#i put the wrong date on it lol

[lunarharp]

Very important conferences.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #some real serious discussions goin on in this atelier today. dont u doubt it. #agott is the only one who has ever thought about this because she is a 12 year old lesbian and UMM..FRIEND? LIKE FRIEND? IS THAT..LEGAL??? #this is all i drew today because silly things like this take hours lol. at least it's practice for poses -_- #i got the pattern of the girls' dresses wrong but i couldn't be bothered to change halfway through. #don't worry if you're like what is the naakiwan downs. is that name even mentioned in the main manga #ANYWAY i KEEP thinking about what if it's actually banned for professors and watchful eyes to date like that would make a lot of sense. #like maybe it should be banned. SO??? are they just low-key Aware of what the deal is and they're just Putting their feelings aside #until graduation??? take my tassel as an unspoken reminder of how i feel?? living together trial period?? this feels like it's truly it #When we're free to be together........ Sensei loves homophobia parallels without there actually being homophobia #Let's invent reasons why men cant be together. Ummm well whatever. i'm screaming in my head but it's fine. #this will probably form the theme of my orufrey for a while. i've thought of this before but for some reason today it's big for me. #i guess the tassels might not specifically be a part of that since they exchanged them before tower of books #and qifrey made his mysterious decision to be a teacher after that and..well whatever. I need more of backstory and just..everything? #But i also don't mind when vinanna interrupts my wishes with just a chapter of just being really dreamy? I love witch hat?

[alangdorf]

(sorry for leaving y’all in suspense I was grocery shopping) Surprise!! I accidentally got into Len’en like two weeks ago. Whoops! I got ideas for cool drawings to do with each of the BPoHC shrine team members (and you-know-who, ofc, but that one might be… weird lol), but Tsubakura gets to go first cause theirs is the simplest; just greyscale + red color scheme with a split background and the pose is mostly random (maybe they’re squishing Tsurubami’s little eye thing? Idk). Very pleased with how everything worked out; the line for the eye is exactly where the dividing line for the background was and the way I managed to make the vest corseted while not changing the ribbon placement is just perfect. Although I did make their hat smaller out of the aforementioned cowardice also that thing is hard to draw

#art #digital #len’en #tsubakura enraku #for those not in the know: Len’en is a game series inspired by Touhou but there’s a number of things different about it and it is rapidly #spiraling off into a very complicated story and also other game genres; also every character’s gender is officially ‘whatever’ #This character (Tsubakura) plays like Marisa but is also a shrine maiden (priest) along with the Reimu type character #Nonbinary (to me) mad scientist. #Replaces soy sauce with calligraphy ink in every culinary application. #Made a nuclear bomb once supposedly on accident. #Locked in a blood feud with their 3(ish) absurdly powerful ex-girlfriends and this has led to at least one actual war. so far #(hello high brightness users! :D) #Apparently mastered genetic engineering and mostly uses it for stuff like making it so they can put ink in their coffee and not die from it #what’s not to love #oh ya I doubt anyone cares much since this was in the tags but I got some stuff wrong due to misunderstanding & exaggeration for comedy sryy #nuclear bomb was definitely an accident cause they got really sad about it after which is soooooo funny #they do eat ink and also soap but it’s not really explained why it doesn’t kill them of why they like it #also they made an artificial human (+ several androids) who’s supposed to be an assassin and used to be an even more blatant mega reference #hasn’t actually killed anyone yet cause their first target is Tsubakura lol #and I’m barely exaggerating abt the ex girlfriend thing; they haven’t been confirmed to have dated in canon but they were quote #‘close enough to want to murder each other’ #and one of them is very homoerotic about it all the time so like rlly not that out of pocket #admittedly the one I’m drawing somewhat homoerotic art of with Tsubakura atm is probably one of the other two but whateverrrr #it still fits Arde well enough #*mgs reference

[wildtornado-o]

I saw something on Twitter and knew what I had to do. Hes eepy

#sorry if it looks a little weird Ive never digitalized any of my drawings of Hero lol #Omori #Hero Omori #Hes an eeper #my art #JUST realized I put the wrong date in my signature.... u mean its NOT the 18th?.....

[napping-sapphic]

Hey there's this girl in my class who's been writing me (outta 250 ppl in our class).

At the beginning it was to have sum information about a trip she couldn't go to, but now she keeps writing me without a reason n all my friends think it's bcuz she likes me but she didn't make my gaydar blip or anything... Actually she looks hetero 100%

How do I understand if she's being gay or just polite wtf please send help🙏☠️

Ahh the good ole “is she flirting” dilemma gotta love it

Unfortunately (again) i am really not the person to ask as i am both Oblivious™️ and lacking like most of the other context to this but if I had to give advice i would say:

Don’t discount her on stuff like gaydar like maybe mine is just faulty af but i get it wrong CONSTANTLY lol I learned really quick to just not try and guess and let people tell me themselves. And then also just be patient with it! Maybe she’s interested in you romantically or maybe she’s interested in being your friend! And both are great things to have :) either way if she keeps reaching out it sounds like she’s been enjoying talking with you so maybe just persue the connection naturally and see where it goes!

Idk maybe try inviting her out to a casual lunch and see how it goes, it’s hard to tell if a relationship will develop without first developing the base relationship at all imo

I’m really sorry I can’t be of any actual help but good luck with it all!!

#asks #for those keeping count i am now 0 for 3 in terms of advice asks😌 #putting the useless back into useless lesbian frfr #i usually tell my irl friends things similar to this when they ask me advice #but then they say ‘no that’s not how it WORKS’ #so i can only assume i’m misunderstanding some fundamental part of dating at all times #idk like even if you start dating early i always feel like you gotta be friends first #so there’s no harm in trying to be friends with someone while ALSO trying to figure out if a dating relationship is on the table #again though i’ve been told i’m missing something there so i’m probably wrong somehow lol #oh and by friends first i mean just like establishing a friendly connection beyond like school or work communication #do NOT mean people have to go through months of friendship to date #to clarify #idk im really out of my depth with this kind of thing if you can’t tell😓 #🍀 <- four leaf clover to wish you luck!

[kaidabakugou]

coffee dates with your mom have you spilling all your dirty secrets without a second thought 😭

#kai.rambles #idk what this phenomena is but it’s apparently common lol #im gonna tmi in the tags like it’s a little face time call bc i’m waiting at the airport for my friend #but i had a little coffee date with my mom yesterday bc we both needed a little break since the family is STILL here and hasn’t left #and we just need this whole thanksgiving thing to be over bc we’re going insane with so many relatives in and out of our homes #so we went to a local coffee shop that just opened and it’s so cute btw and ITS PET FRIENDLY so i saw many doggies there #and can’t wait to take woody when this whole doggy virus going around calms down 😔 #but anyway she saw that i was like fidgeting in my chair and ask wtf was wrong and i told her that i had a pimple on my ass cheek lol #and she was like how did it even get there like you take such good care of your skin?? #and i was like idk it just appeared there 😅 #and she was like - 🤨🤨 after your bday? #and i said like yeahhhh? #at this point i already knew she was onto me lol and we both laughed and she asked what did my bf and i do for my bday #so i told her and now she won’t stop laughing at me #for context - here’s the tmi lol - but my bf used whipped cream on me for my bday and we cuddled for a bit #afterwards with the intention of going to shower but we ended up passing out all sticky 😭 #and i quickly took a full exfoliating shower in the morning when i realized but it was already too late and now i have a pimple on my ass 😭 #and it’s like more towards the inside of the cheek so it fkn hurts everytime i sit down #and i was so paranoid after that instead of putting one boric acid capsule into my pussy i put two just in case #bc i was so scared that i was gonna get and infection of something but it’s been 4 days now #and nothing’s happening so i think i’m good but yeah i told her and now she laughs everytime she sees me or remembers it 😭 #i don’t mind bc it’s her and i trust my mom and tell her everything but i never get into detail about my sex life #so the fact that THISSS is the one thing about it that i tell her it’s hilarious #so yeah and now whoever reads this monstrosity of tags knows too #and if you did read this then come here bc i’m giving you BIG WET KISSES and taking you out on a little picnic date 💓💓 #and we can wear matching outfits and feed eachother desserts🥺

[dreamerlynx]

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#sigh. puts up the barricades please I do not want to see d.nf on my dash #and again I do have it super filtered #I’m just soooo tired every little thing being HARD LAUNCH HARD LAUNCH until the next thing bc of course that didn’t happen #and life went on as usual #look I get it I’m the minority I’m aroace and easily exhausted by shipping esp real ppl shipping #but it’s times like this I miss the lore fandom bc man the complete focus on platonic dynamics and relationships was so nice #look if they ever actually say they’re dating I guess I’ll eat my words but so far I am not getting the sense that that will ever happen #and so it is extremely annoying to want to follow drm fans and get 90% of One Single Ship #and no sap except as third wheel for said ship #sorry I’m the only one who seems to not care abt George 😭😭 not in a bad way just. he’s fine and funny sometimes I guess but #I Just Don’t Care. and also another thing I need to get off my chest #why do ppl act like George is really shady and passive aggressive and ‘oh he should interact w X person who wronged drm he’d ROAST THEM!’ #like huh #George is one of the most Don’t talk about anything be vague be private ppl ever #I’m not saying he hasn’t had his moments of public support for drm but I just don’t get it #(it’s probably because he’s so vague and noncommittal that fans can just project their own feelings onto him) #sigh anyway I’m done that makes me feel better a bit #no tags just venting #<- it’s funny that became my venting tag now that I only vent in tags #bc some things such as this I am afraid to even put under read more lol

[justonefeather]

I don't mind the mouth guard *as much* now that I have one that fits better. I still don't like it. It makes me drool more bc my mouth can barely close lol but I can already feel where it's not as smooth cause I'm still grinding my teeth, or attempting to. Sooo I'm definitely swallowing micro plastics in my sleep but that's just sort of what it means to be alive rn isn't it lmao

#🪶.exe #I woke up early and now I can't go back to sleep I think I'm too nervous #This is a very unfortunate time to have a car issue lol I gotta bring it to my guy later today #And I have a virtual meeting with a new person from the career center since the last one ghosted me a week before the due date #Hhhhhghgggdbandkjajsidjwbhdj oh and my insides hurt now that's cool. I think the ramen I cooked for the last week's dinners is the issue #Both of us have had issues. Maybe I shouldn't have put those chilies in it. And the 1/4 cup of spicy bean paste lol but the chilies are #What did it. Every time I bit into one i knew immediately. Like don't get me wrong I like spicy food but this one isn't.. hmm #Pleasurable? It didn't feel like it had a taste. Only pain and making my throat itch/cough #I can handle hot sauce with ghost pepper but these little chillies in ramen did me the fuck in IG

[agave]

one piece is weird as hell because you watch a couple episodes and then you have to pause and stare at the wall to process the trauma that happened when you were 15. no? just me?

#i was watching it the first time at the same time i was going through some shit and i absorbed it ALL wrong #(mostly bc my ex was trying to use it to groom me) #(it actually helped me leave so like. whoopsie) #so now i'm like yeah vivi can't just naively hope to make things work out okay without putting risk on the line and making peace with that #now how does that apply to the choices i made as a sophomore #you have to... have faith in what you put on that line #but you can't just blindly believe it will work out. you have to be READY to take loss and only put in what you are ready to lose #the size of the risk should be the size of the hope you have for it. or how much you want it #if you want it more than anything you should be willing to sacrifice more than anything #yeah that seems right #jack's one piece rewatch #more like jack's weird flashbacks to the time and date he watched certain episodes and what else was going on at the time #personal lol

[v4mpiredi4ries]

i saw an obeyme player on pinterest who follows fetrah accounts and i dont rlly know how to feel about it

#Incase you dont know #fetrah is this dumb movement where people hate on the lgbt and make these dumb pfps of characters on a blue and pink flag #Its the cisgender flag #they say stuff like how its wrong to date the same sex/gender #generic homophobic stuff #I once saw someone put satan lucifer and diavolo on the cisgender flag thing 😭😭 #The homophobes invaded my comfort game #The person also has an adventure time character on the straight flag #I find it kinda silly #since straight pride doesnt exist #and hopefully never will #Not saying the username of the person bc i dont want anyone sending them death threats #i find it rlly silly bc all of the characters are canonically pan #and asmo constantly flirts with solomon #how are you going to support fetrah (a vv homophobic movement) and play a queer game #Its not adding up #Rlly sorry for all the tags lol

[ibyul]

Thinking abt my teenage years .

#and the tumultuous feelings #I came across some drama scene lol and got reminded of boys. like. as a genre #like teenage boys. they r. insane #abt how ppl do things that are unnecessary as if they are oblivious but i rlly wonder is everyone really oblivious #also maybe im just really easy to win over like do i stand a chance against the fitnah of this world man #i rmemeber this kid. A whole grade below me. the new board member for my friend's club. I was helping her w/ club stuff on the computer #(he was also tall and kind. that. was the problem. not to be a sterotypical Girl. but) #and this kid casually just. leaned over me and put his hand on the mouse (on which my hand alr was) #like. how do u do that. casually. unintentionally. #obv i pulled my hand away and avoided him since lmao cuz. who wants to catch feelings for a whole 10th grader when ur in 11th grade right #ig thats why it was a shock to me. i thought boy-crazy mali would just like whoever it is she talked to first. and yet here i am #having talked to at least 3 million guys on 3 million blind dates and yet found none of them attractice #attractive* #is there smth wrong with me lol. maybe i just like the idea of guys. and not guys that i actually might end up with lol #lskdfjalkfd #anyway ig was living my best life these past few months being too focused on not feeling well to think abt boys as a genre #cuz yeah what a waste of my morning today thinking abt all this garbage #💀💀💀 oversharing again oof its been a while since i felt the need to do that man #i swear shaitan waits for Friday to whisper stupid stuff into my brain #like. let me live i just wanna read surah kahf and teach my classes ugh #delete later #uhm also like. ik its a 10 year old story but i hope to god my friend isn't following me aldkjfaskdjfaf #can u blame me tho. i was. like 15 or 16 #it was much easier in middle school there was only like 15 boys in my grade and i disliked them all

[mccleans]

#it's 6am on my day off and i'm awake thinking about how cringe yesterday was #getting stood up by a man i didn't even like that much like whyyy am i literally always the dumped never the dumper #when he said he lost his wallet i was like okay yeah whatever annoying but fair enough #but then he put on his story that he was out at someone's house? so did i literally get blown off for him to go chill w someone else #it's so EMBARRASSING for me this is why i don't do this shit #like i kept telling myself i should date more and try again but it always ends up like this i'm so tired of it #what is it about me yk what is wrong with me that this type of shit always happens? #anyways. i'm going back to sleep lol

[theirloveisgross]

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#i don't want discourse #but did someone already mentioned they got the LA date wrong? #it was march 12 and they put march 16 #lol #i audibly snorted in the theatre #how do you get such an iMpOrTaNt moment with the wrong date

[selfinflictedgunshotwound]

ATTENTION: BRAINDEAD POST INCOMING

i'm gonna marry him i swear to god. I promise. no kidding

#his 80s cary elwes-esque slay w the moustache WHYYYYYYYYYY i am in agony. #i think there was just something about 2021. prophetic dreams were abound and we all fell in love w someone who greatly impacted us forever #i still believe there's smth special about him and i can't let him go 😐 the nature of the dream and everything and the fact that i knew IT #i sowwy for being insane but i do believe he's my special little guy. him havin a gf literally changes nothing. whoops! 🤷‍♀️ #god i have a problem i think i need to be on anti-psychotics but idc. i'm just remembering how i was sayin i was happy abt him reading my #comment and saying good night to me and i called him 'my beloved streamer' and people were callin me parasocial for that and yet #a bitch who's been his fan for over half a decade who ends up dating him ISN'T parasocial? the hypocrisy of everyone being kind to her #while getting angry at other for being attracted to him and genuinely caring for him just like i'n sure she did. i hate alllllllll of you #i never felt like life made sense more than when i was obsessed w him... sigh #ironically i think want someone to tell me that i'm being crazy just so i can tell them to fuck off. it's not like i don't know or that i #enjoy being like this but i feel like a have no other choice? it's odd but it feels like my purpose. this is my rock to roll up the hill #my track record for this sorta thing isn't good but i'm trying to be better. just once i wanna be loved by someone i love heh... 😔 #he feels like the final one fr. the last in a line of total failures #god it's a miracle anyone puts up w me ngl LOL there's smth deeply wrong w me i don't think is fixable #not to quote astrology like it's gospel but the stars decided i was supposed to fall for someone in the public eye so. it only makes sense #that this keeps happening to me i guess. i'm just fuckin retarded no need to be concerned #anyways SCHIZOPOSTING OVER! back to whatever the fuck else i can use as a diversion so no one reads this (even tho no one gaf)

[wikiangela]

focusing on the wrong thing here but: Vanessa is so pretty and hot fr 😍🔥

like, I'm all for buddie, obvi, but she and Eddie would be such a hot couple lol

and I love her voice too tbh, it's so nice to listen to 😍 (and the Spanish 🥵)

I just love hearing even a little bit of spanish, even those few words, I just love that language so much 🔥 they should let Eddie speak it more 😂 (I need to get back to watching spanish shows and studying spanish lmao)

#911 6x14 #911 fox #911 spoilers #911 season 6 #911 s6 spoilers #episode rewatch #ngl if Eddie actually started dating her I wouldn't even be mad 😂 #I'm focusing on the wrong thing but they just put this gorgeous latina on my screen and you expect me not to thirst? lol

[vincent-sinclair-deserved-better]

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#I'm so chronically online + have the date posts where made on and notifs for loads of ppl that I notice when someone's been around less #or not at all #and considering that i usually still reblog tons of stuff even when i personally feel I'm barely one plus being in a different timezone #yo many of my moots they probably don't really see my posting stuff live anyway #so i wonder if anyone even notices a difference #or if anyone would notice if i was away for a few days #like when i used to visit grandma or during that event in august #/neg #negative #negativity #just really barrelling down the 'no one would notice if i disappeared' trail #while also feeling annoying. and like I'm doing depression wrong cause like everyone I know isolates themselves or doesnt have energy for #social interactions and social media so they don't respond to chats and kinda disappear #and I'm just. a nuisance always lmao. can't get rid of me. #UNLESS i repeatedly witness someone brushing me off cause no energy but then regularly interact/chat with other people #cause im a jealous bitch lol #something something don't put more energy into relationships than the other person #and then it turns out if i don't make the effort and am proactive there'll be barely any talking at all #even when ive known someone longer #idk if its something about me or i just miss the stage where you become best friends or what #but yeah im disposable lmao #the one no one notices is missing and is always forgotten #maybe ive spent too much of my life trying to be invisible that its now just become some intrinsic part of my being #im just nothing special

[comixandco]

thinking about how how your mother met me is all about tracy living with her grief over her boyfriend’s death and how she learned how to love again and that the whole series’ meta is about ted living with his grief over his wife’s death replaying those years where she was still alive even though they hadn’t met yet and him learning how to move on and love again in the finale

#himym #is about how you can find love over and over again and love isn’t a person it’s a feeling #it’s something tracy learnt over the course of. well. season nine let’s be real. and it’s something we see her trying to lead ted to in #the future scenes bc she loves him and wants to prepare him for that grief bc she went through it before #or maybe this is a very isolated and biased viewpoint based on the fact i haven’t seen himym since 2015ish #and i just re-watched the wedding bride and vesuvius back to back bc lol jed mosley ted deserves it but he doesn’t #and like in the wedding bride we see how ted is struggling after bejng left at the alter and how he decides to move on and love again #(and then he’s a dick to the girl he’s dating in the ending scene because ted’s a douche) #(no wait actually i’m not done yet ted reveals to the girl he’s jed mosely in a big dramatic public declaration of Like (which ngl is a dic #k move bc it puts a lot of pressure on the recipient and is interrupting everybody else’s movie experience) (big moves are unfortunately te #d’s mo and ngl it irks me a lot like okay change of subject don’t get me wrong tony was wrong to make the movie #but from stella’s perspective jed mosely might not be too off the mark??? a lot of it is twisted yes. but like ted was very uhhhhh pushy ab #out their relationship and it’s cute and all but was it really what stella wanted or was it what ted wanted and stella found him charming e #nough to go along with it #anyway i’m off topic what was i on about? Right ted screwed over the girl he was dating #he says he’s the antagonist of her favourite movie and she does some mature rational thinking and comes to the conclusion the movie’s proba #bly inaccurate and offers to help him through his trauma at being left at the alter which is incredibly cool of her #only for ted to balk at the fact she too has been left at the alter?????? #and that she has gambling issues which is like yeah a bit of a problem but not enough to kick them out of your apartment like fuck ted fr #jed mosely is accurate it’s all of the worst of ted and none of the good i’m way off topic this was a positive post #right yeah so i jump from that episode to vesuvius bc that’s where wedding bride 2 is #and the whole episode is bookended by tracy and ted telling this story to each other because they know it off by heart and ngl i would have #killed to have tracy’s pre-ted years span a whole season #and how at the end they get all emotional because tracy’s ill and they know it and she holds his hand and begs him not to live in his stori #es and idk just. the entire show is ted living in his stories it’s him replaying his entire life out #dragging out the moments where tracy is still alive even if those moments were him offering to make a girl pancakes while barney shouts #fuck him fuck him until he gets escorted out by security #even if those moments are him sleeping with somebody else or being a total jerk because while he’s recalling those moments somewhere in thi #s nostalgic memory of 2000s nyc tracy is hanging out with her own friends and doing her own things with her yellow umbrella #and then in the last episode his kids who were written and recorded in season one are like ‘dude mum doesn’t matter this story is about how