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eyeoftheaxolotl · 2 months
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okay look i havent seen the live-action atla trailer yet but here are my thoughts so far from a quick tag skim
you guys talking about sokka's arc sound right but i need to see what exactly they did to said arc before i have any specific thoughts on it tbh
zuko's scar is way too small. again. reeeeally allergic to giving a guy an "ugly" feature huh.
it doesnt look like casting for toph has been announced yet but i just KNOW theyre gonna cast a sighted actress to play toph and honestly immmmm not looking forward to that
overall i dont think ill be watching it lol
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fleurdelislily · 9 months
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eagan tehrani x stone!reader headcanons part 4
warnings: mostly fluff but it does get slightly smutty 🤭 also kinda spoilers for queen charlotte oops lol
-ok so since in my little universe Eagan doesn’t go to prison, when Adrian’s compound for the passengers gets blown up Eagan feels bad and gets him a motel room
-you and Eagan were out following a calling together when you ran into Adrian
-you mayyy have snuck out of the house to go with him
-Eagan and Ben have a frenemies thing going on and Ben doesn’t exactly love you hanging out with him
-so you just didn’t say anything!! LOL
-you don’t know Adrian as well so you just stay in the room with Eagan
-but there’s only one bed
-🤭
-you spend the night just chilling in bed talking
-it’s also the middle of winter because IN SEASON 4 THERE WAS SNOW
-so it’s cold
-and those motel blankets look gross and not very warm
-so he gives you his jacket to use as a blanket
-and you literally curl up into a ball under it
-“your dad would be pissed if he knew we were sleeping in the same bed”
-“good thing he doesn’t know”
-at this point you’re just inching closer
-he tucks your hair behind your ear and tips your chin up towards him
-then he kisses you FINALLY
-it’s so soft and gentle
-when you pull back from the kiss you look up at him and whisper
-“I love you, Eagan”
-his eyes soften and he barely gets out “I love you, I love you, I love you” before he takes your face in his hands and kisses you again
-(in my queen charlotte era think that iconic scene where george is all choked up and is like “my heart calls your name” and then kisses her 🥹)
-deeper this time
-you melt into him, into the bed as he climbs on top of you
-you run your hands through his hair
-letting out a soft moan as his lips trail down to your neck
-finding the exact spot that got you to cave in his kitchen
-nipping at that spot and then moving up to your ear, making you shiver
-that photographic memory comes in reeeeally handy lol
-after he just kisses your forehead and you curl up against his chest to fall asleep
-he traces your temples as you doze off
-when mick and zeke show up because Adrian went missing you and Eagan have both had the warehouse calling
-when Eagan runs into Adrian’s room and you follow mick is immediately like
-“what the actual fuck-“
-and zeke being the sweet adorable guy that he is is like “what she means to say is , y/n what are you doing here? we all thought you were at home.”
-“I was just helping with a calling. Mick please dont tell dad.”
-she’s def very suspicious and like it’s so obvious but she promises she won’t tell
-as soon as she walks out of the room zeke literally comes up to you almost laughing and whispers “i could literally feel how flustered you are from outside the motel,” and walks out to the car with mick
-and Eagan is all smug like “oh? i got you flustered, did I?” and pulls you out of view from the window to pull you into a kiss and tickle you
-he’s shushing you as you start giggling and smiling into the kiss
-he sleeps on the couch that night
-youuu sneak downstairs to make out with him in the middle of the night
-he definitely leaves a hickey in a really obvious place on your neck
-when you come down for breakfast in the morning zeke subtly points it out to you and you quick run upstairs to cover it
-also side note but you’re besties with zeke
-when you ask if he’s gonna tell your dad or mick he’s like “of course I won’t. girl code” and zips his lips.
-you’re laughing at him because of course mick taught him that
-when you go to saanvi and vance’s lab to make Eagan have a calling you sit by the bed the whole time
-when saanvi yanks him out of the calling you immediately grab his hand
-seeing him in pain was terrifying
-but you hide it from saanvi and Vance
-except for squeezing his hand
-once they’re gone you pull him into the biggest hug
-when he sees marco’s calling and decides to go to the soup kitchen where the omega sapphire is you go together
-it’s pretty boring but you love spending the time with him when no one else is around
-& stealing kisses when no one is looking
-when you go down to the basement and make it through to the boiler room mick and saanvi are both like 😮
-mick is so onto you now
-so you tell her
-and she’s literally like “im so telling on you when we get home”
-but she thinks you’re cute
-he helps you up on his shoulders to reach some of the bricks where the tiles need to go
-in my version of the story he doesn’t steal the sapphire. angelina comes and steals it somehow because we hate angelina here
-don’t know how to end this lol but lmk if you want part 6!!!
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candychameleon · 6 months
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How bout your thoughts on Arcee?
my favorite version of Arcee is DEFINITELY Earthspark, I love everything about her, from her design to her demeanor (i always describe her as having like overwhelming Big Sister energy, especially in regards to Bee. and a Cool Auntie to the Terrans :) ) like her alt being...what it is. i'm sorry i don't know cars. is it like a 1950s car?? it gives me like 50s retro diner vibes. like THAT!! I LOVE THAT SO MUCH. i love the fact that it even carries over to her blaster, like just absolutely the coolest take on Arcee i've ever seen
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LIKE LOOK AT THAT EVEN HER BLASTER HAS THE SAME THEME AND IT ROCKS like this is absolutely one of my favorite earthspark designs in general. i really hope she gets a decent toy, if she does and it comes with the blaster i am ALL over that I do really like TFP Arcee though, mainly for her voice. its a good voice 👌 my favorite ship with her...uhh depends on continuity LOL. in g1 I mainly ship her with Kup. i'm ngl I do not remember why, bc its been a hot second since i watched g1, but i really loved that ship for SOME reason, and that love is strong enough that i still do even if i dont remember the why lololol and in TFP my biggest ship w her is with smokescreen! i think they're reeeeally cute together in Earthspark i dont REALLY ship her w anyone yet but i do like to joke that she and Elita-1 are the double-income no-kids lesbian aunts that unleash the gift reckoning on christmas
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wh0lemilk0vich · 2 years
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ik you prefer chubby eddie over chubby steve, but consider! this is basically me rambling about self-image but then it goes gremlin (i love thighs), bit of praise kink too
steve isn’t so obsessed with high school image and his reputation anymore. we see in season 3 him talking to dustin and making a couple of weird comments about weight, also the whole thing about being friends with a band kid and a bunch of dnd nerds
i thibk once he lets go of that, i mean he’s dating eddie munson he’s gonna have to change his thoughts on self image and shit, he probs gains a little weight bcus 1. he’s trying not to care about how other people think of him anymore 2. no more swim team and basketball 3. he’s getting looked after <3
and he’s not insecure really he’s just very confused and that makes him frustrated like. ?? never once has he been a tubby guy, he’s always been the skinny athletic type and obsessed with his image.
“?? i dont get it. where did this come from????” one hand gripping his belly shaking it, “what’s going on? and i sick or something?? eddie?” almost frantically calling out for his boyfriend without his eyes leaving the mirror “babe it’s just a bit of pudge, circumstances have changed. no one’s sick, alright?” smooch. no need for reassurance bcus steve knows he’s hot shit
but it also is the 80s and ofc fatphobia is a thing so maybe he struggles a bit, especially since he was that traditional jock with abs who teased anyone that was remotely different to “skinny”, so it might take him a bit so get used to
but he doesn’t mind it, thinks about how strong hopper was w his body before the russia stuff and how eddie and his friends love him, so shit what else does he need? he’s comfortable, eddie seems to really like the extra weight, and he doesn’t worry about what other ppl think anymore
eddie is also a tactile lover, adores holding onto steve and gently squeezing him, especially his muffin top and love handles. eddie definitely tells steve all the time how much he loves him and his body, boy is non stop
eddie gets a bit bolder after a while of steve getting used to his new-ish figure “look at this baby, so fucking soft” gripping steve’s stomach while he fucks him, steve only being able to moan in response so deep into subspace (steve is a sub no questions asked), feebly attempting to string together a sentence something along the lines of “all for you baby”. also hc that eddie is obsessed with thighs bcus i’m projecting lol, “you could suffocate me with these christ stevie, you have no idea what you do to me, so so good for me baby boy, look at you: perfect” steve nodding head thrown back a deep guttural whine escaping him from being praised like that. maybe at some point eddie is sucking steve off, steve lying on the bed his back arched and just fucking squeezes his thighs on eddie’s head. only briefly to check if eddie really liked it but FUCCKKK eddie’s just like “dothatagaindothatagainohmyFUCKINGGOD”. like steve is beefy, mans was swimming team captain and basketball dude, the extra pudge doesn’t stop that. so there’s this creamy soft dough being pressed with the strength of an athletic 20 year old in his prime like hooooooly shit
anyway eddie loves it and now everytime he sucks steve off he needs needs neeeds to be squished by steve’s thighs. i mean we saw them peek out of the shorts in s3 babes has got meaty thighs . eddie nuzzling up to stevie in bed, one hand stroking steve’s hair the other gently gripping his thigh. steve driving, eddie always has a hand squeezing his thigh. lying down together is either a face smushed up in his crotch between his thighs kneading the fat gently.
and eddie def loves the belly i mean who doesn’t!! i dont reeeeally see steve and eddie being into the deliberate gaining scene, like this just happened to steve and that’s that. but. however!! steve has definitely got an appetite from being a student athlete, and eats big portions. not much of a snacker but loads his plate up always, and usually goes for seconds or thirds. queue eddie giving belly rubs to steve who never knew how fucking good it feels. again not deliberate gaining, but still gaining
hmm eddie also has those handcuffs. chubby steve writhing in the cuffs, restrained to the bed. begging for eddie to touch him but he says no bcus steve wasn’t well behaved that day, he let girls flirt with him at family video. thinking of his fat belly all on display, creamy milky thighs shaking. of course this is all consensual, whole way through using trafic light system. steve is panting bucking his hips, if eddie can just get down there for a sec steve can use his trick and get eddie to do whatever he likes…
eddie bobs down to tease steve when he squeezes him with his thighs. this sets eddie off because ok yeah fine fine i’ll give you the most tantalising, toe curling, back arching, sensual blow job if you squeeze my head a lil bit with ur thighs
Oooh i do love this! I just really like Eddie haha so I like to project onto him and have him be a pretty soft boy, but I really love contrast so this still absolutely works for me 🥵
I see Eddie as like a pansexual nympho boy who's mad for Stevie and like i think the comfort weight gain just sweetens the deal. Like of course Steve has always been pretty, all toned muscle, slutty tiny waist, and all the pretty moles and freckles and his soft hair and lips. But now, Eddie's fucking wrecked like can't get Steve out of his mind because he's a sucker for a fat-bottomed, bottom heavy boy. Like fuck Steve would look so good, carrying it low in his belly, wide hips, wide thighs, big butt, giving Pixar mom vibes.
"Hey Edds, do these make my butt look big?" Steve eyeing himself in the mirror, trying to adjust and pull at his jeans or chinos.
"Hell yeah! Jeez, Stevie, how'd you get these up. They look painted on" and he spins Steve to look at him, he smacks his hands to each cheek and feels him up, pressing and grinding himself against Steve's front so he can feel how turned on he is.
Eddie takes to not exactly fucking Steve traditionally. He'll ride one of his thighs, or grind against his soft belly, or frot between his cheeks. OR fuck grab his hips and fuck his thighs, and Steve can feel Eddie's cock* dragging against his own as he uses his thighs. And quickly Eddie gets taken over by desire and he stars going harder and faster and grunting and whining in Steve's ear about how beautiful he is and his arms wrap tight around his middle, or grabbing one of his pretty pert newly budding tits.
But when he sees Steve in his hoochie daddy shorts and he sees those thighs spread out, constantly kissing, his mouth goes dry and he just wants them to be his earmuffs.
And fuck yesssss cuffing his hands above his head so he has Steve's body in front of him to teasingly worship.
Eddie stays fully clothed because this is about Steve and he leans in really close kissing up the column of his neck, nibbling at the barest hint of softness under his chin, nuzzling his nose into his downy soft cheek. And he snakes a hand into Steve's boxers, toying with him, getting him hard.
"Do those little sluts you flirt with at family video know what a good little whore you are for me?" It's said so lovingly with a hint of menace and growl. "Are you going to show me how good you can be. I don't want you to cum until I tell you you can. Do you understand?"
"Yes, sir/daddy/Eddie! 🥵🥵"
"good boy/girl/princess"
And then he starts kissing down Steve's front, sucking and tweaking his nipples. Kissing down past his belly button, biting at the soft jiggly lip that's turned into a fully roll having lost its fight with gravity, leveling up from when it was just a little pot, a soft covering over his abs. He roughly tugs Steve's boxers off leaving him completely vulnerable and naked and grabbing him at the base he slowly lowers his head, swallowing Steve down and he just feels Eddie's mane pooling around him.
Eddie can't hold himself back for long though, so he hefts Steve's legs and thighs over his shoulders and really starts going for it, wet and sloppy and like wrapping his arms around Steve's thighs to get him to press them like walls of plush around him, or grabs onto his ass for leverage. And he pulls off with a pop, panting and chuckling dazedly. He turns his head and kisses and bites into soft thigh flesh and he strokes Steve telling him to cum for him baby. it's ok he's got him. And just watching blissed out and carnal as Steves body quakes under him. Soft and filled out because of the love he put into Steve (gotta satisfy a little breeding kink).
God that would be so good
*asterisk because I feel like Eddie has a big ol' donkey dick that you wouldn't expect
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maya-chirps · 2 months
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I don't like talking about twitter drama anywhere but I just found the funniest twitter drama I've seen and it's literally about turon (a filipino snack made up of a fried wrapped banana with glazed sugar). Here's the translated thread as I guide you to this insanity:
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"I SCOLDED CASHIERS AT SM MANILA SUPERMARKET. The line to buy a turon was long and there were only a few turon left on the stand. I was in the middle of the line and there was a lot more people behind me that wanted to avail a turon."
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"There were 2 cashiers that were on break or had clocked out maybe that went to the cashier of the turon stand, and I heard that they were trying to reserve 2 turon. The cashier said 'Go to the line hey' but these two insisted that they don't need to go on the queue. So my blood started boiling because I really hate getting cut off in line."
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"Then the one cashier took 2 turons for the two cashiers that cut in line. One of them said 'Dat ours?' then the cashier gave the turon to the two cashiers that cut in line and were waiting at the counter to pay. So my blood boiled even more."
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"Then I told the cashier 'Miss you actually let these two cut in line while there's so many people in line, you're being unfair to the people waiting at the back' the cashier said 'Ah the two, sir?' Then I replied 'Obviously, yes!' with a bit of an angry tone in my voice."
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"The 2 cashiers that cut in line for the turon were already holding them then I told these other two who were assigned in the counter that 'If you don't give up the turon, I'll let your manager know, there's a lot of people in line hoping to buy it too.' Dont tolerate that kind of attitude. So unfair!"
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"The two cashiers didn't really say anything and they took the turon from the other two that cut in line. I just don't get why there's these kinds of people that could already see that there's a line but are still forcing themselves in and would choose to be unfair to others."
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"Given that they're employees of SM, shouldn't they be more understanding because we're customers where they work. I'm not saying that the customer is always right, I just wish that they also know what's right and wrong. And there, I was able to buy a Turon with Chocnut*. Delicious!"
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"And the people in line behind me because they were also able to buy some. 😊"
Additional Context:
Turon in SM is priced at PHP 25 which is relatively cheap. It's bout 0.50 USD?
More comparatively, seeing as OP looked at least middle to upper class (we'll discuss that later), it would've been easily affordable to him, but maybe a bit of a struggle for the two cashiers since they make less than the national average and are also contractual, often losing their jobs and not having any benefits.
Chocnut - a popular Filipino peanut butter chocolate that has a powdery consistency. it often melts in your mouth and is widely popular and beloved across the country.
This shit blew up and I mean blew up like this was just over ONE thread
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It blew up so much that TURON started trending in Filipino twitter
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Most people agreed that although cutting in line is bad, it seemed like OP felt way too proud of himself and probably should've just let it go because they were probably underpaid, overworked employees who only had 15 minute breaks.
OP's replies were also reeeeally self-important like
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Person 1: mygod girl just dont anger a hungry person. lols OP: I stood up not for myself but for the people who were in line too and willing to wait. Again, respect and let's just be fair. Person 2: Oh no, he rly thinks of himself as a hero after what he's done here 😭😭😭😭
People jokingly started calling OP patay-gutom (lit. dead-hungry), a term we use here for someone extremely hungry and typically those who are hungry because of extreme poverty so OP decided to prove the haters wrong by... telling people that he was actually a millionaire???
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Person 3: You're a bit patay-gutom sis in this part. All that lashing for turon? Hahaha. Get a life girly! Person 3: This is the deleted tweet of sissy @/op's handle [Screenshot of OP's tweet with an attached censored image of one of his bank account information that shows that he has 1.5 Million Pesos. OP: Me who's patay-gutom and a girly with no life, is this okay now? Or do I SS my other banks? Jkkkk✌🏻]
So anyway, here's some of my favorite tweets translated!
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The turon of SM, bow The turon of SM is queued for The sweet banana, sugar and chocnut Spreads at every bite Giving joy to those in line and the cashier Yet the poor cashier Who stood for ten hours Was denied two of the turon...
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Next time you should just buy turon here I mean you have P1.5 M in Metrobank anyway [Image of the top of a menu for Amanpulo Clubhouse Restaurant]
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The line for turon at SM jk: [screenshots of two videos of people slowly walking in a line in a crowded railway station]
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motherfucker your thread is so long that if you just used the time you used to type to just go to the next sm to buy turon
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It's officially been about a day and half since this happened but it's still trending right now which is pretty crazy. I don't think I've ever been this blown away with discourse over filo twitter until now. I will probably think about Turon Man for a good while.
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gachapulls · 1 year
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HERE
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and because im crazy explanations below
POPIPA
kasumi: i think shes big on young justice in general so tim is her choice
tae: she a big bunny person as we know and i think she likes damian for his animal love
rimi: big fan of classic comics batgirl babs! but still wishes dc would move on from giving her batgirl in current comics
saaya: do you guys remember s1 of the anime . yeah . i think shed relate to dick just a wee bit
arisa: she does not care at all no kasumi shes not going to kindate timsteph with you
AGLOW
ran: she doesnt care/really know about batfam specifically . she likes the lanterns!
moca: she sees the loser in jason . and she loves the loser in jason <3
himari: she loves stephs 1st spoiler and batgirl eras! doesnt collect comics but has every issue from her batgirl run i know this
tomoe: ako made her watch btas with her so they could cosplay together LOL but then developed an actual liking to dicks character! she doesnt say it out loud but she loves discowing so much
tsugumi: shes not interested herself but she loves listening to her friends ramble about the characters :) <3
HAROHAPI
kokoro: grew up on the 60s show thats the only version of batman she know . also this is the michelle situation again she does NOT know bruce wayne is batman
kaoru: will go into long shakespearien analysis about his character and how troubled he is . idk man Someone had to like bruce as their favorite ok .
hagumi: one of those younger siblings that watched her older brother play videogames . but i think what really made her like dick was ttg . im sorry but cmon its hagumi
kanon: super surface level doesnt reeeeally care but she reads the webtoon for its lightheartedness and enjoys damian in it :) dont ask her about actual comics shell cry she only found out there was more than one robin like 3 days ago
misaki: her younger siblings made her watch batwheels LMAO but also i do think shes read some of her batgirl run and was like "woah comics arent as dumb as i thought"
PASUPARE
aya: sometimes girls just like other cool looking girls who are also cute is that so wrong? would maybe lowkey kin her too
hina: well canon to her character shes always looking for boppin things and i think duke is very boppin to her! his unique abilities and him being still relatively new makes for so much potential and shes really into that! she also really loved we are robin
chisato: oracle babs stan she is SO secret about it tho she finds it unprofessional in her position to like these things
maya: also oracle stan :) she likes all the techy aspects of her character and well green character like cmon . i think maya and chisato talk about her when theyre taking breaks during practice
eve: these damn kids with swords . yeah i think she loves the difficulty he has being from the two families hes from and how he deals with the weight . cried when his robin run was canceled (me too eve)
ROSELIA
yukina: you know her and cats . but i do think she really liked catwoman in batman 2022
sayo: had no interest until hina showed her some birds of prey comics . she just thinks helena is really cool and that jason fans are annoying LOL
lisa: big fan of the classic teen titans! i think dick is her second fav overall after donna
ako: ah we know this by now . biggest btas tim kinnie of all time no doubles doubles blocked on sight
rinko: okay this was so hard between cass and duke they are her two favs!!! but i can see her relating to cass a little more and for those reasons shed be rinkos fav :)
MORFONICA
mashiro: just isnt her type of thing but she watches intently when a batman movie comes on during their movie nights
touko: why ofc! she thinks batwoman is the coolest ever!
nanami: idk . you ask her why she likes jason and she just hits you with a :3 like its anyones guess at this point
tsukushi: again just doesnt care and she cant keep track of anything they tell her . "wait huh batmans parents are dead when did that happen" type question halfway into one of toukos rambles 😭
rui: i just know these things okay look at her... i dont think shes big on comics/cartoons so the pennyworth tv show is probably her reason for him being her fav
RAISE A SUILEN
rei: shed watch the dcau movies with tae and really enjoyed dicks character :)
rokka: waaay more into superfam but she enjoys damian after reading supersons :)
masuki: ITS NOT WHAT YOURE THINK . okay she likes jason as robin the most she thought he was cutesies and fun :) she also liked druglord villain type jason but thinks hes a total loser in recent years
pareo: hard to explain but i do think she sees parts of herself in dukes character and she really enjoys him for that :)
chu2: maybe im just tired from writing but if you kkow the two then you KNOW . shed read comics where damian is completely in the wrong like "why are they booing him hes right" 14 year olds will be kinnies ok
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blueempty · 3 months
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Another underwater sky
Been having too many days where I gotta really think about what to post on here cuz all i did was work lol. My friend is talking about putting together a mount farm group for the Endwalker trials in FF14, and I'm hoping that goes well because thats all I've been wanting to do in that game for like a year now. I spent a while today explaining why i never log in anymore and it all boils down to I work every day. I dont have time to wait for people to fill a party finder group and then find out they dont actually know the fight and then look for new people. Like I dont know if my friends realize that on days where we do that it takes like 4 to 6 hours sometimes and thats like twice as much free time as i have on a work night. On the weekend thats all of my free time. So if we can get some competent people who are up to item level I will genuinely solo heal some of those if it means we can clear those fights faster. Ive been playing almost exclusively single player games or playing multiplayer games alone for a while now because I cant commit time to anything with other people usually. And I'm reeeally trying to draw more and reeeeally trying not to let work suck out my creative juices
Ive also got gooner brain rn and I was looking at a bunch of anime girl switch games I cant buy and its got me wanting to make a fantasy RPG or manga but idk how to do either of those things hehe
Tonights night pic is not the sky but its exciting because the new managment at work turned on the fucking street light that the old managment turned off because they didnt want us skating in the parking lot for 5 minutes after work every night
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Fuck you Donnie!!!!!!
Peace and Long Life
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s0upjuice · 3 years
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Arceus
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our lord and savior goat dino
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nostalgicmess · 3 years
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Hey bestie. I’m here to talk about my day even though exactly 0 things have happened. I’m reading three different books and cycling through them on the couch but I’m really loving Fahrenheit 451! (I know a lot of people had to read it for school but I did not and I’m going through a lot of modern classics trying to catch up). I’m stuck in lockdown which means I cannot leave the house and I’m pretty sure my family is going to kill eachother before we get out. Send me luck !
How is your day? What’s your favourite book you’ve read recently (or fic if you don’t like books). Xx
hi bestie <33 first of all, i respect that you can read multiple books at once lol because i literally cannot do that and i wish i could. i have to finish a book before i start a new one and it sucks sometimes when i’m eager to read something new
so many of my friends have read fahrenheit 451 for school, but i surprisingly never did ? i read some other classics though, and i really wanna reread them without the pressure of doing assignments/essays bc i feel like it would be so different !! i’m hoping i’ll enjoy them more lol they’re currently tainted in my mind bc i had to slave away on homework for them and i’m hoping to change that
i’m glad you’re loving it though, what other books are you reading alongside that ??
i’m sorry to hear you’re on lockdown :// i hope you and your family stay healthy and well and you DONT kill each other LMAOOO
my day was good !! i described it in some previous asks if u wanna read about it :]
and i love both fics and books !! i cant think of a fic off the top of my head, but i’m currently reading beach read by emily henry. i thought it was kinda boring at first, but i realized it was because i had just read some fantasy books with action and more suspense in them. once i cleared my mind and focused on this book itself, i started reeeeally loving it and i’m looking forward to reading more contemp. romance novels :D
in regards to books i’ve finished, i enjoyed the inheritance games and LOOOVED dance of thieves <33
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tobacconist · 3 years
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intense and powerful dreams last night
there were a number of plots happening and im not quite sure where one ends and the other begins
as far as i can remember, it started with me and my dog on the train going to some kind of ‘hunting camp’ like it was some kind of dog training place with a huge forest and we were all put into groups and we were hunting deer or something. i cant remember. at some point i got separated from the rest of the groups and so me and my dog (and i also remember vividly there was a bluejay or similar bird in my ‘party’) decided to jus go alone
then i was in town with my old friend mia. we walked out of some kind of shop/room and in the corridor there were 2 black women at a stall selling, like, handicrafts n stuff. they were dressed hippyish and seemed to be lovers. we talked for a long time, one of the girls was really funny and kept telling jokes n doing slight of hand tricks n stuff. i bought a really nice beaded bracelet and also a wooden box with domino designs on it. we were jus chatting with them for a long time. i looked in the box at one point and it had various compartments in it with different kinds of incense and a huge fat nug of weed. i said ‘is that what i think it is!? you cant sell that lmao!’ and the girl jus winked at me and said something like ‘we arent gonna tell anyone, are you?’ eventually we had to go and i asked them if they had a website or somewhere to contact them online since they seemed like really cool people; they said they didnt. i said ‘ah, well, i guess its up to fate if we meet again’ just as i was leaving the other girl said we could go to their flat because they were having a party or something i was about to agree, but then remembered i had given up smoking for lent and would probably end up giving in. they understood and we left (fuck! i wish i hadnt! dont fink dream spliffs count lol)
then me and mia walked outside into town centre, and there were people running around panicked. it seemed like there was a flood coming or something, like the river had burst its banks. i turned to mia and said ‘where is the highest ground?’ and she pointed in some direction and started running towards it i was confused because the water seemed to be coming from that direction and getting worse the further we went, but i presumed she would know better than me eventually when we got so far up the ground was dry. we kept continuing in that direction we were walking through a wide corridor of like, some kind of disused industrial building. the floor and walls all concrete with either orange tarp or plastic overhead for a roof. we werent running now we were just walking and talking then i looked up and saw a bluejay in a nest squawking loudly at us as we walked under it like it was protecting its eggs i cant remember anymore of this part of the dream
then i was at home, and my mum was shouting at me and my dad (basically weve been doing a lot of housework lately but weve all been a bit lazy about it) i said like ‘you have no right to shout at us because we have been trying and... no im not going to say that’ and she said ‘go on, say it’ and so i did and said how the rooms shes supposed to be fixing are in a worse state than our ones etc etc then she started to cry and i felt reeeeally bad. i apologised to her and then hugged for a long time. i cant remember the rest
then i was back in the forest. this part is really hazy, all i remember is that there were wolves in the forest (this theme was in my dream a few nights ago too) and i remember watching in the distance the bluejay getting stalked by them (it wasnt/couldnt fly for some reason and the wolves were slowly closing in around it. it would like; start at them and they would retreat slightly then start closing in again and it was clear it was getting exhausted) and i felt like i couldnt do anything. i heard some kind of disembodied millitary voice say summat like ‘private bluejay down’ or something. a lot more happened after this but i dont remember
throughout all of the dreams after the one with the black women i was wearing the bracelet; and it seemed like i half knew i was dreaming before because i kept marvelling to myself about how i still had the bracelet (as if that part was a dream i woke up from but somehow still had the bracelet)
the bluejay seems to be a recurring symbol, not sure why because i havent been thinking about them lately or anything. i looked it up and apparently they symbolise ‘long lasting friendships and relationships’ which makes sense; mia was my best friend all throughout primary school and highschool. havent seen her or met up with her in person in ages though
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gladiatortale · 4 years
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Baz Pitch Songs - Ben Platt
TL;DR: Baz’s anxious internal monologue lives in the lyrics of Ben Platt’s album, Sing to Me Instead.
I’ve been breaking my own heart for days now with this information and I need to share it with the WORLD. 
Okay so I am still an overflowing well of FEELINGS after reading Wayward Son, and in the wake of this I come to the conclusion that there is no better encapsulating soundtrack for the mood of this book than Sing to Me Instead. 
The entire album is a goldmine of angst and adult-ulescent zeitgeist (that shitty late teen/ early twenties age where nothing makes sense and there is no road map for anything). But I’m going focus on two song’s in particular that are so unbelievably Wayward Son Baz, that they smell like fucking cedar and bergamot. OKAY.
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Song 1: Grow as We Go
Something I needed to continually remind myself as I was reading Wayward Son is that Baz doesn't actually know that Simon is thinking of breaking up with him. Nevertheless Baz’s pain, confusion, and ongoing identity crises - built out of months of stewing silently in between the first and second book - comes through in every single one of his actions. This is especially true in the book’s early chapters. 
To anyone who has been with a partner suffering from depression, the scenes in the flat and at the airport ring through as painfully familiar,
“He’s lovely. A bit of a sad mess. Dull and pale and rough around the edges. But still so lovely.” (Wayward Son, Chapter 9)
Baz loves Simon so much that it hurts him to even think of not being with him. And yet despite not actually knowing Simon’s intentions before Penny slammed a door on his face, (lol) Baz’s anxiety grows from a true fear of losing him; whether that’s losing him to someone else or to depression, the fear remains the same.
ENTER BEN PLATT.
The opening lyrics of Grow as We Go sound like they were written by Baz himself in a letter to Simon,
“You say there's so much you don't know You need to go and find yourself You say you'd rather be alone 'Cause you think you won't find it tied to someone else.” (Grow As We Go, Ben Platt)
(Knowing British people as I do, it’s a bit too much sharing all at once to be something Baz would say all at one time, but I’m getting off topic). These lines encapsulate the bleeding heart bargaining Baz feels as he worries Simon is slipping away from him, while at the same time focuses on the fact that Baz still feels they are destined to be together after everything they’ve survived so far. 
“Ooh, who said it's true That the growing only happens on your own? They don't know me and you.” (Grow As We Go, Ben Platt)
Baz would say to the rest of the world, even to Simon himself, that they make each other better by being together.
“I don't know who we'll become I can't promise it's not written in the stars But I believe that when it's done  We're gonna see that it was better That we grew up together” (Grow As We Go, Ben Platt)
There’s SO FUCKING MUCH to unpack so I’ll keep in brief. This entire passage links back to motifs from Carry On. 
Beginning with the star motif (which I could and MIGHT write a whole separate essay about); Stars have been known to appear during incredibly vulnerable, shifting moments in Simon and Baz’s relationship. We first see the motif when Simon shares his magic with in Carry On, and the motif reappears more with a more cautious, anxious tone in the back of Shepard’s truck withWayward Son. Which is why when it so poetically appears in this verse, it feels like the perfect match to Baz’s tone.
However, the real gut punch of this song comes when we examine this line from Chapter 11, in conjunction with the aforementioned section of the song,
“‘They’re not that far apart,’ I say. ‘Not to you; you grew up in a mansion.’ ‘I grew up at the top of a tower,’ I say. ‘With you’.” (Wayward Son, Chapter 11)
The final line of this section of the lyrics are SO important because they connect to these specific lines from Wayward Son painfully well. They encapsulate Baz’s wish to grow old (as much as he can… ohhh WE’RE GETTING THERE), more specifically to continue to grow old with Simon. Together these passages highlight that, despite Simon’s gradual attempts to pull away from Baz (ironically due to what Simon perceives as kindness), Baz still has faith enough in the strength of their relationship to try and keep them together.
In essence, go listen to the song. It’ll smash your heart into a million pieces, but you’ll still thank me for recommending it.
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Song 2: In Case You Don't Live Forever
AAAAAAAAAAAAH. OKAY. 
Here’s where shit reeeeally hits the fan. I’m going to get the obvious out of the way right now. 
For the first time in the series, we see Baz actually confront the reality of his immortality in Wayward Son. I know there is still a question mark hanging above this statement because Baz is an semi-unreliable narrator and we only can know what he does, but his conversations with Lamb brings to light the true reality of his condition: Baz can, in theory, live forever. What is also frighteningly true - and a fact which Rowell herself hasn’t even fully articulated yet - is the fact that Simon, as far as we know, won’t live forever.
CUE BEN PLATT AND HIS SAD PIANO MUSIC.
“You put all your faith in my dreams You gave me the world that I wanted What did I do to deserve you?” (In Case You Don’t Live Forever, Ben Platt)
This self-depreciative, I-dont-deserve-anything tone is PAINFULLY in line with Baz’s own internal monologue. Throughout the majority of Carry On (as well as the just under a decade which preceded the events of the book) Baz have lived convinced that Simon is going to kill him one day. When that inevitably DOESN'T happen and they end up together, Baz cannot believe his luck.
“I've waited way too long to say Everything you mean to me” (In Case You Don’t Live Forever, Ben Platt)
AND DESPITE HIS PERCVIED SPECTACULAR LUCK, this FUCKING numpty waits until the LITERAL second to last page of the SECOND book to say how he really feels,
“I raise my voice: ‘Why cant you see that I wouldn’t be happy anywhere without you?’ He sits back, like I’ve slapped him.” (Wayward Son, p. 353)
This ties in beautifully with - so much so I was screaming at my desktop as I listened to it - the second verse of In Case You Don't Live Forever,
“I, I've carried this song in my mind Listen, it's echoing in me But I haven't helped you to hear it We, we've only got so much time I'm pretty sure it would kill me If you didn't know the pieces of me are pieces of you” (In Case You Don’t Live Forever, Ben Platt)
Baz’s hesitation, whether born culturally out of a stubborn British habit not to share your emotions for fear of oversharing, or hesitation specific to his relationship with Simon, has kept him from speaking his mind. It has kept him from speaking about how deeply his life has been changed by Simon, and how fleeting and short their time together truly is.
WHAT MIGHT PROMPT BAZ TO SAY SOMETHING LIKE THIS?? Perhaps the realization that Simon won’t live forever, that he has to say these things to him In Case You Don't Live Forever.
MIC DROP. 
Aaaaaand cue the saddest line of the song, please...
“In case you don't live forever, let me tell you now I love you more than you'll ever wrap your head around In case you don't live forever, let me tell you the truth I'm everything that I am because of you” (In Case You Don’t Live Forever, Ben Platt)
The absolutely heart wrenching scene (“Simon… love… get up. We still have to save Agatha.” NOPE. Still not over it!) as they fight The Next Blood in the dead spot, when considered together with Lamb’s words from earlier in the novel, is truly the moment when Baz realises he will lose Simon someday.
In this way therefore the song connects Baz’s internal monologue as it looks forward toward the events of Anyway the Wind Blows. 
Now. I would not DARE try to put words in Rowell’s mouth, but when viewed holistically with Baz’s final actions in Wayward Son (his realization of the temporality of Simon’s life against the length of his own, and his brash declaration that his life is hardly worth living without Simon in it) Platt’s song sets to music the logical trajectory of Baz’s emotional state and desires in a way I sincerely hope we see in this next and final novel.
THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK.
BONUS:
THESE LINES FUCKED ME SO MUCH I CAN’T EVEN B E G I N TO UNPACK HOW MUCH THIS IS JUST THEIR RELATIONSHIP AND THE WAY BAZ SEES SIMON.
“I have a hero whenever I need one I just look up to you and I see one I'm a man 'cause you taught me to be one.” (In Case You Don’t Live Forever, Ben Platt)
GGGGGAAAAAAH  I’M DONE BEING ANALYTICAL. THAT LINE JUST FINISHED ME OFF. 
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readbythestarlight · 4 years
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Sam you look so normal
Oh dear
SAM
SAM NO
Ashley is a woman after my own taste with those flaming hot Cheetos
NO GOD SAM NO NOT THE TOOTHPASTE
Liam is like "my husband? Better!"
Matt is so done xD
[[MORE]]
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again I’d love to have Nolan North or Troy Baker guest star
OHHHHH SICK BURNS FROM MATT TONIGHT
Oh I hope Nott doesn’t blame Caleb or think he just wasn’t good enough...
Travis: low key bursts into song
Matt: the DM will remember that
Aww bye Essek
E: "I will punish the bakery"
J: "don’t PUNISH the BAKERY just order better things next time!"
E: "that was an attempt at a joke."
I hope he knows they’re not bailing on him for any reason
It’s THEIR spell that’s so nice
Beau’s dad’s obsession with the fortune teller could explain Beau’s reluctance to buy into the tarot cards hmmm
Everyone: wildly talking
Cad: I’m just gonna ask mom
He asked about his FAMILY
Oh no he HIT her?
I suddenly don’t regret Jester terrifying him at all
There’s so much happening right now, Nott backstory, Beau backstory, some Cad backstory and I’m so torn about who’s I want to get to most
I reeeeally don’t want them to rush Beau into this though
Y’all let Essek know you’re leaving!
I like how Jester and Nott and maybe sorta Beau kinda low key ship Shadowgast now
Matt: here’s a bunch of hermits
Cad: these are my people!
Oh god oh no I don’t like this woman she seems creepy as fuck
These poor monks
Oh come on go to the karaoke bar
Y: "do you have a song you always sing?"
N: "sweet Caroline.........it’s in abyssal!"
And then she "sings" it xD
Poor Matt is it his wits end xD
Cad is now drunk and high and trying to pretend to be Fjord
I like how eldritch blast is an in-game meme
Hiiiii Gentledad!
I love how he was all like "I’m not gonna be your dad" but she also has him wrapped around her little finger
Beau! Honey! Don’t cry! D:
B: "I feel like I’ve found my family with the Mighty Nein, I don’t like looking at my past because it doesn’t have the Mighty Nein in it. I’ve been avoiding the inevitable because... I’m afraid it’ll end up like my past." I’m crying
Fjord is so goddamn supportive
She’s so scared she’s going to lose them and what she’s found with them and my heart is BREAKING for her she needs a group hug immediately
"You’re still my Captain" god DAMN I love the friendship between Fjord and Beau
Aww, it makes me sad that they don’t quite trust Essek. I understand but it makes me sad for his sake (and also now that I’ve decided to trust him completely)
That was the best Super Bowl commercial of the year 10/10
Jester honey you’re gonna tick him off
J: "she is not that great."
TG: "well... you don’t know her."
Oh my god do NOT send your mom a letter do NOT parent trap them
Oh man it’s been a while since we had some good Jester and Nott antics
Oh god please pass each other
They DID xD
OH MY GOD
ITS THE PANTSLESS BANDITS
ITS
I CANT
BREATHE
these poor losers I’m
Yasha and Caleb having a talk.
Oh she asked him how he deals with it.
C: "I know regret, and I regret..... unless my intuition is very off, you know regret."
Y: "so it never goes away?"
C: "No..."
Oh honey </3
Y: "I feel like the forgiveness is almost harder to deal with. I feel like anger is an emotion that’s easier to deal with because that’s where I live. But I feel like with everyone being so nice and accepting I don’t know how to handle it. I know I’m not handling it well but I’m trying."
And now he’s talking about how even if they can’t wash the blood from their hands they can still use those hands to try to do good, and to do all they can to make the world better and not let the guilt consume them and you know what that is? GROWTH.
Somebody please teach them though that they can be forgiven
Y: "do you love her?"
C: "who?"
Y: "I don’t need to tell you who."
Y: "I’m sorry, it’s just that, I know, as someone who has lost someone, it’s important to say something before it is too late."
C, whispering: "it is too late, Yasha..."
And then he turns away but holds her hand
Goddamn I’m crying
Oh boy here we go Beau’s family time
I love how they are all ready to spite or fight Beau’s family in their own way
Please hug your daughter Mother Lionette
Not like that god a good hug
Baby brother ;_;
I hate how stiff her mom is THIS IS YOUR DAUGHTER YOU HAVENT SEEN IN LIKE THREE YEARS
oh god I’m gonna have feelings about her and her little brother
Oh Beau honey </3
"We were hoping you would come by sometime. To meet him." You could have ASKED.
Mom not answering about whether or not they sent Beau away knowing mom was pregnant
Omg she just gave him the jade she just admitted was the only thing she kept from her dad
"Look, Beauregard" don’t you even try it you bad mom you DONT you try to make excuses
Oh fuck here we go it’s time to meet asshole dad
Godddd I hate him
Whisperssssss
B: "I’d like to think that what I became had nothing to fucking do with you" TELL HIM BABY GIRL
Rip into him
God Marisha is killing it and killing me
I refuse to accept his "nobody teaches you how to be a father" excuses and I hope Beau doesn’t either
Like I’m often all here for reconciling with family or whatever but they’ve clearly hurt Beau so badly and she has a better family now
I’m so frustrated with the whole crappy family, but whatever makes Beau happy in the end is what I want
Wow that was some.... heavy stuff and I’m exhausted and it’s not even me I can only imagine how Marisha feels having to act it all out
NOTT that was Amazing "I hope that doesn’t happen to you" damn
Every one of them is telling Thoreau to stop being a shitty dad or else Kinda calling him out on his shit and I’m living for it
Ending on a group hug
God what an episode
They are killing it lately with these hardcore character heavy, emotion heavy episodes
lol Matt joking about having to play his wife’s IG dad xD
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daimonios · 4 years
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was tagged by @severmyneck​ to post 10 songs ive been listening to (a while ago) & by @meethapaan​ to post that + a longer thing
jack the ripper (specifically some live version) - morrissey
kinda bonkers - animal collective
here comes your man - the pixies
and with her came the birds - cult of luna
astronaut - amanda palmer
ringtone (remix) - 100 gecs, kkb, charli xcx, & rico nasty
hierophant - king woman
heavy water / i’d rather be sleeping - grouper
wind chimes - lanayah
cubicles - mcr
andddd here’s the questions
Are you staying home from work/school? yes
If you’re staying home, who is with you? my housemates (i have 3) and their 2 dogs. i dont really talk to them much ? when im at my apartment im kind of a shut-in
Who would be your ideal quarantine mate? probably my friend wes. i was gonna go stay with them for a bit but it ended up not working out at the last second. not to mention we’d planned a trip over spring break to visit one of our other friends. but honestly any of my friends would be a good quarantine mate
Are you a homebody? not reeeeally. i dont like, Go Out or party or anything but i tend to spend a lot of time at friends’ houses
An event you were looking forward to that got canceled? bah. i was gonna see dorian electra, and go to the LA phil, but both got cancelled/postponed. aaand i was gonna go to the cruel world music festival in may that also got postponed. plus the aforementioned spring break trip. im glad i got to squeeze in seeing cult of luna before all this tho ;_;
What movies have you watched recently? aw jeez. i think the last movie i watched was the ballad of buster scruggs on st patricks day w some of my friends
What shows are you watching? i watched some little witch academia with a couple friends on netflix party the other day 
What music are you listening to? glad to know im not the only one who hasn’t been listening to a ton of music lately... ive mostly been listening to podcasts (i started relistening to the magnus archives bc the new season comes out soon & taz amnesty just for fun) 
What are you reading? umm a lot of research stuff for my art history classes. the last book i cracked open (besides the dnd player’s handbook) was probably a book of catullus’s poems or running with scissors by augusten burroughs. still gotta finish that one + i have a list in my journal of other books ive been meaning to read. ive been meaning to take a book to the beach by myself
What are you doing for self-care? playing dnd with my friends on roll20. playing a lot of minecraft (lol). cooking really tasty meals for myself. calling or facetiming friends when i can. journaling. taking walks by myself & playing pokemon go
i tag @dangerbitch45 and @lefthandshake (miss you guys), and anyone else who feels like it ig
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miraculous-writings · 5 years
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IMPORTANT FOR FANFIC READERS!!!
ive gotten a few messages on ao3 lately, about that one AOB fic I wrote, and I would like to say something really quick to the fandom’s readers.   I really do love and appreciate everyone’s support and comments, but.. the ones which tend do go like “I like this because it makes it so hajime pays as much attention to haru as he does shun” and things like that-- I’d like to kinda gently touch upon that as a fanfic author so hopefully the readers can see it a little more from our point of view as well.  I dont believe it is that any of us who write Hajishun are in any way trying to lessen Hajime and Haru’s relationship in our fics. It is just, when we  are writing about a certain ship, our main focus tends to be on those two characters specifically, and not alot of others.  I’ll be honest, I was thinking my fic was including Haru too much. Why? Because at first my fic was just coming to me at random and I hadn’t known if it was going to be a HajiHaru or a HajiShun. That’s the only reason Haru was in it to the strong extent that he was. Further chapters likely wont have him in it as much. Why? Because, in my fanfic, he is not a main character, and as such wont be treated as one. The only ones that will get more screentime than the rest of the side characters are going to be him and kai due to their closeness to hajime and shun of course... but that doesn’t mean they are main characters or will get as much screentime.  It’s hard enough as it is to try and create and push out content, especially extremely long streams of seemingly endless words that flow together nicely enough to create a story and with enough difficult / unusual language for it to be considered an even half decent story and not just me rambling. (on average my typing is actually EXTREMELY simple, tons of typos, tons of shortened words, not alot of punctuation, and i tend to sound like an idiot because i cant actually talk / get my words across well in any way that doesn’t end up being in a story format.)  but, to add tons of extra characters and try to make them relevant to the story-- it gets alot harder. takes alot more energy,  But the big one for me? Is the fact that I frankly don’t know Haru’s character well. I don’t get his personality too much (Despite the fact that a group of friends say they think out of all the boys I am the most, and apparently a lot like Haru.) and as such, I have no fucking clue how to write him. It’s even worse for kai-- personally he is so,,, bland and personality-less outside of his interactions with a select few other people that I have no idea what to do with him. And i could certainly never even attempt to write him if he wasn’t interacting with them specifically because I dont see him having much personality outside of his interactions with others.  (I AM NOT SAYING HE DOESN’T HAVE ONE!!! I AM SAYING THAT I, PERSONALLY, DO NOT SEE IT / NOR DO I UNDERSTAND IT ENOUGH TO COMPREHEND HIS CHARACTER / PERSONALITY PROPERLY, AND AS SUCH I DO NOT BELIEVE I CAN WRITE HIM. This is a fault of my own and not any type of fact-- just how my brain is failing me.)  So here are some reasons people may not be writing Haru and/or Kai in your HajiShun stories as much-- or ANY of these boys best friends/other partners into your ship stories ;  -Your author may not feel comfortable writing that character / his personality for any number of reasons  - That character is not meant to be a main character, or even a side character within this storyline, and as such attempting to write interactions can be considered a waste of time and energy the author could be putting towards the actual main characters as well as their interactions, and bettering those as a whole.  - Writing is hard man its hard to try and write alot for a ton of different individuals  - It’s extremely difficult to dissect a character’s personality enough that you can feel confident trying to write them accurately into a story. It takes hours of reearch and time, rereading drama cds, the wiki, rewatching the anime, looking at the tsukiuta twitter SS, the mangas, canon comics, stages, etc. Looking over all those things and trying to absorb as much information, even the tiniest details, and force them into your memory or rewrite them into a notepad somewhere, trying to find spots in your fic to include this information... its all an exhausting process to have to go through-- for someone your fanfiction isnt even about.  - For some of us, we just dont care about them. Personally I dont really care about Kai at all. And only within the past year have I begun giving a shit about Haru, and that is only due to my friends influences. I actually used to reeeeally not care about him-- bordering on dislike due to other fans.  - We are not obliged to write about characters our fanfic doesnt focus on and its kinda weird that yall,,, seem to expect us to put this level of attention and energy into the ones we arent focusing on? for us its just kinda strange and not something wed thing to do or think is all too necessary, since we dont think you clicked on a hajishun fic to read hajiharu or kaishun interactions;;; And things like that. So do keep that in mind! I don’t mind comments like these and im not angry, just a little... confused by them? And worried that other authors might find them to be bordering on slightly disrespectful of us and our writings / the efforts we put into these fics. it kinda feels like being told we arent doing enough, even though we never advertised that we were doing anything for the subject youre talking about, yknow?  But yeah, thank you for reading! I promise ill,,, uh,,, eventually,,, force myself to continue my fics,,, probably. lol. 
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morguebaddie · 6 years
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ok . ok ok ok, okAY i have a lot 2 talk abt right noWWWW theres been a lotta fucken SHIT..... aight uhh i went to my good pals bday on friday and it was fun we had cupcakes that were REEEEALLY YUMMY I WOULD KILL TO HAVE ONE OF THOSE AGAIN AAGH i knew all the ppl there except for One... he was a dude, which is already heinous enough as it is but this guy just happened to be CODY SMITH, CODY FUCKING SMITH THE ONE IVE HEARD SO MANY HORRIBLE THINGS ABOUT but like i thought to myself, ok lets give this dude a chance maybe hes the kinda person whos tolerable at first but then when u get to kno him THATS when he becomes a scumbag. WRONG!! WRONG WRONG I WAS SO WRONG, 5 MINUTES AFTER HE OPENED HIS MOUTH TO ME I WANTED TO SHOVE HIM I NA TRASHCAN!!! ok granted, i called him short and a manlet jkdnfjfdsklf BUT that was AFTER he’d already committed COPIOUS amounts of head assery towards me. god i liderally.. i fucking hate men LOL. like, this dude irritated me so much that when i found out who hes got a crush on while i was there, i decided that im gonna pull a mr steal yo girl on him since i heard that shes into gurls AHAHAHA THAT WUOLD BE SOO FUCKIN FUNNY and when i said to him i planned to do that, in a joking tone ofc, (even tho internally i was being 100% serious lul) HE GOT SOOO BUTTHURT HGNVFKJDJF... god, we were at each others throats all night! it was fun tbh. i love oppressing men :) OH AND YOU KNOW WHAT HE SAID? U KNOWHAT HE SAID WAS THE FIRST TIME HE TALKED TO HIS CRUSH? ah her names carly by the way i think thats a rly cute name :) shes a cancer hehe - OK BUT THATS BESIDES THE POINT anyways, he said that he first approached her  when she was w/ one of her friends CRYING... he said OUT RIGHT that he saw it as an opportunity to finally talk to her and help her out as a means of getting close to her, which is fucking disgusting. like thats legit so repulsive and selfish and inconsiderate, i couldnt BELIEVE he really said, let alone actually did that! i fucking HATE straight men lol!! OH AND HE WAS WEARIGN A FUCKING “DONT TREAD ON ME” HAT AND WHEN I PUT IT ON I ALMOST CHOKED ON MY OWN SPITCLSDJFSFNGS
OH AND U KNOW WHAT ELSE!!?! HE CALLED ME A FUCKING REDDITOR!!! I LEGIT WANTED TO KILL HIM AFTER THAT LIKE HOW FUCKING DARE YOU HOW DARE YOU ASSOCIATE ME WITH THE BOTTOM FEEDING FUCK FACES OF THAT DISEASE RIDDEN CESSPOOL OF CRACKHEADS, AND LIKE??? HE SAID THAT TO ME, AS IF HEDIDNT LOOK LIKE THE VERY EPITOME OF YOUR RUN-OF-THE-MILL REDDIT BROWSER... and yknow, like, it takes one to know one pal 🤷 he also correctly guessed that i used discord which was fucken weird.... that really freaked me out a bit but then i realized it was that water sign intuition. ah btw i got his chart info hhahahaaa >:) anyways i got 80hd i dont feel like writing no more lol but yeah. that was uhhh inch a resting
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nobody asked me any of these questions because u all h8 me but I wanted to answer them anyway so here we are (^:
1: Name: Mia (: 2: Age: 19 3: 3 Fears: spiders, people crawling and being chased in horror movies, my dog dying someday 4: 3 things I love: my dog, park jimin, Speezy Freezes 5: 4 turns on: boys listening, empathizing, learning from their ignorance, and advocating for important causes. K I N K. get u a freak like that ^^^ 6: 4 turns off: being talked over, mansplaining, greasy hair, bad smell 7: My best irl friend(s): @jaemamba, @namjoons-broken-toe, @mark-biased 8: Sexual orientation: bisexual 9: My best first date: going to my university’s football field at 1:00 in the morning with my dog, running around with him, and then driving to Speedway to get Speedy Freezes 10: How tall am I: 5′4 11: What do I miss: my best friend 12: What time was I born: i was born at 5:18 on 6/18 13: Favorite color: red 14: Do I have a crush: i fell in love with my eye doctor yesterday. does that count? 15: Favorite quote: “We are what we repeatedly do; excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit.” 16: Favorite place: this is hard. mt favorite destination type place is antigua, guatemala, but my favorite place to be is anywhere with my dog (: 17: Favorite food: scalloped potatoes 18: Do I use sarcasm: me??? noooo, never. 19: What am I listening to right now: dope - BTS 20: First thing I notice in new person: teeth and hair 21: Shoe size: 7 1/2 US size 22: Eye color: green 23: Hair color: brown 24: Favorite style of clothing: sweaters 25: Ever done a prank call?: when i was in, like, middle school. OH! also american airlines when they were being unhelpful little douche-dicks this summer when they lost my luggage in france ((((: 27: Meaning behind my URL: um i’m in love with jimin’s crooked tooth 28: Favorite movie: monster’s inc. 29: Favorite song: leave me lonely - ariana grande 30: Favorite band: BTS 31: How I feel right now: tired and hungry 32: Someone I love: park jimin 33: My current relationship status: i’m in an exclusive relationship with food 34: My relationship with my parents: eh 35: Favorite holiday: christmas and thanksgiving 36: Tattoos and piercing i have: i have a tattoo of mine and my brother’s hands in a pinky swear on my right side, a tattoo that says “i belong deeply to myself” on my left side, a big tattoo of athena on my left thigh, and my dog’s paw print on my right foot.  i have my ears double pierced and my nose pierced. 37: Tattoos and piercing i want: i’d love to have nipple piercings but my boobs are reeeeally big and that increases my risk of infection and irritation, so i probably wont get it done. and the next tattoo i want is a bow behind my ear 38: The reason I joined Tumblr: fandoms 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?: i don’t think so, we just don’t talk 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?: lololololololol no 41: Have I ever kissed the last person I texted? i would hope not 42: When did I last hold hands?: like a week ago with my best friend 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?: it depends on if i put on makeup or not.  no makeup = 15-20 minutes, makeup = 30-40 minutes 44: Have you shaved your legs in the past three days?: i think so. i’m losing track of time so it’s hard for me to remember hahahaha. 45: Where am I right now?: at my apartment. 46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?: i don’t drink so quite honestly, i don’t know who it would be helping me 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?: loud 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?: no 49: Am I excited for anything?: i’m excited for to make a new character for d&d 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?: yes(: my best friend Martin, but he lives thousands of miles away in normandy, france 51: How often do I wear a fake smile?: more often than you’d think. i’m very good at it. 52: When was the last time I hugged someone?: two days ago i hugged some family members after visiting 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?: i would not care in the slightest lol 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?: i don’t think so.  i usually keep trustworthy people close to me and untrustworthy people away from me. 55: What is something I disliked about today?: i accidentally slept in waaaaaaaay too late. 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?: park jimin 57: What do I think about most?: my dog 58: What’s my strangest talent?: i have a few. i memorize license plates, i can name every color in a 64 pack of crayola crayons, and i can look good in any pair of sunglasses 59: Do I have any strange phobias?: yes. people crawling and being chased in horror movies. also, people touching and grabbing my wrists/being restrained 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?: in front of it. 61: What was the last lie I told?: “my dog locked the door, not me.” 62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?: i’m just gonna say facetimeing because it’s kind of a mix of the two 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?: yes and yes 64: Do I believe in magic?: no 65: Do I believe in luck?: yes 66: What's the weather like right now?: snowy snowy snowy 67: What was the last book I've read?: everything, everything 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?: yes 69: Do I have any nicknames?: mi and higgie smalls 70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?: when i broke my arm in 7th grade.  i was playing soccer and i was the goal keeper and somebody from the opposite team kicked the ball and snapped my arm in half. 71: Do I spend money or save it?: a mix of both 72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?: nope 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?: yes, a pencil 74: Favorite animal?: giraffe and puffins 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?: watching mulan 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name?: i asked my roommate and he said “faust” so i’m gonna go with that lol 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?: serendipity and lie 78: How can you win my heart?: food and dogs 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?: sneezed on the beat, and the beat got sicka 80: What is my favorite word?: serendipity 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr: @got7-markjinson, @yeoldalayhehoo 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?: “fuck donald trump” 83: Do I have any relatives in jail?: not that i know of 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? teleportation so i could go anywhere in the world for free! 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? “are you happy?”  86: What is my current desktop picture? sehun lookin’ all perfect, as always (’: 87: Had sex? no 88: Bought condoms? no 89: Gotten pregnant? no 90: Failed a class? no  91: Kissed a boy? yes 92: Kissed a girl? no)))): 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? no omg too cheesy 94: Had a job? i’ve had 4 95: Left the house without my wallet? yes 96: Bullied someone on the internet? i more-so fight with people on the internet, not bully. 97: Had sex in public? never had sex, so obviously not hahaha 98: Played on a sports team? yes! growing up, i played soccer for 7 years 99: Smoked weed? nope 100: Did drugs? nope 101: Smoked cigarettes? nope 102: Drank alcohol? i hate alcohol 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? no 104: Been overweight? yep 105: Been underweight? nope 106: Been to a wedding? yes 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 5 hours? i think you mean 5 TIMES 5 hours lmaoooo 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? YES. WHO HASN’T???? 109: Been outside my home country? yes! 3 times(: i’ve been to guatemala, mexico, and frace 110: Gotten my heart broken? eh, not really 111: Been to a professional sports game? yes 112: Broken a bone? yes! 2 113: Cut myself? no 114: Been to prom? yes, twice 115: Been in airplane? yes, soooo many times 116: Fly by helicopter? no, but i would love to do it sometime! 117: What concerts have I been to? omg there are so many. in order: taylor swift, kelly clarkson, one direction, demi lovato, bastille, lana del rey, marina and the diamonds, one direction (again), ed sheeran, the 1975, ariana grande, and then i’m going to see harry styles and niall horan this summer! 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? yes because i’m fckin GAY 119: Learned another language? i’m studying spanish and korean 120: Wore make up? all the time lol 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? NO BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER HAD SEX. WHY ARE THERE SO MANY QUESTIONS ABOUT SEX 122: Had oral sex? NO 123: Dyed my hair? nope 124: Voted in a presidential election? yes, just 1 125: Rode in an ambulance? no 126: Had a surgery? yes 127: Met someone famous? yes, i met lea delaria fro oitnb 128: Stalked someone on a social network? UM ALWAYS??? 129: Peed outside? yep 130: Been fishing? yep but it’s soooo borning 131: Helped with charity? yes 132: Been rejected by a crush? all the fucking time (^: 133: Broken a mirror? i dont think so 134: What do I want for birthday? for park jimin to acknowledge my existence ((((((((((((((((((((((((:
why am i such a noob????
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