i would like to thank thursday night hip hop class for making me feel human for 45 mins
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been using tumblr for literally 1 day at this point and I'm already convinced that I'm not "doing it right"
please let me enjoy something for once, brain
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i really want to make an angsty platonic dad x reader or summ like 😭 i need that pain but idk who 😭
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Sobbing cause I was looking up an author for a book I read and their website hasn't been updated since 2007 and there's no trace of them since and I miss websites and creativity and the old internet and I'm sick of social media and everything being the same. The internet is boring now. I'm stuck refreshing the same 5 apps and I experience none of the wonder.
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i hate hate HATE this minimalism trend or whatever it is idk
a couple years ago that sofa came in fucking ORANGE and PINK and BLUE (i think its still available in some countries) but now you get to choose between *checks notes* 6 (six) different shades of beige and gray
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Just finished a book I was reading and now I'm on the edge to start QotD.
Realistically, I shouldn't bc there are other books on my shelves that I bought previously and haven't read yet. Should I kind of skip those for the sake of my "I miss my fucked up vamps" hours, or should I keep some discipline?!
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I just want to feel something (good)
Food, sugar, chocolate cakes
I just want to feel something
Insta reels, YouTube scrolling endless
I just want to feel something
Open pornhub, next video, next video
I just want to feel something
Likes and comments, my post was important
I just want to feel something
Stress, I'm stressed and hectic and
I'm feeling too much
I fear I won't be able to do all my homework
These emotions are too intense
Food and chocolate and sugar, give me food
So I can numb my feelings with my senses
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it is the birthday of your favorite internet girl
birthdays aren’t a very big deal to me but they used to be really fun but then i lost like 90% of my friends and although realistically i know it’s not a big deal, i accidentally make a thing out of it every year just as an attempt to feel good again
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i wish i could just be sad instead of feeling so fucking numb
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Oh, the BPD urge of being so lonely that you want to spend your last dollar to go to a club, in hopes of someone wanting to fuck you
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maybe i should waste my afternoon away rereading 17776 instead of doing anything productive
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I’ve sat in bed all day except for making toast and feeding the dog. How the fuck am I supposed to make it through the winter? 🙃
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