i think the chapter (250) where kusuo tries to change his timeline so that he doesnt have to tell akechi about his powers and ends up accidentally entering a timeline where hes fucking happy and allowed himself to make genuine connections with his friends is by far the most depressing chapter in the entire manga
he had very limited time before he had to deal with akechi, but i just imagine him sitting curled up at his desk for minutes longer than he shouldve, just staring at nothing because where did he go wrong? how is it possible that there are timelines where he doesnt hate himself? is he jealous of that other him or does he resent him because he knows hes undeserving of the connections the other him apparently allowed himself? both?
i need to know what his relationship with his family is like in that timeline... did something change with them too? or everyone treats him the same but in that timeline he has an actual support system to deal with it? or things are different because he actually stands up for himself and can communicate his needs to his family? FUCKKK.
im not entirely sure of the canonicity of the popularity poll contest chapter (73) but it probably caused a similar mental break, but not nearly as significant because it was WAY before he started truly accepting any love from his friends and family... but yk, it just says a lot about him that ONE traumatic experience changed his entire viewpoint on life but it wasn't anything that happened to HIM, like his brother trying to kill him or his friend betraying him or any of his other near death experiences, NO, it was seeing a dog die. THATS what made him decide to better himself and be kind. so yeah, this chapter prob didnt fuck him up TOO bad but he definitely thought back to it during the akechi chapter...
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Lately, every single time I think Na Inwoo is so cool and suave and so so put together on Marry My Husband, I just remember that he ate his food on his living room floor for at least a month after moving into his new apartment and has the barest minimum in terms of personal clothes and is such a huge easygoing goofball that he isn’t fussed by a lot of things and just takes things as they come :)
Our family’s Natriever, indeed 💖
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Cody Rhodes is finally having all of his proverbial holes filled again with a belt around his waist and people deadass want to consider how his winning the tag team belts with Jey will affect anything that Sami and Kevin have going on like???? Can I just enjoy the honeymoon phase?? Can I just enjoy how Jey and Cody look at each other right now??? I don't want to think about how seeing Jey helping Cody put his belt on probably made Sami get up from the dinner table to go cry in the bathroom as Kevin remained seated and clutched his wine glass until it broke in his hand as he listened to Sami's muffled sobs...
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Yosuke's reaction to Nanako saying she loves Junes is so cute and precious.
On the other hand, Yu/Souji's (i put both names cause the reaction seems similar in both adaptations, although it's clearer to me in the anime, cause it's animated) reaction when Nanako calls him Big Bro is more contained, but you can feel he is probably exploding on the inside and bouncing off the walls.
On the inside, what he's feeling is probably more intense than Yosuke's reaction (i mean, he was called big bro) but it's interesting to see the difference between Yosuke (extrovert energy) and Yu/Souji (introvert)
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deciding to put these 2 separate just for my blog. bc i'm still sobbing over how happy he's looking just to be playing up on stage. Rei might've gone to talk to Kaoru at the entrance, but even for Rei leaving who he's been wanting to play for this whole time, he's still up there on stage jamming away. He's not refined yet, so it's not perfect by any means. But it's the sign that he has potential. Rei noticed that potential, thus wishing for Kaoru's help to get Koga into a band -- into SOMETHING -- to give him some proper practice. Not what Koga wants, but with Rei going overseas, it's what he gets at the beginning. Rei might've been the one to call upon him to take his place on stage, Koga might have been looking out for some way to properly get Rei's attention, but his happiness to be up there playing transcends all else. He's up there on stage with KEITO, not REI, but he's still having the time of his life. I love that for him.
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Is Chuuya a cat guy asking for maybe a cat girl or no
❝ Nah, I'm more of a dog kinda person. If I had the time, I'd take nine of them but as how things are going, I'd rather give that chance to someone else. ❞ Money wasn't an issue after all, yet even he was aware that things like that couldn't just be solved with money or cheap love. With arms sprawled around the back of the sofa, he throws his head back as his gaze wanders lost in the ceiling, pondering for a bit about the poster of puppies he saw hanged on the town's headboard not too long ago. Call it a longing for some sense of normalcy in his life or perhaps something tied to that unconscious aptitude he had for protecting . Caring . It didn't end up mattering much as it all ended up feeling strangely finite and distant.
Tilting his head slightly to the side, he looks up from under his hat at Ashmi's eyes ❝ However by the look in your eyes, somethin' tells me you are searching for another answer, doll. ❞
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also had the worst jumpscare yesterday at the dining hall i watched my ex walk out of the convenience store and then immediately aspired to just not notice him and let him take the lead on whether or not we are people who talk to each other, but looking back on it he almost 100% saw me see him and now assumes that i have personally decided to be people who don’t interact. which is FINE because he’s the fucking worst and i hate him. but GOD i just want him to come over and talk to me so i can even make a case for myself. like i’m still just looking for the opportunity to say “hey i was so on board to be friends but i don’t feel like you’ve treated me with respect or regard for my existence as a human being” but instead he just sees me duck behind walls and thinks “man what a weirdo who just randomly decided to hate me for the sole reason that i wasn’t romantically interested anymore. wow that’s so shallow and rude of him”
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