#i rlly want to kinda improve my thinking bcs overanalyzing n overthinking abt ^^ makes me feel worse instead of better grrrrrr

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genshin brainrot is hard to get back into (esp bcs i like other fandoms more and im more into other stuff rn) but. diluc <33

#he is the moment he is forever oh ykjt4jh4ehuehfjdjeksksksk BRO but ig it helps that i kind of uhhhh whats it called #i associate him w bldborne !! him as a hunter hell yeah <3 hehejfsnjd so that rlly helps #xiao w the call my name thing reminds me of another fave but it just. doesnt rlly hit rip. and uh..... thoma is just rlly cute ofc but #he doesnt get me giddy rn TvT same w kazu WUEHJDHWJDBWKDSJKSJ but one day im sure itll come back. theres a pattern ya see #but tbh im kinda glad im not. like uh. i went back to tumblr bcs of gi but im glad ion feel forced to stick w just that ? #esp bcs it wad never my top fave thing and i have criticism for it even tho i like it ofc WHAHDHSBDJS idk #i hope i can be more comfy w being myself and more free ehwhf hehehe <3 #⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #this post came to be bcs i saw a fanart again n GODSIEHWJDJWJD i forgot my love for him ever since inazuma came out n i came #back to the game since chief alchemists 1st banner <//3 yeah diluc is likely still my favorite. also thoma. hehrhehrbe #ngl its a bit GAH bcs knowing their horoscopes and mbtis lowkey affect my perception of them like #not in that way but like it gives me this ........ yeah ? hard to explain. but a Vibe #this aint neg but like rhehrbejbf it makes me lean more towards those w Vibes i like more. gi doesnt have that for me #so yeah idk okay im just glad to be more yeah T^T tho i still need to improve on ^^^ WHWHRHWHDHWJJDJWJS let it go man #hehehe #i rlly want to kinda improve my thinking bcs overanalyzing n overthinking abt ^^ makes me feel worse instead of better grrrrrr #ill see what i can do !! prolly thru beinf self indulgent tbh n finally writing those works. also other stuff. idk man. just #not rlly sticking to this. thing. i need to allow myself to be more carefree WHWHDHSBDJBS and think a lil less abt some stuff