#i might delete this later idk

[dxkjf]

they drive me absolutely mad

#i might delete this later idk #GET ME OUT OF HERE GET ME OUT #they make me deathly ill. im ill. #welcome home #welcome home fanart #frank frankly #eddie dear #frank x eddie #welcome home frank #welcome home eddie #fanart

[driftwoodwolf]

I am not immune to re4r leon

new print for otakon maybe

#resident evil #leon kennedy #leon s kennedy #re4 #resident evil 4 #resi4 #re4 remake #re4r #honestly have been feeling down about my art lately #and social media is not helping so #i might delete this later idk

[l-just-want-to-see]

“boat boys are going through a divorce” double life is actually a statistical anomaly they’ve constantly been trying to kill each other

#boat boys #joel smallishbeans #smallishbeans #my art #i might delete this later idk #trafficblr #secret life #traffic life series #traffic smp #secret life smp #slsmp #double life #third life #last life #limited life #ethoslab #etho fanart

[yandere-romanticaa]

This is a bit of an odd rant but I'm so frustrated with how my country is portrayed in Western Media, if it even gets portrayed at all that is. We're always violent criminals who want to take down the badass American heroes. We're always the bad guys, the mafia or some Eastern European losers who always get defeated by the infinitely more intelligent, beautiful, handsome, stronger, faster American heroes and I can't tell you just how much that stings. Even if there is a likable character they are always, and I mean always portrayed as some slimy backstabber who needs to be stopped by the oh so effortlessly amazing American heroes. America sure does love to pat itself on its back.

#I might delete this later idk #i just felt like getting that off my chest #♥️ girlie says

[clambuoyance]

My dads a goofball that laughs and sneezes way too loud, he’s got curly hair and a face that reminds me of a squishy rectangle, and he kind of looks like a Filipino Tim Allen which trips me up. He’s a fangirl inside and has the unfortunate curse of being the only extrovert in this family. I’m pretty sure I got my stubbornness from him

My brother’s even more goofy and one hell of a smart ass, cares way too much about his hair but his outfits are always a banger, he’s crazy talented and I am really happy I grew up with someone to bounce stories off of. I don’t get half of his jokes and he annoys the hell out of me everyday but he’s a good brother. I think I changed the trajectory of his life by deciding to show him Tokyo ghoul when he was in elementary school however…emo ass

My mom’s the best and calculates coupons like crazy and she always denies it but she’s really sweet and kind,and maybe was a total cool kid in high school? She’s super smart and resourceful, and I don’t think she even realizes how creative she is :0 she has a pretty smile and round face and makes you feel at home. She also always encourages me to live a little and take a break :’)

I picked up my moms habit of constantly trying to feed my friends when they’re over and I’m obnoxious and loud like my dad and there’s no one else that gets me like my brother. I’m the geekiest of my family but we are all our own special kind of nerd🙏

#sorry this was random. I’ve been feeling…like Not Real. and was overcome with the need to do this #I never talk about myself because I don’t like to talk about myself and when I think about myself I use characters 🤷🏻‍♀️ #I might delete this later idk #clam draws

[rubbish78]

me when I heard Panic! at the Disco was finally ending after Brendon Urie kept the corpse alive for 14 years

#a joke #but this is a reaction gif so use it well #okay vices and virtues does fuck #i might delete this later idk #ryan ross #panic! at the disco #patd #p!atd #tw: flashing lights #rubbish78gifs #my gifs

[bones-of-a-rabbit]

a tidbit abt the animatronic-reader au

ive kinda got a story/plot idea for the au but im too lazy to like draw it or anything so here ya go. yea idk why im like this either but more info below th cut 

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okay so this idea is basically just centered around the idea that repair-themed-staff-bot Reader would be around during the events of Security Breach, lowkey trying to help Gregory and Freddy but really, really not wanting to get in trouble.

im also imagining that Reader-bot was brought into the Plex either shortly before or shortly after Moon got the Afton-virus, and also also going to assume that he was bugging out for a little while before Security Breach takes place. 

Reader-bot, like the other, more basic STAFF bots, is generally allowed to wander the ‘Plex at night. Most nights they just hang out in the Parts and Services area, maybe there’s a station/storage area there specifically for STAFF bots not in use? Idk, i havent looked at the map in depth in a while. Point is, most of the time they just kinda,, hang out in their room, essentially. They don’t feel like they’re ‘cool’ enough to hang around the Glamrock animatronics, and they’re either too timid or not close enough to Sun/Moon to comfortably hang out with them for a whole night. Yeah, their whole thing is feeling awkward and out of place in this au idk what to tell you.

Maybe one night when they’re out just kind of exploring the ‘Plex, Infected-Moon starts tracking them and then chasing them down, just to get a kick out of it. The first time they don’t even think to run away so he easily overpowers them and leaves some amount of damage on them that leaves them defunct for a few days before they’re up and functional again. After the first time, Moon makes a habit of it, and each time it happens, Reader wises up more and more until eventually they always run from him like they’re running for their life. One night he catches them and in a moment of panic and quick thinking, they grab a screwdriver from their utility belt and slash him with it. It distracts him enough for them to get away, but from that point on it’s fuckin PERSONAL

And that’s also the first time Reader-bot realizes that, even though there’s nothing wrong with them, nothing they can find on a diagnostic scan, something is strange and they don’t like it. They don’t know it yet, but that’s the first time they noticed they were FEELING something, and they were feeling afraid.

After the events of Security Breach- assuming Afton is gone but the ‘Plex hasn’t burned- Moon is cured of the virus and can only remember some of what happened while he was infected. He recalls thinking that he and Reader-bot used to play a fun game of cat and mouse and that it had sometimes been the time of his life, but he can’t remember the exact details of what the game was and how it was played.

So, the first time Reader-bot and Moon cross paths after the virus is gone, he’s confused when they all but RUN in the opposite direction- and from then on, they do everything in their power to avoid him as much as they possibly can. They avoid working in areas of the ‘Plex where they know he is until he’s left. During the dark hours, they’re nowhere to be found. Yeah, they don’t feel as fondly about the games as he did.

And Moon was confused- he’d played some silly games with them at some point, hadn’t he? And why would they act so strange around him anyway, they were a STAFF bot- clueless, brainless, as awake and aware as a dried up ink pen. Okay, so maybe they did something a little different than the usual STAFF bot, but that was like expecting the ice-cream bot to be special just because it’s not a copy-paste of the other hundred bots in this dumb building.

And they apparently liked SUN just fine- it was JUST Moon they didn’t like. They even liked the Glamrock animatronics, and THEY’D had the same virus he had! So what gives??

Moon has to be rehabilitated back to being a daycare attendant again before the daycare can open again, he’s still just a little too unpredictable for anyone’s taste. Reader-bot was damaged at some point during the night of the breach, but they’re fixed up now and back to work. They used to spend empty hours in the daycare, Sun was one of the only animatronics that treated them as an equal and didn’t mind that they were silent or just preferred to watch and listen, but now... Well, during open hours, that’s where Moon is.

ANYWAY IDK WHERE IT GOES FROM THERE THATS ALL I’VE GOT SORRY idk man im sorry but this shit been sitting in my head giving me brainrot all day and idk i thought someone might find it at least a little interesting

#rambles #long post #not fine au #repairbot reader au #fnaf fanfic #it was in reality not fine fic #bones of a rabbit #bones of a rabbit fic #Fanfic ideas #fanfic rambles #word vomit lmao sorry #idk my brain is weird today #sun/moon x reader #repairbot au #idea rambles #i might delete this later idk #i just wanted the words out of my brain kjdfjhsdf they were all stuck in there and it was getting annoying #this whole idea can be summed up as #moon: gives readerbot trauma #readerbot: doesn't like moon #moon: >:O

[proosh]

not to turn this god honouring fandom hornyblog into a venting space (promise this won’t happen too often) but I think I have come to the realisation that I think I do want to go to university but the side effect of this is the twinned realisation that I’ve wasted most of my 20s at this point and have no discipline or a good launching off point and I’m going to have to start from basically rock bottom. feels bad man.

#not to be emo on main but I wasn’t really expecting to live this long but like. lol lmao. #i might delete this later idk

[eboni-napalm]

It's so hard being a self-shipper when you have bouts of depression that come out of nowhere and hit hard enough to where you feel disconnected from your f/o's despite wanting them to be there with you. I've had that happen three times in the past five months and I just wish I had a way to work through it but I don't and it sucks. It also doesn't help that every time I want to gush about my f/o's on here or in the Discord servers I'm in, I'm always ignored or brushed over by people but everyone else in those servers get all the validation and positive interactions- my more obscure favorites are tossed aside but other people's obscure favorites get love. I just want to break down and cry and scream because I don't feel accepted no matter how hard I try- whether it's my age, my core interests, or whatever, I really feel like I don't belong here and I don't know what to do anymore. I wish my f/o's were real so they could support me and validate me in times like this, but they're not. And that's what hurts the most.

#self ship #self shipper #self shipping #self ship community #self shipping community #depression #f/o #depression thoughts #depression ramble #i might delete this later idk

[ultravioart]

I am thinking about how WoY made me feel seen and understood in some sense, and in a way made me kinder to myself when I struggle with BFRB. (Body-focused repetitive behavior, includes things like messing with nails, hair, etc). I have OCD and Wander's behaviors are shown both for cartoonish comedy, but also simply just shown and sometimes some characters even empathize with Wander instead of reprimanding him. And I KNOW that Wander is just doing cartoony anxious antics, but things like how he HAS to help or it doesn't feel right, a compulsion and a comfort item that keeps him emotionally safe (hat that lets Wander go with the flow), a morning routine (morning wake up), and how he uses music to free himself (getting thought loops out through art to be free from them) ...

How in the episode "The Box" he keeps thinking about opening up the box in a thought loop and how Body-focused repetitive behavior (BFRB) is represented as Wander's means of dealing with his OCD. And he's not shamed for his BFRB, rather Sylvia shows concern and tries to stop the source of Wander's worries, or gently guide him away to support him thought a tough time. And before you say "Um, Wander wasn't confirmed to have OCD?" Wander exhibits so many symptoms that it's a pretty easy head canon. Wander's an incredibly free spirit and lively and fun, but also easily excitable. And that excitement can be SO endearing, but also can manifest in OCD symptoms in the show. And frankly, it is SO refreshing to see a well-meaning, genuinely kind character have OCD and not some stereotype villain or stereotyped 'uptight annoying friend'. You can tell Wander doesn't want those thoughts in "The Box" from the song/animation sequence and imo it represents the sometimes intriguing, but overwhelming and distressing aspects of thought loops. You can see the thought loop spiral and FEEL the discomfort. They are intrusive and unsettling thoughts and by the end of the episode, after it's revealed so actual item needed to be delivered, Sylvia tells off these fools on how this 'lesson' is backwards and ridiculous, and her friend is being hurt by the set up, because a lesson in patience does nothing to someone who knows patience, they suffer with OCD! Really, it's just nice to see a kind and sweet character struggling with OCD while trying to always do the right thing. It's very refreshing that it shows ANY kind of personality can struggle with OCD. I also see Dominator as embodying some aspects of BFRB, but not in the same way Wander does. Wanders is due to anxiety, and I imagine Dominator's is due to boredom. In her concept art she had a band aid on her knee, implying that she's rough and tumble, and that maybe some of the red dots might be from lava splat burns. Personally, I think that maybe her freckles are from itching and have left a scar or scab. Often times you don't see in cartoons to have red freckles on the thighs and mid arm, you usually only see them on face, or in cases of aliens the spots are darker, not lighter like the red on green.

#BFRB #OCD #cartoons #text #tw self harm #<it's discussed and points out how Wander represents BFRB and OCD in a empathic way which isn't often seen in media. #let alone cartoons #this might be a bit heavy but #this show has taught me to not mentally beat myself up so harshly over compulsions #and has helped me even quit certain behaviors!!! #Sometimes all you need is empathy instead of reprimand. #Wander #Wander Over Yonder #woy #I might delete this later idk

[galactic-dragoness]

I made 6 inch diameter cheesecake, but the gel frosting design on top looks like ketchup...

#I might delete this later idk

[chanoeys]

I don’t experience hugging.

I’m perpetually single, my friends/family aren’t touchy, I’m generally uncomfy with body contact anyway, so

I realise sometimes that I’ve likely not been properly hugged since I was a child and that makes me sad, man. That’s so sad!

#greeting hugs with distant family isn’t the same #actually wait #I got some hugs when my mam died but uh - that’s about it probably #and I was sobbing so I didn’t get to enjoy them #like sometimes I wanna be hugged like I’m Monica in a towel yknow #I might delete this later idk

[carlatsukinamistolemyhamsandwich]

One thing that’s puzzled me about the fandom in recent years is the increasing hate towards the boys.

That’s not to say I think there aren’t good reasons for disliking them, because there are, I am fully aware that they’re all awful in one way or another, and I’m used to seeing these opinions from people outside the fandom.

I’m just confused as to why you would join a fandom and engage with its content when you don’t like over 90% of the main cast?

This isn’t by any means a complaint because, you know, this doesn’t really affect me and it’s your life and you can do what you want in your own time, I’ve just never encountered another series where I’ve seen this sort of thing and I don’t feel like the story/world-building in DL is good enough in canon to really act as a reason to stay?

I guess the reason why I’m so puzzled is because for me, the cast of DL are what makes the series. Sure, none of the characters except Yui can be described as good people (in fact the rest of them fall under the dictionary definition of a red flag), but I find them interesting enough that it makes up for all of the retconning and the incredibly inconsistent lore.

In my opinion there are series out there with characters who, you know, are not all bastards, and much better storytelling and worldbuilding than DL, but at the end of the day, you do you friends, I will just be sitting here on the sidelines, a little confused.

#I am 100% aware that DL is not for everyone because really it was made for a pretty niche audience #but yeah I don't understand why people from outside of that niche want to engage with it when as far as I can tell it just upsets them? #it's like when I see asks about which diaboy is the least awful towards Yui #because as I've said before none of them are saints #and if the dark stuff in DL bothers you I promise you there are better written otome games with more likeable love interests #like seriously the writing in Code Realize is so much better than the writing in DL #and while Cupid Parasite is buckwild I would say that's better written too #But yeah please know this is not coming from a place of 'grr why are people like this in the fandom?' #this is more of a 'you appear to be consuming content that makes you upset/angry and I am a little concerned for you' #like is there not something else that you might enjoy more? #life is short find stuff you love and enjoy it #I might delete this later idk

[looceyloo]

Here are some WIPs I've been chipping away at! There are actually 2 more, but they're for a Secret Santa, so I won't be posting them until after the exchange!

i've got an interesting mix of physical fatigue and lack of inspiration which is make it difficult to work, despite my excess Artistic Energy Potential (TM).

also sorry for the horrible mouse-drawn WIP text lmao

#my art #wip #fantasy art #dark fantasy #demon #i might delete this later idk

[flame-shadow]

I haven't done many fully illustrated pieces in, uh, a while. But I've done a couple more than I've shared, because they're for large projects not yet complete (a zine and a massive art telephone). ngl, it does drive me a little crazy that some of my higher effort works are gonna be collecting dust until the projects conclude. I'm patient in that I will wait, but I'm impatient in that I don't want to haha

Drawing has required a lot more effort from me lately, and at this point, I'm just happy when I manage to make sketches. So it is a (short term) frustration that I can't yet share the better non-sketches that I've managed to make.

#rambling #vent #it sucks that I'm so tired all the time and everything takes so much effort #drawing is supposed to be my escape but it hasn't been as effective since it makes me tired too #:( #i might delete this later idk #it's been a rough week (in that the past seven days have been rough. not that 'lol but it's only Tuesday' thing)

[willthecleric]

I wonder how many times we have to ask Steddie shippers to STOP CLOGGING SHIP TAGS before they actually STOP CLOGGING SHIP TAGS.

The Byler tag is once again overrun with Steddie fics. If a ship is background in your fic/post, don’t main tag it. If a ship doesn’t appear in your fic/post don’t main tag it. It’s not fair to clog up a ship space and expect people to filter those stories/posts out. When looking at a ship tag, the ship should actually play an active role. This isn’t just about Byler, this is in general.

#I’m so tired #seriously if a ship isn’t a part of your post or fic don’t tag it #i might delete this later idk #byler #please Steddie shippers I’m begging you