#i never had a chance

[snackugaki]

and another shitpost to close out the weekend

just out here to terrorize the other elder millenials who had their sense of humor fried by the internet

#fanart shitposting #fancomic shitposting #raphael #raph #ninjara #alopex #mezcaal #mona lisa #y'gythgba #just revelling in my old age #my very VERY first memory of TMNT is the panel where Ninjara's surprised Raphael called her Hon #do i control what my core memories are? #hahaha no #the 90s just had nothing BUT adversarial love interests #Maxine and Kyle #Raphael and Ninjara #Helga and Arnold #Linka and Wheeler #Brooklyn and Demona in Future Tense #I never had a chance #still wouldn't call myself tsundere cuz it doesn't quite... fit #Raph has a HISTORY #And it's painted in his ass getting absolutely handed to him #using my powers for absolute shenanigans #just wholesale tomfoolery #jests japes and jokes

[maximummuses]

"Before anyone asks, it's smash. Violently. With my fists. Until their brains are painting the floor."

#I NEVER HAD A CHANCE #||DASH COMMENTARY|| #// damn Jason chill

[actual-changeling]

back from therapy and i have. thoughts tm

i just. what's the point. what's the fucking point of working so hard to get better and to change my brain when i'm always gonna be like this?

i can't imagine a future for myself anymore because all the dreams i had included me NOT being like this anymore. but that's never going to happen and no thats not me being pessimistic it's DIAGNOSED this won't change because i've been confronted with misery and abuse and neglect since the fucking second i was born. my brain has no other way of being this shit is fucking hardwired in.

i just want the pain to stop i'm so tired of all this but it never will so. tell me. what the hell is the point when i'm ruined for life anyway

#alex gets personal #vent post #before anyone gets unnecessarily concerned for some reason i'm fine #havent offed myself yet and i wont now either #im just tired man #do you know what it's like when your entire life has been nothing but traumatic? no happy memories? nothing? #my first actually memories are from two years ago #childhood wonder my FUCKING ASS i was disillusioned from day fucking one #i never had a chance

[helsex-moved]

I know public school and high school are often . Not Good but man being homeschooled fucked me up perhaps permanently

My mom is absolutely not qualified to teach anything to five children especially without any supervision or regulation and being isolated at home with all them made my highschool grades irreparably bad

#doc says stuff #i never had a chance #no freinds no extracurricular clubs no awkward adolescent experiences #*friends #all the coworkers my age went to school together or still do so theyre friends they have their own little circle already #im always out of the loop. #im just the awkward uptight guy everyone is uncomfortable around #light vent #delete later

[palepinkenthusiast]

#lol i wanna die #girlblogging #nympette #coquette #coquette aesthetic #dollcore #nymph aesthetic #nymphcore #softcore #dark coquette #vent post #i never had a chance #somos los que sobran ah #osea una mierda todo #cansada de mi y mi estupidez #ayudame #corro #revuelvo #tiro #me deshago #me quiebro #me reconstruyo #y todo es igual #solo yo soy diferente #atrapada #que alguien me de un tiro

[snovyda]

..

#i gave up on my life #gave up on ever being myself #i lost whatever self i had #because all there was was duty #to serve a duty #and that just leads to nothing #i never had a chance #never meant to be happy

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

#star trek #Vulcans #Humans #not based on a specific thing #but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends’ #who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field? #like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq #and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first #would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate #and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for #and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance #the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times #they were just dicks #and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it. #it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible #you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier #but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks. #that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on #and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post #but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks #and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be #replaced #hated that couple #if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us #(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀) #liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people #that no one else wanted to be friends with #I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone #this got long sorry 😭

[bulletsgirl]

ppl who werent changed forever by youre gonna go far kid by the offspring when they were like 11 and insanely impressionable you just cant understand me

#SLOWLY OUT OF LINE AND DRIFTING CLOSER IN YOUR SIGHTS #SO PLAY IT OUT IM WIDE AWAKE ITS A SCENE ABOUT ME #THERES SOMETHING IN YOUR WAY AND NOW SOMEONE IS GONNA PAY #AND IF YOU CANT GET WHAT YOU WANT WELL ITS ALL BECAUSE OF ME #NOW DANCE FUCKER DANCE MAN I NEVER HAD A CHANCE #AND NO ONE EVEN KNEW IT WAS REALLY ONLY YOU #AND NOW YOULL LEAD THE WAY #SHOW THE LIGHT OF DAY #NICE WORK YOU DID #YOURE GONNA GO FAR KID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[fluffyartbl0g]

I know this probably sounds crazy,,, but i used to wear a hat almost exactly like that one!!!

WUH?! THAS INSANE!!!!

#hahaha i think they would’ve been good friends if they ever had the chance to meet #one piece #op fanart #monkey d. luffy #gol d. roger #aka someone with a time travel fruit sends pirate king luffy back 4 a day n then he bums around with roger or somthin #roger: i mean i know that OBVIOUSLY couldnt b my hat tho… #i’d NEVER let my ULTIMATE TREASURE be stabbed in the top like that #luffy: #buggy:

[vynnyal]

Some comics

#rain world #comic #rw hunter #five pebbles #spearmaster #rivulet #artificer #First one is back when I first started to learn how play the game seriously #And was super jumpy about enemies because of it. Kept killing things before our buddy had the chance to try #I'm better now lmfao but it was still funny #Also I never draw riv the same way twice. Literally #I just choose a random pink purple and blue #Hope it works out #art

[maximummuses]

Of all the members of the family, the only two Jason has refused to contact since his return to Gotham have been Alfred and Barbara.

For Alfred, the truth is that Jason thinks he would hurt Alfred if the latter saw what the former had become. That for as much as Bruce tried, Jason ended up falling into criminality and worse, perverted Bruce's symbol of justice. And Jason doesn't want to hurt Alfred. He wouldn't dream of hurting Alfred for as long as he lived. So the easiest thing to do is to never contact him, even if that also hurts.

But it's different with Barbara. She was also victimized by the Joker. Hurt by him for the purposes of hurting someone else worse. He gets that. And he knows that Barbara is likely the only member of the family who could understand the feelings that come after. But the problem is he knows (or at least thinks) that Barbara has recovered and moved on. And more than feeling like he doesn't want to hurt her, Jason doesn't know what to do if someone offers him a path to recovery. He's been trapped in his own hurt for so long that moving out of that hurt scares him. Therefore, he won't. And that means he won't contact Barbara either.

#I NEVER HAD A CHANCE #||QUEUE||

[wynnnxy]

Slow dance with you

#svsss #shen qingqiu #luo binghe #bingqiu #mxtx #i love them so much #anyways i feel like shen yuan definitely never had the chance to slow dance with someone in his first life #so one day hes like #binghe let this master teach you a dance from his hometown #and binghe is such a fast learner #give bingqiu the awkward high school slow dance they deserve #wynn arts #the scum villain's self saving system

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

sorry mia the person who draws ur husband daily is a multishipper

#ethan winters #mia winters #chris redfield #karl heisenberg #leon kennedy #lethan #wintersberg #winterfield #resident evil #mithan #sorry i ship ethan with everyone #i jsut want him to be loved and happy #it all depends on the mood #thinking abt mithan too much makes me a bit sad too 😭😭 #shipping ethan wiht anyone he has canonically met is sad either way #because everyone has hurt him 😭 #whenever i draw mithan its pre re7 #lethan sweep becuase since they never met he never had a chance to hurt ethan

[niallsblckgirlfriend]

I’ve been wondering lately that if I was never abused as a kid. If I was treated like my sister was. If my parents didn’t fucking treat me like garbage. If I would be different and how?

Like would I have confidence and trust in myself? Would I be able to trust others???

Would I have a career?

Would I not suffer as badly mentally as I do?

Like where would I be if it weren’t for my parents abuse?

#I think I’d be confident #I don’t think I’d give up on things like I do #I think I’d belive in myself #I defiantly thing that I’d be able to form relationships!!! #I know that I’d have friends and wouldn’t feel as isolated #so much would be different t #they ruined me #I never had a chance #they made sure of it

[bisexualchaosdemon]

Sometimes, I think about the fact that Wymack is Kevin's dad, and I want to weep. He dedicated his entire life to helping others who had grown up like he had, only to find out that his own son had grown up a caged and abused wreck? That's a level of pain that I can't even fathom.

#wymack being kevin's dad but not knowing and not being able to stop the world from breaking him is so fucking cruel #whats more #wymack got his second chance at life through kayleigh teaching him exy #and she knew his dream of making the foxes #and then she lied to him and ripped away his chance to be the father he never had #i want to weep #aftg #all for the game #david wymack #coach wymack #kevin day

[ryssbelle]

Had a silly dream where JD and Floyd came back to the troll tree before the last trollstice but after singing killed their grandma and decided to doodle and expand upon it a bit

Clay never left the tree but was too scared to return to the families pod since he didn’t want things to go back to how they were before, he did try to find his brothers during the escape but got separated by the cave in.

John Dory was the one to find Clay and see him get caught by the cave in, when he came out of the tunnel without Clay and holding his wristband they all just assumed he was dead. Even so JD still searches for Clay with the hope that he might’ve escaped and is alive out there.

They know Bruce is alive but after JD got the post card he assumed Bruce didn’t want to be found

Some more doodles that kind of show their dynamic

Also-

JD always brings home souvenirs for the brothers both as an apology for being gone for so long and also because of this:

#my art #trolls #trolls 3 #dreamworks trolls #trolls band together #trolls branch #trolls john dory #trolls floyd #trolls clay #trolls bruce #theyre mentioned but still #the dream brought the concepts to my brain #and i havent been able to stop thinking about it so i had to draw it #jd and floyd were going camping exposition dumping the lore #it was like i was watching a retellig of the first movie #clay is still alive btw #he doesnt know grandma is dead #JD and Floyd had run into him after coming back and tried to tell him #but they saw how well he was adjusting to his new life they didnt have the heart to do it #then they never got the chance since the second time they saw him it was during the great bergen escape #and they think he got buried alive or worse #floyd and branch were one of the first ones out of the tunnel #jd was one of the last #since after presumably watching his brother die he went on to help others escape #and now he insanely searches for clay and bruce while pretending everything is a okay #floyd has to be the voice of reason while also taking care of branch #and branch is branch completely isolating himself #good times :D #idk if ill do more for this but i wanted to share what i had