#i ran out of tissues

[feyre-darling92]

I just finished the movie “Wander Darkly” and I have to say two things: 1) This movie was just amazing (already added to favourite movies list) 2)I’ve never cried that much in my entire life (or maybe I have)

100% Recommend this

#wander darkly #movie review #I am officially mentally unstable #I ran out of tissues

[noroviruses]

I'm not a snzfucker but I know some of y'all follow me so uhhhh enjoy this ~sick aesthetic ~

#i have such a gross snotty cold #and a terrible cough that i had to get an inhaler for #i ran out of tissues and am now stuck with toilet paper and my poor nose is so red and raw #anyway enjoy lmao

[honey-lemon-goose]

It's the fact that the first version of this song was a poem that Gunil wrote while looking at the sea at dawn back when he was a student at Berklee and lived in Boston. Also the fact that the song is based on Gunil's love experience back then, a love that couldn't be, and when they recorded the song they decided to turn off the lights of the studio to convey the deep emotions properly! The song ends with "You'll never find this story of mine", which means that the person who the song is talking so endearingly about won't ever know that this song exists nor the feelings hidden deep within.😭💛 This song is truly beautiful and brings tears from how emotionally filled it is💋🤌

#xdinary heroes #xdinary heroes gunil #deadlock #xdinary heroes deadlock #xdinary heroes jungsu #xdinary heroes gaon #xdinary heroes o.de #xdinary heroes junhan #xdinary heroes jooyeon #Ive had this song on loop for days😭🤧💛 #its just so good🤭💛 #someone give me a box of tissues plz i ran out😭😭🤧 #the unrequited love in this song😭💛 #Spotify

[starswallowingsea]

okay so i am planning on having six of crows read and ready to review by wednesday so...

no option for me to click because you little shits couldn't help yourselves. goodreads pages for all these books linked below

as long as the lemon trees grow

bellewether

villa america

crooked kingdom

the gospel according to jesus christ

#shay speaks #polls #bookblr #new books this time. also im drafting this in advance bc im hoping soc goes quickly #also i got a specific edition of alatltg bc the author is a friend of a friend on discord and apparently #ran a little competition on instagram to give out some pins to people who bought it #so i entered. and i didnt hear back from it at all until a package showed up in the mail with the pin and a little branded thing of tissues #also finding out bellewether takes place during the time period i interpret for work... #just take my word for it my cover is different from the one on goodreads #that one. is not historically accurate for dress in the time period #where are the stays!!! the three petticoats!! the floral patterns!!!! #i will probably have a lot to say about that one from a historical perspective so idk if anyone would be interested in that

[nik-the-bik]

holy balls i move in less than 36 hours

#oop #i ran out of tape once and am all out of shit to wrap dishes/fragile shit #oooooohhhhhh nooooooo #hoping when my mom swoops in tomorrow she remembers paper/tissue/etc #i feel mostly good though? like what's left to do is quantifiable so that's rad #then i get it to the new place and soon PAUL is THERE!

[chewablepebbles]

It's so weird having these hours where I'm getting more and more lucid knowing that I have to go back before long. I'll enjoy it while I can.

#my favorite professor friend is going to find what her cousin uses and has been on and tell me #i am thankful #sometimes it just really sinks in how much of a lose-lose situation this is #i need this thing out of me! its killing me #house md ass problem though. 'you must choose between painless bliss or actually doing things that matter' #like shut the blinds man. let me rot in a coma for a while. cant we find an inbetween? #dont get me wrong. much much better than the topamax #but right now im realizing how much its still taking from me #i ran a dnd session sunday and i know i could've done so much better but my mind and tongue are like dead tissue #i cant stay in this limbo forever

[solivagantingrebel]

Not my own writing making me tear up. Get out of here 😭

#i was reading loss because im in the process of reworking the fic right #and fucking ugly tears 😭😭 #KJeiehIDJEISJ #this makes me motivated to work on it though #RIGHT WHEN I RAN OUT OF TISSUES TOO #camus muses

[twenty26]

Sick SHOWHOP DOODLES!!

#school just started and im SICK UGHH #ran out of tissue so had to resort to crumpling paper until soft u guys #cat billy reminds me of me DX #i dont have emojis on my comp so i have 2 use emote #im so sleep deprived #cat vance be like!!! GET THAT DAMN CAMERA OUT OF MY FACE!!! #vance is clingy #cat billy lapping milk btw #the black phone #black phone #tbp #billy showalter #vance hopper #vance hopper x billy showalter #showhopper #my art

[boigrlking]

I ran out of wrapping paper last Christmas and since then I've been wrapping things in scraps of fabric. This time I didn't have big enough pieces for some of the gifts so I had to sew several scraps together. I think it's kinda a cute anesthetic personally.

#blue rambles #original post #sewing #the seams are supposed to be flat fell seams but they aren't quite right because this was my first time doing them #the ribbons also get progressively more fucked because I ran out #after i did this i also put them all together in a brown paper bag and stuck tissue paper on top #so it looks like a bagged present but if anyone knows me I am absolutely against that and wpuld never do that #i think I'm funny

[xviruserrorx]

Why the ever living fuck does having endometriosis in your throat, lungs, and your general breathing space area exist!!!???

#my pcp just called me at 8 at night going 'thoracic endometriosis!!!' #'what?' #'it causes blood in or around the lungs or bronchials during your period!!!' #'its what?' #'this could be it!!! i mean it could be!''' #shes so happy that she possibly figured it out and like yes! you go doc your the best! ❤️ #but what the actual fuck #why is that how is this a thing??? i always got told endometriosis only affected your lower organs near your uterus?!!! #and i dont have heavy periods ive never had them if anything i have irregular and very light periods i even SKIP periods #i skipped three months in a row once and freaked out and ran to my obgyn like i was dying #like we though i had pcos before because i have a whole crap ton of hormone issues invluding a history of high testosterone but #what the fuck! how does this exist like how does this actually work #HOW DID ENDOMETRIAL TISSUES OR CELLS GET ALL THE WAY THEIR??!!! HOW!?!?! #but this theory just got bumped up to the top of the white board marker list of the 'coughing up blood saga' #so yeah apparently this might possibly be it idk but it makes sense since im only coughing up blood on my periods #and i dont think my body doing the whole no clotting thing is helping either so...

[euijin]

some of y'all know and some of u don't but being chronically ill is one of my Things. i won't get into the whole tragic backstory or anything if y'all want to know more u can dm me idm talking about it at all but asdafsdgdg i had my appointment with my specialist doctor that i've been seeing every 3-6 months for the past eight years since i was diagnosed with my illness today and. she told me i was doing well on my own and that she wasn't doing anything to help me anymore and that she thought it was time she cuts me loose, essentially meaning...i am Better Enough to not have to see her regularly anymore. she said ofc i can make an appointment with her any time if i have problems but the regular checkins aren't necessary, i have Graduated sick person school 🥳

i didn't think i was going to get into it too much but i feel like some context is important so content warning for suicidal thoughts/depression/general shitty health i guess

i managed to not cry like a baby over this until now when i'm finally home and sitting down with some time to myself and it's honestly so surreal. i have had health problems my entire life and i remember when i was like. 13 years old. being too sick to go to school anymore and being in so much physical and emotional pain that i would Pray that i would die every day. i genuinely feel so sad for baby carly she suffered so much, and the thing about having health problems that essentially steal your life from you is that you become physically incapable of planning for the future because you don't know if you're going to be too sick to do this or that or if it'll even be possible for you, so i never really thought about what i wanted to do with my life, i just didn't think about the future At All. i tried to come to terms with the fact hat i would probably be sick my entire life and tbh yeah i will be, my illness is highly treatable but never Really goes away in its entirety, it will flare up in the future too. but somehow i never really considered the fact that one day...i would be healthy enough to not need to go to the doctor every three months anymore? i used to go to the doctor Every Week.

and i'm looking at my life now and like...i'm back in school...sure i only take two classes a semester and it's taking me five years to get a degree that was supposed to take me two years, but...i'm in school?? i have a 4.0 even after finishing my required math and science courses? and i don't have an Actual Full Time Job but i DO have a source of income and i am getting paid to write which is my favorite thing to do in the world. like yeah i'm 26 i have never even been on a date in my life but like...i'm still here??? and i've grown so much? it's only march and i've already done more this year than past carly ever dreamed i could?? the entire past month i've just been floored by the fact that i never could've done any of this in the past, and apparently my doctor sees it too and now i am just. Better Enough. to live my life how i want to now. and that's so crazy overwhelming and kind of scary but also exciting. to finally look at things and think...yeah i think i can do that. instead of "what if i'm not healthy enough." to be able to look at the world as a bunch of things i can do now instead of things i can't...like maybe i will actually learn to drive and get out of this dumb midwestern town and become a journalist and maybe it is possible for me to have goals and dreams that i can actually achieve. it's so hard to wrap my head around because i never really allowed myself that possibility before

this is a lot of rambling just to say ???? i don't even know dude ASDFSDGG i just feel so happy and proud of myself...and i feel so happy for my past self too, there have been lots of times in my life that i feel like past me would be so disappointed that i haven't done more with my life but today i wish i could tell 13 year old carly that we made it. and that we will be okay and that i can promise that for a fact. and i feel so proud of the me that felt like she couldn't do Anything for just surviving those days because even those days helped me get to today and to become the me that is well enough to not have to go to the doctor more than once a year anymore. and it's not like Everything Is Better And Perfect And Great, there will still be shit days and there's still a lot to work on and a lot more growing to do but wow. things are so much less shit now than they were 10 years ago, or even five years ago, and being able to Feel that so strongly after so long is just so rewarding. i honestly can't even put it into words, i could type about 5000 more and i'm pretty sure it still wouldn't be enough.

tl;dr wow turns out the "things get better" bullshit isn't bullshit after all. it just turns out that sometimes even the shit is part of the "getting better." i hope that if you're going through a hard time now that by next year, or in the next five years, or ten years, you'll be able to look back on this difficult time and be proud of yourself for surviving it, and that you'll also be happy for your past self, and be in a position to tell the you of today that you made it and will be okay. bc if it can happen to me!! it can happen to anyone trust me okay.

#carly.txt #long post #shit sure is long now that i'm looking at it on dash good gawd #i think i could've kept talking btu That Is More Than Enough #i ran out of tissues so i am wiping my snot with napkins now. disgusteng #crybaby (me) #i am starting to feel my age and i mean that in the best way possible #went from being mentally 16 to mentally 21 today alone i think #still have five years to go but u know. u take it one day at a time #thank u to anyone that read all of this i appreciate you #and i hope you all know i am desperately rooting for you even when i'm not around

[jamesddarling]

finished BFB last night so I can finally get caught up and read crimson rivers. chapter 55 let’s goooooo

#i'm going to cry aren't i? #and i just ran out of tissues too #crimson rivers #chapter 55 #jegulus #wolfstar #zeppazariel

[piierrote]

i got some new bubble mailers and theyre PINK !!!!!!! theyre so adorable <333

#im using MINIMAL packaging rn #so I wanted to have some cute mailers so its a little nicer to open!! #I usually have tissue paper but I ran out recently and i need to get moar

[girlblocker]

woke up with a bit of a fever and im freezing even though im under all my blankets i hate this i wish i was a housecat who never got sick

#i tested neg for covid yesterday #but tbh i took the test at 4 am while like . hungover so maybe i did it wrong LMAO #i ran out of tissues so i stole a toilet paper roll and its hurting my septum piercing :( #sorry for complaining on here so much but . Ouch

[goldenempyrean]

hi ml, how are you feeling today? make sure to drink lots of fluids 😚💕

Hey anon, I woke up with a fever and I’ve been really dizzy so I decided to stay home today, so I’ve just been chilling in bed all day. My roomie did tell me that I “looked like a corpse” which is always great to hear first thing in a morning🥲

#i ran out of tissues too so that very much sucks #i wanna go out and get some bc I need groceries too but I dont wanna move #🙃🔫