the way that this post is literally life changing….. realizing that i will be a lot more productive when i simply chill instead of stressing myself and building up pressure helped me so much with doing my chores today. now that i type it out it sounds fairly obvious but. i just went on drive&listen for some minutes and i got so relaxed that i. basically automatically started writing an important email??
and I’m off to sleep xD See you guys tomorrow for the conclusion, but thank you all so much already for all the love and support you gave me through this <3
so maybe i don’t want to do engineering but chemistry,,,,is not bad,,
It’s so quiet in work at the moment. We’re in tier 4 lockdown, and it’s the weird space between Christmas and payday, so people aren’t shopping.
But I’m still scheduled for eight hour shifts. I sit at a checkout and wait for people. I’m not allowed on my phone, and if we get too chatty with the person behind us we get moved about.
We are allowed to write our names on comment cards, ready to hand out to customers.
And what is the difference between writing your name and writing a shopping list?
And what’s the difference between a shopping list and a poem?
It was a slow day yesterday and between half past eight and quarter past nine I had written three poems. I snagged a piece of till-roll and scribbled out some thoughts. They weren’t pretty, they were super contrived, and I know it’s not a good poem. But it is the first of a series of poems that I intend to write while waiting out this boring time at work. I will sit with a pen and I will take paper and on Tesco’s time I will write shitty poems.
Poems from the checkout.
Poems written on till-roll.
Some about covid, some about boredom, some about idiots who don’t know which orifice they breath out of.
follow along if you want at https://moose-girl6.tumblr.com/ who knows what’s going to come out of these?
so far, about a metre of receipt paper.
I also like how my first Battle Card design was basically just a Pokemon Card with two extra moves like
Wow very creative and original and useful, not at all a cumbersome design to know exactly everything about the Pokemon that is now part of my team and has cool abilities and stuff
And then I was suddenly hit with the much much better idea to not do that and instead ended up with this
i am going through a serious mental decline so guess who’s rewatching hannibal already?
did a Very Rough sketch of sath itera’s facial markings. still not sure what her montral markings are gonna look like, but we’re getting somewhere at least
so right now, all our cats are tailess or stumpy tailed (not purebred or anything but our friend’s parents had farm cats that are all tailess, stumpy, or half tailed and they wanted some kittens to get indoor homes so we took them). And the thing is…I’ve realized that my nephew, who is one now, has only seen these cats, and never a cat with a full tail…and it will probably be a year or two before he does see a cat with a full tail, so i’m wondering how he’ll react to that. maybe it won’t be anything dramatic, but I know that I’m an adult and I’ve had tailed cats before and even I have a moment of “huh that’s weird” when I see a cat with a full tail, after living with cats without for so long (our family friend is our closest connection who has cats and they are all also tailess or stumpy barring one fluffy boy).
Catching up with local sparklejock Zucchini Glitterhaven in celebration of my spouse’s MotW campaign officially restarting after an extended hiatus ✨
I haven’t been feeling well so I’m having a hard time keeping up with finishing art, but I have been making a lot of sketches, so here are some of my favorite WIPS currently
if nothing else making art of these two gives me some momentary relief and I love them so so much