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hannibalissobbg · 9 months

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I wrote this on a whim for myself and a friend as a way to cope with s2 🫶 just a side note the fight isn’t exactly word for word like the episode i rephrase some things

I dont wanna leave you now:

After a striking conversation with Nina and Maggie, Crowley felt it right in his soul that today was the right day to be honest with angel. It was now or never. He, however was terrible with words especially when it came to his own emotions. What would he say? I’m in love with you, nows the right time to say it please tell me you feel the same it’s been 6000 blasted years? No that wasn’t right he had to say something better than that or else angel would laugh in his face, no he’s too kind for that. He would just give Crowley a look and then he’d want to run away anywhere and leave London for the rest of this planets life.

He was thinking far too much about what he’d say so much so that when angel came into the shop he didn’t even notice.

“Crowley!” His voice practically lit up the room, and Crowley turned quickly at the sound of his name being voiced by angel. He froze and his anxiety peaked, however he pushed it down hoping it would go unnoticed by him.

“Listen I have something to tell you” This was voiced by the both of them, Crowley glanced at him curiously. Had Metatron told him something? Surely it wasn’t that serious, right?

“Listen I think it’s best if I start off all the talking-“

“How do humans phrase it? Oh yes! Hold that thought my dear, I have incredibly good news to share! Okay so um! I talked to Metatron and he told me that well they were looking for someone to replace Gabriel in the position of supreme archangel” Crowley stood silent, hoping almost pleading internally that angel wouldn’t be leading to the direction that was becoming evident he was pushing towards.

He continued to speak, eagerness and excitement in his tone.

“And I asked him who would he choose? Michael? And thats when he told me, well he told me I’m the one for the job. He even said.. well he said..” His eyes gleamed and crowley’s heart dropped as he told him what Metatron has said. He felt like he had been jabbed in the gut. His mouth felt like it was glued shut, as if he couldn’t utter a single word. Still he uttered three words.

“He said what?”

He continued speaking.

“He said I could appoint you to be an angel you could come back to heaven and well everything just like the old times except even nicer, isn’t that something?” He smiled in awe, looking for some type of acceptance in crowleys eyes that weren’t there, that could never be there.

After a long minute that felt much longer, he finally spoke.

“And you told him directly where he could stick it then right?.. Right?” His voice seethed with boiling anger, but he wasn’t yelling either. Angels eyes widened at his response, it wasn’t what he had hoped for and Crowley could tell. And it tore him to shreds, he felt he might collapse.

“Well..I.. not at all” he said with an unbothered smile, that hurt Crowley worse than any other words he had uttered.

“I don’t need them, I certain don’t need hell either! When they asked I said no! I would never rejoin those guys! ” His voice raised in disbelief, here they were discussing the same old thing of heaven and hell.

“Well of course you wouldn’t theyre the bad guys!” Angel said with an Indestructible smile “But heaven on the other hand well it’s the sign of truth and right, good.” After all these years and Angel still didn’t get it, he still didn’t.

“When heaven destroys the earth it’ll be just as bad as if hell did it.” He seethed in anger

“Tell me you told him no angel.. tell me you told him no..” He almost pleaded and felt his frustration build up. Suddenly he felt the worst and most heart wrenching feeling of betrayal.

“Well if I’m in charge I could make a difference” he said hoping for some understanding.

Crowley pushed this aside and let out a heavy sigh.

“Okay right I didn’t get a chance to say what I was gonna say so I think I’d better say it now.” He said walking back and forth to calm his nerves and bubbling frustration with this whole situation.

“Right okay yes so.. we’ve known each other a long time. We’ve been on this planet for a long time I mean you and me. I could always rely on you, you could always rely on me. We’re a team, a group of the two of us. And we spent our existence pretending that we aren’t.” He looked directly into Aziraphales eyes as he said this and the others face was confused and Hoping for more clarity.

“I mean the last few years.. not really and I would like to spend…hmm..” his voice faltered as he tried to compose himself. He was never used to being so open and honest, it took everything in him to not leave or just collapse on the ground in defeat. He needed to say this, he needed for Aziraphale to understand.

“I mean if Gabriel and Beelzebub can do it.. go off together than we can.” Angel looked at him with those unreadable eyes, and he just wanted to know what he was thinking. For once Crowley was scared, scared of the outcome of this.

“Just the two of us.. we don’t need heaven we don’t need hell..they’re toxic!” He said loudly hoping this would give angel his clarity, he tried so hard so desperately for 6000 years to show Aziraphale this to explain it to him. He thought that he could understand and he was, until Metatron came along with his bloody proposal, nothing could ever go right for them could it? He just wanted to be with Angel like Gabriel is with Beelzebub is that so hard to ask for?

“We need to get away from them, just be us! You and me what do you say?” He said finally ending his speech. Angel didn’t waste a second before responding.

“Come with me..to heaven I’ll run it you can be my second in command. We can make a difference.” He looked into crowleys eyes longing for him to agree. Of course they could never be on their own side, heaven and hell always had to meddle. Why couldn’t angel just leave them? Why? Why couldn’t they just leave the both of them alone?

Silently almost as if he were commanding it he said “you can’t leave this book shop”

“Oh crowley.. nothing lasts forever.” He tried hard to keep himself upright when he felt like he was falling apart.

“No. No, I suppose it doesn’t” he placed his glasses back on, he couldn’t stand to look directly into Aziraphales eyes and for him to look back at his. It was too much.

“Goodluck.” He rushed to leave, he couldn’t stand to be there any longer without feeling as if he were suffocating.

“Good luck? Crowley!” Aziraphale shouted after him before he could leave.

“Come back to heaven, work with me! We can be together! Angels! Doing good..!” His voice faltered and his eyes filled with emotions as they turned glossy. All the pleading in the world wouldn’t keep Crowley from saying no over and over. He would follow Aziraphale to the ends of the earth to anywhere he went. But to go back to heaven.. the heaven that hurt him that would’ve let aziraphale die without hesitation. He couldn’t do that not even if he were by his side.

“I.. I need you!” His eyes and voice pleaded with him, but Crowley didn’t budge. In fact he couldn’t even look at him.

“I don’t think you understand what I’m offering you.” He countered hoping for Crowley to say that he’s right and he would go off with him. That aziraphale was right.

“I understand. I think I understand it a whole lot better than you do.” He resigned, because aziraphale didn’t get it. How would he understand?

“Well then there’s nothing more to say.” Aziraphale said with full resignation, looking hurt but accepting his decision although it hurt him.

“Listen. You hear that?” Crowley said shortly after, the silence filling the room.

“I don’t hear anything.” Aziraphale frowned, looking for the point of his words.

“That’s the point. No nightingales” Crowley said, as aziraphale looked at him with a hurt expression. Crowley was pleading with Aziraphale deep in his heart, hoping for anything that could change his mind.

“You idiot. We could’ve been.. us.” He finally said feeling his feet build up the courage to rush across the room as he grabbed aziraphale by his coat and clashed his lips against his in desperation, this was his last attempt. He pulled them deeper into the kiss as he felt Aziraphale’s no attempt to pull away as he kissed him back. Crowley felt the others hand placed on his back as he finally embraced him fully and slowly put both his hands on crowleys face as he sweetly caresses his face and Crowley felt as if he could melt right here and right now.

Aziraphale was accepting this kiss, he was leaning into it. This was him saying he wanted Crowley too, this was his answer to all of his pleadings and wishes. He wanted to stay with Crowley too, and he was. Tears were strolling down his own cheeks which was quick to alarm aziraphale as he felt the wet tears on his hands that were cupping Crowley.

Although they didn’t need the air, their lips finally parted.

They look at each other in awe and both in tears, crowleys glasses were tilted from the angle and length of their kiss so he took them off to reveal his watery eyes.

“Oh my dear.. I’m so sorry for everything I said.. I didn’t think anything through I just.. I wanted to fix things I wanted to change it for you. I didn’t want you to change for heaven I wanted heaven to be changed for you. I wanted you to be happy.” His voice broke as Crowley smiled softly.

“Angel.. I am happy. Im happy with you, we don’t need heaven and hell. We have each other, just like Beelzebub and Gabriel said you are my heaven angel. You are my everything, as long as I have you I truly don’t need anything else. To spend all of eternity with you is all I ask for, it’s all I’ve ever wanted.” He smiled with his voice wavering at the overwhelming emotions he felt. Angel smiled at him, and let out a quiet sob as he worked up the words to say and Crowley embraced him tightly hoping to never have to let him go, and angel reciprocated.

“Oh Crowley.. It’s always been you since I first saw you create the stars. I loved you at the garden of Eden, since Rome, since 1941, since Armageddon, and that feeling has only gotten stronger. I love you so much my heart aches at the thought of leaving you, I can’t bear it. I’m sorry I even thought about it.” This time he was the one to kiss Crowley, he wanted to express all his love and longing in one kiss, even if it was impossible he still tried.

“I just.. I always find myself going back to heaven no matter what. Even if they’ve hurt me so many times, I still feel like I have to try up there. I thought making a change might help this time..” Crowley had never truly realized just how horribly heaven had damaged Aziraphale, and it hurt his heart all the more.

“You need a Break from them angel, they have damaged you so many times, treated you horribly. You deserve to be far from them.” He said, anger bubbling in him from just how tired angel sounded.

“it feels like there’s something wrong with me, some reason why they didn’t like me so much, and that it is my fault. Have I done something wrong to have them dislike me so much Crowley?” And his heart broke at how broken and hurt angel was. At how much of this was kept inside of him for so long. They were so similar, but except aziraphale had stayed. He was hurt so much more longer. It made sense on why his attachment and loyalty to heaven was so hard to let go. But the fact that they made aziraphale question himself and to believe there was something wrong with him? Crowley was livid. He wanted to go to heaven and tear down the walls so they could pay for what pain they caused angel.

“There’s nothing wrong with you angel, there could never be. It’s them that’s the problem, you never deserved any of their hate. Fuck them.” He frowned as aziraphale smiled weakly, as if he didn’t buy it.

It would take a long time for him to help aziraphale feel otherwise, but they had a whole lot of time. And Crowley would never leave his side, and it seems for certain that aziraphale wouldn’t dare either.

“Tell me what burdens your heart angel, I want to hear everything.” He said sincerely, it was the only way he’d fully understand aziraphale’s choices as well as to support him. Nina and Maggie were right, what they needed to do was talk.

“well..I.. I’m not sure you’d want to listen.. or anything well uh yes well..” He was starting to become incoherent.

“Angel, listen to me it’s okay. Take your time I’m here and am not going anywhere. Start when you’re ready.” This time he took a few deep breaths and nodded.

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yourassimcomingforit · 9 months

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Gonna go sob my thoughts of season 2 into this enjoy spoilers under the cut

So the ending of season 2 it was something

Beeelzebub(beez) and Gabriel are queer as hell and fucked off together

The girl kissers like each other but aren’t dating yet cause they need time

Aziraphale(az) and Crowley kissed but aren’t together

Az is leader of heaven and tried to make Crowley an angel

Crowley was likely a high ranking angel

We’re gonna start off talking about number 5 cause that’s the easiest one and I really wanna talk about my hc that Crowley was Raphael the archangel. So first the little things in heaven everything is a pure white the walls the floors the pillars their outfits the only people not in pure white are the archangels in a light gray and the metatron in a dark gray/black. Now Crowley when changing his outfit to fit in goes with a metallic off white which while may be just cause he’s a demon the fact that he was trusted with a task like creating stars and nebulas which we see were created along side Saraqael who I cannot remember whether they were specifically mentioned to be an archangel but I believe they are. And the biggest thing is that Crowley could access confidential files that only higher up angels can even open and he did it with ease.

Onto another point number 1. God I loved Beez and Gabriel together I’ve done been shipping them and the way they fell in love and we got to see snippets of it was amazing. And the hints throughout it with the fact that it was a fly that came out of the box and who else but the lord of the flies would have something to do with flies. Gabriel being mentioned to come in regularly with someone but we didn’t know who and it turns out to be Beez and the way they have a song that’s special to the both of them. The song is a simple little love song and Gabriel doesnt even know what a song or music is but he loves it simply because Beez does and miracles the Jukebox to only play that song and the way he remembers it even with his memories gone. The entire thing is sickeningly sweet with them confessing their love to everyone by holding hands they’re just so precious.

Point number 2 while it hurts me so much that out girls didn’t end up together I love that way it was done Nina had a toxic ex we see throughout the season and getting into a relationship right out of that just wouldn’t be healthy for either of them seeing Maggie pine for Nina but not doing anything cause she respects her to much to do that when she’s already in a relationship. The season ending with them acknowledging each others feelings but leaving it at that cause Nina isn’t ready is just so bittersweet.

Numero tres out dear ineffable husbands finally had their kiss!! But it wasn’t at the right time it’s just so bitter sweet it’s right after az said that he’s going to lead heaven and wants to make Crowley an angel which goes against everything about having their own side no heaven no hell. Crowley gives az a final kiss and just says I like you but I can’t be with you the way you want I won’t be an angel and lead heaven alongside you that goes against everything I want and believe in and az just can’t believe that Crowley doesn’t want to be an angel again which just shows a fundamental misunderstanding he had about Crowley. It leads to Crowley just confessing his feelings kissing az and just watching him leave him to go up to heaven.

Now the final point number 4. Az accepting the deal and wanting to make Crowley an angel again. Az clearly loves Crowley and he knows it so he wants to have Crowley by his side when he does this but he just isn’t ready to take the leap like Crowley is and to make a side purely their own no heaven or hell. We can see since the beginning how’ve they’ve already drifted apart since season 1 with Crowley no longer feelings it’s their side but his and az thinking that they have their own side but it’s clearly still aligned with heaven as we see later in the season dying our little grave robbing sesh. While it is before Armageddon’t this is az thinking back on it and we can see how he still thinks he did the right thing trying to fix our little grave robber so she stops being so “monsterous” so while az definitely had some big brain thoughts about what’s right and wrong from that experience he still thinks he did the right thing. Going back to the original point az when offered the opportunity to help change heaven to something better he jumps at the opportunity to go back to heavens side and even take Crowley along as an angel even!! Which isn’t what Crowley wants he’s happy as a demon on his own side he doesnt want to be doing work for hell or for heaven and az just can’t understand that who wouldn’t want to go back to being an angel, so he leaves Crowley and his bookshop behind going up to heaven with the metatron leaving the place he loves the store he built and loved and man he adores and wants to spend the rest of his life with. Much like Nina and Maggie they don’t get together but there’s not as much hope of them ending up together as with those 2, az and Crowley are going their separate ways apart from each other.

Wahoo if you somehow finished this entire jumbled mess have a gold star ⭐️

#good omens #good omens season one #good omens season 2 spoilers #spoilers beware #crying sobbing throwing up #going feral over the ending #I need a season 3 #someone pickrill me #toshi rambles

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