#i need to finish eating breakfast. I still have class today nyaha. See yall later. I got something to show yall in a bit

[flamboyant-king]

I’m grateful to the many of you that are still here. Those of you who are still liking my posts and interacting with me and my art in some way. Reassures me that there are real life people out there that still enjoy my stuff. Thank you.

#im feeling irrelevant. Out of the loop. Not with the crowd. On my own. On a little island of my own away from society #but you guys still pass me by on this island and wave hello. Making me feel welcome still. #it’s hard. It’s hard to enjoy myself anymore and the only joy I’m getting is being acknowledged. #if I were into the things other people were into then I’d have more people to talk to. They’d have a reason to talk to me. #But I’m by myself on an island bonking two coconuts together. There’s no metaphor rhere I just think coconuts are funny #i need to learn to be shameless and draw what I want to draw. Be like those japanese people on twitter #and i guess anyone on there that just draw the same character. But being shameless is hard. I want to be liked by all. #impossible. I know that. I’m not like i used to be. I’ve gotten weaker. I’ve lost my boldness my brashness my happiness #i need to enjoy myself i want to enjoy myself i want to enjoy what im doing but there are so many things holding me back #things out of my control. On the inside and the outside. I need to enjoy things even if its ‘not a hit with the kids’ #just do what i do for myself and not anyone else. But it does feel nice if anyone were to just pass me by and say #’hey. looks like you’re having fun over there. keep it up.’ Give me a thumbs up and leave #maybe they can see my smile from all the way over there #i need to finish eating breakfast. I still have class today nyaha. See yall later. I got something to show yall in a bit