#i literally feel like im gonna die.

[ilynpilled]

why must everything that the text clearly states atp be misconstrued like i really dont get it he has plenty of flaws in that relationship but we, and cersei, know that he was ready to kill robert for just the disrespect of the cheating if cersei said the word. he doesnt concern himself with the personal consequences, he is reckless, detached from a lot of things, and can close his eyes at the future if he doesn’t want to acknowledge it. also the concern over the “shame” and ned type judgement feels so overestimated to me atp. he never regrets aerys, he is mad at how he is perceived (but again, notably doesnt try to rectify it by telling the truth for a lot of complex reasons), but he would never take it back. if he believes its the right thing to do, and is not overdosing on copium trying to juggle vows he cares about, he will do it, reputation be damned. though he has selfish concerns regarding being viewed as good, the internal matters so much more than the external: see weirwood dream: who actually shows up? what makes the fire go out? “it was not him. it was never him”, see the trebuchet fiasco, see the choice in adwd. why shouldnt we take cersei at face value when she implies that if jaime knew about the physical abuse he would have killed him? he loves and cares about cersei to an insane degree, even if he can be selfish toxic and unhealthy too. i really find it very very difficult to imagine that he wouldnt have killed him based on almost every single part of his characterization.

#ik its better to reply than to do this but i dont use my twitter for fandom and i keep seeing this general sentiment over and over again #like it makes him so inconsistent and nonsensical #i don’t understand this whole jaime was never there for cersei prehandloss he was at her disposal for almost everything he would have maimed #a child just bc she asked like what??? #u think that wouldnt have shamed him?? #he gave up almost everything for her at 15 #and im gonna be real if u r frustrated by jaime burning the letter being framed as this grand triumphant redemptive choice #by people #which i get i dont think its framed like that either #its just as unfair to treat it as the opposite #it is the end of a certain delusion #which is why the joanna dream is the focal point #and #he can divorce himself he has no obligation to die to try save her atp #and remain her sword #i dont see him as the literal devil for that sorry #i feel like some of u feel the need to misconstrue his character to make some of these choices out to be as bad as possible

[ghost-bard]

Forever staying a q! Charlie and Mariana defender sorry!

Fr tho Quackity saying that no one cares that Tilín is dead makes me so sad because Charlie (unaware that JuanaFlippa has died again) literally left to find god to bring Tilín back im so….

Like he forced himself into exile because he wants to make things right, and he doesn’t plan on coming back until he does make it right.

Everything he’s done has been for JuanaFlippa, and he cared about Tilín so much, that was his nephew!!!

Mariana may not have been as present as Charlie, but it’s so obvious that he cared about JuanaFlippa too, and both times he killed JuanaFlippa he didn’t mean to! He just wanted to be a good father and well. It didn’t work out.

And then the fact so many people other than Quackity took care of Tilín and cared for them, only for him to say that NO ONE cared that Tilín died is fucked. I know that it’s because he’s grieving but fuck. Its. Yeah.

I’m so sad about these stupid fucking. Pixel eggs.

#qsmp #quackity smp #qsmp quackity #qsmp charlie slimecicle #qsmp slimecicle #qsmp charlie #qsmp mariana #qsmp el mariana #literally like #knowing that all the other ccs are also distraught about the pixel eggs makes me feel so much better #like god im so sad about them AND FOR WHAT #if chayenne or ramón or bobby die i will cry so much #like tilín and juanaflippa already make me so sad #if more of them die i will sob #i will stay a charlie and mariana defender and apologist tho #THEY DID NOTHING WRONG #and by that i mean they never meant to do anything wrong #they tried so hard #and now it feels like charlie is gonna get ganged up on #and mariana i think is going to sit in his own misery #anyway staying normal about them!!! #did a small edit from niece to nephew btw!!!

[plugnuts]

an outlaw tweekee for u <3

WHATAGT OHBYYM GOODD IM!! RIVER YOU CANT JUST ATATCK ME LIEK THIS 😭 ILLYYY🥺🥺 /POS

#ask it like you mean it #rivozara #south park #Tweek tweak #AAUAGH RIVER IM #IM GRABBIYN YUU AND SHAKRING YOU RN (AFFECTIONATE) #HESSPERDEDT #LIL DIRTY GUY #A DIRTY GUY #shakingnghn oh myh godsh #got me stimming my lil heART OUT EHAT #hesso cute I’m gonna die I can’t- AUGH LOOK AT HIM #he’s shaking but he’s got his thumbs up he’s smiling he’s got lil heARTS #imfiflled im so filed with power rn oh my godhsh tbis made my dAYY 😭😭 #gently holds him… holding him so gently he’s a little guyyyy AAGH #ILYYYSM 🥰💖🥺 I CANANT AUGH #I. I prommy you that when I rbed that post I wasn’t asking forr art or anthyhgin but 😭 but you did somethin anyway I 🥺 i love him thansk you #thank you so muchhh 😭 I’m gonna be thinking ab him all day I’m off to change some of my website icons!! 🏃🏻 #I had to go and make a heart emoji South Park reaction image bc of how much feeling this gave me oh my gOSH you literally made me act like #the Kyle on the right- I couldn’t find the perfect one I had to do it myself— river oh my god ily I’m kissing you rn I hope you can feel it🥹 #fav #BIG FAV

[hearties-circus]

Guy that I am. So normal about

#al art #al ocs #imagine me in a locked echo chamber just wailing about denys #thats my head right now #im so fucked up sbout them. because. i had a little thiught #before my reasoning for ehy denys wouldnt kill axel was a mix of professionalism and contradictory feelings #now having given it more thought ive realised its specifically because axel is OK with it #denys WANTS axel to be scared for zir life denys NEEDS axel to be terrified #because thats how vos parents felt. they were scared. they didnt want to die. they didnt want to be Killed. #and little denys was so so so scared stumbling upon the scene that vo was gonna be next. who wouldnt be. wicks parents were Murdered #wick needs to get that revenge to have axel be so so scared like they all were back then #but zes just not. #its been 5 years since axel found out who denys was and almost immediately ze realised that whatever punishment denys wanted was justified #it would be the right thing. fae wouldn't fight it. #so now neither of them gets what they want. they cant. #denys still wants axel to think wick would and could kill fae at any moment but axel is ok with that #i am literally in my room seperate from my family on hogmanay and gripping my glass of blue wkd. i am SO normal right now #denys #axel

[hella1975]

listened to american pie while thinking about the league of villains do NOT fucking talk to me

#SOMEONE SHOULD HAVE SAVED THEM. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM EMBODIES SOME FORM OF SOCIETAL FAILING #IT'S NOT EVEN SUBTEXT IT IS THEIR LITERAL ROLE AS CHARACTERS AND YET THEY ARENT SAVED #THEY'RE DEMONISED UNTIL THE END AND THEY'RE DROPPING LIKE FLIES AND I KNOW HOW THIS ENDS #THEY'RE ALL GONNA DIE AND IT'S GONNA BE CELEBRATED. KILLING MYSELF #THEY WERE FRIENDS IN SPITE OF IT ALL. THESE PEOPLE WHO REJECTED SOCIETY STILL CRAVED COMMUNITY SO DESPERATELY #THE DAY THE MUSIC DIED AND WE WERE SINGING BYE BYE MISS AMERICAN PIE- *GUNSHOT* *SCREAMING* *EXPLOSIONS* #TAKE THIS SONG OFF MEEEEEEEEEEE #mha #league of villains #also saw a tiktok yesterday of someone being like 'cannot BELIEVE the todorokis are all focusing on touya rn #when shouto is literally injured' and all the comments were like 'this is why i hate dabi' WHAT IF YOU KILLED YOURSELF #I LOVE SHOUTO BUT FOR ONCE THIS AINT ABOUT HIM!! FUCKING HELL I FEEL LIKE IM YELLING AT A BRICK WALL #'HE'S INJURED' TOUYA JUST BLEW HIMSELF UP AGAIN. I THINK WE HAVE BIGGER FISH TO FRY HERE

[sukugo]

blorbo death count

gray: alive ✔️ (idk i never finished fairy tail but that's what i see in google kinda)

miyuki: alive ✔️ (saved by sports anime)

kurose: alive ✔️ (off living his best life with shirotani, saved by yaoi)

katsuki: (presumably) dead ❌ (no he's not i refuse to believe it he's NOT DEAD UNTIL I SEE A FUNERAL OR SOME SHIT IDC)

tony: dead ❌ (rip tony ur death left me devastated fr)

thorin: dead ❌ (his death was pretty gay so ill allow it)

sherlock: alive ✔️ (but he died once, in a way, so) ❌

draco: alive ✔️ (idk he there somewhere i guess)

wolfgang + soohyuk: alive ✔️ (but also i havent read s3 so idk) (but like, definitely saved by yaoi)

gojo: ALIVE ✔️ (he is ALIVE) (if this man fucking dares to die i swear)

eren: dead ❌ (rip erencio) (but also u died to me as soon as the final season started so assfjhajfhas) (s1 15 eren i miss u)

loki: dead ❌ (the sun never fucking shone on us u fucking liar)

anakin: dead ❌ (well...kinda) (he a ghost now so he kinda alive)

knives: dead ❌ (havent read trimax yet but like...he dead 😔) (i think)

#f.txt #brought to u by me kinda panicking bc of something someone said to me about gojo in 232 which made me think he was gonna die jfahkfsahjsa #like i was going THROUGH it. and then i read the chapter and. NOTHING FUCKIGN HAPPENED DKSKFA. god. i had literally already started the #stages of grief #but yeah that got me thinking bout how many of the blorbos are dead and well #it ain't bad it ain't bad #half and half we doing good #im def missing more blorbos . but these are the one i feel ive had proper obsessions with not just my faves from x thing #and well that i can remember rn i suppose. i went through them in order tho #like there's makoto or killua and others. but i was never obsessed obsessed i think 🤔

[narrativeats]

when the feeling of missing out on your life comes in the middle of a day

#ending this baka life right here 😐 #i feel like im unable to make friends and will never have the life i want to live #literally worst feeling ever #i feel pathetic sometimes because my one side says - bitch get up u will meet new ppl and grow with grace its not gonna be like rn forever #and the other says - u will die with regret ☠️ #ilay.txt

[gaycaelus]

cannot even begin to phrase how I feel about wriolette. dear godge

#they make me eat carpet #something about a guy whos been dropped into a foreign land and has to learn all the customs and has to learn how to mingle and mix in- #with its residents while being their literal judge jury snd executioner at the same time #and a guy whos seen it all before and knows everyone and everything like the back of his hand and is more than willing to be kind if- #outer forces permit but can be ruthless without a second thought if the moment arises. #does anybody hear me at all I feel Like im gonna die #cloub chatter #cloub.gi #wriolette tag

[kaelthas-dickrider]

yall im getting at least 200k inheritance

#i feel bad even posting about it but its just so wild #ok like one my RAPIST dad fucking DIED #i am SAFE for LIFE #I LITERALLY THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO HAVE TO FLEE TO THE HIGH HEAVENS ABOVE #two like this is a life changing amount of money AND I COULD GET MORE.......... #i have given up on all of my dreams like i have accepted that as an adult your childhood dreams in some form have to die #but i have always dreamed of having a home of my own and i can have all my pets and plants ect ect #like it was a longterm “dream” like you dont think youre actually gonna get there #but its actually coming and i feel like im going up a rollercoaster like it physically makes me feel nauseous lmao #i feel like i cant even talk about it cus it sounds like a brag #its just all so wild idk how im supposed to feel #am i happy am i sad am i angry am i numb am i regretful am i remorseless #dunno man

[welcometogrouchland]

I get the impression that money was a bit tight on clouds on the horizon in general, what with the uneven time put into the lumity kiss vs the hexsquads fight outside blight manner w/ the infamous cha cha slide, plus background details going wonky (like baloony hunter), but my favourite semi-wonky frames are the closeups on Hunters face when he's talking with Luz about him being a grimwalker.

bc the proportions are just. So funny to me. Why is his nose so long. Why are his eyes in the middle of his face. When did his forehead get so big. What's happening. Did I die. Is this purgatory. I unironically love this bc it reminds me that this show was made by people who were trying their best. And sometimes their best looks the Bunter Vs hexsquad fight in thanks to them and other times it looks like this

[ID: a screenshot of a close-up on Hunters face from clouds on the horizon. The placement and proportions of his face are slightly off. End ID]

(although in searching for this image I was informed that a different studio than normal animated clouds on the horizon. Which is probably at least part of the reason why there's so many bungled frames. Also probably why the cha cha slide got animated the way it did. God I love animation)

#ramblings of a lunatic #the owl house #toh #hunter toh #I'm sorry if this post seems mean i promise you I'm trying not to be this is unironically one of my favourite parts of rewatching this ep) #my thoughts on clouds on the horizon are that i like it's individual elements but it struggles to be more than the sum of its partd #*parts #mainly i think that everything is pretty strong minus. literally the ''main'' storyline of amity and her family #i think you need at least one extra scene to communicate to the audience that the relationship between al and odalia- #-is more abusive than we'd previously been led to believe. because as it stands it feels like too much of a leap between previous eps #but like. everything else about this episode is good and works #its that storyline that lets this ep down and makes it feel incongruous to me #i recognise that it's a result of the shortening and I'm not mad about it so i don't make a big stink about it #but its the reason i dont really care too much abt alador as a character. he's good when it lets me explore other characters feelings #(Darius Amity even Willow or Camilla etc) #but other than that he's just kinda there #anyway i think i mostly wanna get to the specials #im fighting the part of me telling me to just rewatch my comfort eps (asias and labyrinth runners. also ftf a lil bit) bc WE JUST DID THAT #IF I KEEP WATCHING THEM TOO MANY TIMES I'M GONNA GET SICK OF IT AND DIE #but like. i really wanna :( #being strong tho /j

[orcelito]

My druid has "fuckboy" written all over her

#speculation nation #shes a druid but she does Not look it. nor does she act like it really. #druid stuff exists to beef myself up as a front liner (spores druid ftw) #and to act as an excuse like 'whaaaat why r u so suspicious of me im a druid 🥺🥺🥺 i just want what's best for nature 🥺🥺🥺' #meanwhile here i am hogging ALL the worms we manage to find (or. well. most of them.) #bc im going full ham into my powers lol theyre so useful #this is a game of pressing Every button and seeing what happens. yet still going along the lines of good? approximately? #it very much does feel like the kind of thing a druid drow would do. willing to consort with the darkness #but still ultimately striving for peace and order. #i am just perhaps a little bug-brained to accomplish this :3 #ive been playing a Lot of bg3. progressing well through act 2. everything is so very scary and i am just 1 druid 🥺 #(i say as if i havent killed literally every single enemy ive come across. im so fucking good at this game.) #the house of healing was by far my least favorite part (so far). that boss battle was TERRIBLE but i managed to get through it. #according to my friends they just talked their way out of it. not me tho. i saw that guy strapped to the table and i was just like #'GET FUCKED BRO' *casts moonbeam* *proceeds to get the shit stabbed outta me* #holy shit he did so much damage. and he was focused ONLY ON ME....... #took me and shadowheart both healing to keep up with the damage he was doing (while astarion and karlach did most of the attacking) #but i did it! hes gone! but holy shit poking around his stuff has been so. eugh. #im in the towers now. so scary. just barely started them tho. gonna look for the prisoners and then proceed from there. #that ketheric dude is fucking terrifying. so big scared about him. but All Men Die The Same 😈 #.....well maybe not exactly the same given his 'immortality' thing 😂 but i'll figure it out. #anyways yea check out taltana im going for a mixed feminine and masculine kinda vibes with her. and enjoying it very much. #bg3 spoilers/

[soupkiddo]

tried to put myself in the headspace of a transphobe and got pissed off cus it's so fucking stupid

#genuinely i have no fucking idea how people get so up their own ass about other peoples business #you dont like it? it makes you uncomfortable? tough shit buddy thats life #i see dogshit on the sidewalk and it makes me feel gross. but im not going to make hating dogshit my entire personality #im not gonna fucking ban dogs because i dont want to look at dogshit #im not gonna follow people home when they dont clean up after their dogs #ill get pissed about it in the moment sure. i wish people would clean up after their dogs. but its not going to consume the rest of my day #being uncomfortable and not liking things is a part of the human experience baby!!!! #trying to get rid of every little thing that makes you uncomfortable defeats the point of being alive!!! #you just wanna stay in your little bubble?? scared of anyone who doesnt fit your narrow view of what a person should be?? #that sounds so fucking sad #nothing new nothing exciting #just straight cis white folks living their straight cis white lives #AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW FUCKING STUPID RACISM IS HOLY SHIT #there is an entire world of different people with different cultures and experiences and art and foods and you dont want any part of it??? #because somebody spoke in spanish and you didnt understand them #the world does not revolve around you #people should not have to sacrifice their identity for your comfort #literally just mind your own business. someones elses gender is not your business. #terfs eat shit and die

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#shout out to my nana for saying my dad spends money like water #my dad who struggles with the idea of spending money bc of obsessive compilation thoughts but is making an effort #bc whats the point of saving up all your life just to die. nana? my dad whose wife is literally dying of cancer and is beginning to circle #the drain so hes deciding he wants to start spending his retirement money now while shes still alive. u old witch. Jesus christ. my mum #isnt gonna live forever. shes getting her bladder removed in February i think. imo ill just b happy if she lives past the end of my 5year #program. like holy fuck. i mean. its not really nanas fault. she probably has 0cd and probably has 0cpd. but like this is y u wanna try to #get better. so you dont grow into a miserable old fuck whose family hates u bc ur awful and killing ur husband thru ur illness. just saying #as someone whose can see their own behaviors mirrored in her. this is y i cant go on like this lol #hopefully i hit my rock bottom last year. ugh. i just wish i could sleep. when im not super depressed i cant seem to get a normal amount of #sleep and im exhausted all afternoon. im awake at night and early in the morning. it makes me nauseous too. insomnia i guess #but ive always slept rather little. maybe it was compulsive and now im just old and cant take it #hate it. wish it would stop but at least i dont feel like dying anymore i guess. im guessing the meds r exacerbating thr sleep issues if not #causing it. ugh symptom management i guess #unrelated

[allofuswantgwinam]

someone tell me to stop being a pussy and give the gas station guy my # tomorrow

#yell at me #bully me #he makes me want to throw up 🤣🤣🤣 #it’s annoying that I only see him at his job bc I was feeling brave the other day B U T #there was someone behind me soo i was as anxious about that 💀 #instead of being nervous about him lmao #ITS STRESSFUL #and I love when I go there and then Love Talk comes on when I leave 🤣🤣🤣🤧🤧 #or if I’m thinking about going for no reason just to see him and buy something random and then the song comes on 😭😭 #I be like ‘heard im ommfw’ 😭😭 #ugh #I’ve been meaning to bring the cards out for this #maybe tonight I will but I feel like I already know he’s into me I’m just being a PU S S Y #U G H #when he was mopping another other day he literally started mopping all the way over to me 🤣😭😭 and was giggling about something I said #while I was checking out and I was gonna die bc it was so cute #then after I was done and I realized he mopped everywhere around that mfer said ‘jump’ 🤣🤣🤣 I said he was gonna have to carry me lmao #and he giggled again 😭😭 cutest giggle I ever heard in my life fr #send help

[labratboygirl]

guess who started feeling like shit about his weight for the first time in Literal Years !!!!!!! 😸😸😸😸 ahahhahahaaaaaaa dies forever

#casually spills guts #its fucjing .health class . shits been fucking up my body confidence severely #i havent given a shit about my weight since like . what .6th grade #ithink my mindsets gonna start reverting all the way back to “if i eat too much im gonna DIE !!!!!! ONE BILLION TIMES FOREVER !!!!!!!” #even though i know for a fact that .literally isnt the case at all #uuhjhghhhhhhg GODDDDDDDD #does this need to be tagged with anyhring . i feel like it might but idkkkkkkk

[sstrange-cloudss]

This can't be the same body that used to go to a concert after only sleeping 3 hours the night before

#now if i get less than 5 hours i have a panic attack and literally feel like im gonna die