#i look so much more masc with bleached hair

[britany1997]

A Dragon’s Tail

David x male dragon reader

I hope y’all love this!! I love David with masc readers, he is so gay to me lmao, and I love being able to write some toxic, manipulative David stuff, but I also enjoying writing sweet vulnerable moments for him like this🥹

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You breathed deeply, letting your leathery wings stretch out behind you. You loved the way the sea air swept through them.

You laughed to yourself as you thought of the irony. A dragon man who lived on the beach of all places.

You’d traded the fiery pits of your home in a volcano for the sand and surf. What would your father think?

You settled down on the ledge above your shared cave, your wings still fluttering behind you.

Sighing, you looked up at the bright moon above you, shining down on the beach, the cave, and everything else it touched with its eerie glow.

Your eyes fluttered closed as you relished the comfortable silence and the breeze. You always felt so at peace in the quiet embrace of the night.

“Want some company?” A familiar voice asked from behind you.

The corner of your lip tugged up in excitement. “Always,” you turned to extend a clawed hand to your perfect mate. Your David.

The bleach blond vampire flashed you a rare smile and came to sit by your side. You draped a wing around him, pulling him closer until your hips touched.

You could have sworn a blush ghosted over his cheeks, but it was too brief to tell. Your smile widened as you threaded your claws with his fingers.

“I’m not interrupting your alone time?” he asked.

“Not at all,” you ran your hand through his hair affectionately. “Most dragons spend their lives alone, your company’s a treasure.”

David seemed to relax into your wing. You let it hold him closer.

“I know how you dragons love treasure,” he teased.

You chuckled, your tail coming around to flick him on the ear. “I wouldn’t make so many treasure jokes, I’ve got a million blood jokes locked and loaded.”

David snorted. “Guess it’s true what they say about people in glass houses huh?”

You smiled, your golden eyes taking in his bright blue ones. Your gaze traveled along the slope of his stubbly jaw, his handsome face.

“Guess so,” you whispered, leaning in just a little closer to the blond man.

David figured out pretty quickly where your thoughts were headed as he leaned in too. One of his gloved hands reached out to caress your cheek. The other found it’s way into your hair.

You tilted your head, careful not to bump his forehead with your horns, and allowed your eyes to flutter closed.

Your ancient heart leapt in your chest as his cold lips pressed against your warm ones.

You sighed into the kiss, allowing your forked tongue to slide into his soft mouth, exploring and running over his sharp fangs.

After a while, he pulled away to stare into your eyes.

You loved him like this. His big, tough guy facade melting away.

To the boys he was a fearsome leader, barking orders and commanding obedience. To the humans he was a terrifying Spector of death, tearing through the population until there was nothing left.

To you, he was home.

When he looked at you with those baby blues, when he smiled at you like you’d hung the moon, you felt alive, you felt young again.

You reached out, your claws raking affectionately down his cheek.

He leaned into your touch. His hand slid over yours and he turned to plant a kiss on your palm.

“You’re awfully affectionate tonight,” you whispered, a smile pulling at the corner of your mouth

“Too much?” he asked.

“Never too much,” you reassured him, your wing cradling him closer to you once more.

“Didn’t think you’d wanna kiss an old guy like me though,” you teased.

David smirked, “I forgot you’re ancient,” he admitted, “it’s usually me that’s robbing the cradle.”

You laughed, “well you don’t have to worry about that.”

“No kidding,” his eyebrow raised, “how was the renaissance?”

You snorted, “yeah yeah you joke, but I had a lot more gold back then. People just don’t sacrifice like they used to anymore ya know?”

“I blame smart phones,” David shrugged.

You smiled, “damn technology.”

“Calm down grandpa,” David snickered, “you’re startin’ to sound like old Mr. Emerson.”

You glared, “not. funny.”

His head found it’s way onto your shoulder, “yes it is,” he hummed.

You shook your head, laughing softly to yourself, your claws stroking over his scalp. “It’s a good thing you’re cute.”

“You’re not bad yourself,” he flirted, “how’d you getta look so handsome anyway, shouldn’t you be full lizard.”

“Mom was a human, dad was a dragon,” you said simply, “that’s how I got the horns, the tail, the wings, the eternal life…all that good stuff, and these rugged humanlike good looks too.”

David tensed, lifting his head off your shoulder and shooting you a confused look.

“Your father was a dragon and your mother was…human?”

Your teeth clenched, “listen babe, I try not to dwell on the mechanics of it all.”

David laughed deep in his throat, more amused then you’d ever heard him.

“Fair enough,” David said through a fit of laughter.

You rolled your eyes, “can you just put your head back on my shoulder?”

His fanged smile filled you with warmth as he returned to resting against you.

“Tell me another story about the time you spent with your kind?” he asked, letting his eyes fall shut as you blanketed him with your wing.

“Anything for you,” you uttered as you began to recall yet another tale for him.

You were glad your father had blessed you with an eternal life. You were grateful to spend it just like this.

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[puffymucher]

VELVETTE X READER IDEAS... that i may or may not share (if you're seeing this.. oh god)

there's a lot that i want to like draw out?? specifically?? so these are really just outlines for those ideas (and incase i never do, so others may because god i need it) some are nsfw ish so i just. okay maybe most of em are so go at your own risk

A possessive Velvette who loves making sure everyone knows who is hers (its you!! bingo!!) and specifically what those lipstick marks would look like? It's so distinct it's like a branding mark i stg If you don't have style, specifically for my fellow mascs out there, maybe she fit's you up. Even if she doesn't admit it at first, she rather enjoys making you her little Ken doll that will match her out on dates (Though, not like- a corny matching. she's much too skilled bro it'd be STRIKING) and i imagine the flirting is intense. INTENSE. her hands dipping down to your hips, tugging you by the waist as she insists she's just getting the perfect count around your waist- Measure twice, cut once and all that. But, it's obviously happening more than once. ...sharp teeth. SO WHAT IM A WEAK SOUL AT HEART YOU ALL KNOW YOU LIKE IT. her devilish hum as she drags those sharp fangs across your skin, delighting in how you shudder underneath her every touch, how her eyes would gleam as she got every little noise out of you with something oh so simple- What if she was really trying? this is so very self indulgent, but those out there with really short hair- Velvette helping bleach out designs, i'd totally want to get a swirling peppermint pattern along side my shaved head, but i AM bald rn so yk thats just me .....stockings and thigh pics and sending them during crucial moments when you need to be focusing. idk. IDK. IM FERAL SOMEONE PUT ME DOWN RAHHH RAHHH RAHHH

#lesbian velvette #hazbin velvette #hazbin hotel velvette #velvette x reader #hazbin hotel x reader #reader x canon #i've never done one of these #...guys #is this freedom

[corbinite]

Think I'm probably gonna cut my hair short again. I've been growing it out for two and a half years, but I've only got a year and a half of actual progress to show because I keep giving myself touch-ups. And I honestly don't even like how I look at this length. There was a nice sweet spot when it was kind of getting longer and I liked it but even then I looked back at old photos and I liked that more. I just feel conflicted cause I really wanted to know if I would have liked long hair more, and I wanted to actually experience that for myself to make a real decision.

But it's taking so goddamn long (and I'm already an extremely impatient and frivolous person), and I don't like the in-between, and the ends of my hair get really rough when I go too long without cutting it, and my dandruff's been bad again, and it's been getting more greasy, and it makes my temples look even more receded, and I don't like how it frames my face so far (especially with the weight I've gained which I hate that it's a thought I have and I try not to vocalize that kind of thing usually cause I know the world more internalized fatphobia being out out there) and also low-key I was hoping to get a bit more of an androgynous look out of it (or rather a cut that I could make look more masc or androgynous depending on the vibe that day) but that just was not working (again, face, augh)

And even if I really liked the way long hair looked and felt, between how much the in-between sucks and how much upkeep sucks, I just don't know if it'd even be worth it then, especially when I know I *do* like the way shorter cuts look on me (even though when my hair's short i keep going back to occasionally longing to know what long hair's like)

I'm gonna give it a *bit* more thought. Maybe try editing a few photos to see if I can picture it longer. And granted, part of why I'm going through it with my hair right now is cause I just tried touching it up and fucked up massively. Which it will grow back from. So maybe I just need to be patient and let it get back to where it was (in... a few months fml). But ngl it's pretty likely that I'm just gonna bleach and cut it drastically in the next couple days

#mine #personal #fatphobia cw #brief mention jic

[justgowithitplease]

Hello! I was wondering if I could get a QSMP romantic (or platonic) match up please? This is my first time requesting one so I apologise if it is phrased a bit awkward, i’ve re-wrote it like five times and compared it so so many other matchup requests 💀. Feel free to ignore this if you don’t feel like doing it. :)

I am a AFAB pansexual person that uses any pronouns with my MBTI being INFP-T. I am rather short (~5’3) with a slightly plump body. I have bleached hair with brown roots, blue eyes and am lathered in freckles alongside being gifted in the front and the back ✨. I dress both fem and masc but more on the fem side due to the lack of masc clothing that fits me properly and I have been told that I typically have a more gothic style though I typically throw in random splotches of colour. And I am the oldest of four children.

My hobbies include gaming, DnD, reading, listening to music and making art and I am working to become a fully fledged psychologist. I have a tendency to warm up to people pretty quickly depending on if we have similar interests or if my social battery is high and have a tendency to be a bit of a scatter brain and struggle with undiagnosed mental health issues. Also I am attempting to learn how to cook! (alongside my other twenty forgotten hobbies 💀). I also find myself being able to drink a lot but only ever doing it whenever their are fruity drinks or at special occasions.

I am physically affectionate and my main love languages are acts of service and physical touch(not really caring for PDA), though I can struggle with communication. I like to collect and make small an abundance of small things and give them as gifts instead of giving one larger gift. I hold my close family and friends close to my heart, even if I do act closed off a lot of the time.

Oh, and I am also making an attempt to lean Spanish (gave up on Swedish) :D

As for my dislikes, I don’t have many apart from anything political or historical in a war scene. Oh, and loud noises or being ignored in any form.

Thank you so much and remember to take care of yourself and take breaks. Kisses to the chef cuz you are always SERVING!! <3

🤭🤭🤭

Thank you!!!! As for the breaks, absolutely not. Gotta be chulking 24/7, 365, at a million %

I match you with...

ALEX MALDONADO!

The black hole closet

His side - black tshirts, jeans and beanies

Your side - black blouses or dresses, jeans, and hairpins

No light reaches that space

If you guys have a cat it is hiding in there and never being found

"Mamí!!!" He calls from inside the closet "Yeah?" You respond from wherever you are in the room "I can't find the kitty" He whines softly "Jichaels disapp-AAUGH!" "Alex? Y'okay?" You say as you walk over to the closet, worried He steps out of the closet, holding your black cat at arms length as small cuts on his hands bleed. He's glaring at the cat as he sets it down on the bed "Fucker was hiding behind your shoes and grabbed my hand while I was looking for him. Jichael sucks ass." He says, glaring at the kitty who was now rubbing up against your legs

Called you mamí as a joke but bro...he doesn't think it's a joke anymoreee!!!

He'll spend nights up learning how to play your favorite games (if he doesn't already know how to play them) just so you two can play together

If he does know how to play it, he'll throw the game just so you can 'teach him'

"I thought you said R2" He giggles as he gets blown up "L2. R2 is emotes." You laugh as the character does some stupid pose with the death screen in front of it

Begged Charlie to teach him how to play DnD so he could play with you

"No, Charlie, PLEASE!" He begs, moving his curser to follow Charlie's MC character "I-i-i....I'LL GIVE YOU JUANA FLIPPA BACK JUST TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY DNDDDDDDDDDDDD"

He doesn't read much, but he likes when you read

Free cuddles

You're trapped in your book, zoning the world out when you feel a weight on your shoulder "...hello sir, can I help you?" You ask, looking over at your boyfriend "Mhm. Can you lift your arms up above your head real quick?" Alex asks You do so, albeit slightly confused. He quickly rolls himself to lay on top of you with his head in the crook of your neck

His love language is also physical touch, as well as...restaurants?

He's a foodie, no doubt. And he loves you, no doubt.

So he combines them

"How do you feel about Ecuadorian food?" He asks you one night as he gets off stream "Never had it." You respond, flicking through a book "why?" "I found a restaurant 20, 25 minutes away. Wanna go?" He asks with a grin, not telling you that the reservation is just first in line for random restaurants this week

He has a little shelf behind his streaming set-up dedicated to the little things you find for him

Whatever it is, it goes on the shelf, gets pinned to his bag, or goes in his phone case

"Bro1 how the fuck is your phone case still on?" Noah giggles as Alex's phone case comes off on the corner "Dunno" Alex mutters as he tries to put the case back on "Just take some shit out-" Noah says "ITS NOT SHIT" Alex says as he gets the case back on "My girl got it for me and I love her."

He LOVES that you're learning Spanish

He gets to teach his native language with the person he loves

He'll change the language on Netflix too 'make you learn faster', though

"Alex I can't under stand half of this." You say as you try to use context clues "Shhhh. Jane just confronted Rafael about Mike" Alex says, gently covering your mouth with his hand as he shovels popcorn into his mouth

#alex quackity x reader #quackity x reader #quackity #x reader #qsmp x reader #qsmp #matchups

[chris-continues]

College au Wolfwood HC’s <3

I thought the guy needed some love! I’ve mainly written Nai hcs and Vash hcs but I’ve had some thoughts brewing of this guy :)

I was making this before I read @macncherries character study on Vash and Wolfwood and he definitely inspired some of this!

I definitely plan to expand on this but I wanted to start with headcanons before delving into drabbles and whatnot lol

-He has a mullet that’s not that taken care of. His hair is always messy dude

-hates constricting shirts. Tight collars make him go insane, he feels like he can’t breathe

-^^he does love loose turtlenecks more. He feels a little fancy, y’know? :>

-he’ll buy mints in bulk because he can’t smoke in class so he has some big ass gallon sized ziplock bag halfway full of mints where he fishes one out and eats it

-it’s a bit where he’ll have unwrapped ones and offer it like it’s a drug to Meryl LMAO

-he likes the feeling of loose linen colorful button ups. Vibrant orange looks wonderful against him, half of the top unbuttoned

-he’s paying off a motorcycle he got. Expensive? Yeah. But he like needed it. So…

-He’s got a used Nissan he’s also still paying off. He gives me Nissan vibes. Like think 2014 Nissan that’s somehow still working with a bit of dust on the dash and a makeshift ashtray in the center console + gum + mint wrappers randomly tossed in there.

-met Vash via Milly and Meryl (they wanted to form a study group and he was having a mini competition w Meryl over who’d get the highest test score on smth—-> became friends w Vash and reader who are very smart lol)

-when Wolfwood wasn’t presenting as masc as he is now (pre transition to mid transition) he wore his pants low on his waist like guys in the 90’s (reference that one scene in Clueless LMAO) with a part of his ass hanging out- made him feel more masc in a time where it was harder for him.

-he likes honking when he drives. Vash called him a goose because he honks so mf much

-he’s got several piercings, he wants to get an eyebrow one perhaps? He has several ones for his ears (he feels really cool with them + when he feels femme he gets a bunch in bulk via Amazon or his usual place if he’s feeling fancy)

-Claims he doesn’t need retail therapy, stares into shop windows a bit too long. Man has a will of steel.

-He hates studying. But he does it anyway. While Meryl makes flash cards he’ll make the dumbest puns and memory hints with Vash (that make Milly laugh and Meryl annoyed to no end claiming they don’t help) (they actually do help)

-He has all caps handwriting- it’s kinda cool.

^^he does the random little big lines through his H’s because he thinks they’re cool

-a lot of the quirks he has are because he saw it in a movie and integrated it into his mind- having little flairs and things that scream him

-he uses sharpie to color his nails black when he’s bored (Vash uses Meryl’s gel pens to doodle on his hands) (they’re doodle bros)

Ok so outfit pics

IMO he totally likes a more subdued grungy vibe but still harbors a love for vibrant button ups

Referencing to the photo w the denim jacket? He def has 1-2 denim jackets he sticks to for comfort and I think one day when he’s feeling especially wacky he’ll go crazy with it and start using bleach or puffy paint on the sleeves. He felt it was lacking. Perhaps the fangs on the back, perhaps the punisher drawn on the back, etc. He let Vash draw little stars on the shoulders and tiny smiley faces :)

For the second two next to the denim jacket one I feel like he’d get tshirts for the sole purpose of making them tank tops. He likes to show off his armpit hair sometimes, it’s gender affirming for him, and plus he gets hot out very easily. (Why do you think his shirt is always unbuttoned?? Because he’s a whore??) yes

But patchwork button ups and colorful shirts like that are very cool and I think he’d like those on occasion.

-He likes classic rock like idfk Joan Jett and the Blackhearts, along w other artists and alt genres. The guy has taste, give him respect

-he def has like 2 pairs of shoes and doesn’t switch them. Like Birkenstocks he found at the thrift that are lowk falling apart and these boots he found half off (also at the thrift) that are also falling apart from overuse

-I feel like he’d accidentally dress like grungy Adam Sandler in the summer LMAO

-the dude always has tension headaches and it’s either from the constant smoking, the withdrawal of smoking because he can’t smoke in class, or the immense amount of stress he feels

-He acts as chauffeur for the ladies and Vash because he claims Meryl’s music taste is mid and Vash at the wheel is a nightmare

-(both him and Vash are gentlemen in their own way for the girlfriends Milly and Meryl. Guard dogs fr. I love this dynamic hehe)

I plan to do more for Meryl and Milly and add onto this because as I write more thoughts about college au Trigun flood my brain and I need to get them out ty for ur time I hope you have a great day ALSO PLS COMMENT OR REBLOG UR THOUGHTS or feel free to dm me I would love to share the brainrot with everyone! :D

#Wolfwood #Chris writes #college au wolfwood #Nicholas d Wolfwood #Trigun #Trigun stampede #college au #trigun college au

[melvinthedepressedrobot]

so my self-image is weird bc like. there's the way I see myself and the way (I think) others perceive me

and the last bit makes things especially confusing bc being audhd makes reading other people really fucking difficult and some of it just doesn't make sense to me

like as an example I try my fucking hardest to like... track how well I've passed depending on how I look and sometimes that shit just doesn't make sense to me??

rambling and photos under the cut

like, okay, 2013, the year after I came out when I finally had my first Boy Haircut and got a bunch of Boy Clothes bc I was obsessed with passing

and as far as I can tell, I did pass reasonably well

then skip ahead to 2016 when I finally got a hairstyle I liked FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE and had started experimenting w dressing more fem again and started T aaaaaaand I stopped passing

and even w my voice changing I still got "she" A LOT, consistently, no matter how I had my hair or how I dressed, masc or fem and even after top surgery in 2018 right thru to 2019 where in the first part of the year my hair grew out bc I couldn't afford to get it cut AND bleached (and was too afraid to bleach it at home) until I just got tired of being misgendered at work and got it cut w my natural hair colour and then SUDDENLY I PASSED PERFECTLY. NOBODY HAD A FUCKING CLUE WHEN I WENT TO UNI - this was also the skinniest I've been in my adult life, I still wore a mostly dark colour palette and didn't really have any facial hair yet

.....and then I went back to blond (and also started parting my hair rather than brushing it over) in 2020 and started getting misgendered again?? that was when i started really moving towards more pastel in my everyday wardrobe but a lot of the time I was def still more on the masc end of the spectrum, and also finally started showing a bit of facial hair (or, at least, a neckbeard) and also putting weight back on

and that just continued p much consistently since, no matter how I dressed or had my hair and at this point I genuinely have no idea how I'm perceived in the everyday - I've gone through several hair changes, my everyday wear is p much entirely pastel these days, I have fairly visible facial hair which I often emphasize w eyebrow powder/pens and I'm p chubby again and I can never really tell what I'm gonna get?? I've had days w shorter hair, no makeup and a darker, more masc outfit and gotten "she", but then I went out the other week in a full pastel outfit w a skirt and makeup and my pink/blue hair that's gonna hit my shoulders any day now and got an affirmation from somebody who thought I was a girl just for a second and then realised I'm not which. BLEW MY FUCKING MIND, THAT NEVER HAPPENS

and obv I try not to let how others, particularly strangers, perceive me dictate... well, anything, but at the same time it's disheartening to have spent a decade figuring out who the fuck I am, doing affirming things like hormones and surgery and dressing in ways that make me happy and then repeatedly get feedback from most of the world that it doesn't matter who I am, I look some kind of way so I must be something else

and especially when I don't actually know what the thing I'm doing "wrong" is!!! is it my hair?? my clothes?? my weight??? height?? the way i talk?? the way i stand???? I HAVE NO IDEA

i don't really have a point w this, it's just something i think about a lot and it puzzles me

#jamie's chitchat

[shivasdarknight]

#wolqotd #wolquestion more like ancient question but how does venat get to meet your azem/ancient? and if it's the case, how does she (and/or remaining convocation peers) eventually appoint them as the next azem in line?

THIS IS A FUN QUESTION especially since this ties in with Charon and their relationships - ex and otherwise.

So, quick establishing info: Charon was the younger sibling of Hermes. They looked a lot like him, they were trans masc + genderfluid, Exclusively went by they/them, and a...very opinionated person. They were briefly seeing Emet-Selch and Hythlodeus, at some point. Briefly. They're exes.

When Venat met Charon, they were still with those two. So, one of the partners of her coworker. At this time, they were very much so like their brother: quiet, kinda depressive, spitting image of him with the dark, dull blue hair and startling green eyes. Venat - the very outgoing woman that she is - was quick to try and interact with them since I mean...she figures it's just polite to do so since they were the partner of her coworker.

She could also quickly tell that they weren't happy in that relationship. Mostly out of curiosity, she offered to take Charon on as an apprentice since it was a job that would allow Charon the freedom of travel that they didn't have. I still haven't figured out what it was, but let's be honest it was probably something lower ranking to do with experimental magic.

Once away from Amaurot and allowed space to breathe, the conflict became very clear: they were exactly like their brother in that they were deeply uncomfortable with the structure of their society and how it impacted those who were less fortunate - except unlike Hermes, this was mostly aimed at folks who weren't a good fit. Like those with lesser aether, or with issues with magic, or I don't know - someone disabled like them.

The ancient society screams ableism and I'm dying on this hill.

Anyways, once they're not as suffocated by that they start to really flourish under Venat? They talk a lot about their discomfort with their partners and how complacent they are with the state of things, how they just don't seem to care and all. Those two can't put themselves in someone else's shoes and see that there's something fundamentally wrong. Venat is one of the few people who sits down with them to walk them through their issues. So is it really any surprise that not only does Charon really begin to enjoy their travels with her, but really start to admire her?

This is around the time that Charon starts bleaching their hair, because they want to match with Venat - which yeah, Venat finds that really endearing. Charon grows more and more distant with their partners until it gets to where they dump them altogether. As Charon begins to grow more into themself, they get a hell of a lot more bold and outspoken and it brings out this petty streak of theirs.

Deeply petty.

Venat's choice to retire is both so she can be of help to a greater freedom than Azem would be, but also because she wanted to spend time with her partner, Khione. The two were hoping to have children, but unfortunately Khione was infertile.

Charon partly takes on the title of Azem to allow Venat that free time since they deeply disagreed with the whole. Dying when your job is finished thing, because they thought that was fucking dreary and disturbing. But also it's fucking funny being Azem because now they have to work with Emet, which.

I mean they hated it. They were constantly coming back home to Hermes to vent about how it felt like things were being undermined because of the fact that they were exes - yet he was the senior Convocation Member thus they couldn't say shit!

Their wanderlust was part of what made them a good choice for Azem, but their bullheadedness and their habit to take matters into their own hands resulted in them constantly getting in trouble with the Convocation. Lahabrea, especially, could not stand them. About the only one they got along with was Themis, and that's because he's Venat's younger brother in this.

The Convocation also didn't take too kindly to Charon hooking up with Venat and Khione. Partly because they thought Venat was kind of being selfish by not passing on, but also because they were just very hypercritical of anything Charon did. The further they got into the Convocation, the more obnoxious they got. And this continued into the Final Days.

About their only supporter was Hermes when he joined, and they actually advocated his appointment so that they'd have back up. They just weren't anticipating that he'd join on with the Zodiark project, and that resulted in them abandoning the Convocation to help Venat and her allies with the Hydaelyn project. They were to be the Heart of Hydaelyn, but they died before they could do so.

So yeah, it went from "partner of a coworker" to "apprentice" to "successor" to "lover" to "accomplice". Venat and Charon have a really interesting relationship, and this extends into Hydaelyn and all of Charon's incarnations - especially now that they've reincarnated into Surkukteni.

#original #ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #answered wol question #answered wol questions #charon #azemvenat #venatazem #? #where are all the azem/venat shippers HELP #writing #yeah charon and emet are bitter petty exes #and im not sorry about that #they conflict ideologically and charon put up with that for so fucking long because they were just. very deeply lonely #they put up with a shitty relationship because they didn't want to be without companionship even if it made them uncomfortable #so is it any surprise they come into themself once they meet venat who'd rather meet them where they're at than expect them to be something #that they're not? that's not even mentioning Khione and how the two interacted about their respective academic interests #they're both so fucking weird and that was what allowed them to bond meanwhile emet and hyth were pretty fucking judgemental #so is it any surprise that charon and khione became so close that it was reflected into their shards and incarnations? #like we're talking about Surkie and Ysayle. Saoirse and Cylva. Ammut and Macchi. #and yes emet got nasty during the 3rd Era in how he aided amon against Ammut. #and this carries into shb with surkie #grow the fuck up you fascistic dick

[sapphire-heart-tippy]

Gender stuff

I'm so tempted to cut my hair to look more masc but Dio and Vanilla have long hair and they're VERY fucking masc

Stone Ocean Dio is partially goals for me and I was legit contemplating bleaching my hair blonde for a while pffff-

I'm very short (5'3" / 160.02) and rail thin for a dude (105 lbs / 47.6 kg). But I was thinking about putting on just a little bit of muscle. I don't want to be as huge as my Jojo dudes and literally the only thing I want to change about my body is getting rid of my breasts. I would feel so much happier if they were just pectoral muscles. I might make a thing one day for others to help me out towards being able to afford top surgery. What helps me deal with having breasts is pretending I'm just a guy with gynecomastia ^^" which I mean... Technically-

In conclusion, I love my body except for my chest, and I just want a liiiiittle bit of muscle on my arms and maybe a bigger booty like my man Vans-

Might go blonde for a while one day, might not!! I do have a Botw Link wig luckily heheh!

#tw gender dysphoria #tw weight #trans #transgender #tippy rambles #ftm #gay ftm #want some muscles just gotta stop being lazy... #just boy stuff #want top surgery #tw numbers #tw breasts

[specterthief]

Ryuji Sakamoto!

Sexuality Headcanon: bi bi bi Gender Headcanon: cis dude! i don't have a lot of trans headcanons tbh (i've read both trans masc and trans fem ryuji fics and think they're both great though, just not how i see him at baseline) A ship I have with said character: ryuji/sumire my beloved jock4jock children!! also pegoryu is A++ he has such a huge puppy crush on joker it's unreal A BROTP I have with said character: ryuji and ann!! they're besties they're worsties they have siblings energy they have exes-before-ann-realized-she's-gay energy what more could i want from a brotp A NOTP I have with said character: i can't think of a ryuji ship i've ever actually seen content for that i'd call a NOTP. idk i just want him to be happy A random headcanon: he started bleaching his hair in silent solidarity/protest for ann getting bullied for her looks but he's way too embarrassed to ever admit this to her so he's just committed to the bit now General Opinion over said character: he's wonderful and i love him!!! early game shujin trio is one of my favorite dynamics in the whole game and ryuji being a ray of sunshine (that is also full of righteous rage toward the abuse and injustice he and his friends have suffered) is a big part of what sells it so much for me

#answered #fandom: persona #time for specterthief's opinions

[apollo-on-the-moon]

i have never seen someone like me on tv.

never ever. and i try to watch lgbtq rep, but still. i am a young butch lesbian, very short hair with the tips bleached. i wear men's clothing. i am nonbinary and use neutral pronouns. i bind my chest sometimes. my legs are hairy. my whole body is hairy. i look like a cliché I know, I'm fine with it. but i never saw someone like me on tv. sometimes i saw similar butches irl, when i really tried being more involved in lgbt spaces, but never within my close friends circle, never on tv. we, masc lesbians, butches, studs, are the most visible lesbians outside and yet no one wants to see us on tv. i get called slurs when i go out, literally everyone knows I'm a lesbian because of how i look. and yet i don't exist in the media. it hurts a lot, you know, to only exist in people's minds when they see you, so they can insult you. i never seem to exist as someone who can be beautiful. as someone who deserves to be put on screen. i seem to be too much to handle to be put on tv, how do you think i feel about myself when i go outside ? i want to see myself on tv.

#butch #lesbian #butch lesbian #masc #masc lesbian #stud #stud lesbian #lgbt #lgbtq representation #non binary #television #homophobia

[lokescurse]

Hello I hope you're feeling better soon and please a - z for naoya and the nsfw alphabet hehe I'm greedy for Naoya content. Sending love and hugs

Thank you~❤️I'm doing okay, still recovering but I was well enough to finish this. I hope the wait was worth it! Some of these letters were already answered for other people, so I'll be linking back to the posts where I put them. Otherwise, here you are, a full alphabet for our favourite little menace of the Zenin clan:

These are gn!Reader friendly!

As one could expect, MDNI, thank you!~ Specific warnings under the cut.

C/D1/K/W1 & B/D2/J/N/W2

Warnings: Mentions of cum, katoptronophilia, limited aftercare, oral sex (both receiving), rough sex, mocking, degradation, humiliation, praise, choking, implied unprotected sex, creampies/cumming inside, detailed descriptions of uncircumcised dick, semi-public sex, quickies, exhibitionism, descriptions of pubic hair, use of toys, sexting, dick pics, overstimulation, dumbification, multiple orgasms, and orgasm denial. Also if there are grammar and spelling mistakes, I’m sorry but I didn’t have the energy to proof read this a million times lol.

A = Aftercare: Aftercare with Naoya is...minimalistic, really. If he’s awake enough after sex, he’ll probably want to wash off with you so that you don’t have to worry about yourself or your bed sheets in the morning, though. This can be a shower or a bath and he doesn’t really have a preference, so if you just want a quick rinse that’s fine & if you’d like to put some scented bath salts in the tub and just soak for a bit, that also works. He’s not really picky during this time (in fact, Post-orgasm Naoya is probably the most agreeable version of him lmao). Anything more than this is a bit of a toss-up, however. He’s probably just gonna want to go straight to bed or he’ll have to even skip the wash, adjust himself, and head off to whatever he has next on his daily agenda. But, if he does get to stay in bed for the night, expect him to also use whatever power he has to sleep in with you the next day.

D = Dirty secret: This is one that even a very beloved partner would have significant difficulty wrangling out of him.....but Naoya really doesn’t mind the idea of wearing lingerie, even if it’s a bit more on the feminine side. He has a great figure and he knows it. What’s more is that he loves all kinds of accessories that accentuate his naturally pretty features. So it should come as no surprise to learn that Naoya has definitely tried on a few things in front of his mirror, and somewhere deep in his computer are the selfies he took while wearing the pieces he liked most. He’s especially partial to black garments with lace trim and lots of straps & garters. Perhaps even more than the lingerie itself, he loves thinking of all the praise and compliments he’ll receive for wearing it. So his partner had better be prepared to absolutely drown him in heartfelt flattery if this is a thing they’d like to see more of in the future.

E = Experience: Naoya isn't very experienced, in my opinion. I do think that he'd be willing to have a few one-night-stands here and there just to get out some of the frustration that he can't relieve himself, but that doesn't mean he was all that well-educated on what to do. He's not innocent by any means, but being with him means being willing to understand that he'll need some actual practice to be exceptional at anything in the bedroom. His one strength is that he does have some natural talent with his tongue and fingers, though, if you get my drift. It's a learning curve, but he'll get there. F = Favorite position: I’m of the mind that Naoya enjoys the butterfly, cowgirl, classic missionary, and spooning positions best. Ultimately, these are all positions that either 1) let him see his partner’s face & body, 2) let him press his skin directly against theirs, or 3) both. A position that allows Naoya to choose between getting up close and sensual or leaning back and enjoying the view is going to land on his favourites every time. All four of these also allow him to have good control over the pace to some extent or another (which we’ll establish later as being fairly important to him). Even cowgirl gives him the option to steady his partner’s hips and push into them at his desired speed from below. An honourable mention here is doggy style, but he tends to only like it while him and his partner are facing a mirror. Like I said, he likes to be able to see everything.

G = Goofy: Naoya doesn't tend to be goofy during the act, per se, but he does enjoy bringing his normal scoundrel attitude into the bedroom with him. He's the mocking, sarcastic, and teasing sort. At times, it can also just be him playing coy in an attempt to get his partner to admit to/beg for something they want done to them. He's the kind to hear his partner say "please..." and ask "please, what?" even though he knows full well what it is they're looking for. Playful, to say the least. We’ll get more into this when we get to U.

H = Hair: While the idea of Naoya also bleaching his pubes is...interesting to me, I do think that he keeps them the natural black colour they are. As far as the cut goes, I’d say he’s very well groomed. He keeps it well-shaped and tame down there, sometimes he might even shave it completely if he’s going to be too busy to see to it properly for a while. He does also take into account what his partner likes, though, as he wants to make sure he’s as attractive to them as he can be in every possible way. Tell him what you like and, if it suits him, he’ll do his best.

I = Intimacy: Let’s face it, Naoya’s not the romantic type. While he can be tender, it’s rare that there’s a time with Naoya that isn’t punctuated by roughness or mockery to some extent or another. But that doesn’t mean that there isn’t something deeper to it at all. More accurately, Naoya’s roughness is largely due to his enthusiasm to be wrapped up with his partner in the first place. Obviously, his nigh insatiable appetite is also to blame, but it’s not the only contributor to his eagerness. When Naoya desires someone, he desires them wholly, and he seeks no one else. So while his partner probably shouldn’t expect a soft/romantic lovemaking session unless it’s their birthday or some such occasion, they should know that everything Naoya does is specifically, and only for them. It has its own inherent romance to it, even if it’s not always clear.

L = Location: There a few different locations that Naoya loves to get tangled up in. His own bed, the estate sauna, the training mats in the dojo - they're all great and he'll almost never say no to them. But there's one place that Naoya absolutely loves to defile with his partner more than any other:

His father's bed.

It's risky and he knows well that it's not always an option, but if there's ever a moment in which his partner is game and Naobito is busy elsewhere, Naoya will practically sprint there. The whole way he's biting his lip at the thought and loosening his clothes to prevent lost time. He can't help but to love the high that comes over him when he and his partner have their way in the Very Important Private Room Only for the Head of the Zenin Clan. It serves as both a reminder of his own personal motivations, as well as just a giant "Fuck You" to his father in general. The best of both worlds. M = Motivation: Naoya isn’t a difficult man to turn on, as he’s practically always at the ready. You can pretty much just vaguely allude to the concept of sex and his brows (and something else) will begin to perk up. However, I do think there are a few little things that will get him particularly entranced with his s/o. One of them is low-cut or revealing clothing. Parade yourself with confidence or tease him with a suggestive outfit and he’s already ravishing you with his eyes at every possible moment. Naoya loves beauty and ostentation, so if his partner takes the time to pick out clothes that really highlight all their best curves & features, you can bet that Naoya isn’t going to be able to keep his hands to himself. For male/masc partner’s especially, I think he also loves shows of strength. Naoya can’t help but stare when he sees taught muscle flexing, or be impressed by how easily his partner can lift heavy objects that he can’t (as I’m writing this, I’m thinking maybe maybe maybe Naoya might just have a bit of a size kink, too eheh). Finally, something that works for all kinds of s/os is that Naoya absolutely loves having his neck touched - it’s probably his most sensitive, non-erogenous body part. If the person he’s involved with at the time comes up behind him while he’s sitting on a couch or at his desk, gently grazes their fingers along the side of his neck, and whispers something suggestive in his ear, Naoya’s all but putty in their hands.

O = Oral: Oh, Naoya, Naoya, Naoya. When isn’t this man wagging his tongue? Honestly, even he knows that he really ought to put it to better use sometimes. And so he does, but you almost hate to admit that he’s so damn good at it. As one could imagine, it’s filled with a ton of teasing, though. There’s plenty of him blowing lightly on the excited skin, lots of kitten licks and soft kisses, and of course it wouldn’t be sex with Naoya without a heavy dose of “use your words” and other taunts. Ultimately, there’s not much Naoya Zenin loves more than really taking his time between his partner’s thighs and watching as they completely come unraveled beneath his diligent tongue. It’s so good to him, that he’s often caught moaning around his partner’s sex, sending pleasant vibrations all along the flesh there & enhancing the experience further. Sometimes, even, he can’t bring himself to stop after his s/o’s release finishes coating his lips, and he’ll continue to press his tongue against them until they’re jolting from overstimulation. Even then he might not stop without a safeword. Asking Naoya for oral really is a gamble in that way. There’s no telling whether he’ll leave his partner at a comfortable satisfied, or catapult them thoroughly into mindless and exhausted.

Naoya prefers to give and, honestly, if he had to choose the method to his climax, he’d just choose sex over oral if he had the time. That being said, Naoya was made for multiple orgasms. So if there’s only enough time for oral, expect for him to try and make use of every possible second. Therefore, his partner should probably make sure they rest their jaw afterwards.

P = Pace: Generally speaking, Naoya prefers the act to have a more rapid pace. As one can expect from someone with a speed-based technique, Naoya has a great capacity to keep things moving quickly. The bedroom is no exception. Even in moments where the scene is more sensual, he can’t help but raise the pace as time goes on. There’s something about the extra friction and the desperation it fills him with that makes the sex all the more passionate in his eyes. Just him and his partner, recklessly chasing their highs together. Mmm.~ ♡

Q = Quickie: Naoya loves quickies, for the most part. He kind of has to, seeing as he has to always be somewhere for some reason or another. His partner can probably expect at least one each week in-between blocks of missions, meetings, and other monotony. Sometimes it's the only kind of sex there is, which is mostly fine for him....but he does sometimes long for the more calm, slow moments when he can really take his time. A balance between the two, is really what he craves. R = Risk: Naoya is very willing to experiment and take risks, as I'm sure you've probably guessed by this point. He's down to try almost anything once, and some of his favourite acts are ones done in places where it would be easy to be caught. The things he likes are also pretty varied, and he doesn't mind going from soft to harsh or anywhere in between. Ultimately a pretty exciting partner once he starts getting the hang of things. S = Stamina: I’ve talked about this before in separate posts, but I think it’s fair to say that Naoya likely has pretty good stamina. I don’t necessarily like when other people just say that every character they write for can go multiple rounds all night because that’s not always realistic. But, since Naoya so very specifically has a speed-based ability and we know how important strength, performance, and training were to the Zenin...I don’t think it’s unfair to say in this case that, yes, Naoya can probably go for quite some time. I’m also of the mind that he cums quickly, but is not easily overstimulated, leading him to be able to hit multiple orgasms without getting too overwhelmed or tired. Ergo, this man can and will keep you up way past your bedtime if you ask nicely. ♡

T = Toys: I like to think that Naoya is pretty open to the possibility of using toys. After all, they can very easily result in a heightened experience for both him and his partner. He’d especially love using things like vibrators, clamps, and plugs because of how readily they can bring his s/o over the edge and deep into overstimulation. And since he’s someone who also likes to cum multiple times in any given session, I can definitely see them as being useful to him, too. Ultimately, I think this is a “you name it and I’ll try it,” sort of subject for Naoya. He’ll give anything a go at least once.

U = Unfair: Oh, are you kidding? I think we’ve established by now that teasing may as well be Naoya’s own, distinct love language. It’s impossible for him to refrain from denying, teasing, and openly mocking his s/o during any stage of sex. For him, it’s an integral part of the fun. He loves to make his partner beg, to mock their whimpering, to intentionally “miss” any of their sweet spots, and to give only the slightest of touches against the skin for far too long. Bringing his partner to the brink and sinking them down over and over again - having them completely at his mercy...oh yeah, he positively adores it all.

V = Volume: I think this is where I differ the most from a lot of other people who write for him, because I absolutely think that Naoya is shameless enough to fully moan whenever the mood strikes him. No hushed grunting or strangled noises with this man. He will just let it all out exactly as he feels it. After all, Naoya’s not a person to conceal his emotions as is. Why would he bother to hide what a good time he’s having? Plus, if you’ve been around my posts long enough, you know full well that I think he would also really enjoy trying to embarrass his partner by repeating their own sounds back to them when they get particularly amusing. So, really, there’s no way I would have ever told you that this man is quiet, of all things. Lmao.

W = Wild card: Naoya loves to lock his partner in place, especially when he’s close to cumming. This can sometimes be in the form of choking, but other times it’s just him pressing closer against them or wrapping an arm across the chest/sternum to anchor them to him. It’s quite the display, really. A hand or arm will come up to curl around his s/o’s body, his pace will quicken, and his breathing grows ragged. He has almost no mind left for dirty talk and simply moans readily into his partner’s ear as he reaches his peak inside them. The whole time, he’s holding them firmly in place and making sure they take every drop of his seed.

X = X-ray: He’s beauty, he’s grace. Naoya’s overall body is lean, fit, and sculpted. His musculature is more on the subtle end, but each gentle slope and rounded hill is wrapped so perfectly in smooth, even skin. His ass is especially noteworthy, as it is that somewhat square shape with divots in the sides that one can expect from a very fit build, but also with enough mass there to give the actual cheeks that lovely & grab-able bubble-like quality. Truly, it’s an enticing thing that any good partner would be loathe not to appreciate. Rotating the man a bit, let’s talk about what he’s workin’ with, you know what I’m sayin’? 👀 Naoya’s a proud member of the Pretty Cock Squad, in my opinion. It’s not particularly large or small, sitting at about a comfortable 6-6.5 inches. He is uncircumcised and almost religiously clean. His foreskin is about the same colour as the rest of him, but with a red, blushing quality to it. It’s also very smooth & soft to the touch. There are no veins visible, save for a single prominent, raised one along the underside that looks almost like a seam turned out. The head underneath is cutely rounded, very pink, and super sensitive - which is largely why he cums so fast. Overall, it’s a member to be proud of, and he’ll certainly take any opportunity he can to show it off to his partner. Hopefully they like dick pics during sexting!

Y = Yearning: Oh, boy. This man is horny 24/7, babe. It’s honestly a wonder that Naoya isn’t trying to chase his high every moment of every day. If he isn’t engaging in a sexual act himself, he’s probably thinking of the kinds he’d like to be involved in later, or ones he’ll think about with more clarity when he has a moment alone. So any time a partner even jokes about getting intimate, Naoya will be there actively hoping that they mean what they say deep down because he’s already thinking about just how he’d like to do it tonight.

Z = Zzz: Conked out immediately. Naoya can last quite a while, but no matter how high your stamina is, there comes a point where you need to stop for a bit. It's actually because Naoya is able to exert so much energy during the act that he needs sleep so badly after. Don't be surprised if you roll over to snuggle up to him sometimes only to hear him softly snoring away. Just make sure you wake him up at some point so he can brush his teeth!

Okay! With that all being said and done, I’m gonna tag you ( @depechemoth ) as well just to make sure you get it since sometimes tumblr doesn’t tell people when their asks get answered anymore + I spent a lot of time on this so I don’t want you to miss it!

#WHEW! Sorry this took so long but it was a lot to think about lmao! #Kinktober #Naoya Zenin #Naoya headcanons #Naoya smut #Naoya x Reader #Naoya x gn!Reader #smut alphabet #not sfw #not sfw text #mdni #asks #depechemoth #long post

[frostironfudge]

EEEEP HI HERES MY FANCAST OF RUSH

i’ll probably have to send multiple parts bc tumblr only lets me use 10 pics per ask fmaghd

these might not make sense to others but they do in my head somehow so yeah

Pierce my beloved <33

i picture her as HoYeon Jung, i have since the very first chapter i read. idk she just gives me that vibe. i headcanon that Pierce dyed her hair epic red like in the first picture but when they had to move to a new safe house Lee dyed and cut it again for her. she was sad abt it’s bc she liked it. another headcanon of mine is that Lee absolutely loves dyeing their hair and they had finally convinced Pierce to dye it too after she refused to for a very long time. Lee convinced her by fantasising about hair dyeing dates together, that they would always do it for Pierce bc she likes it when Lee plays with/brushes/washes her hair. she still acted as if she was a tad averse to it bc she wanted to seem tough so the final blow to convince her was Lee kissing her stating that it would be handy so they’re less recognisable. Pierce couldn’t refuse :p

i see Lee as Addison Grace. perhaps a bit more masc. headcanon that they’ve had lots of different hairstyles regarding the brown hair with some bleached/dyed parts. like split dyes, under dyes etc etc. they also occasionally dyed it purple (not bright, more soft pastel like) and Pierce despised it. Tom helped Lee dye their hair on a few occasions, the first time he failed miserably and they had a wonky green/black split dye for weeks.

tw // using a binder for too long and dysphoria

i also headcanon that Lee wears binders and that Pierce and Tom keep track of how long they wear a binder a day. Tom once googled how binders work bc he was worried that it might be harmful with how tight it look around Lee’s chest during sparring, plus they ran out of breath a lot, had trouble breathing and would place a hand on their chest a lot. he found out it’s best to build up how long you wear a binder and not longer than 7-8 hours a day. since then Tom and Pierce and now Y/N as well help Lee with their binding and dysphoria so they don’t overbind and get rib damage. and they all lend them their big oversized hoodies for when Lee can’t wear a binder anymore that day :p when they’re sure they’re all safe and can live peaceful lives they help Lee get top surgery

various stages of how i imagine Tom. throughout the first phase of the story like the first picture, minus the jacket. maybe his hair was a bit more curly

around the time when miranda got more involved he started schaving less but still on occasion. so therefor the little goatee lmao

aaaand for past 7 or so chapter Toms warhorse interviews era where his hair was longer and he had more facial hair. his beard is a bit longer and his curls too but this is the closest. i cannot imagine 2022 Tom in any fic for the life of me, idk why (mAyBe it’s his declining hairline idk /j (was that harsh? it was i apologise))

i’ll do valarie, miranda, nico, veronica and cassandra (ew. why would i do that. eh i still have her a face in my head so i’ll just share that)

asp my phone is being a bit manky so if the photos mess up lmk so i can send them again oops

OMFGIUSDFSBFIBASDVBAIUEVIAERBVUAYERBVUYE HOLY MOLY THIS IS SO EXTENSIVE I WILL RESPOND TOO EACH ALSO IM CRYING AT THE HARDWORK AND LOVE YOU'VE GIVEN MY FIC TO GO TO THIS MUCH OF HARDWORK MY EYES ARE POURING TEARS DOWN. THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU

also the pictures are very clear!!

Pierce:

IM MAKING THEIR HAIR DYEING DATES CANON. THIS IS TOO CUTE NOT TO HAPPEN.

(pierce can't refuse lee for shit) (lee knows and loves this to convince her for doing things even when she is being reluctant to seem tough - this one time they tried to convince her to buy this huge cotton candy)

pierce: listen i'm not buying that

lee: please? i'll shareee

pierce: you won't share and i will just end up having to chase you through a sugar rush.

lee: *pouts + kisses*

pierce: *holding up the huge thing**shaking her head as they begin eating most of it and are like an excited lil babie**she adores them none the less*

Lee:

i do agree on the multiple hairstyles

TW // bad home environment

in my head it is because in their original birth home environment their self expression was curbed so they would self express through their hair, when longer they would have intricate braids, have extensions to colour through, and highlight it, but because they were pushed to be a certain way and other things it was never how they wanted, so when they met up with Y/N the first thing she asked them was how they wanted their new ID photograph, I feel that is when they finally let go of their longer hair and then began experimenting with colour when they joined Pierce and Tom.

tw // the binder usage and dysphoria

this brought tears to my eyes honestly, i've always tried writing Lee to the best of my potential as true as they can be, i completely understand the struggle they went through and the fact that they now have a family who cares for them and allows freedom of expression and supports them so immensely just makes my heart burst with utter sheer joy.

Tom:

to a huge extent you're right about the various stages, he is more put together in the earlier aspects of the fic than the latter since things start getting beyond his control and the urgency of things take priority over how he presented himself, i thing from the middle when things begin tumbling around him he has the whole look from Kong Skull Island? Esp the bar scene where he has a beard and disheveled slightly? idk the whole fight scene was that gif playing on loop in my head

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im so excited to see who you come up with for the remaining characters!!!!! HONESTLY THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN 💖💜🥺

#RUSH TOM hiddleston #rush fanfic fancast #anemois-hiraeth #i love you so much i'm crying #tom hiddleston #frostironfudge #tom hiddleston series

[astralglam]

𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 .

1. What does your muse smell like?

without soap or perfume, 683 smells bizarrely sterile, chemical-ish, like a dentist’s office, bleach or cleaning supplies.  like hand sanitizer that kills 99.9% of germs.  they have that faint smell of powdery clean cosmetics, only because they wear so much foundation, face powder and setting spray.  humans like things that smell less artificial, so 683 takes to using cheap perfume (think a teenager who just learned to douse themselves with axe or bath and bodyworks spray), which is artificial in a slightly more palatable way.  their clothes (which are almost all second hand) have that mothball-musty smell of a thrifted dress that hasn’t been washed yet, like an old book.    

2. What do your muse’s hands feel like?

cold, frigid and icy, almost like a mannequin’s if you left the mannequin in the freezer. their skin is tight over their tendons and fingers, with almost waxy, plasticy skin stretched over their joints and knuckles, which makes them seem very fragile.  sometimes their palms are uncannily clammy.  their skin on their palms isn’t rough or calloused but they’re starting to get scars on their fingertips from their voyages into the realm of string instruments.  they used to have very neat, clean and unpainted nails, but nowadays, they have divots and cracks because 683 is clumsy with the strings.  

3. What does your muse usually eat in a day?

683 is often at the mercy of when their friends will decide to cook for them/buy them food.  they don’t have any cooking skills and can barely wash and cut an apple (this isn’t because they’re stupid, on atomina they were used to communal dining with a designated set of people who cooked for everyone in their unit).  683 is naturally accustomed to eating plant matter and (unlike us humans) has a way better digestive system for breaking down cellulose and gets a lot more out of their vegetarian diet than you might expect (two stomachs aint for nothin).  left to their own devices they just eat Whatever (orange? handfuls of spinach, unwashed, pesticides dont hurt them.  microwave a tomato and watch it explode.  brave cutting open an avocado and just eating it with a spoon).  dinner is when priscilla either buys him take out or sid cooks something for him (and sid is an amazing cook!!!).  sid isn’t vegetarian, but his family is, so he knows how to make all kinds of dishes perfect for 683 -- substitute the dairy for nondiary alternatives and 683′s getting matter paneer (with tofu instead), malai kofta (with coconut milk), and aloo gobi (no butter), all sorts of things !!! 

4. Does your muse have a good singing voice?

sort of.  683′s voice, by itself, is nasally and weird and a little grating, but their devotion to music lets them make the most out of their “strange” voice and almost use it to their benefit to sound unique, different, super far out !11!11111  their lyrics, instrumentals and emotion combined is what makes them a talented musician rather than just a good quality voice.  so while they might not have a very pretty voice, they’re still a skilled singer due to their delivery.  

5. Does your muse have any bad habits or nervous ticks?

im assuming this is about bad (physical) habits rather than personality deficiencies (of which 683 has many).  683 stares, like, really just stares at people with reckless abandon, they havent figured out it’s rude.  they arent good at even pretending to listen so if they’re disinterested in what you have to say, they’ll look elsewhere, pick at their nails, mumble or interrupt you.  always finds a way to make the conversation about themself.  very disorganized and messy, has a hard time taking care of objects even if they value them (ex. dropping his guitar, misplacing jewelry, yanking a belt off and breaking it).  definitely self pities and has no problem trying to guilt you for everything and anything.  is a pretty frequent smoker, but is polite enough not to smoke if you ask him not to.  

683 is always a little nervous so their nervous ticks are just their baseline state of being (wringing hands, stammering, talking really fast, making insane gestures all around you but being too afraid to touch you, etc)

6. What does your muse usually look like / wear?

683 looks very put together at all times -- not necessarily polished or professional, but very intentional, in that you can tell they definitely made a conscious choice to dress the way they do.  he wore the same dumb uniform every day for the first 20 years of his life, so he’s very excited to try new clothing options.  

more femme-ish clothing preferences go to boxy, sleeveless a-line dresses, miniskirts, bright floral patterns, big plastic earrings, headbands, scarves, etc.  they like clunky platforms and prefer to wear boots.  very 60s mod and colorblocked.  she loves bright eyeshadow but tends to go for more neutral lipstick.  can never figure out what to do with her hair so she usually leaves it down or does a half-up half-down bun kinda deal.  

more masc clothing preferences are bell bottoms, button ups with butterfly collars, paisley print, turtlenecks and fringe jackets, etc. earthy tones and weird nasty olive green.  very late 60s / early 70s. prog rock flavor or glam rock flavor.  never got into the disco style only because he cant pull it off because he’s so scrawny and twitchy and has no chest hair to impress the ladies.    

one thing about 683 is that he hates tight long sleeves and goes insane if he has to wear them.  his uniform was sleeveless, so even short sleeves feel really weird and horrible on his arms.  prefers sleeveless, can do with short sleeves, 3/4ths sleeve or loose long sleeve, really tries to avoid tight/constricting long sleeves.  

i have a pinterest board of potential fits for him although i havent updated it because i barely know how to use pinterest.

7. Is your muse affectionate?  How much?  How so?

to most people, not really, he’s kind of a weird cagey asshole.  oscillates between fascinated with physical touch (suddenly wanting to hug his friends or snuggle with them or grabbing strangers when he’s trying to talk to them) to despising contact (cringes if you touch his hand when you pass him a cup).  he didnt grown up with a culture very big on it, so he isn’t sure if he likes it or not yet.  

to people he does care about, he tends to take his friends for granted but overperform affection for those he has romantic interest in.  not that he doesnt also dearly love and adore his friends, he’s just not the best at expressing his care for them other than random bursts of kindness and dissolving back into his weird normal self.  his understanding of romance has come from a very commercial, media-influenced place (he learns about it through television, novels and commercials, it’s not really inherent to his species) so he thinks romance is about buying flowers, holding hands, staring into each other’s eyes for three hours, etc. if he has romantic interest in you, he will constantly over and over again tell you how much he likes you and your company and you are soooo funny hahahhahhfhh, and will be unusually touchy (clings to your arm, sits RIGHT next to you, drops his head on your shoulder, etc).  

8. What position does your muse sleep in?

683 didnt know what blankets were until he came to earth (or deep space nine) !!! his old room was perfectly temperature controlled and he already has a lower natural body temperature, so there was no need for blankets at all.  human beds with big pillows and blankets are THE COOLEST, so he either curls up underneath a blanket with only the top of his head poking out or he sprawls out like a starfish to take advantage of as many pillows as possible.  his special move is to roll up in the blanket like some kind of little alien lumpia.  

he’s a fitful sleeper so if you sleep in the same bed as him, he’ll punch you or kick you on accident.  he does appreciate company, though, and will also plaster himself up against you and leech your body heat with his weird cold body.

9. Could you hear your muse in the hallway from another room?

depends.  they have a very average speaking voice and aren’t necessarily very loud (plus platforms dull footsteps), but if they were excited, they might raise their voice or yell or exclaim something.  and then they’re very shrill, so yes, you would hear her.  

Tagged by:  @sampati im sorry i took like a week it was really fun i love to type letters and words on the computer Tagging: @dynaura or @pataparty (for whoever you want) / @phantombs / @ofgentleresolve (for lamon? or anyone you want, really!!) / @bystcrdust / @kyrieleisen / @baelends / @bup1957

#meme #tidbit #i can never keep 683's pronouns consistent and im too lazy to proofread this #keep your 'lectric eye on me ; queue

[killemwithkawaii]

Senpai, have you ever dyed your hair? I'm kind of envious of your mane, it always looks super thick and everyone is aware that men with long hair are HOT™, but if you ever changed it, what would you do with it?

[Pictured: the infamous Senpai mane]

>You speak the truth anon-chan: Men with long hair are hot as hell (and i bet you can name three of them off the top of your head as proof) >:3 🔥🔥🔥 I've become more and more confident with wearing my hair long over the years- it used to make me feel dysphoric as a kid bc 'long hair= girl', so I cut it very short as soon as I was allowed to choose my hairstyle. I started to gradually grow it out when I began embracing my gnc masc self about 8 years ago and have become very attached to it since.

>I have dyed and attempted to bleach my hair before! I dyed it all black and had red highlights at different points in my early teenage years, and tried to bleach it white/silver myself when I was around 18. I had a faux hawk then and thought because it was so short that it wouldn't be a challenge, but I got the timing wrong and ended up with a gradient of bleach blonde on one side of my head to my natural color on the other 😂 I rocked it until it grew out. It was quite the look.

> As much as I love my long hair, I do sometimes miss it being short. If I were to change it, I might go back to having a faux hawk or try out having a partial undercut for a while! As for color, I'm thinking of having the very talented Spooky-senpai give me a pink or light blue stripe behind my ear pretty soon, or go for bleaching and dying the entire under layer if I'm feeling brave. I'm also really looking forward to going grey!! My mom had really beautiful silver hair, and if the few greys I have are any indication, I'm going to end up with the same color within the next ~5 years or so c: (I'll def be adding pastel chunks to it on impulse once that happens~ ✨)

#K.E.W.K. answers #I had way too much fun adding stickers to this pic slfjdjfs

[eeriefeelingsat3amuwu]

Oc’s

Nina Heath

Skin tone: dark

Eye color: blue

Hair: curly, dark brown with a blue ombre

Height: 158cm

Weight: 90kg

Age: 23

Gender: nonbinary

Sexuality: bisexual

Details: vitiligo on their left shoulder/right hip/stomach/back/over the left eye, eyebrow piercing, nose ring, lip ring, ears pierced all the way up, sleeve tattoos on both arms, tattoos all over their body (thighs, ankles, torso, back, calves,...)

Personality: confident, chaotic good, gremlin, dumb but kinda smart, loyal, would kill for their friends, would kill their friends, angry, smol and chubby, disastrous bisexual, scary, yell-a-lot, bunnies!, strong, caring

Hobbies: baking, crocheting, arguing, painting nails, reading (but their head hurts), cuddling, kissing, calming their girlfriend down, Fighting with people who hurt their friends/girlfriend (is totaly the embodiment of:

Nina: You made Sophia cry!

Tray: Sophia always cries!

Sophia, crying: That’s not true...)

Hates: dysphoria, homophobes, transphobes, Karens, birds, tall people who make fun of them, their glasses (but their head hurts if they don’t wear them), contacts (but their head hurts if they don’t wear them), headaches

Job: baker

Sophia Georgening

Skin tone: caramel

Eye color: green

Hair: really messy,straight (unlike her), bob cut with a triangle undercut at the back if her head, ginger

Height: 186cm

Weight: 78kg

Age: 24

Gender: cis woman

Sexuality: lesbian

Details: freckles all over her face and shoulders, bushy eyebrows with an eyebrow cut in the left one, tongue piercing, tattoo of a Phoenix on her back between the shoulder blades, Nina and a heart tattooed on her right bicep, ripped (seriously, she’s buff, she has abs, biceps, triceps, she could crush a melon with her thighs, the CaLvEs,...), wears her hair tied up in a messy bun almost 90% of the time, vegetarian and whenever she eats a product that came from an Animal like milk or an egg, she apologizes to said animal

Personality: calm, thoughtful, lawful good, a TrEe, loving, caring, silent, secretly anxious, strict, tidy, colected, extremely smart but almost never shows it, a bottom, sensitive, crybaby

Hobbies: blacksmithing, archery (but she never shoots at living targets and cries when she needs to shoot at plastic animals), working out, running, kickboxing (even tho she apologizes to her oponent afterwards), helping people out, petting animals, kissing, cuddling

Hates: sad movies, Animal cruelty, mean people, social interactions (but she’s good at hiding it), not much else, she thinks that everyone deserves another chance and that all people have some good in them

Job: works in a flower shop, part time blacksmith/gym trainer

Tray Black

Skin tone: light

Eye color: yellow

Hair: short, bright blue

Height: 175cm

Weight: 69kg

Age: 20

Gender: genderflux (using all pronouns, mostly they/them, so they’ll be refered to as such while description is going on)

Sexuality: asexual panromantic

Details: nose ring (changes up every day), extravagant earrings, sleeve tattoo on their right arm, a snake tattooed around their left thigh, colorful/black clothing (they either look like a neon paint bomb or as a black hole), they rarely bind but pack rather often (bottom dysphoria is worse then the top one), a lot of rings and bracelets (you always know when they’re near since you hear clanking), hats, always wearing earphones

Personality: they’re really extra in every way, chill, sarcastic, funny, flegmatic, pesimistic, both love and hate attention, very competitive, potterhead but hates JK, totaly a Slytherin (and not just because of the snakes), a bit arrogant, very good leader, very very smart, good at arguments (seriously, you so don’t want to get into an argument with them, they’ll obliterate you)

Hobbies: singing, drums, gaming, playing the guitar, sketching people/sceneries, reading (mostly sci-fi/fantasy), dying hair, combining jewelry with clothes, listening to music, taking care of their pet sneks

Hates: shoping, overplayed pop songs, dogs, teeth, the summer (it’s too damn hot for them), homophobes/transphobes, J.K. Rowling, terfs, politics (the people)

Job: part time at Nina’s bakery, studying politology and sociology, in the school band

Connor Wearings

Skin tone: lightly tanned (not as pale as Tray but not as dark as Sophia)

Eye color: heterochromia - left eye is green, right eye is grey

Hair: curly, short, hazelnut brown

Height: 168cm

Weight: 64kg

Age: 21

Gender: demiboy (using he/him pronouns but not quite cis)

Sexuality: asexual, aromantic

Details: freckles. everywhere., always smiling (he’s got dimples), dressed freely (skirts, dress, pants, blouses, shirts, heels, crop tops, hoodies,...), he’s really comfortable in his body and yet he’s not fully comfortable with all that comes with it, smol bean, the cutest little pout, ALWAYS covered in paint, fingers are pernamently covered in bandaids, wears a bandana to hold his hair back while working

Personality: he’s a total sweetheart, kind, helpful, outgoing, happy-go-lucky, loving, caring, funny, always laughing/smiling, really hard to piss him off, really easy to make him upset (another embodiement of ‘he always cries), ‘Maybe I can drink my problems away’ *opens capri-sun*, dog lover, puppy-like personality, loyal

Hobbies: drawing, cooking, baking, petting animals, fluffy things!, crocheting, sewing, painting, dressing up, making tea, helping his friends, hugging, holding hands, platonic relationships

Hates: arguments, people who make fun of someone, rude people, loud music, the dark, the cold, octopuses, dark colors, unfinished jobs

Job: studying art, psychology and doing a baking course at the moment (very productive and capable), working a part-time at a convinience store and a daycare centre (the kids love him)

Abram Hayze

Skin tone: dark

Eye color: hazelnut

Hair: deep brown, curly and fluffy

Height: 197cm

Weight: 78kg

Age: 19

Gender: agender - e/em/eir/emself pronouns

Sexuality: pansexual, demiromantic

Details: e has a lot of moles all over eir body, mostly presents androgynous, yet sometimes likes to present feminine, had very unaccepting parents so whenever e is forced to go to a more profesional setting or to meet with older people, e presents masculine even though e hates it, very proud of eir hair, love to play with them when e’s nervous and try new hairstyles all the time, e never dyes it tho, piercings on both ears, piercing under the lip, piercing in the bellybutton

Personality: e is really calm, likes to think and be alone, yet also loves to spend time with eir friends, smiling a lot, always there when someone needs em, really perceptive and no one really knows how e does it, but e seems to know about a lot of stuff that other people don’t (it’s just the fact that e is very trustworthy and so a lot of people let their guard down around em), e is also really into debates, but not the political ones like Tray, eir partner, but rather ones about books, headcannons and interests, e is also really sneaky and likes to play tricks and pranks on people, especially confusing them with the food that e eats, e is chaotic good

Habbies: reading, hiding around places and letting emself be found in the most ridiculous positions, putting stuff on the top shelves when e is hanging out with eir friends (the short ones), sitting in strange places where no one knows how e got in, sleeping

Hates: homophobes/transphobes, people with no sense of humor, long waits, queues, places with a lot of people, the dark

Job: studying psychology, working part-time in a hairdressing shop

Tenzin Arish

Skin tone: slightly tanned

Eye color: purple

Hair: deep black, short (one side is totaly buzzed and the other is a bit longer) the ends are bleached and dyed (purple, blue, green, pink) depending on their mood

Height: 164cm

Weight: 58kg

Age: 22

Gender: nonbinary (xe/ xeir/ xem)

Sexuality: queer

Details: xe are really skinny and fairly androgynous, no one actually knows what xeir biological sex is and xe aren’t gonna tell anyone anytime soon, xe present androgynously, yet sometimes xe like to present masc/fem, depending on the day, xe love xeir hair and that’s why xe dye them so often, if xe don’t like the color, it can even change daily

Personality: sarcasm and irony are the two languages xe speak in, xe like coffee and practicaly live off of it, no one ever saw xem sleep, xe are always online and always awake when someone knocks on xeir door at any time (so xeir friends know that when they need a friend, xe will be awake whenever they decide to come there), xe love helping people with their mental problems yet xe never try to solve xeir own, the only other language xe speak is memes

Hobbies: taking care of stray animals, helping people out (whether it’s an old lady who needs to cross the street or a protestor who needs protection from the rubber bullets/tear gas), protesting, breaking down gender boundaries, educating people on the LGBTQ+ history, history itself, archeology, xe love caves and everything that has to do with geology

Hates: homophobes/transphobes, terfs, anyone who’s stupidly using history (especially against the LGBTQ+ comunity), plants (xe have alergies), flowers (xe think it’s overated)

Job: part-time job in a museum, studying history and geology

Okay, so I hope you enjoy...this? Please inform me if my autocorrect misgendered one of my sweethearts, I proofread it but one can never be so sure. To be clear: all of them hate transphobes/homophobes, racists, terfs, neon*zis, Tr*mp supporters and everyone else who is somehow harming people or disrespecting their rights, I just really didn’t have the willpower to write everything of this down in every Single one of the hate columns because that would mean I have to think about it and that would do me no good, because I really didn’t want to have a mental breakdown while writing about my oc’s. That’ll be all, thanks for comming to my TED talk.

Tags: @exhaustedauthor @definietlynotsatan @detroit-become-snail @nyamafriend and @ anyone who wants to read this. Bye!

#my oc’s #luv them #no misgendering! #(or at least I hope so) #i am looking 👁👁 #i don’t know how to tag this #sorry

[germtimes]

I’m exploring my gender more, especially my femininity. It’s weird, because I completely disowned my femininity a long time ago when I came out. But like... I really feel a strong connection to terms like sapphic, and maybe lesboi??? (Coined by mogaianarchy, deactivated)

Like, I’m definitely not binary, or female, but I still feel oddly connected to it. I don’t want to be seen as masculine or male if I date a girl, just like I don’t want to seem feminine or female if I date a guy.

I’m also not male, like, at all. The idea of being a binary male makes me feel icky. I would rather have feminine features with my face, but a more masc body???

I honestly wish I had no gender characteristics or genitalia... it would make the dysphoria so much better. I want to be so androgynous that I don’t even look human. But I also want to run through a meadow in a long flowing dress with a beautiful girl.

Anyway, just contemplating terms and identity during quarantine. Gonna bleach and dye my hair too. It’s been fun.

e/cloud/bun/pup/teddy/star/flora/fae/plant/⭐️/🧸/🎈/🖍/🌿/🍄/🌼/🍭/🧃/🍼 +

#lgbt #transgender #nonbinary #trans #lgbtq #gay #lgbtqiapd #queer #mogai #mogai pride #pro mogai #mogai friendly #gender questioning #gender confusion #sapphic #lesboi #mogai gender term #tw dysphoria #tw genitalia mention #neopronouns #emoji pronouns #polysexual #asexual #aspec #nb #enby #germ.doc #vent #negative?