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#i should go eat some of my candied ginger so i dont throw up during choir hehe
garlique
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disordered eating tw im just articulating my thoughts abt my eating habits contextualized against my mental health issues also if yr grace and u see this no u dont <3
#a list of things i have eaten today:
#red bull
#yerba mate energy drink thing
#20 million little mints
#i should go eat some of my candied ginger so i dont throw up during choir hehe
#anyway ya this depressive episode is very sexy in this regard because it literally takes too much effort to eat
#because my problem most times
#with restricting my eating is that like... i have adhd ive been an emotional eater my entire life
#so its almost ALWAYS easier for me to eat than to not eat thats how i end up binging
#because it's so fucking easy for me to start eating and just keep eating and eating and eating
#i can literally house an entire large pizza + sides + drinks in under an hour sometimes
#i think thats also why on my worse days i like wait so long to eat because once i DO eat its easier to keep eating
#and harder to skip a late meal
#plus i just like doing things later in the day i feel like im a person mostly between like 4 and 10 pm when im sober
#but yes anyway. this depressive episode is making it VERY difficult to eat which is literally SO sexy
#i truly love it when its easier to not eat than eat because that happens so rarely
#but for like the last week ish theres only been one day where ive had more than one meal and thats SO SEXY
#ofc my like once daily meals do end up being like way bigger than they should b a lot of the time like
#because im still not good at restricting my intake when i actually eat like it truly is either i dont eat or i eat normal
#like i dont think i could keep my caloric intake limited if i tried honestly
#so like i do end up eating 1000 calories at like 8 pm and then nothing else
#anyway ok if u read this first of all why second of all DO NOT send me any high and mighty messages abt it i am simply too tired
#im gonna go eat some candied ginger for no vomity and i will see yall during choir hehe
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