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soliusss · 7 months
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mihawk page 2/99999999
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kbluebirdart · 4 months
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Hello.
My sweet followers, and everyone who read this.
I'm back now. Sorry for not being active much recently and not saying anything to let you know at all here.
How are you? I hope everyone doing alright and always being happy and healthy.
Last week, it has been a tough week... for me. It's not easy to get through hard times. I cried a lot every single day in the past weeks.
now I feel slightly better. hope to come back and make drawings, fan art, and maybe open special commissions.
Merry late Christmas and Happy holidays!
Wishing you all the best and have a great time.^^
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youngglittersoul · 2 years
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My story of becoming a Jonsa stan. (I know that no one is asking but seriously I need help moving on from this ship.)
I binged watched GOT this August 2022 before school started. I never really thought about Jonsa as a romantic pairing while watching because I was trying to finish all the seasons in a week. Then one day, I remembered the Jonsa reunion scene and when I re-watched it I thought that the scene was oddly romantic. I suddenly searched "Does Jon have a thing for red heads?" because Ygritte and Ros couldn't have been coincidences. Then, I re-watched every Jonsa scene and realized that they had intense romantic chemistry. I became obsessed with finding out if other people saw the same thing I saw and got introduced to Tumblr. It turns out I wasn't delusional and lots of people shipped them. I read so many amazing metas and analysis of their relationship in the show and their parallels in the books in here. Everything just made sense ever since I read about the book parallels and foreshadowing. Eventually, I created this account for the sake of liking every Jonsa post in existence (In two days, Tumblr told me "you crazy for liking 1000 posts"). I watch their scenes on YouTube religiously as if doing that would change GOT's ending and make them endgame (I've been reading a lot of AO3 fics to cope). I can't remember a ship that has affected me this way. I know they are a fictional couple but I can't move on. It's been over 2 months of me obsessing over them. I just want them to be happy and have many babies on the Jon Snow sequel and the last books. Lord please forgive me for shipping incest, but they really look good together.
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matchnightt · 1 month
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I still regularly think of Alex p3 in Bahrain
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silverstonesainz · 2 months
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I’ve been writing this smut for over a month you would THINK that I would’ve made more progress than I actually have
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the-hurt-soul · 4 months
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Cut your losses and move on
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one-futilerat · 1 year
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So forgive me for not saying hello tomorrow and forgive me for not talking to you. Sorry for not meeting your eyes and sorry for falling out of love so soon. But this distance is everything that's keeping me from killing myself over someone like you.
–final goodbyes
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saltonwound · 6 months
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Such a nostalgic feeling, I played this game for the first time in November last year and it was such an emotional roller coaster
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girlandthedarkness · 4 months
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liking someone feels like drowning into a pool of unsaid things and the saddest thing is that you don't even know if they like you
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epikhightechnology · 2 years
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stripesysheaven · 8 months
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bbcdumbsterfire · 2 years
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Don't mind me. Just fucking sad about Lancelot again.
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maidofmetal · 5 months
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i think i’ll deactivate this account at some point in the near - distant future
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yoonluve · 3 months
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I’ve been drawing the same character for 5 years now when will I be free
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prince-tulip · 4 months
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It never mattered if i wasn't okay, it never mattered if i needed help, it never mattered that i was the one that had to fight for acceptance all the time, it never mattered if i was hurt or needed to just be understood better, it never mattered if it ended up being me. If i didn't seem like i met a certain criteria then i was practically nothing, if i messed up just once, i became easy to leave, even though i clearly tried so hard to make it work.
Anytime you've left me, i was the one that would still have to say sorry, i would have to look like an idiot time and time again. I was never fought for, i was never reached out for, i was always the one to do that, i was just met with silence for months always while your filled a void with someone else while i couldn't even move on, only to reach out for you and by chance, when you just happen to feel rather lonely and decide to take me back, i instantly am there for you. Like a dog.
After a hand full of times of this happening now, especially feeling so used for sex and getting just thrown away, seemingly for someone else within a weeks time frame, which i get you dont want to be alone but how could you let me in like that, make me feel as vulnerable as possible and as fully loved as possible, after 7 years and you do that, it hurt like nothing else has and of course im guilty of so many things but ive neve done that..i fully understood you, i know you wholeheartedly and i want you to be happy, despite feelings of indifference, disappointment and confusion.
I've finally realized i never mattered to you as much as you mattered to me. I know you loved me and i know i loved you but our intentions weren't the same, our understandings weren't the same.
I never mattered in the way you mattered to me and thats okay.
I'll try to find acceptance in that.
I hope you find acceptance and understanding in the end as well.
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