Painting I did based on this poem :)
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do you ever just. love so much. i love my friends and i love reading good books and i love walking to class when it’s cold and i love feeling happy. i try to write it down whenever i can like yes. this is proof i can be happy and feel good. sometimes existence is a little miserable but i think the happy parts make up for it you know?
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its such a great thing a feeling to not want to kill yourself
wanting to see how tomorrow will look like
to go to lunch with friends and work on a work thing thats challenging but so rewarding
its just... nice
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All the jokes about Ken and horses are good but I just wanna say it's such a good parallel to how actual young men get swept into misogyny and the patriarchy.
Like they're told to believe it means men get to be cool and manly and have this power but with that comes extremely rigid commands of what they can be as a man and a cycle of self hatred for never matching those gender roles perfectly. Patriarchy tells men that if they just do exactly what is expected of them, then they get all the "cool stuff" that comes with. That doesn't work though when there's only a small group that actually gets that power, but men will keep trying to fit into those roles in hopes that they can.
In the end there are no horses or the myth men are told, it's just endless cycles of self hatred and ingroup fighting.
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i need a tattoo of an orange
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Finally got enough energy to talk about Furina's SQ and while I loved her and the troupe, MC and Paimon were .... Not Great. I talked about this with friends but in Paimon's case especially, the way they interact with Furina feels like people who just don't understand trauma and depression and then engage with someone suffering from both in all the wrong ways.
Talking about how much of a downgrade her house is from the opera house, making fun of how she can't cook, pushing her to act when she's set a very clear boundary and then guilt tripping her after she's stuck to her guns, shaming her for not being able to fight well (Paimon literally talks about how second hand embarrassment is overwhelming and I'm just like ?????), telling her she's "not acting like herself" when she attempts to open up and be vulnerable....it's just really rough. That and the MC asking "is something wrong" when Furina gets sad over Poission ..like bro people died and she couldn't save them and she's tearing herself apart over it. Those people are never coming back and you know it and you have the gall to ask her is something wrong??? Of COURSE there is!!
It just feels especially odd because we literally get to see all of Furina's suffering and Paimon in particular is. SO mean? Like she was more understanding with Wanderer and Ei and THEY'VE tried to kill us multiple times!! I don't get it, and honestly I'm very proud of Furina for refusing to waver. Let her rest!! She's tired and depressed and she needs time to heal; and honestly fuck Paimon for trying to make her feel bad. Furina's worked harder than she EVER will.
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some selective before and afters
nisa’s goggle glass. pats myself on the back for that one
i redid hera’s entire eye because keek gave hera an update after i already edited their head so i just.... drew the new eye in over the old one + added a lil smth where the scar cuts into the upper and lower eyelids
honestly just pretty proud of kriga’s just entire picture because light hair is my nemesis + the eye editing looks so damn good if i do say so myself
SPEAKING OF LIGHT HAIR BEING MY NEMESIS i had to redo jack’s hair like three times? i think? before i was satisfied with the result i just didn’t know how to edit it but i think i got it right in the end. plus the eyes that i drew/edited in.. super cool looking i love how they turned out
niko my beloved <3 basically added scar definition and also the little dent in his lip where the scar cut through it... makes a little chef kiss into the air and his eyebags came out looking fantastic too
okay done stroking myself off sorry about that but please! i implore you to zoom into the heads of that post!!! i really did put 110% effort into getting them to look that way if theres one thing you could say about me it’s that when i put focus into something i Put Focus Into Something
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