#i know that as soon as i post this i'm gonna remember smth i forgot to put on here rip

[junior-high-rui-official]

// long post ahead. less explicit angst than usual but there is cyberbullying + workaholism involved. also Rui being on his gifted kid bs.

Rui lets out an exhausted sigh. After a certain point, everything became a blur. He remembers crying to his brother, remembers breaking down in front of Nene, and beyond that, everything's a blur... entering the hospital, vitals checked, some patronizing remarks, a nurse up his ass for a while...and finally, it was dark outside, and he could be left alone.

His head hurt. His feet hurt. His legs hurt. His stomach hurt. His chest- god, his fucking chest hurt.

He was relatively sure he was administered pain meds that were supposed to kick in soon, but evidently they hadn't yet. So...

He reaches for his phone to pass the time. He toggles on just about every screen filter - this wasn't good for his eyes, he knew, but he was in the hospital with a broken rib, he had worse things to worry about than some blue light.

He opens a social media app he forgot he had, he'd downloaded it only to follow a certain account that posted robotics materials, and never deleted it.

He scrolls.

And scrolls.

And scrolls.

Mind drifting, eyes blurring out, this is just something he's doing with his hands at this point, he's not even retaining let alone looking at anything he sees-

until he happens upon a picture with a familiar face.

[Ah...that girl...]

[...yes, she's one of many that bothers me at school...]

He scrolls past the photo, but he stops.

[... I'm going to be stuck here for at least a week. In that time, my grades... Oh, and we had that big history project coming up...]

He scrolls back up, then clicks on the account. Scrolling through it, various selfies confirm this is in fact the person he thinks it is.

Several moments of hesitation, and he clicks the "message" button.

類: < hello >

[xxx]: < ??? >

[xxx]: < who tf lmao >

類: < it's kamishiro >

類: < we don't talk but you do know me >

[xxx]: < how tf did you find me on here >

[xxx]: < stalker shit tbh >

類: < i came across a selfie of yours >

類: < i have a question >

類: < more like a favor to ask? >

[xxx]: < bro what >

[xxx]: < we aren't friends im not doing shit for you >

[xxx]: < fucking weirdo >

類: < i know >

類: < you're the first person going to [school] I have contact with though >

類: < whether you know this or not i'm unsure but I've been hospitalized >

[xxx]: < LMAOAOAOAUDHDHSGXBJCHX >

[xxx]: < FOR REAL??? >

[xxx]: < why do you talk like a victorian orphan boy >

類: < i need my paper assignments for the next week or so >

[xxx]: < what the hell?? >

[xxx]: < fucking nerd >

[xxx]: < no lmao >

[xxx]: < go talk to your other fucking >

[xxx]: < weirdo friend or smth >

[xxx]: < why would you even think to message me. you're so fucking weird?? >

類: < mizuki's suspended >

類: < they wouldn't do it either way though >

類: < I know it's an unusual request to say the least >

類: < blame the impulse on the pain meds >

[xxx]: < i hope you fucking stay there fr >

[xxx]: < we definitely don't want your wackass back here >

類: < if you bring me the assignments I'll do your homework for you this week as well ? >

類: < or your friends' >

類: < the hospital isn't far from school. it's not like they're going to fact check whether we're friends or not. you'll just have to say you're delivering me something >

[xxx]: < omfg >

[xxx]: < ok fine if it gets you to quit yapping >

[xxx]: < if you fuck up that homework though I'm not gonna be pleased >

類: < i anticipate this >

類: < thank you >

[xxx]: < yw i guess >

[xxx]: < now leave me alone >

Rui does exactly that, closing the app and shutting off his phone...as he tries and fails not to internalize his classmate's unsavory remarks, he lies his head down and lets tears fall once more.

#rooftop whispers #tw bullying #tw cyberbullying #tw hospital #← minor

[jenscotts]

I posted 1,343 times in 2022

That's 376 more posts than 2021!

296 posts created (22%)

1,047 posts reblogged (78%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

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@the-only-useful-lesbian

I tagged 355 of my posts in 2022

#df spoilers - 49 posts

#story of my life - 5 posts

#prev tags - 4 posts

#them - 3 posts

#< prev tags - 3 posts

#power rangers - 2 posts

#yup - 2 posts

#screams in jen and wes moments - 2 posts

#tumblr milestone - 2 posts

#🥲 - 2 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#not even close lmao never heard someone say 'spot of tea' or seen a 'pot of tea' there's a teapot at a cafe- but in the house unless you're

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

Dont remember if I posted this but have your daily dose of Chance

16 notes - Posted November 19, 2022

#4

Here have more Javelia art… it’s shit but I gave up

Don’t ask why Javi looks like an eBay Edward Cullen… I don’t know either

Also this is part of a sickfic that I’ll will myself to write- maybe

18 notes - Posted March 30, 2022

#3

Here, have some Javelia art

20 notes - Posted March 29, 2022

#2

So

It has been brought bck into my mind that Brit (Emily, Samurai) said a few years ago that she thinks of Emily as Bisexual

Her reason was that she knew the show wanted to have the Mike and Emily set up as the main relationship in the show but she felt as though some of the things Mia and Emily did could be seen as date things and Brit and Erika still talk a lot so they made a joke about their characters and one of these include

'I think Emily and Mike just liked eachother because they were always together but Mia and Emily were always together too- so why don't we just say they date later on after Emily and Mike break up'

They kept that joke and soon got Hector involved which he was fine with because he also said

'Just to be clear the breakup was a mutual thing I dont want anyone not believing in love again'

And lets be real you cant convince me that half of Samurai rangers are in the community

So we all (on the live stream) were like alr sure 👍

Also turns out Erika, Brit, Hector and Najee (and i think Steven i cant remember) they'd be up for doing a Samurai reunion thing like a podcast or smth as a little life update with the team

Dont quote me on that part I just remember hearing it on Hectors live with Najee and forgot to say anything lmao

23 notes - Posted July 5, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

So my spanish teacher is being a bitch so I'm not doing anything she says-

So what better time to write another sickfic bc I have way too much time to do it today-

So obviously it's Javelia but I'm tempted to try one when Javi isn't well and not Amelia- bc I did Amelia already

But the thing is I suck at writing anything other than fainting but I obviously can't do the same kinda plot line over and over sooo yeah we're gonna try to do a Javi one but i literally don't know

34 notes - Posted May 13, 2022

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[noorasvetres]

sooo here’s my summer wishlist of plots i want, fcs i want to play or play against, and a few ships i would love ! if you’re interested in any of these please like this or im me !! i love headcanoning and developing plots a lot so if you do too, hmu ?? (ps: i also have/prefer discord over iming if you have one !)

plots:

fallen inspired plot !! muse a is an angel and is soulmates with muse b, but as a curse put upon them for falling in love, any memory b has of a is wiped. b is constantly reborn and in every life, muse a finds them, they fall in love, and as part of the curse, b dies and is reborn all over again, muse a cursed to find them in every life no matter how much they try to avoid b to protect them. (i probably explained this terribly but it would be so fun to rp in different decades and historical eras !!)

kind of goes along w/ the fallen plot, but gimme some reincarnated plots !! imagine the familiarity but knowing you’ve never met this person and weird flashbacks and dreams after you meet them and they just can’t stay away from each other 

camp counselors ! imagine making s’mores by the fire and the camp kids shipping them even before they realize they like each other and al;dskjfa; this would be so cute

the summer i turned pretty based plot ! two families have always had beach houses right next to each other and go every summer, making it easy for their kids, muse a to become friends with the two siblings in the other family. a has always had a crush on b but b is difficult and rebellious and won’t admit their feelings for a so, giving up, a connects with b’s brother and they end up dating and ?? lots of angst bc b finally realizes they fucked up ?? and doesn’t know how to fix it ? and a wanting them but also dating b’s sibling and it’s all a mess 

exes plots anyone ? al;sdkjf i love the angst and we can make the breakup super dramatic which means even more angst !! so many ideas for this one ! 

roadtrip plot where two best friends start traveling bc why not ?? and end up realizing their feelings along the way ! based on this.

mob plot !

cute bartender & customer - x.

GIMME SOME 2X2 AND MUMU PLOTS !! i’m such a sucker for these

this plot ! 

this plot bc imagine all of the angst and not being able to deny their feelings even though there’s so much against them !

ok but imagine all of the character development and the possibilities w/ this ?

this bc who doesn’t love cute f/f plots

fwb who end up catching feelings

another cute f/f plot 

wedding planner and divorce lawyer pls 

historical plots !! gimme some 70s, 80s, renaissance, etc bc those are a blast

supernatural plots !!

i’m such a sucker for the enemies to lovers trope and the best friends to lovers trope, so i’m always down for these ? 

lemme play some older fcs (mostly around their 30s) in literally any plot ! 

fcs i’d love to play: 

marilyn lima, elizabeth olsen, adelaide kane, kylie bunbury, britt robertson, keiynan lonsdale, camila mendes, lili reinhart, hillary trinh, froy gutierrez, poppy drayton, nick robinson, tom holland, aja naomi king, lupita nyong’o, haley lu richardson, crystal reed, ana de armas, candice patton, kat mcnamara, philippine stindel, tyler posey, natalia dyer, jamie chung, maia mitchell, alicia vikander, alisha wainwright, lindsey morgan

fcs i’d love to play against:

sean teale, luke mitchell, thomas doherty, austin butler, ivana baquero, keith powers, garrett hedlund, matt daddario, madelaine petsch, joe keery, thomas hayes, dominic sherwood, marlon langeland, jacob elordi, diacre montgomery, caitlin stasey, tom maden, tyler posey, austin butler, ansel elgort, ryan guzman, gregg sulkin, bill skarsgard, kiowa gordan, maia mitchell, alisha wainwright, bob morley

some ships that would be super cool to have (i’ll have it bolded/italicized if i prefer one fc over the other!):

ross butler x katherine langford

tom maden x carlson young

marilyn lima x michel biel

sean teale x emma dumont

chloe bennet x luke mitchell

#1x1 #1x1 rp #i know that as soon as i post this i'm gonna remember smth i forgot to put on here rip #this got so long though wow

[cattles-bians]

Damie Vibecca exes AU part 4

post directory

[em note: this one is LONG i had to split it!!!]

obsetress: deflecting to viola protecting becs

obsetress: once they are dating

obsetress: and thinkin thoughts

em: viola asks rebecca if she wants to put a hit out on peter and rebestiecca is like????

em: that’s hot but

em: u can do that? also maybe don’t. but mostly that’s hot

obsetress: i was literally gonna say peter is still her ex and he's a persistent fucker even though it's been a year at least and viola's response is... not far off from canon!

obsetress: becca just stares at her for a minute and then she's cupping viola's cheek and murmuring "come here" and pulling her down

obsetress: they're like kissing or whatever and rebecca's murmuring "that was hot, you know" between kisses and viola's like "oh?" and becca's like "don't be cheeky, you know it was" and vi just grins against her mouth

em: I’m Really Invested In This Crack Ship

obsetress: ok but rebecca tells jamie and dani about vi offering to put a hit on peter and they're both understandably and reasonably aghast and rebecca's just like (takes a sip of wine, ducks head, smiles to self) i think it's sweet

obsetress: dani and jamie look at each other out of the corners of their eyes

obsetress: (later, dani agrees how absolutely out of line it is but also admits that it sure does feel nice to be so taken care of sometimes)

obsetress: (jamie throws a pillow at her)

obsetress: also thinking about secret soft vibecca are sometimes and how horrified dani and jamie are the first time they see it with their own eyes

em: jamie and dani excessive PDA queens get a taste of their own medicine

em: it’s so funny that i’m like. always on the verge of viola horny posting but as soon as it’s vibecca i’m like look at these babies. these beautiful babies

obsetress: viola and rebecca kissing one (1) time at brunch and jamie, arm slung around dani’s shoulders, is like “oi, no one wants to see that” and dani, leaning into jamie, one hand in her lap, crinkles her nose and rebecca’s like “y— you’re kidding, right?”

obsetress: also like. we talk a lot about what vi does for rebecca but also like

obsetress: vi massive abandonment issues and rebecca just

obsetress: she just stays

em: ur gonna Kill me here lies em

obsetress: i know i didn’t mean to and then i just

obsetress: i can’t think too hard abt them or i will Melt Down but just like

em: look if rebecca can see the best in someone as awful as peter

em: viola isnt nearly as terrible

obsetress: esp vi post dani like

obsetress: she’s obnoxious and haughty and neoliberal but

obsetress: radical love goes a long way!

obsetress: rebecca grounding her thru touch and rebecca slipping her hands around vi’s and easing them loose when vi’s hands start to clench and rebecca just pressing a kiss to viola’s temple and murmuring “i’m here, yeah? with you. not going anywhere”

em: like i just think after eddie dani wouldnt like, just go w the flw any more. like i think abt her challenging viola occasionally

em: lovingly! gently

but like, holding her accountable

em: also violas absolutely little spoon

em: like i know blah blah viola top rebecca top leaning switch but viola little spoon

obsetress: “actually viola” (vi always knows she’s in trouble when dani calls her viola) “that was really hurtful” “i’m sorry you feel that way, dani, but—“ “i don’t need you to be sorry for how i feel. i need you to show me you’re sorry for what you did”

em: dani calls vi the Full Name and viola knows shes in trouble bc thats at least 4 extra vowels w danis midwest accent

em: it is always v surprising how much like, working w kids equips you to work w adults. b/c at least w kids you dont have layers and layers of social nuance to work through. u can just say 'hey. that was hurtful and your apology sucks'

obsetress: meanwhile dani’s over here trying to explain to vi intent vs impact and how no, it’s not semantics or nuance, it’s actually kind of a chasm

em: i kind of love like um. look viola is terrible but she wasnt born terrible

obsetress: she just has a lot to unlearn

em: and id belive that even if i wasnt a ghostfucker thats just rogers theory of self actualisation babyeee

obsetress: dani viola big fight n dani's like

obsetress: "i'm sorry and i love you but it's not my job to fix you, vi" and she just breaks down and she's like "it's not"

obsetress: jesus why did my brain take THAT turn

em: wrow

em: its ok i was gonna be like 'so they obvs break up at some point....'

obsetress: anyway viola just stares at her for a second and then she's like "you put the 'i'm sorry' before the 'i love you'"

obsetress: and dani just stares at her for a long time and she's like "yeah. i guess i did"

em: HANNAH

em: BESTIE

obsetress: i KNOW what the FUCK

obsetress: anyway dani's like "i guess i did" and vi's like "is that it then?" and dani just looks at her with her puffy eyes and is like "i think so"

obsetress: dani clayton queen of saying "i love you" over and over in the midst of breaking up w someone

em: well! she has a lot of love to give but, she also has to love herself sometimes!

em: i was thinking abt scenarios n i just remembered that. whole video rental shop thing so i think that slots in nicely

[em edit: u can read here]

obsetress: god i love that lil scene

em: dani sends viola a tentative little meme peace offering and they get back to talking and its nice but maybe a bit awkward and viola mentions like, going to therapy and seeing someone for help n its

obsetress: vi's stewing on "i can't fix you" for weeks and then she's begrudgingly. BEGRUDGINGLY calling a therapist

em: like its still awkward and dani is still nursing some wounds but she can ALSO be happy for someone she used to care about

em: still cares about!

obsetress: she's always gonna love her in some way or another

obsetress: but yeah also like. smth to viola being too stubborn to do anything she doesn't wanna do except suddenly when dani clayton gets involved and that feels p canon in its own way too

em: 'i cant fix u' weird bc every time i see viola im like 'i can fix her'

obsetress: it's like ur in my head bestie

em: how do u think viola and rebestiecca met

em: not that u think abt it or anything

obsetress: MAN i was just thnking

obsetress: in this universe how did dani and jamie meet but i guess it can still just be bly tbh

obsetress: as for vi and bestiecca hmmm

em: am so caught up in the joy of fucked up interpersnal dynamics i forgot a meet cute

obsetress: honestly part of me wants to be like

obsetress: on some dating app but a dating app for posh people yk

obsetress: but then i'm like

obsetress: that takes all the meet cute fun out of it

obsetress: oh GOD

obsetress: i got it

obsetress: ready

obsetress: so like viola landlord we know this

obsetress: and then i was watching whatever ep three the other day and bex mentions wanting to do public law right

em: oooooh

obsetress: bex public housing attorney

em: OOH

obsetress: they meet at some conference

obsetress: hit it off prob fuck lbr

obsetress: and then

obsetress: comedy of errors

obsetress: whoever stays the night, they sleep together again in the morning, breakfast in bed, bex is like "so what do you do, anyway"

em: hjgbjshmdnfbmngbmhnbgs,hndg m,shndgds

em: YES

obsetress: and then they just

em: WHEEZES

obsetress: also i like to think rebecca invites vi back to her hotel room and vi is so charmed by her taking charge ("""taking charge""") that she lets her

obsetress: and then like

obsetress: god for a while what if they just like

obsetress: they're so mortified and morally and fundamentally at odds but like

obsetress: the sex is so good???????

obsetress: that they keep just meeting up and then

em: romeo and juliet situation

obsetress: yk how it goes

obsetress: the sex is good and they see each other as like

em: thats so fucking good thank u hannah

obsetress: super rare intellectual equals whatever

obsetress: thank u i am exceedingly proud rn

obsetress: honestly at this point i'm

obsetress: rebecca and vi uhaul change my mind

obsetress: like not too quick because isabel but, quick enough to be considered

em: so the joke is like. obviously 'extremely pda damie' but when rebecca and vi are alone they Also cannot get their hands off each other

obsetress: they both just. worry about appearances too much meanwhile

obsetress: tweedle dee and tweedle dum in the overalls and mom jeans dgaf

em: accidentally seeing ur friends compromised is just part of the package of being friends w damie. however jamie accidentally catches vibecca in the act and shes Horrified

em: hypocrits

em: danis like yeah what do u. think theyre doing

em: dani is nonchallant bc shes dated viola of all people

obsetress: i mean could you imagine

obsetress: between vi and dani's just

obsetress: insatiable libido

em: HADNT IMAGINED UNTIL NOW BUT YEAH

obsetress: dani, very seriously: jamie, when two women love each other––

em: dani likes dating jamie bc it means she can top occasionally :) maybe even more than occasionally

em: jamies like ooh my god i knw i know how are u so casual about... rebecca... and ... viola... (dani just pulls her in fr a smooch)

obsetress: they have each other's clothes half off and dani's like "i'm so casual because i dated her too, babe" and jamie's like "can we not have this conversation right n"

obsetress: also i still have this on my clipboard from earlier we bopped around so fast but

obsetress: vi and bex hooking up early on:

obsetress: rebecca knocks on vi's door at, like, 6:00 pm after work, vi opens it, rebecca just grabs her and kisses her, vi pulls her in, becca kicks it closed behind her, vi shoves her against the door and they're kissing against it, then vi's ducking her head to kiss along rebecca's neck and rebecca's like "how many people did you evict today" as she angles her head and then viola's finding her lips again and tugging at her lower lip with her teeth "probably not as many landlords as you shortchanged today" and rebecca's laughing and pushing her backwards down the hall as viola tugs at her blouse

em: GOD. viola is probably like

em: ok, disclaimer: fuck all landlords

em: but at least in this fantasy world perhaps viola is 'fairly' 'reasonable' n shes absolutely playing it up for the hate sex angle n rebecca Maybe Assumes shes lying but

em: stupid morons in love

obsetress: yeah

obsetress: i think i've mentioned this before but like

obsetress: now that it's more fleshed out

obsetress: then they're at drinks one night (and when did it go from just sex to drinks? neither of them could tell you) and viola's kinda quiet n moody (n rebecca already knows she Gets Like This sometimes and that she'll usually say whatever she's thinking eventually) and finally she's like

obsetress: "i have... a daughter" and rebecca's just like "tell me about her" like it's the easiest thing in the world

obsetress: and viola's head snaps over and she stares because she was.... not expecting that

obsetress: and so viola does

obsetress: and rebecca's just like "i'd love to meet her one day"

em: soft.....

obsetress: they always turn back to soft

obsetress: like they have a fuckin mind of their own

em: rapidly oscillate between horny and soft

obsetress: that's the mood

em: violas probably like. yknow, rebecca's young and up and cming n she probably assumes rebesticca isnt interested as something as full on as a kid but shes like 'do you have any photos'

obsetress: fuck!!!!!!!!!

em: rebeccas like do u think i didnt. see the photos at ur apartment lmao

em: theres a childs drawing on the fridge

obsetress: rebecca has known almost from the jump but was

obsetress: giving viola her time

obsetress: also smth smth giving her time instead of time wearing her away etc etc we're all in hell

em: cracks knuckles

em: bestie....

obsetress: pls

obsetress: it's what i deserve

obsetress: first tho

obsetress: consider

obsetress: the way viola's face lights up when she's talking about isabel and showing rebecca all the pictures

obsetress: hold pls

em: soft......

obsetress: this one chief

obsetress: right here

#the dani jamie viola rebecca exes au #i have some old ones i wanna get through so bad just for the joy of #jamie: actually viola i DONT think cocaine is vega #vegan i meant vegan #but tumblr user obsetress mentioned the break up so! so. a recent convo

[waitingforminjae]

Me Guessing VIXX Members Even Tho I Only Know Abt Them Thru @leoochie: A Thread

Leo:

Easiest first. The bad bitch herself! Someone I know abt exclusively bc of Kendra and therefore all of my thoughts and opinions are permanently colored by this fact. Everyone wants him to be a baddie but he just wants to go home. Call him if there r any tall/rich/older men tho. Stream Romanticism or die by Kendra's sword!!!!

Hakyeon:

The other easy one. Stage name should've been Atlas bc of how he's been carrying this thing on his back since day one. An ARTIST thank u v much!!! I actually know him from Hotel King where I thought he looked like Yook Sungjae but everyone looks at me like I'm crazy when I say that. This is gonna get me blocked but he's what Kai coulda been if SM hadn't trapped him in the box of traditional sexiness. Deserves better. Surpassed both of those guys when he was like 14 in terms of like. Everything. Stream these videos to achieve peak enlightenment abt the beauty of art!!!!

Hyuk (?):

Honestly this guy looks like he drops ballads that are pretty but boring. Also Hyuk's new ballad keeps popping up in my recs on youtube bc these apps share our information like mom's gossiping at a potluck and it's screencap gives me the impression of a pretty boy. This is a pretty boy. Also cheekbones. According to Kendra, has like 2 stans. I think him and his cheekbones deserve at least 5.

Hongbin:

Okay honestly if this isn't Hongbin then it's the same guy from above and I fucked up somewhere. I forgot he existed while trying to name all six of the members for this post, so that's a win for Kendra personally I think. I remember her saying once that he had a brick chin and this guy looks like he has a brick chin. That's the basis of this one. For the hets. 1/2 of white boi line. Also what the fuck does he do in this group.

Jaehwan (?):

Okay honestly this might be Ravi. We've established I have no idea what Ravi looks like. He's got one of those faces I forget as soon as I see it. But anyway. Honestly I don't know what this guy looks like. Stage name is Ken. Presumably the other half of white boi line. Looks white. What tf does he do in this group, also. Feel like he should be the visual. Wait didn't he just drop a Frozen cover? Someone tell him it's not 2014 and the only valid Frozen 2 song is the river one.

Ravi:

My gut tells me this is Ravi. I still don't know what he looks like. I got Ravi face blindess ig 😔😔😔. @sehuniverse told me that Ravi's got a big forehead but that doesn't help me when half their foreheads are covered by bangs. He was switching center w Leo. I think that's why I want to make him Ravi. If this isn't Ravi then honestly I don't have a clue. Impression from Kendra is that he maybe started off okay then went off the deep end. Gets .5 respect for leaving the company and starting his own. At least he did smth interesting. People want him to sing but he insists on rapping. Tragic.

The Whole Gang:

Okay all jokes and failures aside this song is a whole bop so. Stream it!!!! These outfits popped off, but that seems to be their thing so. This picture is the reason I know there's six of them. Overall opinion: good and deserved better but everyone decided to have exo and bts tunnel vision 😞😞😞

#I'm not gonna tag this bc i know i got this so wrong lmaooooo #m: kpop #mine #my posts #so. how badly did i fuck up. #i hope it was funny fuck ups at least lmao #m: vixx #imma make all the stans see this now that i got feedback #vixx #pls check notes for some truly iconic responses here lmao 😂😂😂

[dk-s]

hi! i hope you're doing well! i'm so sorry for taking forever to send this but this week has been ✨ stressful ✨ i'm supposed to get my first decision from a uni on tuesday which is like too soon yet too far all at the same time. and all of my teachers gave so much projects/exams this week and next week and realistically it's bc they have to fill up the gradebook before the mid-quarter progress reports are released + finish up stuff before winter break but I FEEL LIKE THE UNIVERSE HATES ME! anyway i've been sleeping terribly & getting stress-induced nightmares like every night :( the one good thing is that since i've been so stressed abt my schoolwork, i haven't been thinking abt the decision as much as i would probably be if i had less work? idk this turned into a RANT i'm sorry 🥺

oh!! i do really really love 24h and my my ! ((maybe i religiously rewatch the 24h mv just so i can replay the mingyu scene over and over again)) but i think my favorite svt song is probably pinwheel or thanks? i have been really enjoying all my love and bring it lately as well!! and my favorite song ever changes like all the time but the two songs that are consistently my top songs are pinwheel and bts' epilogue: young forever!

"my usual habit of basing my entire personality on whatever media piece im currently consuming" - YES????? i have never related so hard to anything ever. and if i could i would totally make a flower crown rn but 😔 the flowers are all dead here 😔 but we got our first snow yesterday so that was exciting!

also i saw that post you rb'ed about living in a log cabin in the mountains w a fireplace and quilts and I JUST WANT

omg i love it when people have tiny platters for all of their toppings, jams, etc. like!!! that is the cutest thing ever please take my hand in marriage.

AHH yes i forgot to convert to celsius but it is very cold and i am not okay!!! at least i have an excuse to wear all of super fuzzy clothing and sweaters though!!

stay safe!! & enjoy your summer!! i hope you smile & sleep well today!! i love you!! 💖

~age twin anon

hii!! aa i’m replying so late and i was like wait a sec i got to reply to smth in my inbox!!! im so sorry :((((((

wait!! ur first uni decision?! good luck im rooting for u and i just know ur gonna do amazing my mind is calculating whether tuesday has already passed but like god i get u w the projects and exams honestly its insane esp close to when reports are due because they just PILE work on to u like ma’am i have a life right now outside of being stuck at my desk writing extended answers on the contraction of muscles?! dont stress to much bb and remember to take time for urself!!! i hope it all goes well for u and thats fine u can rant whenever u want im 👂 also isn’t that such a beautiful emoji

i watch the 24h music video n just lose my mind over mingyu esp that scene in the first verse w the black jacket tiddies out curly hair i !!! jungkook mingyu fashion magazine WHEN and oh!! i havent heard either of those songs (bc i suck at listening to new music) but i’ll check them out!! and aa young forever gets me in tears every time i will never stop talking about it <3

and the media thing is SO true like its smth that i really need to change but also it def changes things up for me!! and omg u get snow?! i wishhh but like australia has snow in like one part and its in this particular place in the alps on the other side of the country and it snows there for a week at most :( but one day im gonna see the snow more!! and yess i would love to live in a warm cabin w a crackling fireplace n a grand bookshelf as well as warm, stuffed quilts that i can bundle myself into!!

i have tiny platters for jam n toppings and cream 👉👈 so uhhhh 💍 here u go!!

cold weather is still better than summer weather >>> i said what i said!! n stay safe as well!!! i love u!!!!

#answered #age twin anon #u!! cutie!!!