#i relapsed today

[betweenmee]

You don’t get it, this pain never goes away

#living with bpd #bpd problems #mental health relapse #mentally exhausted #mental ill health #mental instability #mental breakdown #i relapsed today #im relapsing #selfharn #self h@rm #i wanna kms #oc demon #living with ocd #anxi4ty #tw self destruction #bpd shit #being borderline #anxious #depressing shit #deppressed #tired of life #deppresive #bpd thoughts #depresjon #numbness #depressing quotes #anxeity #suicudal #cutt1ng

[cigsonvinyl]

If the only reason why im still here is because people in my life need me why do I feel so lonely all the damn time

#anxeity #anxious #i relapsed today #self h@rm #depressiv #deppresion #deppresive #deppresed #anxiété #anxi4ty #im relapsing #mentally unstable #mentally fucked #im so tired #tired of life #mentally exhausted #going crazy

[skinnysui-ide5426]

I will not spend another year in this fat body I promise

#disordered eating in tags #disordered eating thoughts #ana trigger #bulimist #depressing shit #i relapsed today #tw ed diet #tw disordered eating #rexi euphoria #tw ana diary

[flashbackonyourbehalf]

Brb watching Requiem for a Dream as a form of self-harm

#i relapsed today #self harm #requiem #requiem for a dream

[kokofuff]

i was doing so well…

#i relapsed today #sh relapse #tw sh related #shblr #self h@rm #styrotumblr #cvtt1ng #self mutalition #depression relapse #tw depressing stuff #sh vent #s3lfharmm #s3lfh4rm #tw s3lf harm

[xangelbunnyx]

TWTWTWTWTW S/H ‼️‼️

THIS IS MAKEUP!!!

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i wish i could cut more

#tw selfhate #self h rm #tw cvtting #cvtting board #tw s/h #i relapsed today #self h@rm

[kelisaghost]

I'm so tired of looking healthy and cheerful, I'm just a cursed black hole

#ed relapse #lametta #mental health relapse #creepycore #depression episode #i am ill #i relapsed today #mental illness #depressing shit #this is depressing #papercut #papercuts #ventcore #vent #vent post #cw vent #drugs cw #tw: alcholism #tw alchoholism #autolesionista #self harming #pro sh

[gh0sttsh]

self harm is a weird thing

once I start, it becomes a continuous cycle that will never stop

#self h@rm #tw #meanspø #tw edd #i hate my self #self h@te #tw selfhate #i wanna relapse so bad #i relapsed again #i relapsed today #selfh@ #selfharn #cutt1ng #i wana cry #i want to be pretty

[betweenmee]

#i relapsed today #selfharn #anxious #depressing shit #deppressed #anxi4ty #tired of life #left alone #deppresive #mentally exhausted #lonelly #numbness #mentally tired #tw self destruction #tw depressing stuff #tw anxeity #misunderstood #being alone #anxitey #mentally fucked #mental instability #mentally drained #im done #cant stand it #suicudal #self h@rm #tw self destructive behavior #pure ocd #actually psychotic #skz maniac

[skinnysui-ide5426]

I will not spend the rest of my 20s being fat I’m tired of living in this fat body. I will not spend another year in this fat body.

#disordered eating in tags #disordered eating thoughts #tw ed diet #ana trigger #bulimist #depressing shit #i relapsed today #tw disordered eating #rexi euphoria #tw ana diary #tw ana relapse #tw ed rant #low cal restriction #tw restriction #tw restrictive ed #rexiia #rexielife #rexiii #anorexies #ana stuff #a

[blushpuppies]

Back on my shit

I totally relapsed, just baby little tiny scratches but I really liked it. I've got to stop before I can't stop anymore though

#i relapsed today #please help #jiraiblogging #landmine kei #landmine girl #jirai kei #jiraiblr #$h h4rm #$h tumblr #baby cvts #cat scratches #sh cvt #tw sh related #shblrr

[strings-of-amour]

Dear Diary,

I started biting my nails, lips, fingers and picking at my scalp again.

#vent post #vent #vent blog #tw vent #nail biting #lip biting #i relapsed today #i relapsed again #skin picking #Alice vents again

[sl33pl33s]

i relapsed again but it wasn't enough. i told my bf (for obvious reasons) and he said if i did it again he'd tell my mom (keep in mind i'm 19, almost 20, i don't think it concerns my mom anymore considering my age and that i don't live with her) then he took my bladee and i just don't know what to do anymore. he asked me why i did it and i said it's because i'm depressed and i was thinking about traumatic stuff. he responded with stop thinking about the past. like mf if i could i would, but it's called trauma for a reason and i don't go to therapy or see a psychiatrist because it's expensive. cvtting is the only thing that has worked for me. i tried coloring, journaling, writing, drawing, playing games on my phone, talking to trusted friends, and nothing fucking works. at this point i might start bruising myself again just to feel something significant

#self destruction #self h@rm #self mutalition #sh vent #cvtaddict #sucidal #cvutting #tw self destructive behavior #tw cvts #tw depressing thoughts #i relapsed today #$h tumblr #tw s3lf harm #tw sh related #i want to cvt #depressing shit

[valentinaxed]

So tumblr banned my other account, rip.

Also update, I relapsed for a while bcs my mom made me lol, but I’m back now !!

I gained so much weight, literally like close to 10kg I wanna kms 😭

I’ll try to post more often and just hope tumblr doesn’t ban me again.

I’m gonna try to lose 5kg by feb 6 cuz I have a wedding to attend to, it’ll be so embarrassing if I don’t fit into any outfits lolol.

xx

#tw ana diary #ana bllog #3d relapse #i relapsed today #ed not sheeren #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet