#i need to get over myself

[zutarawasrobbed]

Do you think you'll ever continue Escape? It's SUCH a good fic!

I definitely will. It’s been on Hiatus because my life got super busy. But I really should post the next chapter because they’re already done. I constantly second-guess myself when it comes to my writing, which is what gets in my way.

#zutara #escape fic #I need to get over myself

[thisissirius]

buck/tommy

6/10.

#i'm TRYING #i want to love them #and im doing my best #but GOD im like #this is buck and josh all over again #i need to get over myself

[mxjackparker]

I've wanted to be a writer since I was really young, specifically of original fiction.

For all of my teens I wrote fanfiction, which I've recently gotten back into, and as an adult I've written extensively but it's all been non-fiction articles and books.

Still can't finish a novel. Something about it feels so much more vulnerable than even autobiographical non-fiction does, more than fanfiction does, and I know I'd be crushed if people hated it so I just don't share it with anyone.

#thoughts #I'm going to try and complete a novel this year #and at least share it with a few people #because it's been so many years of trying #and I love writing fiction #I need to get over myself #vent post #fanfiction

[asteriasfallingstarsandtears]

Maybe this weekend I'll do something wild and post some works on ao3

#personal post #i need to get over myself

[autoclav3d]

thinking about how i'm supposed to be in goth drag makeup + costume for an event this saturday which starts at 10pm BUT as i am one of the people coordinating this event, i have to be there around 6 or 7pm meaning i will be walking around campus in this fuckass getup in the early evening. the casual onlooker will probably be confused and my social anxiety will be terrible. also none of my friends will be around at the same time to share in this experience.

#the question is #how extreme am i willing to go with the eyeliner given the whole social anxiety thing #i might just do the makeup partially at the venue #whatever #i need to get over myself

[kilucore]

i feel really guilty sometimes for pulling away from my friendships because of my own insecurity because then at times i get reminded that people actually do care about me and ive not given them the same love back and thats shitty of me

#i do this so much to my old roommate bc i was just so sure she didnt like me #but she always reaches out and makes time to talk and shes so sweet #she texted me for new years and said she missed me #and i never text her first bc i think she doesnt think of me #but then im just being a dick #and this happens with so many ppl #i need to get over myself #personal #rant

[piracyandpumpturns]

meeting pretty people always makes me feel so lonely,,

#i need to get over myself #fnatasizing about beautiful strangers Will be the death of me #gay kid posting gay shit #nblw #nblw yearning

[mausuwinasa]

Ok so I really should search up “newsies memes” on here to find some dumb references to put in this crackfic inspired by newsies but like. I feel guilty having that in my search history… like whoever is probably mining my data rn will forever know that I was looking at vintage newsies memes and tbh that is the most embarrassing thing I can think of

#i need to get over myself #for the greater good (writing this crackfic) #molly’s manic meows #liveblogging my life

[louisarmpits]

Why am i so afraid to ask questions

#me in interviews: I’m not afraid to ask questions! #me doing my job: if i ask how to do this everyone will think I’m stupid and should get fired because I’m such a stupid stupid idiot i don’t #deserve this job how did i last this long here #anyways! #why is asking for help so hard #when i first start i obviously ask a lot but the longer I’m here the more scared i am to ask #i don’t want people to know that i don’t know #but its fine for me to not know everything???? #i need to get over myself

[angelpaperclip]

I always have little ideas for fics but I drop them when I think they're too short for ao3, and I keep forgetting people post little drabbles directly here on tumblr all the time. I want to try that sometime.

#my brain just keeps going 'wdym it's less than 10k.... how embarrassing' #I need to get over myself #clip.txt

[stochastiz]

i didn't realize i hadn't unfollowed my ex on fb until the first thing on my feed was them and their new partner becoming fb official as of september. over 7 years together, then they're onto someone new after 3 months.

so many mixed emotions. i don't like any of them.

#silver lining: i don't recognize their new partner's name #i need to get over myself #stochastic ramblings

[bruh-anator3000]

Aggressively grabbing myself by the shoulders and dunking my head into a tub of ice cold water until I get it through my thick skull that my work doesn't have to be *good,* I'm doing it for *free*

and because I have a *passion* for it AND I HAVE TO STOP BEING SO AFRAID OF IT

GRAAAAARARARAAAAA

#bruh talks #i need to get over myself #'what if its bad 🥺' dude can you shut up #do it if its bad #do it if youre scared #the worst is already happening by me not doing it

[imsaaaaaad]

no one has time for me anymore

#a sad feeling more than anything else. #I need to get over myself #I’m pathetic garbage tbh #of course no one has time or energy or space for me #I’m literally pathetic and a piece of shit #hahahaha #personal #I wish I could disappear #I hate myself so much for needing other people L O L

[cosmicboyinthesky]

alright fine. i’ll start writing fanfiction and creating fanart and having fun even if it’s terrible. ugh… YES, because i deserve it. 🙄

#i need to get over myself

[current-shit-boy]

im so fucking gay it’s actually insane

#i need to get over myself #rahhhh #i need to lie down

[gisdotnet]

#I need to get over myself