#i need a change

[alum-fr]

heyo it’s that guy who started the apocalypse

#might screw around and switch flights again #I need a change #anyway #alum does art #flight rising arcanist #flight rising fan art

[thebluesky-that-loves]

You ever feel like you've wasted time without even knowing it ?

It would be nice to not waste anymore time , to become someone great, to make dreams come true .

How do I change my life from here ? Where do I start , how do I end the circle 🔵 ?

#i need a change #love language #motivation #travel the world #truths

[crashoverride06]

You know sometimes even though I'm incontinent and have to wear diapers 24/7 365. I still get a thrill out of the fact that I have to wear diapers just like a baby because I don't have a choice or any say. There are times where I get excited and get a rush when putting myself in a thick diaper with prints or without prints and with either a overnight booster or several lower absorbency boosters. It makes me feel like a helpless little diaper baby who is dependent on their diapers.

I only wish there was someone out there to take care of a little baby like me. To keep me in diapers forever and to give me all love and cuddles I would ever want. While making sure everyone knows I'm still a baby by making I smell like one by using lots of baby lotion to not only make my skin nice and soft just like mommy but also to smell like I just had my diapers changed. I'd also would want to dress the part both day and night nothing but baby clothes and or outfits.

#i need a mommy #im a baby #incontinence #diapered247 #ab dl lifestyle #diaper pee #soaked diaper #diaper bulge #i need a change #i need diapers #diaper regression

[babygorewhore]

God I’m so ready to be blonde. Just wanna be a gothic Barbie already.

#Gorewhore speaks #I need a change #ready to lose it fr

[imabiscuitinthousandworlds]

bleached my hair again and didn't have enough dye left, now my parents won't stop calling me blondie :(

#a biscuit's rambles #jk its kinda funny #im probs looking for a new colour now anyways #something neon or close enough for it #but not blue #i need a change

[pose4photoml]

WHEN you have had a SHIT of a DAY…. You watch …Gilmore Girls !!! The sarcasm the love the small town life… I NEED to move to a small town and make friends who never leave and coworkers I like that if I change jobs they go with me!! … WHY oh WHY is this just a show ?! I want to live in this show and never leave!!

And before Anyone mentions it YES I know it’s just a show BUT I want to forget that and just live in the moment that is NOT a repeat of TODAY!!

#gilmore girls #I need to live in a place like this show #I want to to move and start over with my life #i need a change #this place my days my life … not what I thought it would be

[jeonjungkoos]

hi! i know im not active here as much anymore but i changed my url

yoonsguk-> jeonjungkoos

#i guess like or reblog if you see this idkk #i need a change

[quarantineddreamer]

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#remember when i could write? hahahahaahahahaha 😭 #im done with the brain fog #im so fucking done with it #hoping it clears soon #i know ive only taken 2 doses of this new med but still 🙏 #i need a change #come on now #manifest manifest #chronically yours #personal #no one cares b

[crocopiru]

i want to change my layout so bad rn jsls

#I JUST DONT KNOW WHICH CHARACTER TO CHOSE FOR MY NEW LAYOUT #too many options #denji pfp i love you dearly but you kinda old #i need a change #i just have to decide

[myreygn]

HELP

#NEW ICON TIME #idk the joker icon makes it look like i'm having a shit time here #which i don't #i need a change #demon slayer

[jesseuno]

"I'm leaving everything behind, For a peace that I can't find, Ghosts that roam this house, Winter air rock through our souls. And it feels like dying, It just feels like time to go."

#bouncing souls #night train #personal #actually probably more professional tbh #I need a change #and it just feels like time to go #SoundCloud

[zyana-wyvern]

Not so randomly thinking about how I’m keeping a lot of headcanon and little quirks about my oc, otp and a certain very important npc to myself because of the fear of being judged. Funny because they’re not even that outrageous or oc, but they’re maybe slightly…different.

Also not so randomly thinking about how I say to myself that it’s fine and I’m not bothered by the fact that I’m censoring myself and I can go on like this indefinitely, when I actually am quite bothered and frustrated by it and I DEFINITELY cannot go on like this.

Is this childhood trauma? Most likely because a huge chunk of my early life was spent trying to fit in and also getting beaten down and leveled by a schooling system that was just out of the dark, Eastern European communism, with teachers who still applied the methods they’ve been taught.

The “just smile and wave” attitude cannot stay anymore and it needs to be a thing of the past. Every time I overcame it and was myself I had good things coming my way and received love.

I don’t do NY resolutions, but this might be one and it must be reflected in everything, not only blorbo and fandom things, but life lived each and every single day.

It’s hard to comprehend how after having the harrowing knowledge that life is short and fleeting, some of us still get stuck in pleasing others, or even worse, struggling to abide by imaginary rules and judgements *we* think others might have.

Out with the old…forever. Sealed and sworn.

#just 4 am thoughts #drinking a delicious yule tea I brought with myself from sweden and thinking about all the bs I’ve literally haunted myself with for years #i need a change #i feel it in my gut so strongly #all these rules are stupid #even writing all this and making it public stresses me out #and for what? #what if someone thinks it’s cringe or too emo #i am an emotional complicated bean and that’s not something that can ever be altogether changed #me things #emotional health #mental health #life goals #2023 here I come

[crashoverride06]

Well, this sucks, I just got back from the eye doctor, and I have completely soaked my diaper front to back without even knowing. I feel like a helpless baby at the moment. With no control of their bladder it’s almost as if I’m being potty trained for the first time and I keep having accidents which is why mommy would keep me in diapers. Then again, I guess this is why I need to be in diapers 24/7 because I can’t control when I go potty and 9 times out of 10, I’m usually soaked even if I have an overnight booster in my diaper.

But I got an urology appointment tomorrow think I might go in with a double diaper and overnight booster along with my pink nursery print plastic pants for extra protection and we’ll see what the doctor says. I’m thinking that she’ll end up saying that I will still need to be in diapers 24/7 365. Which would be kind of a bummer, but if I am destined to be in diapers forever just like a baby, then so be it.

#i need a mommy #im a baby #incontinence #diapered247 #ab dl lifestyle #diaper pee #i need a change #soaked diaper

[grinsekaatzee]

i think i made a decision to change my life situation.

(i cant take it anymore i need to change something)

i will pay my semester fee for the next semester at the university, to not loose my student status.

at the next semester i will not study anymore, instead i will searching for a room/apartment and move to berlin.

When the next Semester ends, my journey in this shit city will end.

u dont know what i want to do then. maybe i will work in a café, maybe i take tattooing more seriously. maybe i will study something elese.

idk but thats not important. the only important is to leave and change, not waiting when it ends.

#diary entry #tumblr diary #journal entry #thoughts #i need a change #life choices #do it for the plot

[un-monstre]

Yeah I think I’m going to grow my hair out a little. If I can do it in a masc way

#I’ve been rocking the same super short cut since I finished high school #I need a change #monstre.txt

[tyfinn]

My home (and hopefully inspiration for the next three days).

#i needed to get away #i am not a beach person #i need a change #hoping for a beautiful sunset #alone time #me time