#i literally ran out of room

[candyje11yfish]

my uty shrine that is mainly starlo (i am going absolutely insane)

#undertale yellow #starlo #i have been at this for Hours. #i watched 3 movies while working on it lol #and my printer literally ran out of ink #tysm to bestie for drawing 2 of the stars for my bday :3 #this is my desk in my room. so i get to see it every day. #its magnetic so its stuck with magnets and blu tack #and yeah i did stick on marbles. #and also yes those are crocheted stars. #im more of a corn yaoi er but i like staroba too ig #SHE WAS WALKIN AROUND WITH A LOADED SHOTGUN READY TO FIRE ME A HOT ONE #IT WENT BANG BANG BANG STRAIGHT THROUGH MY HEART #uty #starlo uty #uty north star #uty starlo #?? #btw funny story abt that star on a toothpick in the bottom left corner #his face is half burned off bc he was on my birthday cake. next to the candle. yeah.

[hamartia-grander]

Jesus fucking christ I hate the US south

#Cw gun mention I guess #I was feeling super nauseous so I went into the kitchen to get ritz crackers #And we're at my grandma's rn for Christmas and she has windows in the kitchen that look out at the road/other houses #And NO curtains or blinds because she's old #And anyway I turned a small light on so I could see the crackers and I hear a fucking man outside shout “WHO'S OUT THERE” #In the heaviest southern accent. Mind you every fucking person in this area has a gun bc there's lots of trees with squirreld they shoot #And logically now that I am calming down I know it was just a bad coincidence and he was probably yelling at smthn in his yard #But jesus fucking christ I felt such immediate intense fear my head went cold #Ran to my baby brother's room bc I was certain someone was gonna come kill us #Then the rationality took over and I just told my mom about it. But now I'm sitting outside his room eating crackers bc I'm fucking paranoid #It is almost 4am and I haven't slept a wink I cannot do this rn #But literally the last time I went for a walk around here my dad told me not to go alone and also not to say anything stupid #And also stay far away from houses bc I could get myself shot #Literally what the fuck is this. #“Afearican” except I'm still very much in the US #Not to mention almost every fucking house has a blue lives matter flag and some have isr*el flags now too like #I fuuuuucking hate it here

[hella1975]

there's a very specific kind of vibe that comes with living with your friends in final year that it just does not have in first year or even second year. like as a fresher it's usually the first time any of you have lived away from home let alone with SO MANY people your age and it's terrifying and exciting and randomised to boot so it's generally carnage for a whole year in the best and worst ways, and then second year you pick who you're living with and it feels like for the first time you're doing this adult thing PROPERLY. you have a place of your own now. these are the people you've chosen to live with. studying gets serious etc. but it's still fresh. it's still new. you still don't know how to navigate it. but final year? final year is when you actually get it right. you know how to manage your time better. you know what works for you and what doesn't. studying is the main focus and you've been out in the world for three years now and it's not loud and boisterous like it was in first year and you're not exciteable and awkward like you were in second year. you're comfortable. every single one of my flatmates has their own friend group and we mainly keep to our own social circles, but we'll still meet each other back at the house after a night out and sit in the kitchen or my room to do the debrief. sometimes i'll go days not seeing either of them despite sharing a house but every now and then someone will softly call up the stairs that 'the heating's on!' or one of us will sneeze and the other two will yell 'bless you!' through the walls. the lack of interaction isn't interpreted as dislike in ways it would have been even last year, because we're all just old enough to be past that now and settled enough in our friendship not to worry about it. idk. uni is very loud and unsettling a lot of the time so it's been really sweet to see how almost boringly comfortable final year is.

#like my day today was literally drag myself out of bed at 10am to meet my econ friends bc we're in a group together #and i spent two hours with them writing a fucking TRADE REPORT before coming home #and the rest of the day was kinda lost. i showered. i put a wash on. i had a nap. i mainly stayed in my room #which sometimes is the End Of All Things but today was quite nice #and i can hear in their rooms how my flatmates are doing the exact same thing. pottering about and getting on with uni #and we've barely spoken all day but earlier my one flatmate ran into my room all excited to show me her nails #bc she's been teaching herself to do gels and it took her 2 hours but im still one of the first people she wanted to show #and just now we all went to use the bathroom at the same time and it led to one of our Stair Sessions #where we all inexplicably just gather on the stairs and chat for no reason with a cup of tea #idk it's just nice. it's such basic shit but i can't belive in first year i used to spend EVERY DAY with these girls #and we were one single friendship group and that was all we had #and then in second year one girl branched off bc she lived in a studio and got into her societies #but me and the other girl lived together again and it was the same thing of she was a friend before she was someone i lived with #and weirdly that can actually be detrimental to a dynamic. but this year we're all just very solidified and confident in ourselves #and where we stand and yes we all have our own friendship groups outside of the house now #but there's still that love and simple comfortableness around each other that you only get with time and a hell of a lot of proximity #and a sense of being settled that maybe is just what happens as you get older #idk it's just really nice. if i had this exact same day in first year (doing economics and barely leaving my room) #it would've been a really bad depressive day for me so the fact i can find such contentment from it now is really heartening #i love my little life here im very proud of what ive been able to achieve :) #hella goes to uni #feeling nostalgic because SOME BITCH decided to ribs post

[skitskatdacat63]

What does one do in the situation of a centipede falling into their bed 🙃 genuine question

#I HATE BUGS IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF BUGS WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS TO ME #im going to die this is going to be my final straw #i really reallt really hatw thwm #and im always so cautious when they crawl on thw ceiling bcs i know those motherfuckers like to fall down #and there was on above my bed which i despise #and like i felt the urge to jump up out of bed #and literally right after it falls right where my head was #how do i go back in the bed??????????? its been desecrated #IDK WHERE IR WENT BCS I SCREAMED AND RAN OUR OF THE ROOM #i dont even wanna look bcs thats how bad my fear is of them #guess ill go die then! #catie.rambling.txt

[polithicc]

started my period and now im evil

#ok gonna rant in the tags bc i need to just let it out and then i can be normal again #i was literally in and out of meetings all day so i got 0 actual work done #i dont feel good and ive been so nauseous #i had half of a sandwich in the conference room while handling a fucking disaster #it's so unbearably hot today #i wore the wrong pants so i had to safety pin them and then i looked weird #the pants are also too long #i was so overstimulated in the metro #that i got home took off my clothes by the front door and went straight to bed to lay on top of my duvet #and its thursday so its a chores day for me #so i need to clean my house #i also need to find the time to fix the dress im wearing to the gala next week #my hair is dirty #i ran out of primer and felt oily all day #also i scratched my glasses #i made coffee had three sips and then forgot to bring it to work #i had an anxiety attack and stood in thje hallway to calm myself down #just to then have the most awkwaerd interaction with the new hire who was coming out of the bathroom \ #in conclussion #fighting for my life a bit today

[softquietsteadylove]

Thenamesh propsal AU

Thena needs her caffeine but in this house there is none. As a result she has terrible migraine!

"How is she?"

A loud groan sounded through the whole house in response. Gil winced as he walked in with a bag in hand.

He had completely forgotten that his mom didn't keep any caffeine or alcohol in the house. She wasn't one for it, Makkari simply didn't need any caffeine to be as brimming with energy as she was, and Sersi didn't drink unless it was socially. Kingo wasn't opposed to a coffee here or a beer there, but he considered visiting home like 'being on a cleanse', or whatever.

Thena needed caffeine.

She drank no less than four coffees a day in a regular work week. He was always telling her he was worried about her caffeine intake, but there was no arguing with the stubborn Goddess of War on that one.

It hadn't taken long for the lack of caffeine to cause an irreparable headache which shook her to her core.

Gil walked into the living room, where his very sweet family was being very useless at curing Thena's migraine. His friend - and fiance - was curled up in a ball on the couch, face pinched from the tension within her head. He whispered, "Thena?"

"Gil?" she whimpered back, not even moving at the sound of his voice.

Sersi handed him a cool cloth, freshly soaked and wrung dry, "none of the pain meds Mum has will help this. It's pure caffeine withdrawal."

"Did we try?" Gil couldn't help but ask, not that it didn't irk both his Doctor mother and his bio-chemist sister. He sighed, "sorry, just...I hate to see her like this."

Gil bypassed them, going right over to the ball of Thena and turning her over so he could put the cool cloth on her forehead. "Hey."

"Hey," she whispered back, just barely getting her eyes open to look at him. She looked even paler than normal. "You're back."

"I'm sorry," he whispered, lips pressed to her temple, unable to do much more for her. "I had to go out looking."

"It's okay," Thena turned over slightly with a smile, "Sersi and Makkari have taken wonderful care of me. And your poor mother is trying to find anything that will even simulate caffeine for me."

"Thena!"

"Quiet!" Gil glared towards the door to the living room, where Kingo was striding in without a care in the world. His arms tightened around her, "she's not feeling well, man!"

"Sorry, sorry," he chuckled much too light heartedly for Gil's taste. He swirled his hand in the air, "I made chai!"

Gil glared at his cousin--basically his brother. Chai was a strong enough blend of tea, and it probably would have just a enough caffeine to alleviate some of Thena's symptoms. "You had this the whole time and let her-?!"

"Come on, Gil," Kingo pouted at him, Thena still wrapped protectively in his thick arms. "I forgot I had it, okay? And anyway, I had the seed pods whole--I had to do actual work to make them ready for brewing."

Gil sighed a little more roughly, all but ignoring his loud cousin next to him, "whatever."

"I thought it might help," Kingo leaned blithely into Gil's personal space to get a peek at Thena. "I also suggested yoga to help clear her head, but all she wanted to do was lie around and wait for you."

Gil was already pulling Thena closer so he could carry her to the kitchen, "y'know, dude, I'd appreciate if you didn't do shirtless yoga with my fiance when I'm not around?"

"Who said it was shirtless?"

"I've never seen you do it with a shirt on," Gil shot back without hesitation. Kingo just snickered at his obvious annoyance (dick). Gil stood with Thena in his embrace, "I have something better."

"Something to put me out of my misery?"

"Something like that," he chuckled, kissing Thena's temple again just because he could. She was really funny, even if she didn't think so. "You know this is why I'm always on you about how much coffee you drink."

"Yes, yes," she managed to roll her eyes at him, although even doing that much seemed to reawaken her pain. She grimaced, "how long have you been waiting to bring that up?"

"Until I also had something to help."

"Gil, I--oh."

Ajak made room for them at the kitchen island so Gil could set Thena down in one of the plush bar seats.

"It's okay, mom, I found some," he sighed as he made sure Thena was settled. "Had to go all the way to that organic store where you fill up your own jars."

Damned retiree town and its hipster stores.

Thena forced her eyes open again, "what did you find?"

"Coffee."

Thena perked up like a dog offered a steak after being in the desert.

"I got the lightest roast they had," he held Thena's eyes, waving the jar of fresh grounds in his hand. She watched it, utterly entranced. "Just enough to keep the pain away, okay? This shit was still expensive, even as the cheapest stuff I could find."

Thena let out a faint laugh, in better spirits just at the promise of some relief. "Are you going to ween me off of it with this?"

Gil looked at her again as he set out the coffee grounds and french press he had to buy just to make coffee here. He could just tell her that he told her so and that this was probably for the best, to get her less dependant on caffeine to even function. But he sighed, "gently. I won't let you suffer if I can do anything to help."

Some colour returned to her cheeks, which was honestly more of a relief than anything.

"I'll make you just one cup to start, okay," he continued to speak softly, shaking out just enough grounds and then reaching for the kettle.

"Thank you, Gil."

He looked up, compelled by the gentle, almost musical tone in her voice. Some colour rose in his cheeks as well as he looked back down at his brewing, "anything."

"Hey."

Gil looked up once the grounds were starting to brew. Thena nodded him over to her, and he moved automatically, like a man possessed. Her knees made room for him and he had to stop himself from putting his hand on the other side of them reflexively.

Thena leaned forward, pressing a gentle kiss to the corner of his lips, just close enough to his cheek to be considered not actually 'kissing' him.

He blushed and his all his hair stood on end.

"You're a life saver," she said afterward, forcing a much lighter tone. She tucked some hair behind her ear and moved to watching the coffee brew. "Is it done yet?"

He had to laugh just a little. He gave above her knee - just at the hem of her skirt - a squeeze and moved away again, "will you just try having some patience?"

"You are not the one who has spent all morning with a jackhammer within your skull."

"If you took it even a little easy on the cold brew it probably wouldn't be so bad."

"I knew you were dying to tell me you told me so," Thena rolled her eyes.

Gil smiled; she didn't wince this time. He poured her cup, which really needed more time to brew than it had. Maybe he was just as impatient to cure her as she was. "Just put some shit in it to cover up the taste."

"Gladly," she sighed, although it was Gil who moved toward the fridge for said 'shit'.

They both completely forgot Ajak was still hovering at the edge of the kitchen.

#Thenamesh Proposal AU #let me tell you #I have experienced this #not with coffee but I used to drink green tea for literally any time I was thirsty #and the headache I got when it ran out during quarantine #I was utterly useless #and I just know that Thena is out here drinking nitro cold brew like it's water #she doesn't get jittery or anything #but she just needs a constant baseline of caffeine in her veins #Gil is very eager to ween her off of it #he'll make her just a small cup and put some non-dairy milk in it #maybe some honey or something for sweetner because Ajak is that mom with the all natural pantry #whatever it's just for her anyway #the kids all went out and found their own favourites to stock for their stay #Ajak returns to the living room #Sersi and Makkari ask how Thena is #Ajak and Kingo share a look and say that she's doing much better now

[star--anon]

How do you tell when you talk about traditionally romantic things in a platonic context way too much?

Are there any ways to tell that I talk too much about platonic relationships?

Because I just got kicked out of a server for “fetishizing friendships and aromantics” and I’m wondering if maybe that could be a sign?

#vent #just for context it’s a strictly sfw server and also I’m not out as aroace bc idk how supportive they are of that #it seems like they’re pretty supportive considering they kicked me out for fetishizing them #so that’s nice #there’s silver linings to everything #also I could totally appeal this but I don’t wanna #turns out a bunch of people who (I thought) were good friends made a private group chat #and basically psycho-analyzed everything I said #basically just picture a room of people convincing each other their close friend was a creep #meanwhile said close friend is just closeted aroace #mostly I’m pissed because they could’ve just. asked me #like. ‘hey you talk about platonic kissing a lot what’s up with that’ #or like. ‘hey you talk too much about platonic kissing and it’s making some people uncomfortable’ #I literally had Chat With Me !! as my server name idk how they messed this up #anyway the good news is I will probably be talking here a lot more in regards to the Gladers and neat platonic things I thought of about th #(that last word is Them. I ran out of space) #I just wanna make it clear that I talked to one of the admins who decided to kick me #and yes it literally was just that I talked too much about it #not that I was creepy or that I forced the conversation into platonic cuddling/etc. to the point of being uncomfortable #no no I just. talked too much #in the channels that were dedicated to talking #I talked too much

[fooltofancy]

have frankly had more hilarious experiences in aurum vale than almost any other dungeon, but i am burdened with a truly masochistic sense of humor so i guess that tracks.

#me @ the baby tank who ran directly out into the middle of the initial mobs like hey! easier if you just pull the few to the left!!!! #he made eye contact with me yes'd then ran STRAIGHT out into the middle of the room again #our healer openly sobbing in baby heals #like. that's just objectively comedy idk what to tell u #right up there with last month's triple black mage athena run that took us i wish i were kidding 45 minutes #like i KNOW those mechanics and i was dying in them cause i was so distracted watching this one man just stand in. everything. #'please dps that's a mechanic' bb i know i just literally can't look away #chinhands in wonder as we all die for the third time post-ads cause none of them were using aoes #anyway that's why i don't mind aurum vale lmao

[beetlecakes]

YAYAYAYAY MY ROOM IS FINALLY CLEAN AFTER 8 MONTHS SHE IS SO CUTE

#it’s literally pink themed #sanrio everywhere #animal crossing things as well #my room looks like if 9 year old me didn’t grow up poor #I still have some laundry to do #also why tf do I have two whole baskets of socks #also got rid of two garbage bags of clothes #and yet I ran out of hangers and had to steal them from my mom

[mitzi-doodles]

TW // Eyestrain

Spending almost a month on building the bridge and mansion, all just for guide to live is both worth it and not. I will never make a building in underworld for the sake of my eyes lmao

Close-ups for each rooms.

#terraria #not art #eyestrain tw #guide watching me built the bridge and a giant mansion: “why did you do this to yourself...” #the npcs in the mansion are there to prevent enemies from spawning #i like the idea of this really dark looking mansion has really pleasant “welcoming” interior rooms despite it's placed in literal hell lol #the plan was to make the bathroom so fancy it resembled more of sauna/hotspring instead of actual bathroom but i ran out of space #so i had to turn it into normal bathroom instead #god forbid me to touch sims with 10ft pole because i get really unhinged in building and decorating /lh /hj #i shall now go back to drawing yipeee

[sunspill]

I'm back in the er tonight and the doctor is telling me "your pain is... because you had surgery" like I might not have suspected that. Sir OBVIOUSLY but what am I supposed to do abt it !!!! like they tell us to come back if you get chills and pain that doesn't change after medication and then they're like 'why are you here' YOU TOLD ME TO COME!!!

blarghiahsua. also he's like we don't know why you hurt this bad ok bye good luck sir pls my instructions end with telling me to go back to the er

#also the nurse who brought me to my room literally ran away #like had turned more than 1 corner before he noticed i cant walk that fast #helloooop #it was funny #but also not funny hc he was annoyed at me #it says in my chart i just had surgery ok #chill out

[arolesbianism]

I’ve been thinking abt one of my older oni colonies and decided to doodle my first three dupes in that save

#keese draws #oxygen not included #but yeah these guys were my main scientist digger and rancher respectively #this was one of my actual spaced out style saves so ofc I chose the cold asteroid still #it was painful opening this save again to look at their traits as it was basically my first longer attempt #let’s just say I had no idea what I was doing and ran out of power literally everywhere #might do a rescue attempt on this save tbh sounds like a fun challenge #but yeah I actually have characterizations for most of the dupes in this save in my head they’re like semi ocs to me #they’re the ones I like to imagine fumbling about post olivia entering sleep mode #cause there’d be such a harsh contrast in how they’d all react and move forwards #burt in particular would take it rly hard mostly because he’s the only scientist #so everyone ends up looking to him for answers and help and he just doesn’t know how to provide any of it #he had already spent so long feeling overworked and under appreciated so this wouldn’t help at all #quinn on the other hand is generally more optimistic as they have gone through a lot of rough shit and made it out on the other side #so they see this as an obstacle they’ll all overcome and grow stronger from #they’re also just very used to being suddenly forced to say goodbye to people for potentially forever #harold was almost relieved by the whole event because it lead to a lot less activity in the neural chip network #which is in fact a big source of panic for most of the dupes but harold pretty much exclusively goes to like 3 rooms so he’s not as effected #he also just doesn’t like the noise of the hundreds of commands that he can’t even follow #he just manages the plants and the pips and sometimes helps with the cooking #he honestly really likes the freedom of figuring out what to do without instruction #as the pip farm he manages is very. well let’s just say pips tend to starve in there a lot #yknow thankfully I did give these guys a bunch of phones so at least they’d be able to still know what’s up with eachother still #still an uncomfortable feeling loosing that connection that you’ve been relying on for years

[mormorando]

does anybody know how to manage arachnophobia? i'm physically shaking, covered in snot and tears, tired, but unable to go to sleep because i don't know where the spider in my room went

#mine #i ran for the vacuum cleaner but the spider was gone when i came back #and oh my fucjing god i cannot possibly go to sleep #i fucking screamed then i WHIMPERED out of fear just trying to step into my fucking room #i thought since i have the vacuum here anyway now i could just vacuum all under and behind my bed even though it's 2am #but i'm terrified of moving my bed #i imagine some kind of a spider nest or eggs there i'm fucking SHAKING man i don't know how to function i literally need therapy i think #this is UNMANAGEABLE i hate being so terrified i'm still crying and there's NO ONE to help me #in fact i must somehow make it without screaming if i find it again #or it finds me #because my roommate will be angry with me #i just called my father shaking and barely able to speak begging him to come to my place tomorrow and buy me some anti spider spray #or else one of those electrical devices #they scare spiders away #but like i said #i??? really mean it when i say i cried and screamed #now i'm just standing here in the cold room dreading the idea of going to bed because I KNOW if they're coming from somewhere it's THERE #jfc #i have to have my father help me #ohhh my fucking god i think i'll puke. #i literally think i need some anti-phobia therapy honestly #i can't wake up my roommate again i can't #godgodgodgodgodgod #what fucking punishment is this i can't move i am frozen to this spot anyway i move it'll be there #i don't fucking know what terrifies me so fucking much They're just little insects but i'm still frozen in spot nauseous and crying

[makorragal-312]

Literally the ONLY way I’ll accept Buck’s final scene in Cursed is that he goes into the room and is about to jerk, but he is so exhausted from running he just passes out in the chair and never gets it done.

#911 #911 fox #911 on fox #911 spoilers #911 s6 #911 s6 spoilers #911 6a #911 cursed #evan buckley #evan buck buckely #911 buck #you cannot tell me that he didn't pass out in that room #my boy ran a thousand miles to this clinic and you expect me to believe he has the energy to c*m in a cup? #yeahhh I dont believe it #maybe this is me just not wanting to accept that he went through with it #especially when kameron and connor literally ambush him at his place of work #and proceeded to have him unknowingly out himself as a sperm donor to his entire team #call me petty #but it I was him I would feel some type of way #and really fucking embarrassed and pissed #honestly he's a better person than me #because that alone would make me drop the donor thing like that #buck deserves better #evan buckley deserves better #somebody save this man #please let this donor thing fail #free buck 2022

[floorpancakes]

hi yeah its me im thinking about this fucking scene again

#sarazanmai #mabu is my crazy frog wife #the fact that this teenager who ran away from home was offered his delicious husband treats makes him so mad its so funny #yes mabu has to strip to cook hes a little bit quirky like that #his facial expressions....my crazy wife he is so beautiful #non floor pancakes not to be confused with the floor pancakes #hes so pushy and fussy like a rabbit.... #sweets being mabus love language is so cute actually #i say knowing it literally rips your heart out in the anime that that is so #reo is so lovely #his surprised shark mouth....moe #doing that thing where i mabupost to intrigue holic enjoyers because they have room in their heart for another glasses wearing chef twink

[vigilantejustice]

:(

#literally dumb as rocks beans for brains of me to even ever think going back to do my diploma in early #childhood education as a means to get back into the industry after like four years out was even a little bit a good idea #the job broke me the first time + i’m in a much much much worse place now #have been looking through the first chunk of assessments + so much of it is management type stuff #which is fine on paper #but doing these sorts of assessments in practice is. not something i can do #i have a settling in period of like three years minimum it takes me so long to build any confidence #+ almost every assessment involves walking into service as a student + then having to demonstrate a level of authority #which is no bueno for me #like the first assessment involves leading a team meeting #how am i supposed to walk into a centre brand new + ask to lead a meeting #and then every piece of placement assessment is the same sort of thing #lots of having to approach parents to sign permission forms + lots of taking control of rooms or learning experiences #it’s funny because technically it’s all stuff i can do because i did do it #like i ran the nursery as a lead educator + did all the management stuff but that was after having been there for a year as a student #then as an assistant so i was like. comfortable + established in the centre if that makes sense? #i couldn’t just walk into any centre off the street into a management position i need to work my way into it #if that’s what i even wanted to do #so to do it as a student is a no go #on top of that just the idea of going back to any work let alone back to childcare has given me nightsweats #since the diploma started. like my anxiety about it is out of control + realistically logically i know that this is not something that’s #going to work out but i’m ready to throw up about it because what do i do? #i’m struggling big time with feelings of inadequacy for not being educated + can’t shake the feeling that my life is kind of over #because i haven’t got a degree + it doesn’t seem like i’m going to be in a position to be well enough to get through one #+ i don’t know what work i’m cut out for i don’t feel like i’m good for anything #which sounds dramatic but i mean it in a very genuine way i’m just too nervous + scared + uncomfortable #i’m just not functioning in any sensible way + i don’t know what to do with myself #like dropping this course just makes sense but what then? what job is there for me? #it all just starts spiralling out into thinking about that i’ll probably never be able to afford to live independently out of home #+ that spirals into thinking about how i’ll never find anyone + how my life is so messy + meaningless