It's you. It was always you. You're the one I want. You're the one I wanted to come home to. The one to be there after you had a long day at work as I take care of you and you tell all about your day. I would prepare you a warm bath, your favorite food and order your favorite coffee. Buy your favorite chocolates and flowers. I would play with your hair and make you laugh as we watch your favorite shows so you forget about the bad things for a while. I would hug you and kiss you and say "You will never be alone. I'm here my love. I'm so so proud of you." You're the one I wanted to roll over to in the middle of the night, to cuddle and wake up next to everyday, for the rest of my life and more. To see your beautiful sleepy eyes, your perfect smile, your hair falling perfectly and your natural smell all over me. You're the one I wanted to go on late night walks to see the stars and the moon. To laugh. You're the one I wanted to take on cute little dates like to a movie, to a dinner, or to an early morning breakfast before we both have to go our separate ways for the day. You're the one I wanted to take to aquariums, zoos, amusement parks, water parks, museums, picnics (specially late ones where we stay all night watching the stars and we dance under the moon), go to a rooftop and drink some red wine as we laugh and have deep talks about the universe until morning and see the sunset while kissing and holding each other. You're the one I wanted to go to travel the world, go to road trips while we sing loud our favorite songs, the one you sit with on a afternoon in the living room as we watch your favorite old series to remind you of your favorite moments of your childhood. To go on fun adventures with such as a day at the lake, camping, skydiving and so much more. You're the one I wanted to build a cute little fort while we watch your favorite movies under it and eat our favorite foods. Cuddle on a rainy day while drinking hot cocoa. Cook in the kitchen together while we dance, sing. To play video games together while I'm between your legs. To take care of you when you are sick or with any pain. To surprise everyday with romantic gestures. To go on our favorite singers shows. To build a snowman that would ended it up in a cute snowball fight. To make you see that fairytales do exist and the love in story books or movies are real. You are the one I wanted to sing to me everyday as we are lying in bed and I look at every perfect detail of you and I tell you how much my heart is beating too fast, I would probably be having an heart attack because your voice is the most beautiful sound of this universe. You're the one I wanted to make happy for the rest of my life. Really happy and feeling completely loved, supported, understood. I want to hold you when times get tough for you. When your world feels like crashing down. I would be your shoulder to cry on. Hug you tight. Wipe your tears and hold your hand while looking into your eyes making you understand that I would be there in your good days and all your bad days too. Always. It's you. You're the one. And I swear to you I have never been so sure about something in my entire life. It's you, and I say this without a single doubt in my mind. It will always be you. Forever
speaking of writer's block, i have a dumb lil idea
idly playing "loves me, loves me not" with kazuha, aether, albedo, and xiao... each of them react differently if you end on "loves me not", i think... xiao's is cutest to me cause it kinda baits him into saying that he loves you out loud, which is something he doesn't ever do -- he's the type to show it, not say it outright.
"this game is so... childish." he'd grumble. "why are you letting a flower determine my feelings towards you? and to do so incorrectly... you already know that i..." and xiao would probably trail off, his cheeks flushing a very faint pink ... yeah yeah i gotta go