#i need a cigarette

[slutfordrugz]

hi

#cvtaddict #i want to cvt #self mutalition #tw sh destructive behaviour #988blr #beansblr #cvtt!ng #self h@rm #styroblr #tw self destruction #cutt1ng #actually mentally ill #i hate it so much #i hate it here #i hate my body #i hate this #i need a cigarette #fuck it

[arguablysomaya]

WE'RE LOSING FUCKING RECIPES!!!

#''WOULD'VE'' #i need a cigarette #shut up somaya #percy jackson #pjo #leo valdez #hoo #heroes of olympus

[mioakem]

10 year old Nico feeling Bianca die not knowing what it meant vs 15 year old Nico feeling Jason die and immidietly knowing what it means

#i need a cigarette #Nico di Angelo #Jason grace #bianca di angelo #pjo hoo toa #pjo #Percy Jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #hoo #heroes of olympus #toa #trials of Apollo

[dnpspookybone]

Thinking about her*

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#it’s actually insane #the gayest photo ever #gamingmas 2023 #dan and phil games #danandphilgames #danisnotonfire #daniel howell #amazingphil #phil lester #i need a cigarette

[emprcaesar]

i love how ugly grrm gets. he isn’t afraid to have ugly characters that wouldn’t be physically desirable. so many books describe the main character as this other worldly beauty that is perfect in every way. it has always pissed me off and made it feel so unauthentic. but in asoiaf we have these objectively ugly people or these people who are objectively beautiful that become deformed or maimed in some way AND THEY DONT LOSE ANY OF THEIR WORTH BECAUSE OF IT.

like jaime for example his one purpose in life is to fight and when he loses his hand he loses his purpose but it sends him on a different path of self discovery. his fighting was a big part of him but there is so much more to him that was overlooked because of his fighting.

brienne is ugly and so what she is quite literally hands down one of the greatest people in the entire story. she is strong and honorable and will do what she has to do no matter how hard but she is still kind. despite all the shit that has been thrown at her that would make anyone bitter and cruel she still has an unrelenting compassion for everyone she meets. and that’s not a weakness of hers it’s one of her greatest strengths.

jeyne and theon who feel less than human who have been humiliated and defiled still get a redemption arc because they are worthy of one no matter what. they are physically and mentally destroyed but they’re gonna make it through.

their “ugliness” is what makes them such amazing authentic characters.

i saw a post about this that i can no longer find but it was something along the lines of how jon went to save arya at winterfell no matter how much she had changed. he knew she had been through hell and was definitely not the same little girl he knew but he doesn’t care because no matter how “ruined” society would brand her she was still his little sister arya.

edit:

this goes perfectly with what i said above

#i need a cigarette #a pack of newports and a fifth of hennessy #shit man #just girly things #asoiaf #asoiaf books #game of thrones #jon snow #arya stark #book jon snow #jaime lannister #brienne of tarth #theon greyjoy #jeyne poole #george rr martin

[trashofmanyships]

Lou just confirmed the chin grab was improv. Sir how am I supposed to sleep now that I know this information??!! JESUS CHRIST

#i need a cigarette #if they kiss again next week I may pass out #911 abc #911onfox #911 show #buddie #evan buckley #buck tommy #lou ferrigno jr #oliver stark #ryan guzman

[loatheyoulately]

there are entire bodies of scholarship dedicated to the arts of autobiography, poetry, and songwriting and how to best go about analyzing them and you're trying to litigate that on tumblr dot com slash tagged slash taylor swift

#sydposting #i need a cigarette #fuck it new pinned post

[loustat]

thinking about olivia cooke describing alicent hightower as an “incredibly closeted young woman who will do anything for hugs”

#i need a cigarette #alicent hightower #olivia cooke #hotd #hotd posting

[foursaints]

barty has a certified Evan Kink but what else specifically 👀👀👀

grim made a post here that i agree with & im going to reiterate some of it! but generally my barty is pretty disgusting so i’m putting this under a cut lmao…. Beware..... i know i just said i want my asks to be less horny but im not helping. this is so explicit seriously if you are one of my cool mutuals look away (fern do NOT read this i will be so mad)

prefacing this by saying 😭😭 these are NOT my personal preferences i’m simply huffing the fumes like the oracle at Delphi and divining into his mind. also with evan he gets way more switchy but these are just how i see his usual preferences in general 

24/7 power play (as grim said) and free use. barty gets off on blurring the lines between kink and reality and having complete control over his partner sexually but he does it in a sort of irreverent, half-joking-but-not-really-joking way. he’ll casually make his partner lick his boot and he’ll laugh and pat them on the head and get up to go make dinner. bend them over while they’re doing dishes because He Can Have Them Any Time & not let them finish because it’s his decision. that sort of thing

(but u have to put it in context like outside the bedroom that man is SO whipped. he’s calling evan his brainless fuckdoll but he’s also walking 4 miles in the snow to get him the specific type of croissant he wants)

to me there’s a major incongruity between barty’s fantasies and his actual preferences. he jerks off to the idea of keeping his partner collared & silent & pretty & obedient and dolled up and sat quietly on a pillow all day waiting to please him. but he would hate that irl and in reality he LOVES evan’s bitching and bossing him around. its so much more fun

FAKE KIDNAPPING (as grim said). SO REAL! HE IS THE KIDNAPPER! IN A SKI MASK! 

in general my barty is concerningly into cnc but only if its super negotiated and desired. hes checking in beforehand and throughout 800x but like? with evan? they are going the whole nine yards. he wants to pin him down and Take Him while he screams and struggles and cries and fails to fight him off 

while barty is cooing and salivating over him and petting his hair and licking his tears and mockingly telling him how sweet & weak he is and how perfectly evan takes him. btw

overstimulation. both giving and receiving. 

he’ll make his partner get off like eight times daily because he finds overstim entertaining. like he’s not even getting anything out of it at this point. just whenever he’s bored he’ll sit his partner on his knee for the third time that day and play with them until they cry while he scrolls his phone 

this next one shows up mostly in his dirty talk and his habit of manhandling but like? objectification? but in the weird possessive sense of “wow you are so perfect and pretty it’s like you’re a cute little toy that exists Just For Me” <- that type of vibe. he chooses to believe you were Invented to Be Fucked By Him

and his dirty talk is so meeeaaaan like he could be doing the most depraved thing ever and speaking in a casual tone of voice like he's making small talk. he's very condescending and asks a lot of demeaning questions and will laugh. he likes to see evan get angry and embarrassed and make him repeat filthy stuff

not really a kink bc i don’t think it’s something he seeks out or even thinks about much. but when he discovers evan rosier is a virgin he 100% gets SOOO weird and insane about it. bro is FROTHING 

but aside from all of that. he loves giving himself up to evan completely and service top barty is Real. that’s an entirely different rodeo with its own set of… fucking… rodeo clowns? lassos? 20-page long notarized consent forms? this is an untenable metaphor. but anyway i also like to believe that rosekiller has very loving vanilla dynamic-less sex too because im a romantic like that. and also because they are soulmates

he’s SO awful but. you know. i love him anyway

#nsft #like SOOOO nsft #i need a cigarette #well. i wrote this in my inotes while cooking pasta. so there's that #im never looking at this again like im legitimately ashamed you guys #ENOUGH. FREE ME #a #rose & thorn

[sacredthethreadgvf]

Okay but why do I miss the bob??

#i need a cigarette #maybe a coffee too #maybe I need to touch grass #IDK #greta van fleet #jake kiszka

[slutfordrugz]

fake

#cvtaddict #i want to cvt #self mutalition #tw sh destructive behaviour #988blr #beansblr #cvtt!ng #self h@rm #styroblr #tw self destruction #tw s3lf harm #i hate this #tw sh related #i need a cigarette #tw self h4rm #tw sh in tags #self h@te #tw self destructive behavior #fuck it #Spotify

[dadd]

Ok how did I get so drunk last night my friends recorded me making out with 10 guys and somehow I woke up in my ex’s bed

#i need a cigarette

[doll444luv]

I hate that I’m so hateful, I really do. But it’s not my fault they look so fucking ugly. ౨ৎ

#this is what makes us girls #coquette #lana del rey #hell is a teenage girl #lizzy grant #dollette #girlblogging #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #obviously doctor you've never been a 13 year old girl #lana how i hate those guys #insanity #female insanity #i need a cigarette #i need a lobotomy

[ahecenn]

it’s been nearly two years and there’s still daily posts on all social media platforms discrediting the kids, bitches moaning and groaning about hair color (it has never been and never will be that serious), asking if ppl prefer book or tv percabeth (which just opens up hate for real children), fanart that opens up space to get the kids attacked as well,,, are y’all not tired yet?

#an entire season is out #you do realize that right? #they're not going anywhere #so unkindly shut the fuck up #I can't believe we're still having the hair debate in the year of our lord 2024 #retire white annabeth depictions I beg #I need a cigarette #pjo #pjotv #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians

[sh0tanzz]

moot just showed me what’s going on with riize on twitter and oh my god akgaes and sasaengs will NOT let our boys live oh my god ??? and now they’re starting a rumor that Sungchan and Eunseok have beef ?

….but we Riize yall

#sh0tanzz #riize #riize reactions #yall #pls #weriize #smcangotohell #i need a cigarette

[sacredthefran]

I need him in a way that would make my mother ashamed to call me her daughter.

#I need him #NOW #fuuuuuck #i need a cigarette #jake kizska #jake gvf #greta van fleet