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Once upon a time, as a wee child, I dreamed of writing a book and getting it published, of seeing it on shelves and hearing of people's reactions and excitement for what I wrote.
One fanfiction in particular is near and dear to my heart, so when I got it into my head to bind one of my own fics, there was really only one clear choice: Green Sarabhas.
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The first big decision was whether I'd do the series in four volumes or in one. Because I was making two copies, I opted for one volume because I really didn't want to make 8. 😅 The typesetting was a pain in the neck and the table of contents is four pages long, but we survived.
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Shout out to @purplephloxpress for hosting me for a weekend and spending about twelve hours at their dining room table with me, lending me tools I didn't have and helping me troubleshoot such a large undertaking. 🥰 I still need to get one of these punching tools.
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This is the first bind where I used book cloth, and it was a dream. I don't know if you can tell in the picture, but the book is sewn with four different colors of thread, one for each section of the fic. I contemplated doing four different colors in the end band too, but that was a step too far for me for this one. 😅
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squiiiiiiiiiiish
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I bought my own foil quill after playing with phlox's, so I did Claude, Sylvain, and Felix's Crests on the cover.
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Now, here's the part I'm arguably most proud of and that made me cry for many different reasons: the dust jacket. I designed it in Canva, complete with end flap summaries and comments from the fics on the back, and printed it on poster board. I had to set my printer and computer to print a custom size paper and print on the non-glossy side of the poster board, but after much trial and error we got there. And when I say I cried, I am not kidding.
This fic was a labor of love, this bind is a piece of my soul, and I gave half of it to @astaraxion because we became friends due to this fic, so be sure to take care of it. 😉 I look forward to losing it together over the revisions and art that I did!
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sleepingdeath-light · 11 months
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celebrating their s/o’s birthday ; full ensemble
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requested by ; anonymous (27/05/23)
fandom(s) ; welcome home
fandom masterlist(s) ; here
character(s) ; barnaby b beagle, eddie dear, frank frankly, howdy pillar, julie joyful, poppy partridge, sally starlet, wally darling
outline ; “since it's my birthday today-though it'll probably be long past when you answer this lol-could i have headcanons for the welcome home squad doing something for it? i figure that headcanons would be easier to do for everyone, but you can write it out story-wise if you want. if you only want to do some of them, wally, frank, sally, and howdy is fine. thank you and have a good day!”
warning(s) ; none, just fluff!
barnaby b beagle
he’s a strong believer in ‘birthday bumps’ and will start the day by making sure you get your share
before bringing you some breakfast in bed, of course
he gets you a number of gag gifts as well as genuine presents and cards — but what those gags are depends on your boundaries and such (e.g. if sudden movements and loud sounds genuinely scare you then he won’t get you a pop up box or screamer)
hosts a small get together with by your friends and facilitates an all out prank war that’s based around your humour — doing everything he can throughout the day to keep you laughing and smiling
eventually everyone leaves and you sit down for your evening meal and that’s when he hands you his actual birthday card for you
of course there are puns scattered here and there, but it’s written so genuinely and it’s so sweet that you end up tearing up and tackling him with a hug
you end the day with your sides hurting from laugher and your heart full to bursting and you couldn’t have hoped for a better birthday
eddie dear
eddie unfortunately doesn’t get to wake you up on your birthday as his rounds have him out and about until about 9 — and your neighbour, julie, had already woken you up at 8 to give you the presents she’d prepared and give you (some very gentle) birthday bumps
he gets home around the same time that frank stops by to give you your gift so you all sit down and have a chat over a fresh cup of tea/coffee — with the others eventually joining you to share in good drink and sweet foods
it’s a good laugh and he can see the joy and appreciation in your eyes as your loved ones celebrate you and you open your remaining cards and gifts in the middle of this makeshift gathering
they all stay for a little while after that, leaving at around 1 as they had other responsibilities, leaving you and eddie alone for the first time that day
he hands you his main gift: a handmade scrapbook featuring photos and letters you’d sent to each other over the course of your relationship so far with little captions in his neatest handwriting noting down when each date happened
it’s cheesy and sentimental and incredibly fitting of him, but still you tear up and spend a good hour or so cuddling
then, to cap off the day, you go for a walk around the neighbourhood and into the surrounding woodlands
enjoying the beautiful weather and fresh air and good company as you talk about anything and everything
what a lovely end to a lovely birthday
frank frankly
frank takes a much more domestic approach to celebrating your birthday and will spend it comfortable indoors
he prepped your gift and card months in advance — having managed to get the complete collection of your favourite books from their original printing run after literal years of searching
and he was incredibly proud of himself for it — unbelievably excited to see your reaction when you finally saw what he’d gotten you
he lets you have a lay-in whilst he makes you your favourite breakfast before waking you up quite late and giving you your card
it’s simple but sweet and you share a kiss before you go down to eat
good food, good company, good conversation
and, once you were finished, good gifts and good cards
you were due to celebrate with the rest of your loved ones the next day but they’d dropped off their presents in advance
and you appreciated each and every one
then came your partner’s present and frank was anxiously watching as you tore open the wrapping paper
and you saw it and you gasped and you cried — a good cry, though
it’s such a sweet and thoughtful gesture that you couldn’t not tear up and, after placing them to one side, you pulled him into a hug and thanked him for your wonderful gift
what an amazing birthday you were due to have
howdy pillar
howdy actually takes the afternoon off to spend it with you — he needs to go in during the morning but he manages to close at noon
and he walks into your home with his arms filled with your favourite flowers, a personalised stuffed animal, a bag filled with presents and cards and a bag of your favourite take out for lunch
you eat whilst opening your gifts and cards with the radio on in the background, just enjoying each other’s company and the rare chance to spend a quiet afternoon together
the other neighbours had stopped by earlier in the morning to send their regards and gifts so you didn’t have anything to interrupt and ruin the moment
your flowers were put in a vase and displayed on the windowsill alongside your cards
then, after putting everything away and throwing away all of the rubbish, you decide to have a calm evening in
playing a new board game that had been delivered to the store — and winning despite all of howdy’s best efforts
dancing around the house — being spun and dipped and toss as you laugh and squeal
making your evening meal together and trying to keep up with howdy’s four handed mastery of the art of cooking
eating your favourite meal together and exchanging gossip that you’d heard earlier in the day
and ending the day sat on the porch, cuddled into your boyfriend’s side as you watch the sunset and smile at the conclusion of a birthday well spent
julie joyful
to describe the celebration in one word: colourful
she starts the day by shaking you awake, kissing you good morning and dragging you downstairs to open your presents because she’s terrible at keeping secrets
she watches you open them and is arguably more excited than you as she does — but she quickly busies herself by making you a cup of tea/coffee and some breakfast
then you eat together and chat and then she hands you her last gift and tells you to go and get changed
it’s a beautiful set of clothing, the fanciest you’ve ever owned, and then she does both of your hair and you spend the rest of the day going between your neighbour’s houses
celebrating with friends until your cheeks hurt and your legs ache and you’re just about awake enough to stumble back home arm-in-arm
ready to be greeted by her family, who help you celebrate the rainbow monster way — with lots of colours and lots of affection and lots of good food
and by the end of the night (or, rather, the beginning of the next day) when you’re finally drifting off to sleep you know that you’ll be looking back on this birthday with a particular fondness — and you can’t wait to spend the rest of your birthdays with julie by your side
poppy partridge
she memorised the recipes to all of your favourite foods and desserts and started practising them months beforehand
then on your actual birthday she woke you up with a selection of your favourite breakfast foods (and a peck to the cheek, of course)
next came a long chat as you enjoyed your breakfast in bed before you went to get dressed and she prepped the presents and cards you were sent by friends and family
she put on a vhs of your favourite movie in the background whilst you made your way through them — taking them off of your hands to arrange/wash/fold them and put them away to save you the trouble
the rest of the day is pretty standard, honestly
the neighbours stop by for lunch (another selection of some of your favourite dishes) and chat and hand over their presents
and after they leave you and poppy have a low-key afternoon
spending the day in your comfiest clothes, cuddling on the settee and reading and completing a puzzle that eddie and frank gifted you
and finishing the day with another favourite food of yours — dancing in the kitchen when she was cooking
it was calm and intimate and comfortable
you wouldn’t have had it any other way
sally starlet
this girl is nothing if not dramatic, so she naturally roped all of your loved ones into her plan to make your first birthday with her the most spectacular one yet
interviews your closest friends and family members to organise gifts and cards and transport — making sure that everyone was on the same page
then, on your actual birthday she was sure to keep things low-key at first
waking you up with a kiss and a cuddle, going downstairs to make you breakfast whilst you opened the neighbours’ gifts and cards
everything was very chill and affectionate and intimate — until 12pm exactly when her plan came into action and everyone showed up
friends and family with arms filled with food and gifts singing happy birthday to you as they filtered into the home
half doing a bang up job of decorating your shared home whilst the others absolutely spoiled you with affection and compliments
you could solidly say that she’d succeeded in surprising you
and when the food started to get plated up and you sat in a room with your loved ones, you found yourself smiling at sally and being thankful for having someone as charmingly dramatic in your life to do all of this just for you
wally darling
on a spectrum from high key to intimate celebrations, wally falls somewhere in the middle
like he won’t arrange a massive party but he also won’t force you to spend the whole day with him inside of home
it’s likely going to end up being a split day
the morning (6-12pm) is spent with just the two of you, with home waking you up early to open your presents whilst wally watches on and celebrates you
the afternoon (12-6pm) being spent going between your neighbours’ houses to celebrate as a collective
and ending the day with a sleepover at whoever’s home you’re closest with
that way you get a little bit of everything
poppy’s cooking that leaves you wanting more
eddie’s craftiness that gives you cards and gifts that are so charming and handmade that you tear up
julie’s attentiveness and insistence on making you look as fabulous as possible
frank’s genuine and honest approach to gifts and cards that has you grinning and pulling him into a side hug
barnaby’s endless humour that leaves you with straining cheeks and burning lungs and aching sides
sally’s dramatics and ability to make a celebration so impactful and unique that it stays with you forever
howdy’s cheerful disposition and willingness to help you with whatever whenever you ask — including tossing you up into the air to replace the standard birthday bumps
and wally’s endless affection for you — which he channeled into your gift: a painting of you through his eyes, one that wasn’t necessarily true to your physical appearance but that highlighted the aspects of you that made him fall in love with you
an exercise in perspective that made your eyes well up and your heart soar
you really couldn’t have asked for a more impactful gift to cap off your birthday, nor for better company to have spent it with
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ladykailitha · 9 months
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Royal Pain Part 9
Hello! Thank you so much for the out pouring of support last time. I love that everyone loved the tattoo idea. If you want to see a basic idea of what it would look like, check the reblogs of part 8 (though if I had the energy I would throw into an editing program I’d skinny up the sword a bit and make the wings wider).
We meet the candidates for the apprenticeship and we learn the history of Jeff’s tattoo (warning for racism and bad cops) and Eddie’s reason for the wings.
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8
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Steve walked back to the front the little paper in his shaking hands.
“I’ve already had a couple people this morning asking about the apprentice gig,” Robin told him. “When should I have them come in?”
Steve rubbed him bottom lip thoughtfully. “I don’t have to go to Dustin’s until 5pm on Sunday, so have them all come at 10am then.”
Robin nodded. “He choose a design then?” she asked, nodded to the paper in his hand.
Steve nodded back his lips pressed together as he handed it to her to scan.
She looked down at it in shock. “He picked this one?”
Steve nodded again, unsure if he could trust himself to speak.
“This is going to take a long time and a lot of money,” Robin whispered. “He’s aware of that, yeah?”
“Yeah,” Steve croaked. “He knows. He was very insistent and is able to pay for it. All of it.”
Robin nodded. “Then let’s get this bad boy printed for him then.”
She printed it into three pieces. One for each wing and one for the sword.
When he came back into the room, Eddie was laying on his chest with his shirt off. Steve licked his lips as his eyes trailed down the plains of Eddie’s back to where it dipped into the man’s jeans.
This was going to be a lot harder than he thought it was going to be.
“Okay,” Steve said after taking a moment to compose himself. “What we are going to do is trace the outlines and then we’ll spend two to three hours each week, working on it. It will probably take about ten to twelve weeks, doing it once a week. So if you want to move it up two days a week, I would recommend that.”
Eddie twisted to face him. “Yeah, I figured it was going to take some time. When I set up my appointments with Robin, I’ll make sure to do twice a week.”
“Sounds good,” Steve said, pulling on the latex gloves and sitting down. He scooted as close to Eddie as he could and picked his gun.
“You know,” he murmured over the sound of the gun. “I don’t think you ever said why you wanted the tattoo so badly you waited to find the right person to do it for you. And thanks for trusting me with it by the way.”
“You’re welcome,” Eddie said. “The work you did on Jeff’s tattoo was phenomenal. It was a very personal tattoo for him and you made it special. Did he tell you how got the scar he wanted you to cover up?”
Steve hummed, placing the first stencil down. “Yeah, something about how when Miranda and him first starting dating, someone called the cops on him, thinking he was kidnapping her. And how despite both of them saying they were on a date and Jeff having his hands up, the cop still fired, hitting his right arm.”
Eddie nodded. “It was messed up. He thought for sure Miranda was going to book it, but they stayed together and it’s been five years now.”
“So he got it for the fifth anniversary?” Steve asked, concentrating on the outline.
“Yeah,” Eddie said. “It was Miranda’s suggestion, actually.”
“They seem like great people.”
Eddie smiled fondly. “The best. I think he’s still working up the courage to ask her to marry him.”
Steve laughed. “He better hurry up otherwise Robin might try and steal her from him.”
Eddie laughed too. “Well considering they both swing for both teams, she might actually have a chance.”
“Oh god,” Steve said as he finished the first wing. “Don’t tell Robin that. She might actually try. And I don’t want to mess up a good thing, you know?”
“Fair.”
Eddie chewed on his bottom lip a moment. “But, yeah, the tattoo. It’s to commemorate a poor boy from the trailer park making it in the big city to play music for a living. Actually fucking making it.”
Steve smiled. “And the bat wings were for the aesthetic?”
“Hell yeah they are,” Eddie replied with a grin. “But, holy shit, Stevie. The sword of fucking Kas...it’s like you read my mind or some shit.”
Steve lifted the gun as he laughed. “Nah, I just listened when you and Dustin talked about it.”
Eddie adjusted himself in the chair and loosened the muscles in his shoulders a bit. He settled and nodded. “You did really good, sweetheart. I love it.”
They just fell into conversation as easy as breathing and far too soon Steve was done with the outline.
Steve pulled off his gloves, having set aside the gun already. “Go on, it’s not much to look at right now, but the bare bones are pretty fucking all right.’’
Eddie immediately bounced to his feet to go look in the mirror. He turned every direction and after a moment of watching him Steve stood up with a large hand mirror and tilted it until Eddie could see his back.
Eddie let out a gasp. “Holy fucking shit. This is going to be so epic. I can’t wait!”
Steve smiled fondly. “I’m glad it’s starting out okay, at least.”
Eddie grinned at him through the mirror. “It’s absolutely wicked.”
“Do you have someone who can rub the lotion on your back?” Steve asked, biting his bottom lip.
Eddie nodded. “The guys have offered to take turns helping me with it until it’s done.”
Steve hummed. He was a little disappointed. He was going to offer to do it for him. But it was a bit of a relief, knowing Eddie had such good friends that were willing to take care of him.
“That’s sweet of them,” he murmured, taking the time to gently wrap the tattoo the best he could in Saran wrap to protect it on the way home.
Eddie scoffed. “They only offered because they’re excitable children who want a sneak peak at the tattoo before anyone else.”
Steve huffed out a laugh. “Yeah, okay. That sounds like what I’d seen of them.”
Eddie turned around once Steve was done and grinned at him. “Am I going to see you at Nightmare Holes again this weekend?”
Steve winced. “I want to but I can’t this weekend. I’m meeting a couple people on Sunday morning morning and I cannot be hungover for that.’
Eddie huffed out a small chuckle. “Maybe.”
Steve shoved at him playfully. “I’ll make it up to you. Why don’t you come over again next Monday and I’ll make dinner for us again.”
Eddie’s eyes lit up. “That sounds great, wha’cha making?”
“What do you like?” Steve asked as he cleaned up. “Italian, Chinese, Mexican? Something else? I’m sure I could find a good recipe in time.”
Eddie tapped his lip with his index finger thoughtfully. “Can you do sesame chicken?”
Steve grinned. “Oh, I knew there was a reason I liked you. I love sesame chicken and have a kick ass recipe, I think you’ll love.”
Eddie grinned back. “Can’t wait pretty boy.”
Steve flicked his cleaning rag at Eddie’s ass. “Now go on, some of us poor schlubs have to work hard for our living, rock star.”
Eddie laughed in delight as he skipped away from Steve’s deadly aim with his rag. He got to the door and saluted, before turning on his heel and walking back to the front desk, shirt in hand.
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Steve picked up a dozen donuts and coffees for him and Robin. Robin had already gone in to open the shop for the interviewees so he felt he owed it to her to at least get her coffee and donuts.
When he got to the shop he was a little surprised how many cars were out front. They couldn’t all be there for the apprenticeship, could they? He walked into see the entire waiting room filled with applicants.
He turned to Robin and she looked as shocked as he was. He set the donuts in front Robin’s desk and handed her the coffee.
“Hello,” he said turning around to greet the...he quickly counted, the six hopefuls. “I’m Steve Harrington and welcome to Royal Pain. You’re all welcome to have a donut and we have water and paper cups over to the side.” He gestured to where it was and most head turned to see where he meant.
“Is this really a tattoo parlor, man?” one of the applicants asked. He was what Steve would have stereotyped a California surfer boy. Bleach blond hair that fell to his shoulders, tanned skin, dark blue eyes that were currently glaring at Steve.
Steve let his shoulders roll back as he regarded the man in question. “What? The bright, colorful design precludes it from being a place people come to get tattoos, how?”
The guy leveled another glare at Steve and then leapt to his feet. “Whatever, this blows. I’m out of here.” He stormed out, pushing the door so hard it clanged against the wall harshly.
Steve looked at the remaining five. “Anyone else have a problem with the aesthetics?”
There were people that exchanged glances, but they ended up all shaking their heads no.
“Good.”
A pretty blonde girl with bright green eyes and a sparkling smile raised her hand.
“Yes?” Steve asked pointing at her.
“Not to be lumped in with the asshole that just left,” she began shyly, “but I really don’t see any tattoos on you and, well...”
Steve grinned. “And it makes it a little hard to trust me as a tattoo artist, right?”
She nodded, her high pony tail bouncing as she did.
Robin rolled her eyes, but wisely said nothing. Steve showed her his right forearm. “I didn’t do this one, this is the first tattoo I got though.” It was of a small vanilla ice cream cone. “I got this after my first real job at an ice cream shop that burned down.”
A lot of eyebrows shot up at that, but no one uttered a word.
He pulled at his collar showing a female robin on his shoulder right below the clavicle. “Got this one when my best friend turned twenty-one. She has a matching tattoo in the same place.”
He pulled up his shirt to show a lion devouring a bloody heart on his right side. “My friends called my lion-hearted, my detractors called me a bleeding heart, so I got this.”
Steve put his shirt down. “Yeah, I don’t look like your stereotypical tattoo artist that has their whole body covered in tats. But I’m one of those weirdos that only gets a tattoo if it means something to me. But make no mistake I’m good. I have had this shop for three years and only been a tattooist for five. And I’m taking on apprentices because this shop is so busy I need the help to lighten the load.”
The girl blushed. “Sorry.”
“It’s okay,” he said, heaving a heavy sigh. “People who look like me don’t usually become tattoo artists and I think that’s stupid. It shouldn’t just be a certain kind of person that has dyed black hair, piercings, and their body of work all over their body.”
She nodded. “I get what you mean.”
Steve smiled at her. “I figured you would.” He knew that if she was any good, he was going to pick her, hands down.
“Right,” he said turning his attention back to everyone. “I wasn’t expecting so many of you and I realize that isn’t fair to you. If you have somewhere else to be today, make an appointment with Robin,” he cocked his head her direction, “and I’ll meet with you personally at another time. But otherwise, I’ll have Robin call you in the order you arrived and we’ll talk in my room.”
He clapped his hands. “First, let’s give you a tour of the place and if you decide it’s not for you. No hard feelings. Except that guy.” He winked at them and they laughed.
He showed them his room and the other rooms that would be for the apprentices to practice in or once they got their own chair if they stayed, it would become their room.
One of the other guys decided that it wasn’t for him and Steve was left with four remaining hopefuls.
And what a strange bunch they were, too. He had the prep girl, but he also had a native boy that while he didn’t look the part of the surfer dude, embodied it with his very soul. If the guy got brought on, Steve would have to pull him aside and make sure he didn’t do marijuana at work, because the guy looked a little baked at the moment. He also had a Goth chick complete with the tattoos and piercings, and dyed black hair. She stuck out like a sore thumb, if Steve was honest. And the final hopeful was  this squirrely looking guy with dark wavy brown hair.
All of them had more tattoos than Steve did.
He sighed to himself. He wasn’t sure this was going to work out. He knew he shouldn’t judge a book by its cover, better than most, but still as he looked at the remaining applicants he felt a little disappointed.
He sighed and went back to the office to wait for Robin to call the first one in. It was going to be a long day.
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Part 10  Part 11 Part 12  Part 13 Part 14  Part 15  Part 16  Part 17  Part 18 Part 19  Part 20  Part 21   Part 22  Part 23  Part 24  Part 25 Part 26  Part 27  Part 28  Epilogue
Look, I love Robin with all my heart, but we all know the reason she didn’t ask Vickie out wasn’t that she had a boyfriend, but that her partner was a boy. She would 100% back off if told to, but she would so go for it if she thought had a chance. (Looking at you Ronance shippers, if you think that Robin was flirting with Nancy in the Upside Down, Nancy was still with Jonathan at the time.)
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mindfulstudyquest · 26 days
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❥﹒♡﹒☕﹒ 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗿𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗺𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗳𝘂𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲
𝟭. being consistent in journaling ( 🪻 )
i have recently started journaling more consistently and would like to maintain this line. i tried several times to start, failing miserably, because i couldn't find a method that would keep me motivated for a long time. then i purchased the famous five minutes gratitude journal, which is much easier to keep, and which i manage to update almost every day because by simply having to answer the pre-set questions my brain doesn't experience it as a commitment, unlike writing a diary page. alongside the fmj i have another diary with blank pages that i use as a proper diary, writing my reflections, talking about my day, complaining about negative things and stuff like that. i must say that it's therapeutic. i hope this is the right time i can maintain consistency in writing.
𝟮. having a more balanced diet ( 🍋‍🟩 )
i admit i've been eating like shit lately, a lot of sweets and processed foods alternated with periods of fasting due to guilt with the excuse of not having enough time to cook among the thousand things to do. i want to seriously commit to investing some of my time each week into preparing healthy, homemade meals (i could share some recipes here if you want, lmk) that keep me energized and don't ruin my hard work at the gym by adding empty calories to my diet.
𝟯. being consistent in the gym ( 🍄 )
and then obviously going to the gym at least 3 times a week, not really due to a matter of weight/aesthetics, but to cultivate discipline and focus. i believe that physically venting stress is the best and healthiest way to handle the crushing weight of life lately. sometimes i simply need to unload my energy without throwing a fit and risking venting it on someone who has nothing to do with it.
𝟰. reading at least 10 pages per day ( 📚 )
i love reading. i love reading madly, but i also know that i often find a thousand excuses not to do it. my brain fried by social media and zombie scrolling doesn't like the idea of concentrating on printed pages at all and i always put off reading all those books placed on my shelf gathering dust. i haven't read a book in months, so the time has come to break this bad habit and take back my greatest passion. i won't even mention all the benefits of reading, because only one book can give you so much in such a short time.
𝟱. sleep at least 8 hours ( ☕ )
i think my lack of sleep has a psychological component, but i'm no expert so what i say may not actually make any sense. i sleep little, much less than i need, when i was in high school i finished studying very late at night (past 3am) every day because i was so dependent on academic validation that the idea of getting a slightly lower grade than my usual could make me throw up. the thing is, i always delay going to sleep, even though my body is begging me to do so, and i think it's due to an inherent fear that the next day i'll have to go through it all over again. consequently in the morning i'm a wreck and i have to drag myself out of bed, being 30% as productive as i actually could be. i think it's time to work on my sleep schedule much more seriously, i think it could boost my health a lot.
𝟲. spend 15min in the sun every day ( ☀️ )
as a woman i know how important it is to be in the sun to produce vitamin D, unfortunately for me i'm some kind of goblin vampire who can't stay in the sun for more than five minutes without getting sunburned – on top of that my eyes start to water when the light too strong. i'll arm myself with sunscreen and give my body what it needs, hoping i won't get arthritis in my forties.
let me know in the comments what are YOU planning to improve in the near future <3
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kining-the-evil · 4 months
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Stu or William Afton trying to be normal for Christmas, but they just can't help gloating about their wealth
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Warnings: none really. A little suggestive at the end
An: I’m accepting Christmas Drabble requests for the next 4 hours
“Here you are beautiful.” Stu jumped over the couch, landing next to you with a small gift bag in his hands. You had snuck away from your family for a bit to spend time with Stu on Christmas Eve. You hated that he was alone, but your boyfriend had refused to come over to yours for Christmas. Stu claimed to enjoy the time alone and that Billy tended to show up at some point anyways.
“And for you.” You handed over the wrapped box you had for him while taking the bag. “In three?”
“One,” Stu started.
“Two,” you added.
“Three!” You both said at the same time before opening the gifts.
You pulled the paper out of the bag along with a thin box. You let out a small gasp as you opened the box, finding a necklace. It was an 8 pointed star that looked to be silver with a shining black diamond in the middle. You should be grateful for something like this, any girl would be ecstatic to receive something so nice, but your heart sank when you saw it.
You glanced up at Stu, seeing him staring at you. “What do you think?” He sounded excited, but you couldn’t match his energy.
“I… I thought we were sticking with $20.” Stu just waved that off.
“I knew you’d like it, I didn’t even look at the price.”
His words caused the pit in your stomach to feel heavier. And a glance to the side made a lump in your throat grow. You had bought Stu a Michael Myers art print, it wasn’t super expensive, but you had thought it was pretty and that Stu would like it. Instead, it was thrown to the side, half the wrapping paper still on it.
“Baby, are you okay?” Stu’s words made you realize how close you were to tears, and suddenly you couldn’t hold it in, letting out a small sob. “Hey….don't cry, baby,” Stu scooped you into his arms.
“You hate it!” You sobbed into his chest, fisting his shirt slightly.
“What are you talking about? I hate what, baby?”
“The- the gift I got you.” You sniffled as you started to calm down, not that the sadness was going away at all.
“I don’t hate it, what makes you think that?”
“You didn’t even open it all the way…” you whispered. Stu leaned forward slightly to grab the gift off of the coffee table.
“Baby, I love it. I just wanted to see you open your gift.” Stu tried to explain but you shook your head.
“It’s nothing compared to what you got me.”
“Baby, I don’t need some expensive gift. This shows that you know me, it’s something you knew I’d like.”
“But you always buy my expensive gifts for everything, and I… you deserve to get nice stuff too. I feel bad because I can’t afford anything like what you buy me.”
Stu listened to you talk, rubbing your back comfortingly. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make you feel bad. I never think about the price tag, you know? I’m really just spending my parents money.”
You looked down at your hands slightly. You knew Stu was telling you the truth, you’d never seen him even check a price tag. When you went out he paid for everything, he’d buy lunch for your friend group, bought random shit he didn’t need, Stu never even thought about the price. But you didn’t have that luxury. Sure, you weren’t necessarily broke, but you had a budget. You had to work a part time job and your parents didn’t just buy you whatever.
Stu reached around you for the print, holding it for you to see. “I love it, and it’s going to go up in my room as soon as we’re done. I was more worried about you liking your necklace, which…” Stu set the picture down and reached for the necklace, taking it out of the box and clipping it around your neck. “Looks amazing on you.”
You blushed at his words, looking down at the necklace resting on your neck. “It is beautiful.”
“See! I knew you’d like it. I’ve always spoiled you, and I always will.”
“Maybe just…scale it down slightly every once in a while? I want to feel like I spoil you as much as you spoil me.” You explained, watching as Stu’s smile grew.
“You spoil me in the best ways.” Stu smirked suggestively, making you slap his shoulder.
“I’m trying to be serious!”
“Oh, I’m being very serious.” Stu promised as he leaned in to kiss your neck. “Now, why don’t I give you your second gift before you go home?”
“And what could that be?” You hummed as Stu’s hands moved up under your shirt.
“I think you know exactly what it is.”
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- Letters from the Dead - (Part 1)
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Langhus, 21 March 1990 | © The Old Nick | Source: Letters from the Dead
The brackets will indicate possible context or corrections (sometimes commentary). - 💜
"Only Black is true, only Death is real!!! Gore is trend! Hello Nick! It's Dead here again. Hey- you're really good at drawing, I use to do some drawing stuff myself. I enclose something of it in this letter. Maybe we together can work something out, maybe even in Metal Destruction…? You asked of releases, if we need some artworks for that... Well we rarely give out much and as for the next release we'll probably have some photograph instead. But if we would need something that you might feel for help us out with I'll tell of it. So what we can use drawings for is for stuff like flyers, ads and letter­pages. So far I have done the drawings for that... well the main reason of that is that we have a (old!) xerox mashine and I'm the one in the band that 'can' draw. It's not so often that I have time left to spend hours or sometimes days by making drawings and too many don't like that kind of drawings I make (but fuck them wimps!). But onto the Deathlike Silence Prod. now. The 2nd edition of the 1st release on DSP. - Merciless is out now, the one you get here as promo. We're looking for distributors everywhere and everybody who can sell 10 (or more) records will receive a copy for free + that 10 records will be cheaper. As soon as this the 2nd ed. has paid, Imperator will go in studio.
Imperators LP will contain 8-10 songs (depending on how many "old demo songs" they'll use - but it'll be new trax as well) and it'll be entitled "The time before time". After that it'll probably be the colombian Masacre as the next release. Masacre will be very soon release a 7- inches with 3 demo songs on the greek label Scene of Love. That's a new started label and I hope they can give out enough copies, not limited ed. of it. Of course we give the bands free hands and they're not bounded to use at all, but I'm thinking of the fact that Masacre is selling so much... Only in Colombia their 1st, and only demo sold 1000 copies ( which is more than our Deathcrush demo has sold worldwide...). We can only press up 1000 copies each time of every edition of DSP, and the first ed. Of Merciless sold out as fast as we could pack and post it. This second ed. we recieved [received] for not a so long time ago will depend on how much stamps we can get, of how soon it'll sell out. In Norway it's very hard to sell records - it's far away from USA or South America and I don't think any real scene exists here. Do you think you can take care of some distribution/selling of DSP releases, or you maybe know someone else who's interested? [True dedication]. I think Merciless will be very easy to sell in Italy. Many zines exists there and we recieve many letters from there also. We also sell other records (given out by various underground labels) but it can be so different of what records of others releases we sell 'cos we usually don't get so many of them, so they sell out so soon. But anyway - I can tell of what we presently have got (except of Merciless)
LP's (£10000 + postage)
Agressor/Loudblast (split LP, France) "Licenced to thrash"
Arakain (Czechoslovakia, speed metal - I do not like this one!) "Thrash the Trash"
Nomed (France)... very boring mainstream... "Like..."
Abomination (USA)
Disharmonic Orchestra/Pungent Stench (Austria, split LP)
Malicious Intent (Canada) "Shades of black"
7's (£5000 + postage)
Asphyx (Holland, Limited ed. 1000 copies) "Mutilating Process"
Atrocity (Germany) "Blue Blood"
Pungent Stench (Austria) "Extreme Deformity"
Disharmonic Orchestra (Austria) "Successive Substitution"
Do not print this in Metal Destruction, I will explain it to you, ok. If you want any of these records above, please tell of how many and of what records so I can see how much the postage will be. Now over to Mayhem. For the first time we've been in studio and recorded 2 songs (first time with this line-up I mean). It'll be released on Chicken Brain Records, a swedish kind of underground label some time in this autumn. It'll be 8-19 other (swedish) bands on it, among them Merciless. I don't know the title of this compilation LP/CD. Our songs that'll be on it are "The Freezing Moon" and "Carnage". The Freezing Moon is a new one and pretty different from our other songs, as example it's a long guitar solo on a very long Doom part on it and that's because we wanted to have a solo at only one track (of our new ones). Carnage was made in '85 (!) so it's really old. It was on the 1st demo/reh - Pure Fucking Armageddon (released in only 100 copies and not available) but with the thought of the very bad sound on it we feeled for playing it again and try to keep the original sound of it. I'll tape these trax for ya but I'm not so sure of if it'll be enclosed in this letter or if I'll put this letter togeather [together] with the Merciless record but anyhow you'll get this tape. You can record it to others if you like to but please don't trade it, and I'll record some else bands too for filling out the rest of the tape. Have you heard of the INCREADIBLY KILLING GREAT band Tormentor from Hungary? Their demo is about 4 years old but it sounds like the Death/Black metal bands of today. We try to find out if they want a deal on DSP. But unfortunately they hardly speak any English at all so it seems like neither them or us understood it... We think of releasing a full-lengtht LP of Mayhem but it seems to take a fucking longtime before we got material enough for it... The only we know about it is a title that MUST be used - De Mysteriis Dom. Sathanas. That was about all future plans I can tell of I guess. I look forward to see Metal Destruction. There's a possibility that we can sell it also, but I can't say if for sure.
About Satanism... well, I'd like to join a very underground and Illful, Evil and Grim Coven. I think you know of the hassles by finding any or getting any contact with a such. I do NOT like what's created by Anton LaVey like 1st Church of Satan. I came in contact with a dude who's a degree in the American Satans Sons - Church of Satan and he explained of it has nothing to do with LaVey at all. I asked of if it does exist in Europe also and of what it is exactly... well he didn't reply. But I heard later thet Satans Sons shall exist in Europe but I still don't know in which countries it is. In Norway it's not much of this, but in Sweden (-I am swedish) that 1st Church shall be in Stockholm (the capital there) and it shall be about 5 churches built by satanic sects, used only by satanists, mostly it's under christian churches - like the one under "Mariakyrkan" (Mary's Church) in the South of Stockholm where the 1st Church of Satan use to hang around at. I know it exists really Dark covens that use human sacrifices and are eating human flesh - them are those I try to find. I do not know much about magic and I can't say I'm a practicer of it 'cos I havn't succed. What is depending on what one can do in magic (all of its kind) is of what books one can get...those are hidden in libraries and so hard to even see... 'cos of course they don't let anyone even see them. You must be a scientist or something like if you would see the microfilms of that kind of books. A great library of many various kinds of magical arts and the Blackest of Black Arts too is the British Museum in London. But it's so damned difficult to get ones claws on those books. One book I really wanna get is De Mysteriis Dom. Sathanas, unfortunately it exists only in one copy... are you practicing any magic and do you know of any covens? Have you seen/heard/felt anything supernatural? I have but I didn't understand much of what that was and I think the most of it was only so-called echoes from the past or the future [I am curious about this]. Do you know anything about astral planes and out-of body travelling? You seem to be into it and I agree about stupid trendmakers so it is something that I feel I can tell you of. I had a weird experience once, I had inner bleedings and it couldn't be found at x-rays so when it continued to bleed and bleed I finally fainted and dropped down the floor 'cos I run out of blood. The heart had no blood left to beat and my veins/artairs were almost emptied of blood. "Tecnically" I was dead. At that moment I fell down (into a door I heard of later) I saw a strange blue colour everywhere, it was transparent so I could, for a short moment, see everything in blue, till something shining white and "hot" surrounded me. What happened later is out of interest, I woke up when some ambulance men came and drove me to a hospital and there the bastards of surgery started to cut me up at the wrong side so I got a huge scar for that. However, it's someone I know who's had many out of body experiences and is using magic of various kinds and knows much more than I do of "supernatural" experiences, that I asked of this 'cos it was so strange about those colours. She told me that the first 'plane' in the astral world has the colour blue. The "earthly" plane has the colour black, then comes a grey one that is very near the earthly one and is easy to come to. The next one further is blue, and then it gets brighter and brighter till it "stops" at a white-shining one that can't be entered by mortals. IF any mortal succee enter it, that one is no longer a mortal and can not come back to the other planes nor back to this earth. After the white plane or level or whatever it goes further with other colour I don't know of, there only spirits and great sorcerers can travel. I was told that the white plane I then entered, without I knew it, was the dead world and I died. But I also got thrown back after a short time which very rarely happens. So of what I've heard of I have some kind of purpose to achieve here."
Reached the limit for this one, I will add on!
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Gifting your Husband Boudoir Photos
Featuring Schweiden Adlers
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Schweiden Adlers x female(wife) reader (she/her pronouns)
Warnings: swearing, VERY suggestive
AN: of course I needed to give my Adler bbys some love 🫶🏻
Heiwajima
Biggest simp? Biggest simp 😌
Definitely beats about his GORGEOUS wife to his team all the time
“Hey look at this picture my wife just posted?” “She has a name you know-” “SHES MY WIFE!”
Literally Liberos would make the best partners, hype beast extraordinaries
Anyways, you and Toshiro have been married for almost a year now
You wanted to surprise your husband with the something you’d knew he’d love
🙌🏻 pictures of you 🙌🏻
See you casually replaced photos around your home with new sexy ones 🤪
You weren’t entirely sure your husband would notice
But like a dog smells good, your husband sniffed them out immediately
He walked in, stopped and looked at you
“Something’s different,” he said 🤨
You 👉🏻😙 🎶
Then he spots the first one, the one you replaced your wedding photo with
He walks over to it, picks it up and his eyes widen 😳
“YN what is this?” He asks
You just shrug and smirk 😏
He continues to walk around, finding all the photos and you start to hear groans emerging from your husband
“You good babe?” You ask as he turns to you
“You know we are never changing these photos back right?” He says as you giggle
“What about when the guys come over?” You question
“Ok maybe then but he do you maybe think you could recreate some of these for me? Perhaps for my digital gallery?” He questions
You giggle and shake your head, “well it’s a good thing I order digital prints too.”
Toshiro throws his head back, groaning and thanking whatever god gifted him such a beautiful wife!
Kageyama
The only two things Kags thinks about is volleyball and his gorgeous wife
Literally the fact that you can put up with him being the way he is
He is so blessed to have you as his spouse!
Now Kags is a workaholic and he’s constantly at the gym
So you often have to find creative and new ways to entice your husband to come home
Sometimes food works
But what really does the trick you ask 👀
Nudes 🙌🏻
You send this man a nude and it’s so long volleyball gym, hello bed for the next 8 hours 🥵
Man’s has stamina ok 👌
Kags has been at the gym for a solid week
Literally he’s home to eat and sleep
And honestly, you miss your husband
So what must we do? Send him something that makes him want to leave his volleyball forever
You: I miss you Tobio 🥺
Tobio: awe I miss you too baby, I’ll be home around 10
You: could you maybe make it a little sooner? *sends pic*
You: I’m waiting 😏
Tobio: 😳 are- are those new?
You: just got them back today
Tobio: is-is there more 👀
You: maybe 🙃
Tobio: I think I can probably be home by 7…
You: I’ll be waiting *sends pic*
Tobio: fuck this gym in omw baby!
You: good good excellent 😏
Prepare to be sore for the next few days Yn 🤪
Ushijima
Our stoic angel 😍
Oh how this giant bby adores you Yn!
Literally there’s nothing better than spending time with your husband
But oh do you LOVE to tease this man something fierce
Please he gets so flustered and blushes whenever you send him a risky picture
So you decide you haven’t tortured your husband enough for an entire lifetime so why not do the absolute most 💅
It was your 1 year wedding anniversary and you decided that you should gift your husband the first the keeps on giving
Pictures of you 😌
You wrap the photo album up and set it with his other gifts
This man always outdoes you in every way but this year, this time you will dominate!
So after opening all of your lavished gifts you finally gift Toshi the one thing nobody else can give him
When he opens it, he looks at the beautiful black valet cover inscribed with his name
He looks at you confused as you continue to urge him on
He opens the first page and immediately slams the book shut
His face turns best red as he avoids all eye contact with you
Toshi 👉🏻👀😳
You 👉🏻😏😏
He opens it again, gulping as he carefully thumbs through every single page, careful to not bend any pictures
It’s not until he gets to the picture of you in his Olympic jersey that he groans, adjusting himself as you continue to look smug
He closes the book, placing both hands on top of it and then looks at you
You 👉🏻 : D
“YN you know how much I love you right?” He says as you nodd
You 👉🏻 : D
“YN I’m going to say this and I mean it in the absolute most respectful way,” he continues
You 👉🏻: D
“I’m about about 2 seconds from breaking your back,” he finally says
You 👉🏻 : D 😐😳
And that, YN, was the story of how you spent an entire week recovering 😌
Hoshiumi
This man BEGS for nudes constantly
Literally he adores you and he keeps a running tab of your pictures
He even keeps a ✨tasteful✨ shot of you as his phones Lock Screen
But nobody can see it… he guards it with his life!!
When Korai’s away, he is always asking to see his pretty baby 🥹
Honestly he’ll take any photos of you
So you decide it’s time to ramp it up 👏🏻
Korai is at a few away games when you decide to make your move
You had some sexy photos done for your adoring husband and lucky you are just as cheeky as he is 😏
You send the first text, baiting him
You: Morning babe *sends picture*
Korai responds in .02 seconds
Korai: 👁️👄👁️
You: how are you? *sends pic*
Korai: 🥵 extremely frazzled right now…
You: oh really? *sends pic*
Korai: BABE IM IN A TEAM MEETING AND I JUST GOT IN TROUBLE FOR CHECKING MY PHONE
You: sounds like a you problem *sends pic*
Only Korai doesn’t respond after that one, instead you start a timer
Because you know your husband too well
10 minutes later, a new record 💅, your FaceTime is ringing as you casually answer it while cooking
“Hey babe! I thought you had a meeting?” You ask casually
Korai 👉🏻 >: ( you did this on purpose
“Did what?” You respond cluelessly
“Did you get those professionally done for me?” He asks
“Well your always asking for pics so I figured I should have a couple hundred built up,” you shrug
Korai 👉🏻👁️👄👁️ 100?!?!
Please Yn that man has never been happier to get home to you
Romero
This man ugh THIS MAN 🥵
Literally idk who’s the luckiest one in this relationship babe I’m sorry
It’s Romero, like look at the man!
But no matter what, you managed to get a good one
He’s an amazing husband and he absolutely worships you!
Literally he will open every door, present you to everyone like you are royalty
He talks about you like you are only woman in the entire word
He wears his wedding ring proudly!
And boy does he adore your body
Literally you could be wearing seat pants and he’s panting 😮‍💨
It’s your two year anniversary and your friend suggest you add some new “artwork” to your bedroom 😌
Mainly in the form of a giant photo of you over your bed
So you prepare, using your husbands favorite color lingerie in the photo in the sexiest pose allowed to be viewed
You manage to get it hung and boy are you excited, so excited that you ambush your husband the moment he walks in the door
You cover his eyes and say, “I have the biggest surprise babe!”
He smiles, “oh do you now?”
You giggle as you lead your 6’3” husband to your room and situate him just perfectly
You tear your hands away and shout “surprise!”
Romero 👉🏻😐😳
“What do you think?!?” You say, presenting your body
Please YN give your husband a second
His mouth has now fallen open and you are gonna need a mop in the bedroom ok 🤚🏻
“Holy shit baby!! You look fucking incredible!” He says getting on the bed and studying the photo up close
“You love it??” You gush
“Oh course! But I wish you would have put one in every room so I can just stare at you all damn day!” He chuckles
“Well lucky for you I got more!” You say, pulling out the other canvases
Please YN, you might need to inform the Adlers of your husbands sudden death 😅
Sokolov
6’7” simp? 6’7” simp 😌
Man’s literally worships the ground you walk on Yn
He adores you more than anything!
Another member of the “I wear my wedding ring and I’m proud club!”
He would wear a shirt that said “my wife is hotter than your wife”
Needless to say, this man will do anything for you YN
And since he travels so much, you have to keep things spicy right 😏
Which is why you decide that it’s important for you to show him exactly how much you miss him
So you decide to be a little butthole and send him cryptic messages all day to prepare him
Like first you send him an email that says, “I’m in your room at 9pm for a surprise ;)”
Of course the man’s is super curious like “👀 what does this chick have planned now?!?”
Then you continue the torment and send him little texts all day like “5 hours until your surprise!”
By 9pm the man is RUNNING 🏃‍♂️ to his hotel room
The team wanted to go out for drinks and suddenly your man’s has a migraine
Back in his hotel room, he texts you and says “ok babe I’m here!”
That’s when you drop that man an entire years work of spank bank material!
Like 200 pictures and that’s not even all of them!
At first he just stares like “holy crap! I shouldn’t be looking at these, I have a wife… WAIT THIS IS MY WIFE!!”
So instead he decides to pull out his computer and FaceTime you
You answer, casually sitting on your bed like “oh hello my love ✌🏻”
“Babe!! Holy crap!! You- you did this for me?!?” He shouts
You giggle and nod saying “I missed you Tatsu” 🥺
Damn Yn calm down, man’s is about .02 seconds away from getting on a plan back to you
“Baby I love them!! But umm now I’ve kind of got a little problem!” He blushes as you giggle
He knows he’s one lucky guy!
Hirugami
Ughhhhhh 😩😩😩 this man!! THIS MAN 👏🏻
He’s so hot it’s unreal!!!
And you get to be his wife?!? Dammnnn
Seriously he is such an attentive and sexy husband
Literally he walks around without his shirt on around the house and man 😮‍💨
Please YN clean your puddle of drool up!
Oh wait that’s me NE WAYS
he absolutely adores you and always talks about you
He knows how lucky he is to have the most supportive and fantastic wife
But that doesn’t mean you don’t get to tease him every once and a while 🤭
Specifically during practice
Because as the captain of the Adlers, he must remain stoic and attentive
So when he’s in the middle of a team meeting and his phone starts buzzing, he quickly checks it
And BAM NUDE
Fukuro rn 👉🏻😐😳
“Hey captain you good?” The guys ask as he snaps from his haze and shoves his phone back in his pocket
Unfortunately his phone keeps buzzing 😌
He’s already seen a few pictures and damn he wants to see more but he knows he won’t be able to contain his arousal
After the meeting, which he clumsily finishes he runs to the locker room and face times you
You answer, casually doing dishes like 😚 🎶
“Baby what was that??” He yells
You 👉🏻👀🤷🏻‍♀️ what-
“Baby those pictures! Those pictures!!! Are they new? Holy shit!” He whisper shouts as you smirk
“They might be new, maybe part of a photo shoot I did,” you answer coyly
Fukuro 👉🏻😳 so there’s more?
“A few hundred more,” you 😏
“Baby prepare yourself because when I get home, you’re all mine!” He growls before hanging up
You just giggle because wait until he sees the giant canvas of you naked hanging in your master bathroom 🙃
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ruhorih4ra · 8 months
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Holaa! 🐏 I have finally finished editing the 8 part of this, it's quite long (compared to the others), so it probaby has more grammar mistakes since I kind of hate editing (YES I KNOW I ALREADY SAID THAT BEFORE BUT I REALLY REALLY HATE IT).
So, having said that: would you still read this Fanfic if I keep with the angst instead of moving on to the comfort were a worm?
👉🏻👈🏻 🪱
Flashbacks are written indented (this time heheh).
Also, this was not suppose to be a replaced!Au I fucking swear over all my forgotten wips, don't blame the fic, blame my writer skills JAJSJAJ so, no, Mc is not replaced. This trope is more like a ✨ misundertanding Replaced!Au ✨
Happy ending of course, I don't want to cry.
Finally, this part takes place after the little fight with Lucifer (part 6), we get to see what they did and thought.
Get out of my way 🌈
The Seven Lords of hell were hopeless, who would believe that being ageless hadn’t taught them a single damn thing about facing their emotions? It seems the safest option is to bury your feelings deep down until they come out like a grown-up angry demon.
Everyone in the house of lamentation heard your fight with Lucifer, it wouldn't be a surprise if all the shouting made its way to the castle as well.
Belphegor had remained with his face buried in the soft cow-print pillow, listening to every word with a calm he was far from feeling. When your voice broke, his fragile comfort broke too, he didn't try to lay his head again. He knew rest wouldn’t come soon.
Beelzebub was exercising, lifting weights. It wasn't unusual to hear Lucifer’s scolding, quite the opposite he dares to say. What was unfitting was hearing you scream with such anger and sadness. It brought him to a halt. As worried as he’d felt, he remained still with his arms holding the heavy weight.
While the silence filled the room and your voice faded, he felt the barbell was too much to bear, though he wasn't sure if it was the bar or the ominous silence that engulfed him.
Asmodeus absolutely hates being disturbed while painting his nails. Almost always ruins his ever perfect manicure, this time was no different. He was ready to complain to whoever was making such a fuss until he heard you. What do you mean by “forgotten about you” ? They would never do that! They love you more than their own sins! He's always pampering you with gifts and attention!
Just yesterday he had thought you would look great in the red suit he saw at the mall, he hadn't bought it tho. But what about those dramatic black shoes he saw at your favorite store! He frowned, slowly realizing he hadn't bought anything for you in quite some time. But you would never resent him for something material.
He bit his nails trying to remember the last time you both spend a full day together. Asmodeus averted his reflection in the mirror, how terrible it would be to see the truth in his own eyes.
Leviathan couldn't stop looking at the 'GAME OVER' screen in front of him. You called them a “Bunch of liars” that's not true! They love you, he loves you. You're his second player, his Henry. He looked at your empty place and wondered why you weren’t with him, why were you fighting Lucifer instead?
“My honorable Lord of Shadow, would you honor me?” You passed the controller to him, silently begging with your eyes, more than 1 hour stuck at the same level.
“Nu-uh. I must deny your request, my dear friend Henry” He said as he easily dodged an empty bottle of water. “Help me pass the level, you ass.” “I can't. This is for your own good.” But you didn’t miss the hint of doubt in his eyes.
“Pleaseee??” Leviathan tried, he really did. It's not his fault but muscle memory doing its job. “Thank you, Levi. You're the best!”
How did he even manage to win the game in less than 5 minutes?! Why are you laying your head on his shoulder?! He's going to collapse at any moment now.
“You'll always help me, right? With you, I'll never lose any game.”
He blushed just remembering. Still, your words echoed in his mind “Bunch of liars.” and the big and awful words remained on T.V.
'GAME OVER'
Will you give him another life? A second chance to win you over? Did he just lose in the stupidest way ever?
Satan arrived at HoL, accompanied by Sc. He couldn't shake the pain that had settled inside him back in the library. “I feel so abandoned.” He's surprised by his own stupidity.
How could he have treated you like that? Invalidating your feelings, it was more than simply jealousy, much more than that. You felt lonely, excluded, abandoned.
“Shut up, Satan.” “You need to rest, you are human.” You pretended to ignore him as you continued reading. “Really? I hadn't noticed. I thought I was an angel.” He chuckled and took the book from your hands.
“You are. My one and only guardian angel.” “Demons don't have guardian angels. Give me back my book.” You were tired but Satan's words were engraved on your heart. He had told you how lonely he had been feeling lately. “SHH.”
He big spoon you. Your head resting on his chest. He started reading for you. “Thanks for being here, Mc.” You shook your head, already halfway into dreamland.
“No, Satan. Thanks for letting me be here.”
“They were reading... 'How to get ride of annoying demons' heh, they want to get rid of us.” The mere thought of letting you go hurt him to the core, steals all his wrath and morphed it into pain. “Satan, don't worry. I'm sure everything's going to be alright.”
“I’d read them the instructions for getting rid of our pacts if they just let me hold them close again.” He ran a hand through his hair for the thousandth time.
“Forget it, I would read them every torture method they could use on us. Every curse, each damned echantation to hurt us.” His breathing became erratic as he fought the urge of tearing off his own hair.
“Calm down, Satan! Breathe!” Sc was nervous, she was unaware of how much of your time together she had taken. Now, she felt helpless watching the mess she had unintentionally done.
“What if they decide to leave us?! No, what if they decide to leave me?!” Satan didn’t notice his state, his demon form out. His eyes gleamed dangerously and his fangs showing.
“They won't! We'll talk, this is just a big misunderstanding, okay?” The black-haired lady was honestly terrified, how you manage to calm down seven demons was beyond her comprehension.
She was begging whoever could listen to her, that you would find in yourself the kindness to forgive these idiot demons who know nothing of emotions.
While Sc was outside, confronting a panicked Satan, Mammon was still glued to the same spot where you’d left him. As if your previous order had been for him rather than for Lucifer.
He could barely remember your words, the only thing that occupied his mind was your pained face. Your eyebrows arched to show sorrow, your eyes filled with tears. The way your mouth twisted into a broken smile as you fought back tears.
The saddest smile he had ever seen on you. But the worst of all was the shock, the shock in your eyes.
From his perspective, you looked surprised and frightened in equal measure. Did you realized something? “Mammon, it's okay, alright? Stop crying.” He narrowed his eyes, he saw Lucifer’s worried face apparently calling him but instead of his voice he heard yours.
“They don't mean it, they love you. I love you.” You held his head in your hands, giving him pecks first on his forehead and then all over his face.
“Please, say something.” Mammon had gone quiet after a slightly more violent than usual fight with his brothers, he had run to his room followed by you. His face was blank and you knew that was a bad sign.
“A scumbag and an idiot who can't do shit. A shitty big brother.” He repeated the words and you felt a lump in your throat. “That's stupid. You're none of those things” You wiped the single tear that had slipped down Mammon's cheek.
“You're so smart, very handsome.” You caressed his hair while continuing to praise him. “You are my first! The one who helped me more than anyone.”
“Lucifer saved your life. I couldn't do it, not that time or any other time.” Now his face was an actual waterfall of tears. “You saved me first. I wouldn't have survived the Devildom without a friend. You were the first to offer me your friendship. You're the Great Mammon, remember?”
Because of his tears he saw you with blurry eyes, and for a moment he was speechless. Your eyes were mesmerizing, as if someone had taken a ray of celestial light and shoved it inside them.
The words escaped without him being able to stop them. “You're gorgeous.” You blushed as soon as you heard him and quickly averted his eyes as a small smile appeared on your face. “I said that out loud? No way! It's not true! Y-you heard me wrong! I said that YOU ARE GORGEOUS! wait no-” You roar with laughter like a half-dead seal, but in Mammon’s ears it sounded heavenly and soon he joined.
“I wouldn't trade you for anything, Mammon.”
“I wouldn't trade them for anything, I wouldn't.” Mammon was crying in Lucifer's arms, clinging to him like a lost child. “I swear, Lucifer. Please do something.”
Lucifer felt useless, a complete fool. Why did he ask you such a stupid question? Was it born out of worry and anxiety? You were right, anything could have happen to you.
That's exactly what he fears the most, something or somebody hurt you and he hadn't been there to protect you. He was watching a movie instead, even when he saw you leave he hadn't tried to stop you, why?
He would have preferred you to throw a tantrum, fake everything, whatever to avoid admitting how he had failed you. How he had failed you again.
You were absolutely right, he is arrogant and stupid.
“Don't cry, Mammon. We will talk with them, they'll understand.” Mammon separated from Lucifer’s embrace, shaking his head. “They don't trust us anymore.” Lucifer remembered how you had closed your eyes when he was trying to caress you. The sudden fear in your eyes, the trembling of your legs.
He would never hurt you. Except that he has hurt you plenty of times before. Maybe his father was right all along, he wasn't meant to care and protect, only to kill and destroy.
“Who’s a good demon, hm? Who is it? You! You are a good demon!!” You pat Lucifer's head, smiling so much it almost hurts.
He'd only shared a bottle of wine that he had bought in the human world a long time ago. Who would have thought that you would end up like this? Happily giggling like a toddler.
Lucifer was ashamed and, much to his surprise, amused. “You're bolder than usual, my love.” You sat on his lap and cupped his face, he closed his eyes and leaned into your touch.
“My morning star, so good, what a good demon you are.” His eyes shone when he met yours, he recognized pure love through your gaze, deep and sincere. “I'm not a good demon, Mc. There are not good demons.”
He felt your forehead on his.
“I'm looking at one right now.” He smiled and thought to himself. “If they think so, maybe I can try.”
He's going to try. Lucifer swallowed, his throat still sore. “We'll try, we'll do better.”
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Hi there! I saw you were doing MFN agere headcannons for Gordon so can you do some regressor headcannons for the Norman, George or Ray puppet please? Those two are my favourites lmao. Thank you!
Absolutely!
Norman
About 5-8!
Likes sports! The easiest way to keep his attention is by playing soccer or basketball with him
He also likes board games! His favorite is the MFN game you play with him in-game!
He love love loves spending time with his friends!
Doesn't have a set caregiver, he just pops up by the nearest puppet if he needs something
His joy is contagious
A bit of a handful to anyone who isn't used to the puppets' energy- Not in a bad way, he's just very hyper
Enraptured with the mailbox
George
5-6!
Give him some toy cars and he'll be distracted for HOURS
You know those play rugs with cities printed on? He has one of those and he loves it
He'll make up elaborate courses for his cars to go through the rug's streets and memorize them perfectly
Very good listener!
He also likes jigsaw puzzles
Please sit down and do a puzzle with him, you will be his best friend forever
Spends most of his time with Pearl and Arnold
Ray
3-4
It's not always evident at first glance when he's regressed, as he doesn't act too differently from how he does when big- though he's a little slower and a little quieter
Ricky's his caregiver! He's his big brother
He can get easily overwhelmed if other people are making too much noise
He loves playing with building blocks!
Sometimes he'll build houses, most of the time he just builds towers
He WILL get upset if the towers are knocked down
Also likes playing hide and seek!
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Just a Little Further 30
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We sent the Venusians home today.
We left them enough thruster to travel to the Gate and traverse, enough environmental systems to keep them alive - so long as they stuck to their quarters and the Command Deck - and... that was mostly it. Oh, we did take the entirety of their weapons. I even had their weapon lockers stripped. We now have a good supply of high quality rifles and small arms. I gave a few to Sep and asked them duplicate them and begin training. I also promised to stop by later and give some tips in the finer points of their operation.
When I saw their faces when they saw what I was sending them home in, I admit I cackled just a teeny bit. We made sure it was survivable and they won't be injured, but their ship looks like a joke. Large pieces are missing from the hull, whole rooms exposed to vacuum, the thrusters we left them are undersized for what would normally be used, and so on. I imagine they are going to have an... interesting time going through joint human/K'laxi space.
The wormhole generator was destroyed in the explosion, so they can't link home, so what they'll do after they reach human space an the end of the Gates is a bit of a mystery. They won't be trapped though, there are plenty of human Starbases or colonies they could reach via the Gates and ask someone to link a beacon to Venus so they could get a ride the rest of the way.
They don't use AIs at all either. Their ships run with only human crews, so it's not like we left some poor AI behind to drag their own corpse home. It's just a ship.
Well, it's 65% or so of a ship.
As for Raaden and Emery, I did wind up going with the option Ava and I discussed. We found an empty apartment building that was close - but not directly next to - the Royal Dawn. It had two empty apartments and we put Raaden, and Emery in separate apartments quite a long distance from each other. The apartments are guarded all hours of the day, and meals are sent up.
It feels like I just stuffed them into a corner and are trying to forget about them, and I guess I did, but I that's what having hostages is sometimes. I'm trying to make sure they're comfortable and well taken care of. Emery has seemed to accept his lot. He mostly reads and sketches. When he asked for art supplies he seemed excited when we brought him paper and pencils that were native to the Reach. He spends his time looking out the window and sketching what he sees. I've seen a few of them; the drawings are actually quite lovely. I have a feeling he's pretty used to being stuck in a corner somewhere and told to entertain himself.
Raaden... hasn't accepted her lot so easily. She's tried to escape twice already and the only thing that has prevented it was her unfamiliarity with the locks. After the second attempt I had to use my Voice to make her stop trying to break out. Now she just sits in her apartment and alternates between seething and sulking. I almost wish we had a hibernation cabinet to put her into. She'd be less of a problem if she was just on ice the whole time.
Wait a moment. I wonder if Omar can print one? I'm sure there are plans for one in the printer database we got from FarReach. I should ask.
Ginny we put up in the Royal Dawn. Not right near our rooms, but in a room in the hotel. I did use my Voice to order her not to talk to Raaden and Emery and to not have any contact with Venus without our permission, but she knew why and accepted the order.
Yes, we did decide to let Ginny stay. Of all of the people we interviewed she was the only one who actually wanted to be here. Everyone else was indifferent to it or was being actively ordered to be here. That was what finally convinced Ava, Omar, Um'reli and Starlight. We won't give her the Builder package for a long time, if ever, but that still doesn't mean we don't need the help. We don't have her doing much right now, but she is shadowing Sound of the City and they love that they have a helper and someone they get to show the Reach. Maybe I'll take her with us when we go to the Wilds of Besmara. She might enjoy that.
I'm just finishing up breakfast in the Royal Dawn when Omar comes in. "Melody, what are we going to do with all the parts we took from the Lavinia?"
I can't help myself. "Put them on a Starship, Omar."
"Melody. Which Starship? High Line and Sun Dancer are done. We'd have to put them back into the dock to add things to them, Immar IV isn't done, but do we want to put all the parts on that one?"
Ah I see. If we put the Venusian parts on High Line or Sun Dancer, then that delays how long before we can go to the Wilds of Besmara.
"Let's keep them off High Line and Sun Dancer for now. I do want to go to the Wilds now that we've dealt with Venus. Once we're back and Immar IV is done, why don't we start construction on a whole new ship?"
"A whole new ship?" Omar sits down at my breakfast table and looks off into the middle distance, thinking. "Yes, we could do it. I think we have a handle on how things work now. We would add the Venusian parts, of course. That would save a lot of time. I'd make a dreadnought of our own - smaller than the Venus or other human ones - but it would still pack a punch."
"See? What a great idea I had." I'm laughing, but I mean it. I think it's high time we make our own Starships. I wish we had more printers, we could really get production going, but it's not like we need a whole fleet right away. Slow and steady progress is fine.
"Omar, do you want to pilot High Line when we take it over to the Wilds? I want to go next week, and we need to figure some things out. You piloted it during the shakedown, but this will be our first Gate traversal since we came here."
"Yes, I'd like to drive if you're okay with that. We should have the others take a turn so we all get experience with it - it's different than being the Reach - but for now, I'll take us over. Who is going to come? We should probably leave at least one Builder here."
"I agree. I wanted you and Ava and Starlight to come, and we can let Um'reli run things while we're away. I want Ginny to come too."
Omar breaks his reverie. "Ginny? Why?"
"I want to show her she's not a prisoner like Raaden and Emery. She was the only one who wanted to be here. Might as well start treating her like that. Plus, we could use a reactor tech on High Line."
"You make a good point. Fine. Ginny can come too. We don't really need much of anyone else. With Builder systems I can run most of High Line from the chair. I wonder if it feels the same when an AI runs a ship? I'm doing a similar role."
"I don't know. If we ever get back to our side of the Galaxy we should ask." I really find lately I'm missing stuff from home. I hope once were done visiting some Starbases on this side we can go home, just for a visit. "I'd like to open up some lines of trade too. I bet people over there would like some of our foodstuffs and I sure could use some coffee." I looked wistfully at my cup of tea on the table. I hadn't had coffee since talking with the Venusians. I was trying to save what little she had for special occasions, but it's so hard!
"One thing at a time, Melody. Let's do see if we can figure out what happened at the Wilds. Then, see if we can find any other Starbases or colonies. We could finish the exploration that FarReach abandoned."
I looked up at Omar in surprise. "That's it. We can continue the mission! Just because FarReach declared Captain Q'ari unfit and left doesn't mean that there isn't good things to learn out here." I jumped up and gave Omar a hug. "Thanks Omar. It really helps to talk things out sometimes."
"No problem Melody, glad to help."
I leave the Royal Dawn and start walking towards the Throne, thinking while I walk.
We're going to go to the Wilds of Besmara with the refurbished High Line and see what's up. Last time we went there was some kind of field that grabbed FarReach and started to pull it in. Maybe it was an overzealous landing field? I don't know. Either way, if it happens again, I think we want to let it take us in.
Also, that warning. I know now it was in the Voice, but it was over radio which - for me at least - commands in the Voice don't work. I wonder how it was in the Voice, I thought that was just an Empress thing. Maybe it was a recording? All these mysteries. We just have to go and find out for ourselves.
I take a long way to the Throne and say hello to people as I walk. When I first got here, people were so frightened of us, but now people tell me hello, they give me little bits of news from their world, I even get to meet families! More than once I've been told how nice it is that I was able to increase the food deliveries. As plain old Melody I was often intimidated making small talk with people and would try and avoid it, but when I'm Empress, I find it's much easier. It almost feels like I'm pretending to be the Empress; like it's a persona to put on and take off. When I'm with Ava in our room I'm just Melody, but when the gown comes on and I walk around I'm The Empress.
It's hard to explain. I wish I knew more people that had gone though this to see if it's normal. I guess, when you're the only Empress around, anything you do is normal, by virtue of the fact that you're the one doing it.
I make my way to the Throne and settle in. Ava, Um'reli and Starlight are there already. I can feel Um'reli and Ava showing Starlight how to work things.
"See Starlight, if you just look... over here... you can see the transit network."
"Yes, yes, I see. It looks like we have the trains on schedule and... wait, what's that one on that siding?"
"That's Melody's Royal Transport. She likes to use it when she feels like showing off, or if she needs to get somewhere after hours or when things are too busy to wait for a scheduled train."
Mentally, I look up at them "I don't use it to show off. I use it when I want to make an entrance."
"Okay, so when Emp-Melody's not showing off, she stores it over here?" I smile to myself when I hear the smirk in Starlight's tone. When I made them a builder, I let them call me Melody. I decided it would be weird for Ava, Um'reli and Omar to call me Melody, but Starlight has to call me Empress, and I didn't want to make everyone call me Empress as well, so Builder Starlight can call me Melody. They're still getting used to it.
"Um'reli, you're okay with staying here and running things while the rest of us go to the Wilds of Besmara to see what happened to them?"
"Sure Melody, it's fine. I have reports to go over on reactor efficiency. We have enough of a power surplus now we should look at taking down the reactors one at a time for refurbishment. I don't think it's ever been done!"
"What do you mean, take the reactor down for refurbishment?" Starlight looks curious as Um'reli and I talk.
"So, at least with our reactors, they need regular maintenance. We usually build our systems with enough overhead that they can run with one whole reactor down so we can work on it, or if one fails we can swap it out without inconveniencing anyone. Before we got here, the Reach had enough power, but I wouldn't have dreamed of shutting a reactor off. Now, I think we can turn one off, make sure it's in good condition and then turn it back on, move on to the next and so on."
"That's impressive, Builder Um'reli. You have found so many ways to improve efficiency."
"Just Um'reli is fine, you're a Builder now too, remember. But, thank you. I enjoy working with the reactors. I hope we can get Ginny up and helping us too, it will be useful to have someone else - someone who actually took some training on this and isn't just an enthusiastic amateur - take a look at things."
"Okay, good. Omar is going to drive, I'll sit in the Command chair, Ava can monitor systems, Starlight can let us know if there's anything we're missing with local information and Ginny is coming along to prove to her that she's not just another hostage like Raaden and Emery."
Ava looks up from the report she's reading. "I like it Melody, it seems like a good plan. Ugh, I wish there was something we could do about Raaden. I don't trust her as far as I could throw her."
"I know! I was thinking about it on the walk over. What if we printed a hibernation cabinet for her? I know that Starjumpers carry them, and that FarReach used to be one so I assume their printer database has the plans."
"Actually, I think that could work. Let's ask Omar how tough it would be to print one up. On the one hand, I don't like the idea of just sticking her in a closet until we decide what to do with her, but on the other... I don't know what to do with her. She'll never trust us, and we can never trust her."
"Exactly."
Starlight looks like they are warring with themselves over something. After a moment, a decision is made. "Melody, why did you keep her anyway? If it was me in charge, I would have declared her culpable for Rapid River Roaring's death and had them executed."
Now everyone is looking at me. "Starlight, for right now, she's worth more to us alive than dead. If we killed her and sent the Venusians home with their ship stripped and them humiliated they would have come right back with all their dreadnoughts and just fired upon us as soon as they traversed the Gate. No radio, no opportunity to use the Voice on them, just kaboom. This way, with Raaden, their Archduke and Crown Prince Emery, they have to think twice about whether to come in guns hot or not."
"Ah, I see. Yes Melody. You are making it so that we are too valuable to outright destroy. But, what do we do when they want their crown prince and their archduke back? Or worse, what if they don't want them back?"
My shoulder slump. "I don't know yet. As soon as we figure out a deal and we give them Raaden and Emery they don't have a reason to not come in and destroy us."
Starlight's eyes are bright. "Well then. We just need to be better armed then they are by then. We can then repel them the regular way."
"Hah. That's the best idea I've heard so far Starlight. For now, we'll go with that plan. Once we come back from the Wilds, Omar was going to look into building a dreadnought from the parts we... liberated from Venus. Do you know of any Aviens plans for large warships?"
"Actually, yes. I believe we have some plans for a ship like that. We should try and reach out to more of my people. Ever since our ancestors were trapped here, we have not heard from any other of our kind."
"Starlight, I was wondering, what did trap you and the Mariens and others here all those years ago?" Um'reli and Ava look up at Omar's question. I guess we were all wondering it.
"I wish I knew Omar. My parent's parents were the original ones left here, but they wouldn't talk about it. From what I can gather, there was... a war, or something like it. The last Builders left the Reach to... do... something and never returned. My parent's parents did mention that the first few years after the Builders left were very difficult."
"Another mystery to solve then. I want to get going. Hey Omar, do you think you can print a hibernation cabinet?"
"Probably Melody, what for?"
"For Raaden. I just don't trust her to be awake and around while we leave to do explore the Wilds of Besmara. I was thinking of putting her in a cabinet and sticking her on board in hibernation. Crown Prince Emery seems fine, we could probably leave him here under guard."
"Melody that's brilliant! We don't have to deal with her trying to escape and we can carry her around as a kind of... talisman against Venus attacks. You just have to get her into it."
"Leave that part to me."
It actually only takes Omar a few hours to print the hibernation cabinet. When you have printers that can make a whole starship in a few weeks, one small hibernation cabinet is hardly a feat. It comes out gleaming and white, looking like a long lozenge or pill from the medical department. On the top is a clear window to see the face of the resident and on the side is a small readout of vitals. I ask Omar to let me borrow some people, and an Aviens and Azurian wheel the cabinet behind me as we walk.
In front of the apartment complex it's clear that the cabinet is much too large to bring up to Raaden's room. "Wait here please. I will be down with them in a moment."
Upstairs, I nod to the guards and knock on the door before opening it. "Raaden, come here please."
"Go to hell mmmmmm-Empress."
I don't have time for this. "F̷̗͝o̸͔͌l̷̺̊l̴̨̃o̶̦̾w̵̡͠ ̶͔͘m̷̢̒ē̵̬.̸̹̊ Raaden." She gets up out of the other room and robotically walks to me. Her eyes radiate hatred, but she follows none the less.
We get to the bottom floor and I open the door to leave and she catches a glimpse of the cabinet. Raaden's eyes go wide and the snarl of hatred on her face is replaced with a new emotion.
Terror.
"No! No no no no! You're not going to put me in one of those! Please! Please Empress! Don't put me in a hibernation cabinet! I won't escape! Please! Don't put me in there!"
I stop and turn, surprised. "What? Why not Raaden? It's just a hibernation cabinet. It's brand new. Omar printed it up from our copy of FarReach's printer database. It's not even a local design, it's one of ours."
She's standing in the doorway, shaking. She is legitimately terrified of the hibernation cabinet. "I-I-Its a form of punishment in Imperial Venus. For people who have... displeased the Emperor. A person is placed into the hibernation cabinet and then they... manipulate the settings. They change the person's sense of the passage of time. A day can feel like centuries."
You know, I actually feel bad for Raaden right now. That sounds like a horrible punishment.
"Raaden, I'm not going to manipulate your perception of time. We're going to run you deep enough that you won't have any perception of time passing. It'll be just like when people were put in cabinets for Starjumper trips before the wormhole generators. You'll go in, and then you'll awaken on Venus when we've worked out the details with the Emperor."
"Possibly, or else I'll never wake up for my failure. Or worse, I will but it will be after ten thousand years subjective and I'm a gibbering mess. Empress, I am actually begging you." She gets down on her knees in the door way and bows down "Please. Please. Don't put me in hibernation. I will literally do anything else." She puts her head up and her cheeks are wet with tears and she's shaking. She whispers. "Please, don't."
I... I can't. It's too cruel. I look at her and try and concentrate. Is she just acting? No. I think she is completely terrified of going into hibernation.
Ugh.
I sit on the cabinet and reach out to my Builders. "Hey. Raaden is like, wet her pants terrified of going into hibernation. She's literally begging me not to do it."
Is it a put on, is she just really good at acting?
I don't think so. My heightened body language processing says she's being honest.
Just order her to do it anyway, use your Voice.
Doesn't that seem unnecessarily cruel to you? We'd be leveraging a legitimate phobia just to make things easier on us. She'd never forgive us.
You still think she'll forgive us?
Hey, we have a responsibility to treat our prisoners humanely, and that includes not torturing them. This would be torture for her.
They wouldn't have the same consideration of us.
All the more reason for us to treat her better.
Okay then, what do we do with her?
Take her with us.
WHAT?
Take her with us. She'll still be on board, I can order her around with the Voice and we'll still bring the cabinet. If she causes trouble I'll order her into it and we'll be done with it. This is her chance to show us how much she doesn't want to be in the cabinet.
Or for her to show us how good of an actor she is.
Ava, I'm pretty sure she's not acting.
Ugh fine. She can come. Let me get a room ready and strengthen the locks on it.
Thanks Omar.
I look up. Raaden has gotten up from the floor but her eyes are still wide with fear. She is working very hard to control it, but fear of the cabinet is still very strong. She truly is terrified of being put into it.
"Raaden. I won't put you into the hibernation cabinet."
As I complete the sentence, her body relaxes and she starts breathing heavily.
"Yet."
She tightens up and holds her breath again.
"You're coming with us on the High Line to explore the Wilds of Besmara. I need insurance against Venus, and if you won't get into the cabinet then you'll come along. I will also bring the cabinet so if you cause us even a small amount of trouble I will just order you into the cabinet and be done with it."
I narrow my eyes and meet her gaze, "Do you understand?"
She stands straight and tall and matches my gaze, looking me in the eyes. "I will not betray you, nor will I attempt to escape, nor will I sabotage any aspect of your mission. So long as it keeps me out of that thing, I will be good."
"See that you do." I jump off the cabinet and gesture to my helpers. "Bring this to High Line. Omar will show you were to put it. "C̵͖͋o̷̤̒m̶͉̍e̶̩͛ ̶̰̎R̷͈̅ä̵̮å̷̡d̴͍̒e̶̙͝n̷̬̓.̶̀ͅ, I will bring you back to your apartment."
She follows me without struggling this time. I stop at the entry to her apartment. "We'll be back tomorrow morning. Do you have any requests for food or drink onboard?"
She blinks. "You're asking my opinion?"
"Well yes. You're going to be onboard with us for at least a week, if not more. You deserve to have some input."
She runs her hand through her close cropped hair, surprised. "Uh, I don't like coffee, so don't bother giving me any. I know you love the stuff, so don't waste any on me."
Oh nice. More coffee for me then. "Thank you. We'll be by tomorrow after breakfast."
She nods and moves to close the door. "Until then."
After the door closes and I lock it, I look at the guards and they acknowledge me. "Empress" they both say, and then face forward, silently.
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sykokilljoyy · 1 year
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burnt out - wroetoshaw imagine
request: Can it be we had a fight but we make up because he is all going out with boys - @ hoperu14 warnings: slight angst, lotta fluff but arguments so :p words: 1336
summary: y/n is burnt out from work and misses her boyfriend. 
Time was dragging. Minutes feeling like hours, hours feeling like days and your 8 hour shift felt like a lifetime. You could’ve sworn the clock had stopped multiple times. Hunched over your desk, empty coffee cups mounting in the bin, painkiller packets lining the width of the surface, you organised your last final documents, putting in the overtime to make sure your works’ project gets completed on time.
Today had been long. And not just today, this week had bled into a month and the project was taking way longer than any of you or your co-workers thought it would, a plethora of obstacles thrown your way. The deadline was close, and there was still so much to do.
All you wanted was to just relax. To not have to work into the early hours, caffeine consumed in bucket loads and still feeling barely any progress. You wanted a hot bath, a nice dinner, a good nights sleep. Everything you hadn’t managed in a while.
Running your hands through your messy hair, you sighed roughly and started at the page in front of you blankly. Glancing around, your eyes landed on the photo-booth prints of you and your boyfriend, Harry. A weak smile made its way onto your lips, followed by a looming feeling of anxiety.
You’d both been distant recently. Work taking up basically all of your time, and Harry spending most nights out drinking with his friends. It sucked. It sucked beyond belief and all your heart wanted was a nice, cosy night with your lover.
As if on cue, the front door of your shared flat clicked open, a shuffling sound of Harry moving around the apartment muffled by the walls. His footsteps got closer and you couldn’t help but feel excited to see him again.
“Y/N?” His voice called as he slightly nudged the office door open, sheepishly letting himself inside.
Anxiety immediately dissolving the second you saw his face, you smiled softly at him, putting your pen down and turning to him in your chair.
“Are you still working? You’ve been at it for hours, love,” He chuckled lightly, knowing your work ethic and stepping towards you.
He was dressed up slightly, a nice pair of trousers and one of his smartest t-shirts on. He looked beautiful, just what you needed to see to rest your mind for a bit.
“Of course I am,” You laughed defeatedly, standing up to greet him properly.
Arms open, he pulled you into a quick hug, and his scent was enough to set your tense joints to rest, feeling your tension simply trickle out your body like rainwater. You wanted to stay like this for hours, and you were hopeful you might be able to, until he pulled away.
“I’ve left you some money for take out tonight, Y/N, make sure you take it easy, okay?” His hands were on your shoulders.
“We could maybe get a chinese? That new episode came out and I’ve been dying to watch it when I got the chance,” You smiled softly at him, hopeful in your plans.
“Oh, uh,” Harry’s hand left your shoulder and went to rub the back of his neck awkwardly, “I had plans to go out with the guys tonight, I’m sorry. How about Saturday? I’m home then?”
As much as you tried to hide your disappointment, the look on your face did nothing but portray the hurt you felt.
“I haven’t seen you properly in weeks, Harry, you’re always out drinking now,” Disappointment laced your voice.
“You’ve been working non-stop for this whole month, Y/N, I’m not the problem here,” He took immediate defense, his arms falling to his side in response, his touch leaving you.
You were taken aback.
“The problem?” You scoffed, “The problem is I’m working my ass off to get a foot in my career and support us both and you spend all night off your face with your friends and I’m left to clean up after you in the morning.”
“I’m sorry I’m not just sitting on my ass waiting until you’ve decided you’re done with work to finally spend some time together, Y/N,” He spat, “I’m obviously going to go out and have fun over that shit.”
Nothing hurt more than fights with Harry, especially considering how hot-headed and stubborn the pair of you were. In most cases, it worked perfectly, but when you were at odds with each other, it only hurt more.
“I’m not asking you to sit and do fuck all, I’m asking to literally see my boyfriend for fucking once without him being pissed or high!” Anger elevated your voice, the dark and tense air in the room suffocating you and your brain was clouded.
“And I’d love to see my girlfriend for more than an hour at a time because her work is far more important than me,” Harry yelled harshly, and it wasn’t until then that his words really settled in, your chest clenching at the realisation.
You didn’t respond for a moment, your head swarming and it wasn’t until the hot tears brimmed your eyes harshly that your heart poured.
“I’m so fucking tired, Harry,” Voice cracking, filled with tension, “I’m so fucking tired and- and all I want is to spend time with you but- but I can’t and I don’t know what to do and- and-“
You couldn’t stop, your brain flowing freely in a jumbled, uncomfortable manner, your voice laced with exhaustion.
“And I miss you so fucking much, Harry, and I just want to come to bed and lay with you for hours doing nothing and I want to take you out and spend time with you but I can’t and it’s fucking horrible.”
Without another word, Harry’s arms were around you. Nothing was said out loud, but his embrace told you everything he couldn’t. Arms clinging to him instantly, you cried into his chest, unable to stop the tears after a month of holding it in in fear of wasting precious time.
Caring hand moving to your hair, playing with it softly whilst you sobbed into him, his lips pressed against your head.
“I’m sorry, Y/N,” He whispered carefully.
Shaking your head, you muttered into his shirt “No, I’m sorry.”
“I promise, I won’t go out as much and we can catch up on your show,” He chuckled softly, his attempt at putting a smile on your tear stained face.
Hugging him tighter, your voice muffled “I’ll stop putting my work first.”
A kiss to your hair let you know that he was thankful for your words, but the guilt was eating at you madly.
“And I’m sorry I got so mad, I’m just so scared you’re gonna starting thinking I choose work over you and that maybe you don’t love me as much anymore,” Your voice trailed off, vulnerability coating your skin as you begun to feel to small in his embrace.
“Y/N,” He started, his tone suddenly strong and assertive, pulling away from you. Hand on your chin, he lifted your face to meet his gaze, “Not one single day since I met you, have I felt any less in love with you. You’re all I ever think about.”
You melt at his words, tears still falling as she exhaustion flows through you, “I love you so much.”
“It’s hard you working all the time, but I understand it’s important to you,” He kissed your forehead gently, “I love you.”
“You don’t understand how much I needed to hear that,” You sounded defeated, the crash you knew was coming hitting you as u relied on his soft grasp to keep you on your feet.
“Come on, let’s go watch your new episode, love,” Guiding you towards the door.
“Wait, no, you need to go it’s getting late,” You objected.
“You’re an idiot if you think I’m going out over a quiet night in with you,” He chuckled, following you through to the living room.
All your anxiety about the project and Harry was a distant memory as your head rested on his chest, cuddled into the pillows of the sofa as the night grew darker, empty takeaway boxes lining the coffee table, the TV distant in the background as you drifted to sleep quietly. Finally.
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powerofelvis · 1 year
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My Gift is You
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Pairing: Elvis Presley x f!reader
Word Count: 1.1K
Warning(s): 50s!Elvis, Christmas fluff
A/N: Daisy’s 12 Days of Christmas is back with day 8! This was requested by @arianatheangel-girl, I hope you like your Christmas request! As usual, I hope everyone enjoys!
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It was Christmas finally, the holiday normally snuck up on you as you were always busy preparing for others. It was your first Christmas with your boyfriend, Elvis. You two had been only dating for a few months, but you were already madly in love with him. You didn’t have a ton of money, working at the diner in town that only paid you minimum wage and the tips weren’t all that great. You were losing your mind, attempting to try to figure out what you could give him this year. He already had things that he wanted and even more than the average man in America had, so you figured that you would make something homemade. He could never go wrong with something homemade, right? 
You spent a couple of weeks prior to the big day, getting materials for your gift. You would even tell Elvis that you couldn’t speak on the phone for long because you had “things” to do. You hated lying to him, but you wanted to make sure that this Christmas was the best one that he had ever had. You would make sure of it. So, as you made him a homemade shirt made out of the materials that you could find from the fabric store in town, you only imagined the look on his face when he opened the box to see a shirt that was made only for him. 
It took you a few days before Christmas to finally get it finished, the feeling of accomplishment made you more excited that Elvis was getting a gift that money couldn’t buy. The shirt had black stitching on it that had his initials in a fancy calligraphic print. The collar—which you knew that he had an obsession with collared shirts fit perfectly around his neckline as you got the information from The Lansky store. Compared to any shirt that you have ever made, this one was by far your favorite. 
So, you packed it up underneath some wrapping paper, making sure that the ribbon was evenly perfected before you waited for Christmas Day to finally roll around. It was finally here, your excitement was showing. Your parents could tell that you were excited to head off to Elvis, never letting the present that you worked so hard on, out of your sight. You weren’t expected to go to Elvis' place until after noon, spending the morning with your family as it was always a tradition to give presents in the wee mornings. Once you were ready, you grabbed the handmade gift that you made for your boyfriend, saying your goodbyes to your family as you pulled out of your house. 
The drive over to his house was very short, but it felt like hours as your excitement had only grown as time ticked closer for when you expected to arrive. You pulled into the gates of Graceland, seeing all of the fans who were usually gathered around the gates, wrapped in their Christmas best as they waited to catch a glimpse of the man they loved—the man who you loved. You parked your car behind his, checking yourself once more before stepping out of your car. You grabbed your present, along with the little gifts that you had for his family before you headed up to the door. 
The door opened before you could even knock, the face of the man that you loved more than life was standing on the other side. “Darlin’, you’re here a bit early!” He took the gifts from you, standing to the side, giving you space to enter his home. You saw presents everywhere—all addressed to, you guessed it: Elvis. His parents sat in the living room, awaiting for their son to return. Gladys and Vernon were always so kind to you, glad that their son had a companion who he seemed to love. You said your greetings to his parents, giving Gladys a hug before waving at Vernon. “How was your Christmas so far, doll?” 
“It was nice, but I couldn’t wait to come back to Graceland to see my favorite people.” You smiled at Gladys, who was holding your hands in hers. “Elvis, give your parents their gift! I couldn’t wait for them to see.” Elvis nodded his head, passing the gifts that were for his parents to them as you sat down beside Gladys. You had managed to buy Gladys a nice dress that you could somehow afford, while Vernon got a new watch. It wasn’t much, but you were glad that they loved their gift from you. You looked around the room, taking in all of the gifts that Elvis received from his fans. 
You were suddenly overcome with dread that your gift wasn’t good enough. Some fans bought him things that would take you months to save up for, fancy little knickknacks that you didn’t even know that he liked. Was your handmade shirt going to be good enough for him? He was getting famous fast, he wouldn’t need to be seen in a shirt that wasn’t professionally made by a seamstress. Elvis could notice that your spirit had shifted, the look of dread prevalent on your features. “What’s the matter, baby?” You looked up at the man who hung the moon and the stars in your eyes, completely unaware that he could tell that you were a bit nervous. 
“I just see these gifts that your fans have given you and it just makes my gift seem mediocre.” Elvis grabbed his gift that you made for him, opening the wrapping paper that was tied together with only the best ribbon, seeing the shirt that you had made for him. “Is this why you wouldn’t stay up talking on the phone with me? Baby, this gift is incomparable to any gift that a fan could give. You made this yourself, right?” You nodded your head, running your fingers over his initials—tears falling down your cheeks as you awaited his final judgment. “Baby, I love it! I’m gonna wear it as much as possible.” 
You wiped the tears from your eyes, smiling widely as Elvis pulled you into his arms. You hugged him back with so much love in your heart that he absolutely adored your gift. “I might have to make you my personal seamstress, the skill that you have is god given, honey.” You swatted at the air, blushing behind the sentiment in his words. “Stop it, E. I just love making things for you.” Elvis pressed a kiss to your forehead as he stepped away from you and his family for a minute, returning shortly after but he had changed out of the outfit that he was wearing before. He was wearing your gift. 
As time went on in your relationship, he kept true to his word—he wore your shirt as much as possible. 
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thislovintime · 1 year
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Peter Tork and his grandmother, Catherine McGuire Straus (in photo 2 at the premiere of Head, 1968; photo by Art Zelin/Getty Images).
“One of my favorite people in the world is my ‘Grams,’ Mrs. Catherine McGuire Straus. She lives in Manhattan in the West 50’s. She calls Colgems regularly to check on our record sales, keeps an enormous scrapbook on the activities of the Monkees (favoring me a little bit, of course), and she visits all the record stores regularly to make sure that they are well stocked with Monkees singles and LP’s.” - Peter Tork, 16’s The Monkees: Here We Are (1967)
Many are no doubt familiar with Peter’s grandmother’s contributions to U.S. teen magazines. A few things that might have have fallen through the cracks of Tork and Monkees history are his grandmother’s letters to two British music magazines in 1967...
“As the grandmother of one Monkee, Peter Tork, I have received hundreds of delightful letters from British fans of the Monkees. Recently there have been complaints that some magazines do not print pictures of Peter when they are doing a story on the Monkees. But I find Monkee pictures fairly well distributed in all the pop magazines, though Davy Jones more or less rules the roost! Also received complaints about Peter not appearing with his co-Monkees when they were in London in February. I would assume that the working hours he has every day, seven days a week, are not conducive to his spending a vacation with one’s workers. And I assure you Peter has a mind of his own, so he couldn’t be persuaded to join them. He’s at last been seen and heard — ‘fine’ by his British fans. Do hope the concerts were a SMASHING success — to use a Britishism!” - Catherine McGuire Straus, Disc & Music Echo, July 15, 1967
“Having belatedly read the article by Jeremy Walsh on the Monkees, as the grandmother of one Monkee — Peter Tork — I resent it. It seems to me unnecessarily nasty and rude. His attacks on the group are peculiarly venomous, considering that the Monkees cannot have done anything to promote such anger and, in fact, are the delight of most critics. Well, there’s no use laboring the point. One can only wonder why the hostility. And why make comparisons with the Beatles. Either the Monkees are good in their own right or they’re not. There’s nothing else to consider, is there. Incidentally Peter was marked for the academic world, where both his parents teach. He flunked out of college twice. After his sojourn in Greenwich Village and the concert tours, decided he’d head for the West Coast and Hollywood — every actor’s Mecca. Over 400 applicants auditioned for the Monkees — Peter was one of the four selected and so the Monkees were born etc. Last, but not least, the U.S.A. helped to bring fame and fortune to the Beatles and their super manager, Brian Epstein. Let the British do likewise for the Monkees.” - Sincerely yours, Catherine McG. Straus, Record Mirror, April 8, 1967
“I received hundreds of delightful letters, many of which I answered, in answer to my protest about the article on the Monkees by Jeremy Walsh. All I want is for these charming teenagers to know how grateful I am for their love and devotion to the Monkees.” - Catherine McG. Straus, Record Mirror, June 17, 1967
Here’s part of the opinion of one Jeremy Walsh, referenced by Peter’s grandmother:
“If four good-looking boys, with no talent, can top the charts — can beat the sales of real stars — then it’s all worthless. I’m not saying they can’t play at all. I’m saying that they can’t play well. I’m also saying that their TV series, fount of 90 per cent of their disc fame, is blatantly based on the earlier Beatle films… and that they owe a lot of their disc hits to Beatle influences. I’d feel less strongly about them if only they had tried to adapt something completely new. It’s like some massive act of retaliation by the Americans, still smarting over Beatle-domination. […] The Monkee business really makes me smart. The only consolation is that it should be a short craze. Several people will make their million, then cheerfully abandon the whole project.” - Jeremy Walsh, Record Mirror, February 4, 1967
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classicallyyours · 10 months
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good morning - m.o
drabble - WC: 901 Gender Neutral, but he calls u Doll once I love him so dearly, I fear
Once a month, Osamu wakes you up at the crack of dawn to make you both breakfast. It started as a simple, accidental morning when he caught you making eggs at 5am because it was your first sleepover together and your nerves had kept you up all night. He had laughed and kissed your head before joining you at the stove. The two of you crashed hard for a mid morning nap soon after. This particular morning, neither you nor Osamu wanted to face the day. The previous night had been messy and left the both of you tearful and angry. You hadn’t been spending much time together, with Osamu picking up later shifts at the shop, and you getting up earlier and earlier to start your days. It blew up in a fight, which brought you to today. His alarm that he sets for this one hour every month blares through the room. You almost don’t get up. Your eyes peel open, still mildly stinging from your silent tears and exhaustion. Not like you had slept much anyway. You shift and shuffle to face him, and hear Osamu grumble as he turns the alarm off. He huffs a sigh, and the two of you make eye contact in the dark of your room. His grey eyes are cold and tired, but begin to fill with warmth when you scooch in to cuddle his chest. His arms wrap tightly around you, and the two of you murmur apologies amidst the dancing shadows on your bedroom wall. Real sleep is about to overtake you when his alarm sounds again. Snooze. He hit snooze, not off. He keeps an arm around you while he slaps around to turn off his phone for real. His voice is gravelly and molten when he speaks. 
“Well, we gettin’ up or what?” 
It gives you familiar chills, and you respond with a nod and a kiss to his chest. 
“Carry me out there?” Your voice is innocent but laced with trouble. You know how he is in the mornings, especially with you. The poor man can’t say no to a single thing you say. Instead of teasing you back, he just kisses your forehead, and reaches over to find and hand you a sweatshirt that he discarded on the floor. He knows you’ll be cold soon. You gratefully pull it on, and hold your arms up for him. He silently picks you up, easily, effortlessly, and keeps you close as he sets you back down on the cold kitchen floor. You whine. 
“What about the counter?” 
He chuckles, getting out ingredients for pancakes. “I’m tryin’ to make us breakfast, not kiss y’a black and blue.” 
“Why not both?” You grin cheekily, something you learned after spending so much time with both of the Miya twins. He narrows his eyes at you, stealing a chaste kiss before buttering the pan. 
“Maybe when it’s not 5am. Don’t think I have the brain power for both right now.” At the realization, he turns to you. “Can y’a start a pot of coffee Doll?” You nod, getting out the grounds and mugs. While waiting for your caffeine savior, you rustle through the fridge for some fruit, and chop it up to go with your pancakes. You feed a strawberry to Osamu, giggling as he kisses your fingers along with the bite he takes. He winks, finishing the last one as coffee is poured. The two of you go to your balcony, sitting close to stay warm in the dewy, chilly morning. The sun rises right on time. The both of you say thanks, and eat without much conversation. His eyes are trained on you, on the grey sweatshirt you wear with the maroon letters Inarizaki VBC printed on the front, and his heart feels so full. He wonders why he ever took extra shifts when it meant being away from you, and sights like this. 
“Can you believe that there was a time I didn’t know y’a? And now yer wearing my clothes and eating my breakfast,” he laughs. His voice is still lined with the last few minutes of sleep; the coffee hasn’t kicked in yet. You blush, remembering your first meeting 8 months ago. You, a traveling food reporter and blogger looking for every new spot to try around the world, stumbled into the shop starving. Osamu thought you were the most ethereal thing he had ever laid his eyes on, but maybe that was the lunch rush talking. You stumbled through your order, and he stumbled through his interview with you after you ate. He forgot to ask your name when you left, and he spent the rest of the night until he had to get ready for work searching for you online. Your article popped up two days later, and he framed the positive review. While he saw your name on the piece you wrote, it wasn’t until it fell perfectly from your lips that he never forgot it. The rest was history. You smile warmly at the memory. 
“Well what can I say, you have really comfortable sweaters.” 
He laughed warmly and kissed your hand one, two, three times. 
“I love you, endlessly.”
“I love you more.”
“Can we stay in today? No early routines or late nights for either of us?” 
“Oh Samu.” You kissed his hand. “That’s the best thing you’ve said all week.”
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i-can-even-burn-salad · 9 months
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Writeblr Positivity Tag
I was not technically tagged by @winterandwords but I'm still grabbing it from the open tag, and leave it as such :)
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1. What motivates you to write?
If I don't do it, no one else will write what I want to see.
2. A line/short snippet of your writing that you are most proud/happy of. If not maybe share a line of someone else's work you love (just please credit them)
Gonna pick the lines that finished a 300k words project spread over 2 novels and 2 novellas :D
“But are you?” he asked after a moment, a hint of uncertainty on his face. “Happy, I mean. Is this how you imagined it?” Merridy looked from the airy, creme-white curtains to the shimmering rainbow glass shards, and out the window, where in the distance the ocean sparkled in the sun. She raised her gaze to Damien, his eyes fixed on her as if nothing else mattered. “No,” she whispered. “It’s better.”
3. Which OC makes you smile every time you think/talk about them and what are they like?
We all know how obsessed I am with Damien, but another char that makes me happy is Riordan. I mean — how could a char I introduced as "fancy boots" not make me smile?
Between all the sad guys and tragic backstories, he's just happy and kind (and a bit naive and rude :D), with a nice family, a good life and some fun quirks. He's absolutely the friend Merry and Damien needed.
4. What process of writing do you enjoy the most?
Finishing. Finishing a chapter. Finishing a book with the last little piece fallen into place. Finishing formatting. Just. Being done with something. I am constantly haunted by the fear my interest might vanish before I am done, so being done is... awesome.
Also then I get to make my friends cry then, so that's that.
5. What part of writing do you think you are the best at? (Yes stroke your own ego it's okay)
Sadness :)
6. What is something in the writeblr community is most enjoyable?
Writing can be so very lonely. Spending hours upon hours putting silly little words into a silly little document, no I can't show you anything because I am not done, but listen to me talk about my char you don't know so you don't understand anything about what I am saying.
But here, we all understand the struggle and share the excitement.
7. A writing tool/device you use that helps you with writing? (It could be speech to text, a writing program etc)
Uh. Nothing really exists. I used to write in txt files, now I am in google docs so I can share more easily, which means I have at least a basic spell check now (which is nice, but also no google, I'm not talking about his sons.)
I guess InDesign (some shitty version from 2007) and Calibre are closest - I use them to format my books for printing and as ebook. Calibre is a rock star. InDesign is also the only program I've found so far that correctly fixes straight quotation marks in existing text when pasting in.
8. A piece of worldbuilding that you like in your own story? (It could be the magic system, a particular place in the story, a law etc)
I am a sucker for tying all stories together in some way — recurring characters and places through standalone books, stuff like that. A lot of it is conveniently put on the back of the Order of Fire. It's an order dedicated to gathering and preserving knowledge. They have citadels all over the place, they need scientists, scholars, mercenaries and housekeeping staff, they can connect people from different parts of the world when I need it.
9. What piece of advice would you say to encourage others to write if they are having a rough patch?
I don't know. There's so many reasons for a "rough patch", and every single one requires different advice. For example, "take a break" would be the worst thing I could do right now.
Your story is worth it. Only you can write it. Yes, even if it takes time. Yes, even if similar ones exist. Yes, even if it contains unpopular tropes. Yes.
10. Tag some people whose works you love/have been your biggest supporters
I have a list of my fav works here and I appreciate everyone who ever read my stuff and left a like or comment 💜
But as for support, @alittlewhump @verkja and @starlit-hopes-and-dreams are single(triple)handedly keeping my sanity up. I've found my people in more than one way, and I will stick to you like chewing gum you stepped into. I love you.
Template below the cut:
1. What motivates you to write?
2. A line/short snippet of your writing that you are most proud/happy of. If not maybe share a line of someone else's work you love (just please credit them)
3. Which OC makes you smile every time you think/talk about them and what are they like?
4. What process of writing do you enjoy the most?
5. What part of writing do you think you are the best at? (Yes stroke your own ego it's okay)
6. What is something in the writeblr community is most enjoyable?
7. A writing tool/device you use that helps you with writing? (It could be speech to text, a writing program etc)
8. A piece of worldbuilding that you like in your own story? (It could be the magic system, a particular place in the story, a law etc)
9. What piece of advice would you say to encourage others to write if they are having a rough patch?
10. Tag some people whose works you love/have been your biggest supporters
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aimtodraw · 1 month
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Hiiii !!!!! <3 Am I allowed to use your Sanuso Fantasy AU art as my phone lockscreen????? Because- Because it changed my life forever and it is basically what inspired me to finish the fic and I adore it so much it's insane pleaseplease (but if not that's alright too!!!) <33
Yes, of course! You're free to do whatever you want with it!! You can even print it and put it up on your wall or something, I really don't mind. (This goes for everyone. Do as you please with my art as long as you don't make profit from it, and don't try to claim it as yours of course. No reposts on other websites please 👍🏻)
I'm sooooo happy that you liked it so much!! I poured a lot of time and effort into it. I usually don't spend more than 2-3 hours on stuff (because I'm lazy) but that one took me around 8-9 hours 😭😭 Thank you for inspiring me to draw!
Also I'm reading your fic (on chapter 3 rn) and I love it so much. It's so well-written it's actually mind-blowing.
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