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turtleblogatlast · 5 months

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Imagine little Turtle Tot Leo practicing his best Lou Jitsu grin in the mirror during the nights he can’t sleep. He’s gotta be just like his idol, after all! So he masters the art of the cocky grin, slowly perfecting his imitation.

Eventually that confident grin becomes his default one, and the quiet, happy smile that he’s born with, the one that he first greets his father with, that one is the rarity.

Until the invasion happens. Until he throws himself into the Prison Dimension. Until he’s beaten within an inch of his life and he’s holding onto his last remnant of his family through sheer willpower alone.

In that moment, looking at the photo of the ones he loves, that quiet smile comes back.

#rottmnt #rottmnt leo #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise leo #rottmnt headcanons #Leo makes my heart hurt #he’s most himself when no one’s looking #violence mention /#high key considering drawing this lmao #oh time why dost thou forsake me #anyway I’m obsessed with Leo deliberately practicing his smile as a kid #bc even in the turtle tot short he wasn’t quite at that cocky level yet #but he starts to get there when he gets the bandana #so I like to think it REALLY starts around then #a tiny boy just wanting to endear himself to his father #not knowing that he’s had his dad’s love from the start

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sysig · 4 months

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“It could be that the loss of her children drove the Queen deeper into her darker desires...but, I don’t believe she was fighting against them that hard before that particular tragedy. No monster does.” (Patreon)

Bonus:

Hmm, wonder what he could cover those holes with :3c

#Doodles #Handplates #UT #Fellplates #UkaGaster's answers about Toriel really interest me :3c #As evidenced by the quote caption lol - but his other ones are very interesting too! Since it sounds like she's still around!#Poor classic Handplates!Gaster believed Tori dead for such a long time while she was at the Ruins #Meanwhile Fellplates!Gaster is just like ''? I saw the Queen last week she threw me into the pricker bushes? -.ò'' lol #But anyhow lol ♪ The implications that they're still in each other's vicinity really makes me curious about their relationship!#And how Toriel might react to knowing that someone - someone other than her - is having So Much Success on one of her sore spots #Not just of having children but of the constant reminders of Gaster's success where she has to live every day with a heavy heart for her own #Being cruel to him over it - well that's just par for the course isn't it ♪#He mentions that she's much more of an emotional sadist - insulting him and then making it Very clear that she does Not approve of the holes #''They're ugly and you should feel ashamed for drawing so much attention to something so unsightly''#I do think that her knowing that he's so intent on being kind and merciful and then twisting the knife on how much he's hurting her-#Making him feel guilty for daring to even attempt the betterment of all - for giving pieces of himself away and try to be a good person #''If anyone will break my spirit it will be her'' :)#Although that's all assuming that Toriel even knows about the brothers! :0 When I thought about it later it'd make more sense if she doesn't #It was still too good to not do something with the idea hehe - but imagine her betrayal if/when she found out tho she'd kill him on the spot #Gosh I haven't drawn Tori in foreeeeever I can't even remember the last time #Doing a/nother study on her would probably be fun haha she's rather plain how I draw her currently #I wonder if her Fellplates version would also wear reading glasses hehe #And the bonus :3c Where are the plates featured in Fellplates? Surely it's not just called that as a reference right ♪ Hehehe

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eternalfrowning · 10 months

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riku sketch

#riku #kingdom hearts #kh #stuff i draw #digital #don't try this at home i hurt my neck #will know next year if the anatomy is terrible or not huehe bisous

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ask2pame · 26 days

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a REALLY dumb rant about france's design cuz </3

i know hetalia character change over time but i think France's change from s5 to. s7 was downright cruel cuz

he had long soft blond hair!!!! and cutest face!!! he had chest hair!!!! his shirts barely buttoned properly !!!!!

and then we jump to world stars hes just .

like budget aside, who the hell is this..... im not a hater to him having brown hair but it robs him of that romantic vibe? like i know hima draws him a lot differently than the anime but its justtt not the sameee

this is NOT the same bitch

beautiful world france ... oh he was so perfect. he had like the sad but sweet eyes , the long hair, he dressed so nicely that fit his aesthetic and design. having a bow in his hair... !!!!!!

i still love him no matter what but MY god it makes me so sad

also sidenote early seasons france was still cute

#its that one audio thats like if u see a bitch with a bad bob that is NOT me turn the other way #beautiful world france fucking RAN so world stars france could give nothing #why is he dressed like an old ass man in all his pics!!! i know he's old but france should have like the first two buttons open on his shir #at the MINIMUM !!!!!!!#this is stupid i just needed to tell someone or i'd DIE #mun talks #i have so many thoughts of the designs and how they change so often and which one's i prefer LOL #if i ever make more france merch hes gonna bc s5 design cuz my heart hurts to draw him any other way

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lucaplushie · 4 months

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any bitter choco decoration fans in chat

#fnaf #luca draws #william afton #henry emily #willry #helliam #ough..this one hurted. a little bit.#also sorry i never know what to caption these #i love you bitter choco decoration #i was listening to the mizuki alt cover while painting this. if you even care </3 #also for ONCE i didn't forget the springlock scars that is INTENTIONAL OKAY!!!! this is prespringlock incident #every time i draw them kissing or holding hands or sitting in each others laps just know im lying #theyre both insanely repressed..theyd never get together..... to me.#i like to play pretend though #smashing them together like barbies rn #im gonna post this at 10pm when no one will see it because i promised you all willry for Christmas and i refuse to break my promise #oh my god my hands hurt so fucking bad #thats what i get for speedrunning this i GUESS #once again ignore the lighting okay for me heart emoji #IM BAD AT TAKING PICTURES #WAIT I FORGOT TO SAY #THE FUCKING UHH THE SHITTY LITTLE CRAYON DRAWING WAS INSPIRED BY MY DEAR FRIEND #@TOXIFOXX. SMILES CUTELY.

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fishyartist · 1 year

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#valerie gray #danny fenton #danny phantom #grayghost #gray ghost #my art #fan art #taking that ''you have to draw horribly" advice to HEART and then slapping like 6 gradients over the mess to make it appear competent #idk i wanna revisit the concept of contact+their relationship evolving #like pinky swear->shaking hands->holding eachother i guess?#like despite the setbacks+hurt they both cause #it also has like joy+value. like the idea of knowing and trusting others depite lies and betrayal is worth the pain for the good or somethi #also i wanted 2 try the idea of the suit val gets from vlad looking like his. idk might b too on the nose tho... ill overthink it l8er #idk man its 4 am. my brain stopped being able to draw how i wanna weeks ago. (meds stoped working yippie! this wil b fixed soon <3)#wanna revisit this once i get my shit together but UNTIL THEN...#im going to bed and posting this and ur gonna looka t it and understand my vision through it all ok? ty!

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n0bluev · 4 months

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Theres a fine line between everything and nothing at all

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maburito · 28 days

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I probably don't have many followers who are interested in playing Metroid or knows about it, and like I know usually people in this fandom say to not start Metroid with the first one on nes and start by the remake

But like....honestly, if you wanna get into the Metroid franchise...I think you should give the NES one a try? If you don't like it, then definitely go for the remake Metroid Zero Mission, I have heard nothing but great things about it and I'm sure it's awesome.

But like....it's never the same feeling you know? Just like playing Pokemon Firered/Leafgreen is not the same as playing the first Pokemon Red and Blue.

It's just a really different feeling and I don't know....I really like the sensation of playing Metroid NES ??? The music, the atmosphere it's just!!!

And sure it's bullshit how hard this game can be, and how easy it is to get lost but these flaws honestly add more to the atmosphere, where you feel alone and trapped on a hostile planet as a space hunter.

But yeah anyway, Metroid is an awesome franchise, and you should give it a try

#Metroid #Metroid Nes #I don't know if I'm making sense oiajrgaoi #I just saw a short about a guy introducing his girlfriend to Metroid by making her play the NES game #and so many comments where like why are you making her play the first game its such a bad place to start and all like!!!#I GET WHAT YOU ARE SAYING BUT!!!!! METROID NES CAN BE NICE TO PLAY TOO!! ITS HARD BUT LIKE!!!#ITS A NICE GAME YALL ┗( T﹏T )┛#ALSO YOU CAN USE A MAP #LIKE YEAH I KNOW ITS NOT REALLY THE POINT OF THE GAME AND USUALLY ITS BETTER TO DRAW YOUR OWN MAP #BUT THERE IS NO SHAME IN USING A MAP FOR THE FIRST METROID #I DID IT #WHEN I REALIZED I WAS LOST AND STUCK #aogjaeoijgaej #sorry im rambling it just #hurts my heart a bit to see so many disregard Metroid NES #burito talk

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shannonallaround · 2 months

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do you ever want to be able to draw a certain art style so badly that you just *explodes*

#I’m trying to learn #it just hurts a little because I know what my heart wants it to be but my brain and hands are barely getting started figuring it out #learning art takes time #and that’s hard sometimes #especially when you feel like you needed to know yesterday #which is a false deadline my brain is making up… *sigh*#art #drawing

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sysig · 18 days

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One better (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Blood #I knew going into this and it was still so distressing :'0 #Who needs plot twists when you can create such an intense sense of Dread #Probably doesn't help that I read this At Night In the Dark lol - actual shivers #Gods this was a hard scene to read - there have been several instances of my face hurting from furrowing my brow so hard haha #The way that ''Doctor'' is written is So skillful - I'm so impressed by everyone's prose and quirks and syntax!#Not to mention when he breaks character in a later scene to apologize for taking a bit to move the scene along haha <3 Play!!#It really does speak to just how much skill and effort is put into everything <3 It's so well done all the way around!!#Anyway to the actual scene at hand lol ow :') Drawing blood is always fun but I wish it wasn't his ;u;#Ugh the way he takes the surgeries is so well written - fear of course but a kind of stoic suffering as much as he's able to -#Until it comes to his eye #Ugh the /break/ of it all he goes from so eloquent - almost snarky and silly! Still trying to find an out make peace do /something/#It all goes completely out the window he's so /reduced/ and nothing hurts worse than that ughughugh #For all his intelligence and wit and prior successes and charm and just - everything that makes him /him/ to be dissolved into abject fear #It's so sad ;; And so well done <3 #And he still holds enough of himself to know what he'd be losing wegh it's so sad!! He's so defined by his vision as most VUX are it's fjdsl #Zelnick is already gone by this point but I wanted to throw him in for extra sad flavour :')#Plus - I've mentioned his post-Op was one of the ones from the gallery that Actively kills me every time I look at it #Can you imagine my heartbreak to find out that he didn't have his Captain to comfort him after this in actuality? That he was fully alone?#''Are we home? Is it over?'' ''N...not yet'' - The Absolute Devastation of realizing that Never Was not really #Just tear my heart out why don't you ugh I'm fully bleeding out 💔#That last one is actually meant to be Max but it's open to interpretation :)#I think it's such a waste that his eye was just disposed of! Someone else could've used that (lol)#I do think there's something to the idea of seeing what used to be a part of your body elsewhere - like the Leftovers!#Even just keeping as a memento tho - a trophy - insult to injury but literally #Just points to no one being special and nothing being sacred I suppose

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giddlygoat · 10 months

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my mind palace has a mascot named wilhelm and he’s essentially a dress-up doll i can project my emotions onto lol

#giddly’s art #wilhelm #whimsyville #<- that is what i’ve just now decided to call my personal art / comics and mind palace oc stuff #i’m cringe but i’m free [big smile and heart hands]#ALSO I KNOW I DRAW HIM INCONSISTENTLY i’m still getting to know him. bear with me HAHA #suggestive #just incase ? i almost completely forgot the dialogue of that comic lol it’s been sitting around for. a while #whatever i don’t even care [cares so much my guts hurt]or something. posting my personal sillies is scary ough #eye contact #no id

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adventures-in-teyvat · 1 year

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scaramouche: i’ve only had nilou for a day and a half but if anything happened to her i would kill everyone in this room and then myself

#WANDERLOU NATION RISE #maybe ..maybe i will ship this #i dont know how i feel #i know they would be fantastic friends but my heart is also calling out to me to ship them </3 #i think cylou is still number 1 in my heart but wanderlou is a fun thing to consider #and it is definitely one of my new favorites behwueheuueh #blessings from the anemo archon barsibitos #wanderlou #wanderer #scaramouche #kunikuzushi #nilou #sumeru bitches #muji's favorites #incorrect genshin impact quotes #oh my god it would be so cute though bc nilou is sort of simple-minded but also just a really pure and genuine person #and i dont think she would ever say anything she didnt mean or mean anything she didnt say. so that would come as a huge suprise to scara #cause hes used to constantly worrying about who will hurt him or betray him or what if someone has a different motive #but nilou is just like. a person. and she is just honest and she just likes to dance and make people smile #and i think that her simplicity would draw him in #EEEEEEEE #EHEUHEUEH #and once hes gotten used to being treated nicely he becomes overprotective nfhsndgdjbdkshd

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moxymaxing · 6 months

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when someone draws rachel rand skinny an angel loses their wings and when someone draws rand as a twink i look distantly into the sunset and when someone draws kian with a six pack a baby cries and GOD whenever someone draws any of the pc's without any sign of being older i feel the rage of a thousand suns. etc.

#stop drawing them all to be conventionally pretty my heart cant take this (derogatory)#i know grizzly described kian as smoking hot like every single other one of his pc but you must not believe him #he doesn't know her like i do. shes still smoking hot but in a way that grizzly could never imagine.#talking.txt #anyways. bitb fan/art hurts me sometimes #anyone who draws bitb characters looking older and not conventionally pretty u get free cookies and an invite to my birthday party #negative

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channnel · 8 months

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I was searching some creepypasta fics on quotev, when I suddenly remembered some fanfics I read before about a reader getting turned into a proxy but with some other characters too. I tried to find it but I couldn't- and I was so confused then I remembered their other fanfic about homicidal liu becoming a patient to the reader and i vividly remembered that cause the reader died! so I tried to search for it and it work... but the link isnt there anymore- and I'm sad.

#creepypasta #creepypasta fandom #homicidal liu #text post #like i know the reader died in the end (thanks jeff) but its still a good story #i havent even finished the cody x reader they made-#the harem fic that i said holds a special place in my heart cause that is the very first creepypasta fanfic i read on quotev #and i only joined last year! im not a creepypasta fan but now i am #like bro- those endings on the harem fic make me feel things #i dont know if the author deleted it or not but it was good while it lasted #i only read it once but the memory is still there #ahh i still remember hurting my back cause of me reading those chapters...#i should probably draw them...#i mean- i dont actually know why it disappeared but im a bit sad #its not the first time my favorite fanfic got deleted

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archirdarchernar · 3 months

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