#i opened the store this morning

[hells-greatestdad]

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Me, talking about my Hazbin hyperfixation to my boss: so the first couple weeks kinda made work a little rough cuz I couldn't stop thinking about it at all, but I think I'm finding a little balance now

My boss, who knows I'm autistic and that I'm extremely obsessive in my interests: *not missing a beat* you have definitely not

#ooc #personal #anyways yeahhhh #my boss is actually the one who told me i should get tested for autism #she has a degree in psychology #so yeah #i bet someone told her that i blast the HH soundtrack every morning i open the store

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

home from work

#if I speak… #one of the girls walked out yesterday #the best worker we have is on the verge of blowing up on this bitch’s leaders bc since he can do everything quick and efficiently already #they’re putting 3 to 4 ppl’s workloads on him to see how far they can extend his worth and then they’re over his shoulder the whole time #micromanaging him so today he almost lost it and was literally walking around mumbling about his disrespectful they all are (facts) #and how if they don’t think he’s doing it right then they can do it and I know for a fact one of the ladies heard him #bc he wasn’t even trying to hide it at this point and like this dude is cool he has a lot of patience and helps out any way he can #so if HE’S on the brink of snapping then the rest of us don’t stand a chance LMFAO #anyways today was a fucking mess those leaders know nothing about our store yet so they have us making less than what we need until we need #it so we get behind constantly and they made prep a disaster bc again they think they can just prep a bunch of stuff in the morning #and it’ll last the whole day and yes that works in theory but the reality of the situation is every day is different and today #we sold double what we did yesterday so they had to move me to prep to fix their mistakes bc we were running out of stuff 4 hours in lmfao #and I’m the only one left who knows how to do everything on prep bc the other girls had never done it before #we’re supposed to prep 20 mac n cheese trays in the morning for the whole day #we open lunch at 10:30 tell me why I go into the cooler at 12 put more in the oven and there’s only 5 left #it’s been less than 2 HOURS and you’re already running out of macs which means those idiots prepped barely anything just to try and save mo #*money to cut down waste but that gag if you’re losing money bc now you’re short on everything and customers are leaving bc they’re having #to wait a long time for their food #and macs take 40 minutes to cool LMFAO #I get over there they’re out of parfaits they’re out of fruit cups they’re out of kale salads the front is coming in and having to take #stuff as I make it bc they keep getting orders and it’s all just a fucking mess #I have to make a custom wrap and what happens?? those morons didn’t pull the flatbreads out of the freezer like they’re supposed to every #night so now we have no flatbread and I had to run back there and put them in the warming drawer to defrost and we lost an order bc I had #nothing to make the wraps with <3 #I go back there to get more cold chicken SPOILER ALERT they didn’t have anyone make any this morning so now there’s no chicken for the wrap #and salad and it has to be grilled and then chilled for 2 FUCKING HOURS before it can be used #they’re a fucking disaster like 😭 #was the store perfect before?? ofc not but it ran quickly and efficiently as it should and now it’s literally just a mess #this bitch hasn’t even owned it for a full week yet and has already fucked it all up #womp womp!!!!!!

[honeybcj]

german punk music save me…………

#yeah a kid flushed gummies down the toilet at work today #and i had to clean up the mess #and we were short staffed #and all the registers decided to stop working at the same time #and opening the store was an absolute pain in the neck this morning #that’s it . that’s my silly rant #han talks

[unopenablebox]

poor 🌸 is so constantly bedeviled by the fact that we have identical wardrobes

#this morning i left the bathroom to discover that we were wearing the same pair of dark wash uniqlo jeans #and identical shades of light blue button down [theirs cotton/mine linen] #so i left to go change. into my other recently ironed clean button down which is a white striped version of the exact shirt they had on #fortunately we no longer own identical sneakers bc i busted mine a few years ago and switched to converse #i honestly don't really mind but it hurts them. #secretly i am thinking about how if i learn to sew i can select fabrics i would hate to make them shirts with #i won't do that because i do not anticipate getting good enough at sewing for collared shirts. but id kind of like to #box opener #unfortunately when you have a moderately depressed transmasc and a closeted butch transfem nonbinary person who go out shopping together #at the same two affordable-and-nearby stores. and are almost identical heights and builds with not dissimilar coloring #and the same job. #you get. uh. um. well you get this.

[wormsdyke]

ew ew ew ew bad thing happened gross beisnajajs ahhh auuuhhhheghsjswkos real life event occurred that is real life gross and ocd is going CRAZY over it

#accidentally left a cup out for a few days and i went to pick it up to wash it and it was just filled with bugs #immediate swarm of flies flew out #flies on my walls. and mold in tha cup #cup has been taken care of but the flies are still in there #was gonna try and sleep on my couch until the grocery store opens in the morning and i can buy fly paper #but now ocd has reasonable provocation to go nope that’s dirty too #maybe i’ll sleep in my car i might be able to handle that #god this is so stupid #tell u what tho as long as i continue walking in circles around my apartment surely nothing bad will happen #the problem now is if i stop walking i’ll die but my whole body is itchy now and what if it’s bugs and i have to stop walking to itch #doomed either way i suppose #AND MY OCD MEDS ARE IN MY ROOM. WHERE I AM TOO SCARED TO GO #a thing i often do at this point of freaking out is shave all my body hair so i can’t confuse the texture for Something On Me #but the bathroom is the grossest most evil place of all i absolutely cannot go in there or touch water rn

[todaysromano]

03.14.2024

Today, Romano went on a lovely walk at sunset.

#today's romano #hetalia #aph romano #hws romano #03.14.2024 #late post #remember when i said i wouldnt clean yesterday? #yeah i finished deep cleaning my apartment #and it was 100% bad for my health #this morning i only had the energy/ability to feed my cats #neighbors brought me a can of soup from the store #and opened it because i physically could not #I'm doing a bit better now #and probably will continue to get better throughout tomorrow

[castielsupernatural]

3am lads does anyone have advice for sleeping when you are so so stressed

#i’m moving in the morning into an apartment by myself #i took over the place yesterday and i love it but the leasing office was sketchy and my place like wasn’t ready #like stuff is missing (dishwasher??? stove fan????) and there’s broken stuff (front door?? blinds????) #and i spent most of yesterday trying to get the leasing office to promise me that stuff would get fixed asap #so i literlly only have tomorrow to do the rest of everything and i’m BIG STRESSED #i was up late packing more boxes but i ran out of tape so i have to wait for the store to open to get more 🙃 moving is expensive 🙃

[bastardbvby]

went to a nyfw event tonight and it was so !!!!!!

#i had a vision for the dress i wanted and found literally Exactly it at the thrift store this morning it was fate fr…. #anyways the event had open bar so i’m pleasantly buzzed and got a slice of pizza before taking the train home YIPPEE #hope everyone is having a good night :’)

[bobgasm]

my cat: meowing like he’s dying

my sister: WHAT are you trying to TELL ME monsieur gravy?

#he’s just bitching bc i gave him wet food this morning bc we were out of biscuits #and the grocery store wasn’t open #mans thinks it’s the end of the world fr #cats of tumblr

[skunkg1rll]

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#i havent been wanting to get out of bed in the morning at all lately :(( #i just dont want to :(( #today i should be going to the gym w my mom nd then stop by the store nd library #tmrw i have to go to school #but omg i rllyyyyy dont want to i wanna cry #i feel like skipping it today even if then i dont get the book i wanna read bc they'll send it back today #plus there r some things i'd like to get at the store. but ugh i just wanna stay in bed and stay in my room #and i had an unpleasant dream of my school years :/ #i dream of that and my class all the time and it fills me w such anxiety :( #stuff like that. that anxiety most ppl fill me w. reminds me how badly i only want to be w him #but maybe it's ruined now. bc of miscommunication.... i havent even dared checking the app #bc im sooooooo scared to open it and be met w the unread sign. that he hasnt even seen my messages #that'll hurt me so much so i just dont even open the app. now i have no idea if he's seen it or not nd thats all i can deal with atm #it makes me so sad tho bc if he rlly wanted to he could have me. and i have such a big heart w sm love to give to someone :(((( #he's like the one person i've met who fills me w calm instead of that anxiety #which is somewhat funny to say bc he also makes me so sad sometimes :(( nd frustrated #but ohhh even now all i can think abt is being w him nd having a future. even if idk if nd when we'll even simply talk again skskksksk #sighhhhhh i was so happy to have talked to him almost every day the past week... i have things i wanna share w him constantly!!!!! but then #i ofc made a mistake w i always do. i just wish ppl could come to me nd talk abt it instead of just getting upset and pulling away :((

[dandyshucks]

crawls in here coughing and wheezing... everyone is so niceys to me.....

#sobs and collapses djfjndlsl #anyways good-.... well not good morning anymore. good afternoon everybuddy DJDKSL #i spent two real life hours this morning after waking up the first time in like... semi sleep paralysis ??? #idk what it is but it happens sometimes where i cannot wake myself up and im on the cusp of being awake but i cant open my eyes or move LOL #and then i will finally be able to wake up for like three seconds before sleep drags me under again and then im stuck again #its so frustrating and drives me nuts 😭😭 #BUT IT WAS SO NICE TO SEE KIND TAGS AND EVERYTHING FROM LAST NIGHT YAY THANK U ALL DJFJDKL #everyone so niceys to me :3 #i want to draw more for ppl but I'll see what im capable of today fjdksl i am going traveling w parents tomorrow for a medical thing #(not for me but for one of them fjfkdl im just going along so i can perhaps purchase yarn bc they have a craft store there !!! yippee !!!) #anyways so i have to ... do stuff today to be ready for tomorrow and then yay hurray maybe i will draw after i get stuff done #dancing and grooving and boogying down djdkdl kicking my feet and becoming The Smiler reading over tags and rbs :] #dandy.cmd

[halo--hall]

funniest highlight of 2023 for me is that i accidentally became a regular at multiple bars bc i have a crush on one (1) tgirl who hosts karaoke at all of them

#1st karaoke nite of the year is tonight & i can't go cuz i gotta open the candy store in the morning #so i'm getting those you will be missed! texts #& i'm just like damn i've really been feeling like booboo lately but ppl like know who i am & care about me & shit #my presence is missed?? at dive bar karaoke??? like ok werk 🖤

[8aji]

i feel like the planets are aligning and i'm so happy to be writing this and so grateful for everything everything !!

#dear diary. #sudden emotional post but i am in fact a very emotional human being and thats more than ok <3 #i have so many things i'd love to share !! omg !! #for instance i did a weekly schedule including my classes and study times and i set alarms and i had never done that before !! #i have this trip planned for july and im so excited and ik juggling uni with this trip (uni program abroad !!) #will be complicated BUT !! ik i can do it and i just im so happy rn and so at peace and it may be the minecraft music but i gen feel like i #can breathe once again #and i know my profile now says semi-hiatus and ofc that doesn't mean ill stop writing it just means ill be online less but make it more #“official” i suppose #but im still writing and i have so many things in store planned and everything and ik this is an update post only a few people will read #but i still wanna share the good feeling that is currently washing over me idk idk lmfao #if i do come back im thinking about doing hcs for some characters #maybe open hc requests??? i dont know !! #but the idea is there and i like it so... <3 #i will get ready for bed now !! sweet dreams everyone and good morning/afternoon depending on where u are !!

[pinkieroy]

I was gone having a sort of book club with retired ladies (and I was complimented on my analysis of the text by one of them who was a literature teacher so i'm having a ✨️gifted kid in high school feeling proud for themselves✨️ moment) and now we have imodna couple's merch??? Amazing

#can i buy cr merch? no i live in Brazil #but i'm still counting the matching clothes as a win for me 😝 #my class this morning was also pretty great and the dice i bought are home (can't wait to see them in person) #but my mom opened the package for me all the sets are there (I hate buying in online stores that i never heard of before i have anxiety) #text #personal

[custer-mp3]

about to scream and rip all my hair out and slam my skull thru a wall. tbh.

#if i acted even remotely 1/10 of the way the rest of my staff does the store would never be open #somebody please tell me how i pulled more hours than the two other managers combined this week #i was told this morning that i would get a day off tmrw as payback for working the entire weekend disastrously understaffed as the only mgr #GUESS :) WHAT :) :) :)))))))))))