#i love a good mutual too

[yrsonpurpose]

I can feel your skin against mine, and it makes every bone in my body ache.

#rwrb #rwrbedit #red white and royal blue #alex x henry #firstprince #userninz #userveronika #chrissiewatts #usernuria #usersteen #userclara #usermegsb #mine* #the hand tremble in the first one......yeah #i cannot believe this scene exists like there was so much care and attention put into it #i've said it before but #i love that henry told alex that he was in good hands but it was very instinctively mutual #they genuinely took so much care of each other #and them laughing while kissing too >>>>>>>>> #making it fun!!! and loving and tender #no one is doing it like this whole sequence

[hyunpic]

2023 year in review with hyunjin [it’s a wrap] 🎉

#hyunjin #skz #stray kids #*with hyune #they are not positioned as they came. i wanted to match him with the hyunpics 🥹 #this is not nearly half of the shit they did this year #but a girl can only add so many pics. #2023 marking the year i could actually see u live too.. is crazy it’s so sosososo crazy and it still brings tears to my eyes #waited for it so much and for so long and it blew my expectations away 😣 #i keep being so hooked on u year after year and it hasn’t changed at all this year too.. #ig im just in this hyunjin shaped ride for life #ilu… i wish i could thank you personally for saving me every year 👍🫠 #also happy new year to mutuals and all the other followers 💘 i love u and i appreciate u all and i hope #all the good an lovely things come #to your way in 2024 💖 let’s all assemble in europe when skz comes here heh #<- this is me manifesting.

[originalaccountname]

putting my hands on your shoulders looking directly into your eyes why are you so insistent that Dazai is faking every emotion every second of every day except when he's acting mean or evil why do you think his dark side is more true than his happier or sillier sides

do you not also have multiple facets you show different people? are we not all beautiful multifaceted individuals? are your actions and reactions not influenced by your emotions and state of mind?

can't he laugh at his own jokes? can't he fondly think of the Agency? can't he be dramatic because he wants to? can't he be surprised by something suddenly happening, even if he knew it would happen? do you not jump when the jack in the box gets out even if you were the one working the mechanism?

why would the mean persona be more real? why would any and all joy be faked? why are you only allowing him misery?

#sorry i saw one too many posts talking about dazai's ''masks'' and how he hides his true self from the ada #and what of it if he still has the potential to hurt others? what of it if he's good at hurting? every day he chooses not to lean into it #not too far at the very least. #isn't kyouk.a skilled at killing? did she not choose not to do it? #i'm not saying dazai's never acting (because it does happen) i'm saying too many people are too quick to brush off- #every non-serious non-mean emotion as ''playing an act'' #why would the mean persona not be a fake?? you thought about that??? what biases are you holding here #he makes jokes. he acts silly. he's a drama queen. he loves it. #you know what IS tiring? having to look evil and untouchable and impassive in front of a whole organization every day as a teenager #as soon as he gets to lupin with od.a and ang.o he goes silly mode. heck- when he *met* ang.o it was because he went silly mode. #as soon as chuuy.a is in proximity he starts yelling children's insults and starts stupid competitions #his silly mode is just as integrated into his personality as the capacity to be the scariest most evil person you've seen #they are not mutually exclusive and having the capacity for either does not mean acting on them #as asagiri said in an interview: bsd isn't about change it's about adaptation. kyouk.a has the talent to kill. she just chooses not to. #dazai has the skills to be evil. he just chooses good. #that got long in the tags sorry #apparently i talk sometimes

[saltpepperbeard]

There’s something so domestic and sweet about Ed asking Stede if he needs his clothes folded while they’re captive. Just the gentleness to his voice, barely above a whisper, asking, “Do you need anything folded? Your shirt? Your socks?”

It just seems like a glimpse of all the love and care to come.

#OFMD #Gentlebeard #Blackbonnet #Edward Teach #Stede Bonnet #Revenge Rambles #I keep listening to it over and over and eating drywall <3 #He sounds so SO soft #So incredibly tender #Like it sounds like something you’d hear them say well into a relationship #It’s VERY indicative of Ed’s love towards Stede me thinks #Like God #VERY PAINFUL TO THINK STEDE IS SO UPSET AND GUILT RIDDEN IN THAT MOMENT THOUGH #So we definitely need this again but with MUTUALITY #Like with Stede smiling and saying something like ‘I’m fine darling. You’re far too good to me.’ #And Ed can be like ‘Yeah well I kinda like folding stuff. And I kinda love you.’ #And Stede laughs and is like ‘Only kind of you say?’ #And Ed chuckles back and is like ‘Okay I REALLY do.’ #…IN OTHER WORDS I NEED TO WRITE THEM LMAO #CLEARLY #I am simply suffering from extreme brain rot at all times okay #Very bad when I can picture DIALOGUE

[soldier-poet-king]

Hm like. The fact that the core companions in bg3, all of their arcs are about leaving a severely unbalanced and/or outright abusive relationship dynamic. They're all learning to be people again. How to be autonomous. Who they are beyond the person who controlled or manipulated them or set them on a very deterministic path.

And it's so interesting the variety we get? A goddess lover, a lich queen, a warlock patron, a goddess 'saviour', a vampire master, an archdevil.

Larian really wrote 6 fully fleshed out completely different companions and also said, actually everyone gets a recovery arc, everyone gets to learn freedom in their own way, the mechanism of learning to inhabit and be oneself ironically comes from being possessed by a mind flayer tadpole.

#bg3 spoilers #bg3 #anyway. it is just. very narratively compelling #they did a good job i am going to be obsessed forever #i dont think ive been THIS into a group of characters in a video game...ever??? #obvs da2 is my first and foremost love #but the ENTIRE party here is just. that good. thematically stunning #incredibly personal and moving #i wept multiple times and i still havent confronted the netherbrain!!! #also like. gale haters. get out my face #he was GROOMED by mystra #she literally is like. kys. and everyone is taking HER SIDE #it very much. has the feel of teen boy exploited by highschool teacher. but everyone makes jokes abt cougars #HES A VICTIM. HE LITERALLY HATES HIMSELF SO MUCH #yes hes wizard hubris too. but these r not. mutually exclusive

[skitskatdacat63]

Hey, do you remember that really homoerotic scene from Skyfall? No? That's okay, here's a Vettonso version of it :)

- explanation & w/o text:

Hi hello, finally my weird psychosexual relationship with Casino Royale has come to fruition. Yeah this is directly based off a scene from Skyfall, but I def envision the vibe as being more like Casino Royale hehe. I can't believe I made that inspo board for this AU almost 4 weeks ago, and then ended up drawing a four panel "comic" about it. Ahhhh proud of myself, a bit, a tad. I think this took 20+ hours across the span of a week? God. Anyways I digress! The AU!!

First of all, their Bond song would be "My Way of Life" by Frank Sinatra. It's so toxic, codependent and obsessive, I'm in love with it. And it really suits Fernando and his motivations and outlook in this AU. Basically, MI6(in the context of James Bond) in this AU is an analog for Ferrari. It picks theses guys up, tells them that they're Ferrari MI6's most special boy, chews them up, and then spits them out when they're finished extracting all their talent and skill and life force.

Much like with Ferrari, Seb in this AU replaces Fernando after Fernando loses favor and becomes undesirable. Now Seb is the new golden boy, and Fernando has turned to a life of crime! Fernando resents Seb for this of course, but also becomes obsessed with him and the idea of him , and how they are connected. It's weird to watch someone else basically go down your exact same path and unknowingly make all the same mistakes(buying into the mysticism of it all too much, being overly cocky, having naive beliefs and goals, etc.) He is caught between wanting to doom Seb even more but also wanting to "save" him, by corrupting him and convincing him to work together.

Basically: He's both a Bond girl and Bond villain.

Fernando is in such a weird place in this AU. I think he's just very dramatic. Seb is just casually living his best 007(005?) life, and Nando is watching him with binoculars, whispering to himself: "DOESN'T HE UNDERSTAND THAT WE ARE NARRATIVE FOILS!?" Yeah he hates Seb, but like the song lyrics say, their lives and dreams are inherently tied up together. He would feel lost without Seb, because Seb basically, unknowingly, destroyed and then took over his life. Maybe he'll feel satisifed if he manipulates Seb into going down the exact same path a bit better.

About the drawings themselves. Still can't believe this scene is a real thing that actually happened, insane to me. But in this AU, after the events of these drawings, Fernando definitely kicked all his henchman out of the room, and fucked Seb in the chair. And then against the wall. And then on the floor. Hey man, Seb is already looking mighty delicious with his unbuttoned attire and being tied up.

I think the general plot would be that Fernando keeps trying to seduce him to the dark side, and Seb keeps making him think it worked, only to escape at the end of the encounter. Leading Fernando to just come up with increasingly more violent and kinky traps. Seb goes along with it(read: enjoys it), leaving Fernando satisifed, only to somehow escape and wink and make kissy faces at Fernando in the process. (Fernando smoking cigarette in bed: "How do I make him stay. Sigh.")

I like to think though that Fernando does win in the end, by realizing, ah wait shit I do need to actually explain my motivations to Seb. And Seb is so worn down by his job, not Fernando, and how he's being treated, that he listens, really actually listens, and realizes Fernando does really have valid reasons. And then they become evil crime husbands yayyyy. Wow you thought this was a espionage AU? Well it is, but just not the outcome you'd expect.

#ah well this was certainly a project.... #rn i feel like im devolving into illness so im glad i could finish this up before it possibly gets worse #this is my magnum opus as of rn. just bcs ive not really drawn such a longform thing for them!! happy w it :) #i think i def like the first one the best #it made me suffer so bad but i think i soften on my own art after a few days #like i finish it and know its 'good' but cant help but critique every little thing #but ive had that one done for almost a week so now i look at it and really love it #i was originally just going to draw that one only but then realized i really like the full dialog so. might as well. #generally i liked this though bcs even if it ws difficult. it was nice to have really direct and clear reference #like ah ik where im going w this rather than it being an image in my head that i cant represent the way that I want #ah anyways all my vettonso aus tend to be just wanting to explore specific dynamics of theirs #and this one is basically how i feel about their mutual relationship to the institution of ferrari and how it affects their dynamic #basically: THEY'RE MIRRORS!!! #there's always something to be said abt nando being resentful abt seb bcs of 2010/2012/etc and then seb taking his seat at ferrari #but then witnessing seb basically go thru the same trials and tribulations and failures at ferrari #and realizing huh wait maybe he's not who i was villianizing him as. maybe hes at my level too. maybe he's not infallible. maybe hes like m #a very bitter nando who has to fight btwn his impulse to ruin seb further or to relate to him and start to like him #so yeah that's ^ basically what i want to portray in this au(just like all AUs tbh) #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #catie.rambling.txt #catie.art. #vettonso #bond au

[adamshallperish]

ethel cain is the realest ever for just straight up deactivating actually

#it would be so healthy for me to quit all social media if i'm being real except i love my mutuals too much. ah well. #good for her and etc #she knows what's up #ethel cain #mine

[hungriestheidi]

i hope i am a mutual you won't unfollow in spite of having opinions that are controversial to you

#i have several mutuals who hate the guts of my beloved blorbos #but it's fine bc everything else is lovely #and it's good for the soul not to be fed only positive vibrant pink content about your favs too #it's nice to have a broader view #even if some broader views are wrong (?

[myxomycota]

Tubifera ferruginosa by cho_fungi

#Eric Cho #tubifera #i love him we are mutuals on my fungi ig he is very good #the original post has more pictures too !! #tubifera ferruginosa #myxomycota #slime mold #slime mould #forest floor #mycology #not my picture #ecology #fungi #forestcore #myxomycology

[widevibratobitch]

do you guys ever think about fitzconte

#i do. i think about fitzconte. i think about fitzconte a lot. #and as per my last reblog.... #i suppose this is applicable to many more popular ships #like the terror lieutenants polycule that is my ship in law #(does nothing for me personally but Beloved Mutual happens to be absolutely obsessed with it and so i love them like my own) #or the jopson and little ship which. again. not my boat but i Respect the hustle guys #wait imma tag you guys too whats that ships name #joplittle #i think. god bless. #the goodsir and collins one is also a worthy contender #big fan of fitzjames and stanley too (this one is canon actually not my words ask mr petrie himself he'll tell you) #anyway. good fucking show huh #the terror #fitzconte #james fitzjames #henry le vesconte #dundy le vesconte

[mattodore]

hello good morning happy thumb in his mouth tuesday (a day i just made up for matthias's slutty little whims)

#river dipping #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #echthroi #a burning house to live in #ts4 #blender #now i just have to make a pose where theo's thumb is in matthias's mouth so everything goes full circle #you already know matthias is gonna be on his knees for it 😌 #but anyway i finished making that first pose last night while recording a little video showing nene how i make poses #and then when i woke up i jumped back into blender to make another version of the pose but like. hornier. #i love making poses rn like i'm in blender so often these days... honestly i'm in blender more than i'm in the sims lmao #there's one i started working on like two days ago that is so... i wish i could share it on here but cock and balls are out in it </3 #placing so many curses on tumblr hq #...........i did make a pillowfort account tho so :) #i'll post the wip of it onto there when i get further along bc the pose is kind of messy atm. still trying to figure out the anatomy 😁🔫 #i actually made a pillowfort yesterday just to post an old screenshot from the casual oc save that i found again and had a good laugh at #i've been messing around on there and i really like how you can set posts to being just for logged in users / followers / mutuals #and there's an 18+ label you can slap onto your posts too #like it's great!!! tumblr sucks so bad why don't we have those options on here... seriously #ALSO you can turn off reblogs on pillowfort any time you want and you can set it so that it DELETES ANYONE ELSE'S REBLOGS OF THE POST!!! #WHY is that not an option on this website like i hate it hereeeeeeeeee #but anyway pillowfort also seems to not have that many people on it so like. that's literally perfect for me and my avpd #i'll probably end up posting on there a lot #...... oh and #nsft #?? just in case i mean matthias does in fact have a handful in that second pose there so. for the blacklists ☝️

[counting-stars-gayly]

In hindsight, I actually need Mike to be the one who initiates his break up with El. Because she’s had most of the control in their relationship for a while, and narratively speaking, his arc requires him to make an unprompted decision for himself about whether he wants to be with her.

#as the series has gone on El has gained agency while Mike has lost his. this is a problem that was set up on purpose so that Mike could #have his queer little ‘‘I’m going after what I really want. fuck everyone else’s opinions’’ arc. good for him good for him #their break up needs to be mutual but he needs to speak up first #mike wheeler #el hopper #stranger things #byler #stranger things final season #stranger things 5 #mike wheeler is in love with will byers #mike wheeler is gay #mike wheeler is bi #mike wheeler is queer #mike queer #(not sure they qualify but I’ll add these too) #mike wheeler analysis #st analysis

[bluebellhairpin]

don’t think about arthur morgan and his itty bitty baby daughter that he cradles carefully in the crook of one enormous arm. who sits on his soft belly while he doozes and smacks his face until he wakes up. who he sings campfire songs to when she won’t settle for her nap. and who he built a bassinet and a home and a future for.

also don’t think about big burly gruff man trailing behind a little toddler and nodding gravely as she tell him the names of all the chickens. and rides into town with him on a fat speckled pony and falls asleep while he’s talking to the farrier so he has to carry her on his hip through town

SHUT UP. I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THINKING ABOUT IT. BAD FOR MY BLOoD PRESSURE.

When shes born she is so small, small enough that her head fits in his palm and her legs only just dangle either side of his elbow. Arthur sings to her the duck camp-fire song, and he grabs her hands and claps them together when he goes "quack quack". When it's cold he tucks her in between him and his jacket so she's all nice and warm and safe.

#phon. u cant send me asks like this when i am currently in a blorbo arthur phase. i will die #send me more #no dont. i am in love with him he would make SUCH a good girl dad. #and he'd be so caring to mumma too. before during and after. best husband and dad. #nemo answers #phon phon <3 #mutual appreciation #arthur morgan

[elitadream]

Hi! Hope you don’t mind me evading your inbox again hehe, I hope you’re doing alright🩷

I was just playing some MK races earlier and thought about how cute it is that in Peach’s garden she has these giant topiaries of her close friends. Like I just imagine her spending weeks having them prepared and one day she brings the Mario bros, Toad and Toadette to the garden and proudly shows off the topiaries, and ofc they’re all super touched (especially when Mario sees his is at the center hehe ;3) Idk I just think that scenario’s cute and wanted to share it with you☺️

Aww I love this, thank you! 🥰 And it makes a lot of sense as well. Peach loves her friends so much, I mean of course she would have meticulously hand-crafted sculptures and paintings and botanical art of them spread throughout the castle! 🌳 And although she wouldn't say it out loud, seeing Mario's face in various places on a daily basis would obviously bring her a lot of joy. 😇

I also like to think that both Mario and Peach have a picture of one another that they keep preciously and look at everyday. 💞🖼

#asks #mario #princess peach #mareach #pls never feel bad about messaging me!! #I love hearing from my friends and mutuals 🤗 #it makes me happy 💖 #Hope you're doing good too! 🪷

[waterghostype]

if both akita and harumi comes back in dragons rising i hope that llokita is the route they go with but lloyd and harumi get a little ending bye-bye and go their separate ways

#ninjago #aphid philosophy #aphid wanting lloyd and harumi to be happy? impossible #good ending #i just think in dr the *most* they should do is a mutual feeling of something there but never getting together #“ok theres def smthn's def up but we should never be together even if we wanted to theres way too much problems” #so basically llrm gets llokita'd with a goodbye and go love their lives #but i would also be totally happy with lloyd not getting romance #but i need them to come back... please pleasplepslsplape

[muzzlemouths]

i NEED to talk to my mutuals more. i'm so sorry i have the social integrity of a lamppost i swear im trying

#muzz mumbles #🥺 i keep seeing all of my friends talking together n having fun #and going ''that could be me!'' and then doing nothing about it #i know magmas are a good start but i never seem to catch them #and i feel weird not drawing w everyone when i do #and servers are too overwhelming for me most days #so im just sitting here in a puddle of my own consequences. whining. #wweeeehhhhhhhhhhhh #if you're my mutual i love u so so much. please believe me. i want to talk to you moreeee