#i miss poe so much

[lady-tortilla-chip]

I am so fucking excited for Poe to come back. I’m so so so so excited I have MISSED him and I’m so so so excited for Oguri’s introduction. Y’all don’t underSTAND I am so EXCITED I feel IMPATIENT

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #BSD spoilers #I miss Poe so much

[reasonablyneurotic]

collection of my gorgjus gorgeous limbus ocs

#I’ve literally missed yossadso so fucking much I can’t even put it into words #limbus company #lcb #art #ocs #limbus company oc #limbus oc #yossarian tag #adso tag #abel tag #poe tag #gatsby tag

[flowercrowngods]

i don't know how to be merely acquaintances when we used to be friends. or i think we used to be. i don't know how to yearn for a simple hello when you've been heaping your affection on me months ago, and i don't know how to talk to you when you won't say anything. when suddenly it's all about me. you know i have nothing to say, you know my brain is void of everything but horribleness and i cannot tell you about my day because i don't even know about my day. i cannot tell you about my day when i know you won't listen, when i know you'll apply your philosophy to my world and don't believe me when i say that everything is terrible. i don't know how to be the person you seem to think i am, or the person you want in your life. i don't know if you want anyone else in your life now that you're in love and sappy, found another recipient for your affections, leaving me empty and wounded and yearning.

you said you missed me. said it many times, while i was gone. now i'm back, have been back, and i wonder how you missed me, why you missed me, when you won't talk to me. i think you mistook missing for worrying. i think you mistook caring for a feeling of obligation. i think you like missing me more than talking to me.

and i think i can't breathe with how much that hurts

#how do you miss me when you won't talk to me? how do you like me so much and then go to just. not? #how did i let you in when i try so hard not to let people do that because i know that once they get past the walls all i'll be left with #is the idea of them rotting and withering inside me. polluting the space i create to keep myself safe. #why does everyone leave? leave in silence too. leaving behind so many questions and so many words engraved in my brain #i am so tired of *grieving* when those i grieve are still alive and well and thriving and i'm reminded that it's versions of myself #that i'm grieving instead. how do you grieve yourself? how do you not fucking fall apart over it? #just. fucking talk to me. don't make it be true that all i'll ever be is nothingness and the memory of someone you liked once #but never never never liked enough #i'm so so cold already. i'm a shell. i want to be warm again but it always leaves me so hollow and hurting #i grieve the dio who was warm. i grieve them i miss them i am so so angry that he had to leave. to hide. with no way out #i'm happy for you. i'm happy you're happy. but you're no better than anyone else and it makes me want to run away again #but i have nowhere else to run and no one else to be. and it's so fucked that it doesn't matter who i am i'll never be enough #for someone to just. stay. to see me and to stay. to hear me and to sit and listen and just. just fucking stay. #maybe i'm not worth staying for. maybe there's nothing to know nothing to hear nothing to see nothing to listen to nothing to find #maybe all i'll ever get is one/two good months paid for with a lifetime of grief. and i'm at the point where i don't want the good months #anymore with you or anyone else who tears down these walls with affection that is so endlessly addictive and leaves me yearning. #on the off chance that it will keep the grief away too. but that's the thing about grief isn't it? it's here to stay. unlike you #god this is so fucked up and i'll delete this later but for now i just need to. let it out. poe said i should make a side blog for the grie #but poe's not there anymore. poe has stopped starting fires. so this goes on main until shame makes me take it down #blah #personal #not st

[saapphirx]

HIIII

LOOK IT'S MY MAN

EGSOWIWGSLW

#I LOVE HIM SO MUCH #I MISSED HIM #like yeah i know that 80% of my posts are about poe or ranpoe but THIS MAN WILL FOREVER LIVE IN MY WEEK HEART #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungou gay dogs #chuuya nakahara #bsd chuuya #chuuya

[campingwiththecharmings]

I was just thinking about the fact that poe would be so conflicted if you broke up with him. he'd be torn between respecting your decision and fighting and begging to get you back :(

omg yes, 100%. like, he obviously wants you to be happy and wants what's best for you but he also just wants you 🥺😭

#god i can just see the longing looks he'd shoot you across the hangar or the mess hall #he'd wanna go over and talk to you but he knows you need space and he wants to give you what you need #but he loves and misses you so much #it tears him up inside #wait isn't this kinda like that fic you wrote where you break up with poe bc he's reckless sadlksdfl;dk #asks

[thedeadthree]

IOVANNA (hotd) 🔮 // ILLYRIA (hotd) 🐉

EDELGARD (fernweh saga) 🌲 // NINIANE (vtm) 🩸

BELLONA (m*cu) 👻 // UNQUEMË (pillars of eternity) 👁‍🗨

LIOSLAITH (dnd) 🌿💀 // LIOSLAITH ❄️💀(dnd)

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#only if you want to! 🤍🕊 #oc: iovanna dayne #oc: illyria ilmestys #oc: bellona bancroft #oc: unquemë undomiel #oc: lioslaith mac ruaidhri #oc: edelgard vanderweyden #catching up on a few tags <3 if you’ve done this already please feel free to pass! #nini’s name may change as im not sure if it fits her yet but hehe new vtm dearie <3 i missed the vampire dears! and she’s a tremere! #and introducing properly the poe dear! dear girl my wood elf and cipher <3 a royal on the run <3 #BELLA AND HER OVERALLS AND PIGTAILS AND HER FISHNETSS 🖤🖤 #modern au looks for lily and vanna and lio and unquemë and GAHH they’re so cuute <3 #TY TY SO MUCH DEARS FOR THE TAG this one was the cutest <3 ​i have another picrew on the way as well <3 #ill be introducing the tlou oc in the next one <3 #leg.tagged #leg.ocs #t: picrews #EDDIEEE the dearest piano girl <3 a particular verner heir is so lucky she’s the loveliest 🤎🕰🥺 BABYY #her oxfords moments before she’s seen brooding over the loss of them ruined from being unprepared and not packing proper shoes ✨😖 #SHE DIDNT KNOW SHE WAS TO GO INTO THE WOODSS she would gladly accepts reeses offer to purchase her new ones <3 #vanna and purple mean the world to me u know? 🔮💜🥺

[edgydadster]

Random question

You got a favorite Zelda enemy? It can be a boss or a regular monster

i jus think theyr neat...

bosswise?

that.

#edgyasks #i also like fyrus the inferno and argorok and demise and and... ugh i love loz #i KNOW i put a lot of tp stuff but i love that game so much gimme a break!! #from other games i hate the Redeads in Windwaker to DEATH but their concept I love #I like the Poes in uhm... God uh Triforce Heros I think yeag they're fun looking #Skull Kid from OOT ofc they're cool. Oh oh also the lil skull dudes that come outta the ground at night #Oh in Skyward I like the uh.. the ancient looking enemies in that one desert place i fuck with those #i don't really remember anything from the og game on nes so i can't say anything there... #Oh again with these but the Poes and Redeads in Hyrule Warriors always looked awesome!! #hated fumking... fuccin hyrule captain ghost .... he sucked...and golden chimkin #OUGH THE DRAGON BOSS IN WINDWAKER WAS SUPER FUCKIN FUN IK IM DOING LIKE DESIGNWISE BUT HE WAS FUN. #in botw i liked the lizalfos or however the hell you spell em #they were just creatures! little guys! #lionels too like i genuinely loved those dudes #i'll...stop ranting sorry i like.. legend of zelda.. #i missed some games but whatever i'm. i should stop lol #legend of zelda #loz

[the-acid-pear]

Mutuals saying why they followed me ERM guys y'all gonna make me blush... 🤨

#luly talks #I'll admit sometimes i forget im a freak like this is second nature to me so i miss the part where like. #it's unusual. to be a gore hellhound and a gore movie lover im not gonna sing the whole song i should but wont #my tummy aches too much sorry Harley Poe #anyway. y'all are so fucking niceys i swear to god y'all making e a lil 🥺 for real like. #i cannot remember ANYTHING so i cant rb it back but y'all......... i heart y'all sm wtf -_- . . . . . #niceys to me da hell... how can i be a sigma male under these lovely ass conditions? smh

[calkale]

If u see me posting star wars today mind your business

#i have a complicated relationship with star wars #im a hater but im a lover #og 3 movies are forever in my heart but the prequels and the sequels i couldnt care less about sorry :/ #i dont mine revenge of the sith because its fun #and i love finn and poe so much but they dont save the sequels #i didnt watch obi wan so i have no opinion #obviously i love the mandalorian and boba fett was just the mandalorian so #didnt watch andor either #not a fan of the animated stuff i tried it n im sure its good but i was just bored #i dont like watching animated stuff so its probably on me #visions was cool i liked the different animation styles it was cool to watch #im probably missing more but i really only like the og 3 and the mandalorian so

[astrxealis]

I ADORE GEN INFORMATION AND HISTORY STUFF SOOO MUCH ... and etc etc etc and and and :(( <3 god i love the plethora of information ik and. etc.

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #hey guys wna know some random facts about the chinese dynasties and types of sharks and stoat fun facts #and the roman empire and everything about greek and roman and egyptian and norse mythology #even a bit of scandinavian mythology and hawaiian myths and philosophers like aristotle and his nicomachean ethics #and edgar allan poe's works as well as lois lowry and neil gaiman and shakespeare oh god shakespeare and the bible and christianity and #world history filipino history american and french and british revolutions and wars and history and the founding of the united states and #IDK OKAY i just reaaally love random information and HISTORY so goddamn much. i am such a nerd. i love being this geek that i am. #mythology in general is probably one of my biggest special interests though. oh my god. #RIGHT WAIT I REALLY LOVE ROCKS AS WELL AND i adore all subjects in school actually and and and. i love knowledge so much. #ASTRONOMYYYYYJRBWJGWSUGDJSBFKSBFK wait okay i'll be normal (lie) for a second again #mythology. it's insane i learned about hawaiian mythology in this minecraft server uhhh for this. yeah. #i miss that tbh! no longer into the fandom/book series for probably aha obvious reasons but it's nostalgic to me still #ANYWAY RIGHT BACK ON TRACK okay egyptian mythology and norse i rmbr i memorized some hieroglyphics and uhh runes? before #god bless rick riordan's books for starting my obsession with different kinds of mythologies tbh #yk one reason why my eyesight probably started sucking more was bcs i read so much of the mythology book by edith hamilton on a road trip #upwards to a norther part of the philippines and good gods it was a bumpy ride! i still remember that moment vividly though #and. i'm tired of typing now. goodbye.

[jalapenobee]

Hahaha just thinking about how if Oda was alive he could've been the one person who could beat Fukuchi

#think about it #flawless lets him see into the future a bit #so he'll know what fukuchi's sword is gonna do #really i think he's the one person if he had better combat skills #cause poe can only trap him and they wouldnt get the page #tachihara is strong but that wont work #tanizaki wont work because he still has to get close to him and with the weapon enhancer ability theres no chance of that #even if he were there randou can only trap him for a little #if he were to get him in there long enough then he could awaken oda and that obviously involves oda #nikolai stands a chance but only if he manages to nab the sword #soukoku cant do much tbh #corruption wont work when chuuyas dead #idk am i missing anyone? #hmm #OH WAIT #ISNT THERE A THING FOR THE HUNTING DOGS #THEY NEED SURGERY EVERY MONTH OR ELSE THEIR FLESH WILL ROT #IS THAT HOW HES GONNA DIE #THEY JUST NEED TO TRAP HIM SO HE MISSES THE SURGERY #is this where poe comes in #ok i need to post this thing #oda sakunosuke #odasaku sakunosuke #fukuchi ouchi #bsd #bungou stray dogs

[bearsgrove]

7 & 14 for ravell, 18 & 38 for wren, and H for both of them <3 xxxx

thank u jackie!! :^) ♥

7. What triggers nostalgia for them, most often? Do they enjoy that feeling? ravell despises the feeling of nostalgia. it often involves times from their past that were not actually good periods of time at all but the memory twists them into looking almost idyllic. ravell knows they were never idyllic, they wouldn't go back if they had the chance. but the brain sometimes brings up these rare small moments of contentment or slivers of serenity whether they like it or not. what's annoying is that anything ordinary can trigger these memories. like a certain kind of weather, makes them remember a different life, somewhere else, with people who are no longer alive. certain food unexpectedly triggers memories of working various kitchen jobs in cyrodiil. ravell wasn't in a good place in either of those moments but the passage of time erodes memories like a river erodes stones.

14. What animal do they fear most? they don't particularly fear any animal, they believe if anything bleeds it can die and as long as they have their weapons around (which is always) they will be fine. though they are not fond of wolves or encountering wolves in the wild because it's easier for wolves to sneak up on a person. you usually hear a bear, they are big and loud, you hear the giant spiders because they make no effort to sneak, you hear trolls, etc. but wolves are sometimes too quiet for ravell's liking. also after joining the dawnguard and seeing the armored trolls they are quite glad they don't have to fight them because those creatures do inspire a bit of healthy fear in ravell. but again, they pose no threat to ravell so they don't mind them.

18. What embarrasses them? oh wren hates combat on most days. not being as good as their companions (you know, warriors with years of experience which wren doesn't have) can embarrass them a little. sometimes they think "what tf am i even doing here" when they miss an arrow or they grow painfully aware of their wonky moves while fighting with a sword. thankfully their companions don't actually give a shit and are mostly there to help wren when they need it, they know wren isn't a fighter. before the whole watcher business wren was a merely a hunter, they Rarely had to fight another person. over time they get better, especially edér helps them get better, but they still feel quite embarrassed when they mess something up.

38. What memory do they revisit the most often? they often think back to the time when they encountered the biawac that eventually led them to becoming a watcher. they don't like thinking about "ifs" and speculate on things that are in the past but when the burden of a watcher gets too heavy they go back to that memory thinking what if i didn't join the caravan what if we didn't have to stop there what if we took a different turn in the cave. there is a load of "what ifs" floating in their head because they so badly wish none of that ever happened. they feel like they were never meant for something that big and so they keep looking for an alternate scenario that would play out differently and they would never encounter thaos. of course they know this is all futile but it's unfortunately the memory they revisit more often than they would like.

H) What trait do you admire most? their resilience. for both of them. this might come as a surprise but ravell and wren actually have a lot of traits in common. they might look like two wildly different people on the outside and they still have more differences than things in common but at their core they are both extremely resilient. i've always admired their ability to stand up and dust off their knees and carry on. many times i went back to think about ravell and their endevours and how they managed things when i was struggling myself. and i would think look ravell would just stand up and keep going. not to be sappy but yes ravell as a character have helped me (and is still helping me) a lot. same goes for wren. ravell is just older so i have a stronger attachment to them but this is one thing ravell and wren have in common and that i admire about both of them. maybe one thing i would add that i like about wren is their ability to stand their ground and speak their mind. they have often been overlooked and talked over in their life but it never once affected them in a way that they would become less confident. if anything it made them that much more assertive and unyielding. they are short and they are a nature godlike, which doesn't help them to look menacing or be taken more seriously. but they don't care, they speak with confidence and they don't bend for anyone. (that is true for ravell too but ravell doesnt have the issue of not being menacing enough lmao they are tall and scary so this is a given trait for them. what i like about wren is that it's more or less Learned and Earned and being that way despite circumstances)

questions

#asks #gwynbleidd #oc tag #ravell #wren #man i missed answering character questions #didnt expect to get emotional from these questions but man #i love ravell and wren so much #reinstalling poe as we speak

[scrawnytreedemon]

i fuckign miss twilight princess so much it's insane i'm gonna crie and maybe throw up

#scrawny rambles #ough. #emeto mention #everything abt it feels like home i fuckign miss it so much #we don't kno where the wii u games are!! hOW!?!?!? THEY'RE IN THIS HOUSE ! #i need to collect the rest of the bugs!! <:{ #and the poe souls! #adn beat gandorf <<:-{{ #God!

[xo-cuteplosion-xo]

NOOOOOO

School starts tomarrow

y'all i don't wanna go to school, summer feels way to fast

#fuuuuuuuuuuck #I'm also take an ap lang and comp class / american lit #like wtfffffff #if i have to read to kill a mockingbird again- #i will self delete becuase of that book #i just couldn't get through it #it's a great book yes #but i hated it #idk it just bored me to death? #maybe i missed something but i to listen to it read to me bc i hated it that much #but poe is on the list of authors as well #so I will hopefully enjoy that #and i got graphic design soooo yay #but AP calc at the end of the day -_- #lu rambles 🎀

[rosenfey]

wanting to take my sweet sweet time with poe so I can see everything vs the urge to hurry up to get to deadfire so I can get rekke now fight

#ambie.txt #ambie plays poe #I miss him so much your honor you don't understand #I am very much normal about him

[bethiewhimsy]

it’s so funny to me that most of my top posts are my bsd brainrot rants,,, like people have liked and reblogged and read my shitty ramblings?? y’all are awesome ily <3

here’s another one lol

#ah yes s3e7 #i would like to address the elephant #WTF FITZGERALD SURVIVED I AM ACTUALLY SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW WTF DIE YOU MOTHERFUCKER DIEEEEE #HES LITERALLY GONNA BE SUCH A PROBLEM OMG STOPP I DID NOT MISS HIS STUPID ASS #*clears throat cutely* #anyway my louisa kinnie is developing because damn i see way too much of myself in her helppp #i literally hate the guild why are they coming back to life 😭😭 #fitzgerald reminds me so much of my mom in this episode it’s not even funny anymore #there were so many things he said and i was like ‘wtf my mom does/says that’ HELPPP NOOO #POE POE POE POE POEEEE I SMILED SO HARD WHEN I SAW HIM AWW AND THE WAY RANPO WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE HIM AWWW #fyodor is so stinky that’s all #like why on this fresh green earth does he need a goblet of his own blood for #that’s hella gay of him #ummm i don’t think i have any other thoughts #OHH the thought of kyouka and atsushi popping down to the cafe to see lucy everyday fills my heart with happiness #okay i think that’s it #thanks for reading lolol #my post is stupid because i had no clever idea for it so it’s just being grateful for y’all #it’s still vvv genuine tho y’all just taking the time to read this means so so so much to me #anyway <3