#i just want my shower ideas back

[dinemunyu]

im going to lose it when they finally meet each other in tristamp. ik everything's gonna go downhill but also we'll have mILLY!!!!

#milly carrying a drunk meryl back to their inn after a too many drinks #and vash looking at ww expectantly and ww just giving him an unimpressed look #THE GANG'S GONNA BE BACK IN S2 and i cannot wait #trigun #milly thompson #meryl stryfe #I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEIR SHIPNAME IS #i looked it up and people dont seem to have reached a consensus #just know that im also very very very soft for them #ik millys like 6 ft but i want to hold her and meryl in my hands and shower them with all the kindness love and affection in the world

[figofswords]

the post grad why did i get an art degree what am i even doing what do i want in life where am i going crisis has finally hit i want to. lie down in the dirt. or something

#WHAT AM I DOING!!!! #i get up i go to my stupid retail job i stick labels on bags they pay me fucking thirteen bucks an hour i come home i lie on the couch #too tired to draw in too much pain to go anywhere no energy to reach out to college friends to do anything fun #no idea where the even start with getting an industry job no clue what i even WANT at this point #trying to remember what i loved so much about comics i want it BACK i HATE this #WHAT IS THE POINT!!!! WHAT DO I WANT WHERE AM I GOING!!! WHAT COMES NEXT!!!!!! #there's no clear career trajectory i can't do freelance i need structure i can't work too much i need free time #my brain doesn't work every job requires me to move across the country the irs just took fucking three hundred stupid dollars from me #my friends live in different states i can't get a job without experience i can't get experience without a job #i can't work on my portfolio with no energy and no time and i dont have any money and everything is so expensive all the time #i can't get anywhere bc i dont drive and im too stressed to think about taking driving lessons again #and WHAT DO I WANT! #THE MOST INTERESTING THING I DO EVERY WEEK IS GO TO PHYSICAL THERAPY! #I AM EXCITED EVERY WEEK FOR PHYSICAL THERAPY!!!! WHY!!!!!!!! #anyway WHATEVER i need to go to bed #delete later #i got into spx. today. so. had to have a crisis about how i felt when i attended spx (energized. excited. a part of something. ambitious) #versus how i feel now (tired. unmotivated. kind of apathetic about art. disconnected) #i dont miss the stress of school but i miss being around other artists. ppl who speak your language and who want the same things you want #ppl who are excited abut art and that makes YOU excited about art. ppl who get you #i miss that i want that back #whatever. its 1am i gotta go shower i have an 8.5 hour shift tomorrow. wahoo. $13.50/hr lets go

[elegyofthemoon]

also did jing yuan not sell well where the heck did his rerun go why are we on blade and kafka's...

#snow plays hsr #I'M JUST ASKING NOT BC I WANT HIM #i was just like 'huh. wAIT A FUCKING SECOND THAT MEANS IL RERUN SOON THEN? #well so much for trying to get any new characters #i mightve tried to get ruan mei bc i think shes pretty (also the bio references got me intrigued) #but sighs #oh this fuckers going to eat all my stellar jades (dan heng)... stop it.... #other news: they revealed sunday's voice aND I SWEAR I HAVE HEARD THIS VOICE BEFORE #IT IS PAINING ME THAT I CANNOT TELL WHO IT IS.... #moment he spoke i was like 'ohhh.... oh i am so fucked lmao' #i cant tell who.... its bugging me and i'm going to have to put his voice on repeat now to figure it out and slowly go insane by doing so #if anyone has an idea who the va might be...please. #eugh. and now i have to go back and write. and clean. i feel so dead adsjfasljh #nvm i think im just gonna go shower and rest in bed i shouldnt push myself and should get better over the weekend orz

[48787]

New Transmission The fucking Scientific Instrument Class Pseudocons apparently developed what they're calling "Hetero Sapience" and are corrupting the brainmodules of the non-Pseudo 'cons around them by using annoying xenophilosophy words. Soundwave tells me they're 'Greek' and 'Latin' words, apparently. Cool, I guess? Anyway, if you see any SI Class 'cons causing... issues, just try your hardest to turn your brainmodule off before you start getting infected with their weird lingo, alongside all the other issues pertaining to letting the SI Pseudocons transmit data into your brainmodule in their own weird ways. Thundercracker, on a bet with Starscream, tried to get into an argument with one of them and his head literally exploded when it started talking about Alpha Trion's "Mythological Origins" in its weird dialect. He's mostly fine, CR Pods are working at 'peak' efficiency, but the facial reconstruction is apparently impossible due to some kind of corruption. I thought it was just some weird prank but there weren't even any scorch marks or anything. Just exploded. So yeah, just avoid optical contact and auditory contact to the best of your ability and you should be fine. Otherwise, try to force-shutdown your brainmodule if you can. Shockwave is working on a cure right now, mostly because I know he had something to do with this in the first place so he's going to be the one to fix it. He probably wanted a greater justification to do that weird data-transfer idea he mentioned previously. But it also explains the weird Thunderwing hypotheticals he's been asking me lately... Can I go one fucking cycle without someone trying to "Perfect Thunderwing's Work" or whatever other idiotic drivel that I keep finding our limited energon reserves siphoned into?? It's not even a Shockwave thing, it's like every damn Cybertronian these days thinks they have the "Missing piece of the puzzle" or whatever. In fact, Shockwave might be doing this as a weird threat against the other R&D 'cons to cement himself as the one and only Decepticon "Allowed" to have resources wasted on projects like that. Ugh, now that I think about it, that's probably a correct assumption and he's probably gonna expect me to thank him for it later. Ugh, and he's probably literally right. Ugh. At least his repairs both to himself and to his lab seem to be mostly complete so further research into the SI project should hopefully come along a little faster. Both Shockwave and Soundwave think the SIs could potentially be used as some kind of specialty weapon, but we'll have to see how they work on sparkless lifeforms, like biological lifeforms or xenomechanical lifeforms. The SIs don't seem to corrupt each other, but Shockwave keeps reaffirming that they're not "Sparkless Lifeforms" because they "were never lifeforms to begin with"... but I think he's trying to hide something. Usually Soundwave is the one to pick up on that kind of technological obfuscation, but he actually agreed with Shockwave and offered to send Ratbat to try to work out exactly what each "sapient" SI is now capable of on a personal level. We could have just had regular Cybertronians aboard to fill the role SIs fill. I would've preferred K Class to fill any role an SI could fill in all honesty!! But no, constructing cold wasn't enough, we just had to try to learn how to "Construct Frozen" and the "Absolute Zeroes" just had to be put on my ship. Whatever. I've probably said too much already. This was supposed to be a warning for my ship crew, but it's looking like it'll end up being transcribed on the golden disk as well so when this new Scientific Instruments of Destruction project backfires in some absurdly bombastic way there will at least be something remaining that says I was right. End of Transmission

New Transmission Okay so I was right, but so was Shockwave and Soundwave. Or, well, they were right just enough to make sure the backfire is postponed for at least another handful of cycles. Ratbat is still in CR from the investigation, but the cure Shockwave developed seems to be effective and Thundercracker is out and aiding the repair effort. Shockwave is now in contact with one of the SIs digitally and the other few are... integrating due to the personal efforts of Soundwave. I suppose now would be pertinent to mention not all the SIs developed the "Hetero Sapience" condition, many of them are safe for interaction. Soundwave is also currently monitoring their presence, Ravage is tasked with the regular SIs and Laserbeak is tasked with the "Sapient" SIs. Shockwave probably knows exactly what caused this event but he is preoccupied with the one he no doubt is either indoctrinating or ruthlessly interrogating. Report to Soundwave if you see any suspicious behavior, he has been working very hard to ensure the SIs have their purpose clearly defined (And closely monitored). And, Starscream, stop trying to convince the SIs that you are the leader of this ship. Not only have the majority of your efforts been wasted on subsentient automata, the only one you have actually found who possesses the ability to truly listen to you immediately came to the bridge to complain about you. They were the first sapient SI I communicated with directly and it was because they felt the need to complain about you. I almost feel embarrassed for you. Come back to the bridge so you can apologize to it or so I can teach it how to laugh at you. It's practicing right now actually! This moment of chaos should hopefully be largely under control now, the actual "population" of Scientific Instrument Class Pseudocons was actually quite fewer than initially expected due to an indexing error incorrectly labeling certain shells as SI class. At the very least, we have some more specialty warriors because of it all. End of Transmission EOF

#yippie peace through tyranny!! #nemesis posting #Decepticon High Command Slice of Life rambles #Matrix Visions #I like this “chat” font I think it's cool #spacebridge still needs more time in the oven unfortunately #I'm also procrastinating on that because I can't seem to wrap my head around guestmount but do not want to send backup files one at a time #wegh. It'll get done. Eventually. #I'll have so much more bullshit once I actually finish the damn comic my wife radically altered my life with hehehe #I cannot wait to start posting about Alpharius Trionicon. He's the fucking worst if you couldn't tell by name alone and I love him so much #Anyway I just had a very specific joke/pun in my head in the shower then it turned into a whole *thing* like it usually does. #I usually don't explain shit but the shower idea centered around getting the SI acronym to work for hyper specific jokes. #Still can't decide if I want to lock in on “Scientific Instrument” because it fits *so well* for *so many reasons* #But “Synthetic Intelligence” is more generic in a more understandable way... Eeh.. It's a little *too* generic. “Instrument” is cooler. #Once my wife helps me understand her lil fucker more I'll come up with an even shitter joke using “Y/N” so I can do Y/N x SI x SI bullshit! #Oh! The matrix triune project is coming along slowly as well!! I think I mentioned that microphone project once or twice now hehe #I'm gonna make so many shitty covers of songs once I get the soundproofing to start focusing on vocal training stuff #It's been quite a fun time aboard the nemesis!! There's so much to “Blog” about that it's hard to really know when to start *or* stop hehe! #And the fact that all these projects are all interwoven is so fucking wonderful!! I FINALLY feel able to fully grasp my own focus!! #My brain is like a particle collider for certain interests now. I can reliably just.. Spit things out and tie it into the other interests! #It's sometimes exhausting but in such a new way. Like a relieving exhaustion? #Still figuring that part out!! #Anyway that's enough personal project vagueposting I should really be getting back to work hehe this was fun

[sysig]

*Smells like old regrets and older affection (Patreon)

#Doodles #Deltarune #Spamton #Blue Addison #More BlueSpam I'm locked in now help #Mostly errant doodles while they were on my mind #Honestly I haven't been thinking as hard about Spamton lately - much more on the Blue/other Addisons side of things #Oh sure I settle down on Spam ideas and then they take over pffsh #I do like the two of them pointing their noses towards each other in the first one haha #I had to do some minor editing there but originally they were even more directly pointed at each other hehe #I keep jokingly thinking about the first one as being because they have teary makeouts - very unpleasant lol #I mostly just wanted Spamton neutrally insulting him and Blue returning it - No U lol #Middle one's cute ♥ Almost a hug #I did want Spamton's back against Blue's chest but I couldn't figure out the angles - especially with Blue resting his face in Spam's hair #Kiss ♥ Mwah #He better've showered really good #I also like how his hair swoopies could be interpreted as Blue's mouth haha - they're not but they do look like it! #And then sleepy snuggles of course ♪ #More neutral insults haha he doesn't mean to be insulting just speaking his mind! #In this case his sleepy mind probably been a dang-while since he slept near to anyone #Curls up right on his chest #Blue just wants to go back to sleep don't disturb him

[imnotleavinherewithoutyou]

ok imagine dean is an old veteran pitcher who threw gas in his prime but is losing velo and now gets by on pinpoint accuracy and finesse

like his name still strikes fear in rookies bc they’re going up against Dean Winchester who’s been pitching since they were playing tee ball

now imagine his team signs this young new flamethrower (cas-something, dean didn’t watch the press conference) coming over from a foreign league who not only throws nasty pitches but also hits with power

and he’s quiet and standoffish and people assume he doesn’t speak any english bc he always goes through his translator

and dean doesn’t want to like him bc he sees the end of the road ahead like retirement is coming for him and cas is just another young up-and-comer trying to replace him

and despite all the press (and there’s a LOT of press) cas never says much until one day after dean’s had a bad outing, got dinged up bc he just didn’t have his curveball and god he doesn’t wanna do the postgame press conference bc they’ll never say it to his face but they’ll sure as shit hint about it and put it in the articles that he’s washed up even though sometimes your stuff just isn’t there

and maybe someone’s just asked a question dean doesn’t have an answer for but then cas is suddenly in the room sans interpreter and all the attention swings his way and he’s saying that it’s normal to have bad outings and where were all these questions when he blew up last week and gave up 4 runs in the first to the fucking a’s of all teams

right afterwards cas gets squirreled away by his handlers so dean doesn’t have a chance to thank him but he corners him in the locker room the next day and asks if he’d like to grab a coffee sometime and before the interpreter can even translate the question cas says yes (balthazar just throws his hands up like jfc you’re gonna put me out of a job here)

anyway blahblahblah cas plays it cool as long as he can but eventually dean finds out cas was like his biggest fan and watched every game of dean’s that he could find and the only reason he signed with the team is bc dean was there and he just wanted to like breathe the same air as him

bonus sam doesn’t even watch baseball but he’s dean’s agent bc like hell is dean gonna pay some money grubbing middleman to negotiate his contracts when little bro is a lawyer (i specialize in criminal law, dean! but you still speak legalese, don’t you?)

#thisiselizaye #deancas #fic idea #baseball au #so apparently shower fic ideas are back #even though im supposed to be thinking about how to wrap up the gajillion wips ive got lying around #writing problems #*whispers* this is basically kershaw!dean and shohei!cas #ahem #obv don’t ship kershaw and shohei im just using their careers as springboards to go baseball au #yeah eliza kinda became a baseball fan in the past few years??? #blame my husband #i knew almost nothing before 2016 #it was on tv at a bar and i asked how much time was left in the game #that’s how little i knew about baseball #anyway #idek if anyone would even read this #why does my brain want it #phoneblogging

[pallases]

ourgejjg

#i am feeling so ill rn for no reason and i need to shower and wash my hair so bad but i can tell if i do it rn it’ll make the #lightheadedness ten times worse and there is a nonzero chance i will just pass out in there 😭 #best guess is bc my period started today and yeah the first two days suck but they’re not usually This bad #personal #also this is the last thing i need rn it’s tech week and all rehearsals lately have been going/are going to go till 10 pm and i have no tim #to do all my assignments and my probability prof assigned a lab today that’s due TMRW AT MIDNIGHT? <- we usually get a class period btwn #it being assigned and the deadline and he’s not even giving us until the next class period to do it now like why is it due at midnight #instead of noon the next day… also i have not one but two exams immediately following this weekend and i really want to see my family for #easter but that sounds like such a bad idea im so unproductive at home and i’ll be busier than usual when i go home on top of that bc easte #and one of the exams is circuits for which exams are worth 90% of our grade and im averaging a 74% at the moment which is NOT #promising and. AAAAA #also have an exam this thursday which imnot nearly as worried abt but still. and i have to meet w someone abt a scholarship tmrw during my #free period so i Still can’t work on that stupid lab due tmrw night like. this sucks okay ‼️ #the engineering chronicles #the music chronicles #i know it was only a matter of time before musical started stressing me out but 😭 please give me back the joys of saturday’s rehearsal… #oh also there’s ANOTHER probability lab due day after easter and same day as circuits exam and the prof is the same so he knows full well #what he’s doing like. why are you not giving us the usual period in btwn for these anymore fuck you <3 #OH ALSO soldering qualification i need to do for like 3 hours wednesday the night before my thursday exam. nearly forgot abt that one i hat #it hereeee #soldering i could reschedule tho which i might do. but ive already pushed it back once so im like :/ do i really wanna do that #idk. still feel sick as fuck and still need to do physics prelab tonight 😭 it shouldn’t take long but i really don’t want to get up and #stare at my computer even more ifeel so awful rn #ANYWAY. sorry that was oversharing even for me i am just 😐 you know.

[sluttyten]

Romantic/dating anxiety is definitely a thing (to me). I just steed into the dating world for the first time last year at the ripe age of 26 and when I tell you I’ve been anxious every time I’ve matched with someone/received a message complimenting me before we can even have a conversation/agreed to a date… it’s intense to say the least but I believe in us!

Definitely definitely a thing, like I’ve managed to give myself a decent stomachache just by overthinking this since it happened.

I don’t know what to do lmao because I have 0 experience, and like I just texted my best friend about, I shoot down every person that ever asks for my number or shows interest in me but then I also literally am always like…. looking for someone to be interested in me, but also like as soon as I know for sure they’re interested I don’t want them to be, and also I think I just feel awkward if the person is younger than me, so like when one of my coworkers clearly had a crush on me but he was like 5 or 6 years younger than me so I felt that was weird, and then this guy I don’t even know how old he is either so like that feels fucking awkward to me because nobody ever thinks I am my age, which right now I’m 27 😭 and the other day a girl I work with thought I was 23, which is a compliment but also like I don’t want to be in a relationship with someone that much younger than me 😭😭

#asks #I definitely have social anxiety to some extent though #like literally even the idea of going and hanging out with my best friend half the time I want to cancel and we’ve known each other for #like 12 years by this point if not actually 13 years #and then there’s my friends I’ve actually made at work I always get nervous to hang out with them even tho I see them all the time at work #and I genuinely like them as people #but I don’t fucking know 😭😭 I don’t know what I want and I’ve tied myself into a ball of anxiety so I just want to go home and shower and #curl up in bed except that I also had kinda made plans with my mom to go to target today #ALSO though like if I do respond and if this guy does ask me out on a date this week would be a good time #because since I live at home and since my parents (specifically my mom) are kinda overprotective and since I’ve never been into dating I #feel like they’ll ask me a million questions if I mention a guy or going on a date with a guy #and they’re gonna be gone this week so if I was to go out it would be the perfect chance to go without having to answer questions #but honestly 😂😂 that makes me nervous too #I need to text him back because since he’s a regular and since I work regular hours he’s probably got a general idea of the hours I work #which is also mildly weird to me #I overthink everything btw #I’m stressed 😭😭

[guntapon]

someone PLEASE give me the strength and courage to continue working on this video

#i was doing SO WELL at first #i was so excited when the idea for it sprung into my head that i nearly hurt myself when i exited the shower and ran over to turn on my pc #(don't worry- i got dressed somewhere between point a & point b) #but i've since hit a roadblock - bc of course i did - and it's hurting my brain #i really wanted to finish it before ep 8 bc i'm only using eps 1-7 for it #but i just realized that tomorrow is already thursday and i am not even halfway done yet :) so :) seems like that was a pipe dream #i'm really worried that i won't finish it at ALL because i'm highly likely to get discouraged for myriad reasons #and i haven't actually made a fanvid in like? 2 years?? #i also have so many other msp-related ideas #like gifset ideas and another video idea and a writing idea (the most miraculous of all) #and i'm almost overwhelmed by how suddenly and effectively msp has broken through all of my creative blocks #like i feel so free but i also feel like that sabrina pancake meme #oh god i'm going to forget like half of these ideas aren't i #i should write them down.... that's probably advisable.... #OR. or. i should stop procrastinating by rambling on social media and actually get back to finishing this silly little thing #talking to myself*

[victory-cookies]

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#how to I explain to my parents that sometimes I just need comfort bc advice makes me feel useless #I just had a breakdown in front of my mom while I was explaining how my friend is moving #and i just wanted a hug. I just wanted to hear that things would be okay #but they always have to give advice. I know it’s just because they see me struggling and want to help #but it always makes me feel like shit. and if I try to voice how what they’re suggesting doesn’t seem helpful to me #they just tell me to get out of my own head or say that everyone goes through stuff like this and I just need to focus on the good #or a some other empty bullshit #which I want to do! Don’t get me wrong I want to see the good I want to romanticize the mundane I want to be grateful for what I have! #but the idea of going back to school and having no friends and doing meaningless busywork for eight months makes me want to vomit! #and I just want them to fucking hold me for fucking once and tell me they know it’s hard but that they love me and it’ll be okay! #And I don’t know how to tell them that! #but every time I try to reach out for comfort I end up feeling worse! #and now I’m sitting here bawling my nails half painted not enough time to shower and needing to go to bed #dreading school even more than I did an hour ago #I just want them to hold me. I just want to know they’re there. #vent

[me-myself-and-my-fos]

Oh god the Dean feels

#crying over the idea of just the relief when they find Dean and bring him back after all that time he was possessed by Michael #not really believing it at first and reaching out to take his face in my hands before mumbling ‘you’re back’ and kissing him #holding him in my arms tightly and not wanting to let go for a bit #but also getting the instinct to dote on him and telling him take a shower and I’ll go make him some food cause he must be starving #Dean attempting to protest but he knows I’m too stubborn so he gives in. and then him coming into the kitchen afterwards to find the meal I #made for him (chicken fried steak with white gravy; fries; biscuits; and my special roasted corn) #also some pie for him for dessert #and then just cradling Dean in bed that night cause I’m terrified to wake up and he’s gone #otp: to hell and back #pie loving bf

[milf-harrington]

me: *sitting on the table*

mums husband: "what are you doing up there?"

me, trying desperately not to move bc im wearing my jeans that are falling apart and no binder bc i wasnt expecting him to come home: "just chilling"

him: "i cant say ive ever seen anyone sit on that table"

me, whos been getting in trouble for it at least once a week for years: "what?"

him: *repeats himself*

me: "...right"

#i have no idea what was happening in that interaction i just know i was confused and uncomfortable #i hate this man!! #step dad hate club #captain speaks #also these jeans have massive tears along the back of the thighs that come right up under my ass and you can see my boxers #and normally i wear tights or something underneath but i just got out of the shower and wanted to be comfy #unfortunately he came home and now i am Uncomfy

[jamesbukkakebarnes]

🙃

#full offense but wrapping paper is never that serious #there's 3 rolls of it and i was told to wrap all of my gifts and the ones my parents bought everyone #and now its MY fault for not ~sharing~ #I GAVE YALL ONE ROLL #and im the bad guy now for saying its a dumb idea to go out at 11 pm when its 9° F with yalls unreliable ass car #that has broken down twice in the past few months?? #and then i offered another roll and they dont fucking want it??? #i swear these mfs are testing my patience #and now i feel guilty bc now its MY fault that christmas is ruined #whatever im just gonna give these ppl their presents and mind my business #i hate living w so much ppl #i literally always try to be nice and accommodating and they have the nerve to tell me #to not take too long showering WHEN I KEPT TELLING THEM TO USE THE FUCKING BATHROOM BEFORE ME #ignore me #this is my own fucking fault for being too stupid and poor to move out i fucking hate everything #**by my gifts i mean the gifts i bought. even know i know full well im not getting anything back. especially by the ppl im talking abt #bc they told me they werent getting me anything :)

[falling-hand-in-unlovable-hand]

mother stop fucking with my hair challenge

#i really liked the way my hair looked tonight bcs i'd just showered so it was kinda curly and when i mentioned it to her she asked to brush #it #and i always feel weird refusing if someone asks to do smth to my hair bcs idk it feels like the sorta thing you're supposed to agree to? #but my hair is this really weird texture and honestly i'm still figuring out how to care for it #which means whoever wants to do stuff to my hair won't have any idea what to do #one of my friends begged to give me braids and i let her (back when i had a lot of hair) and that night it was so painful trying to get #them out bcs my hair had frizzed and tangled around it and ugh it hurt so much and i didn't want her to do it in the first place #yknow. /everyone/ stop fucking with my hair challenge #kiwifae says shit #if we're close friends i'm okay with like. touching it but god don't try and brush it (only My brush doesn't hurt it) and please don't try #and put styles in it😭😭😭😭😭 #but yeah my hair is a frizzy mess now🙄

[theygender]

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#LOVE having to stop mid-shower TWICE to shut off the water and sit on the floor with my head between my knees #to prevent myself from passing out or throwing up bc my body cant handle the physical exertion of Fucking Washing Itself 🙃 #rambling #maybe i would benefit from a shower chair... #but part of me really hates that idea #is that internalized ableism? #i just want this to fucking stop give me my goddamn health back #i was doing so good for so long for the first time in my life and now im back at fucking square one again fuck

[chuluoyi]

soft gojo meeting his newborn hc, pleaaasee??

࿐ ࿔ 🕰️ 「 11:10 P.M 」

soft dad!gojo drove me to have another baby fever for the ntn time. you just have to put this idea in my head don’t you dear anon~

a part of gojo's love entries

the thing was so tiny, precious and squishy. it fit right in his hands, so red and fragile, almost like a toy—

only it was not. it was a real, living baby. his son, partly made by his own flesh and blood—his to protect.

“hello to you, my little minion,” satoru whispered to his newborn, wonderstruck by the sight of this small but clearly alive being. his eyes glazed, his fingers delicately tracing the baby's face, body, and tiny feet. “i’m your dad, yeah?”

his own soft voice sounded foreign to him. but at this moment, as he was utterly mesmerized by the sight of little human that just came out of you, his beloved wife, he couldn’t care less.

he had always imagined how his brat would look like. he even joked with you about how he’d get his good looks—and heck, the gods did hear him and this baby in his arms was the most handsome baby he had ever seen, blessed with his white hair and softest skin, as well as the rosiest cheeks.

his only dismay was that he also inherited the bluest of eyes, the curse in his family line.

well, but that’s a problem for another day.

he settled his newborn into the hospital's nursery crib, and nudged his pudgy cheeks once again. not even half a day had passed since he was born, and gojo satoru had developed a severe cuteness aggression for his son. he swore he’d spoil him rotten, shower him love he never truly experienced from his own parents, and of course, keep him safe.

with his heart full, he left the baby as he slept, and went back to your room.

in the very same predicament as your baby, you were still fast asleep. you were visibly exhausted, your hair was a tangled mess, and there was a line of dried blood along your lips—caused by accidentally biting them too hard earlier, during your labor pains.

even in the state of disarray, satoru still thought you looked ethereal, too good for him.

he ran his fingers through your hair, smoothing them, and he regretted it when your face scrunched up and your eyes fluttered open. “…hmm? satoru?”

“hey, sweets. how are you feeling?”

“i still feel like being split into two… but yeah, i’ll manage.”

“shush, of course. you feel that way often, each time when i—”

“don’t,” you warned, glaring at him. “i just birthed your heir, gojo satoru. don’t even start.”

satoru burst into a laugh so hearty and he realized he truly loved this dynamics with you. and that he was grateful for you.

he wanted to thank you for all that you had done for him. for returning his feelings. for marrying him. for going through that pain to bring his son to the world—

and most of all, for still being here. for staying alive to live another day with him.

“i saw him just now. our baby is perfect.”

“really? i want to meet him too…”

“soon, sweetheart... when you’re a little better, i’ll take you to him.”

but he wasn’t the best with words. and so even if he were to pour his heart out, everything would be condensed into this one sentence.

you were excited at the prospect of meeting your baby, when suddenly satoru leaned in to plant a kiss on your forehead.

“i love you so damn much… you know?”

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