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#i needed something cozy for a rewatch and i think this is it
reidssluttywaist · 2 days
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Spencer's lap.
In which you grind against your boyfriend.
fem!reader, season 2 Spencer, +16.
tags: dry humping, a little bit of dirtytalk.
a/n: guys this is so bad I've never written smut before but i had this idea while rewatching season 2 and tried something, this must have a bunch of mistakes and it's not proofread at all, also if anyone wants to rewrite this better please message me lol.
You never thought you'd have to sit for a physics class ever again since you left high school, and here you are, a half hour into your boyfriend explaining very throughly to you how he can make a rocket with 'physics magic', he also made you swear you would never tell his tricks to anybody, 'cause a magician never shares his secrets, right?!
Except you didn't get sleepy like you did in high school, you never paid that much attention to physics since now, the way Spencer's smile explains every detail, the giggle he lets out as he rumbles about different facts of all the physics laws, you're amazed by how happy he is, how his brain is extraordinary.
Hearing his humbles is better than any music you could think of, and paired with the soft sound of the rain falling outside Spencer's place, you feel so cozy and safe.
You and Spencer have been together for a couple of months now, he is your first real boyfriend, both of you are inexperienced in every single part of being in a relationship, sometimes the feeling of love you feel towards him overwhelms you, almost leaving you out of breath, you can't believe how good it is to love somebody, how god it is to love Spencer.
"Wow, that one might be your best! Look how high it went" you said after his most recent "rocket" made its way to the ceiling, Spencer smiling so big and laughing, making you laugh as well.
"Did you see that? I think I've perfected my measurements it's so high!!" Spencer says with a high-pitched voice, too excited to contain himself.
"The only bad thing about this is that you have to clean this mess up" You make a sad face, looking at the place that has little bits of water splashed all over.
"Nah, it's fine! It'll dry out soon enough" he says pretending that he doesn't care about the mess, except he does.
"C'mon, I'll help you clean and make us some dinner after, ok?!" You get up from your side of the couch, and hold Spencer's hand, trying to pull him up.
"I don't wanna get up now, it can wait," He says seriously, you can almost believe him.
You try pushing him up again, but this time he pulls you against him, being more successful than you do you end up falling onto him, sitting on his lap facing him.
"I said it can wait, I can clean up later, ok? I wanna spend some time with you now." He said holding your waist and looking at you.
You've never been on his lap before, you guys make out now and then, but never in that suggestive of a position, and Spencer never makes the first move like that, you feel your stomach filling with butterflies.
"You look so good with your glasses on" You blurt it out looking at him, analyzing his face as he looks at you.
"Can I kiss you?" Spencer says, you don't need words to respond as you press your lips onto his, starting a gentle kiss.
You'll never get accustomed to kissing Spencer, his soft lips, he's so gentle almost like he's afraid you'll run away if he makes any sudden moves, little does he know you won't, you'd never run away from him you feel like you could never get enough from him.
The kiss was now way more intense, your tongue exploring his, his grip on your waist a lot tighter now, one of his hands let go of your waist and made its way to the back of your neck, making you let out a soft moan into Spencer's mouth, making his body shiver under you.
Your hips start slightly moving over Spencer's thigh, the light friction making you want more.
Spencer was breathing heavily, and you could also feel him growing against your leg, he pulled you harder against him, adjusting your cunt to be right on top of his cock, applying pressure to your hips, you moan again, and you could feel yourself get wetter by the second.
"Spence, wanna feel you." You say in between kisses, making him whimper and push you harder against him.
"Fuck" he swears under his breath, both of his hands going to the waistband of the sweatpants you were wearing. "That okay?" he asks.
"Yes, please." You've never agreed to something so fast in your life, helping him take your pants away, after a few seconds of struggling you were back to kissing him like your life depended on it.
"C-can I take yours?" you whisper, almost scared to say it, he agrees by guiding your hand to his waistband, also helping you take his pants now, you were both only with underwear now, not even bothering to take your tops off, you went back to humping him, your thin underwear fabric soaked.
Spencer's shaky hands made their way onto your shirt, both of them massing your breasts, making noises come out of your mouth and the man under you groan.
"N-need more, Spence." You say grinding your hips harder against him, and bring your hands to his underwear pushing it down just enough so his cock is free.
You start to use your hands on him, slow up and down movements just enough so he can't even keep his eyes open.
"Want your pussy, please, wanna feel you" Spencer mumbles taking your hands off his cock, his hand going to your panties and ripping them out.
That made you gasp, making your pussy even more wet.
Spencer positioned you on his cock, which was resting on his stomach, you started moving your hips up and down, both of you moaning even louder now.
"You feel so warm, baby, you're so wet for me," He says, looking at where your bodies are rubbing against each other, he looks mesmerized by this sight, mouth slightly opened as he applies more pressure to your hips, making you shiver.
Spencer never dirty talked like that before, you could see the blush on his cheeks as he did, this new side of him making your mind blurry and a not start to form on your stomach.
"I'm so close," he says, biting his lips as you try to move even harder for him.
"N-eed more, please, your fingers," you say and he immediately knows what you mean, taking one of his hands out of your hips and bringing it to your pussy, his thumb finding your clit with ease, start moving it in circles making you let out a loud moan.
"Fuck" You let out, not able to keep your eyes open.
"Can you cum for me? Please baby wanna see your pretty face as you fuck yourself on me." Spencer says, that added with his movements in your clit make your mind fuzzy, you felt the heat on your stomach spread to your legs and your body starts to shake, releasing all the tension you were feeling.
"Oh, you're so pretty like that, so pretty when you cum for me," Spencer says, helping you ride out your climax, you were so sensitive by the recent orgasms but you started to move your hips harder and faster on Spencer's cock.
He bites his lips and you feel him grip your ass, his glasses were blurry and it was so hot that he didn't take him out.
He groaned when you felt his dick twit under you, you helped him through his orgasm, kissing him when you were both done, his hands when to your back caressing it, slowly moving up and down.
"That was so good" He whispers to you.
"A dirty talker, huh?! Who would've thought?" you joke, making him laugh.
"Most men are dirty talkers so it's not that uncommon" he rumbles.
He switched up to nerdy Spencer again, making you smile.
You spend a couple more minutes just talking before getting up, you make sure to point all that he must buy you a new pair of panties to pay for the one he ripped, he agrees, saying he would buy more than one because "you'll never know what might happen, right?"
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fairytsuk1 · 3 months
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mile high club | (smut)
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pairing: alex quackity x reader
words: 1.9k
warnings: sexual content, surprise visit, riding, quickie, couch sex, mild femdom, mild sub!alex, unprotected sex, pre-established relationship
summary: "Sooo, What about Quackity dating someone who lives in a different country, and since both of them have been really busy they haven't seen each other in person in a couple months, so he decides to give his s/o a surprise visit?"
It was as normal of a day as ever. You’d woken up early and greeted Alex, who happily called you while you brushed your teeth and washed your face.
“Good morning, sleepyhead,” and you can hear the smile in his voice.
“Good morning,” you yawn, rubbing your eyes, “what have you been up to?”
“Oh, you know,” he avoids the question, “just getting on with the day. You have your little morning voice right now, so cute, you know.”
Your laugh rings prettily into the phone as Alex blatantly flirts with you. He still made you feel like a teenager, all giddy with excitement and want. Plus, you miss him. It feels like eons ago that he would pull you closer to his chest mornings like these, firm arms snug around your waist as he curled around you like a mama bear. Your heart ached at the thought, even just sharing breakfast or coffee felt special.
“Well, whatever! I just woke up and gotta start my morning routine. But seriously, what are you up to? It sounds kinda noisy?”
The mild hustle and bustle cuts through the phone's static. It’s too muffled to hear anything, and you’re too sleep-addled to decipher it, “it’s nothing, baby. I’m just at the store. It’s crowded today, but I need some groceries.”
“Oh, right, Target?”
Alex pauses, “Yeeeah. I gotta go, honey, but I’ll talk to you later!”
Something feels off, but you swallow your worries.
“Yeah, we’ll talk later! I love you.”
“Te quiero mucho.”
There’s a quick click and then silence. Usually, Alex was more carefree with his thoughts. He had no problem freely expressing himself to you; he even told you that you were someone who made him feel like he could. But maybe you’re just being an overly attached girlfriend! You’re just thinking too hard about this. It’s probably fine, right?
You brush your teeth hastily with vigor, and you make record-breaking time on your skincare routine. The faster you get your day started, the bigger head start you have against those anxious thoughts.
It was an extreme relief when you received sporadic texts from Alex.
[lex <3]: what’s up babe??
[lex <3]: I’m thinking of youu
[lex <3]: te quiero verte pronto <3
It made your heart race and make you want to look bashful and hide underneath your lashes because he was so charming. You eagerly reply to him with a plentiful amount of hearts and kisses. Just knowing he was thinking of you made you feel good. It uplifted your day as you flicked on mascara and tied up your New Balances. 
Things were average that day. The loud ringing doorbell broke you out of your TV rewatching reverie. You’re expecting some religious fanatics; damn, they could be so annoying. No packages you ordered that you knew of, no plans left forgotten, who could it be—
You’re absolutely taken aback. The breath in your lungs seemingly dissipates into the air, condensing into invisible wispy strands. What’s this? Alex stands before you with a bright smile. His jacket is black and puffy, and he’s got his striped beanie that turns beautiful wild locks of hair into a shape resembling an egg. It’s your boyfriend. He’s suddenly materialized on your doorstep with rolling luggage and smooth words, “Are you gonna invite me in?”
“Alex! Oh my god,” you fly into his arms, darting into them like the floor was a springboard, “this isn’t real. How are you here? This is insane!”
“I flew here; I had to see you,” he says earnestly, “I’m so fucking glad to see you.”
“I’m glad to see you, Lex!”
The two of you are locked in a cozy embrace. Your arms cradle Alex's head like he’s a baby, your baby, as you pepper soft, freckled skin with kisses. He tries to tell you to stop and tries to squirm away, but you aren’t letting go now that he’s here in your hands. 
"You totally lied about the grocery store!"
"Come onn, I couldn't give away the surprise!"
Alex holds you by your waist and takes deep inhales in your neck. Something about your scent and knowing that you’re there in his arms makes him feel high. That makes him feel more than elated, indeed in a near-delirious state of love.
Both of you adjust to him being back. His luggage is left haphazardly in the bedroom while he kicks his shoes off to get comfortable. You can’t help but hang off of him and touch every single part of him as if this is a dream that could not be possible. He preens, feeling your hand smooth down the expanse of his back, covered with a fit Planet Duck t-shirt that made him look so delectable.
You were always attracted to Alex; there was no question about that. However, the combination of not having seen him for long, along with his freshly cut hair, was doing things to you. The experience of being in his space was sending your pussy into overdrive. Even the first shared kiss the two of you have leaves you wanting more as your clit quivers. Alex seems like none the wiser to your needs as the two of you settle down together.
“What do you wanna order, pizza?”
“Whatever you want, handsome,” and your nails scratch at his forearm just to feel his goosebumps prickle up.
“Handsome? Why thank you,” he smirked, giving you an Eskimo kiss. “Are you sure you don’t have a craving for anything?”
“I think… the only craving I have is you.”
“Wow, you must really want me to be begging like this,” he teases, bringing his face so close that his breath hits your lips, “what do you want?”
“I want my boyfriend, who I haven’t seen in months, to fuck the shit out of me. Think that can be arranged?”
“Absolutely,” Alex brings you into a kiss.
His hands weave into the hair at the back of your neck. When he brings you closer, the tension of the pull makes your jaw drop in a gasp. Alex takes advantage of your blatant thirst through your lips by slipping a slick tongue to toy with yours. He tastes like mints, and you fist your hand in his jacket with a crinkle. Both of you sway, shifting first to lean back before you press your lips against him harder and swing a leg over his wide legs. 
It feels sweltering when the two of you pull away with panting breaths. You’re perched high in Alex's lap, and his hands possessively hold the curve of your ass. His lips are pink if slightly bitten, as they swell. You’re sure yours aren’t any better, but it hurts in the best way when you rejoin your lips together for another kiss.
“Extrañe tanto tu cuerpo, quiero comérmelo,” he rasps and rolls you further into his chest, further against his hardening cock.
His words leave you shivering as you roll your hips against him again.
“Wanna ride you first, I’ve missed your cock filling me up sooo much.”
Alex blushes at hearing your praise. Your hands caress his shoulders soothingly as he relaxes more on the couch, “I think about you all the time. Fisting my cock pretending it’s your pussy, fuckk, but it’s never the same.”
“My fingers never do it like yours do,” his sweatpants are expertly undone and tugged down.
“Oh, I know. I always make you feel good,” his hips lift as you lower his boxers to reveal the tan skin of his thick cock.
Your mouth instantly waters at the sight of him. His head is dark and weeping with pre-cum as it twitches in the cool air. Spitting on your hand, eye contact is captivating as you begin to work your hand up and down his cock. Your wrists twist, and Alex lets out a high-pitched moan, hand digging into the plush cushion of the couch. He only whines sweeter and pants heavier as your slick up his dick, working him up till he feels his balls churning with the need to release.
Alex whines when you let go, hands pawing at your waist to align your dripping hole with the head of his cock. His mouth is fast to latch onto your nipples or to lightly nibble at the soft skin of his tummy.
“Be patient,” you lightly chide.
“Can’t, need you too bad,” he moans as delicate fingers touch his cock, “I wanted to surprise you, so now you treat me.”
“What a demanding boy.”
“Ah! Oh, fuck. Fuckfuckfuck,” your soaked pussy sinks down on his fat cock.
He’s not impossible to take, but the stretch still makes your stomach quiver after such a long time. It’s welcoming, though. Your pussy is carved to take Alex, to be fucked relentlessly by him as he makes your tongue loll out your mouth.
“God, fuck! I missed this so much, Lex,” your eyes are teary as you wetly rise and lower yourself on his dick, “making me feel so full.”
“You’re amazing, riding me so well. Hah, ah, you always make me feel good!”
You’re preening and crawling closer with faster hips as Alex wails for you. There are lewd smacking sounds that reverberate through the room as you fuck yourself on his dick. Things heated up so fast that everything felt as though the intensity of your fucking had been turned up to eleven.
His cock curves in your gummy walls. Every downstroke leads to the tip pressing against the spongy spot inside you; it makes your hips seize desperately as you pound yourself against Alex. He’s moved to lightly jerking his hips, mouth suckling on your tits and leaving gentle marks on your back. His nails are blunt, but the sting makes the coils inside you grow tighter and tighter with tension.
You feel so wet, wet, wet. Your walls are squeezing Alex, desperate for every single drop of release, and his orgasm is about to slap him in the face, “I-I’m getting close, oh shit. Babe, fuck, I’m gonna cum!”
“Cum inside me, Lex. I wanna feel it, breed me,” it comes out in a whine as you grow closer and closer to your peak, “gonna cum all over this cock, papi. Fuckkk, you own this pussy! Oh, oh!”
Alex cums first. His hot ropes fill you like warm lava, filling your pussy to the brim with his seed as he groans out from under you. He was at your mercy as you milked him through your orgasm, milky walls squeezing his dick for all it’s worth. Your thighs ache in the best way as you sink into his lap. 
His cum leaks out of you lewdly around his softening cock. Both your eyes meet as you regain your breath. He looks a mess, and you know you do two as your sweaty bodies rest against each other. A flicker of fondness turns into a full-blown flame, “I-I love you. I missed you so much.”
“I love and miss you too, a ton,” he whispers, “and I’m glad I came to surprise you.”
You smile at him with watery eyes, “Yeah, me too.”
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defectivefanboy · 9 months
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Howl J. Pendragon x Gn!Reader
this is pure self indulgence. No I am not apologizing. No I am not sorry and yes I am a glutton for punishment.
Overall Notes: Stories written on this blog are GN until specified. While this story uses they/them pronouns, and I don't mind female readers on my blog, I do not write for y'all, and if you are a fetishizer fuck off????????????????? ew.
C/W: Angst no comfort. Howl being a low-key asshole, and a man whore. Self deprecation.
Notes: I have been rewatching this movie like a psychopath
Steps to loving a fool...
People will tell you all the ways they fell for a fool and how they loved a fool.
How they whisked them away off their feet with such carefree nature.
But they also recall how it hurt to let them go at the end.
They always say a bird does not belong in a cage
Because there are many steps to loving a fool, but there are only a few key steps you need to keep in mind.
While the enjoyment and wonder of it is exciting at first a person can only take so much before they finally collapse in on themselves like a star.
Step 1: A fool is as free as the wind.
For as long as you could remember he's always moved as if he was the wind himself.
Maybe it was because he could fly and walk? on air
Being with him was like you were floating
God, to be above the clouds with him once again
To feel as free as he does every day of his life
But you've never seen him settle down, even within his own home.
Always adding a new room, or waking up in a new place with new doors.
That amazement you feel when you hear the click of the door and then the new location or sight before you
Oh is that a new book? What does that trinket do?
The fascinated look on his face always captured your attention more then the trinket did most days
His magic never failed to excite you, only brought you more wonder in what he was capable off
Every time he came through the door he always brought something new
Always something new, something that brought change within the castle
Something was always changing.
Step 2: A fool changes like the seasons
Never get too comfortable and never get used to anything.
As cozy as the house was, he was changing it to how he liked at that moment.
It would become a maze of new rooms and halls.
All the more room for him to make a mess.
Sometimes even a new explosion, opening a new window in the castle.
Yet, you can never develop a habit. Can never maintain a routine
Never able to get a schedule down
Never able to understand what he was doing
Never able to even assume what he's doing
Never able to assume you know what he's thinking.
It's only a matter of time before he changes his interest.
Last month it was simple Science
Today? making a plant into a horse
Tomorrow? Only he knows.
Markl, while a good kid, was on the back burner of the wizards mind sometimes
maybe even a lot of the times, but he always made it up to him with long lessons and studies with the boy.
Guess you weren't even on his mind now a days
You can't blame him though
it's not like you had an altitude for magic or anything.
You didn't have any knowledge from a great beyond
You honestly should've known
The first few months were bliss was him
then it became every few days, every few weeks... every few months... every few y-
Step 3: A fool is never shackled down
When was the last time you made a proper friend?
Calcifer and Markl were both a lovely chat.
But, you could only talk about so much within an ever moving home.
Sure, you've made a few acquaintanceships, but never more than that.
You didn't have enough time to make friends anyways
Didn't stay long ever to keep them either
You would leave town as fast as you came in.
Appearing one night then disappearing the next.
And the excitement of it disappeared just as quick.
Realization only hit quicker.
Watching fling after fling after fling after fling after-
What was it that made them different?
Maybe thats why he's always running away
Being around too long would make too much of an attachment
That means commitment
It means it's no longer just him
A fool carries their own burdens, they don't need the burdens of other as well
He already has his own worries
what made you think he would care for yours?
At first he was attentive, the soft grazing touches he gave felt as if he was treating you as fragile glass
Any force and you would shatter
When did you shatter?
Do you remember when you did?
Did he even realize that you did?
Step 4: A fool won't listen to anyone, but themselves
The house was a mess
Covered in waste from failed potions and experiments.
Molded food and trash everywhere, no matter how much it got cleaned
You had told him that witch wasn't good news
You said she was hiding something from him. From everyone.
Everyone could see he was gonna end up hurt
Yet, you were the wrong one
He's was in love couldn't you see
You wanted this to happen, didn't you?
For him to settle down?
You always said to slow down
Why was it an issue now?
If you don't like it why do you care about it?
You shouldn't be here anymore then
"Why do you always incise on being a nuisance?!"
You have over stayed your welcome.
Silence lingered in the room
The ever so witty fire demon was at a lost for words even
All he could do was watch as you turned away from him and walked to your room.
He watched the ground as you walked away and slammed the door.
He was about to let out a sigh before a second slam followed again.
This time a few steps away
"porthaven door..."
He watched the door in surprise, the dial clicking into place.
sighing finally he turned to the stairs
"Calcifer, warm up a bath"
Step 5: A fool only learns after they have lost themselves
He was sure you would be back the next morning
You always came back, even when he was clearly in the wrong
Even when he would spew hateful words at you for the littlest of thing
You always came back
But when morning came, the castle was as still as it was left the night before.
He realized it’s gone too far
The soft cracks in the glass finally broke
that prideful wizard finally began to break
ode to the boy who shallowed a star in exchange for his heart…
who had lost the only thing that filled the space…
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the-milk-monarch · 4 months
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Hello! I just want ya to know that u are my favorite writer for tdi in all honesty. I love how thought out your work is and how detailed it is. I saw that you wrote for Cody If so, could you possibly write a thing about how they would act if the reader was Chris’s favorite intern, and would sneak free gifts to help them in challenges (not that big just little small things) like a sweater for when they are somewhere cold, or a cookie if chefs cooking was bad. Could they also be confident and funny? (Strong reader supremacy).
I know you have a lot on your plate, it’s ok to deny or take as long as you need. Feel free to use this idea for other charecters :)
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☣ Aw that's so sweet to hear, tysm!! I never thought anyone would enjoy my writing so much so that's really lovely to hear 🫶 I try my best to write well thought out stuff bc I honestly enjoy thinking about it lol
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Summary: Reader gives Cody their jacket at Yukon + general headcanons. ☢︎ | Total Drama | ~1k words | gender-neutral reader ♡ | Cody ⚠ | haven't rewatched the episode so I'm only writing the episode as I remembered it with the help of the wiki lol
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⚠︎ | setting: Total Drama: World Tour
Cody really likes being around you.
You emit energy that just gives him that daily boost.
Whether it's your confidence and lightheartedness or a good joke, he usually has a smile while hanging around you.
He also likes to join in on playing the comedian with you if he feels creative, so you're a fun duo!
He's curious why Chris likes you so much.
I mean, he can see why, you're like, the best person ever to be around, (in his opinion) but still.
And you're kind enough to share anything extra with him!
You got him by a surprise when it first happened, as at the time you were friendly, but only briefly spoke to each other.
Next on the trip list was "Yukon". You knew it was gonna be cold. But being the TV host's favorite intern wasn't that bad, you knew you were probably gonna get decent clothing. As you expected, the temperature was freezing. But of course, Chris couldn't be cold, so he got himself a cozy and stylish jacket. You and Chef also got the blessing of getting something warm to wear, unlike the rest of the campers. You felt some hope after Chris announced that he ordered the jackets for the others, but it quickly washed away when you heard his response to Heather that "they should arrive in six to eight weeks". You sighed, but ultimately you were helpless to do anything. You took a liking to Cody, he was fun to be around and you thought his "tough man" was both entertaining and kinda sweet. I mean, at least he tried, right? You started talking in the short moments when you both had a break and a chance to interact with someone in between the challenges. You never went out of your way to help anyone as it was technically cheating, but you felt like you had to do something when you saw Cody freezing after he fell into the cold water and Sierra had to rescue him. You saw her throw him on the land from the floating ice block, thinking he's somewhat safe now, until you heard the abrupt sound of him hitting the nearby mountains which made you cringe from the secondhand pain. Once the camera focused on the other contestants trying to make it through the challenge, you sneakily approached Cody, who was visibly shaking while laying on his back and processing what just happened. "Oof- Dude, you alright?" You hovered above him with a concerned look on your face. "Y-Y/N?" He managed to stutter out while the cold tried to shut up him up. You offered him a hand so he could get up, to which he accepted with a shaking grip. Without a word, you gave him the only thing you had on you, your jacket. "T-That's for me?" He asked, a bit in disbelief for your kind act. "Of course, I can't let you freeze to death." You quickly explained with a smile on your face. "But what about you?" He questioned once more, seeing as you had nothing else to put on. "Hey, I haven't fallen into the freezing water, did I?" You pointed out, although you appreciated him worrying about you as well. "R-Right." He flashed a shaky smile and extended his hand as you passed him the clothing item. "T-Thank you." He tried to keep his teeth from grinding, which stopped as soon as he put it on. The cold was still biting your ass, but at least you felt good knowing he wasn't about to die anymore. Cody started to feel a bit awkward seeing you start to shake, though. "Hey- now that you're the one being cold, I feel kinda selfish here." He admitted, halfly-joking. You took a second before responding. "Well- There's always an option with huddling for warmth" You responded, also halfly-serious. You didn't mind close contact and free warmth, so you hoped Cody wouldn't either. "Unless you got cold feet." You heard a slight chuckle come out of his lips after your words. "Okay. But only to break the ice." He put on a grin which showed his goofy tooth gap. He was pleasantly surprised with the amount of casualness from you, but also a bit lost on how to act, so he resorted to lightning up the mood as well. You reciprocated the giggle and stepped closer, feeling his body against yours. He hesitated a little, but finally embraced you into his arms. "Don't let Sierra see you though, you might make some enemies with her after that." He warned you only slightly serious about it.
Cody was far more casual and friendly with you after that one kind gesture.
And with time, he began to see you as legit one of the closest people he got to meet on the show.
But the thing that made him enamored in you was when you got to his heart through his stomach.
You knew that the teams had to endure Chef's horrible cooking each time they lost, and you were glad when you didn't have to worry about the food being a probable cause of your death when Chris gave you your share of the meals. So, naturally you also wanted to grant that opportunity to your close acquaintance as well. Per usual, you approached Cody after you had a moment to yourself. "Hey Codemeister, what's up?" He turned his head towards you as he heard the familiar tone of your voice. "Y/N, hey!" His face lighted up and he straightened his back to properly look at you while sitting on the crappy, wooden seat, "Had your dinner already?" You asked casually, sitting next to him. "If that's what you call it- yeah." He cringed at the economy class food. "Why?" "Well, I just had this cookie that i conveniently kept for you, so..." You slightly teased as your hand slowly got the packaged, delicious goods out of your pocket. "What, dude, no way!" He gasped slightly as he saw the cookie in it's glory. "It's mine?" "Yeah." You nodded with a smile, already happy about his excited reaction. "You're amazing!" He attacked you with a hug without thinking twice. You felt Sierra staring daggers at you.
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kdramaxoxo · 5 months
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Ok, when the k-drama I am Not A Robot first aired, I gave it a pretty brutal review saying that it objectified women and treated them like dogs (because literally it does do that for the first few episodes) and even if it's cute (I acknowledged that) it really didn't need to exist, you know...because it's a d*ck move against feminism.
So for some clown car reason I started a rewatch thinking it could be a fun hate watch and can I just say...
I LOVE I AM NOT A ROBOT. Like, something happened to my brain and I literally do not care about the robot-as-sexy-object-cringe-fest I LOVE THE R O M A N C E. SO. MUCH.
The leads are SO good. Being in love looks amazing on them...you HAVE to see the emotion in their eyes! Also there are so many cozy fluffy sweater looks on Yoo Seung Ho why can't he be in more rom coms?
Anyways, I'm behind on all of my airing dramas cause I'm rewatching I Am Not A Robot.
No regrets.
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solbach-colbrock · 2 months
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Movie Night - Seth Borden X Reader
SUMMARY - Movie night with Seth WARNINGS - established relationship w/ Seth and reader, fluff!!! WORDS - 939 NOTES - requested by @1f0undth1sinth3trash ~*~*~*~
Nights like this were the nights you lived for. The house cold from the pouring rain outside, thunder rolling through the dark night as you gathered every blanket you could find. The door creaked and clicked shut as Seth closed it behind him.
“Food’s here!” Seth called from the entryway. You smiled, hearing his feet pad from the front door to the kitchen. The blankets were placed in a haphazard pile on the couch. The string lights around the room gave a very cozy atmosphere. At first, you made fun of Seth for wanting to get the purple ones (of course he wanted those), but you could now admit that they fit really nicely. They felt like him, and that simple fact made you like them all the more.
            Burrowing under your mountain of blankets, you found the remote for the tv and turned it on, fingers barely poking out of the sleeves of the hoodie you had stolen form him months ago to press the buttons. You scrolled through Netflix to find his favorite movie. It was his turn to choose, but you knew what he was gonna pick anyways.
            The cushion dipped next to you as Seth sat down, placing the Chinese food in your lap and the drinks and various other snacks on the coffee table in front of you. Balancing his own plate with one hand, he slotted his free arm around your waist and pressed a kiss to the side of your jaw. His hood was up, as it almost always was, and brushed against your skin as you instinctively leaned into him. 
            “How did you know what I was gonna pick?” he mumbles against your skin, pressing another kiss to your shoulder.
            “I’d like to think I know you pretty well at this point, babe,” you respond, pushing his hood back to run your fingers through his hair. “Besides, you always pick something super cheesy, and you mentioned this movie to Josh literally last week and said you wanted to rewatch it soon.”
            “Mmm. Oh, should I grab popcorn?”
            “Maybe later. Right now, I’m in desperate need of food and cuddles.”
            “Fair. Come here, baby.”
            You giggled as he pulled you closer to him, kissing him once for good measure before you started eating. He reached over to press play on the remote, officially starting your weekly movie night.
            It was a vast improvement on the days he was traveling. Whenever he was away filming a video, even if it was an ungodly hour wherever he was, he would FaceTime you on the date of your movie night so he was at least somewhat be with you. Even being able to see his face and hear his voice on those nights, it still wasn’t as nice as this. On those nights you missed him desperately, so when he was home like tonight, you made sure to hold him extra close, and extra tight. His hand drifted up the back of your shirt to glide along the skin of your back. You melted into the touch, leaning impossibly closer to him as you took another bite of your food.
            “Ooo, this is my favorite part!” He whispered into your shoulder.
            “You say that literally every time, Seth,” you said, rolling your eyes.
            “And its always my favorite part. What’s your point?”
            The weather continued to roll and pour outside as the movie continued. Seth kept interjecting with his own commentary, sometimes through mouthfuls of food or almost choking on his drink to get the words across. You loved him too much to find it annoying. At least it was fairly entertaining, and you had a tendency to remember certain parts of the movie because his comments made you laugh hard enough for the moment to stick in your brain for awhile. 
            By the time the movie was over, you had made your way into his lap, and both his hands were pressed to your skin as he held you, his lips pressing lazy kisses to your back as he got more tired and comfortable. Empty plates and packages of snacks lay discarded on the coffee table. He had stopped paying attention to the movie 20 minutes prior, opting instead to devote his attention to you. It never failed to melt your heart how affectionate he was with you. You wouldn’t trade it for the world.
            “Seth, love, the movie ended ten minutes ago,” you said softly, turning slightly to make sure he could hear you.
            “Hmm? Oh, shit, yea. We should clean up and get to bed,” he replied, finally looking up. He rubbed at his weary eyes, leaving the spot on your side where it was placed cold from the sudden lack of touch.
            “As fast as possible though. I want to get back to being held,” you smiled, brushing a lock of hair behind his hair.
            “Counterpoint: we sleep right here and deal with all this in the morning.”
            “You make a compelling argument, Borden. I’m inclined to agree.”
            You let out a yelp as he firmly wrapped his arms around you once again, pulling you and the blankets the two of you were buried under down with him. After adjusting the blankets so they properly covered the two of you, he pulled you into yet another kiss, cradling your face to pull you into him deeper and deeper until you needed to come up for air.
            “I love you so much,” he whispered, thumb making gentle passes over your cheek. His eyes scanned every feature of your face, lingering on your lips, before finally setting on your eyes.
            “I love you too.”
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rescue-ram · 3 months
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28 / 33 / 44 / 48 / 49 / 50
28 . which is your comfort episode ? maybe not your favorite episode , but an episode you watch to feel happy ? 
Unironically the movie... The amount of times I've had a craving for MASH but couldn't decide on an episode so I threw on the movie is a lot XD There is something about knowing exactly what I'm going to get for 2 hours that's appealing... In terms of the show itself I have a weird soft spot for "Showtime" and find the vibes cozy and I've rewatched it more than most episodes for that reason.
33 . is there something your favorite(s) did that you didn’t feel like made sense for their character ? 
Hawkeye's infamous command spiral... Still makes me >:x
Klinger getting hit by the idiot ball for laughs... Why did they make him re-enlist... Hate that for him...
44 . which 4077th party do you think was the most memorable ? 
Honestly the red party is the most iconic. The Greek party is my personal fave...
48 . what episode are you showing to your friend as a first impression to get them into mash ( pilot barred ) 
I HAVE A THREE STEP PLAN FOR THIS
1. Divided We Stand to introduce the characters and premise
2. 5 O'Clock Charlie for laughs
3. OR for more serious vibes
I have other episodes I would recommend, but I legit have a plan for when my friends agree to a movie night and I can show them a one hour sampler of why I love this show....
49 . is there a duo that you wish the show had done a bit more with ? 
I thought too hard about this for a second but then I remembered TrapOllie is right there... 
50 . what’s an episode that everyone seems to love but you don’t really like ? alternatively , which episode do you think needs all the love ?
I think Dreams is a fascinating experimental work of television and interesting insight into the characters. I ALSO never have a desire to watch it... Literal anxiety dream of an episode... Also don't really care for The Party...
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destinygoldenstar · 11 months
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Hey, I’m doing a rewatch of the new TD reboot for a few analysis posts, and something has been on my mind:
Isn’t Damien such a great concept for a character?
I mean, from that alone, he’s a cinnamon roll who needs to be protected. Put him there with Cure Wing as ‘Top 10 Cinnamon Rolls of 2023′, (Even if Tsubasa would probably be above him)
I feel like this character is gonna have a great comeback in Season 2.
But for now, I realized his character arc HAS been done before. 
That’s with DJ in World Tour, as both of them try to quit the game, but fail over and over until they want to stay, THEN they get eliminated. 
But in my opinion, Damien was ALWAYS gonna be the superior character with this arc, as they actually established a reason why he can’t just quit. 
And secondly, in my opinion, DJ should’ve never even competed in World Tour.
Yes, I think DJ should’ve never been in World Tour. At all. 
I’m rewriting Action, and I said I wouldn’t be rewriting World Tour. (though Idk how many people would demand it. If enough people do by the finale of Refilming Action, I’ll think about it.) BUT if I did, this would be a major change I would do to the cast. That, and not even have Blaineley. (These are my three biggest problems with World Tour, DJ’s arc, Blaineley’s existence, and Sierra. Just-just Sierra. At least everything else has drama I am interested in.)
First off, the animal curse is NOT FUNNY. Not even the first time. I can’t understand anyone who finds animal cruelty funny, and it’s kind of gross. TD, I know you’re known for your mean spirit, but do it on your people and leave the critters out of it! (It’s kind of why my partner is not into this show. At all.)
It’s ALL DJ has to do in this season, which just feels tacked on, like ‘Oh, Team Victory is too bland for an early boot team and Team Chris’s team of goofballs isn’t enough of comedy, we need to have a running gag too!’
I mean, World Tour is probably the second best season of the show, but... it has some DISGUSTING plotlines that make me uncomfortable. Like, I think Action is more of a cozy watch to be honest. (Seriously, WT is lucky it has the best A plot of the franchise.)
(Huh. Maybe I do want to rewrite WT.)
Second, DJ’s character has already reached its logical conclusion in Action. Say what you will about Action, I liked what they did with him there. He is the only character who actively chose his morality and his heart over the game, and avoided the temptations of the money and fame. Something that they ALL should’ve done, but didn’t do. This makes DJ a role model. This is a logical conclusion to his time on the show. This is beautiful.
Now there’s nothing for him to do, so why have him here? If DJ never competed in World Tour, he would’ve had THE most POSITIVE character arc in the entire show!
But ya blew it!
And third, lets say DJ didn’t compete in World Tour. What would change? 
Not much, actually.
Would we lose momentum for Alejandro’s villainy? 
No. There’s like, a dozen other people he screws over. I think losing one person in this count doesn’t change the impact of the villain.
(If we counted how many people, ‘This Is How We Will End It’ would be like, ten minutes long. I would’ve liked that. Then we wouldn’t have to focus on Sierra.)
And there’s also the part involving the teams. 
Team Amazon has five members: Gwen, Heather, Courtney, Cody, and Sierra
Team Chris has five members: Owen, Izzy, Tyler, Noah, and Alejandro
Team Victory has SIX members. 
I know Ezekiel is the first boot. I know Duncan comes back. I don’t care.
By removing DJ, EVERY team starts with five members. 
Team Victory would join the five team band with Leshawna, Lindsay, Bridgette, Harold, and Ezekiel.
Okay, so how would this change things up for Team Victory?
The girls in this team are the biggest targets for Alejandro. I know Lindsay’s elimination wasn’t caused by him, but I’m including her anyway. 
Ezekiel wouldn’t change. This was his fault. (And somewhat Harold’s)
But everyone else DJ kind of screws over. 
Would Harold still quit the game? 
Without DJ, there’d be no man on the team to keep everyone together. So I don’t think Harold would go here, and he’d be smarter than to just throw everything away. I think he would still cost the team the challenge, but I think that should be setup for an ego character arc instead of the cause of his boot. It’s an easy fix too: Just have Episode 3 be a reward challenge. Reward challenges don’t do any harm, y’all are just mean.
You could argue Harold becoming an egotist isn’t a better subplot, but at least it’s foreshadowed in Celebrity Manhunt to back it up, AND to me, it’s more interesting.
And if you think this is too serious of a subplot and there wouldn’t be enough comic relief. Again. Team Chris has Owen, Izzy, Noah, and Tyler. Comic relief characters. THEY are the source for laughs. (Plus it’s kind of a part of Alejandro’s character for the season)
This would also but a strain on the team on who should be in charge and fix the team’s losing streak. 
I think said losing streak would have Bridgette and Leshawna go the same episodes they do in canon. Though in Leshawna’s case, it would be her mistrusting Harold’s leadership attempts in an understandable way. This would be why she turned to Alejandro, not because she’s into him, but because she trusts him more as a leader, and he supports her.
Then in the second Aftermath, Harold and Leshawna could apologize and make up. Which yes, Harold also goes before that.
Then we’d just have Harold and Lindsay. This is a great opportunity for a Lindsay/Harold friendship. I would love that duo! (Refilming Action foreshadowing?)
I think Episode 9 is where Harold would quit the game for the sake of his last teammate. THIS is where he does the ‘I will restore my honor’ thing, because his friend’s success is more important than his.
So Lindsay gets to stay for two more episodes, and we could have that Lyler subplot. That’s wholesome. 
She would also be a target for Alejandro as she is Tyler’s weakness. He would want her to win over them, something Alejandro can’t afford. So he’s gotta get her out. 
And lets say Lindsay DOES get eliminated because of Alejandro sabotage. (Which, all you need to do is have him do the ramp thing he did in canon. She wouldn’t notice cause she’s the ditsy character.) 
Team Victory is gone.
Would Tyler notice this? If he did, he would be against Alejandro for the rest of his time on the show, and he would be trying to stay afloat long enough to get back at him. If that meant he had to throw Duncan and Gwen under the bus for their kiss to protect himself, so be it. (Tyler is the only character with not enough screen time to establish flaws, so this would be neat.)
And if you think this would be OOC for Tyler, that’s an easy fix too: Just have him feel bad about it after it’s said and done, and try to help Gwen while she’s being cancelled. Would she accept it? Gwen would probably be desperate, so maybe. But Tyler is still against cheating, so he’s not supporting Gwuncan. That’d probably make Gwen deny his help because Duncan is the only one who cares about her in her eyes. Duncan would always be after him because of what Tyler did.
Then you know, he’d fail, and he’d be the Episode 15 boot. Then everything goes as normal from there.
Look, I like DJ, but I think this would be better for his character, and the season in general. 
And what I’m saying is that Damien is a king and he did this better. And this is first season, so it’s not sabotaging his character. I can’t wait to see what they do to Damien in season two.
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chainofclovers · 1 year
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Ted Lasso 3x3
Good lord. This episode was like being on the Scrambler at the fair. You know the one, you sit in the little seat at the end of a big arm like a spoke of a wheel, and the central machine spins steadily, but because of the position of the arms, and I don’t know, physics, you kind of get flung from point A to B, then B to C, then C to A again, but it’s a slightly different A than before, a slightly different spot, and it goes fast and your surroundings are blurry but then there are little moments when you land at each point where the movement pauses and you can see clearly, just in time to propel someplace new again. 
The Scrambler was always my favorite ride. I’m too chickenshit for huge rollercoasters, I get irrationally angry (terrified) if upside down, I don’t want to be splashed with water, etc., but also I’m not a baby. I liked being disoriented. And I think I really liked this episode. 3x1 and 3x2 were both awesome and I was cruising along feeling very aware of what show I was watching, and tonight I was absolutely watching the same show but the fucking great needle drops and the whole weird energy of the thing left me—to overdo the stupid metaphor—scrambled.
I can’t believe my last pre-s3 fic included Ted having bad feelings about Precious Moments figurines in a rental house and then it turns out actual Ted’s actual mom collects them!
(Weird bullet to start with? Well, I feel weird!)
The boys (adult men who coach AFC Richmond) just want Julie Andrews to boss them around and punish them. I get it. 😌
Ola’s! I’m so excited for Sam and I love the vibe of his restaurant and I love that he’s getting to do this communal, home-oriented endeavor that connects him to so many things about both Nigeria and the UK right as his football club is becoming a cult of personality. 
Everything with Tish was so unsettling. I love that Rebecca was trying desperately to play the whole thing for laughs, but then it was genuinely chilling. I have so many (strong) feelings about Rebecca and motherhood, and I’ve felt this whole time like it was incredibly important to her character’s journey that she is never going to be a mother, exactly, even though I’m just a human girl and I would love to see her stepmommin’. But tbh I am HERE for seeing what happens precisely because she was angry about the premonition, she didn’t bite back her feelings, she called the vision cruel. I’m going to need to rewatch and listen to every word that Tish says but I am! Losing! It! 
Zava is great as a device and I’m loving that Jamie isn’t having tantrums but is instead using his words (to great effect!). He’s standoffish but he isn’t being a total prick. And I’m very :eyesemoji: about these early morning trainings with Roy, and, you know, what purpose Roy is going to find there beyond helping to mold Jamie. I really like that most everyone else is very much not immune to Zava, and I like that there’s a logic to that—they’re winning, they’re thriving, they’re a surprise success story. 
I am obsessed with Ted’s obsession with Dr. Jacob and how he’s continuing to call him Dr. Jacob. I completely get why it’s so upsetting and bewildering. I would be a basket case. Also I think there’s something incredibly perfect about the terrible foot they start off on (restart, anyway), with Dr. Jacob doing the stupid Trump impersonation and just really putting his foot in it. I guess there could have been worse ways to choose to answer the phone, but it’s difficult to think of one! And Dr. Jacob might not get much screentime, but we get so much—the cringiness of the realization it’s Ted on the line. The cozy homey Kansas kitchen. The busy lived-in domesticity, interrupted. And then he’s in this fugue state for weeks, obsessing, and there’s Sassy. I kinda love that he tells her up front about Michelle and their ex-therapist; they clearly haven’t seen each other in a long time, and that’s the first and only news he thinks to tell her!? Yikes. 
Shandy! Yes. (And Roy wanting to do the interview. HELP.)
I have every feeling in the world about Colin and his boyfriend. I absolutely love—I mean, I hate it for him, but I love it for this story—that he’s seemingly secure in his sexuality in terms of understanding who he is, and is closeted because of the world he lives in. Colin and his absurdly noticeable car and hiding in plain sight among the casual gay jokes of the world he lives in. My heart was in my throat over Trent seeing them. My hope is that we’re going to get confirmation that Trent is also queer, and that all this is going to have something to do with the book he’s writing (hopefully in a good way rather than a horrific way!), especially since the audience hasn’t heard Trent pitch his book project and we really don’t know much of anything about the kind of story he’s looking for. TIME WILL TELL, I GUESS. 
I’m sure there are a million other things, but to be entirely honest my entire brain is just the words “shite in nining armor” over and over and over again. Maybe my brain will come back online tomorrow, or maybe it won’t come back until May 31, or never! Goodnight!
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fanfoolishness · 1 year
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Rewatching Chapter 18 of The Mandalorian, “The Mines of Mandalore”, and blabbering away incoherently!
Ooh, we got the Ship o haj Mandalorians theme in the recap! That song fucking slaps.
Peli didn’t replace her tooth, and I love it
Oh Peli, never change your Jawa-loving ways
“No complaints” = HIGH praise from this guy
She’s so proud of him!
Grogu is GOING TO TALK THIS SEASON, he is! Peli called it
Not only is R5 scared of going to Mandalore, so is the gonk droid in the background who slowly is backing away during this conversation
Din: “let’s go on an adventure!” Grogu: “dad there are fireworks RIGHT HERE”
I love absolutely everything about Din explaining Mandalore to Grogu. Admitting he’s never been there either? My freaking heart. “Our people”? Crying forever
Man people really do need to give R5 a rest, he’s doing what he can okay
I love the spookiness of Mandalore and the tense music. The whole place is unsettling, from the glassed surface to the bad weather to the deserted feels
I like that the helmet does have pressurization capability! Stuff I had headcanoned as being correct is coming to life.
Grogu really is talking a lot more with more sentence like structure. What is his first word gonna be???
Din is struggling even worse with the Darksaber than he was in Book of Boba Fett. Why? I love it. I am so excited to see what the narrative tells us about it! It’s interesting because the Armorer said he couldn’t use it while his mind was conflicted… yet Din probably thinks his mind is as clear as it’s been a long time. He’s on a mission to redeem himself in the mines. He has Grogu back with him once more. What could he be conflicted about now? (Unless he’s secretly got a religious crisis brewing in his head in which case I am HERE. FOR. THAT.)
CRAB
POISON CRAB
Does it just eat Mandalorians? Is it a former Mandalorian who could only survive the glassing in this giant droid carapace, like a Mandalorian Big Daddy?
Grogu’s going to be an ace pilot some day, isn’t he?? <3
Poor Bo. Fell asleep in her throne room again. Her blanket looks cozy though.
Bo about to march out there like “get the FUCK off my lawn” and then being very surprised
Poor Bo again, having to see the ruin of her planet :( why does this keep happening to Star Wars women! Leia, Cara, Bo…. I’m loving her so far this season. She does bitter and wounded so well!
I love that Bo is actually building Grogu up! Telling him he’s good with the Force <3 <3 <3
Damn Bo, look at these mad skills!
First person to call Din Grogu’s dad? Now he just needs to do it himself!
Bo has serious Darksaber skilllllllz, will she be his teacher this season?
I also love that this season they have finally leaned into Din having a name. Will it ever be as recognizable as Boba Fett or Han Solo to the casual fan? I’m not sure, but I’m happy they’re doing it. It would start to get pretty weird, I guess, to have everyone call him Mando in a season with 100 Mandalorians.
“Your kid” <3 Aww complimenting Grogu.
Getting serious Deep Road vibes here and I love it.
No pog soup? There’s something important here and I’m not sure either of them realizes it. Maybe Din realizes he really was raised strangely when he thinks about it. Maybe Bo realizes Din isn't just weird, he's genuinely missing a lot of vital information/it was deliberately kept from him.
The way Din was overwhelmed with emotion hearing about Bo-Katan’s father’s sacrifice. Don’t get any ideas, Din.
Interpretative sign, hell yeah!
Din is so reverent. Even Bo-Katan’s like, “shit, dude’s going through it.”
Mythosaur tried to eat him, right? How else could he have sank that quickly?
Mythosauuuuuuuurrrrr!!!! So cool and just the perfect amount of mystery!
BUT WHAT HAPPENS NEXT
Awww man, Joseph Shirley took over the score from Ludwig Goransson? It says musical themes by Goransson, but score by Shirley, in the credits. Joseph Shirley did Book of Boba Fett and while I liked some of those songs a lot (Faster Than a Fauthier is a delight) I could do with out all the “Boba FETT!!!” choruses. Hoping this does not bode ill, I loved the first 2 seasons’ score so much and listen to it regularly.
Very excited for next week now! And genuinely having no idea what’s next since Din skipped the side quests and went straight to advancing the story.
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Hello! Can I request cg jasper (and the rest of the fam), little Alice? Basically Alice overworks herself to the point where she doesn’t realize she has an accident and jasper helps her? Then after that the whole family finds out she regresses and is very sweet? And lots and lots of comfort tehe. Thanks! :)
SORRY it’s been taking me so long to get to this request. ILL ABSOLUTELY WRITE THIS! I’ve been having a bit of twilight writing block so I’m going to try literally my absolute hardest to write about the characters, i think it’s time for a rewatch.
Alice was stressed out. Her visions were a lot on her lately, she couldn’t get them away either. Sometimes she felt like she didn’t want them. It was neat and useful and all but sometimes it really triggered her anxiety. She tried her hardest to hide all of her feelings, but she felt everybody knew. She tried covering it up, getting ready to go hunting with the family.
She got ready to go hunting, fixing up her hair and putting on some light makeup. Why be a vampire without some serious class? She finished up, sprinting towards them. They headed into the woods, looking around for animals. They found a bear, causing Emmett to get excited. Alice was completely blanked out, which was unlike her during hunting. She never was unfocused, she was always doing a bunch of the work.
She drifted off, trying to catch something herself. She ran into a deer. It was going to work, she was convinced. She went to go charge at the deer, but then she got weak, realizing she was overworking herself. The stress was too much for her. She was a strong vampire, but yet so weak when she was in a bad headspace. She kept forcing herself to keep going, causing her to slip.
Once she had slipped she hadn’t gave up either. She kept trying for it, despite her being extremely tiny. Jasper was watching from a distance, worried for the girl. She never struggled this much, despite ever having an accident while hunting. That’s when Alice realized, looking down in fear. She started crying, running and trying to hide it. She hid deep down low, hoping nobody could see her, although they all definitely could. She was hiding like a little kid during hide and seek, worried and terrified of being caught.
Jasper rushed over to her, picking her up bridal style. “Hey, what’s wrong?” He said deeply, his beautiful, golden eyes staring into her eyes. The waterworks were already going, she was nervous. She knew Jasper had seen her regression once or twice, but she was completely scared of him seeing her like this. She wasn’t necessarily in a pure headspace, causing her to be a lot more work than usual.
“Hey, let’s get you back home.” He says, running with her still in his arms. He had clearly got his hunting done, based on the good mood. He didn’t seem as hungry anymore, making him overall seem happier and brighter. They both sparkled when they hit the sunlight, making sure nobody was around them. He finally made it home, opening up the door and carrying her inside.
Alice went to go explain before quickly being shushed. “We need to get you changed up, baby.” He explained, staring into her beautiful soul. He saw pureness in her eyes, just like she was a sweet little baby. He kissed her on the forehead before taking her out of the dirty clothes. He changed her into a fresh diaper, gently taping it around her waist. He got her nice and cozy in a onesie with little tiny bats on it and last but not least, he placed a pacifier in her mouth.
“All good, sweetheart?” He said, picking her up and rocking her back and forth. She nodded, feeling happier and relieved as she sucked on her pacifier. Jasper noticed the rest of the family was home, he knew they didn’t know about Alice’s regression. He got nervous for her, but also tried to stay calm. “It’s alright, they wont judge you.” He whispered deeply, soothing the little girl.
The family saw little tiny Alice, cooing at how adorable she was. “Hey kid! Fist bump!” Emmett said, laughing as she did it back gently. He gave her a high five and a dad hug after that. She was shocked everybody was so supportive of her regression, she didn’t understand it. Why were they so nice? Edward smiled at her, happy she was doing okay and not going frantic. They all wanted the best for Alice. If regressing was going to help her, they were all completely open to doing everything to help her regression out.
Esme gives Alice a hug, making the tiny girl smile. Rose then does the same, making the smile even wider than before. Her face was full of pure joy. Her eyes said it all, the beautiful golden shade they were glowing, the way she was looking at everybody, she was just so perfect and adorable.
For the rest of the time being, they all played games with little Alice, making sure she knew she was safe in her little space. She was beyond grateful for them, so extremely excited to be able to feel safe using her coping mechanism. She had the best time ever, having no regrets about slipping.
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dropthedemiurge · 1 year
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The Eclipse: Things You Might Not Have Noticed
I just love to rewatch this series and I tend to lurk in the background to see if I can notice something new. In other ways, this post can be called 'Kudos to Production Team' as well xD
1. Ayan was not the one who saw his uncle jumping off the cliff
This is something revealed once you watch the whole series, however I told my friends that was definitely the case since the first scene, and 100% established this after they showed us the difference between Ayan remembering talking to his uncle and having nightmares.
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This is a nightmare, a fantasy. The jarring editing adds a bit of mystery but it also lets us know right from the beginning that it's all a glitch and is unreal. You never see Ayan reacting to his uncle Dika ending his life in the same frame, this is all just a compilation of one and another situation.
Considering his personality, I also doubt if it happened in real life, he'd just stand there and shout, not even rushing forward or collapsing or anything, which might tell us that he was never able to actually reach out to his uncle.
And compare Aye's look with this frame:
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When Dika was alive, Aye had a different haircut and a typical hoodie. Meanwhile, in the nightmares Ayan always has his hair up, eclipse hoodie and... he also has a necklace(!). Which he only obtained once his uncle killed himself and they gave the family his belongings.
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What solidified my suspicion is when Ayan was actively thinking about talking with his uncle, Dika had different clothes – but Aye was in his current beach attire, meaning the outfit definitely defines the timeline.
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In conclusion, Aye just used to come often to the edge of the cliff to grief, helplessly wonder what's happened to his dear uncle and endlessly imagine how he would've reacted if he ever witnessed Dika's last moments of life.
2. Akk's room is full of wonders xD (Yok, is that you?)
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Even though I know it's 99% work of the production crew and generic room decoration, I can't help but check out all the things in Akk's room xD (like what do you need this spork-weird-spoon-collection picture on the wall for, Mr.Prefect President?))
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First of all, look at this drawing mannequin and two pencils! While it could simply be for Suppalo's art assignments, I'd like to think it's a nice little detail for the fandom's headcanon that Akk could grow up into artistic Yok in university =)
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He's got math and physics reminders on his wall, which is expected because he studies in STEM major class, but there are other... interesting things in his room. Like, DROP THE PLAYLIST FOR THE BOTTLE? What does it listen to right now? I'm curious xD Such a funny spot to hang your earphones (is that a money bank? If so, could be a nice little hint for Akk's tight relationship with money)
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By the way, I really loved the prefect gang all hanging out in one room, and at first, I wondered if they all lived together (since Kan is even playing guitar and Wat is all up in Akk's bed in a cozy manner). But nope, it seems like it's solely Akk's room.
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Everybody just loves to hang out in his place (most likely, because best Suppalo boy has the biggest and nicest one?). Akk does keep guitar in his room though, even though only Kan plays it :3 Anyway, I love that it's a tradition for Akk and his friends (and then lover) to casually exist in the same room in evenings all the time.
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brokenmusicboxwolfe · 2 months
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Sorry about this, but it’s is me moaning again.
I dunno. I am so worn out.
Everything is broken or breaking. Everything needs work. I can’t afford to fix or replace anything, and the basics of things like “shelter” are getting rather conceptual rather than real.
My body is failing me, and has so much wrong at once I don’t even think my standard answer to how I’m doing of “surviving” is true anymore. Like, the clock is ticking on when I break down for good. It can be summed up as: on physical/health level a pretty bad.
I need proper exercise, like not working on stuff, but like my walks in the woods. I miss the woods. I used to go every single day, and now I haven’t even been managing once a week!
I don’t have time for just being with animals, so they only see me when I feed them or give them medicine. I feel guilty all the time.
You know, I haven’t taken pictures of my sculpting for over three weeks now. I haven’t even taken a single photo in a week…a WEEK! ME! Who had been taking 5,000 photos a month! I carry my camera but I never have time or energy or focus or…I dunno, I just don’t care.
I haven’t gotten any sculpting ready to sculpt with. This little bit of old stuff will take forever to grind back into usable, and if I didn’t have to make an Easter gift for Mom I think I might just give up. It’s no fun with sculpey that crumbles and won’t stick, that has given my thumbs and fingers huge calluses, and I’ve no energy to waste making this god awful crap.
But I’ve gotta make something for Mom. I have no ideas and awful sculpey that won’t even let me attach ears on a damn rabbit! I’m really stressed about this…
Long ago I gave up writing except for my nightly journal entry. Even that has gotten to be more of a laundry list of my day since my life got too wrecked for contemplation. I haven’t missed a night since I was in my late teens, but for the last five months I’ve been falling asleep writing almost every single night! It’s gotten so bad that I am falling asleep before I finish writing about even my morning.
Then I wake up, at 3 or 4 am with a light burning my eyes, ink all over me, an a deep sense of fear and despair overwhelming me. I lie awake for hours, desperately trying to distract my brain from feeling like I’ve fallen out of a plane without a parachute.
Six hours of sleep. No matter how early I go to bed, or late I lie in, I can’t seem to get more than 6 hrs of sleep! I dream about sleep when I actually do dream.
I miss dreams. Proper dreams. I used to have the most amazing dreams.
I also miss daydreaming. I used to do that ALL the time. My hands could be busy but I could still conjure other worlds. . I loved being cozy in bed just so I could imagine, and now I lie there and worry. I can’t even daydream in that most perfect of settings!
Hell, I can’t think. As a child when people asked my favorite thing to do I’d say “thinking” first. Now it’s like there is no space or energy left over. Am I getting stupid too? I feel like I am. I certainly can’t focus.
That includes focusing on movies. I used to watch a movie every single night. Now even when I watch one I feel like it slides right out of my head. I “watch” it enough to tell you the gist of the plot but it’s like a partially over heard voice rather than a conversation.** I do a lot of “I think I’d like it, but I need to rewatch it when I can actually, you know, watch…”
I keep forgetting things. I understand why. I have soooo many things to do, new things get added every damn day, I have only one me to do it all, and this me is exhausted. Of course I forget things. But it still bothers me.
Today I remembered I had forgotten the new book to start reading Mom. I’d left it at her house yesterday, having picked it out before spending the next three hours working on stuff. So I went around there to get it to read it when I called her, but it turned out I had also forgotten where I put it. (In my defense, I’d set it on top of a stack of stuff I’d been sorting out, and when it fell over I’d been too tired to pick it up right then. It was kinda out of sight, out of mind under the pile) Then, when I went to call Mom it turned out I had forgotten to charge me phone! So today Mom never got her call because I’m a forgetful idiot!
I’m terrified I am going to forget to pay this one bill by the end of the month. I have to save the money for it out of my grocery funds, so it’s going to be after next week’s shopping trip before I can pay it. Until then I have it set up on the stove, which, yeah, is a bit of a hazard, BUT at least I have to look at it every day.
I have to look at it every day. My chest tightens when I look at it. And this is a doable bill! I just have to spend a few weeks with mac-n-cheese or bean soup. Imagine what it would be like if I had gotten the car worked on, like I need to, or if I went to a doctor, like a normal sensible person would do?
Sorry. I don’t suppose there is a point to all this. I’m tired, I feel rotten, my life is getting more precarious by the day, I am mostly not doing any of the things I enjoy, and not having fun when I try to. I have no money or energy or time. And, being isolated and alone in all this, I vent on my silly blog where people are trying to enjoy two year old snow pics without having to put up with my constant whining!
LOL/**sobs**
(And now I’m thinking of all the asks, comments, and messages I haven’t replied to yet. Geez! That makes inflicting this on you folks even worse!!)
**Movies are like conversations, at least if you do it right. Watching isn’t a passive experience as you let yourself go “into” the movie. It doesn’t matter if you hate it and mock it, or adore it and are inspired. Your watching reacts. You aren’t watching the “same” movie as the person sitting next to you, because you bring your experiences, personality, and so forth to it. The object of the movie is incomplete without a viewer, but each viewer completes it with themselves. Not explaining this well….
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laeteria · 2 months
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Re-watching Aninana (S1EP3)
I'm writing this and how did I leave the house at 10.30am and it's currently around 12.24pm and I just got on the station 50 minutes from my station?? The delays are insane 💀
Anyway, I changed the format a little because it's more logical.
S1EP1 || S1EP2
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Notable things in the EP:
Iori is going to help out Tsumugi behind the scenes.
IDOLiSH7 is going to live in a dorm together.
Since Iori and Tamaki are underaged, they need permission from their guardians. It turns out that Tamaki grew up in an orphanage (may explain a little bit of how he acted in EP2).
Mitsuki says that Iori likes to take care of people like Tsumugi and Riku.
And the center is… 🥁… RIKU!!!
IDOLiSH7 is now doing street performances to get their names out.
We cut to TRIGGER and the management over there feels much colder compared to i7's.
Tamaki and Nagi seem to take the idol life not that serious (yet). Then you start to wonder what their story is… but we aren't able to know just yet.
We also get to see another side of Sogo… one that does seem a little threatening.
i7 is not allowed to perform for one month until TRIGGER's live.
Tamaki and Yamato start having a kinda serious talk and Tamaki says he wants to be on TV, while Yamato says he does it for revenge (but says its a joke after).
IT'S THE VIRAL MITSUKI AND NAGI SCENE Y'ALL.
Mitsuki tells Nagi that he never knows what Iori is thinking (kinda in a sad way).
We cut to the next scene wherein Iori says he became an idol because Mitsuki wanted to be an idol. Iori only became an idol, so they would take Mitsuki as well…
Riku asks Sogo if he likes TRIGGER and Sogo answers yes, but Riku answers that he's isn't sure if he can respect them or forgive them.
Then he asks Sogo why he did become an idol and if he is able to abandon his family for the sake of his dream...
Sogo answers that he already did and Riku is surprised because he didn't expect it from someone as kind as him.
Then you start to wonder why…
Personal comments (after re-watch):
This episode is the start of Mitsuki's and Nagi's friendship and it's going to be so so so beautiful.
This episode is quite packed because we kinda touch the surface of the reason on why they became idols. They all seem to have their own reasons and secrets that have yet to be revealed, but you can't help but think about it.
The last dialogue between Riku and Sogo was intense af actually. The shift from a cozy atmosphere to a tense one was so sudden. It also kinda make you realize that you still don't know anything about them (the characters in general).
Also, at the end when Riku leans in against his reflection in the mirror… A good shot, but not something you would consider kinda important…? Well, you will see :)
Past me things:
To be honest, knowing me, I probably rewatched that Mitsuki and Nagi scene for a few times.
I also clearly remember not knowing what to think of Tamaki. Kinda annoying? Kinda cute?? Endearing??? I was not sure and that's valid!
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i love these little match ups!! you're such an angel for doing them they're literally adorable <3
song im fixated on: Persephone in the Garden by Aidoneus. first off i'm a sucker for hades and persephone and this song is written as if it's from his point of view sooo. but the part "you assumed that i could make you feel it was worth it/but all i ever did was drag you down" it's so powerful it makes me want to scream
my enneagram 4w5 hehe (also an INFJ which is... predictable)
childhood imaginary friend: omg i had a lot of imaginary friends growing up but my main one was this girl named alison and we would do everythinggg together. she was everything i wanted to be and more, kind, sweet, pretty, and just such a cool girly
go to sleepy time routine: i'm the kinda person who needs to make up a little scenario in my head. it helps me to get my mind off the day and to stop overthinking everything bc i'm thinking about my lil story hehe
changing my name: i think my name suits me really well tbh i don't think i would change it
fav audio: i <3 comfy cozy easy videos so like davids hoodie video or literally any sleep aid from any of them, i love the domestic boys
boy that doesn't hold appeal: tbh i love every single boy in their own way, truly i don't have a least favorite. but i probably get the least hype about vincents audios, i still love him dearly though, i'm just not AS attached
book/movie/tv show i know the words to: the hunger games omg i was so obsessed when i was younger and i've recently been rereading/rewatching and i really do know every. single. word.
which boy do you wanna be besties with: i would give anything to be best friends with ash he is such a cool dude. i feed off his energy so easily and he just creates such a safe space to be silly and laugh and i love him for it
sleepy ramble: my ramble is also definitely space. when i'm tired i start thinking about the logistics of existence and space and science and the world and i just go off on tangents
gas station combo: raspberry iced tea, bbq chips, and reeses hehe
fav playlist: one i made with one of my close friends, its perfection and i get new music out of it all the time
guilty pleasure media: idk if it counts but i do unironically love hallmark movies which usually gets a reaction out of ppl lol, i'm a hopeless romantic and they're horribly cheesy its a perfect combo
other info: my love language is physical touch, i looove reading and writing, and i rotate my stuffed animals so they all feel loved (toy story really did a number on me ajsdkfl)
i hope you're having a wonderful day, take all the time you need to get to this <33
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A lot about you- your enneagram, your MBTI, the types of audios you like- gives me the impression of someone very sweet and thoughtful, someone who spends a lot of time in their head and dreams. I think Anton would be a lovely partner for you in the way he complements that.
What I love about both these personality types is that they are introverted but in no way subdued; in that way, I feel you and Anton would be similar. There’s so much more beneath his surface than he lets on, but I think you bring that out in him, call out to the soft, gooey, loving parts of him no one else sees-
-and he would be SO adorably gooey and sweet. His voice would be the most perfect thing for you, given your preference for comfy, sleepy audios. I bet it’d be killing him to not be there to hug you or give you affection the way you’d prefer, so I can imagine him doing something really thoughtful like recording himself reading your favorite books to keep you company while he’s at ETS.
Song:
Even when we're miles apart, I have your voice but feel no touch/ You are so close to my heart, but we're far from flesh and blood/ See, in a world so full of dissonance, our harmony's a flood/ Inside my heart, I don't need cards or flying doves to feel our magic
I can’t get a read on what kind of music he would listen to, I’m not gonna lie, so I don’t know if he’d necessarily like this song, but the lyrics feel right, you know? I like how it’s formatted like an audio love letter, one he could send while he’s away.
Runner-Ups:
Morgan strikes me as similar to Anton in a lot of ways- they’ve both got this quiet, pensive nature that’s very appealing. If we were as intense and expressive as Anton, it would have been a closer call. Now, here’s the long shot. Someone sweet and charming like you would have gorgeous, dragged to the underworld, spouse of Hades vibes with Vega, okay? Just imagine it.
Note: as always, much thanks for your patience and understanding! I hope you see this and really like it (and Vega. You can imagine Imp!Vega instead if you prefer!)
Read this post and send me an ask if you’d like a match-up of your own! 💌
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