#i know i shouldnt care if people sb me and i cant figure out why

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#light vent in tags but its not like A Big Deal #i know i shouldnt care if people sb me and i cant figure out why #i Know that logically. and yet. #the people pleaser in me EVERY time is like 'what did i do WRONG' #if i know exactly why or its easy for me to guess thats one thing #but especially if it was someone i liked talking to im like hhHhhhhhhhh #(this isnt abt tumblr stuff btw its a different social media) #like no one ever is obligated to follow me! its not a requirement #and yet unless i Know why im always like 'what did i do wrong please like me' about it. please help #(internally obviously i dont go around asking people Why bc thats uh. Creepy and invasive!) #but i. hhhhhhhhhhhhh #i feel stupid complaining about this when i absolutely sb and even hardback people ive talked to before #so its hypocritical for me to even be Like This #but unfortunately; i am a bastard who lives to people please #and so. i am like this despite my will #anyway this was very pointless rambling lol if you could like this if youve read down to here that would be Much Appreciated #(no obligation tho. as usual. just nice!)