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#i just want to scream
deanandkastiel · 29 days ago
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oh my god…. look at him
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heronchildlove · 2 months ago
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Won an art raffle by the amazing @mavilez on Twitter and asked for a drawing of Matthew and it's literally the most perfect, cutest thing I've ever seen.
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screaming--agony · 7 months ago
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Dear Diary,
I’m trying my best and I’m so drained. Glance at something and hyper-fixate until the world around blurs, fades into darkness, and my every muscle in my body grows heavy like an anchor until my fingertips, toes, ears, and nose grow ice cold. 
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frossssbaby · 21 days ago
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I’m on the brink of complete meltdown today 🤯
Please send positive energy my way!
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babiiighosttt · 7 months ago
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I find it funny how I put up this front of not caring about anyone but in reality I do. I hate it. Especially when one of the people you cared for doesn’t put anything into the relationship . Wether that be friends, family , significant others. The feeling of betrayal and sadness are overwhelming. You’ve been there for this person in every way possible and you know your not crazy because it’s the truth. Each time you need them they aren’t there. the same care you’d give them is not reciprocated in any way. It makes you feel so worthless. You wish you didn’t care and it’s pisses you off because the other person can cut you off no problem with no explanation. Why can’t you? Why does it hurt? It’s a humbling experience to come to terms with the fact that you do care and that you clearly didn’t mean as much as they did to you . Behind the facade of “I don’t care about anyone” or “I care about these few people” and for someone to make you feel that it’s baffling. Why am I so angry about it? Why can’t I not care? I wish I didn’t . The sad part is you always knew it was coming because of how they acted towards you but because you fucken care you let it go to give them your all . Regardless of the one sided conversations you could never treat them the way they do you . The moment you need them most…they’re gone .
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randomgirlyoudontknow · 22 days ago
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beyond fed up with everyone acting like the pandemic is over now because they want it to be and making me feel irrational and crazy because i’m still very concerned.
like i’m supposed to go on a trip next week to a place with a very high transmission rate, but no one else in my family is planning on wearing masks because they’re “tired of living in fear” and i’m just “being dramatic.” i’m so torn bc i want to go but i’m terrified of me or any one in my family getting sick :(
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howlingmusketeers · 11 months ago
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The parallels between Gaon and Yohan having their respective tattoo and scar in the same spot on their backs is sending me through the stratosphere.
Gaon's tattoo looks like a phoenix, not red like you'd expect, but black and grey as if just rising from smoke and ash.
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It makes sense considering how young he must have been when he got it. Left alone in the wake of his crushing loss, ofc he'd need a symbol to hold on to. So he chooses the tattoo, a reminder and a symbol of hope.
Yohan's scar is a literal cross, glaring and obnoxious in its symbolism and imagery. This is his cross to bear. His burden. He never asked for it but like his very existence, he was pushed into it, forced, forged from fire and pain and death. But he bears it all, carries the weight of it all - Isaac and his wife's deaths, Elijah's accident, the revenge plot - because if he doesn't then who else will.
And I am frothing at the mouth at the differences between the two but also the similarities you'll find.
Phoenixes are creatures of fire, reborn from their own ashes. Yohan was reborn in that burned church after watching his older brother die right in front of him. Gaon chooses his symbol, grabs hold of his pain and molds it into purpose and determination and justice while Yohan's pain turns him angry and hateful and bloodthirsty. Yet, we see Gaon slipping into Yohan's vengeful slipstream as his world is shattered yet again. We see Gaon's rebirth into something angry and vicious as Yohan stokes the flames higher and higher.
This show is just brilliant with it's writing and characterization and cinematography and everything else. All these little tidbits are just killing me. Props to the writers for their attention to detail and the directors for showing everything so so well and the actors for breathing such life into it all.
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forest-illusions · 5 months ago
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"Its all I wanna say to you right now."
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alloutshirt · 10 months ago
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why does he look exactly like he did in the dlibyh mv you know the one where the boy surfaces back on at sunrise to his lover and louis leaves with the money
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shanerwright · 4 months ago
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nobody:
me, thinking about this section of ari's fic that she for reason wrote for ME????
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@bords
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maxsix · a year ago
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beepilot · 21 days ago
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posting on here at 3am is the closest i can get to yelling at the moon
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whostarlockeda03 · 5 months ago
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Work did not get better today it did not get better everything is actually worse and there's still 3 hours left (but let's be real I'm gonna have to stay late again) fuuuuuuu 🙃🙃
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screaming--agony · 10 months ago
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Dear Diary,
Since I can’t go outside and scream because cops would be called on suspicion of murder. From the absolute bottom of my soul and every last breath in my lungs, “FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!”
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planthorrornovel · 11 months ago
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Finished Mabel. Going feral now. Does anyone want to scream with me?
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bittersweetlearning · a year ago
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stupid (really stupid) rambles:
i swear that f*cking theory that DAYS’s big plot twist is going to be that the story between doom and dong kyung is actually the story of the best selling book na jina's is trying to write with cha joo-ik is HAUNTING me ☠️ everything in this drama seems to be thought out very carefully, so there must be some good reason to involve literary production, writers, the protagonist being a publisher etc. But i just really don’t want the reason to match that theory or something like that, because i’m going to hate and suffer and cry (yes i’m going crazy lmao) 😭 like i just don’t like when something messes with my head in that way... i don’t want to find out that i spent hours of my life obsessed and invested in the two main (and best) characters that make the main (and best) couple and actually discover at the end that they were characters in another character’s book. big NO!
anyways i'm really dying to watch more episodes and see more things being developed because so many theories and questions are making me completely insane !!!!
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spdermen · 6 months ago
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i have nothing to say
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anu-shah-not-shay · 10 months ago
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Oh God please let it rain there is too much sin here to cleanse
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kaiterocks · 11 days ago
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Empty
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mandaloriandy · 8 months ago
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okay I promised myself I wasn’t going to get this invested
BUT
does anyone know about a Wheel of Time discord that I could join? I feel the need to have other people to freak out with
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