my fuckin legs and hips hurt so gad damned bad this week
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it’s almost like you knew i needed this. things have been… difficult. my mother started dialysis late december, just before christmas, right after i had to rehome my cats, because where i moved i couldn’t bring them, and i couldn’t afford to stay where i was. i miss them so much and my grandmother won’t even talk about taking me to visit them when their new caretaker said i could visit. my birthday is coming up on friday, and all i want is to see them. i miss them so much it physically hurts to think about them. i can’t even look at photos of them. i mean sure, i have stuff to look forward to; my birthday dinner on saturday, my best friend is getting married and i’m a bridesmaid. i just feel like a shell of myself because i lost my fur babies.
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u know ur down bad when ur smokong resin
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i am so truly sick of life i hate feeling this way i just want to be normal i just want to be happy
i can’t take this anymore
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1 like im getting drunk and writing an emo/shoegaze song
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yall ever listen to a song in public and mouth the words but then u realize how insane u must look? anyway.
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visiting family and they’re making me watch football (American (derogatory)) while sober
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Being sober is so awful. 7 months in~
especially with the world being so awful rn. Drugs would hit but instead I listen to music and take walks.
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i wish i was able to exist without being plagued with the worst thoughts imaginable non stop
i’m so tired
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