pulled you through it, your hand held securely inside of his. He would smile at you that debilitating smile, and tilt his head and call you a scary cat or a big baby and you would laugh and roll your eyes and deny that you were even a little bit scared of anything at all.
All was going well. You were very well taken care of and felt very secure inside this tiny tunnel at the bottom fo the ocean and you’d noticed this time when Baekhyun had turned around to look at you with a bright smile that smile wavered just a touch and his eyes seemed to focus on something that was coming up from behind.
Your curiosity got the better of you and you turned to see what he saw.
Baekhyun moved quickly then, moving both of his hands up to reach for your face he pulled your head forward and moved his own face close to yours. You felt the warmth of his forehead lean against yours for a moment and you could not see around or behind you with his hands placed so carefully on the sides of your head like this.
You knew what it was. It had to be something huge and terrifying, maybe even something with fresh blood still on it’s teeth. A Great White. The giant monster from the movie Jaws that you had watched with him once not realizing just how scary it would be and you spent most of the film curled up under his arm wincing at the horrors you saw on the screen.
“Hey Peanut,” you said softly while looking up close into his eyes. He was so close you could feel the warmth of his breath on your face. His smell, that new smell of his smelled even better this close to his skin.
“Hey LoveBug,” he said with a gentle smile and you knew based on the use of this carefully reserved nickname for emergencies that it was exactly as you had feared. A Great White, chomping on the remains of the cutest crying baby penguin. The fluffiest one with its whole life ahead of it.
Baekhyun was safe though. Baekhyun was warm and he was here to protect you. You would be okay, you knew it.
“Is it gone yet?” You asked after what felt like the average time for a fish that size to swim away and you noticed something. It was a look, just a glance. Baekhyun’s eyes floated a bit and the warm breath you felt coming from him was delivered in quicker puffs through his parted lips.
When he licked his lips, you could not help it, your eyes caught the motion as his tongue ran over his bottom lip and left wetness behind and by the time you realized what you had done — where you had looked — you had already done it, your stubborn eyes had already looked and in your mind a vivid replay was happening. You felt too much. This was too much. This was supposed to be fake. Why did he have to smell so fucking good and why was he so aware of every tiny detail about you he knew when something would overwhelm you and ruin your mood, so he used his own body to shield you from it and protect you. You cautiously pulled your eyes back up only to find him blinking too fast and he was dropping his hands from your face as he took a step back and away from the stifling closeness.
You were dizzy. You felt it all over. Your heart was racing and the warmth you felt traveling through your body sent waves through you. You had to rub lightly over your forearms to smooth out the goosebumps and Baekhyun was no longer facing you, but was staring off into the literal depths of the cold black ocean and you took a while to recover enough to walk by him toward the exit of the aquarium and back into the darkened city streets you knew as the real world.
The walk back to the car was quiet and had an odd flavor about it. You both could feel the end coming. It had been a wonderful date. You’d spent hours, just the two of you talking and laughing and exploring literally new worlds you hadn’t before experienced. You felt a sudden but definite melancholy to see the fancy circles that made up the logo of his car.  
“Hey, you want to take a walk?” Baekhyun’s voice halted your steps and you turned back to see him standing with a hand in his pocket, fidgeting in hidden, likely with the key fob to his car, and a new sort of nervous flush on his cheeks that you hadn’t seen since he first showed up at your bedroom door looking like a dashing Prince Charming ready to sweep you off your feet.
“Sure,” you said, meaning every bit of it and secretly extremely thankful that this evening wasn’t over yet.
The walk was peaceful. It was a bit chilly tonight and you didn’t even resist when you felt the warmth of the coat jacket he placed over your shoulders. You thought you’d become used to the smell of him by now, but clearly you were incapable of ever getting used to his smell.
The streets were mostly empty now that the night had grown stale and you walked side by side passing various touristy shops that had long since closed up for the evening. Ahead you could see a small street side cafe that sold warm teas and coffees and Baekhyun was pulling out his wallet before you even had the chance to look at him with hopeful delight all over your face. He ordered two hot coffees and you danced and celebrated when he handed the first one to you.
It warmed you from the inside and you paid no mind to the smudges of lipstick all over the white lid of your cup. The hot drink made you happy and you could see your breath like a dragon in the chilly night air around you. Each puff made Baekhyun smile and when he’d taken a particularly big drink from his cup he pulled his head back and puffed out three perfectly formed rings of warm air into the color air above his head. The rings grew and then faded quickly but you were so excited to see his trick that you made him do it again and again until he was puffing and out of breath  and laughing too much for any more cool rings to form. This man was full of secrets. Absolutely full of them!
The night was winding on. You could feel the lateness in your limbs and you’d long since finished your drinks and dropped your paper cups into a street side trash can. Your feet, you found were protesting. It wasn’t that they ached or hurt or anything like that. You weren't even that tired. You were just having trouble with the idea of this ending and the night being over.
Everything had to end eventually. You didn't even pout at all when he pulled open your door. You just climbed in and sat down, fastening your own seatbelt this time with a sense of finality looming in your mind along with a wagging finger that quietly scolded you for letting your guard down during this date.
The drive back home was quiet. He didn't even turn on the radio and even though he drove with one hand, he held his other hand firm atop his thigh.
The small touches and stolen glances were over. The date was over. He had done very well. You were thoroughly swept off your feet and his grade would be an A+. You would go back to your room and go to sleep and tomorrow morning when you woke up you’d find him back to his usual antics and maybe, maybe you’d even get him to ask Mia out on a date.
You swallowed the dryness in your throat and the familiar landmarks outside your apartment building called you back home. Baekhyun pulled into the parking garage and you did not wait for him to round the hood of the car to reach your door, you simply opened it yourself and pushed through it.
Baekhyun did well. You had given him a task and he’d done it. He deserved all the praise and recognition for a job well done. He’d taken it seriously just as he said he would. This dark mood that had suddenly come over you could not show. You shouldn’t do this to him.
You cared for him too much to ruin this sweet evening.
You loved him too much. This quiet secret usually echoed around inside of your heart and you winced to hear it peaking it’s way up into your running thoughts.
The apartment was dark and you walked through it easily, knowing exactly where you could walk without bumping into anything and he didn’t turn on any lights as he walked closely behind you. He hadn’t said anything to you on the drive home, nor did he speak right now as he walked you back to your bedroom door where he had picked you up.
You turned to face him now. You pushed a smile up to your lips and his face was mostly in the darkness, barely lit with the city lights from the window.  
“Thank you for a lovely evening, Baekhyun. It was perfect. You were perfect. Seriously, you are amazing.”
You leaned before he did and you felt the staggered response from his limbs as he wrapped both of his arms around your shoulders for the hug.
“Thank you for coming with me tonight,” he whispered against your ear and when you pulled out of the hug, your small smile was not returned. You could see enough of his face to see that he did not smile at you now.
Your hand was on your door and you turned and stepped inside, thankful that you had left your small table lamp on. The room was warm and inviting and you closed the door behind you with a soft click that sounded exactly like clapperboard snapped to signal the end of a movie scene. You could almost hear a director somewhere yelling cut. Everybody clapped for the job well done. All the actors could now go home. It was over.
Your shoes were off. You’d pulled off the earrings and had taken off your necklace and the delicate tennis bracelet’s clasp was so tiny you had to try a few times to get it open so you could take it off.
When you reached up to slip the strap of your dress off your shoulders a tiny sound interrupted you. It was almost like a knocking, but it was so soft you had to listen carefully to hear if it repeated again.
It did not, but you could not shake that feeling that it had happened and out of genuine curiosity you walked across your bedroom and pulled your bedroom door open.
Someone was there; Baekhyun was there, standing in nearly the exact same position as he had been, wearing the same clothes. The only difference was the sight mess to his hair and the definite pink shade you saw on his face even in the dim lighting from the windows.
“Peanut?” You couldn’t imagine what this was. He was finished. The assignment was finished and he had done perfectly, you’d said so already...but, his eyes. You caught that same look that you’d seen on him many times before. It was a look of hard determination that propelled him forward when he dove into some new and difficult project he had to master. If you had to give it a name, you’d call it his passion. The passion he had inside of him to do things right. To be perfect.
“I said I would take it seriously,” he said in a well controlled voice and you shook your head, not understanding what he meant. Did he have some regrets about how the night went? Did he feel that he had somehow failed to live up to the requirements you’d set forth for him as his teacher?
“The date, I told you I would.” He wasn't clarifying anything with his words.
It was then that he moved.
His hands were up and Baekhyun took a step closer to where you stood confused and surprised at the threshold of your bedroom door. He reached for you with both hands and you felt the warmth of his palms on your cheeks at the same time as you felt the exhale from his parted lips against your mouth. It happened in a single moment. His lips connected with yours and you gasped in a surprised breath. Baekhyun kissed you. His lips were on yours and he held your face tightly between both of his hands as he did it. This was it. This was his goodnight kiss at your front door. This was the end of the date.
You could just make out the ultra up close view of him, his fluffed up hair, the smoothness of his forehead, his eyes closed up tight and dark eyelashes spread over his cheeks and it was all a big blur and so you closed your eyes and your heart raged noisily inside of your chest with the sudden need you felt for this to happen.
Your own lips parted and you felt the tilt of his head as his bottom lip pushed out slipping perfectly between your own and you could not stop it. You could not control the tightness with which your hands clung to the cotton of his dress shirt and pulled him toward you. You could not contain the way his tongue brushed lightly against your own and the way you reacted to it. The light moan that escaped from your throat and bounced around inside of his mouth. The light draw you felt on your lip as he pulled lightly and sucked on your lip as he did it. The final pull was him pulling away.
He ended the kiss with a step backward and a drop of his hands from your face.
He had kissed you and you most definitely had kissed him back. The labored breathing you struggled to contain did nothing for the dizziness.  
“Goodnight,” he said with a roughness on his voice; plus the blown out look in his eyes was telling you of many forbidden things that he was running from now. Things that even he knew were a very bad idea.
This had been fake. This was supposed to be a lesson.
You stood at your doorway and watched him disappear into his bedroom and after standing frozen in your doorway you had no choice but to return to the quiet glowing comfort of your own bedroom and close your door too.
Your hands were shaking and you felt the trembling all over you as you looked around at the place you called home. The place you loved more than anything in the world except for maybe that man who was likely facing a very similar struggle behind his own closed bedroom door.
The only difference was just how much you had to lose if you gave in.
You loved him. You knew it deep down inside of your soul. It had been buried for so long deep in the frozen depths of your ocean that you thought it would never surface and consume you, yet now you knew you’d been a fool.
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SURPRISE! , kms
kim minseok x fem! reader
IN WHICH minseok wants to spend his 31st birthday at home with his wife and cat but you have other plans that may or may not involve a surprise birthday party. (based on the second prompt from this post by @creativepromptsforwriting​)
genre: married/domestic & non-idol au! fluff, humor word count: 3.0k warnings: swearing, light sexual references/jokes, implied sexual content (it gets a tad spicy at times but nothing explicit), chaos, minseok’s butt being The Bomb Dot Com™ (sorry not sorry)
author’s note: happy birthday to my ray of sunshine, kim minseok! i love you so so much darling, i hope your day is filled with so much happiness and celebration. hope this lil piece can help y’all celebrate min’s 31st with me <3 it’s not the 26th yet where i live lmao but it is in korea so yeah! once again have a happy happy birthday minseok, i love you endlessly and forever. <33 MOODBOARD MADE BY ME. I DON’T OWN THE IMAGES, I ONLY OWN MY EDITING. feedback and notes are greatly appreciated <3
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One day.
One day until Minseok’s birthday, and you were scrambling from bakery to bakery to try and get the perfect cake for him. There were flaws in every place you’ve been: too expensive, the designs were not creative enough, blah blah blah. You wanted his day to be as perfect as possible, and what would be the point of that if the cake was nothing but?
Everything else was all ready. You invited all of yours and his closest friends to your house the night of Minseok’s birthday for a surprise party. You planned on keeping Minseok out of the house for the entire day as your friends decorated the house. 
He didn’t want a party. He made that abundantly clear to you as soon as March began. He incessantly told you that all he wanted was a day off from teaching so he could spend the whole day with you and your cat. All he wanted was a nice and relaxing day with his wife. You understood, obviously. But you also wanted to go all out and throw a surprise birthday bash for your husband celebrating his thirty-first year on Earth. Baekhyun, Chanyeol and Jongdae’s incessant whining and begging for an excuse to have a party only aided in your need to have a party.
You ended up settling with a simple Carvel ice cream cake from the frozen section of the grocery store. You made a mental note to ask Yixing to write out “Happy Birthday Minseok” the next day as you left the store.
You came home to your husband holding a feather toy over your cat, Tan’s head. She pawed at the red feather, always at the cusp of grabbing it before Minseok moved the line away from her. He cooed at the animal, making soft kissing sounds as he continued to play with her.
Realizing that he may see the cake, you tucked the grocery bag under your shirt in an attempt to hide it from him, shivering at the cold contact the frozen treat made with your skin. The rustling of the plastic bag caused Minseok to look up at you. He gave you a gummy smile as you walked past him and Tan.
“Well hello to you too, honey. What’s under your shirt?” Minseok asked playfully, wiggling his eyebrows as he made eye contact with your chest. You realized that hiding the bag did not do much to hide the cake, as the shape of the large box combined with the plastic grocery bag greatly protruded from the fabric of your shirt. 
“Nothing, it’s for tomorrow. Don’t wanna ruin the surprise, hm?” you mused, blowing him an air kiss before retreating to your office. He "caught” your kiss with a smile before going back to playing with Tan.
You entered your office and placed the plastic bag onto your desk. You ran to lock the door before opening the bag and taking the cake out, sighing in relief that the cake did not get ruined. You bent down to your mini-fridge and opened the small door of the freezer compartment and placed the cake inside, glad that it could fit inside. After locking the fridge, you exited your office and made your way downstairs to spend time with your loving husband.
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You awoke the next day curled up in Minseok’s arms. You cuddled closer to him before jolting upwards in realization. Today was finally the day! You bent down and began showering your sleeping husband with excited kisses, trailing a hand down his bicep. He let out a sleepy groan as he stirred, wrapping his strong arms around your figure.
“Aah, what’s gotten into you baby?” he asked, his voice hoarse from just waking up. 
“Happy birthday, Min!” you beamed, pecking him on the lips. He grinned tiredly as he kissed you on the lips.
“Mmmh, thank you honey.” You grinned as you kissed him again. This kiss lasted longer than the previous ones and slowly yet surely grew more heated. You moved yourself so you were straddling him, not breaking the kiss. He hummed against your lips as you slid your hand underneath his shirt, fingertips grazing his toned stomach. He groaned as his hands made their way down to your ass, squeezing harshly. You bit back a moan as you slowly slid his shirt up his chest, breaking the kiss to ogle at his abs.
“Babe... don’t we need to get ready?” Minseok groaned as you pulled the shirt over his head. You latched your lips onto his neck and softly bit down, eliciting a raspy moan from your husband.
“Shh, let me give you your first gift.” you purred, moving your hands toward the waistband of his boxers.
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The mall was packed to the brim with people from all different walks of life. Gossiping teenagers, sleep-deprived parents following their energetic kids around, old couples window shopping, you name it. You walked through the giant Macy’s and into the main hub of the mall hand in hand with Minseok. 
Since you started dating, it has been a tradition for you to buy each other’s gifts the day of your respected birthdays. You’d usually scour Amazon or websites of your favorite brands all day and end up splurging half your monthly paychecks on each other. But on occasion, today included, you’d take your shopping day to the local mall as a means to get out of your apartment and actually go out for once. 
After an... eventful... morning, you rushed to get dressed and usher your husband out of the house, since the boys were coming over at 11, and it was 10:55 by the time you got into the car and sped away toward the mall.
You pointed out a newly opened jewelry store and pulled Minseok inside with you. You looked at him lovingly as he browsed the display of a multitude of different rings. He’d softly mutter to himself as he picked up ring after ring: trying to see what would look best next to his wedding band, what the right price was, if the store even provided the correct size. You loved how organized he was.
Your silent admiring was interrupted by the familiar chime of your phone, indicating you got a text message. You let out a sigh as soon as you saw who the message was from.
operation minseok’s 31st🥳
jun-bug: (y/n) we have a problem (y/n): oh god what happened yee-xing: baekhyun dropped the cake (y/n): he did what bacon: cant u read (y/n) i dropped the fucking cake 11 minutes late: no need to be rude xoxo (y/n): yeah baek u don’t want me to leave my stunning husband inside the jewelry store, come home and mutilate you for dropping his cake and get arrested on his special day (: kyung-soup: oddly specific but i’m here for it jong-waeeee: off topic but the sign says “minseop” instead of “minseok” (y/n): jun, yixing and kyungsoo you better get this settled or else i’m gonna kill all of you nini bear: yes ma’am ofc ma’am we will do this correct chain-yeol: yeah i don’t wanna die today
“Everything okay?”
You quickly locked your phone and threw it inside your purse before making eye contact with Minseok. You nodded a bit too quickly, panic washing over you like a giant wave from the ocean.
“Yeah, everything’s dandy.” you sputtered. Oh, why did this have to happen right now? You silently prayed that everything was going to go well. It had to.
“You sure?”
“Positive. Did you choose something?” Minseok nodded as he handed you a box with a simple black titanium ring. You nodded in approval as he led you to the register.
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Your next stop was at Express. You were dying to pick out some new work clothes for him to try on. You assured him (and yourself) that he needed these new pants and this was totally not an excuse for you to check him out.
“Okay, I’ve got three pairs of pants that I think would look absolutely amazing on you and I want you to go try ‘em on.” you said, handing Minseok three hangers. Each hanger had a pair of slacks in different colors hanging from them. He took them from you, shooting you a smirk before walking inside the fitting room stall.
Your eyes widened as Minseok opened the door of the stall. The pants fit absolutely perfectly. The way the fabric hugged his perfect thighs, the color complimenting his white undershirt (which you imagined to be one of his famous white button-downs), it left you practically swooning.
“What do you think?” 
You let out a hum in approval before motioning for him to turn around. “Lemme see the goods, hun.” He rolled his eyes before turning around. Your eyes landed on his butt, making you swoon for real. You covered your mouth to hide your obvious enjoyment of the sight before you. And it didn’t help when he gave his butt a mini shake. Still, you couldn’t help but squeal softly.
“You sure today’s not your birthday?” Minseok teased. You tutted as you stood from your spot and walked up to him, giving his butt a light pinch before wrapping your arms around his neck.
“With you, every day’s my birthday.” you answered, giving him a peck on the lips.
“Ugh, I think you ate too much of that egg and cheese for breakfast today.”
“You know you love me.”
“That I do, darling.” Minseok mused before closing the distance between you two. You tangled your hands in his silky black hair as you savored the heavenly taste of his lips. You felt his hands grab your ass as you deepened the kiss, tugging at his hair in response.
As you kissed, you heard your phone chime the same chime that indicated a text from the boys. You decided to ignore it and continue making out with your husband until the phone went off four more times. You scoffed as you broke the kiss, fishing inside of your purse to grab it.
“Is everything okay, hun?” Minseok asked.
“Yeah, fine. Just crap from, uh, ‘work,’” you lied, unlocking the phone. “Go try on the other pants.” Minseok nodded before walking back to the stall. Once the door was closed and locked, you looked down at your messages, worry washing over you once again. What the hell happened now?
operation minseok’s 31st🥳
yee-xing: oh christ yee-xing: (y/n) (y/n) (y/n) jun-bug: you gotta help us yee-xing: please kyung-soup: i am going to kill park chanyeol like my life depends on it (y/n): what the everloving shit happened this time chain-yeol: um i sneezed all over the cake kyung-soup: the custom one u got on wednesday btw (y/n): you. sneezed. on. the. CAKE????? chain-yeol: IM SORRY chain-yeol: I WAS TRYING TO STOP BAEKHYUN FROM KNOCKING IT OVER AND I SAVED IT BUT THEN I SNEEZED nini bear: ur so gross chain-yeol: you too (y/n): i spent 100 dollars on that cake and you fucking sneeze on it?? (y/n): jfc i’m here busy admiring my husband’s sweet sweet ass and u guys are telling me the cake’s ruined? i will murder u all i swear jong-waeeee: ew i don’t wanna hear about minseok’s ass (y/n): shut the fuck up sign ruiner jong-waeeee: I GOT A NEW ONE THOUGH jong-waeeee: YOU’RE SO MEAN bacon: WAIT bacon: (Y/N) WE’LL PAY FOR ANOTHER ONE  (y/n): baekhyun you sweet summer child (y/n): I HAD TO PRE-ORDER THAT CAKE 2 WEEKS IN ADVANCE YOU WALNUT bacon: oh bacon: my bad 11 minutes late: W8 W8 I GOT U 11 minutes late: WE CAN STILL EAT IT 11 minutes late: I’LL SPRAY SOME LYSOL ON IT jun-bug: SEHUN DON’T YOU DARE (y/n): sehun honey that just contaminates it even more (y/n): but thank you for trying 11 minutes late: xoxo i try my best yee-xing: how ‘bout we just buy more carvel cakes to match the one you got yesterday up to 100 dollars so it maxes out (y/n): yeah alright fine (y/n): thanks xing ur a life saver (y/n): but don’t throw away the ruined cake i wanna show min what he could have missed out on if CHANYEOL DIDN’T FUCKING SNEEZE ON IT (y/n): WHO SNEEZES ON A CAKE nini bear: only chanyeol (y/n): yep, only chanyeol chain-yeol: y’all are mean. kyung-soup: what u get for sneezing on the cake
You locked your phone, letting out an exasperated sigh. You swore if anything else happened today, you were going to march all the way back home and kill those men. You massaged your temples with your fingers as a means to alleviate your stress. All you wanted was for everything to be perfect for the party; Minseok deserved nothing less than that. 
The door of the stall opened, revealing Minseok wearing nothing but the new pair of navy slacks and a devilishly handsome smirk. His smile faded when he saw you with your hands over your face, taking deep breaths in an attempt to calm yourself down from your stress. He quickly pulled his undershirt on and rushed over to you, wrapping his arms around you comfortingly. With a sigh, you buried your face in his chest, your stress starting to wash away as he began stroking your hair.
You stayed like that for about ten minutes. You eventually calmed down, silently reassuring yourself that everything was going to be fine. You were glad that Minseok did not try to ask you anything since you were afraid you were going to let slip what was waiting for him when you arrive home later in the day. 
You let out a small sniffle as you pressed a small kiss on your husband’s exposed shoulder. “I’m so sorry I brought down your mood, Min. The p- ‘w-work,’ is just annoying right now. It’s your birthday, it’s supposed to be a good day.” you mumbled, looking down at your hands.
“Shh, don’t you worry your little head about it,” Minseok assured, kissing your forehead. He tilted your head up and pressed his lips against yours. “All I want is for my baby to be happy today.” You gave him a weak smile and wrapped your arms around his waist, feeling so lucky to have him in your life.
“C’mon, let’s go to the food court. All this stress made me hungry.” you joked, standing from your spot. 
“Good idea,” Minseok gave you another kiss before walking back into the changing stall to change back into his regular clothes. “Oh, by the way, buy the pants.” You pumped a fist into the air as you took the hanging articles of clothing into your hands.
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You were lucky (and frankly surprised) that nothing else had managed to go wrong today. You were suspicious that you hadn’t gotten any panic-stricken texts from Yixing or Junmyeon, but you couldn’t complain about that. Just to be sure though, you quickly texted Kyungsoo to give you a final update on the state of your house. You sighed in relief when he responded with pictures of your living room, kitchen and backyard decorated just how you envisioned it to be. You sent Kyungsoo a text back thanking him and everyone else profusely for their help.
The clock struck 5, indicating that it was time for you and Minseok to go home. The two of you exited the mall, arms filled with different shopping bags from all the stores you went to during the day. After putting your bags into the backseat of your car, you opened the passenger side of the car and slid in.
“Hm, I was thinking of ordering from that ramen place we tried last week. It was really good, don’t you remember?” Minseok suggested, starting the car and pulling out of the parking lot.
“How ‘bout we wait ‘till we get home to... eat.” you responded, a shit-eating grin almost making its way onto your face.
Minseok hummed softly. “I just wanna spend the rest of the night with you and Tan at home, I hope no one’s planning a surprise party for me,” You tensed slightly at his words, looking out the window to avoid his gaze.
“Oh, I wouldn’t do that, hun.” You lied. He shrugged, intertwining his fingers with yours. 
When Minseok pulled into your driveway, you shot a quick text to the boys, telling them that you were home. You exited the car quickly, grabbing most of the shopping bags and taking Minseok by the arm, dragging him to the front door.
“Whoa, what’s gotten into you?” he chuckled as you struggled to get your keys out of your purse. Once you got them out and put the house key into the lock, you turned to Minseok and pressed your lips onto his.
“Happy birthday, Min. I love you so much. And I’m so sorry.” you unlocked the front door and pushed it open. You saw Minseok’s eyes widen at the sight of your home. It was filled to the brim with decorations and all of your closest friends holding gifts, balloons and tons of different ice cream cakes. 
“SURPRISE!” everyone exclaimed. Minseok’s jaw dropped as he fully took in everything that was happening. He looked over to you with a sly smile, to which you responded with a small shrug.
“I had to, come on.” You giggled, kissing him on the cheek. 
“It’s okay, hun. Let’s just enjoy ourselves.” Minseok cupped your face into his hands and pressed his lips onto yours.
“Gross, get a room!” you heard Baekhyun scream. You pulled away from Minseok to flip the younger off.
“Oh! I need to show you the cake I initially got for you but was unfortunately ruined because Chanyeol sneezed on it. Jun, is it in the fridge?” you pulled Minseok in the direction of the kitchen as Junmyeon confirmed the location of the cake.
“He... huh?”
“It was an accident!” Chanyeol whined. You laughed softly to yourself at his childish reaction.
Tonight was gonna be fun.
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Chapter 2
Member/Pairing: Junmyeon x Sehun
Genre/Type: Mature, Fluff, Angst
Love was for mortals, not for a Cupid like Sehun who has spent the last several hundred years doing all he could to stay away from the thing he was born to create. All that changed the moment Junmyeon stumbled into his life.
Chapter 1 part 1 part 2
Main story Repairs
Sehun watched the glare from the water make shapes on his painting. He wondered if Junmyeon would find something in it like he would with the art at the exhibit. Probably not.
He had left Junmyeon driving off to his brother’s in a hurry, something about him being locked out of his place. They had barely made it to Junmyeon’s very impressive sleek black motorcycle before his phone was ringing. Sehun had never been a fan of them before, but he could see the appeal as Junmyeon pulled on his leather gloves with an apology and a promise to text him. It wasn’t until Junmyeon was turning the corner that Sehun realized they hadn’t exchanged numbers. 
“Shit,” Sehun grumbled, looking at his painting. He would not toss it into the water this time, he had emptied the trash bin for that very reason.
Maybe he could ask Yixing for Junmyeon’s number in a day or so, somehow bring him into a conversation. The fact that Sehun was conceiving some kind of plan to see some mortal was laughable. But for the first time in a long time he was taken by surprise. Junmyeon had caught his attention and hadn’t let it go for two days now. He just wanted to see if he would feel the same way if he saw Junmyeon now as he had last night… or the night before. 
It wouldn’t be a big deal to ask Yixing now, Sehun thought, looking down at his watch. It was just after noon, so it wasn’t too early to stop by. Yixing did say that he could come by anytime. Sehun took a deep breath, picturing the gallery, the walls lined in art, the stark white lobby. The familiar white noise engulfed him, and he could no longer smell the ocean air, instead picking up the scent of a well-used street. Opening his eyes, he was now standing at the doorway of Yixing’s gallery. 
Peering inside, Sehun saw Yixing standing at a counter, typing away on a white laptop. He glanced around the area before becoming visible and walking inside. He gave a small wave when Yixing looked up at the sound of the door. 
“Three days in a row, you’re becoming a daily occurance.” Yixing smiled as he made his way around the counter to greet Sehun. 
“I won’t make it a habit,” Sehun said with a smile to match Yixing’s. “I actually--”
“Wanted to ask me about Junmyeon?”
Sehun felt his jaw drop. “What? No. Wha- how… did you know?”
Yixing laughed as he put his arm around Sehun’s shoulder. “Sehun, I was one of the longest living Cupids, give me a little credit, please.” He walked them further into the gallery until they reached his office. “What do you want to know about him?” Yixing gestured to one of the oversized cushioned chairs for Sehun to sit in.
“Do you have his number?” Sehun asked, as he took one of the seats. 
“Yes, but I won’t give it to you. That’s something he should do.”
Sehun wanted to roll his eyes but resisted the urge. “How about where he works? He said he ran a library with his brothers.”
Yixing sat down across from Sehun, crossing his arms as he got comfortable. “He told you that?”
“We, um...we had a drink after he was done helping here. We talked for a little bit.”
“He told you about where he worked but didn’t give you his number. Why didn’t he?”
Sehun did roll his eyes this time, he didn’t know why Yixing was acting so protective. He offered information about Junmyeon, so why not give it to him? “He left in a hurry, and we didn’t get a chance to exchange numbers. Do you know where the library is?”
“Yes, but I won’t tell you.” Yixing smiled so large the twin rubies on the top of his cheeks flickered in the light. He held up his hands when Sehun sighed, ready to protest. “That is something he should tell you, he loves that place. I will tell you that he frequents a certain coffee shop most mornings on his way to work.” Yixing grabbed a pen and notepad from the coffee table, making a show of writing something down. “This is the name of it.”
Sehun grabbed the note. “Cloud 9 Coffee Shop.” 
“It’s not far from here.”
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Junmyeon cleared his search history on his browser, he didn’t need to have a reminder he had tried looking for Sehun’s account. He’d text or call him if he hadn’t rushed off to help stupid Jongdae get into his stupid apartment and left Sehun without getting his number. It wasn’t like he thought anything would happen between them, he probably dated gorgeous models or something. Still would've been nice to have his number. 
“Stupid,” he mumbled.
“What’s stupid?”
Junmyeon jumped in his chair, gasping so hard his breath caught and he started coughing. “Shit, Dae, how long have you been here?”
Jongdae was bent over laughing, glasses pushed to the top of his head so he could wipe at his eyes. “Man, I wish we had cameras in here, that should’ve been recorded.” 
“Ass,” Junmyeon pouted, throwing a highlighter at his brother. 
Jongdae sat down at Baekhyun’s desk, swinging his feet up to rest on the edge. “To answer your question, I’ve been in here for a few minutes. You were just staring at your phone like Baek when he’s really into the book he is repairing.” He smiled, taking a sip of his sparkling water. “So, what’s stupid?”
Junmyeon shrugged. “Nothing just something I did… well, didn’t do.”
“Which was?”
“Don’t you have work to do?” Junmyeon asked, getting to his feet and grabbing his sweater off the back of his chair. He wasn’t really in the mood to hear how Jongdae would make fun of him if he answered his question. 
Jongdae laughed before taking another sip of his drink. “Fine, don’t tell me, and I just got done reshelving the returns, thank you very much.”
“I’ll be back in a bit, I’m gonna take a break.” Junmyeon pulled his sweater on as he left their office, Jongdae already on his phone and yelling his goodbye. 
The coffee shop wasn’t far from the library, just a few minutes walk, so he was there in no time. Junmyeon entered the familiar shop, taking a deep breath of the rich scent of coffee and chocolate. Another reason he loved the place so much: they paired different flavored small chocolates with drinks from the menu. He had tried each one more than once.
He took his usual seat in the corner near the window looking over the busy street. He could just make out the park from where he sat, patches of green grass visible. He was happy it was spring, he always enjoyed watching everything blossom. 
“This seat taken?”
Junmyeon snapped his head to the side at the voice, eyes widening when he saw Sehun dressed in all black, looking like he’d just stepped off the runway, standing in front of him. “You.”
Sehun smiled. “And you.” He gestured towards the empty chair in front of Junmyeon, who nodded quickly. “Thanks, I didn’t feel like standing and drinking my coffee.”
“What are you doing here?”
He smiled again, raising his cup. “Same thing as you it seems, then again it is a coffee shop.”
Junmyeon felt his cheeks warm. He wanted to kick himself, of course Sehun would be here for coffee. He was smarter than this. “I know...I just...I’ve never seen you here before and I was just thinking about y--” Junmyeon swallowed the word with his coffee, almost spitting it out when it burned his tongue. Seriously, he couldn’t think clearly with this man around.
Sehun watched him for a few moments, letting him collect himself. “I’ve actually never been here before, figured I’d try it out. I’m glad you decided to as well.”
Junmyeon felt his stomach do a little flip at the way Sehun was looking at him. He had a small smile on his lips, obviously enjoying himself, amused as he watched Junmyeon. He just couldn’t believe Sehun was here when only minutes ago he was thinking about missing the opportunity to see him again. And now here he was, sitting here in all his handsome glory.
“Here.” Sehun pushed a small piece of paper across the table towards him. “My number. Just in case you have to run out again.”
“Oh,” Junmyeon said, taking the paper. “Sorry about the other night, I didn’t mean to leave in such a rush.”
Sehun shook his head. “It’s alright. I should've gotten your number sooner.” He could have just said his number out loud, but there was something inside of him that wanted Junmyeon to have something from him. He stopped himself from shaking his head at his own ridiculousness, being happy about this mortal folding his note and putting it into his pocket delicitley. “Did the emergency get taken care of?”
Junmyeon rolled his eyes, emergency, he still wanted to slap Jongdae’s head. “Yeah, he wasn’t locked out of his place for too long. Though he acted like his fish were going to die if he didn’t feed them that very moment.”
Sehun smiled as he watched the obvious memory play behind Junmyeon’s amused eyes. “I’m an only child, but I’d say my friend Minseok is like a brother...a very annoying older brother that likes to pester me and point out how much smarter he is.” He wasn’t lying, not that he knew of having a sibling but it didn’t stop his stomach from lurching. There were always half truths he was giving to Junmyeon. 
“That’s exactly what us older brothers are supposed to do.” Junmyeon pulled out his phone, tapping a few times till he got to the picture he wanted. “This is Jongdae, and Baekhyun. Baek is more of an adopted brother, my mother became his guardian when he was 15.”
Sehun sat forward, a smile already forming on his lips as he gazed down at the picture. The three of them were sitting around a campfire, Jongdae was in a mid laugh pointing to Junmyeon who was trying to blow out a marshmallow on fire. Baekhyun was off to the side watching them as he ate his s’mores with a hint of a smile on his face. “Of all the pictures you could choose, you go with the one of you burning the Hell out of that poor marshmallow?”
Junmyeon looked down at the picture, “It’s really the perfect picture of all of us...or what we are like. Jongdae is loud and happy, while Baekhyun is a little off to the side but trying hard to not show he cares.”
“And you?” Sehun asked looking up at him under his bangs. 
“I’ll always try to fix things I guess.” Junmyeon sighed as he turned his phone off and sat back in his chair. “That and I really do burn those things more often than not.”
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“You paint?” Junmyeon kicked a rock out of their path as they walked through one of his favorite parks. It had little stone sculptures that the college nearby would switch out every so often from student artists. 
“I try to, though I hardly ever finish anything.” 
This was the third time they had met up in the last two weeks, and he was finally being more himself around Sehun, making witty comments and speaking in actual complete sentences where he wasn’t saying ‘um’ every few seconds. It helped that Sehun saw him as a friend. Once Junmyeon settled on the fact that Sehun would never be interested in him romantically, he had stopped acting like a complete buffoon around him. Sehun deserved someone who was not only as good looking as he was but also had a real direction in life, with a big shiny office and title. Not someone like Junmyeon, who spent most of his time working in a dusty library, or looking after his brothers in some way. 
So he was Sehun’s friend, and he was completely and utterly fine with that. He knew Sehun was new to the city, so he didn’t have that many friends to hang out with. Junmyeon was just happy he was one of the few he chose to spend time with. Even if he was sure Sehun probably had someone he called his own, spent time differently than the way they were now. But it didn’t stop him from smiling as he looked at Sehun.He enjoyed the way Sehun viewed things, as if he has seen things happen hundreds of times. There was such a simple wisdom he seemed to have about the world, unlike Junmyeon, who constantly found something he didn’t know about in the world around him. He must look so naive to Sehun.
“Junnie?”
Junmyeon shook his thoughts away at Sehun’s recent nickname for him. “I’m sorry, what?”
“I asked if you’ve ever painted?”
“Oh no, I have a love for the arts but not a talent for them.” He laughed, thinking about his few attempts in the past. “I did one of those drinking art classes with my brothers once. It didn’t turn out that bad, but it looks better after having several drinks.”  
“Maybe you were meant to pose for it and not create it then,” Sehun said softly, pushing his hands into his pants pockets and looking off in another direction.
“Hardly,” he mumbled, feeling his ears warm. They walked in silence for another few minutes till they reached the deserted parking lot where Junmyeon’s bike was. “Do you have any plans for the night?”
Sehun shook his head, shrugging his broad shoulders. “I was going to see if you’d like to join me for dinner...if you didn’t already have plans.” 
Junmyeon bit his lip. He had planned on making a big pot of stew to bring Jongdae and Baekhyun at work tomorrow. Sure they could cook on their own, but he knew if he didn’t bring it, they would probably live off instant noodles for most of the week. “I actually have things out to make dinner  tonight.” He watched as his answer seemed to deflate Sehun, his shoulders lowering with a slight nod. “You can come over to my place instead...um, if you wanted.”
Sehun’s head shot up, a smile instantly on his lips. “I’d like that.”
Junmyeon smiled back. “Okay, if you want to follow me back to my pla…” His words trailed off when he saw something flash across Sehun’s face. “What is it?”
“I, uh, didn’t drive here...I-.”
“Took a cab?”
Sehun nodded quickly, “Yes a cab, I took a cab here. I can take one to your place or back to For Life to get my car.” His stomach tightened at the lie, but it wasn't like he could say he teleported here, not unless he wanted Junmyeon to run as far away as he could. 
“For Life? Why is it at the marina?”
Sehun shrugged, a small smile on his lips. "That’s where my yacht is." He watched as Junmyeon gave a little snort of laughter, lips thinning as he tried to hold it in. "Something amusing?"
"Who...who just says they have a yacht? As if it’s a normal everyday thing.” Junmyeon ran a hand through his hair. He of course knew Sehun had money, he had seen the sleek sports car he had driven the last time they met up, not to mention his model-like expensive wardrobe. But he must have serious money if he owned a yacht. What was Sehun even doing hanging out with someone like him? Friendship or not, there was already a huge difference between them. 
“Junnie?” Sehun asked softly, brushing his fingers against Junmyeon’s hand for a moment to get his attention. He had been watching whatever thought process was warring inside Junmyeon’s mind for several seconds now. If his eyes didn’t look a little worried, Sehun would’ve thought he looked unbelievably cute right now, his bottom lip pouting perfectly, making his chin crinkle. But Sehun could tell that whatever Junmyeon was thinking wasn’t the happiest thing, not the way his rich brown eyes seemed to have lost a little light. 
Then Junmyeon shook his head, putting a smile on his face as he turned to his bike. He opened the small cargo area on the side of the bike and took out a spare helmet. “Dinner won’t cook itself, and a second pair of hands would be helpful,” Junmyeon said, handing the helmet to a stunned Sehun. “I can drive us to my place, and later I can either drive you home or you can call a cab.”
Sehun watched as Junmyeon pulled on his own helmet, taking a moment to tug the zipper up his  worn jacket. “I’ve never been on a bike before?”
Junmyeon wiggled his fingers into his gloves. “Are you afraid?” He looked up when he was answered with silence. Sehun’s usual strong demeanor seemed to have disappeared, instead he looked young and uncertain as his fingers moved the helmet in his hands. It was the first time Junmyeon had seen Sehun look so small and unsure. He took a step forward, taking the helmet from Sehun’s fingers and putting into place on his head. “Just hold onto me and move along with me. I’ll tell you when we are turning so that you know to lean your body a certain way.” He smiled as Sehun bent himself lower so that Junmyeon could put the helmet on better and tighten the straps under his chin. 
Junmyeon settled on the bike moments later, bringing it to life as he brought a hand out to Sehun. “I promise I won’t let anything happen to you.”
Sehun took a deep breath as he took Junmyeon’s hand, it was softer than he had expected. He quickly let go of his hand, ignoring the way his fingers tingled and took his seat behind him. He tentatively placed his hands on Junmyeon’s hips, feeling the vibration of the bike through Junmyeon’s body. 
“Don’t be so stiff, you’re acting like you almost died on one of these,” Junmyeon joked as he brought Sehun’s hands around to his stomach, making Sehun lean into his back. 
“Maybe I did in a past life,” Sehun retorted in Junmyeon’s ear once he was nuzzled into his back. 
Junmyeon laughed as he pushed the stand up and revved the engine. “Hold on tight.”
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If Junmyeon tried hard enough, he could still feel the warmth from Sehun’s hands the other night. Just the mere thought of the way it felt to have his arms around his waist was enough for Junmyeon’s stomach to start to knot. He groaned as he rolled over in his bed and buried his head into his pillow. Friends, just friends.
Sehun had clung tightly to him the whole 15 minutes it took to drive them to Junmyeon’s house, burrowing his face into the crook of his neck during every turn. Then there were the little touches here and there while Sehun had helped him make dinner. He would brush Junmyeon’s hand when taking more vegetables to cut, or place his hand on his shoulder when passing by to grab things from the fridge. Needless to say, Junmyeon hardly breathed the entire night. He had almost been relieved when Sehun insisted on calling a cab once it was time for him to head home.
He needed to get a hold of himself, not let his mind wander off the way it was now. Sehun was probably just a touchy person, he would be like that with everyone surely. Junmyeon needed to stop thinking about Sehun.
Maybe if he could decipher the looks from Sehun, or maybe if he got more from him about his life. So far he only knew the bare minimum about Sehun, he always seemed to drive the conversation away from himself. Maybe if Junmyeon knew a little more, understood Sehun a little more it wouldn’t leave his mind to wonder to him constantly. 
Junmyeon closed his eyes with a deep sigh as he imagined Sehun’s dark gaze once more.
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Sehun looked down at his hands, another wave of tingles tickled him from his palm to the tips of his fingers. A soft whisper sounded in his mind: Junmyeon. Junmyeon was thinking about him again. He had been since Sehun had gone home with him the other night. Not like Sehun hadn’t been doing the same. 
“What is with that smile?”
Sehun turned around at the voice, finding his old friend Minseok standing in the doorway that led to the lower cabins of his yacht, his almond-shaped eyes crinkling as he gave Sehun a cheeky smile. The last time Sehun had seen Minseok was over 10 years ago, a blink of an eye in Cupid time. His hair was longer now, pitch black strands held behind his ears, a few pieces falling into his eyes. He was in white tunic and loose cream-colored linen pants, looking like he belonged on the yacht, spending the day sipping champagne. 
“I wasn’t smiling,” Sehun said, dropping his hands and picking up his paintbrush again. 
Minseok pushed off the doorframe and walked up to Sehun’s side, looking over the painting. “Is this why you were smiling? Whomever this is you’re painting?”
Sehun looked down at the drying paint on his canvas. He had been so lost in adding a kaleidoscope of colors to it that he never looked at what he was creating. It was obviously a portrait in the making, there was a general outline to the face but no real features yet, just a set of familiar, warm, chocolate-colored eyes. 
“I, uh, it’s noone.” Sehun placed the paintbrush down on the table covered in tubes of paint. He grabbed a cloth and quickly draped it over the painting. “What are you doing here?”
Minseok watched him for a long moment before looking off to the ocean, “It’s been a bit since I saw you, and when Yixing let me know you were out here, I thought I would pop in.”
“You talked to Yixing?”
Minseok nodded with a warm smile. “I talk to him often. Just because he turned his bow in, doesn’t mean he isn’t still my brother. I’ve known him for eons, and I will for many more years to come.”
Sehun watched the happy memories pass over his friend's face. “I’m happy to hear it.”
“Glad to hear you are making friends. You need them.”
“What? I have friends,” Sehun said, crossing his arms over his chest as he turned to look down at his friend. 
“Who?” 
Sehun rolled his eyes. “I have you and…”
Minseok nodded, raising one finger. “That’s one, go on.”
Sehun mumbled a curse under his breath. “There’s Kyungsoo and um, Yixing?” He wanted to kick himself as what he said sounded more like a question than a statement. Minseok smiled up at him, clearly amused. Correction: he wanted to kick Minseok.
“And what about the person you sought Yixing out for?”
“Junmyeon?” he asked quickly, closing his eyes at his outburst. He really hadn’t wanted to bring him up, not when he didn’t know what Junmyeon was to him...what he was to Junmyeon. He looked down at his hands as they tingled slightly, not as strong as before but there was still a faint whisper of Junmyeon’s name in his head.
“A mortal, from what Yixing has said. You’ve never interacted with them before, other than marking them.”
Sehun shrugged, inspecting his nails. “He’s different, and I’ve only been getting to know him for a few weeks.”
Minseok nodded. “Befriending a mortal isn’t a bad thing, you know.”
Sehun startled slightly when his phone buzzed in his pocket. He swiped the screen to life, and bit his cheek to stop himself from smiling when he saw what it was. Junmyeon had texted him
, asking to meet for coffee. Sehun looked at the time on his phone. It was nearly dinner time, a little late for coffee. Sehun did smile then--Junmyeon had been thinking about him all day and had finally broken down and asked him out. He typed his reply before looking back to his friend. “Yeah, I guess I’m starting to see that it’s not such a bad thing.”
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Junmyeon rubbed his stomach, he was so full he was ready to burst. Sehun had readily agreed to meet him, but instead of the rushed offer of coffee, he suggested dinner instead. Neither had anything in mind, so they opted to walk downtown to the street markets lined with food stalls. They had to have grabbed food from at least seven different stalls.
He stepped into Sehun’s side as they passed through a crowded part of the sidewalk, smiling when he felt Sehun’s hand on his back. He let himself linger in the light musk-filled embrace a moment before taking a step away. There was a look that passed over Sehun’s face when their eyes met, again he wished he knew what those looks meant. He wished for a lot of things when it came to Sehun.
“Thank you for dinner.” Junmyeon smiled, “Much better than just coffee.”
Sehun mirrored his smile with one of his own. Junmyeon cheeks were still a light shade of red from the heat of his spicy rice cakes, and seemed to shine when he smiled. Sehun had spent most of the night trying to think of things to make him keep making him smile. Which was hard because Sehun never considered himself funny. But he continued to try, he liked the way Junmyeon’s eyes would crinkle and disappear when he found something truly amusing. Or when the laugh would end in a small giggle and nose scrunching, that was Sehun’s favorite. 
“You should’ve let me pay though, I am the oldest.” Junmyeon mumbled as they started walking again.
Sehun wanted to say that he was actually the eldest between them, if they wanted to get technical. But that was something he couldn’t say...something he shouldn’t say. How would he explain it? What could he possibly say to Junmyeon that wouldn’t result in him running away from him, not believing him or maybe even worse... believing him and thinking he was some kind of monster. Even if Junmyeon didn’t think he was crazy, he wouldn’t want anything to do with him after knowing what he was. Sehun was going to live… well maybe forever, he wouldn’t age or die or change like Junmyeon. Who would want to live a life with someone like that? 
His heart felt heavy in his chest, as happy as he had been the past several weeks with Junmyeon and their growing relationship, he knew it wouldn’t last. But maybe he could be selfish, just a little bit longer, just once in his long life he really did something for himself. He felt their fingers touch just as a tingling sensation started in his hand. He looked over at Junmyeon to see him look quickly away, bringing his hands into his pockets. “I’ll let you pay next time.” Yes, he can be selfish just a little longer. 
He watched as a small smile took up the corner of Junmyeon’s lips. The realization that he wanted nothing more than to lean in and kiss the tiny smile had Sehun stopping in his tracks. Junmyeon stopped walking a moment later, pushing out his bottom lip in a pout when he turned to look back at Sehun, noticing he wasn't beside him.
“Something wrong?” Junmyeon asked turning around fully to face Sehun properly. He stopped himself from reaching out to touch his hand when he didn’t get an answer. Sehun was looking at him with his usual unreadable dark eyes. He wasn’t sure how long they stood there on the sidewalk, or how the space between them grew smaller over that time. All of a sudden he was close enough to smell the soft musk of Sehun’s cologne once more, almost feeling his body heat. Coupled with the way Sehun was looking at him, it was making it hard for Junmyeon to think past anything that wasn’t Sehun. That wasn’t a need to be even closer to him.
There was no way Sehun was looking at him the way Junmyeon’s mind and body was making him think he was. He didn’t look down at Junmyeon’s lip right now, not at least in the way he thought he was looking at them. Even if Junmyeon didn’t lie to himself and actually admit that he wanted Sehun to be looking at him that way, to be wanting to kiss him. That there was no one else on the busy street with them at that moment. It was something he knew wasn’t happening. It was only something nice to fantasize about late at night when he was alone, but it wasn't reality. Junmyeon shook his head as he took a step back. Being that close to Sehun wasn’t helping Junmyeon from being any less of a fool for him.
“I um there’s a shop near by I wanted to look at.” Junmyeon rubbed his neck as he turned around, nearly bumping into a passing stranger. “Oh sorry” He mumbled to the stranger before starting to walk. “I um it’s Baekhyun’s birthday next month, and I wanted to get a jump start on finding a gift for him.” He gave a glance over his shoulder towards Sehun. He was looking down at his hands, a small frown on his lips. “Is that alright? I can go another time or if you just wanted to lea-.”
“Lead the way, Junnie.” Sehun cut in, looking up through his black hair, smiling after a moment when Junmyeon nodded and started walking again.
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Like Fate
Part ten of the Christmas Kiss series
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Summary:
Work is hard, and you aren’t sure if meeting with an eccentric boy named Seokmin every day after work who happens to have the same music taste in you makes your day better, or just that more confusing.
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You knew this wasn’t anything that particularly made you special, but you had a real passion for music.
Listening to music, playing music, singing to music, dancing to it. It didn’t matter what you were doing. It didn’t matter how you were doing it, but as long as music was playing there was light in your life.
You supposed that in that way it was really fitting for you in that way to have met Seokmin when music was playing in your ears.
Even though, of course, music was always playing in your ears.
Working a 12-hour shift in the hospital was always stressful, and to help you unwind, it was always the easiest to play music in your ears as soon as you were off the clock. You had barely finished typing in your clock out numbers, when you were slipping your ear buds in and switching on your phone.
What you played didn’t really matter. Whether it be classical musical, or the most recent song by Blacktop Mojo, as long as there was music making you forget about the day you were happy.
The melodies melted away the reminder of the arguments you had with doctors for the day. It made your legs ache less from rushing from room to room as your beeper went insane. It made you forget that they had floated Jen from the ICU that day and that you had about gone crazy listening to her go on and on about her boyfriend.
Instead, you just followed the lyrics of the song, a smile crossing your lips as the soothing melody played.
Someday, you're gonna realize
You sighed and took a step into the 12th floor elevator, clicking the button to go to the main floor. One day, you'll see this through my eyes.
You didn’t make it very far- only the 11th floor before the elevator slowed to a stop and the doors slid open to reveal a boy standing there. He wasn’t looking at you, and he wasn’t dressed in a nurse or doctor’s uniform. He wasn’t even dressed like a patient. Instead, he was dressed in a pair of jeans, with a large bright orange sweater on and big headphones hooked around his neck.
By then, I won't even be there I'll be happy somewhere
He wasn’t looking as he walked into the elevator. Instead, he was staring down at his phone, a big goofy smile on his face. You weren’t sure exactly how it happened.
Even if I can't
Maybe it was some odd twist of fate, but as he entered the elevator, he bumped right into you. You stumbled aside, dropping your phone in the process. Your eyes widened- likely comically- as metal clattered to the ground and your earbuds were ripped from your ears.
For a moment you were stuck standing there, completely frozen in your spot as you stared at your discarded phone but despite that the man was quick on his feet. He picked up your phone and as he handed it back to you, his eyes drifted down to your phone screen, growing wide once he saw what was there.
“Oh my god are you listening to Someday by Nina?”
Your eyebrows rose, your fingers brushing again the top of your phone.
“Uh, yeah,” you replied softly. “Do you...”
“Love Nina and Someday more then I love life itself?” The man finished. “You know it.”
You didn’t often meet people who were big fans of Nina. Especially not Someday, so you were a little bit thrown off by the blatant response. He beamed brightly.
“My name is Seokmin! I also love Yerin Baek and Honne and-”
You couldn’t hold yourself back you blurted your name and added:
“Paul Kim? Virginia To Vegas!”
“Oh my god ‘what are we’, is a melodic masterpiece-”
“Speaking of melodic masterpiece, ‘your voice’ by Feel Kim-”
“Oh my-”
“The honey vocals, the slow piano keys being played as he takes a breath between each and every line,” you said excitedly. “Especially during the chorus when he dips into those power vocals!”
“Like spring always comes after winter.”
After a long 12-hour shift, you didn’t think you could really be held accountable for your actions. When you got into an elevator with a clearly eccentric man by the name of Lee Seokmin that you barely knew, you hadn’t really thought much would come of it. You weren’t listening to the right music after all.
Instead, the elevator was droning slow Christmas music that you had heard a million times. You could hear the commotion of your colleagues down the hall as they discussed patient dispersion to the newly arrived nurses.
And you didn’t know much about Seokmin. All you knew was that he was bright. Probably the brightest person in this hospital.
And standing right there, listening to him sing that part of the song, digging into such a beautiful instinctual singing voice that made your jaw dropped and made you want to grab him by his sweater and smash his lips to yours.
You cleared your throat and nervously ducked your head.
“Uh... So what floor are you going to?”
You thought that was the last that you would see of the strange boy. You thought he was probably just visiting a relative or something of the sort and that very quickly they would be taken out of the hospital. People on the floor beneath yours didn’t often stay for very long.
But sure enough, the next day after you were done with your shift, ears plugged with music. You climbed onto the elevator and rested against the back of the elevator. Your head rested on the polished wood, finger bouncing silently to the beat of the playing in your ears without a second thought.
You didn’t really notice the person who boarded the elevator with you as the doors slid open. And they didn’t make any contact with you as it shook back to life. You just kept in your corner, minding your own music, until suddenly, someone tapped your shoulder. You jumped slightly, your arms crossing over your chest protectively but you relaxed a bit when you saw it was the boy from before.
“Hi again! What are you listening to today?” You squinted at him for a moment quietly, your head falling to the side. The action made him chuckle and he just took the headphone cord and pulled it pulling your phone free of your pocket so that he could click the phone on.
“ACDC!” He exclaimed excitedly. “I love me some Back in Black! Do you mind if I listen too?” The elevator beeped as it rolled past another floor and you stared blankly at Seokmin. You were unsure of how a random stranger could feel so comfortable just taking your phone and looking at what song you were listening to. Unsure of how he expected you to just share your music with him.
Unsure of how he could so confidently slip one of your earbuds out of your ear, and into his own, settling himself beside you. He bopped his head lightly to the sound of the music blaring in his ear.
“If you always play it this loud, you’re gonna go deaf,” he stated politely as he turned down the music on your phone just a bit.
And just like that, you two began a routine.
Every day he entered the elevator and he settled next to you. Somedays, without even thinking twice about it you would just offer him your earbud- waiting for his shoulder to brush yours and for him to begin to listen to the music playing. Sometimes he talked over it, suggesting you songs. Sometimes he just let the music play.
Sometimes he sang along to it.
Those were your favorite times.
You couldn’t exactly say in words how much you loved Seokmin’s singing voice.
You knew from conversations with him that he was passionate about singing. He was apparently in a msical production right then that was supposed to start having stages in January. He had invited you multiple times to come- but you weren’t vocally committing to anything.
Not just yet. Not until you knew for sure.
See it was hard to be near him.
It was hard to stand beside him on the elevator every day and to watch him as he grew closer and closer to you every day. As every day he grew closer to you, and became more comfortable with you, you got to see more of who he was.
He told you what presents he was buying his family and friends for Christmas- boasted about how he was going Christmas caroling with his theatre company. As he leaned in close and stared at your phone, to see what song to listen to that day you were able to see him up close.
You liked the way that he looked almost as much as you liked the way he sang. Each word leaving his lips like a promise unspoken between two lovers.
You smiled at him timidly, as he rested his head back.
If he sang today, you didn’t really think you could be accountable for what you did.
“I love Yerin Baek,” Seokmin said softly as he pulled up one of her albums. He picked a song- one of her more upbeat songs, with smooth jazz undertones and began to bob his head to it.
“That’s why we should hold our hands,” he sang. Each word leaving his mouth like a promise. It sounded so soothing to hear his voice coming in one ear, and her voice streaming in the other. You rested your head lightly on his shoulder. “So we won’t drown in the ocean.”
He lowered his hand to your side, lightly bumping your hand with his. You couldn’t help the small smile that spread over your lips as he intertwined your fingers. Suddenly you weren’t thinking about the cool elevator air. All you could think about was Seokmin.
“We should continue making eye contact,” he continued, his eyes training onto yours. Your nose wrinkled at that and you lifted your head back up, eyebrows raising in question. “Though sometimes we’re so used to each other. That way we won’t-”
You couldn’t hold back anymore. You didn’t think any human in their right mind could. You slid your phone into your pocket and reached up with your free hand to lightly place on the back of his neck. HIs face flushed pink as your fingers toyed with the roots of his hair, and you cut him off with a soft kiss.
The kiss was tender- more so than it had ever been with anyone else before your life and Seokmin’s lips were just as soft as you had always imagined they would be and as you kissed him, the warmth only spread through your entire body.
The elevator beeped and you pulled away, your eyes shyly peering up into Seokmin’s. He just smiled at you tenderly.
“Lose each other,” he finished with, placing his forehead to yours. It was offbeat with the song that was playing in your ears at this point. BUt you didn’t mind. You just let your hands fall to your sides.
“I’m-”
“Want to go get coffee together? You can finally meet Jihoon,” Seokmin offered, completely interrupting your attempt at an apology. Your mouth gaped a little stupidly and he just laughed and patted your head.
“Come on, it’s the holidays. You don’t do nearly enough outside of work,” he stated pointedly. “Now let’s go.”
It was fitting, as mentioned before. That music was such a big part of your life and you first met Seokmin while you were listening to music. Because you had a feeling, that Seokmin was going to become one of the biggest parts of your life in the near future.
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baeklination · 4 years
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Ocean: the surface
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Date:201010
Warnings/Contains: au. Fluff-ish, pre/light smut, (angst-ish?)
Pairing: Baekhyun x F.Reader
WC: 1850
NOTE: This is a prologue.
the deep (2)  Masterlist
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  Gawa has decided the week's holy day is Saturday. Having a big dog in the city has its challenges; not being able to let him run freely in the wild, and other dog owners thinking he's a menace. In truth, Gawa is a menace. But the lovely "jump into your bed in the morning, follow your every move, eat every crumb you drop"-menace, not the scary dog people perceive him to be due to his rottie-pitbull DNA. (No, Gawa is everything other owners wish their dog was.) So having this park not thirty minutes walk from your home has been a blessing. 
This is your time to wind down. Usually. Today, same as last week, that man is here. Last time he at least had the decorum to pretend he was busy with his phone. But not now.  He's leaning across the fence, just looking - smiling - at you. You smile back with a little nod, hoping it will send him on his way, but also hoping it won't. He chuckles and runs his hand through his black waves. When he cocks his head and mouths "come here", you get a burst of butterflies shooting through your stomach. You're a goner. 
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It starts with one thing
  Walking into the restaurant you immediately see you're out of place. Businessmen, business women, upper echelon people all dressed in black, slicked back hair and heels reaching to the heavens. In your blue denims and white blouse you not only look out of place, but feel it. If one of these people were to look up and spot you their fork would fall to their plate, alerting everyone that there's an intruder among them. You're surprised they haven't sniffed you out already… Nervously fidgeting with the zipper of your pink bag (why did I try to look cute for him..!) while damning your not so shiny shoes you hear him:
"You came…"
In keeping with the rest of the patrons he's wearing a black suit and tie, hair moderately styled to a soft wave. But Baekhyun looks different from the others. He looks...damn near perfect. The distinction between the two of you was glaringly obvious, but you hadn't realised it until now. 
"I didn't know we were going somewhere fancy like this...", you say, trying to look relaxed, but in your mind you're wondering if you'd even be able to pay for a drink here.
Sure, one could say custom dictates Baekhyun pays, since he asked you out, but not wanting to be guided by tradition you should at least offer. (What if he lets me? If he thinks it's a novel idea..!) You know you should just tell him how it is. Not being able to afford certain things - certainly not these types of luxuries - isn't something to be ashamed of. But you can't. 
Sensing your discomfort Baekhyun takes you to the side:
"Would you rather we went somewhere different?"
"Yes..!", you blurt out before backtracking "I mean, I know you picked this place and all, but it's so...and everyone's - you're so…", you trail off, trying to not overreact by letting the burn in your eyes come through. 
"Hey...", he says, taking your hands in his. "We'll go somewhere else if you're that uncomfortable. I just wanted you to join me since I always eat alone here. I thought it'd be nice to be accompanied by such a pretty little thing as you", he smiles. 
You can't help but feel flattered.
"Really? I mean..."
"Really. Besides… Look at them. Not a single soul will give you a second look - no, I don't mean it like that", he chuckles. "I'm trying to say they're all too busy being busy, thinking about themselves, you know."
Knowing Baekhyun's right and not wanting to be rude you muster up a little courage. 
"Okay, you're right. But if one of these fuckers look at me funny…"
Blowing smoke of course, you've never been in a fight your whole life. 
"Shh! They will if you talk like that."
"Oh, sorry", you giggle into your hand. 
When he interlaces his fingers with yours, guiding you to your table, you feel better, protected even.
"Ah, Mr. Byun - and who might this lovely young woman be?", the waiter says with a glint in his eye.
"You never coat it on like that when I'm alone, Freddie. Not pretty enough?"
"I would, but we don't want everyone to start talking, do we?"
"Well, I don't want everyone to start talking about this one either", he says, taking your hand. "She's mine."
His phrasing is perhaps a little caveman like, but the way he says it is endearing. 
"I'll give you a moment to look over the menu", Freddie says with a wink, but is halted by Baekhyun. 
"No need. We'll have the beef tartare, and a dry white."
"Beef isn't really my favourite", you say tentatively, afraid of offending Freddie. 
"Trust me, you'll love it. It's great."
"Mm...okay. I'm sure it's lovely."
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  Baekhyun had been right, the tartare was great. In fact, everything had been. He'd been a true gentleman all lunch, totally focused on you; asking about work, your family, and of course Gawa. He even stood up when you went to the ladies room. Being dropped off at your apartment had never felt less colourful. It wasn't a monetary comparison; it was the warmth emanating from him being taken away. When he asked if he could see you again and said his goodbye with a soft kiss you felt like Cinderella. 
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I’ve put my trust in you
  After three dates, a couple of bouquets and a hundred texts and calls in two weeks you knew it for certain - you'd been swept off your feet. You'd left Gawa with your mom for the night, 'cus this date was different - you were having dinner at his place. Riding the elevator to the eleventh floor you are more nervous than the first date; looking in the mirror for the seventh time you decide to wipe away your lipstick (don't want it to smudge if…). 
Baekhyun opens the door an leans on the frame with that disarming smile:
"Aren't you a sight…"
"Oh, stop it, Baek..."
"Stop? Never. I can pause. But sweetie… It's Baekhyun, not Baek, okay?"
For the umpteenth time you forget he doesn't like that nickname. 
"I know. Baekhyun."
"Come on, let's eat. You hungry?"
"I could eat", you chirp.
Truth be told you were famished, but vanity had made you opt for a dress that left little to no room for gorging. You knew it was silly when you picked it, but you wanted to look really nice. You wanted him to find you sexy.
Going through the kitchen to a dining room your eyes widen as you take it all in; the long table, standing in the middle of a dark room, is filled with candles all the way up to the two seats at the end where a bottle is on ice and two plates hide their contents under lids. 
"Wow… Did you do all this?"
"I should just say yes, but I had help. I've a friend who's a party planner. Asked his advice. I prepared the food myself though", he continued excitedly. "Come on, see what it is."
Lifting the lid you see your favourite dish. Your exact favourite. 
"Is this..? This isn't from Jade Garden, is it?"
"I don't cook, and thought better safe than sorry. Hope you're not disappointed. Gawa will be happy though."
"Gawa..?"
"I got some braised chicken for him."
"You did..!? That dog is gonna end up spoiled."
"If you love him, I love him”, he smiles.
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"Full?"
"I don't get how I can feel so hungry yet get full in three mouthfuls. I wish I could eat like you."
Shoving his chair back he reaches for your hand.
"My little bird. Sit with me."
The jitters are always the worst in the beginning. Sitting down on his lap he wraps his arms around your waist and looks at you for a moment. Realising how much your ribcage is rising you can't hold back your laughter, Baekhyun mimicking you. Even as he's guiding you towards him by the nape of your neck he lets out a chuckle. 
  It's quiet. Only the sound of dragged out kisses and fabric being touched disturb it. When he shifts his weight you feel the bulge beneath his dress pants. Your approving moan lets his hands travel further, undoing your zipper at the back, letting your dress fall down, stopping short of showing your nipples. Kissing his way down your neck, hands feathering your back he breaks the silence:
"I think we should...move to the bedroom… Don't you..?", he finishes, pushing down your dress further. 
As it runs over your nipples it sends a shiver down your back. But even so it doesn't match the one you experience from seeing Baekhyun; sinking lower in his seat, pressing his groin upward, he takes your nipple between his lips - the other being firmly caressed by his hand..
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"Shit!", Baekhyun exclaims, rolling onto his back.
There's a sheen of sweat on his heaving chest, which plasters him onto you when he pulls you in and showers kisses on you.
"God, woman..! We're gonna have to see about getting you on the pill first thing Monday", he sighs "Or I'll go broke with all the condoms I'm gonna have to buy."
"Oh, get...", you laugh into his chest. 
"Dead serious, sweetie. And next time we'll do it the other way…"
"Other way?"
"You know…", he says, smacking your ass "...other way."
"Trying the whole menu in one night? And here I thought you were respectable, Mr. Byun…"
"Give me ten minutes and I'll respect the hell out of you."
"Where are you going?"
"Hydration. Getting water. No stay, I'll bring it in."
"I'm just gonna check my phone, see so mom hasn't called or anything."
Seeing Baekhyun in the kitchen, his silhouette outlined by faint spotlights your heart skips. (I really just had sex with that beautiful fucking man…)There's nothing exciting happening on your phone (thank you, God), so you make your way back to the comforts of Baekhyun's bed.
"News..?"
You shake your head in reply and cuddle up, accidentally falling asleep on him.
Having one of those falling dreams you flounder, sliding off him.
"Shit, you scared me", he laughs, mostly at his own reaction. 
"I scared myself, Christ! Sorry... Did I wake you?"
"Nah, I wasn't asleep", he says, rolling on top of you.
Pushing your legs open with his, the flush in your torso is instant. His hair caressing your forehead as he buries his tongue in your mouth; his length pressed against your stomach; his weight on you.
"It's only me, right?", he whispers as he aligns himself to your entrance. 
"Only you..?"
"It's only me you're with?"
"Oh. Yeah. It's just you."
"Good."
With one hand on your waist he slides in and starts rolling his hips. 
"I wouldn’t like it if I found out you were doing this with someone else."
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baekhvuns · 4 years
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Bad Boy | Baekhyun XI
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( series masterlist )
part eleven.
word count : above 1.5k
pairing : baekhyun x reader
theme ( s ) : romcom, angst.
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The next day.
Everything was awkward, everything. Every time i’d make an eye contact with either Yuna or Baekhyun, I would feel the urge to run away. It was my fault too, I made the move and let him lead me on when he’s getting married.
That’s basically cheating, and I won’t let that happen ever again. Now I sat down at the couch watching Yuna and Eunhye pick out bridesmaid dresses in every colour possible.
“Joohyun what do you think about royal blue for the bridesmaid and an ivory colour for the wedding dress with beautiful flowers complimenting every bridesmaid?” Yuna asked me with her eyes almost’s puppy like, I shifted in my seat as I ran my hand through my hair.
“I—think that’s great! You should do it!” I said and watched her face turn into utter happiness, while I smiled softly.
“Ahhh I don’t know what I’d do without you both! My girl friends are coming on the wedding day so thank you for keeping up with me!” Yuna clasped her hands together as I exchanged a look with Eunhye.
Yuna got up and left, Eunhye scooted next to me, “So how’s it hanging?” She asked as I looked at her confused, “Good, why are you asking that? Is something wrong?” I questioned.
“Nothings wrong, nothing. Just the lil tension between you and baek and yuna, wassup talk to me.” She finally let loose, as I huffed.
“I—I know this is wrong but last night I made out with Baekhyun, I do-on’t know what happened or how it initiated but it was my fault. I shouldn’t have done it, it’s my fau—“
“Joohyun! I understand, it’s not your fault. It’s his too, I may not understand you but I know how it feels, you haven’t seen him in years and when you did he’s getting married. You met the right guy at the wrong time.” I looked up through my slightly teary eyes at Eunhye who was smiling lightly.
“I won’t do it again, I’m here to move in and be happy that my friend is getting married to the love of his life.” I wiped my eyes slightly and put on a smile to Eunhye as she hugged me.
“Move on Joohyun, move on.”
Even my thoughts want me to move on, and so I’ll try.
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Now it was the middle of the day, almost 4 and I’m panicking because it’s Baekhyun’s bachelorette tonight and we have to leave before it turns 5.
The dress code is anything fancy but comfortable. I was rummaging through the closet trying to find something decent to wear that I didn’t hear the knock on my door.
“Can’t find a dress?” I turned to my side to see Baekhyun leaning on the closet door, my eyes slightly widen as I flinched back.
“Uh yea, I’m sorry if look like trash on your bachelorette party.” I rubbed the back of my neck as Baekhyun stepped forward walking towards me, I slowly backed away not wanting the same thing that happened yesterday to rewind today.
He came even closer, now his eyes darting straight at mine, I keep backing away but he had trapped me between the closet shelf and his chest. “Baek—“ But instead of doing anything else reached behind me into the closet.
“Wear this, it suits the party concept.” He said in a monotone and backed away, glancing at the beautiful Lacey burgundy dress with a small slit, he walked towards the door but hesitated to leave. He turned around.
“Sorry, for yesterday I didn’t mean it and I’m sure you didn’t either. I’m getting married now, so let’s keep distance.” He said and turned around without making any eye contact with and left. Leaving me slightly annoyed.
“Right, let’s keep distance.” I whisper before picking up the dress and making my way to the washroom.
***
I made my way downstairs daring not to glance up, but rather keeping my attention on the auburn floor that my heels stepped on. I could feel everyone look at me as I stepped down, finally I looked up and saw everyone smiling and waving.
“Oho, is that the same Joohyun I saw on FaceTime like three weeks ago with a extra sized grey hoodie on her?!” Junmyeon teased as I slapped his arm playfully.
“No? this can’t be Joohyun? This is Joohyun? The same girl who puked on me when she was drunk?” Sehun spoke as I threatened to neck slice him.
“yahhh you all look so good! And the wedding hasn’t even started!” I said as I looked at everyone strutting their fits.
Suddenly everyone went silent as we heard yelling coming from the rooms upstairs. I looked at everyone, confusion etched on our faces, “Did you guys hear that?” Eunhye muttered, her voice as low as a whisper.
“Baekhyun, we can’t be doing that!”
We all stood shook at Yuna’s yelling followed by Baekhyun’s. “Yuna please, let’s go downstairs they’re all waiting.” As we heard footsteps come closer we all started talking and pretended that we hadn’t just witnessed them fighting.
“OHhH Mr. Byun! Look at you dashing as ever!” Chanyeol patted Baekhyun’s shoulder in a bro hug, as the other joined turn by turn.
Me and Eunhye has went to Yuna, complimenting the lady. She looked stunning in her royal blue body-con that matched Baekhyun’s tie.
“Hey Baek!” Eunhye suddenly approached behind me and side hugged BaekhYun as I stepped out of the way. I could feel his eyes on me so I faced him, “Hey Baek.” I said with a small smile as he replied with his dashing smile before putting his hands around Yuna’s waist.
My eyes watching his every move, and trailing to his face. He looked absolutely beautiful, the dark blue tux complimenting his skin perfectly and how his blonde hair were swiped one side that revealed his deadly jawline. I gulped before looking away.
“Come on guys! Let’s go the reservation has been made!” Yuna yelled as we all followed them outside to the two black Lincoln’s waiting for us.
***
The place they booked was absolutely stunning, right on the edge of a beautiful ocean overlooking Santorini. The ceiling was fully covered with every type of flower in every possible colour, and small chandelier hanging at each table.
Baekhyun and Yuna has gone to great their other friends and guest, as our whole group sat at the best table. Right next to the railing that overlooked the ocean, the sunning sunset that calmed me down.
As the dinner had started we all dug in our food, frequently complimenting the food as Yuna and Baekhyun engaged conversations with us. Everyone was laughing and cracking jokes from high school and Jongdae’s wedding.
As soon as they started mention Eunhye and Jongdae’s wedding my grip had tightened around the fork I was holding. I could feel Baekhyun’s eyes on me as I dared not to look up, not to remember those memories.
“I think my highlight was definitely when Joohyun and b—“
“Chanyeol! . . . Can you pass me the tiramisu please.” I looked at him as my eyes gave him a warning to not bring up that topic again.
He mouthed a ‘sorry’ before Yuna interrupted, “Hm? Joohyun and who? Baekhyun? What about them?”
The whole table had gone into silence, everyone was side eyeing you and Baekhyun. “AhAha They’re talking about how Joohyun beat me dancing when we had a battle at Jongdae’s bachelorette.” Baekhyun quickly made a story up, he wasn’t lying, I did beat him but it only started our relationship.
Yuna’s mouth made a ‘0’ shape as she nodded and eyed me before clinging onto Baekhyun’s arm, my jaw tightening slightly, slightly.
I just want this to be over, but I know this is only the beginning. But I know Yuna has a hint about the tension, this isn’t going to end well.
***
The bachelorette party had finally begun after the lame dinner. We all were on the dance floor, glittery confetti falling upon us as everyone danced the night away to the amazing songs.
Me and Eunhye were dancing like it was our last day, although she took break in between to rest as she didn’t want to pressure the pregnancy.
I joined the rest as we all danced and waged our hips to every beat, our hands help high as we watched Junmyeon do embarrassing dances followed by Chanyeol recording him. Jongdae pushed Baekhyun in the circle as he pulled out few of his moves before leaving.
Jongin was having his one concert as we all cracked up, me and Sehun were in our own world as we both jammed to our favourite songs as everytime a song we both knew had played our faces in utter shock and joy we kept dancing.
When the songs had gone into the more slow zone, I could feel eyes on me. I followed the trail and looked up to see Baekhyun’s sharp eyes indulging me. His legs lazily touching the floor with one of his arm leaning backwards and a glass full of wine in this hand, I moved to Kyungsoo and danced with him but his eyes didn’t stop staring.
Ignoring him I pulled Eunhye to the floor and danced with her, suddenly Eunhye’s eyes widened slightly. I looked back in confusion to see Baekhyun behind me.
His arms now on my shoulders, the time had suddenly slowed as my eyes widened at his actions. I looked to see Yuna’s friends pointing this moment to her, the confetti failing between me and Baekhyun. Our friends has slowed down a bit as they watched this unfold before their eyes.
“Baekhyun!”
oh no, Yuna.
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miramizar · 4 years
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11 questions tag
I was tagged by @achenlove, @milky-waee, @conqueredthemagic and @notasiren21​! Haha this took such a long time to do and I know I’m terribly late but thank you for tagging me! I had lots of fun, even if answering all these combined took both time and energy haha~ 💕
Rules:
Post the rules Answer the questions given to you by the tagger. Write 11 questions of your own Tag 11 people
My Questions:
1) Sunny days or rainy days?
2) It’s saturday morning, you’ve slept in and you are free the entire day. What do you do?
3) If a book/tv-series you love doesn’t end happily, will you get angry and never read/watch it again?
4) You get to fill a bag with whatever candy you like from your local supermarket! What do you fill it with?
5) Have you ever played an instrument? (Singing also counts~)
6) What is the first thing that comes to your mind when you see the word “happiness”?
7) Recommend me a book!
8) If you were to start a new hobby, what would you do?
9) Do you have any favourite words? (doesn’t matter which language you choose!)
10) Tell me your favourite movie from Disney, Pixar and Studio Ghibli~
11) What encouraging words do you need to hear right now?
I’d like to tag @xiuminscheeks​, @ladyliliah​, @youngk-hun​, @qtpie1098​, @suhosmilitarywife​, @cottonhyun​​, @iyeolie​​​​, @bloomingyouths​​ and whoever wants to do this! 💞
My answers are under the cut if you want to read them! (^_^)💗
1. What´s a hidden talent of yours?  
Um, can shake my eyes and move my nostrils?
2. What makes you really really angry? 
Whenever things don’t go the way I want to (and I get angry at myself) and when people are being rude
3. If you got one wish, what would you wish for? 
For everybody to be happy~
4. Tell us the reason your bias is your bias! 
I just love everything about Junmyeon - his dorkiness, his big heart, how adorable he is, how thoughtful and stubborn he is, his beautiful smile... Everything really 💖 Jinki is so natural and warm and soft... Leo is a sweetheart, so kind and humble and open with his thoughts, and his smile is so beautiful my heart hurts 💘 for Mark, it’s how cute and hard-working he is, and how easy he finds things interesting and funny~ and Leeteuk is just a big, pretty ball of weird who manages to make me laugh at any time~ 💕
5. If you only could listen to one song for the rest of your life, what song would you choose? 
Oh my goodness I can’t answer that (>_<;)
6. If you were able to go on a date with your bias, what would you do and why?
Something calm, like visiting a café or a bookshop would be lovely~ (>///<)💘
7. What makes you happy? 
Seeing the people I love being happy and dorky 💖
8. Name 5 things you wouldn´t be able to live without! 
My family, music, books, candy and nature 💚
9. You´ve just won 1 million dollars, what do you do with them? 
Probably pay off my family’s loans, use a little of it to buy myself books and cute things and such, and then give the rest to charity~
10. Tell us 3 things your followers doesn´t know about you! 
Ahh, well I just started painting with watercolours (I’m truly a beginner but it’s fun so far~), I know enough japanese to understand what’s going on in un-subbed shows, and I really like planning things out but actually doing them is hard (>w<)❣️
11. What is your dream, your goal in life?
I don’t really know... I want to make people happy, of course... I haven’t thought beyond that really, maybe I should do that...
~Next set of questions!~
1 RANDOM QUESTION BUT: what would you name your dog if you had one??? (I need suggestions)
Ahah I do have one and his name is Picasso!
2 Favourite pic/gif/MEME of your bias? 
adhgfaoad I love all pictures of my biases but I love these a lot!!
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3 what would you say to your bias if you had the chance to talk to them (like, you meet them while they’re drinking a coffee and you just pass by and you exchange a few words)
I would say thank you for working so hard and for always thinking of us fans, and that I treasure them a lot 💕
4 Chen’s “Ah waeeeee” or Xiumin’s “marshmallow~ marshmallow~”?
They’re both cute!! In different ways! But I guess “marshmallow~”? (>^<)💞
5 “Yo, nice skirt” or “up and down like a rollercoaster”?
up and down like a rollercoaster 🎶
6.Do you like pineapple on your pizza? Please be honest.
Yup! 🍍❤️ 🍕~
7 What’s your favourite girl group?
I don’t really like that many girl groups but I’m currently looking into Mamamoo and Brown Eyed Girls~
8 would you let Pcy punch you in the face killing you instantly? (this is important)
Um, If he has to? But preferably not :>
9 You’re in Baek’s room and he’s asleep next to Mongryong. He looks like an angel.Would you rather fall asleep next to him hugging him or steal Mongryong and start running as fast as you can? :=))))
Sleep next to him, definitely! 
10 What’s your favourite MV??
I really like Overdose, For life and Universe~
11 It’s 3 am and you hear strange noises from the apartment in front of yours: it’s Suho dancing to Red Velvet’s Red Flavor. Would you join him or throw a shoe at him?
Join him!! ❤️
~Next set of questions!~
1. Original bias in your ult group?
Junmyeon~
2. How did you get into kpop?
My youngest sister is into dancing and she found some cool videos on youtube one day, showed me and the rest is history 💫
3. What’s the best way kpop has changed your life?
It gave me friends, let me grow closer to my sisters and inspired me in an otherwise very grey reality 💕
4. If you could start your own group, what concept would you have and what position would you hold?
I’d probably be the exasperated leader (I took a quiz recently so I got proof) for a group that makes music that is both soft and happy, and a bit dark and upbeat~ ❣️ Maybe a little like VIXX’s style?
5. Fave look of your bias? (Era wise)
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6. Fave pet of the members?
All of them! 💓
7. Fave mv of your ultimate group?
I already answered this, but they’re all really nice so it’s hard to just pick one... Maybe Universe, since it’s so aesthetically pleasing and also pretty deep? :> 
8. Favorite fanfic??
That’s something for another post haha but oh well, I really love “Got hands like the ocean” by apaixono, it has me squealing and laughing and crying and everything in between~ 💕
9. Have you seen your bias group live?
Nope - even though they were really close to me when they were in Germany, I didn’t have enough money to go :<
10. Favorite EXO blogs and why?
uh... I think they’re all great? I mean, both the ones creating stuff and those who reblog things... we’re all important to the fandom ❣️
1. Describe yourself with 3 words
Kind, creative, insecure
2. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
My self-confidence... if I had more of it I think I would be happier... 
3. What do you do to make yourself happy when you´re sad? 
Look at fun things that my favourite kpop-groups do, Gaki no Tsukai, Yoon Siyoon, reading and being creative (when it works out, if it doesn’t I just get more sad 💘), being with my family and pets~
4. If you could meet your 5-year old self, what would you say to her/him? 
You’re great just the way you are, don’t ever forget that 💝
5. What is you biggest fear? 
Ending up alone... and accidentally hurting people :<
6. When did you start listen to kpop?
In the spring of 2016 I think?
7. If you could meet your bias for a minute, what would you say to him/ her?
Thank you for everything you do and for thinking about your fans, I'm so happy to know you 💓
8. Name 3 people you admire
Apart from all the amazing kpop people ahah (>w<) Well, Itzhak Perlman, Aki (manga artist) and the crown princess of Sweden~
9. What´s the sound you like the most? 
The wind blowing through things; like trees and grass and wind chimes~
10. If you got one wish, what would you wish for? 
Everybody’s happiness~
11. What would you do if you were invisible for a day?
Read somewhere in a corner I guess... maybe check out some stores, some are so crowded that I just feel like I’m being in the way if I go inside so I don’t, but if I were invisible I could actually do it... I don’t really know haha 💕
~Next set of questions!~
1. Who is your favourite EXO-CBX member and why?
They’re all amazing, but I choose Xiumin - because he’s so soft and full of surprises! 💜
2. Who in your bias group would you like to be your best friend?
Oh... well I’m very similar to D.O so maybe D.O? (>v<)💖
3. Who is your NCT bias (if you have one)?
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Mark~
4. What is your favourite food?
Steak with potatoes, gravy and lingonberry jam~ ❤️
5. Favourite thing about your bias -personality wise?
All of my biases try really hard, they’re very kind and spontaneous and aren’t afraid of being dorky~ 💗
6. What’s your favourite body part of your bias?
Okay this is really embarrassing (/▽\*)。o○♡ I’m not really one to like specific body parts but I kind of love Jinki’s thighs because they look healthy? ajfdaihfba
7. Favourite colour?
Soft and bright ones, like white, light blue and light purple~
8. Who has the best humour in your bias group?
Suho is the funniest in EXO, period. (>w<)💕 but yeah, I find all my biases the most fun in all of my favourite groups~
9. What’s your favourite animal?
Cats ✨
10. Would you rather go on an ice cream date or a coffee-shop date with your bias?
I’m happy to do either, as long as I get to be with my bias (>///<)❣️
11. How do you feel about beans?
...not really a fan. Hide it in other food and I’ll eat it, otherwise I won’t eat it.
~Next set of questions!~
1) Your favorite quote that grounds you to being yourself?
Oh, that’s a good question... maybe “You doubt your value. Don’t run from who you are.” It’s a quote from the Narnia books that I really like, and since I struggle a lot with self-loathing it is very important to me since it makes me remember that I am valuable~ 💫
2) Ultimate ship you’re fond of and love?
This is pretty much impossible to answer because I have wayyyyy to many ships and I can’t choose just one of them adjfbnaidfad
3) Favorite soulmate AU type? (I.e. name on wrist, heterocrhomia eyes of your other half’s, seeing color for the first time)
I like all of them but I haven’t heard of the heterochromia one, that sounds really beautiful!
4) Favorite show of yours that you love that’s not in your first language?
Merlin. I like a lot of shows but Merlin is the one I keep coming back to. ✨
5) Your white noise show? (Go to show you can rewatch countless times and tune in and out of)
SCRUBS. Definitely. It’s such a great show, perfectly balanced between humour and seriousness and almost every episode works well on it’s own so no matter when you decide to watch you’ll have a nice time~
6) Fictional character you wish was real to validate your unnecessary crush?
Oh, I don’t really fall in love with fictional characters? I just ship them with people from their own universe haha (^^;)
7) A weird phobia you have that you can’t explain?
I have phobias, but I don’t know if they’re un-explainable... like my fear of insects can be explained by me getting stung by a bee when I was little...
8) Sweets or Sours?
I like both, but I’’ll say sweets! 🍬
9) Are you an artist, writer, musician, or part of the adoring audience who supports them?
...I’m a bit of them all? I play the violin so I am a musician, and I like to write and I always support other artists 💗
10) Favorite band?
I love a lot of Kpop groups, and apart from that... musically or personality-wise? Because musically I’d say any group made by Alexander Bard, but personality-wise... Westlife? Maybe??
Congratulations for reading all of those messy answers! (>W<) You’re amazing~ Have a nice day! 💖
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cosmiclatte28 · 4 years
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Autumn in my heart (krisbaek) (chanbaek)
One shot - angst/fluff
Krisbaek -chanbaek
Warning : mentions of kris wu, will bring you back memories of our best "chicken nae style anya" brother 🤧🤧
(Posted on wattpad before, so yeah this is my original work)
Enjoy
The picturesque scene of red and orange trees cannot fool the dull and somber race of falling leaves pulled by the gravity. Be honest, autumn is depressing. See the falling leaves, dying every time a gush of cold wind tingles. Baekhyun hates seeing the piles of dead leaves on the ground, he feels like the trees are selfish that they let the leaves die in order to survive.
The clock strikes six when Baekhyun has put on his tailor fitted Pea coat from Schott's. Tonight, his favorite fragrance from Clean accompanies him. He inhales his favorite floral woody musk mixed with a slight hint of fresh soap and gets himself ready as his smart watch rings with a caller ID he loves dearly. His lover has rung him up saying he is downstairs waiting for him to take his time. Baekhyun makes his last tuck on his Pea coat and he pockets his phone as he slipped his feet to his leather boots and Baekhyun makes sure to kiss his corgi good bye before keeping the key in his pocket and slightly run to meet the waiting prince; his waiting prince!
The elevator ride almost killed Baekhyun; he frowns whenever the door opens and what greets him are the foreign faces of his neighbor from other floors; after pressing the close button five more times, Baekhyun finally reaches his destination. With his crescent eyes he scans the whole room and finds his prince in no time. His fashion and his tall body make him easy to spot.
"Kris! I'm here, let's go!" Baekhyun clings into the taller man's arm and giddily drags him out of the warm lobby. The early cold wind harshly welcomes them outside; Kris clears his throat and pulls the brunette closer. He takes in his small hand, holds it firm in his big hand, and pops it nicely into his toasty pocket of his Burberry trench coat. "It's starting to get cold," Kris smiles.
Baekhyun blushes, even when Kris had done this for three consecutive autumns, his heart will always beat like it was his first time. He did nothing though and just follow his long legs that bring them to a place Baekhyun knows a bit too much.
"Usual place Kris?"
The tall blonde man nods and after walking through the busy streets, they found themselves in a restaurant district. Baekhyun's stomach growls when the delicious smell of his favorite food can be smelled from a meter. They sit down on their usual chairs, place the same ordinary menu; a Hawaiian pizza slice for Baekhyun and a Pepperoni for Kris. Though Kris never agrees that pineapple goes with pizza, he never speaks his opinion out loud to Baekhyun, he just can't. Try and say that to a man who really enjoys it and do you dare see his heart breaks? No Kris doesn't want to break his heart; it's the last thing he wanted to do to Baekhyun.
Dinner is amazing. Over two slices of giant pizza and soda, they exchange stories, laugh over new jokes, and secretly treasure this sweet moment. They end their pizza date with a split bill and with the warmth of a full stomach. The two men make their way out of the bright, fragrance road and move to another crowded and romantic district.
Baekhyun told Kris about a new milkshake shop opening in here in Gangnam, and Kris will do everything that brings a smile to Baekhyun's face. With Baekhyun standing close by his side, Kris naturally slides his arm to hug Baekhyun's slim waist from the side as he reads the menu in the TV from the queuing line.
The café is full of sweet couples, the atmosphere here is so warm and comfortable, Kris knows this will 99% become their favorite hangout place.
"We're so sorry, but we sold the second last cup already... We only have one left for the special house favorite's chocolate," the man with a name tag reading Yixing, smiles apologetically to the two sweet couple across him.
Baekhyun runs his eyes to the TV screen to look for another substitute, but Kris was faster.
"No problem, an extra straw will do. How much for the last cup?" Kris hands Yixing his card and swipes the bill.
Baekhyun squeals deep inside his heart, how Kris could always do a new sweet action every time they go out?!
"You sure don't want anything else?" Baekhyun asks when Kris lets go off his straw after a good five sips.
Kris shakes his head and raises his thumb to wipe a trace of chocolate from Baekhyun's lips, "No, you can have them all. It tastes good and I know you like them so much." Kris kisses his thumb and cleans the chocolate from Baekhyun's lips.
Baekhyun playfully punches Kris, "What's into you?! Why are you suddenly this sweet!"
Kris laughs it off and rolls his eyes, "Because I am a nice boyfriend? Come on admit it—" Baekhyun shuts him off with a quick peck "—I'm going to have heart attack Baek, if you are making that a habit."
After making a loud sip to ensure he leaves nothing on the bottom of the glass, Baekhyun and Kris step their foot out of the lovely café. They freeze when they see people carrying umbrellas and celebrating something.
"The first snow!" Both men choir and giggle upon welcoming the cold winter!
Baekhyun reaches for a folded umbrella he had brought in his pocket and this time takes the lead to pull the giant closer and tries his best to raise the umbrella to his height. Kris cannot oppress his gummy smile and allows Baekhyun do his thing.
"I am not taking care of a sick giant again, that's why I read the weather forecast earlier and they predicted the first snow the fall. Turns out they were accurate this year, come Kris let's walk under the first snow!" Baekhyun sneakily places his hand into Kris' coat and the taller simply holds his hand.
They have fun for a moment under the first snow, took some pictures and updated their social media platforms.
"The snow is falling harder, shall we head home?" Kris worries for their health. The two men are responsible for their working days, falling sick is something they can't afford.
Baekhyun does not refuse; along their careful steps on the slippery grounds the two men don't stop talking at all. They will find new topics whenever they seem to come to an end. Tonight is a good date night. Their date night ends with Kris ushering Baekhyun back to his Apartment room.
"Good bye Kris, thank you for tonight!" Baekhyun shakes his wet umbrella.
"No problem Baek, I'll be going now,"
"Wait—" Baekhyun runs to his room and returns not long after it, he gets on his tip of toes and wraps a warm red scarf over Kris "—take that with you, it's my winter present. Stay safe okay and call me when you got home." Baekhyun buries his face on his chest as he hugs him tight.
"Thanks honey, Good night." Kris steps back and waves his hand.
Baekhyun wiggles his hand in panic, "Oh take the umbrella! And please just grab a taxi!" Baekhyun pushes his umbrella to Kris' hand.
Kris chuckles and tousles Baekhyun's soft hairs, "Yes sir! I can take care of myself—" Kris winks and Baekhyun rolls his eyes. The tall blonde makes his stealing move and kiss the plump lips of Baekhyun before finally going back home.
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Sun rises and sets, moon shines and hides, the world rotates and time runs. Their love for each other blooms, although their relationship has ups and downs, the two can overcome the big waves and sail their ship to another calm ocean. A calm sea will never make a skillful sailor, and one day the biggest wave crashes to their ship, and Baekhyun feels like he is forcefully drowned into the dark deep grief of heart breaks.
The road is crowded, well at least there are cars speeding in the road, and his sparkly eyes are fixed on a "sweet" scene in front of him. Yeah sweet if the people you saw were someone you did not know, or your best friend; but seriously not sweet if it's your boyfriend you saw over the road holding hands with another pretty boy, wrapped in an expensive suit looking all lovey dovey with your man. Maybe Kris did not know or see Baekhyun on the other side of the road, but Baekhyun cannot mistake that man as someone else. His eyes turn red; Baekhyun fetches his phone and takes the speed dial to call Kris. He waits for a moment with his eyes fixed on the two men across him.
The pedestrian traffic turns green, and Baekhyun sees the two of them walking to cross the road. He quickly hides himself in an old payphone box while still listening to the waiting tone and keeping an eye on Kris. When Kris made it with the sweet smiling guy to the same street as Baekhyun's he swears his call just was sent to voicemail. Kris also presses his screen earlier, hufth he didn't even hesitate to reject his call. Insteaad, Kris looks so happy walking with this new man. His jealousy and suspicion completely take over him, he leans over the small phone box and stares at his screen emptily.
"Sorry, busy can't pick up your call." Kris' message appears in his notification bar.
Baekhyun swallows the lump stuck in his throat; disappointed and angry the lonely man runs back to his apartment. He was planning to buy dinner and surprises Kris in his office for working overtime. If his vocabulary for overtime means having a walk with another man, heol Baekhyun won't bother coming to see him.
Baekhyun locks himself in his room and cries his heart out, his stomach grumbles, but his heart aches more. Baekhyun ignores all of the calls and messages in his phone. Thirty minutes later he wipes his eyes and after ensuring his heart he needs to do this: Baekhyun texts a number.
"Soo, you're right... I'm coming to the dinner tomorrow. What's his name again?"
This time Baekhyun regrets not listening to his friends when they warned him about his boyfriend playing fire behind his back. Baekhyun is too naïve and blunt to realize Kris has slowly changed. He was not as sweet as he used to, he got busy, and he rarely picked his calls. At first Baekhyun simply forgive him; thinking he must be busy with his works, turns out Baekhyun is living blindly.
The tall blonde man enters his apartment and paces his room nervously while sticking his phone to his ear. He bites his lips when the line beeps but no one seems to answer the call.
"Pick up. Pick up Baek.... Please... I'm worried sick..." Kris ends the waiting and jumps to the message room. He sends more messages asking if Baekhyun is okay, why is he not picking up calls, and why is he not reading his messages.
Kris feels guilty rejecting Baekhyun's call earlier, but he cannot pick the call there when he thinks his coworker has a big crush and is flirting with him. Kris cannot bring himself to answer the call and crushes the cute man's dream. Yes, Suho, his co-worker is lately clinging on his side, and Kris cannot lie and say he's unattractive. Suho is a calm and nice man, good with works, and Kris finds it hard to keep his heart stable when he's around.
Kris thought he saved Suho from crying in the streets, when in reality his real boyfriend is the one crying on the busy streets... by himself. Poor Kris doesn't know this.
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The next morning, Baekhyun did not bat an eye nor reply any of his messages. He muted his number and prepares for work. As he sprays his perfume, the front door beeps open and a tall man he used to love, but now hates, shows up with a bouquet of yellow flowers on his hand.
"Good morning sunshine! What's with the cloudy face?" Kris extends his hand to give Baekhyun the arrangement.
Baekhyun looks at his sickening handsome smile and walks to take his working bag. "Nothing. I'm tired of work and this life full of lies."
Kris frowns, "What do you mean?"
Baekhyun just hums an "I don't know" tone and occupies himself with packing his lunch and laptop.
Kris walks to the kitchen table and picks Baekhyun's phone, he scrolls through the notifications and shakes his head, "WOW! You haven't open my text, not a single one! Why?" he sounds confused.
Baekhyun is the type to have his phone on his nose almost every second, what's with leaving Kris unread?
Baekhyun snatches his phone, "I fell asleep earlier yesterday after you said I shouldn't come and have dinner with you, since you're taking overtime."
Kris sighs, "Come on Baek, you're acting like this just because I denied your offer to eat dinner together?" Baekhyun walks away.
"Don't act so childish. We can always have dinner together tonight or other nights." Kris snaps.
Baekhyun keeps his cold face on; he takes his lunch and working bag, and slips into his shoes. Kris shadows him all over the place.
"Really? Then why did you cancel it yesterday?" He wears his shoes and holds on to the door knob.
"I had a sudden meeting." Kris lies quickly.
"Oh so now you call walking with another man without companion, while acting lovely is your definition of meeting. To me I call that a secret date mister!" Baekhyun stomps his foot, "Now go! Leave! I am tired of your lies!!" Baekhyun exits the room, but Kris holds a grip of his hand.
"but..." Kris is cut off by Baekhyun's loud voice, "For your information Kris, I saw you with my own eyes walking with a man and rejecting my call." Baekhyun raises his tone and his face turns red. He breaks his hand free and rushes to the parking lot.
Kris runs after Baekhyun, but luck must've left him today for the lift closes before he can reach him. Baekhyun is clearly mad and fed up, for he is not trying to do anything to clean up the misunderstanding.
Their day goes on differently, Baekhyun is still absorbed in his sadness and pain, while Kris... Kris thinks today's problem will end like any others. His day is smooth and the man from yesterday even offers him coffee. Upon seeing Kris busy checking his phone; waiting for someone to call or chat; Suho asks him, "What's bothering you?"
Kris thinks for a while, should he tell Suho what actually happened, but what if things get more dark and dangerous? After some consideration, Kris decides to use the help chance. He told Suho what happened yesterday and earlier this morning. Suho just laughs and comes up with a solution, "I can help you clarify this... Give me his number, I'll talk to him."
Kris denies that idea at first, but after some more convincing words from Suho, he gave up Baekhyun's phone number to Suho. He thought maybe Baek would listen to Suho.
Sure, Suho's idea was not completely wrong, Baekhyun answers his call in a friendly manner and he did not blame Suho for anything. Baekhyun listened to all of Suho's kind and sincere explanation, but his heart still cannot easily forgive Kris for doing it.
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Baekhyun dresses up nicely in his bomber jacket, and puts on his cap to hide his puffy eyes. He takes his steps to greet his date tonight, the man Kyungsoo told him about. Park Chanyeol, son of the CEO of Eve's corporation: Korea's first leading group in food supply, while Kris is the son of the second leading group.
To put it into words, Chanyeol is a man of daydream. He is everything you expected when meeting a living prince charming. He talks in his deep voice, his choice of words are amazing, his fashion taste is casual yet daydreaming, his manners are polished as perfect as one can be, but no matter how nice and perfect Chanyeol is, his heart cannot stop comparing him to Kris. Kris is not as perfect as him, Kris is more of the clumsy type and silly. However one thing for sure, Baekhyun likes Chanyeol's jokes better than Kris'
His choice of place for a first meeting is way beyond expectation. Baekhyun would have dressed up properly if he knew Chanyeol is bringing him to a secluded private restaurant. Baekhyun seals his mouth tightly about this date, yet Kris knows.
He comes home with a bright smiling face, Chanyeol had just dropped him off from his Mercedes-Benz G65. Baekhyun secretly smiles to himself and wraps his jacket tighter as he enters the lift to reach his house. He can't stop humming small tunes while taking his light steps.
With a big surprised face, Baekhyun takes a step back when Kris greets him in his stern voice.
"Why are you here?" the shorter man sounds annoyed. His mood totally jumped from hype to down.
Kris raises his brow, "Am I not allowed to visit my lover? Beside I came here to check if he's here yet, since he ignored my calls and texts." Baekhyun makes his way to the kitchen and fills himself a glass of water, "Well, sorry but I have someone to see tonight," Baekhyun shrugs his shoulder.
Kris joins him to the small kitchen, "Yeah and I just found out my boy, without my acknowledge, went to meet another man and came home—" he glances at his watch, "—late, my boy came home pretty late. It's 10!"
Baekhyun finishes his glass of water, and slams his cup a bit too hard, "So what? I'm big enough to come home whenever I want and I can take care of myself."
"Who's that man? How are you sure he is someone good?" Kris elevates his tone.
Baekhyun takes a deep breath and speaks out loud clearly, "it's none of your business! Even I did not know who the man you're with yesterday was and I did not ask you anything! I did not interrogate you Kris Wu!" Baekhyun spits those words in one breath, he tosses his jacket then locks himself in his room. Kris knocks on his door relentlessly and all he gets is silence.
Silence from the loudest man is the scariest thing
Baekhyun wakes up with heavy head, puffy blood shot eyes, and a runny nose. He forces himself to leave his bed and calls in for a day off today. He has called Chanyeol last night and told the new man everything, something in his heart screams that Chanyeol can help and Chanyeol will not hurt him like Kris did. With his beloved corgi walking beside him, Baekhyun opens his door and freezes when he sees Kris sleeping uncomfortably on the floor.
"Babo-ya," Baekhyun scoffs in his mind and leaves the tall giant on the floor. He makes himself a glass of tea and gulps an aspirin down his dry throat. He takes his time writing a short note and sticks it on Kris' free arm. He bends to place a soft kiss on his temple, probably his last, and Baekhyun secretly leaves.
Kris wakes up from the pain his back screams for sleeping on the floor, he yawns and stretches then looks around and realizes he had fallen asleep when begging Baekhyun to open the door. He sees the post it on his arm and he quickly reads it. His brow scrunches as the line gets down, and finally they widens and his mouth fell. Kris lost his sense of touch, hearing, and sight... he feels like a thunder just hit him and he's drowned in his emotions. He slowly sits on the sofa, and re-reads the nicely written letter. He makes sure to not miss any single word or get the wrong idea. But no matter how many times he checks the letter again, the words don't change.
"Baekhyun wants us to end it here," Kris speaks to himself, the tall blonde quickly searches the house. Hoping to found the man he was looking for, he needs to discuss this with Baekhyun. Seriously they did not need to break up over a silly matter!
"Baekhyun-ie, what do you mean? We can talk about this... where are you?" Kris puts on his shoes and coat.
"We don't have to discuss anything Kris. We're not meant to be, I realized we're not made for each other. Our parents don't even support this relationship we had for three and a half years. It's over Kris, go get that man and I will go my way." Baekhyun explains as best as he can.
"No, We need to meet. We're not breaking up over phone. I don't consider our relationship over just because you decided it by yourself. We need to meet." Kris grips his phone hard.
"I can't Kris, I'm no longer near you. Bye," Baekhyun said.
Kris hears the faint background sound and damn that man is in the airport, where the hell is he going now without telling him.
Baekhyun turns off his call and sadly stares at his wallpaper. It's a picture of happy Kris and Baekhyun laughing under the mistletoe from their last Christmas.
"Are we ready to go?" Chanyeol's deep voice resonates beside him. Baekhyun groggily nods and copies his steps to the boarding gate. Baekhyun takes one last heavy breath; yes he is leaving Korea and Kris behind. This is what his family wants, this is for the best.
Baekhyun comes from the leading electronic cooperation in Korea; turns out his parents had made an agreement to make Baekhyun and Chanyeol an official pair. Simply said his parents arranged his marriage with Park family for the sake of their business. The Byun family does not have a good history with the Wu family. Both Kris and Baekhyun had been trying their best to keep their boat sailing despite the harsh wind made by their own families, but Baekhyun has had enough. The two used to think if they are together, they can fight their families and live happily ever after, but that's too good to be true.
Now, his family has made a lot of agreements with The Park family, and that explains why Baekhyun is sent to leave Korea with Chanyeol the night when Baek reported Kris' actions. His father used the situation to break them apart, and he partly succeeded. Baekhyun is now seated on the first class flight to Britain, with his future fiancé (That's what his parents insisted).
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The loving couple separated without a clear ending, Kris still lives his life to the fullest he can, but everything is pointless when Baekhyun is not in his life. He did not date anyone, he still holds on to the belief that Baekhyun is still his boyfriend, and he is still committed to that man he loves.
Suho has tried a lot of things to set Kris up with a new date, but none of them seems to win his heart. Kris only attends the blind dates Suho made, just to respect his kindness and attention. Suho himself has won the heart of the cute guy in the milkshake shop Kris and Baekhyun once visited, Yixing. Suho was close with Kris because he needs help with winning the cute dimple man's heart. The night when Baekhyun went home with Chanyeol, Kris was actually waiting for him to explain everything. Kris wanted to tell Baekhyun that he doesn't have to be jealous of Suho, for Suho has his heart and eyes for another man. Fate did not let him explain anything that night, and the next day Baekhyun was already gone from his life.
Kris changes into a cold and quiet man, while Baekhyun has opened his heart to the new man with him. Baekhyun realizes Chanyeol shares a lot of things in common with him. Knowing the new tall man with elf ears is easy and they get along so well. They spend a good two years in England, and they have to return to Korea when the working contract for Chanyeol ended.
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Their plane touched down on the land of Korea, where the leaves are starting to fall and the winds getting colder. Baekhyun sighs it's once again autumn, He always hates autumn.
Chanyeol feels for having to check the office and sending Baekhyun home by himself. Baekhyun did not mind, instead he is happy he can have his time alone here.
Baekhyun takes the taxi to a park he missed. A small park with benches for couples to seat and enjoy the falling leaves with the big Han River across them. He breathes in the autumn leaves and slightly smile when he the memories he made here with Kris slowly floods his mind. A small tug is felt in his heart, how is that tall blonde doing? Baekhyun walks and walks then sits at one of the empty benches, his hand traces the old wood and smiles when his eyes caught a small scribble that managed to be intact even when seasons has changed.
He traces the craving and secretly hides his smile when the memory comes back in his mind.
The writing of Kris and Baekhyun in a big heart, deriving from four years ago. He remembered craving their names cheesily on a park bench when the first leaf fell. Baekhyun scoffs when he realizes a lot of things he did with Kris is associated with autumn.
He closes his eyes for a while and finds himself awaken in surprise when a familiar voice greets him,
"Baekyun?" the voice sounds unsure, "Baekhyun?! It's really you?" this time it sounds surprised and a bit happy.
Baekhyun opens his eyes and gulps when the same man he left without news is here again infront of him. The man he shared love, the man he secretly hates and loves, the same man who used to be the happiness of Baekhyun. He looks different! He definitely lose weight, his hair is now plain and boring brown, his eyes no longer offers the star and galaxy Baekhyun used to spent his time gazing. His voice didn't change though, still the same deep voice that never fails to make him tremble.
"Kris, well... yes this is me." Baekhyun sheepishly admits it's him.
"It's been a while," Kris opens his mouth. He takes the empty spot beside Baekhyun.
"Look Kris, I don't have much time," Baekhyun dares himself to face him and holds his tears back. He almost breaks down in tears when he once again sees the man he loves in front of him.
"I know it was hard for both of us, but that was the best for us. This is the best for us." Kris stays quiet despite wanting to kiss Baekhyun and tell him everything he kept to himself for a good two years, but no he wants to listen to Baekyun. He reflected for two years and he wanted to make up all his bad mistakes.
"Fate doesn't let us be together... our family hates one another... we can't... we just can't be one Kris." Baekhyun bites his lips and holds his tears back. His heart is breaking right now when he sees the broken look in Kris' eyes. When he first saw Kris sitting beside him, he swore he saw a glint of hope in Kris' eyes but now Baekhyun completely destroys it. He hates him for one again hurting Kris, but this is for their own goods.
Baekhyun can no longer holds his tears, he breaks down into tears right beside Kris. The brunette hides his face in his hands and his shoulder moves as he expresses all of his bottled up emotions. Something glints under the last rays of the sun and Kris moves closer to Baekhyun's side. He bravely takes Baekhyun into a hug and he brings his thumb to wipe the crystals falling over Baekhyun's smooth cheeks. Kris cannot speak a word, his mouth goes mute all he knows is his life is completely dark now without Baekhyun. It was dark already before when he left, but now when he clearly said that... Kris feels like dying.
"Good bye Kris," Baekhyun stands up and walks to leave the broken hearted man. He turns one last time to see his unrequited love; Baekhyun forces his sweet smile, "Thank you for the memories." Baekhyun takes quick steps to leave the park and Kris. A strong wind blows and makes the piles of orange dried leaves fly around and when it's over Baekhyun is completely not anywhere to be seen.
Kris closes his eyes and memorizes the last words from his love, he left him completely now. Baekhyun left his presence, his world, and his hopes. Kris fishes his jacket and pulls out a velvet box, he snaps it open and a simple diamond ring is shining there. Well, he's been carrying this around since Baekhyun left, he wanted to propose to him whenever he got the chance to see Baekhyun , but turns out his ring finger is occupied already with the same diamond ring he had in mind will fit his slender finger. Kris keeps the ring again in the box and he pockets it again in his left chest. He lets his tears run through his face as he walks along with the last falling leaf.
He leaves the love of his life with tears and thousand of memories. Kris smiles bitterly when he remembers how Baekhyun always hates autumn. Turns out all memories with Baekhyun are prominent in autumn: Baekhyun's least favorite season.
flashback <<<
"I hate autumn Kris, can you imagine how selfless the tree is, letting the leaf die so it can live longer." Baekhyun pointed to an almost bald tree.
Kris pinches the cute cheeks of Baekhyun, "Well yes the trees are selfish Baek, but did you see how sincere the leaves are? I'm sure the tree did not want the leaves to die, instead I think the leaf sacrifice itself so the tree can live," Baekhyun cuts him, "But why Kris? Why must the leaves die for the tree?"
Kris holds his lover's hand tighter in his jacket, "Because my Baekhyunnie, that way the tree can survive the harsh cold winter and make new leaf later on spring. That way the leaf and the tree are once again together!"
Baekhyun nods his head, "Woah that's a better theory! You should definitely be the one telling our kids bed time stories later on!" He cheerfully pecks a kiss on Kris' lips and blushes.
"Just like love, you must sacrifice for the one you love." Kris leans in for another kiss.
"I love you Kris, now and forever!" Baekhyun leans his head on Kris' strong and wide shoulder.
"I love you most Baekhyunnie, I'll be like the leaf in autumn!" Kris whispers to his world; Baekhyun
The two men in different place share the same memory tonight.
As the moon shines and the first snow falls they secretly whisper each other "I still love you."
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hiyya! for the asks : 🦋🦄, do u believe in soulmates?
🦋 : how do you think others perceive you?
i heard people say i am very positive once in a class where we were asked to say something about one another. like a glass half full kind of person. and i say i do agree :-))) i have always been trudging through life with a mantra and that says i should choose my own happiness. and i choose to look on the positive side of things, it is the choice i make for myself :-))) it’s really hard trying to think about what others think about me hihihi i really hope they dont see me as a bad person but if so i am so sorryyyy 😫
🦄 : how do you perceive yourself?
i am someone who tries no matter how hard people say it might be. i dont always succeed and people sometimes say it’s stupid for me to even try in the first place but i just dont want to regret anything,, you know? and like baek once said, life is a path full of efforts. i believe if i put enough effort into things, i would eventually reap good things. i may not succeed but the lessons i learned while failing will stay :-))))
🎀 do u believe in soulmates?
I DO!!! idk if you guys noticed but i am very much into love stories and romance. and idk i just feel like it’s nice to think that in this ocean of souls, there is someone who is meant for you. someone who is meant for you. someone who you’ll love and who will love you in return. i believe that no one in this world is ever destined to be alone and the idea of having soulmates is really very cute and romantic and i am all for it :-)))))
send me asks!!
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miss-pearlescent · 5 years
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A Work in Progress
This was a draft that I never got around to finishing until I was moved by all the support you guys were giving me...AND IT’S STILL NOT ACTUALLY COMPETE but I figured I would “talk” you all through the ending LOL Read on and you’ll understand.
Oh, and happy holidays!
“I would move a mountain for you.”
The tears started flowing and she couldn’t stop them. An ache settled deep within her chest as the book she was reading began to get blurry before her watery eyes. She lived for the pain and angst of romance novels, but she could never live through the misery of unrequited love herself.
“Sona?”
Speaking of...
She felt heavy fingers brush through her fine hair as the naked body behind her began to stir.
She wiped at the tears with the heavy sheets. “Hmm?” she asked, though her voice squeaked at the end.
“Sona, are you crying?”
“No,” she lied, even as she craned her neck back to see the sleepy demon prince rise from his sleep.
He rested his chin on her shoulder as he watched her with concern in his eyes. “What happened?”
Sona shook her head. “Nothing. Go back to sleep.”
“It’s not nothing if you’re crying.” He grabbed her by the waist and turned her around so she was resting on his chest. “Now tell me what Kai, the mighty Prince of Hell, can do for you.”
She rolled her eyes in amusement but closed her book to settle closer to him. “I was just reading a book.”
“Ah,” Kai murmured as if that told him everything. “What happened this time? The dragon ate the knight in shining armour and now the princess has to marry the big, scary beast?��
She cut him a look. “No, worse.”
“Worse?” he asked in an exaggerated voice. “What’s worse than being forced to marry a dragon?”
Burying her face into his chest, Sona took a deep breath. “Not knowing if the one you love loves you back,” she whispered. “The hero is about to die and he thinks the heroine is in love with somebody else. All he wants is for her to feel loved and do you know what he said just now, right as he was about to take his last dying breath?” She punctuated her words with tiny jabs at his chest.
Kai was tracing little circles along the back of her neck, comforting her. “What did he say?” he asked softly.
“He said he would move a mountain for her.” Sona sniffled and squeezed her eyes shut to hold back the tears. “A whole mountain!”
He let her wallow in her own sorrow for a moment. She clung to his chest, relishing in the comfort he provided but also wishing she could finish her novel at the same time. There was quite a bit left and she knew there were twists and turns around the corner. She just had to get through those to reach the happy ending.
Sona felt the little scoff that came from Kai. She rose her head and narrowed her eyes, daring him to laugh at her emotions.
He didn’t look at her, just continued to watch the spot on her shoulder where he drew shapes and lines. “He said he would move a mountain? Just one?” The corner of his lips kicked up as he gave her a sly look. “I’d part the seas and move a whole mountain range to create its own island if my woman wanted it.”
She snorted and laid her head back down. “This isn’t a competition.” She began tracing her own little drawings on his palm. “Besides, he’s a human, Mr. Mighty Prince of Hell. You’re not allowed to compare your powers to us.”
“You’re a pretty strong human yourself, Little Miss Wicked Witch of the West,” he teased. “I’m sure you could move a mountain or two yourself if you wanted.”
“I just got lucky at birth,” she said, referring to her ability to cast spells that influenced the weather. Then she thought about how her abilities got her to this place, running from her King straight into the arms and bed of the “enemy.” “Or maybe I got unlucky,” she mumbled with a shrug.
Kai gave a deep sigh but he kept his mouth shut. Sona knew how much he hated it when she disliked her own powers, but she had only started learning to contain the self-hate.
Growing up, Sona was raised in a kingdom of humans, where everybody was the same and nobody knew about the supernatural. Then her mom gave birth to a daughter who, at the age of 6, could ask a cloud to rain upon her mother’s crops in the middle of a drought that had originally caused a mass famine.
At first, the villagers had been frightened of Sona...until hunger took over and they knocked on her mother’s door to ask for rain on their own lands.
Though her mother had started with lies, saying there was no such thing as magic, Sona saw the desperation in her neighbours’ eyes and gave the farmers some rain during the night when nobody could see.
Her village flourished and things were great as Sona grew older. There was only one summer where officials were suspicious. It was hard enough to grow produce on the side of the mountain, but Sona’s mother was bringing carts and carts of crops to the market everyday.
After they had a suspicious official search their home, Sona knew she couldn’t overdo it with the weather anymore. She kept low until a second drought hit her kingdom years later.
The new King had heard of the remarkable growth of Sona’s village and sent soldiers to interrogate the people.
She didn’t like to think about that day because it was the last time she saw her mother before being dragged away to the King’s court.
There, her powers were honed and abused. She was locked up for days until she could cause floods that filled all the rice paddies, till she could bring the sun out in the middle of the night.
And she was forced into an engagement with the King.
It wasn’t until one of her guards saw her plans for an escape that he helped her leave the walls of the kingdom. She walked for days and days until she came upon a town inhabited by what she thought were monsters.
She remembered blacking out before waking up to see Kai’s face.
“What are your plans for today?” he asked, changing the subject and pulling her out of her reverie.
She smiled to herself, thinking of the past month where he patched her up and introduced her to a spellcaster in his outcast town who helped build her skills. Kai was the leader of this town on the other side of the mountain and she grew to love him day by day.
Which was why she wasn’t surprised when he told her he was a demon prince, banished from hell to live out his life on Earth.
Sona played with the chain around his neck. “I think I’ll go visit Mr. Oh this afternoon and bring his family some cake. It’s his grandson’s birthday.” Mr. Oh was the spellcaster who was surprised by Sona’s powers and excited to work with her. He was like a father figure to her. “What’s this?” she asked, pointing at the clover on Kai’s chain.
“It’s the protection charm you gave me,” he explained. She had given Kai a coin with a protection spell on it the day Mr. Oh had taught it to her. “I didn’t know where to keep the coin so I got it melted down into a clover and attached it to my neck. Now I won’t be able to lose it.”
She felt a smile cracking through her lips. “I like it.” She leaned up to give him a quick kiss on the lips.
He rolled her over to deepen it. “You’ll like this too.”
Sona moaned as a hand skated up her side, brushing her nipple in a tease.
And this was where her conscious fought with her.
The relationship she shared with Kai was so perfect, yet neither of them knew where they stood. When she had first climbed into his bed, it was like a magnet had brought them together. After that, they were unable to spend a night apart. And during the day, she longed to be close to him. She wanted to share all her thoughts and ideas with him.
But she knew his greatest wish was to go back home. Things were difficult on Earth, especially in a town where it rained often. And many days were a gloomy grey. In the middle of a week of rain, Sona broke her own rules just to part the clouds and let the sun peak through a bit.
She didn’t realize her heart would be the one to warm up when she saw Kai watching her with awe and pride.
So, selfishly, she tried everything she could to make him happy. She wanted him to stay despite knowing it was futile. He deserved to go back home, where he could be treated like the prince he was.
And where humans weren’t allowed unless they were dead.
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OK I’ve let this “first chapter” sit here for a long while and I’ve tried to come back to it but I can’t so here is the rest of the plot:
The next day, they wake up to their village being seized by Sona’s kingdom’s army. Kai fights them and wins, but a soldier named Baekhyun finds Sona. Baekhyun is the one who freed Sona in the first place so even though Kai is like “WTFFFF IMMA KILL YOU,” Sona is like “lemme talk to Baekhyun.” Baek is like “yo, I admit defeat but like...you gotta come back with me to your kingdom.”
Kai is pissed.
Sona (the reasonable person she is) asks “why?”
Baekhyun: If you don’t, the king is gonna burn down the whole kingdom.
The kingdom is on the other side of the mountain. The inland side, so it doesn’t get much rain.
In comparison, Kai’s village is on the side of the mountain that faces the ocean and therefore gets hella rain.
The proper term for all of this is “rain shadow.” For reference, think of North America’s Rocky Mountains LOOOL
ANYWAY, Sona’s kingdom is dying once again because it’s a desert and only she was able to grow FUCKEN RICE IN A DESERT. So the king is calling her back or else he’s gonna set fire to a kingdom of starving people.
And why is Baekhyun so worried? BECAUSE HE’S GOT A GIRL BACK THERE ;______; He was ready to wife her!!!!!
Sona is like “nooooo :( moral duties!”
Kai’s like “FJKDALGHDKALFJDKSLJFDKALHGDKLSJ YOU CAN’T GO.....OK I KNOW YOU WANNA GO REALLY BAD BUT...JFKDALGHKS ok but like I’m coming.”
Sona’s like “no the humans hate demons. they’re gonna kill you :(((((((((( This is my fight.”
Kai’s like “LISTEN. TO. ME. LINDA.”
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Ofc he has to be heroic and shit so Sona’s like “FINE. But you are only gonna be chaperoning me. I am NOT risking ur ass by taking you into a kingdom that hates anything ~magical~”
Kai agrees but more like “k watever”
ANYWAY, THEY GO.
Here is where I had a dilemma LOL I wanted them to go on a motorcycle because KIM JONGIN IS SO HOT ON A MOTORCYCLE LMFAO but why would a demon from a poor wittle village have a motorcycle....
So in my head, they rode on some motorcycle thingy that had a big black cloud veil and whatnot while Baekhyun rode his horse with the other nearly-dead soldiers behind them lol
They arrive at the kingdom and Kai is pissed af because he’s worried :( Yeah I hate when men do this because it’s a really bad way to channel your emotions but men are dumb and never change ALAS!
They get in a big fight and Sona has to leave to go into the kingdom while they’re still angry/ignoring each other.
Kai is all haughty and fuming, waiting in a tree and shit while he watches Sona be escorted past the gates of the kingdom....and the moment she is gone, HE STARTS REGRETTING EVERYTHING LMFAO
jokes on you!
Sona agrees to whatever the king says (idk what he says, lol my imagination didn’t care about this king) BUT THE KING GOES BACK ON HIS WORD BECAUSE HE’S SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT HIS KINGDOM IS PERISHING DUE TO CIRCUMSTANCES OUT OF HIS CONTROL YET EVERYBODY THINKS IT’S HIS OWN FAULT so he sets fire to everything including himself. I feel like his brain’s going “If I can’t rule this kingdom, THEN NOBODY SHALL!”
He dies, but his orders were to have soldiers scattered around the kingdom so that once the king’s castle was lit on fire, these soldiers would know to start fires in their own places too.
Thankfully, they’re not ALL dumb as shit. Some decide that this is actually a bad idea, so they help evacuate whoever they can.
Ofc, our heroine helps too :’) She brings whoever she can out past the gates and then tries to bring some rain from the ocean.
While she’s working, she realizes that Kai is not at their meeting spot. She doesn’t see him at all, actually.
She’s scared but SHE HAS WORK TO DO!
So she’s all busy concentrating on bringing the rain past the mountains (she cannot gather enough water from the land around her to create a mass of precipitation because it’s a desert.......yes, i think about these things too)
BUT SHE’S STRUGGLING CUZ BITCH, THESE ARE SOME BIG MOUNTAIN RANGES AND IT WASN’T MEANT TO RAIN FOR ANOTHER MONTH.
Then she sees Kai running towards her carrying a whole cart of people (indeed, our man found a CART!)
She’s about to call him but then he runs back in and she’s like “OMFG I’M GONNA LOSE HIM” but that thought only stays for a split second cuz she still has to get the rain over here lol
The fire’s basically burned down the kingdom at this point. Kai has brought out many people (he’s fine in the fire because he’s a demon AND he has a cute protection charm hehehe) but then he sees Sona struggling and he looks up and sees the dark clouds forming on the other side of the mountain.
Guess what he does?
biiiiitch
Sona is like “O_O” when she suddenly looks over and KAI IS PUSHING THE MOUNTAIN RANGE OVER.
biiiitch he did that!
Rain pooooooooours down the mountain and starts dousing the fire. Problem is, everything is suddenly dark and the ground is slippery lol DIDN’T THINK OF THAT, HUH?
So they’re still scrambling to get survivors out. Towards the end, Sona is helping a family out when suddenly she slips because she’s human and there’s mud everywhere. Her ankle twists and she just sits there for a second as she sees Baekhyun call off the search. It’s been hours and everyone’s exhausted.
Kai turns back and starts walking towards Sona, and she’s shook because 1) HE’S HOT AF and 2) his eyes are blue and his hair is white...sound familiar??
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THIS IS THE PERFORMANCE (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q-VX60sGRjo) THAT STARTED THIS WHOLE STORY IN MY HEAD LOOOOL SUCH A GOOD FANCAM! SUCH A GOOD LOOK! DO YOU SEE THAT CLOVER ON HIS NECK? YUM!
Anyway, he takes off his hat and holds out his hand with a smirk on his face and goes “Did I move enough mountains for you?”
JFKLADHGDKALFJDKSLGHDKALJFDKSL imma punch him
He pulls Sona up off the ground and sees that shes limping and suddenly drops his smirk. She’s like “no, it’s nothing” but ofc Kai has to be heroic and shit so he picks her up and VROOM VROOM they go off in their motorcycle back to the village LOOOOOOOOOOOOL
The whole way back though, they’re silent but for different reasons. Sona is hella sad because she’s sooooo in love with Kai but knows that she’s just drawing out something that’s gonna end badly. She wants to protect her heart, ya know!
Whereas Kai....has different reasons :)
So we get back to Kai’s place and Sona is washing up while Kai just sits on his little settee. When Sona’s done, she tells him to go wash up but he just grunts.
We love grunting. Why? CUZ HE’S BROODING?
WHY IS HE BROODING? DIDN’T THEY JUST SAVE A WHOLE KINGDOM?
Sona is thinking the same thing LOL but Kai directs her to lay down on the settee (isn’t it dirty, Kai??) and props her foot up on a couple pillows.
“Why do you still look like this?” she asks in a whisper, gently fingering through the strands of white on his head.
(a/n: sorry I had to /write/ that part out because it sets the mood a lot but DAMN i wanna barf at my own writing LOL just imagine everything is warm and candlelit, and Kai is attentively catering to Sona while she lounges on the settee)
Kai doesn’t meet her eyes. Just shrugs.
Okkkkkkk so obviously it’s a sensitive topic???
She continues to comb through his hair cuz it’s cute. And because he’s a wittle puppy (see: demon prince from hell), HE BREAKS WHEN SHE SCRATCHES THAT ONE SPOT ON HIS HEAD.
He grabs her wrist and takes deep gulping breaths.
Meanwhile, she holds her breath.
“I was banished from hell for not taking a mate.”
Her brows furrow and she starts to sit up but Kai pins her down with his hands. His blue eyes reflect the fire in the hearth.
“It was during mating season, and everyone was in a frenzy. My father found a girl for me. I remember she was so scared when she was brought into court.”
Kai takes a breath. Sona uses her other hand to stroke his hair, offering whatever comfort she could.
“I couldn’t do it.” He choked on his last syllable. “I couldn’t do such a horrible thing to a little girl who had screamed and cried until her voice was gone. They brought her to me when she barely had any fight left in her.”
Kai put his forehead against Sona’s shoulder. “Mating season meant you lost yourself. You had the hair and eyes of your inner demon, along with its mindset. But I refused to do anything to the poor girl, so I hid her away and sent her to the outskirts of the land.”
Sona let out the breath she didn’t know she was holding. “You did what was right,” she whispered.
He shook his head. “She couldn’t go back to her parents who would sell her again. She didn’t have anywhere to go. I was banished before I could find her again.” His body was shaking with grief. “She could be dead because of me.”
Sona cried for him. Cried for the man that tried to do the right thing and still had everything turn out wrong. Cried for the young girl that had no choice in what was done to her. Cried for the fact that Sona herself could not turn back time and undo all of it.
They stayed like that on the settee—Kai crouching on the rug in front of her—for what seemed like hours.
When he rose, his eyes were bloodshot and glassy.
Sona pushed him toward the tub, insisting he’d feel better after having a wash.
He came out looking ragged still, but cleaner. He took a seat on the ground in front of her again, staring into the fire.
“So it’s mating season for you again?”
He nodded. “It comes every five to seven years. That’s another reason why my father banished me. He needed an heir and I was unwilling to produce one, so he turned to my next brother.”
“You don’t seem...” Sona searched for the word, “animalistic to me.”
Kai shrugged. “I don’t like to let the demon rule me. It’s hard to control my body once instinct takes over.”
“I see.” She stared at the ceiling and fought a blush creeping across her cheeks, trying not to think of all the inappropriate things Kai would do to her if “instinct” had taken over.
Except, he wasn’t letting it, was he? He didn’t want to have sex right now. He didn’t want a mate right now.
Sona tamped down her disappointment and put on a smile, turning her head to look at him. “Well, if—” She bit off her sentence with a squeak when she saw Kai’s blazing blue eyes staring back at her.
His nostrils flared. “Why do I smell your arousal, Sona?”
She opens her mouth but closes it again when he rises above her.
“What are you thinking about?” he asks in a growl.
That just made the ache between her legs even worse. “I-I was just wondering about the demon side of you.”
His eyes glinted and she swore she saw fangs as he cracked a devilish grin. “What would you like to know?”
“Oh, just general stuff.” She waved her hands in the air. “Like what you eat in Hell, how you communicate with other demons, how you—”
He cut her off by pressing the calf of her broken ankle against the back of the settee. “How we mate?” He hiked up her nightgown and grinned at the sight before him. “Keep your bad leg still and I’ll show you.”
Sona almost came just from the hunger in his eyes, but she snapped out of her haze and clamped her hands down between her legs. “No.”
Kai blinked and looked up. “No?”
“No,” she bit out. Her body was so ready, but she couldn’t keep hurting the both of them like this. “I can’t mate with you.”
The fire in Kai’s eyes died as he backed away, still holding onto her leg so it wouldn’t drop forcefully onto the pillows.
Talking felt like pushing lead from her throat. “We can’t do this anymore, Kai. We are torturing ourselves.” She took a deep breath. “You have to know that I love you so much and you are the best person I’ve ever met, but I can’t be the right mate for you.”
A line set between his brows. “Why not?” he bit out.
“Because I can’t be what you need. You need a queen to go with you into Hell and run a whole Hell-dom there. Someone who can bring you back home where you belong, where your powers can flourish.” She couldn’t stop the whimper that followed. “Not a human who holds you back on Earth.”
His thumb stroked her calf, a kindness she didn’t deserve. Her heart was breaking into two and he was still her providing comfort.
Next thing she knew, he was kissing her. Gently on the cheek at first and then slowly grazing her lips.
“Kai,” she whispered between pecks. “Didn’t you hear what I said?”
“Mhmm,” he nodded. “So do you want to be my mate?”
“Kai!” She pushed against his shoulders.
He caught her hand and kissed it. “I heard what you said and I still want you. I want you whether you can come to Hell or not. It doesn’t matter, because I feel at home when I’m with you.”
Sona shook her head through the tears. “That doesn’t make sense.”
He kissed her, hard. “If I left this village, would it still feel like a home to you?”
“Of course not.”
“Would you go back to your kingdom?”
She vehemently shook her head.
“Then where would you go?”
Sona licked her lips. “I...I don’t know.”
“Me neither.” He kissed her again, crawling between her legs. “I would try to find you. I would want to be with you for the rest of my life, if you would have me.”
She wrapped her good leg around his waist. “Then please take me.”
He chuckled and nipped her on the shoulder. “Then promise not to move your bad leg.”
(THEY DO IT)
OK that’s enough /writing/ LOL so they do the dirty and suddenly they’re mated and Sona’s ankle is healed. Why? BECAUSE SHE GOT SOME POWERS FROM HER MAN. And Kai suddenly has a purple aura around him and he can move a couple clouds with just a thought. How? BECAUSE HE GOT POWERS FROM HIS WOMAN.
And they can both transcend into hell cuz she’s no longer human-human, CUZ WHY? CUZ SHE’S GOT A DEMON BABY BAKING INSIDE OF HER MWAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
the end.
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exodustories · 6 years
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Baekhyun And His Reserved Girlfiend
A/N: sorry i don’t update or write as much as i’d like to. I’ve been so busy with school :( 
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Byun Baekhyun was the complete opposite of you. He had so much energy, he could be the silliest, and at times could be very extroverted. You were very shy, reserved, and it always took you awhile to let your guard down and let others see the real you. Only a special few were able to see all sides of you. Although the drastic differences between your personalities, it somehow worked out beautifully. The two of you fit like two puzzle pieces that were meant to be put together.
        He always made sure you felt comfortable and toned done his loudness for you.Whenever you felt uncomfortable in public he’d offer his smile and hold your hand to bring you some comfort.  After quite some time you felt comfortable enough to let your guard down and let him see all sides of you, including how silly you could be. He was so grateful and happy that you felt comfortable and safe enough around him to let him see all of you. He also loved that you could be as equally silly. So whenever he was in a silly mood you’d gladly join him in all the goofiness. It was such a refreshing balance between the two of you.
        However, the question he had in mind for you ate at him. Not because you’d grow angry or even say no. He was extremely considerate of potential uneasiness you’d feel in an any situation. He knew how uneasy and odd you could feel in certain situations, and he always did his best to alleviate a bit of what you were feeling. He knew you wouldn’t even hesitate to say yes to his question, but he knew that you’d feel a bit uncomfortable. The bright lights, the flashing cameras, all the unfamiliar people, and the loud cheers of the audience.
        You could tell that something had been bothering him all day. You never pressured him to talk about anything he was never in the mood to, you always let him come to you when he felt ready to speak about such. But, this time he seemed a bit off and more distracted. You sat beside him and gave him a small smile. “Baek, are you okay?” You asked simply. He gave a soft smile and scooted  closer to you. “I have something to ask you.. I know you’ll say yes, but I’m scared that you’ll feel uncomfortable.” Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion. He let out a small sigh and offered a soft smile. “I’m nominated for an award and I’d like you to come with me. Is that alright?”
        You laughed a bit at how cute he was. “Baekhyun, of course I’ll go with you to the award show. I know how important it is to you.” He slid his hand into yours and looked up at you. “I promise I won’t leave your side for a second. I’ll only leave your side if I win the award and have to give my speech.” You squeezed his hand gently and kissed his cheek. “Baek, I’ll be fine. You’re so sweet to me. What did I do to deserve such an amazing man?” You whispered while running your fingers through his hair. His head lay on your shoulder and a smile was on his lips.
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        You took one last look in the mirror and adjusted yourself. You smiled at yourself in the mirror acknowledging how amazing you looked. You couldn’t wait to see how dashing Baekhyun looked in his suit. You quickly grabbed your heels and walked out of the door. As you made your way down the stairs, Baekhyun’s jaw dropped and his eyes widened. You looked absolutely so beautiful. In his eyes your beauty only grew with each time he laid his eyes on you. You gave a bashful smile and tucked your hair behind your ear. “Y- Y- You look so beautiful.” The sight of how beautiful you looked left him speechless and stuttering. You walked over to him and fixed his tie for him. “You look like a prince.” His cheeks grew a bit rosy at your words. You slipped your hand into his and gave a big smile. “C’mon handsome, let’s go get you that award!”
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                   The entire way there you had to distract Baekhyun from being a bit nervous. He was good with people but sometimes these kinds of scenes made him feel a bit antsy as well. You didn’t even have time to think about what the award show would be like because you were to busy admiring how handsome he looked, and distracting his nervous self. By the time the car was brought to a stop your stomach knotted, realizing what this would really be like. Baekhyun placed a chaste kiss on your forehead and winked. Grabbing your hands, he helped you out of the car.
        The snap of the flashing lights practically almost blinded you. As soon as you had stepped out of the car there were microphones already in your face. Baekhyun did his best to shield you from all the microphones and flashing lights. He spoke wisely and answered reporters’ questions so gracefully. He even made some of them laugh. He sweetly introduced you, and you gave a small wave and smile. As you walked down the red carpet beside him he placed his hand at the small of your back. You felt your uneasiness melt away. The mere touch of him helped you calm your nerves. He constantly whispered in your ear and asked if you were doing alright.You nodded slightly, feeling better that you had him by your side.
        By the time you made it into the venue you were more at ease. Luckily, the rest of exo sat at your table which made you feel better. The warmth of his hand radiated as it laid gently on your knee. The award show began and he smiled at you. His eyes were gleaming and you got lost in them. Had anyone else asked you to attend an award show and you’d most likely opt out. But, for Baekhyun you’d sail across the ocean and climb the stars. He gave you another wink and turned his head to the presenters.
        The show dragged on and you and Baekhyun stole glances constantly. When it came time to see who would win the award you held his hand as you waited for the presenters to announce the winner. Baekhyun grew nervous and you gently rubbed the back of his hand with your thumb. “And the winner of the award is-” Baekhyun squeezed your hand tighter. “BYUN BAEKHYUN!”
  His eyes grew wide and you shook his elbow gently. “Baekhyun! Baek!” You whispered. He looked around in disbelief. “You won,” you mouthed. His face broke out into a grin finally realizing that he had won this award.  He gave you a beaming smile and made his way up to the stage. You clasped your hands together in awe of your boyfriend. You were so happy for them that you felt as if you won the award yourself. You watched as the award was placed in his hands and his eyes peered at the audience in disbelief. He couldn’t believe he had won even though he was standing on the stage and the award was in his hands.
 You smiled so big when he gave his speech with such eloquence and even cracked a small joke. You cheered along with the crowd as he bowed gracefully. Your excitement and happiness for your boyfriend melted away your uneasiness. The audience cheered even louder as he made his way back to his seat. Once he sat he turned to you with his eyes wide. “I won,” he whispered still in disbelief. You smiled back at him and nodded. With every fiber of you, you wanted to kiss those lips of his, but knew that it’d cause attention from the audience. Instead you slipped your hand into his and gently squeezed his hand.
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  As the evening drew to an ending you couldn’t help but get antsy. As much as you wanted to support your loving boyfriend, these events just weren’t your scene. You had completely gone into your own little world not realizing that the event had ended, until Baekhyun gently shook your shoulder. You looked up at him and he snickered. “It’s over. Let’s head out, love.” You took a deep breath and followed his lead. You grew more tense and practically squeezed the circulation out of his hand. You felt bad for holding his hand so tightly, but he seemed unphased and hummed to himself. Once you both finally got into the car both of you let out a huge sigh. You turned to Baek and giggled. “Let’s go for ice cream. It sounds good, and I can’t get enough of you in that dress.” He said playfully followed by a wink. You giggled some more and snuggled into his side. “You did so well, my love. Thank you for allowing me to be there with you.” You let out a chuckle at his words. He made it seem as if you had won the award. You looked up at him, finally able to do what you wanted to earlier, but with no one around but just you two. You leaned in closer and pressed your lips against his sweet tasting lips that only kept you wanting more. Despite him winning that prestigious award, he had something far more precious, your heart.
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serendipitykpop · 6 years
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buds to bloom - baekhyun
Pairing: soulmate! byun baekhyun x reader
Summary: “We are the people whose hearts have been broken over and over, but we still have a lot of love to share despite that.”
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From the moment you were born, you were decorated with buds in your hair. Even though most of us were practically bald when we were babies, the little buds had already made their home there.
The little buds were special. They signified the beginning of something beautiful, something wonderful. Something known as love. The buds bloom only when you have shared your first kiss with your soulmate. They say that moment is the most prettiest thing you’ll ever experience in your lifetime.
Each of the colors of the flowers represent the kind of love the two soulmates will live by. There are nine in total.
Red. The color that represents the lustful kind of love. It can be used as something that of romance or something that of temptation. There’s a lot of teasing, admiration and showing off that their partner is the most prettiest of all. They’re really not shy about PDA at all.
Orange. The color that represents the warmest kind of love. Warm like the sunset. The soulmates absolutely adore each other. Their love contains a lot of hugs and kisses, and smothering each other with love. They’re most likely back hugging or cuddling in the corner if you can’t find them.
Yellow. The color that represents the happiest kind of love. The soulmates spread so much positivity and happiness themselves, but when together, it’s even greater. Greater than of the sun’s rays. Their smiles alone can make someone else happy. That is how big their presence are.
Green. The color that represents the cheesiest kind of love. A love so cheesy, it makes you want to vomit. Hence, why it’s green. The pair often do pick up lines, flirt even when they’ve been dating for years, and just a bunch of cheesiness that shows they really love each other.
Blue. The color that represents the calmest kind of love. A love just as calm as the ocean. The soulmates are destined to be quiet lovers. They don’t show off their love, but you can tell they love each other dearly through the subtle touches they share. They don’t really fight often nor do they cause a fuss.
Purple. The color that represents the honeymoon kind of love. Since it’s a mixture of red and green, the soulmates are constantly in a state of either being incredibly cheesy or very lustful. There’s no inbetween. That’s how many couples are like after getting married.
Pink. The color that represents the innocent kind of love. A love that is also known as puppy love. Regardless of dating for a month or even years, the two stay very shy with each other. Little touches or simple words makes them blush easily.
Black. The color that represents the deepest kind of love. The soulmates know what it’s like to be hurt over and over, having their hearts broken many times before. That is why when they meet, they make sure to love each other with all the love in their hearts.
White. The color that represents the purest kind of love. The only person they can see or even think of is the other. They’re often seen staring in each other’s eyes, love and adoration filling them. It’s as if they’re in their own little world, nothing else matters around them.
So what kind of love do you think you and your soulmate are destined to have?
You hear someone sigh before collapsing onto the ground beside you. You keep your eyes closed, your lips curling upward into a small smile as you already know who it is without having to look. Once he lets out another sigh, you open your eyes and turn to the boy. He gives you a small smile before giggling and looking towards the sky.
“I bet you knew it was me, didn’t you?”
“It’s not hard to when we’re the only people who know about this place, Baek.”
“Well, that’s true. We’re in the middle of a field of flowers after all.”
“Far, far away from everyone and everything else,” You mumble as the two of you watch the clouds go by. You lay in silence, basking in the sunlight together before Baekhyun speaks up.
“The sun’s so bright today.”
“Mm, I guess so.”
“If you don’t believe me, look at it.”
“Baekhyun.”
He giggles and that’s enough to make you loosen up. You grin and hit his arm.
“But really, it seems the sky’s a little bluer today. The flowers are even prettier with all of them growing at this time of the year and-”
“What’re you getting at?”
“Do you think maybe we’ll be like that? Do you think our hearts will someday heal and we can finally be at peace?”
You turn to him, mouth opening to say something when nothing comes out. You sigh and shrug.
“Who knows?”
“I really hope so. I think we deserve a break for once, don’t you think?”
“It’d be nice, but it’s not certain we’ll ever get one.”
“Mm, that’s true,” He mumbles, trailing off. Seeing the sad look on his face, you intertwine your fingers together and give his hand a squeeze.
“That doesn’t mean we have to give up though. We can still try and wait for that one day where we can be loved properly.”
At that, Baekhyun’s smile appears and he nods. You softly laugh and pinch his cheek.
“I hope it happens soon. I want to-I want to experience the amazing feeling that everyone gets. The one that makes butterflies do flips in their stomachs. The one where warmth fills their heart because the one person they confessed to has finally returned their love. I want that feeling, Y/N. I’m tired of having my heart broken by people who think love is just a game. I-I.”
“You don’t have finish, I know,” You coo, turning to him. He bites his lip, breathing heavily as a tear slips from his eye.
“I want to be loved, Y/N.”
Before you can say a thing, he rolls into your arms and embraces you. You’re taken by surprise, but react to his hug after realizing what he’s done. You rub circles into his back and kiss the top of his head. The two of you stay like that while you try your best to cheer him up.
“You’re missing the beautiful sight in front of you,” You mumble as you hear him grow quiet all of a sudden. He looks up at you with teary eyes, only sniffling now. You push the fallen strands away from his eyes and nod towards the sky. He tilts his chin up and finally smiles, a big one at that too. You softly chuckle, watching as he turns into an excited child.
He turns to you and giggles. “Thank you, Y/N.”
“See, if you had your head down, you would’ve missed this beauty in front of you.”
“Same goes for you, my wise friend.”
You click your tongue and shake your head. “I’m not that wise. I’ve just learned a lot from involving myself with terrible people.”
“Ah, seriously. If I happen to see any of those jerks, they’ll be sorry.”
“I’m sure they will,” You grin. The two of you stare at each other, bursting into fits of giggles. Somehow, you and Baekhyun end up closer, chest nearly touching and lips almost brushing against each other’s. May it be that the two of you move while you laugh or it’s fate pulling you together. “Baekhyun.”
“Sh, let me,” He whispers, glancing at you to see whether or not you pull away. You don’t and he takes that as approval. He brushes his lips against yours before gently pressing them together. A whole new feeling erupts and the two of you start to feel so overwhelmed that tears trickle down your cheeks.
Everything feels so right.
You and Baekhyun pull away, breathless as you stare at the other with shy smiles. Your hands fall to his chest and he leans his forehead against yours.
“Beautiful black flowers you have there, Y/N.”
“I could say the same thing to you, doofus.”
“Now, I know my heart will never be broken again because it’s you who holds it.”
“And I promise I’ll take care of it for the rest of my life.”
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EXO Mafia AU: Part 4: “The Dawn”, Baekhyun
You awoke with a start. The feeling of something cold pouring over you startled you outright.
“Aish! What is this?!” You found yourself shouting.
“What is this? Well, I guess you could say this is a wake up call.”
Shocked, you look up at the voice you recognized. The same man from the day before, standing with a cup of ice water in his hand. He wasn’t wearing his tie anymore; deciding to keep his dresspants and simply rolling up the sleeves to his navy blue shirt.
He smiled down at you from your current position of being tied to a chair. Not just any chair, a lawnchair. One you recognized from Baekhyun’s backyard. This realization sickened you, but you couldn’t show it. This man already knew he’d gotten to you, however, noting the slight shock of expression on your face disappearing just as quickly as it came.
“Don’t worry sweetie,” He chuckled, his voice again singing a sickly sweet melody. “That’s not the only thing I took from his house before burning it.”
You frowned. “What do you want with me?” Surprised at your outburst, the man leaned back into his chair that was placed across from you.
“What do I want? Information.” “I don’t have any to give you.” He has the nerve to smirk again. “Forgive me, princess, but I doubt that.”
He moves from his chair, over to a table that you hadn’t noticed before. The room is dimly lit, the only things visible are you and the unnamed man’s chair in front of you. And now, this small rectangular table sitting to your right.
He lifts several of the objects off the surface, before moving the table right next to you; you’d be able to reach it if you weren’t tied down. Only then do you see it’s contents.
Knives, scalpels, syringes, saws.
A multitude of sharp, shiny, and penetrative objects come into your vision. Surprisingly, you recognize a few of them. The knives specifically. The handles are a finely polished silver, with carvings resembling ripcurls found in waves within the ocean. Specially made, for Baekhyun. You’d always liked cooking, and he knew this, this is why he bought these. Knowing your love for the water and cooking, he saw nothing better than to buy you a set of cooking utensils that you could use, while he supervised you while you cooked.  
This time, however, you didn’t think you’d be cooking with them.
The 3 finely picked knives were sharpened and polished to a high sheen. He means to use them. To chop something other than carrots. You find yourself panicking. Looking up at the man, wide-eyed, lips trembling to find the proper words to beg.
“P-p-please, I’ll tell you anything, I don’t know anything of importance, but I’ll tell you what I know!” You shriek, terrified by another realization of your current state.  You are naked, tied down, and begging a man above you who is prepared to torture you for information you don’t have.
“Shh,” He coos. “Relax, I’m not going to use these to hurt you.”
You stop shaking slightly, but still mortified. You almost relax, until he speaks again.
“Unfortunately for you, I couldn’t say the same for my friend here.” He mocks and a familiar face enters through the darkness of the room.
“Chanyeol.”
The fear grips you tighter than your anger at Chanyeol, but even this fact doesn’t stop you from running your mouth. Easily making your situation worse, but you didn’t care about that. You couldn’t care about that.  “You son of a bitch!”
Your outburst earns a rough open-handed smack from him. Sharply cutting off any more words from your mouth. You cough and grimace at the stinging sensation throbbing across your cheek to the rest of your face.  The metallic taste of blood filling your mouth. ‘He’s busted my lip.’ You look up into his eyes, not entirely sure what to look for.  Maybe you think that you can appeal to him, make him remember how you to used to be: Happy and close.  But as his eyes come to meet yours, you realize that you two were as close as strangers; the look in his eyes betraying everything you’d ever thought you knew about him. 
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“I can’t say i’m sorry about this, (Y/N), they threatened my family. You must understand.”  You scowl. ‘Family?!’ You think. ‘Baekhyun wouldn’t hire anybody with family, that’s not how he works. You know that much about him and his business.’ Baekhyun didn’t often discuss work with you, if at all, but one thing he made clear about his associates was this: “If they’re not dedicated, then they’re not trustworthy. I, unlike most, count my chickens before they’ve hatched; I’ll always know which path people are going to go down. What they have from the start, and what I will let them end with.”
You knew this, Baekhyun had never lied to you before, so what was all this about?
“(Y/N), I’m going to start with some basic questions, most that you should be able to answer without any repercussions.”  You only stare back at him, uncertain of what he’s going to say next.  “When were you taken by Byun Baekhyun?” You frown at this question, but once you notice the twitch in Chanyeol’s hand, motioning towards the table beside you, you decide it’s in your best interest to go ahead and answer.  “Uhm, a week before New Year’s. My friend’s birthday party was the night before, that’s how we met.”  He only nods, and cocked his head to the side as he asks another question.  “How long have you been in captivity with Byun Bakehyun?” 
This point is one of no return, you know that. Because of this, you don’t care where your mouth gets you. 
“Shouldn’t you know that? I mean, you were assigned to me the day after I awoke tied to his bed.”  You can’t bite you lip fast enough to stop the string of words escaping from your mouth. And you don’t have to.  The barking laugh of the still unnamed man sounds from behind you. 
“Whew, this one’s got a mouth on her! Really doesn’t seem like Baek’s type, does she?”  Chanyeol doesn’t react. Only stares at the man behind you.  When he finally does look at you, his stare shakes you to the bone.  Not because he is angry, or even sinister; but sad. Pitiful.  “(Y/N)... Do you know how long Baek has kept you?”  You frown, “Yes,” You insist. “It’s not even been 3 weeks yet. Since he took me that is.” 
Another barking laugh from the unnamed man makes your heart race.  ‘What is going on?’ Your mind races with panic, that worsens as Chanyeol speaks again. 
“No, (Y/N), it hasn’t been 3 weeks. It’s been 3 years.” 
ANY GUESSES AS TO WHO THE UNNAMED MAN IS? 1ST PERSON TO GET IT RIGHT GET’S A ROLE IN MY STORY! I LOVE YOU GUYS, THANKS, BYE. 
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I was tagged by @curledlife. Thank you <333333333 I hope you are doing well and things have calmed down.
*What’s your favorite songs to sing/hum?
I love singing Under Pressure by Queen and David Bowie. I can only sing half of Freddies ‘Why’ but its all good. Starlight by Muse is always a fav. I’ve been singing (Or trying to sing) Ikon’s LOVE SCENARIO and Chungha’s Rollercoaster recently. 
*What are your favorite flower/tree/plant (All 3 or whatever you have an answer to)
I don’t think i have one so im just gonna say mango trees cuz i really like magoes haha.
*Favorite color(s)?
the color of the ocean at any given moment. and purple
*What do you always doodle (if you ever do)?
eyes... i try doing the body but usually its eyes
*How do you take your coffee/tea? If you don’t like those what’s your fav warm drink?
i drink my tea with two packets of sugar
*Favorite candle scent? 
Fruity stuff... i guess???
*Sunrise or sunset?
i feel accomplished when i see a sunrise... so sunrise haha
*What perfume do you wear if any?
I usually dont unless i remember
*Favorite quote?
“But I think in the end everybody is their own individual and beautiful in their own way, whatever shape or size they are. I think that’s something we should constantly remind ourselves of and that’s what I wanted to tell everybody” -Amber f(x)
*Favorite self care thing(s) or routine(s)?
Meditate and fasting. i think its important to humble yourself and doing that help puts things into perspective
*Fuzzy socks or house slippers?
just... normal socks
*What color are your eyes?
brown
*Whats your favorite eye color on others?
Any color
*Favorite season? Why?
Autumn. Cuz the trees are so pretty. going to see the aspens turn is always so much fun. the smell in the air after the rain is just so distinct and so heavenly. SWEATER WEATHER (even though im done with sweaters at the moment). also halloween is a really great holiday and the build up to it is something to celebrate by itself lol.
*Cheek, neck or nose kisses?
neck. they’re just so intimate
*What does your happy place look like?
either in bed or in a movie theater. preferably watching a marvel movie but literally any movie in a movie theater just makes me feel so good
*Favorite breed of dog?
Soft Coated Wheaten Terriers. They’re like overly hyper stuffed animals. But also all dogs are good dogs.
*Do you ever want to be married? If so what colors would you pick for your wedding theme?
I don’t think i’d ever want to get married. Weddings are expensive :\ but if i ever do find someone then id let them pick out the theme
*Silk or lace?
LACE. Vixx in lace had me weak
*Favorite weather?
Mmm... I think any weather as long as its not too hot or too windy. If the wind lifts my hair more than an inch away from my neck, i hate it
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