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#i laughed but i also cried 😭🤧
hyunjilicious · 7 months
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[perv!bang chan x f!reader] and also [lee felix x reader but established relationship]
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Summary: the 'there was only one bed trope' but with a twist, because there were more beds available, you were already in a perfect relationship with Felix, and neither of you knew just how head over heels for you Chan was (SMUT) 3k
Warning: obsessed!Chan, like crazy after you why-is-she-so-perfect!Chan, unprotected sex, fucking while someone's supposed to be sleeping in the same bed?? (😭), Chan's a bit of a perv so mentions of creampies, masturbation (m.), cum play, oral (m. receiving), hints of degradation etc. also unedited 🤧 18+ PLS
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"I think I'm gonna go to sleep" you mumbled, jolting awake after the sound of an explosion ripped through the room. You rubbed your cheek against Felix's shoulder as a little goodbye, and prepared to stand up. 
"No, no, wait!" he called for you, hands still on the controller and eyes still on the enemies on the screen. "I'm coming with you, gimme a sec"
"Hey" Jeongin nudged Felix in the side, him too partially absorbed by the game as he spoke, "We just started this campaign, you're not going to sleep unless you find someone to take your place"
"Yeah, but-"
"Lixie, it's fine" you cooed, pecking the top of his head, "Play all night if you want, don't worry"
"Are you sure?" he asked, turning to face you only for Jeongin to snap.
"Dude!" he cried, doing his best to cover his lovesick friend, "Pay attention, we'll get surrounded"
"Shit, sorry" Felix resumed playing only for his friend to chuckle.
"It's ok"
"I'm gonna go now, ok?" you giggled and advanced towards the door. "Make sure to win!"
Despite turning his head to face you, Felix's eyes remained on the screen. "Good night, angel. I love you"
"Good night, Y/n!"
"Good night, guys. And good luck!"
After leaving their room, you stopped by the kitchen for a little snack, washed your face, changed into your pajamas and then joined Chan in bed. 
This wasn't the first time you, Felix and Chan all shared a room, but it was the first time it happened because neither of you bothered to think of the sleeping arrangements before renting the cabin.
With 4 double beds and 9 people in the group, Chan decided to take one for the team and be the one to sleep on the couch. And he would've done just that, had the living room not been the main hangout spot day and night - so that was why he was there tonight, in your bed, almost drifting off, because you and Felix were the most adamant about having him a decent place to sleep. 
"Hey, Y/n" Chan greeted you, only his eyes peeking from under the fluffy duvet. "Where's Felix?"
"Playing"
"Still?" he gasped, "It's almost 3"
Laughing, you got in bed under the covers, "I know, I'm surprised too. You're in bed before him and I.n. Never thought I'd live to see this"
"Maybe it's my turn to be an early bird, who knows?" he said softly, eyes drifting closed as the words left his mouth. The light was swiftly turned off, and silence settled. 
Truth be told, you were extremely tired and Chan sleeping so close to you wasn't a source of discomfort, yet somehow, your brain refused to settle into a peaceful sleep. You were used to sleeping without Felix due to your schedules, what you weren't used to however was sleeping without him when he was in the same building as you. But, with no plans for the next day, you settled for slipping in and out of consciousness, slightly amused by Chan's little snores as you waited for Felix to come to bed. 
At one point, during one of those little time frames where you managed to fall asleep, you were jostled awake by the feeling of the mattress dipping on either side of your hips. 
"Felix?" you mumbled, trying to turn around but the weight on your back kept you pinned into place. "Felix, what are you doing?" this time you giggled, knowing very well that no one else would be shamelessly kissing your neck like that.
"Quiet, love" he shushed you and moved on to attack the other side of your neck, "Mm, so sweet"
"Felix, what are you doing!?" you whispered - or moaned, smiling as you tried to pry him off of you. 
"Shh, you'll wake Chan" 
You were about to ask something, say something - mumble whatever, but then you felt it, "Felix-" you cupped his cheek, "That's your phone, right?"
"My phone's here, flower" he grinned and waved it around in his hand that was resting by your pillow. 
"What did you and Jeongin do?" you laughed, the feeling of his rock hard cock against your ass helping you awaken fully. You were ready to get out of bed, head to the bathroom, hop in the shower maybe, relieve the stress somehow, but he had other ideas. 
"Doesn't matter, all I know is that I want you now"
But you didn't get a chance to even try to stand up because his hand found its way past the waistband of your pants, under your underwear and to your pussy in record time. 
"Felix!" you whispered exasperated, "Chan's right here! Are you insane!?"
"He's fast asleep, relax" 
"Felix! He can wake at any moment!"
"Be quiet if you don't want that to happen" he groaned, and tugged down your pants without even the tiniest bit of help from you. 
Unable to suppress your lust induced grin, you watched him over your shoulder as he worked himself out of his own sweatpants, his cock springing free, hard and throbbing against your naked ass. 
"Quiet, yeah?" he more so demanded, but then refused to help you whatsoever. He knew what he was doing, pushing your limits - of self control, fed on the fact that Chan might catch you - his cock aching at the thought. And the fact that you were visibly on the same length, pussy wet and warm against his fingers, your heart beating rapidly under him, only fueled him more. Maybe you wanted Chan to hear you. It drove him wild.
Initially, he was going to work you up a bit, get you right where he wanted you with a few simple but experienced flicks of his fingers, but you were already there, panting and waiting. So, without bothering to waste any more time, he guided himself to your entrance and rammed his cock inside you, balls deep from the first thrust. 
"Fuck!" the whine involuntarily broke past your lips, forcing you to press your face into the pillow. 
"Easy, baby, like that" Felix praised you, his tone deep and raspy against your ear, as he started rolling his hips into yours. 
Knowing you should keep quiet made everything worse. Every single sense was amplified, you could feel his breath - hear it, hot and goosebumps worthy. One of his arms around your body, the other one right beside your head - his hand, gathered into a fist, and his silver rings having the faint light from outside beautifully roll off them inches away from your lips. He smelled pretty - chocolate on his lips and the cologne he always wore. It was bad, you were done for, because the second your mind wandered off and you felt every single little vein on his throbbing cock rub against your walls, you bit into your lips and cried in order to suppress your moan. 
"Angel" Felix threatened, "You're too loud, you'll wake him up"
"Felix-" you barely said before he slapped his hand against your mouth, lowered himself completely on top of you and fully halted his movements.
Only when Felix stilled, did you hear Chan. Wide eyed and terrified, you both watched him roll onto his back to face the ceiling - mouth slightly open as he prepared to resume snoring. 
You wanted to say something, but Felix's hand covering your mouth wasn't budging. "Think you can shut up, love?" he asked. 
Had you two been alone, you'd have dared push it and swear you'd be quiet, but with Chan stirring in his sleep mere inches away from Felix's dick which was balls deep inside your cunt, you didn't really need the extra adrenaline. So you just squeezed your eyes shut and shook your head against his hand, your honesty making him chuckle. 
"That's ok, I got you"
His tone was reassuring, he knew how to talk to you to keep you calm, but he did it on purpose now. He had no reason to be this sweet only to then resume his thrusting with no warning whatsoever. 
You couldn't call his name, you couldn't moan, couldn't cry, all that was left for you to do was sink - and drown under the weight of his body on top of yours. His thrusts were slow but deep and rhythmic, enough to drive you crazy, but again, he knew you. 
"Can you cum for me like this?" he questioned again against your ear. 
He knew it wasn't always exactly the easiest for you to finish, and he knew exactly what to do and how to do it in order to get you there, but what he didn't know was just how much Chan's presence affected you. He was about to find out though, and you weren't exactly excited for the conversation.
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Oh, the dread. It was excruciating for him really, the anxiety making it all worse. What kind of a pervert just lays there listening - what kind of a man - oh, the whimpers. Fuck. 
Why did he think turning over to sleep on his back would be a better idea - less pressure on his throbbing cock, obviously, but his face was exposed and one long enough look from either you or Felix and his cover would have been blown. No one sweats that much in their sleep, no one breathes like that when they're supposed to be far away, deep inside the dreamland, unless it was a nightmare. But the more he thought about it, that was what this was, a long, painful and disgusting nightmare. 
He didn't know when it all stopped, when either of you finished. Chan wished he could've heard you, maybe also stolen a glance but it was too much, too risky, he knew he'd have never been able to look either of you in the eye if he had been caught. 
But once it was all done, once it was all over and you two had cleaned up and cuddled into each other to sleep, he finally felt free enough to turn around and face away from you. Now he could keep his eyes open and squint in pain as much as he needed, as just because his best friend was done fucking the love of his life, didn't mean his raging erection suddenly disappeared.
What he was waiting for was a snore, a loud noise which you'd both ignore, something, anything, to let him know you were both asleep and that he could get out of bed. 
While in reality it had been no more than 20 minutes since Felix entered the bedroom, to Chan it felt like it was already the last day of vacation, as if a whole week had been drained out of him by the time he finally reached the bathroom. 
He had never hopped in the shower as fast as he did now, not even waiting for the water to warm up. He just propped himself there, one hand against the marble wall and his head hanging low as he stood and cursed. 
He hoped the water would not only wash away the sweat off his body, but also the absolute obscenities that crossed his mind. The way he grabbed his cock was involuntary, making him hiss in pain from the amount of torture he had been put through.
It was him whimpering in the empty bathroom but he could only hear you, the way you breathed, moaned, and called his best friend's name. The water had barely warmed up enough to not sting his skin, but it was already steaming off of him. 
"Fuck-" Chan cursed, furiously pumping his cock in his hand. He did his best not to picture you there, kneeling in front of him, mouth wide open and ready to receive his cum. He tried so hard not to imagine what your cunt felt like, what it was like to grip your hair into his fist, what sounds you made when he hurt you just enough to make your pussy tighten around him. 
And because his mind was intoxicated and only god could judge him now, he couldn't help but wonder what your relationship with Felix was like - what talks you had and how much you had done together, because no random couple decides to fuck like this out of nowhere. How many times when you two had slipped away, was it actually so that he could fuck you? At the studio? When you offered to head downstairs and grab the food for everyone and Felix insisted he helped you? At Chan’s parties when you pretended to need a breath of fresh air? When you two would sleep over on his couch? Had he fucked you there? Chan’s cock twitched at the thought of you getting your cunt pounded in his bathroom, a hand clamped against your mouth so that he wouldn't find out what kind of a cock thirsty whore you were. 
"Damn it" he cried again, only needing a few more painful strokes to finish. Your name left his lips as cum shot out of his tip, wasting away down the drain. 
This was ridiculous, he felt pathetic. Usually when he got himself off alone, he was hit with a wave of lucidity right after. Not now, though. Now he was aching to go again. But it would've been useless, the shower didn't do anything, he wanted to cum inside you, on you, to see his cum on your fingers, on your lips, to hear you beg for it. He wanted to see you cry and choke on his cock, to see the little tears at the corners of your eyes as you preferred to keep his dick down your throat a bit more rather than breathe. He was fucked. 
But everyone was asleep, a ridiculously long shower wouldn't raise any suspicion - that was what he said to himself as he grabbed his cock again and went for another round. 
By the time Chan walked downstairs and into the kitchen, it was already morning. He busied himself around the cabin, made himself a little breakfast which he couldn't eat, and then buried his nose in his phone waiting for any of his friends to wake up. 
Seungmin was the first to join him, and not much time passed before the two of them decided to head out and get whatever other groceries would be needed for that day's lunch. The ride wasn't long and the local supermarket didn't offer the broadest variety of products, so the trip had been much shorter than Chan had hoped. 
When they returned to the cabin, almost everyone was already awake - the kitchen and the living space buzzing with life. It looked like just about any other morning, but some things that he was technically used to, bothered him now more than ever. 
Why the fuck weren't you wearing a bra? There were 8 men around you, why didn't you care they could all see your nipples? Why didn't Felix care?
"You two!" Changbin called as soon as he spotted his friends. "The food is getting cold, where have you been?"
"Shopping" Chan motioned to the bags. He placed them on whatever free counter space he found and started unpacking. "I already ate, thanks though"
"I haven't!" Minnie rubbed his hands together, "What do we have?"
Grateful for the positioning of the fridge, Chan kept his back at the rest of the room as he carefully placed the groceries inside the refrigerator. He looked normal, but he felt sick, and wanted to be out of there as soon as possible. As he did his thing, he carefully listened to your voice, breathing relieved as he could hear you talking about the fruits you just chopped. 
"Channie!" he neatly dropped the meat he was holding as you popped out of nowhere right beside him. How the fuck did he miss that? "Do you wanna try?"
Ah, you weren't wearing pants either. Sure, the shirt covered your ass, and sure, half the guys were topless, so it was probably fine for you to be walking around like that, but then why did his breathing get heavier. 
"What's-" he cleared his throat, "What's that?"
"Ice cream" you said. "I made it with Felix while you two were out. I wanna know what you guys think. We only made this little. We didn't wanna make a whole gallon of ice cream in case it was bad. So? Try it!"
"If you want us to tell you what we think about it, why won't you let us try it!?" Hyunjin yelled in frustration. 
"Eat your breakfast first, you child" you laughed and went to grab a spoon for Chan. "Here!"
"Ah, it's good. Damn, it's so good" his eyes widened progressively as the taste settled in. He went for another try, his smile widening as the ice cream melted on his tongue. 
"Really? It's good?" Felix beamed from across the kitchen, walking over as he dried his hands on a towel, "You like it?"
"Mhm! It's amazing! When are you making more?"
"We thought after lunch?" Felix nodded. "The guys said we should head to the pool this afternoon, so I think it'll be enough time for it to cool down until we get back"
"Do we really have to go swimming?" you cringed in disgust, your eyes begging Felix to reconsider.
"Yes!" he kissed your temple. He didn't even try to hide just how little he cared about your disinterest, which only deepened your frown. "I'm done with you not knowing how to swim. You promised me you'd learn. It could save your life one day"
You pouted. "What about Minho?"
"Hey!" the man in question yelled from the living room. "It may have taken me a whole week, but I can swim now. Doggy style, but I can do it!"
"Doggy style" Felix laughed to himself. "If Minho can do it, so can you, love"
"Well… when you put it like that…"
"Great" Felix beamed, and started walking away as he pointed at his friend. "Plus, Chan can teach you. He's much better than I am."
That snapped him out of his trance, god knows where his mind had wandered these past few moments. "I can do what?"
"Teach her doggy style" Felix chuckled.
"Teach me how to swim" you rolled your eyes, "Right?"
Fuck.
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gh0stsp1d3r · 3 months
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I have this Carmy request if it’s okay hehe
Carmy x fem!reader where she’s new to Chicago and desperately needs a job, she’s newly pregnant (her bf having run off the minute she told him she was pregnant), so she walks into a new upcoming restaurant for a job, The Bear. She’s rambling and apologizing as she shows Carmy her résumé because she has no experience in the food industry (she was an elementary teacher for a couple years before), but also telling him she really needs a job because she’s alone with a baby on the way. He really wants to help her, so he hires her either as a hostess or an assistant (he didn’t want her in the kitchen just for safety reasons (her being pregnant), and because she doesn’t have experience in the kitchen). Anyways, The Bear staff embrace her like she’s family, always looking out for her, Tina mothering her, Syd becoming her best friend, Marcus making sweets whenever she’s craving it, even Richie being super soft with her, but Carmy especially gets REALLY close with her, like to the point where he’s driving her to and from work (b/c she doesn’t have a car), he’s taking her to her prenatal appointments, letting her take breaks in his office (her napping on his couch), him even being there for the birth of her daughter because she doesn’t want to be alone, etc…
Also The Bear staff throwing a baby shower for Y/n🥺 Her showing up at work and being surprised to it🤧🤧 Y/n definitely crying into Carmy’s chest🤧
Anyways, they officially start dating close to the end of her pregnancy, and honestly they both fall head over heals 🤧
Y/n’s daughter’s first word being directed at Carmy… “Dada”😭 Carmy melting😭😭
ℳℴ𝓇ℯ 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔
stop this is so cute.
𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭
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Your chances of finding a place to work were slim to none- you tried everywhere, the Walmart, Walgreens, even the random corner store. But because you were pregnant, they wouldn’t hurt you.
Of course your asshole of an ex boyfriend ran away the second he heard you were pregnant, while you cried and begged for him to stay. But you could get through on your own- you know you could.
You opened up the doors, a man conversing with a woman behind the counter. They both turned to the door upon hearing the bell ring.
“Hello..” you said, with a small wave, walking towards them.
“Hey, uh, sorry, but we’re actually renovating right now.. in case you missed the sign-“ the man started, but you handed him your résumé, and he stopped talking as he glanced over the words.
“I’m actually here for the job.” You said.
“Okay.. do you have any… actual cooking skills?” He said, picking up the paper and glancing at you, one hand was running through his hair.
“No. But I really need this job- any job. I’m.. pregnant, and my ex left me, and I’m about to be a single mother so-“ you said with an anxious laugh, “every other place rejected me, I swear I-“
Sydney’s eyes widened as she heard you talking, she felt bad. And so did Carmy as he nodded while listening to you, the paper on the counter.
“It says you were a teacher before..?” He pointed to the paper once you had stopped your rambling.
You nodded, “Yes. I’m very good with math, science, or anything really.”
He thought for a moment. Sydney spoke and interrupted the silence.
“Chef, can I talk to you for a second in the kitchen?” She said, he looked at her and nodded.
“Stay here, please.” He said to you, turning around and following Sydney.
“What’s up?”
“I think we should hire her.”
“I don’t wanna kick her out and leave her on the streets. But what could she be?” Carmy said.
“An assistant or something.” She shrugged.
“That could work..” he said, picturing it. He nodded and opened the doors again.
“Would you wanna be an assistant?” He asked you, your eyes lit up and you quickly nodded.
“Please.”
“You’re hired.” He said, and he felt like he did the right thing when you smiled, thanking him multiple times.
You were perfect with the rest of the family, they all loved you. Even Richie did.
Carmy had especially grown close to you and your child, so close that every day your daughter saw him, she ran up and hugged his legs with a giant smile.
He had taken you to doctor appointments, and he had made you any cravings you had when pregnant. It was close to the end when you both started dating.
He was there when you gave birth, holding your hand and helping you through it all. He loved your daughter and you more than anything else.
You smiled as you entered the bear, wrapping your arms around his neck as soon as you saw him. You kissed him, getting lost in it until your daughter started babbling.
You laughed as you both pulled away, you picked her up, and handed her to Carmy.
“Hey!!” He said in that sweet baby voice that you loved, it was adorable. He looked at her with a smile and tan a hand through her hair, moving it from her face.
“Addy.” She said, and you both looked at each other for a second and back to her.
“Is she trying to say…” you started.
“I think so.”
“Who’s that, baby? Is that daddy?” You spoke to her.
“Daddy.” She said. His eyes widened, as he smiled and laughed at her. You laughed with joy as well.
“Holy…”
“Awww!” You said, he smiled and gave her a small kiss on her forehead. His heart melted when she said that, he was overjoyed.
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straykidsmoonlight · 1 year
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SKZ react- they take their kids to work.
Please send any requests!!
I’m also now writing personalised stories for small tips… unemployment is real in my country… please message or ask (anons more than welcome) for more info!
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Chan:
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Definitely wakes up lonely knowing your on a business trip, pouting without his morning cuddles
Slowly, pulls himself out of bed, tired after a late night at the studio and worries about how to get all three kids in the car simultaneously
Once they arrive at the JYP building, Brandi and Karl immediately run to their favourite uncle, Jisung and clamber on his lap, while Chan carries your youngest baby in a carrier attached to his front.
Being so young, Libby still has lots of people to meet, so many of Chans colleagues stroll in and out as 3racha work, to cuddle with the newborn.
Chan keeps a watchful eye the whole time, always wary when it comes to his precious baby, can only fully concentrate when one of the members is holding her, knowing what amazing dads and uncles they were.
Lee Know:
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Another one who hates starting the day without you
Sleepily drives Jeni to work, while you are staying overnight at the hospital with Byeol.
Carefully places Jeni on a sofa in the practice room, surrounded by blankets
100% bet none of the members can focus on the choreography all day… as the coo over Jeni, complimenting Lee Know on her cuteness as he goes all shy and blushy.
Just turns into a massive hugging session as the members pass round the little one for cuddles, as Minho captures the sweet moments on his phone.
Changbin:
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Gets really nervous taking both kids out on his own.
Almost cried when you told him the kids would have to go to work with him.
As he tries to work on music, Jimin starts to fuss, and won’t stop crying no matter what Changbin does, while Hyungsik keeps getting bored.
Luckily Jeongin brought one of his kids, so Hyungsik and Jihae could play together
Ends up holding Jimin against his chest with one hand, while typing with the other, every so often looking down to check on her
Hyunjin:
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Practically has a mental breakdown the second Cheon-Sa wakes up as he “literally cannot” find anything for his son to wear
Once he’s finally dressed, he gets to the studio where him and the guys are filming SKZ code.
All his uncles can be seen with huge smiles as Hyunjin walks in cradling his only baby.
Carefully hides Cheon-Sa’s face when the cameras are on, as he’s one of the members who doesn’t show his kids face.
All the comments on the video end up being about how adorable Cheon-sa is, and all Stays find watching him with his uncles and dad adorable 🤧
Han Jisung:
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This is a perfect example of a child with children
Is completely lost without you while you’re spending time with your friends
Tumbled through the building’s doors with his daughters missing shoes 😭
Literally barley got anything recorded because he was so distracted by his girls. One moment he was racing Mae down the hallways, and the next he was falling asleep with Seol-a and Dani on the sofa
Cries tears of joy when you get home, exhausted from spending all day with his girls.
Lee Felix:
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(This gif legit shows how I think he would talk to his kids😭)
Surprisingly really capable without you there, but this sunshine literally pines after you all day
Gets the kids to the JYP building just fine before he realises he’s forgot Milo’s Wolfchan 😭
Milo’s a quiet child, but you forget his his stuffie chan and he will lose it. Felix tries his very best to calm Milo while keeping a watchful eye on his younger baby Hanuel.
Physically cannot calm his son down, and has to call chan in to bring wolfchannie from felixs apartment, just for Milo to cling on to his uncle for the next three hours.
Seungmin:
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You leave this man with your girls for two damn hours
He just lets his twins do whatever
Is so much of a pushover😭
The girls literally run around babbling away driving chan half insane (he loves his neices dont worry)
Seungmin just laughs away until one of the girls hits her head and he has to rush her to A and E. feels so bad
All is well, and you return home to Seungmin pretending nothing ever happened
Jeongin:
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You are quite scared leaving Jeongin to take all five kids to work
This guy is a great dad though
Somehow managed to juggle a ton of hyper kids, all while recording music
In the end had to record the new song with Seom in his arms, meaning you can hear tiny teeny baby noises in the background of the new song.
Hyungs definitely stare proudly at the scene in front of them, and take tons of photos of their Maknae on top.
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jjunsolos · 1 year
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TXT REACTIONS TO - you crying over a song
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when txt walks in on you crying over a sad song
pairings - txt x gn!reader (separately)
warnings - none much. reader just cries in all of the reactions
genre - fluff, tiniest of angst, crack
a/n - i got this idea after listening to ‘no me queda mas’ by selena😪 when i tell you i was BAWLINGG !! anywayyy i decided to post this since i havent been updating the smau (my bad yall) but also coz this has been sitting in my drafts for way too long😭 so i hope yall enjoy 💗
(bold = reader)
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[yeonjun] <3
- bro walks in and just sees you bawling your eyes out
- confused coz wtf are you doing in the dark blasting bruno mars 🤨
- “uh… baby? are you oka-“
- couldnt finish his sentence coz you start sobbing loudly
- most definitely thinks youre going through something
- decides to sit next to you and rubs your back as you sob your heart out
- “sorry… this song is just so sad”
- “no dont apologize baby” *smiles widely* “ill be your shoulder to cry on”
- teases you when youve calmed down fs
[soobin] <3
- worried bby :(
- abt to start crying just coz youre crying (this pure soul🤧)
- sits next to you and hugs you super duper tight
- (pls keep in mind he still has yet to find out why youre crying)
- grabs a tissue box and starts wiping your tears and your snot. despite it grossing him out just a littleee 🤏 bit
- finally asks why youre crying and… welp
- his face literally goes from “🥺🤨😐😑”
- “babe i thought someone died !!! you worried me so much ahhhh”
- dramatic noises coz bby was REALLYYY worried for a second
- but its okay coz at least youre crying over something minor
[beomgyu] <3
- confused pt.1
- first instinct, as bad as it sounds, is to record you😭
- like lets be honest, the second he heard adele from the other room he alr knew you were gonna end up in tears
- comes up to you and starts fake crying
- you look at him like “🥺🤨”
- “what? you cant just cry alone. you need my cries to finish yours”
- changes the music to something else coz his throat starts hurting from all the fake crying😭
- shows you the video he took an hour later and you alr know hes laughing as he does so
[taehyun] <3
- honestly babes didnt even notice you were crying
- he came into the room to grab something and didnt notice you were crying till he turned around
- confused pt.2
- doesnt understand why youre crying till he hears ‘for you’ by bts playing
- as a fellow army himself, he understands
- grabs a box of tissue and your favorite stuffed animal and hands it to you
- and when you look at him confused, he just replies with “for the tough times”
- walks out and cooks you some nice soup for when youre done with your crying session
[hueningkai] <3
- heard sniffling and thought you caught a cold
- turns out youre crying over music :\
- kinda stands at the door like “🧍🏾”
- literally doesnt speak bc “actions speak louder than words”
- grabs one of his many stuffed animals and comes towards you with it
- “yah im gonna tickle you if you dont stop crying this instant”
- ends up tickling you anyways coz he wants to hear your furious giggles and laughs (🥹💔)
- cuddles you while rubbing your back
- “im gonna do this to you every time i catch you crying”
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kikibumblesqueaks · 5 months
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I am Unalived🪦✨
Right so… funny thing about me, when I get high I also get extra stupidly ticklish for no particular reason. It’s also very easy to dissociate and feel ghost tickles as if they are real🫠🫠🫠
Anyway…. Fjjfjdnfhfjenkfk….. I took edibles last night to manage my anxiety….. then @the-shy-ler called me and just friggin ANNIHILATED me😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫💀💀💀🙈🙈
I’ve never felt so ridiculous in my LIFE🫠🫠
I was totally unprepared…. jfjjfjfj…… IT WAS SO UNFAIR!!! I wasn’t allowed to laugh out loud because my family was home😤😤 and my camera was turned on so Shy could watch my slow descent into madness as I was consumed by silent hysterics and it was absolutely mortifying🙈🙈🙈🙈
I COULDN’T SAY OR DO ANYTHING EXCEPT NOD, SHAKE MY HEAD AND JUST… DIE.
SO NOT FAIR!!! GAHHHHHHH😵‍💫🤯😤
It probably looked very funny though ngl💀
But just…hhh… IT FELT SO REAL?!? I was flailing so much I kicked stuff off my bed onto the floor fjfjkdjdNFNFND….. I kept turning my head to hide my face which left my neck exposed to Shy’s fingers and then if I protected my neck it left my armpit open for attacks, I couldn’t hide my tummy or my feet even if I tried😭🙈😫🙈
AND HE USED MY DEFINITELY SUPER SECRET INSTANT DEATH TEASE WHICH IS ILLEGAL.
My synesthesia goes absolutely haywire when I’m high as well, the light show happening behind my eyes was rather spectacular🤣🌈✨
Aftercare 10/10, I low key happy-cried🤧🥹💜
ILYSM @the-shy-ler 😖👉👈💕
That was the best t word experience I’ve ever had🥹👉👈
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groupiewhoreee · 1 year
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Hey! Do you think you could write either some nsfw headcanon for gene or a nsfw alphabet? Maybe something with a height difference? He’s 6’2 (6’8 in the platforms) and ya girl is 4’9 😂 anyways thanks babs luv ya! 😗✨❤️
omg hii again! yess, i'd love to, i love gene hes so cool 😭 i'll include the height diff into the nsfw alphabet. holy shit never actually realized that uh okay damn. i'm like 5'..1? idk something i don't remember !! luv ya too! 💕🤧
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NSFW ALPHABET
(GENE SIMMONS!)
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
I don't think he's much or too much of an romantic type, but he tries his best. He always is trying to get you things you'd like, and stuff like that. During aftercare, he'll kiss your forehead, and help clean you up. Bring you to bed(if you didn't do it on the bed), sleep with you, and in the morning he'll stay with you.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
I think Gene likes the way he towers over you in the boots and just the way he is. When he looks down at you, and you have to look up at him. How you sometimes have to get a step-stool like thing to get there and kiss him. He still has to bend over a little. Or he'll say he likes ur lips, because of the way they taste and how you kiss him. He likes his hands though, because he is able to play guitar and trail his hands up and down ur body.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
Gene likes to let his load out upon anywhere on you, but not all the time. He'll cum on ur ass or stomach, but if that isn't what u want, it'll be in ur mouth. He'll force you to swallow it.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Personally, Gene has nothing to keep from you. He is an open book, and is totally willing to talk to you about anything. He loves you, and doesn't want you to think he's hiding anything, but he'll like to share you with Paul.. I KNOW, but he isn't gonna keep it from you..
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Guys. Rockstar, Groupie? Make sense? Of course he has experience on him, he's very experienced, and he obviously knows what he's doing. He has pounded many groupies beforehand, it probably explains why he isn't as romantic after sex because he's used to groupies.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
He is an open book, so any position is good with him, but he prefers doggy style as much as anything. Although he does like reverse cowgirl or any way you two land up. But if u'd like to try a new position thats fine with him.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
He's a goofy one during sex, giggling and laughing when you fall off the bed or make a weird noise, but gets very serious during sex, the eye contact is amazing, but he can't help but smile at you because ur smiling at him. He says ur smile is very beautiful.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Same color as the hair on his head, and of course you can see it. He doesn't have to be asked to trim it nor groom, because he'll do it anyway for you. He doesn't like them either dude. He has a lotta hair on him, when he gets sweaty its worse. You don't even ask him to shave anywhere and he does.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Like I said, Gene isn't very great with romantic shit, it just isn't him as much. He does try a lot for you if thats what you want, like candles, romantic music, and rose petals but not all the time. He tries his best to be somewhat intimate with you. Although he isn't like Tommy Lee. He isn't a hopeless romantic like him, although he can be if you want him too, he wants to try his best with you.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He doesn't actually do it much. Sometimes, yeah when he's on tour, but usually phone sex happens. He wants to at-least hear your pretty little cries, but at times he just doesn't masturbate at all. He doesn't really touch his weenie much, it rarely happens unless he's really in the mood. Otherwise he doesn't do it.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Not much of a kink man, although dude is into ball gags and shit, bdsm maybe. When he roughs you up, he calls you slut, whore, all that stuff, but sometimes its just hair pulling or teasing you heavily.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
He likes the bed because pillows, and its comfortable for him, because the feels. But he's willing to do it over tables, counters, in public. He tried doing it in a public bathroom or in one of those family restrooms and under a restaurant table. He doesn't mind public sex. Doesn't like the way people can see, but whatever is good w him, ig.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Seeing you in black lingerie. Totally gets him going. He'll pop one and thats the go too, you know it turns him on so thats why you wear it so much.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
He wouldn't ever try and hurt you as much, spanking a few times is okay, but nothing to over the top. And definitely nothing with bodily fluids. (You know the ones), and nothing with Feet. Absolutely not. He'll call it off and probably just not have sex with you or leave you if thats what your really into because that's disgusting for him.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
As much as he adores receiving, he doesn't mind about giving. He loves to please you, especially if he's between your legs, kissing all around and then finally placing his hot mouth and sucking the living shit out of you and teasing you with his tongue just to see you beg and hear you whine and whimper for him. He loves blowies, so definitely give those to him first beforehand.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Eh, Gene is slow at first, but he gets fast longer it goes. He'll get sloppy too, but if you want fast and rough then there. He wants sex to be as sensual as it can be.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
He's a busy rockstar so, quickies bound to happen at times. Its often, although he prefers actual sex and having his time with you, quickies is usually what you two have to do, because he doesn't get much time with you, sorry.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Hes down, but not too down. You have to explain to him what the risk is your going to take and then see if he'll agree to it.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
He can last a few rounds until he finally says he's too tired and he starts getting sloppy. He can last for a few minutes during sex until he actually lets his load out, but he can last about an hour pounding into you until its the next round for you two.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Y'know, I don't think he uses them on himself. He'll use them on you though, sure he owns them but they're mostly yours. He's willing to lend you cash for them, but its rare he does so, because you usually buy it yourself.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He loves to tease you, but he loves when you tease him. He'll groan and want you to just blow him already. He loves teasing you though, hearing ur cries, and being touch starved.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He isn't that loud. He grunts, lets out small groans and husky moans, sometimes squeaky moans, but usually he doesn't make much noise.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Sharing you with Paul, thats it. Maybe Ace? He doesn't know.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
I got no idea. Probably a.. 7.8, 8.2 inch? Idk he has a lotta hair down there like Slash. Its like a jungle dude. Could get a leopard in there man.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
On tour, its very high. And if he's without you on tour, its even higher. Its high when he comes back and he will want to have sex with you at home afterwards or even before if he is with you. He can't help it.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Not as quick, although he'll fall asleep afterwards.
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lesbianwriter · 2 years
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I’m the one who asked the mlm version 😭 it’s so cute yet sad and angsty( exactly how I like it), also thankyou very much for accepting my request and writing it. I’m grateful that you decided to write mlm despite your blog being mainly wlw. Thankyou 🤍🤍
( you can later continue it if you want 🤧🤧)
I’m very glad you liked it! The central focus of my account is for representation—mainly lesbians—but experiences with underrepresentation is shared throughout the LGBT community so I’m more than happy to write diverse stories and characters.
“You mean to tell me that you haven’t killed Hero yet?” Supervillain tapped his cigar against the ashtray. His smile was sleazy—sticky as caramel but as sour as vinegar. It barely contained the malice behind his teeth.
“No, sir.” Villain flinched. It was so, so stupid. Killing Hero should be easy.
One flick of his wrist and Hero could he dead in second. That was all it took for the life to drain from Hero’s eyes and have it be as though he hadn’t been there at all. It would be like he hadn’t visited his window at night to leave tiny presents, or ever been there whenever he cried, and never peered at him like he was something valuable and worthwhile.
He clenched his hands by his sides and grit his teeth. Revenge was the only thing keeping Hero alive. Villain was a killer—he didn’t care about what good memories remained of his childhood. The knowledge that it was fabricated, an elaborate ploy to sow seeds, ruined the rose tinted innocence that he used to view it with. And Hero, too, was ruined in his eyes.
That’s what he tried to convince himself every single treacherous night. Hero was wrong; Hero was selfish; Hero was a hypocrite; Hero didn’t care. Anything to quell the dangerous things his heart screamed whenever they got too close during a fight.
“You know how I feel about vermin who don’t accomplish their missions.” Supervillain assessed Villain quietly. He sucked in through his teeth. “Will you be an encumbrance to me or can I depend on you to kill like the heartless machine you are?”
“I—“ An explosion cut Villain off. He tumbled backwards into a wall. The wind in his throat left, yanked by a string. When his eyes strained open against the floating debris and harsh glare of light, he saw Hero standing by the massive gaping crack in the wall.
He smiled cockily. “Hey.”
Supervillain looked pissed. “You.”
“Me.” Hero shot a dart at Supervillain. It jabbed him on the neck. Then the next second he fell.
Villain stood up against all better judgement.
The room was a mess. Chunks of wall were scattered throughout the room like remains of ruins, the desk was upturned in the corner, and dust had settled onto a fine layer on every surface. Overall, not a great fighting space. Especially taking into account the hole in the wall that was seven stories above the ground. Combined with a fear of heights on Villain’s end, an even worse fighting arena.
“He’s not dead.” Hero toed at Supervillain’s arm. “I think not.”
“What are you…” Villain trailed off. His hand went up to a sticky trail of blood on his head. How rare it was for him to see his own blood spilled—so he laughed. A hollow, mirthless sound.
“I put a tracker on you.” Hero announced. He shoved the stun gun into his pocket and took a long gander at the contents of the room. “You never did explain your descent into villainy, and I know that you’re a good person deep down, so I took matters into my own hands. Now no more Supervillain. He’s gone!”
“He isn’t dead.” Villain said. “He won’t stop until he’s dead.”
“I don’t think he can do much behind layers of concrete and iron bars.” Hero shrugged. Then, before Villain could even think to defend himself, he was scooped into his enemy’s arms and Hero jumped into the sky.
Villain screamed. “What the fuck?!”
He was expecting to plummet to his death, but instead found that the longer he screamed the longer his death was prolonged. His eyes were squeezed shut and his body was pressed tightly against Hero’s—the closest his body has been pressed by anyones in a long time. Still, as he felt the rush of wind around him the proximity couldn’t nullify his fear.
“Since when can you fly?!”
“Always.” Hero responded, a smile evident by his tone. “How do you think I could reach your window?”
“A fucking ladder, like a normal person!” Villain gasped, clutching Hero tighter as the wind quickly whooshed around his body.
“We aren’t normal people.”
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websterss · 1 year
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HIII I WANNA KNOW WHAT YOU THOUGHT OF ALL THE BTTM CONTENT CAUSE I’M SO CURIOUS <33
I went through a ROLLERCOASTER of emotions my friend 😭 Lynn Painter is a genius and I love her taste in music. But OMFG this book!!!!😭 there was so many great parts that I loved, laughed and cried to. I think it was chapter 14, but omg when she was in that turmoil state of losing everyone around her( like the main protagonist usually ends up in after everything gets thrown in their faces). I felt her pain when she was just by herself. Wes asking Alex to prom 😭😭😭, the secret area where she was planing on confessing to him after the dance, then it got ruined, then Lynn Painter did a 180 and gave us the exact scenes but in WES POV!!!😭😭🤧 how do I function after this??? This sequel needs to release faster. I have never eaten up a book as fast as I did with this one. I felt so bad anytime Wes was like “yeah…we wouldn’t be right for each other. That’s crazy!” 🥺😭 also from Wes pov, I loved how Lynn added the fact that Alex liked someone else so it felt like two friends really pinning over people they ‘couldn’t’ be with. I loved that Alex turned out to be cool
I need fic ideas please. I need to write for this man 😭🙏
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fischlsbubbletea · 2 years
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D0 Y0U R3M3MB3R… ☔️
(Giyuu x fem reader | Modern AU)
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> 1NF0: AG3 R4T1NG: N/A <3
1NGR3D13NTS: Fluff ! No warnings 🍮 fem/girl y/n ^^ she/her & they/them pronouns used in fic if there are any !! Shy reader !!!
A/N: Hiiii omg I’m so nervous about posting this, this is one of my first few fics, so yeah haha. I know this won’t get much attention haha… I hope you will all like this fanfic as I put a fair amount of work and time into it, mainly because I didn’t know what to write LOL, if you could like it to show that you enjoyed it then I would be over the moon 💕 I’m really sorry if it’s bad, I’m pretty new to writing fics… ALSO, I JUST WANNA SAY I LOVE GIYUU SM, HE HAS MY HEART 😭🤧 shiii I just realised I have no clue how to write him, oh well, nvm | I’m not the greatest at writing so please ignore how bad it is TwT <
‘Huff, huff… HUFF’
You arrived at the bookshop that you’d been waiting ages to see, it was the biggest one in Tokyo, the one in your local town paled in comparison to this creme de la creme of bookstores. You can’t believe you actually made it just as the heavy downpour of rain you’d been expecting started to batter the city. You recount what your childhood friend had said about the bookshop, he’d told you when he moved, to go to [bookshop name] and he’d find you again… it’s been so long that you can only remember the nickname you’d given him… ‘Gi’ and his sweet smile you used to hold dear. There’s no way I’ll see him again though, you see that now.
‘Ding’, the doorbell cries out as you open the door. A cold shiver runs through you and instinctively you rub your arms as you look around. Wow what an amazing bookshop… you wonder in and walk over to the [insert favourite genre] section, the one section you visit before anything else, there are so many books in this section. I’ll have to make a habit of coming here.
You are so engrossed in looking at the books that you don’t notice a guy standing right next you and end up crashing into him. You stumble onto him and he - unprepared for a random person falling on him - stumbles back and you end up falling on top of the guy… ‘Arghhh… ow’, oh no… ‘Did I just fall on someone?!?’ you whisper sharply to yourself, you start to freak out. You quickly open your eyes and find you are laying on someone’s body but not like in the movies where you fall on their chest and then your eyes meet and it’s really cute, NO, you have your head on his stomach and not even facing towards the ceiling, your face is embedded in someone’s stomach. ‘AHH!’, you let an embarrassed wail and rush to get your face off the poor guy, your ears start to become hot and redden as you profusely apologise to him, your eyes squint shut from being too embarrassed to face him.
You finally have the courage to open your eyes again slowly once you feel you’ve apologised enough to find a twenty something year old man with black hair pulled back messily into a ponytail, his eyes stare right into yours… seemingly dumbfounded and a light shade of pink covers his cheeks. He’s lying against a bookcase at an angle so awkward that you can’t help but let out a small giggle. You start to blush too. ‘…Sorry, sorry, haha. Are you ok?’ you nervously say to him.
He just sits there in silence.
You shakily stammer out ‘Uhhh p-please answer! Are you ok? Did… did you hit your head?’, worried you did more damage than you thought. ‘Huh- no, I’m fine. Ugh, you hit me pretty hard. Did I… hurt you at all?’ ‘No, no, not at all… rather, it was actually a-a soft landing’ you say to him trying not to laugh. ‘Oh…’ the messy haired guy says processing what you had just said, once he finally realised you’d fallen on his stomach his cheeks turned a dark shade of red, ‘Sorry, sorry! I didn’t mean to make you embarrassed… Oh yeah, I should help you up shouldn’t I, I’m such an idiot.’.
You rise to your feet and help him up onto his, he wobbly gets up and thanks you. ‘No need to thank me, I was the one who fell on you! Still, your welcome haha. By the way, I didn’t get your name, what is it?’ ‘…Tomioka Giyuu… What’s yours?’ ‘Oh, I’m L/N Y/N.’ ‘You can call me Giyuu if you want to be informal.’ Giyuu says in way that almost sounds like he’s pleading for you to call him by his name. ‘Okay… Giyuu.’.
Standing there awkwardly you begin to notice how good looking Giyuu is…
His messy black hair that beautifully contrasts his pale complexion, his blue eyes you could get lost in, his slender hands that look soft and smooth… You can feel yourself developing some kind of warm feeling, a warm feeling you’d felt once before so long ago, almost like a life time ago. This feeling burns in your chest.
It’s almost like I’ve met him before…
Giyuu’s throat clearing brings you back from your trance like state. Your face starts to feel hot and a lump forms in your throat that renders your ability to talk properly, ‘I-I uhh, you- I mean…’ you stutter out. ‘I-it’s fine… we should both go get some fresh air.’ Giyuu says, light blush still covering his cheeks.
Forgetting that it’s raining the two of you walk to the door. ‘I forgot it was raining…’ Giyuu says nonchalantly with a deadpan expression, you just have to laugh at him, he looks at you in an offended way and he can’t help but at least curl the corners of his lips into a vague smile, from the few minutes you’d spent in near him you’d figured out laughing wasn’t really his style. ‘I have to admit I forgot too though, it’s not just you.’ You tell him with a small giggle, ‘What shall we do then?’, Giyuu turns towards to section we’d just come from and says ‘it’s raining so let’s sit and read for a while.’, ‘Good idea.’.
Giyuu goes and sits down next to a pile of books you assume are his and you pick your book, a [Insert favourite genre] book, and take a seat across from Giyuu. Your eyes catch for a second before you both embarrassedly look away. You start your book but can’t help but steal glances up from your book every few minutes… soon an hour passes, then two.
After hours of getting lost in your book you finally finish to find him sleeping sitting up. Your heart starts to beat fast, he is so cute sleeping. You stare at him for a few minutes taking in all of his beauty, scanning over every little detail…
He wakes up suddenly and looks straight into your eyes, you’d been caught. You quickly look away and pretend you’d just happened to catch his strong gaze by accident which was obviously not the case, the both of you knew but ignored that.
‘I umm, uh sorry haha...’ You nervously mumble. Giyuu starts with ‘How long was I asleep?’, completely ignoring the thing that’d just occurred. You reply awkwardly, ‘Half an hour or so I think…’, ‘Oh… okay’ says visibly bothered.
‘The rain should have st-‘, Giyuu cuts you off…
‘Y/N… I know this is sudden and you probably don’t remember me but… do… you… do you remember me..?’ I remember you like I saw you just yesterday, you used to call me ‘Gi’ because you couldn’t pronounce my name properly...’ your heart starts to race hard, it thumps loudly against your chest, your head spins, what he’d just said shocks you so much you stand up and stutter out ‘I-I… I…’ as you back up, the memories come flooding back crystal clear now, you remember everything. Not knowing how to react you shout ‘I don’t know, sorry- sorry-‘ and run out confusing Giyuu. ‘Wait!’ Giyuu concerned yells after you.
‘DING’ the bell cries after you’d ran out, Giyuu runs out after you and you turn around with tears pricking your eyes. Suddenly warm arms embrace you in a hug, you are shocked and pull away but then you go limp, tears start steadily streaming down your cheeks and onto his chest.
‘You- you left me behind.’ you blubber into his chest, ‘I know… Y/N, I’m sorry, I didn’t want to though, you must know that.’ He softly says out of character, ‘I know…’ you quietly reply trying not to sob, ‘I’m sorry, I asked you a stupid question and didn’t even wait for the right moment, it must have been confusing… I was just so happy to see and be around you that I couldn’t hold back any longer.’ ‘It’s ok, I was just shocked…’ you look up to him, sniff and say ‘Sorry… I must look like a snotty mess.’ and then let out laugh. ‘No, don’t talk such nonsense…’
You are beautiful.’ Giyuu gently wipes your tear stained cheeks with a worried look. ‘Please don’t cry anymore Y/N, everything is ok.’ He tells you.
Giyuu whispers ‘Y/N, I’ll never leave you behind again...’.
‘Promise..?’
‘Promise.’
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taestefully-in-luv · 10 months
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Our time chapter 3!!:
I feel like I’m repeating myself a lot smh but anyway— the drinking. Misuk being all “of course,” about the fact that Jungkook took OC out for drinks to celebrate. My guess is that, after they (he & Misuk) got together, his drinking was a lot more obvious, for whatever reason. Idk if they moved in together? Or if it’s just because they spent more time together, but it must’ve happened a lot for her to mention it so much. Plus, whatever Jungkook was like drunk (I honestly can’t tell how much worse it gets, from the snippet we saw in chapter 6), I don’t think it was pretty because it rarely is.
Sexual tension, of course. I also wanna say that maybe, because Y/N is so sure she missed Jungkook as well (I can’t remember if it’s in this chapter or chapter 2), I assume that even 33 y/o Y/N with all her memories misses him, despite everything. (That’s what I’d like to believe anyway.)
Idk if you’d call it a motif, but I’m calling Jungkook’s hammering of wanting, needing Y/N to trust him, a motif. In the last chapter, he cries when she (Y/N) says she trusts him. This chapter, he makes her promise and then also says that she’ll probably break that promise. This 100% has something to do with Nabi and how that had an influence over what happened to baby Haru.
Also, JK mentions how the only time Jimin smiled was when Y/N popped by the office. Idk if this has any significance, but I also believe that any detail mentioned is deliberate, so I wonder if that means that Jimin has a soft spot for Y/N? Maybe he liked her? He obviously knows about Jungkook’s drinking because he warned him it was going to fuck over his relationships (ch.6), so maybe he was bitter about the fact that Jungkook got the girl? Idk, that’s a theory pulled out of my ass but whatever 😭✋🏻
I still don’t know if the case they’re (JK & JM) working on is about Haru’s disappearance? But that’s what I assume it’s about, because I think it’d make sense, if we consider how Jungkook might feel guilty about Haru’s kidnapping. I also wonder if the reason JK keeps hammering on the trust is because he maybe expects Nabi, or Nabi was close to the case and that’s why he kept seeing her? And, because it’s part of the case, he can’t tell Y/N about it? But then again, I can’t remember if Y/N states in later chapters that she positively 100% saw them tangoing? Or if she just suspects it because she found evidence of them seeing each other behind her back? Idk. As I mentioned before, my memory is ass </3
Once again, believe that’s all.
Much love<3
🤍🤍🤍
chapter 3:
1. yes there’s little hints for sure from other characters especially misuk since she doesn’t currently approve of jk!
but to clear up any possible confusion: jk didn’t have a drinking problem in college when he and misuk first dated! so when she refers or hints at anything that she has a problem with, it’s most likely going to be about the 9 years time that yn doesn’t remember!
2. i think we would all like to believe that too~
3. i would 100% agree with this. he is nervous. and it’s obvious. he wants to drill it into her head that she can trust him and he also wants that reassurance bc in his reality, she doesn’t trust him. and that breaks his heart and since he knows how things turned out the first time, he’s not extremely confident 🤷‍♀️ and well, as we see in later chapters, he had the right to not be confident (but he kinda did that to himself) (lmao i’m laughing for using the word “kinda” when he definitely did it to himself)
4. hahaha it’s not a bad theory! but i can’t confirm nor deny at this point in the story 🤧 jimin is an important character though because—*gun shots*
anyway
5. yn says she isn’t sure if her memories are from being in person, picture, video…she isn’t sure but she knows what she knows—she can see certain things but that’ll get explained more in the coming chapters
but also, there is so much more than we know and we will only now just get introduced to the true story of what’s going on! and these questions will have a more direct answer hehe
<3
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I just had a thought. Ateez and fem s/o who genuinely loves being extra feminine. I know a lot of girl like being "tomboy" or breaking the girls only like dresses thing. But how about the girlies who just like traditionally girly things, like me?
Because, I do love glitter, sparkles and dresses and all the cute things. I love being the most extra. God, I'm laughing as I write this because I think embracing femininity is also something to be appreciated. I'm kind of ranting, sorry.
I just thought this was a cute ask.
im glad you said this because i personally like to be pretty and dress up nice for whatever and whomever i want. it's nice wanting a more "masculine" style, but traditional or even cute feminity should never be shunned.
-smut ahead-
now that my rant is done, i think all of ateez would love feminine partners. seonghwa especially. he has feminine characteristics himself, of course he'd love to carry you around and feed you (like in dates) and pay for your things and even not you lift a finger.
in bed he'd make you a pillow princess, letting you get all dressed up in whatever you like and, even if it's a simple top and shorts, make you feel beautiful in it while you do nothing but take it. most of all he would just LOVE to have you sitting on his lap, even when you're stroking him to full hardness. if you're riding him best believe he's doing all the work and thrusting up into you.
yunho to me is a close second, being the literal definition of "ill take care of you". girls who like cute things turn him on immensely and make his smaller self twitch. you needing to be lifted to get things, you letting him drive you everywhere even though you can do it yourself, and even holding his hand for everything.
in bed? he's literally guiding your small and gushy center onto his not so small length, kissing away any tears that come out. your small cries and whimpers are so cute to him he might bust right then and there 😭
san for some reason seems like a guy who'd prefer a more cutesy girl then a more badass girl, although he can rock with either. he loves cuddling you like a teddy bear and protecting you from literally EVERYTHING. same with the bedroom as he buries himself in you. you ask for him to hold you close and he does, peppering loving kisses to your entire face.
yeosang seems like another person who'd want a more feminine girl. dressing her pretty and giving her tons of makeup and a pretty dress and bracelets and lots of pink and purple 🤧 just to ruin it all at night
speaking of pretty things, hongjoong would adore painting your nails and toenails, loving massages (which will take a turn iykwim) and always using you for his little runway projects. and him using his lovely lips and teeth to trace love bites onto the more feminine parts of your body 😩
jongho loves taking control of things when someone doesnt know what to do, so he'll do that for you. you need to get money to get hair done? consider him paying for a whole makeover. have sore legs from running all week? he'll let you piggyback him. want some sweet snacks? he always has lollipops in the fruity flavor you love at hand.
he would also love to have you on top of him and taking his girthy figure while your cute cotton pink bra top he bought for you the other day's still on.
the least to like more feminine girls would be mingi and wooyoung but only in bed, as in real life they'd spoil you 🤧
wooyoung would never let you do chores around the house and will always cook for you. if you ever made things for yourself (which you seldom did) he'd for sure get at you and put you over his lap and give small taps on your thighs leading to huge smacks on your ass, depending on how many times you made food for yourself.
you would ask mingi to take you shopping so he can pick out clothes for you, and at first you're annoyed because he opts to go to the more alternative clothing parts. but once he realizes you want to go to the more "cuter" parts of the store, he ahhs and picks out the most sweetest tops, skirts and leggings. maybe he'd offer more foreplay to make you feel feminine as well 😭
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winter-asleepening · 5 months
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Spring Awakening Fandom Tag
By (@winter-alseepening)
1. how were you introduced to the show?
Through theater fans on instagram and tumblr :)
2. Seen a production live?
No 😭 waiting for the day
3. Dream role/character you relate to most
So disclaimer that I’m not a performer but I do relate to Moritz a lot and love his songs so it would be really … affirming ? To play Moritz 😌
4. Favorite male character
MORITZ I genuinely love him sm..
5. Favorite female character
ILLSE NEUMANN SUPREMACY
Ashamed to say that my time in the fandom previously I ignored a lot of the female characters 🤧 so sorry ladies I do love you,,
6. Deaf West Revival or Original Broadway Cast?
OKAY
So deaf west spring awakening is in my eyes a perfect revival and so artfully done so I reigns as “best version” imo.
BUT OBC has such a “kids rocking out in their garage band” energy to it ?? Where the show is so fresh and new and scary. And the energy is so grounded in nostalgia and I think it’s really special 🤧
7. Favorite song
TOUCH ME I will always die ,, the acoustician guitar stripped down start to the song is just so 💔💔💔
8. Least favorite song
I Believe ?? it’s more of a scene than a song tbh. And I think it’s really powerful as a scene . BUT like from a cast recording, album standpoint it’s a skip imo
(There once was a pirate bonus track in the cast album. Have never not skipped it)
9. Favorite quote/line
“She said love may make you blind, kid- well I wouldn’t mind at all”
10. Favorite TV performance
Forever and always the deaf west revival performance of Touch me on Seth Meyers 💙
11. Favorite cast member(s)
Jonathan groff and John Gallagher jr. are my favs from OBC
Deaf west I feel like I love everyone,, genuinely so happy that this production introduced me to so many amazing actors that I wouldn’t have otherwise known because they’re deaf,, Joshua Castille and Sandra Mae Frank are favs of mine 😌
Also I’m in love with Andy Mientus so him… obviously
12. Favorite cast member moment
Daniel Durant and Alex Boniello playing Animal Crossing together in one of the Vlogs of Purple Summer, very cute
Also the entire OBC reunion in the HBO documentary 🤧 genuinely so sweet to see everyone reconnect and reminisce 💔I cried
13. Do you write fan fiction?
I haven’t before but I’d probably come up with character AUs or head cannons or something
14. Do you make fan art?
YES !! I plan on doing a lot more but I drew a lot of Moritzs and Melchiors back in 2018 or so 😅
15. Do you cosplay?
I really want to cosplay from spring awakening,, illse’s OBC costume is so pretty💔 and I have a mighty need to cosplay Moritz for gender-y and kin reasons 😅
16. Don’t do Sadness or Blue Wind?
I always sing along with Moritz’s part but both are so beautiful, best characters my sweet children
17. Word of your body or the Reprise?
I would watch DWSA word of your body reprise RELIGIOUSLY (for totally straight person reasons) the revival does a great job taking a scene that was mostly played for laughs and make the characters seem much more grounded and whole. 💕
18. Touch Me or My Junk?
yes….. touch me is a great song but my junk is one of my favorite scenes in the show it’s so silly and crazy and I love it smm
Also the snowstorm Jonas video with the DWSA cast singing My Junk is like- my fav
19. Explain the song of purple summer
Okay, the song of purple summer is the kids singing about how they will carry with them their struggles and sing of this idealized perfect world that will someday be real because love will outlive hate and prejudice. There is one day going to be a world where no one will be ashamed to love and be loved and everything will be beautiful, even if it isn’t now.
20. Explain the song of purple summer (wrong answers only)
Illse converts everyone in the cast and the audience to her Cottage-core hippie religion….
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heeliopheelia · 10 months
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the truth is… even though my uni summer exams  ARE FUCKING STREESSING ME OUTTT GODDAMN…. the best part of me doing little breaks inbetween studying (stu is silent)  is going on tumblr.com  and seeing that user heeliopheelia posted new chapter #feelingblessed #maybelifeisnotthatbad 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
are mentally ill? and the answer is…. aren't we all? uhmm babe i dont know how to tell u this but no ? ( but also im here writing all of that 🥴🥴….so perhaps? i mean yeah u know what yes we are BUT NOT THAT SILLY thoo U NEED TO GET CHECKED GIRL) 
YES!! im also a private investigator working for fbi (stands for FUNNY BEAUTIFUL INTELIGENT duh🫡🫡) and “im not in love with heeseung” I CALL BULLSHIT my source?.... trust me bro
BROOOOO NOT THE MOM JOKES wow they are so cringe……… i said knowing DAMN WELL that i laughed like a silly goose 🫣🫣
not heeseung thinking twitter is a messaging app? hello?
“we got ourselves a comedian” god i love that meme  *taste u have taste ma'am
seung getting rejected……bro thats a fucking L brother…….jay tho... he is just like fr lmaooo OH YEAH YN IS TRIPPING EXTRA HARD THESE CHAPTERS ☠️☠️☠️
(platonic) husband is a rly cute contact name btw idk if i told u this before!!!!!!! ^^
their convo was so 3IWFRVDJFSDZXJRKDS FRUSTRATING wtfffff 😣 low key sad hours 🙁
whats hee’s cash app?? i can vemo him some $$$ CUZ YEAH samee bro fucking same
YES THANK U !!! THE NILE IS A RIVER IN EGYPT finally omg someone knows biology here i was losing hope (lololololo)
new sexuality unlocked bitches : 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
HIII!!!!!!!!!! today i cried 3 times( IM OKAY JUST OVERWHELMED!! no need to worry ) and this made me happy so happy, sweetheart <33 ahh this adventures are crazyyy, but so much fun !!!!!!!!!!!!! thank u ma’am xxxxxx - today only kisses cuz its hot af today am the temperature is making me idk im melting away <3 😘😘😘😘
OOF bestie I've finished my uni exams like two weeks ago so believe me I know how nerve wracking they can be 😭 But I'm so happy this little crazy smau of mine is helping you cope with this shit 🩷🤧
THE MOM JOKES JUST DON'T WANT TO LEAVE MY BRAIN I'M SORRY (they're unfortunately a part of my personality now) 😭🙏 Btw it took all of my strength not to make any more of these geography jokes so I'm glad you stepped up and did it for me LMFAO 🩷
AND NO MORE TEARS TODAY BABE 💅 MWAH MWAH 🩷🩷
Ps my advice for handling the exams
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leejungchans · 2 years
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Sol Sol! I run here 🧎🏻 I’m super shy but I saw you share some svt dreams awhile ago so I wanted to share too if it’s ok 😭 bc it’s been in my mind for a week or so now and I dunno who to share it with 👉🏻👈🏻 so I hope it’s ok to share some svt thoughts with you (also I saw some of the svt thought asks and they seem so fun 😭 bad boy!Jeonghan abt to leave me in shambles!!) — also this a long ask pls forgive me 😭
so like this dream is 1 out of 4 svt dreams I had in one day, let’s just say I took too many naps and dreamt of them each time my head hits the pillow 🤡
in this dream I was classmates with all of them (though it was like— svt and I were all in the same year or we all took the same art/PE hybrid elective class) but they’re still idols just not as well known globally, like you have fans screaming crying and stopping them from moving 2 feet from the door. they’re like your cool popular classmates who are known as a group who makes really cool songs 💕 anyways, we went on a class trip with other classes who had the same teacher for that hybrid elective to check out this art meets playhouse museum and my twin loves them lots so she was like ‘ :O why u no tell me ur classmates?!?! get me their autograph?’ so it became a mission to like introduce her to them 😂
anyways, the fun part was when we bump into Joshua bc everyone kind of separated into their own cliques and I was kinda sad I couldn’t get a moment with Seokmin, Mingyu, and Seungkwan 😭 I’d often pass by them but they always seemed busy. we took a break at the concession stand that was selling popcorn and managed to find Joshua there (he was with Cheol and Jeonghan 😂 but they were busy buying popcorn)
and lmaooo my Shua loving heart couldn’t take it! bc we’re pretty friendly like between him and the rest of svt, we’re actually friends. not close but like close enough to be casual like heyooo dude wassup? the clouds! kinda deal 😂 so I called him over so introduce my twin bc she’s a carat and he was so sweet then I said in tiny ‘I’m a big fan too 😭😭😭 you’re my bias!’ and he was like 👀👀👀
then he teased me about it he was laughing bc he didn’t know I was a carat 😭 then he said he found it adorable but I was like ‘hmmmph! 👹 nvm bc you teased me!’ so he hugged me and was like ‘lmaoo sorry sorry! I won’t tease you again!’ idk what happened but I started to cry and sob into his shirt bc I was moved by his kindness idk and he cried also but in like a lowkey teasing/‘will cry with you so you won’t feel awkward or embarrassed’ kind of crying😭 then I woke up before anything else could happen 🤡
and that’s the end of my dream episode 💕 idk how I got lucky with having a Shua dream but he was just as sweet!
— chia 💕
hi chia 💗💗 of course it’s okay to share :’)))) sebong dreams and thoughts are always welcome hehe 🫶🏻
okay but this is such a cute dream?????? field trip with student-idols!svt??????????? 🤧🤧🤧 they’re so cute BWHSBAJSN not cheolhan being more occupied with buying popcorn though tbh that’s me on field trips too so i don’t blame them 😭 but joshua is soooo sweet here the way he hugged you and kinda teased you by saying he’ll cry with you is so joshua 😭😭😭 an affectionate tease that also wants to make you feel better :’))))))
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jayflrt · 2 years
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I'm not quite on a break! I still have another summer class I'm taking, but it's not as condensed so im not working on it every day thankfully!! My exams went well too! I got an a in the class 🥰 I've been doing well on the exams for the other class too even tho they are notorious for being super hard so 🙏🏻🙏🏻
We just finished the episode where the performance unit came so it's funny you mention that!! When I first watched iland I didn't Stan seventeen but now that I do it was even more fun~ I'm really glad the iland boys won't have to compete again either 😭 the mentor groups would actually be so cool 👀👀👀 that's a really cool idea!! I loved K as a leader in iland omg imagine him teaching the babies 😭😭 and the video they just released of the signal song?? He looked like a mom leading his children I almost cried 😭😭 also like I got way more emotional than I was expecting when I saw Nicholas like!! I was really upset when he didn't make the top 12 🥲 I'm really excited to see him and EJ again 🥺 it feels like it's been forever for those 2.
And OMG THE TEASER PICS!!! 🤩 Jake looks so good I might collapse.. His hair color is soooo amazing 🤩 and Sunghoon with the kogner hair... 😳 Also honestly jusr blonde Sunghoon>>> still not over his blessed cursed look oml the eyebrow piercing?? The death of me truly. everyone looks amazing tho ahh it's going to be sooooo good 🤩 I just watched the preview for the album and foreshadow tho 😳 that song is going to be so good I already know it !!! It gives me the same vibes as one of my favorite songs by my ult group (Illusion by Kingdom if you're curious!!) so I am vvvvv excited for that one!! What song are you looking forward to the most!?
Sending love (and a Heejay pic, just for you~)
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I looked on kprofiles to find their ship name and let's just say there is an interesting comment on the post that I won't write here but um 😳
omg wait i think i remember you mentioning that :o but omfg i would just drop from exhaustion if i were you HAHAH i’m still burnt out from last month ! i’m in awe that you have the energy to keep going 😭🫶 but v v prouf keep it up !!! ♡ AND YAYYY IM GLAD YOU SCORED AN A YOU DESERVE IT 🥳💖 and i’m sure you’ll do great even if they’re hard >:)))
omg i loved performance unit in iland 🥹 they were so supportive and cheerful !! it honestly brightened the mood a LOT in the show :’) i’m rlly glad they were there bc i think it was the only challenge that enha laughed around during and had fun 🤧 and omg you’re a carat now !! :o who’s your bias?? 🤩 HAHAH omg i need to keep up with the show’s content more :o still very confused with how it’s gonna go but i’m excited !! and taki looks so different now but he’s still sooo cute 😭💗 AND SAME IM SO HAPPY TO SEE EJ AND NICHOLAS <33
oh my gosh the teaser for future perfect is just …… i fear this might be the title track the trumps all the ones so far 😵‍💫 it just sounds sooo good !! and i’m so excited for foreshadow omfg AHHH YEAH SUNGHOONS LONG HAIR HAS ME GOING FERALLL BUT IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY :D
THANK YOU FOR HEEJAY 🤧💝 love them and jay’s one sided beef with heeseung in iland ♡
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idv-sunsxin3 · 3 years
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Aah hello! I was wondering if we can get some soft headcanons of some of your favorite male survivors with a physically affectionate s/o! (I just wanna give all of them a hug and see them happy 🥺💕)
Pins// Omg- Sure, of course! QuQ💕💕💕
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Some fluffy HCs for some Male Survivors with Affectionate! S/O
Header of Moonlit River Park from Identity V Official Game
{Headcanons/Scenarios}
Gender Neutral! S/O
Note: too many favorites, I'm just going to put 5 only- :’DD
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Aesop… He doesn’t know what to do when you hug him at some random moments with that happy smile-
It makes him stop functioning for a while,,,
He would slowly crouch and shrink into a ball like a turtle shell as he lets you hold him.
It may seem too much for him- but deep inside, he’s loving the affection he used to longed for when he was a child.
He loves it when you place his head in your lap as you whisper lovely things about him while stroking his loose hair.
He often studies your beautiful face despite of the upside-down angle.
If you like playing with a person’s fingers, Aesop won’t stop you-
Call him ‘Isopo’ or other baby names with a cute voice and he’s done-
He will die for you, but also wants to die together with you-
Aesop// I only dated Y/N for 5 years…
Aesop// …But if anything happens to them, I’ll kill everyone in this room and then myself-
Y/N // Wait, no, don’t die- QAQ
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Edgar’s ego boosts when you give him attention-
He would tell you to stop sitting on his lap when you both are waiting for a match to begin, but he’s notably enjoying the moment-
When he feels down, he won’t say that to you-
Instead, he wraps his arms around your waist and bury his face on the back of your neck- giving you the affection in return.
You once told Edgar to have his palm out, he questioned it but ended up doing so-
You then placed your chin on his palm and looked at him with the owo eyes…
After few seconds of realizing what you’ve been planning, he-
Hehehe~
He can’t concentrate with his portrait when you’re in the same room as him,,,
You would stick yourself against him like a ‘snail’, according to what he commented before-
He can’t stop making his paintbrush tremble, as his face turns into a tomato once you try to sneak some kisses on his back-
Edgar// S-Stop distracting me, you idiot-! ù///ú
Y/N // Give me a kiss… uwu ❤️
Edgar// …
Edgar// *kisses your lips*
Y/N // Thank you, baby. UvU💕
(You hugged once more and started to walk out of the room, leaving a red tomato painter-)
Edgar// ….
Edgar// I’m not baby…- Ù///Ú
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Eli gets a warm feeling when you lean his head on his chest, feeling your hair tickle his neck-
He would look away as he cries silently-
There are times he feels like he doesn’t deserve you ;-;
When he feels like he has the strength and energy, he would carry you and spin you in the air as he laughs happily with you,,,
You’re just so precious, oh my god- 😭
He will try to give you affection as well to be fair with you- you deserve love as well,,, 🥺
Y/N // 20/7 cuddle is a must! >:0c
Eli// Why is it not 24/7?
Y/N // Because we need 4 hours of eating yummy food together…? :0c
Eli//
Eli// Gosh, you’re too cute for this world- 🤧🥺✨
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Before departing for a match, Luca would wear a goofy smile as you attack his face with long smooches-
He will start missing your kisses after a few minutes of your absence. :’3
When a fellow survivor notices that Luca is beginning to lose his composure, the first person they would seek for help is you-
Your presence and your affection makes him feel relieved and much calmer,,,,
Luka is a big dork, but he’s just as affectionate as you. ❤️
He would playfully bite or nibble your cheeks as if you’re human-sized food-
But then places a kiss as an apology if you don’t like it at all,,, 🥺
Luca// You’re so sweet, I can just put you in my coffee-
Luca// If only you can fit in my mug… :’D
Y/N //
Y/N // That was awful- 🤣
Luca// I know. 😉
Y/N // I love you,,, 🥺❤️
Luca// I love you too, Y/N. 😚💙
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Victor would notice the flower effect when looking at you as you embrace him from behind-
He melts when you rub his knuckles lovingly once you see that his hands are slightly sore from writing a lot-
If you like to write poems and love letters, he’s going to get a heart attack once you kiss him as you recite one of your love phrases between the kisses-
If you stare at him lovingly for a long time as you two lay in the same bed and cuddle, Victor would turn into a strawberry and attempts to hide from you a little bit by placing wick between your faces- But it was never effective,,,, úwù
He would often try to hide his face with his hat-
Y/N // Victor, you can’t just cover the sun with one thumb… hehehe! nwn
Victor// (*I-I know…*)
Victor// (*B- But it’s hard to stop looking at you when you’re being adorable…- ú///ù*)
SPAMS ‘KISS’ BUTTOM REPEATEDLY-
Grab this man gently and kiss him good, he won’t tell you to stop because he longs for your kisses,,, qwq
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