#i love them because haku exerts utter choice about who they are going to be. what they want. who they want to give it to.

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lenore is hakucore. beautiful, charming, diplomatic, peaceful, but not weak. do not for a second think they’re weak. that will be your first & last mistake.

this video leaves out her best lines, but i’ve added them here because they are undoubtedly hakucore: “I am a diplomat. I make peace and because of that, people think I'm soft. People think I'm weak. You won't make that mistake again, will you?"

there is a mile of difference between i am not a monster to i am capable of monstrous things but choose not to. kindness is a choice haku likes to make but is not bound by. they are capable of vindictiveness & so much more. haku, at their worst, is a mixture of lenore & isaac. charming, dedicated darkly, manipulative, vengeful, unforgiving, possessed by a one-track mind.

#haku is my favorite muse of all time because they contain MULTITUDES #and it's fun playing them right after playing jack because? #jack is VISIBLY a dick. he's blatantly evil. says so. spouts it from the rooftops. he SECRETLY wants love and friendship and kisses #he won't stop being evil though. but. it's his Burgeoning capacity for Softness that fucking embarrasses him. he wants to squash it #he cuts and runs from relationships early to avoid being left. he can't handle rejection. haku is kind of the reverse. #externally haku is sweet and very well liked! and they are genuinely kind and loving. big; good; well-meaning heart. just. a fuckin angel. #but. BUT. haku has done terrible things and will do worse. haku has darkness in them; more than they care to admit. it's EASY being cruel. #that's their shame: they're good at being bad. so fucking good at it. their body; their mind; all geared toward being and creating terror #but their heart! says no! it says 'it is better to be loved than nothing at all! and if we cannot be loved we will be useful! we'll PROVIDE #for others and DO THE LOVING!!!! self-sacrificing! that's something jack could nEVER understand in 100000 million years. meanwhile #haku could never imagine the Innately Wild brand of independence jack has? jack feels beholden to nothing and no one????? #jack chooses fear over love? jack chooses himself over EVERYONE ELSE every time???? wow. WOW. i really want to roleplay with myself #i'm not gonna lie....the temptation is real.... #anyway. this is about haku not jack. ahem. #haku just. has so many facets to them and i love every part of them no matter how awful no matter how cruel no matter how ugly or bad #i love them because haku exerts utter choice about who they are going to be. what they want. who they want to give it to. #they don't want to be the monster they feel like they are. when it is unleashed it is unleashed on behalf of others and not themself usually #ugh okay i'm done.....no writing over here only idiot thoughts..... i fucking love these gay vampires #isaac and lenore as haku's Spiritual Avatars? yes. yes. 10000% yes thank you warrenellis you little shit. #❛ HEADCANONS. #oh god someone stop me from making a castlevania blog kjebdkv i already have 5 blogs i can't DO THIS