#i just want to be able to skate on him (my board) to lidl and just anywhere but i'm terrified

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I haven't looked at my skateboard in weeks, ED is getting in my way and I just can't seem to get over my fear of even trying to ride it

I can't even get myself to push off on it, or even attempt to as I don't know how yet, even just getting on him is tough

I feel so let down by myself, sigh

#bits of banter #vent post #skateboarding #skateboard #i just want to ride it but i can't #i'm so scared #:( #i just want to be able to skate on him (my board) to lidl and just anywhere but i'm terrified #all the pavements aren't smooth they're stony and shit #hhhhh i HATE this #£30 for a board i can't even get myself to look at :(