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#i just... she thinks im sad cuz ahe tells.me to stufy but who's gonna tell her about the stuff she says...
blueprint-han
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#what if i...died
#not from sh but like.... just happened to pass away in my sleep... my paranoia is going off the charts...
#my mom and i had a lovely fight today
#she found my self harm scars
#i tried to like... cover it up and i think she's partially convinced... and i have this feeling she told my grandma about it...
#gosh i have to go buy dinner but like
#what if i crash the vehicle
#this is too much for me to handle
#i just stood near the balcony and my mom's like “
#“dont put on this drama tic actof like standing near the balcony and crying” and then started cursing about how she has to he worried about
#her own daughter in her own house... I'm... honestly? im sorry. maybe im the one who keeps taking this stuff to heart too much to the point
#where it fucking brings me to the brink of self harm. it's my fault. all my fault...
#she told me wbout how she should just run away ajd how I'm being such a problem to her.
#yeah so like? if i hadnt TOLD u and kept.it hidden youd be like “u keep hiding stuff and youre giving me tension dont keep it bottled up”
#and the moment i don't...
#honestly
#i... idk what to say anymore... fuck me
#i just... she thinks im sad cuz ahe tells.me to stufy but who's gonna tell her about the stuff she says...
#y'know what
#ill go drive my way to get dinner
#and if i happen to die whej i do that
#ill be happy
#i don't even see a future with myself lmao
#what's the use of struggling so much to wait for things that never get better
#its my fault. all my fault. all my fault that im weak and stupid and im on my phone alk the time. everything what i do is wrong and she's
#the perfect human being.
#dawn.txt
#tbd
#dawn.personal
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