#i should really stop rambling in the tags

[can-of-slorgs]

Final surprise boop attack for @yowassupitsred!!

Faeran would 100% be really obnoxious about Calamari, and would intentionally make others appreciate her boopings haha.

(Secret second boop attack to @starbiology in revenge to the april fools war because even though i didn't know if you had any characters, I think of her as your character by this point and I found this scenario hilarious in my mind)

#neopets #neotag #gelert #vin doods #vin memes #technically at least JKSHSJ #I'm so sorry for the late response!! I didn't want to basically leave u on nothing and I had had this sketch saved for a week by this point #nice gelert my dood had some fun drawing him hahaha #it was only appropiate to draw Faeran for this case #also yeah i just found out Schnellys are cross eyed forever its just a characteristic for them #anyways its very late for me i had a really rough day at the lab lmao #my back hurts so much but i needed to come home and finish this or i'd have gone mad by how late im doing this #also Star Im sorry if i drew her completely off i haven't practice humans in a while D: #ur blog was a great reference on how to draw her when canon images are just... yeah #also idk why i drew my dog so little he's not that short but oh well #she's on a pedestal idk #ok too much rambling i should probably stop writing so much on tags #but year that's just about it hope u like the images!! the boop war was really fun and i just needed to draw something to save that moment

[wasyago]

the brainrot won

#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without- #distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just- #super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff #i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i- #read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :( #SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!! #but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little- #break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think #ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for- #designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much... #WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to #umm. tags. #new life smp #smallishbeans #mythical sausage #geminitay #pearlescentmoon #smajor1995 #inthelittlewood #my art #sketch

[stiffyck]

I'm posting it before I can back out

No one will ever see me again goodbye I'm going to chuck myself off a cliff now

#i dont even wanna tag this #its bad quality on purpose btw #i totally could give you the hd version but i would most likely have to kill myself to do so SKFFKVKSG #my urge to draw gay people is strong but my embarrassement is stronger #gtws #jimmy #trafficshipping #hermitshipping #i dont even know if i should tag it with my art tag.... #ill do it. just for you guys. but i will be ignoring it every time i see it #my art #OKAY I SHOULD STOP RAMBLING #GOODBYE EVERYONE IM GONNA GO DIE IN A DITCH NOW NO ONE TALK TO ME #solidaritimes #i was made aware there is another tag for them: #scaridarity #which is somehow worse #(i do not like their shipname its so. weird idk how to describe it djgkrgls) #how do people draw kissing this is EMBARASSING #okay okay ramble over i really nees to stop procrastinating and just post it

[forourtomorrows]

me ? drawing ? i guess so..

#delislittledrawings #ace attorney #aa #phoenix wright #trucy wright #do i tag apollo and athena ?? naaaah #anyways. hi ! long time no drawing. but hehe i redesigned the aa characters and it was fun #also i used some old drawings as reference for the colors and i’m glad to say i’ve improved a little since then ! it’s always nice to see #some progress hehe #and i see that it’s another year and another trucy ! i will never stop drawing her she became part of my life now lol #and yeah i really like drawing phoenix and trucy hanging out because in canon they’re never shown interacting much like a family #idk how to explain it but in aa4 it was fine and in aa5 & 6 she was just… here because she needed to be. #like. i’ll be forever disappointed by the second cases of aa6 w/ the non-existent reaction of phoenix like… that’s your daughter sir.. #anyways i should stop rambling in my tags lol no one is reading that

[natsmagi]

sorry for making yet another textpost but i came across that post saying they dislike transfem natsume because he "canonically hates being perceived as a girl and tries to erase all sorts of memories related to that" and also went on to shame genderbends of him aswell. So, as someone who not only draws genderbends of natsume but is myself someone who is nonbinary and hates being perceived as a woman, i thought id offer my two cents

first of all; i think its important to note that natsume does NOT hate his childhood. in fact, hes quite happy that he had such an unusual upbringing!

what natsume hates is being perceived as weak. thats why he was raised as a girl after all, it was his mother trying to protect him from evil spirits. he doesnt hate the whole "-chan" or "wearing dresses" thing because he has a hatred for womanhood, its because due to his upbringing hes now come to associate those things as being weak. he begs tsumugi to forget about it because that means tsumugi remembers natsume being weak, and natsume thinks tsumugi still referring to him as "natsume-chan" means he still sees natsume as weak. (iirc natsume did however once say that he is a little sad that he doesnt really know how to relate to young boys due to this in poltergeist, but i couldnt find the exact quote. either way that just adds to the complexity of natsumes relationship with his childhood, because while he is happy to be "abnormal" in that sense, it has left him lacking in some areas)

i have to ask though, should this conflict of his not be something we hope he overcomes? should we not want him to develop a healthy relationship with various gender expressions? should we not want natsume to overcome his belief that feminine things = weakness? i want natsume to reach a point where he can wear feminine clothing and not feel like some damsel in distress because of it. i want natsumes character to grow. i want him to develop a positive relationship with his gender because natsume DOES enjoy some more typically feminine things, like baking! he used to bake with his mom when he was little! and i want him to feel like he can indulge in that side of him without feeling insecure.....

i LOVE transmasc natsume, my primary hc for him is transmasc nonbinary after all, but with all these things considered, shouldnt people be allowed to headcanon him however they want? if they hear his story and negative relationship with femininity and how that resonates with them and they themselves are transfem, should they not be allowed to hc him as such too?

which brings me to my next point; my own personal relationship with gender and femininity. i was raised as a girl and i fucking DESPISED womanhood. i hated everything about it. i hated how i felt forced into a box i didnt want to be stuck in, and i hated how it felt like my whole life had already been planned out for me due to societal expectations, aswell as me needing to present a certain way. i was peak "tomboy" growing up, constantly wearing super baggy clothes and wouldnt even brush my hair alot of the time. but despite that i remained miserable. i frankly hated how i looked and would constantly dye my hair vibrant colors in an attempt to make me like myself a little more. it wasnt until i realized "wow, im actually not a girl at all" that i finally let go of believing i needed to look a certain way (and thus, defying it) and started to dress for myself. i started to dress in clothes that made me happy and feel pretty! alot of which leans feminine, but clothes doesnt have a gender, and how you dress doesnt define your gender either, but it can still be a bit scary yknow? especially since i dont want people to think of me as a girl, and drawing a bunch of femstars has really made me learn to love myself more in a funny way. i can put these characters in clothes i think are beautiful, i can explore the more feminine parts of me that i adore but dont want to express in public due to how i want others to perceive me, but it has also warmed me up to femininity even more. because femstars to me feels detached from the expectations of society because its not a real thing!! there are no canon femstars designs!!! i can do literally whatever the hell i want with it and its been so liberating to me!!

all this to say; i think it really sucks seeing the way this fandom treats transfem hcs and explicit genderbends, because like ive said before; they can truly be something so personal. you dont know why that person is drawing what theyre drawing, so its a little unwise to make assumptions based on ........ Well, whatever it may be. i know very well that women dressing the way society expects them to SUCKS, esp if you have personal ties to it, but you have to realize the issue isnt femininity, but misogyny.

#maybe ill delete this later idk but i just felt like i needed to say something #as i constantly see these things being spoken of yet never do these people actually reach out to femstarries #and ask Hey why are you doing this? #so instead they make bad faith assumptions and it really sucks. #and while im here; #trans hcs count as genderbends. Because you have changed the characters gender #*IF the org chara is a cisman and you make them a trans woman i should add #once again Stop treating trans and cis people as two separate things #if it was a cisbend itd be CALLED CISBEND #and the reason i tag genderbend is because i know some people dont like it #and thats valid!!! no one is forced to like this kind of stuff!!! #and some people who dont like genderbends might be new to enstars and dont know what femstars is #so should it not still be tagged for those people too? #should we not look out for the trans people who dont wish to see their favs be a different gender??? #i dont get it. i really dont #this post probably wont even reach the right audience but wtv #nat rambles #nats enst posting

[sunslants]

like i MISSED the time travel aspect of this show so much, i missed cheng xiaoshi having those big genius moments, i missed him using his powers!!! i love love love it when he gets inspired it just makes so much sense. he's the one that lives with those powers, he's the one that knows them best, of course he would use them in creative and fascinating ways. god its so good.

#link click #GAH i loved that scene so much. can you tell. #feels like the moments where s2 has truly been able to shine have been moments that hearken back to the actual main premise of the show #i dont mind the non-episodic format or the mystery or the cops or whatever but it just feels like nothing in s1 has really mattered except #the plot. everything is a vehicle for the plot. the plot has eaten everything with no regards to pacing or characterization or #interpersonal relationships or the themes of the first season or anything #ill probably make a post about this later i should stop rambling in the tags

[starbuck]

Listen: if you’re questioning your sexuality or gender and having a really difficult time figuring stuff out, you might wanna try reframing your thinking from “what am I?” to “what do I want?”

If you want to have sex with men, do it! If you want to go on hormones because the physical affects are desirable to you, do it! If you don’t want to have sex at all, (don’t) do it!

Labels can be a wonderful thing, don’t get me wrong, but they can also cause you to second-guess yourself into paralysis if you give them too much importance. You can always label your identity later on if you want to, but, in the meantime, don’t let stress over which label is “right” stop you from doing what makes you feel fulfilled in the here and now.

#idk this is random but this is what’s helped me and i feel like it could help others as well #i used to struggle with a lot of ‘but i can’t do x thing because what if i’m not really y identity?? how can i be SURE????’ #and it’s just like. it doesn’t MATTER!!!!!! #if i wanna do x thing - i should do it regardless of identity… identity is beside the point completely #that’s what I’ve had to teach myself - and i’ve gotten SO much more confident because of it #because i stopped trying to stare into my soul and discover what i *am* (intangible and subjective) and started just focusing on #what i *WANT* (easy to figure out and objective) #and that’s made all the difference #so yeah!!!! #dunno what to tag this haha #pride month #lol there u go #i’m sure that others have worded this better… i’m just exhausted and rambling #but i wanted to put this out there anyway while i was Thinking About It! :))

[mimi-cee-genshin]

Kaveh angst fic idea where you were classmates with him in the Akademiya where you both became close friends and had a secret crush on each other. But your project partner confessed to him before either of you were able to. Kaveh felt guilty about rejecting her because she was already miserable about failing a class or something like that, so he went out with her. And then you couldn't bring yourself to talk to him anymore after seeing him with someone else and then circumstances caused you to lose contact with each other.

#at this point #I'll just share my random fic ideas here #just for fun #i might come back to this #who knows #i should make a tag for this lol #mimi's ideas #kaveh x reader #but really Kaveh seems the type to do something like this #so far in the event at least #he fits that type of ML lol #stuck with his girlfriend out of guilt #I've read a couple of manga/webtoons like that #this would either be angst with no comfort #or angst with happy ending lol #this is completely different from the Kaveh meet cute idea i had #that i might scrap now after learning more about his character #mimi stop rambling now #mimi's updates

[the1trueanon]

he is a fashion icon and no one can change my mind (please click for better quality i swear i have know idea why the images keep doing this TwT)

#also green eyes for red son >:D #they fit him so welllll #red should wear more skirts tbh they look really good in them #he both a badass and a fluffball #hehehe imagine mk seeing them in these >:3 #tumblr pls i beg of you stop making my images look like shit #anon's art #lmk #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #red son #lmk red son #lego monkie kid red son #anon rambles in the tags

[bitegore]

under no circumstances am i going to write it because i absolutely cannot stand fics where the characters like, get involved in Current Events, it always feels cheap and like the writer is too busy being a fan to remember that real life exists. but in spite of that i keep thinking about the stunticons, specifically in the 'verse where i made them decide to convert to judaism really badly so that they could celebrate hannukah really badly, finding out that neo-nazis exist and just being like Oh! We have human enemies now because of our human-religious affiliation! They'll never see us coming

and then just like running over as many nazis as they can find, which isn't many because very few people march around wearing swastikas outside special events. but they're part of an army so naturally they immediately go "oh shit we gotta FIND them, they're in DISGUISE. like US"

and in the course of doing this breakdown, who i keep making into a computer nerd, accidentally becomes one of the world's most effective anti-fascist investigators alive because instead of finding out someone's fash and like leaking it to the public he just tells the affinity group he runs with online and then two weeks later one of the stunticons comes by their job and just runs them over until they die. as they should. he's not that good at the legwork or anything and he keeps having astoundingly weird ideas about what constitutes a fascist but other people work with him and the other stunties get the job done

#i woke up this morning thinking about the shoah and i have not stopped since. i'm applying robots to it #my own fault for reading shit i really should've known was gonna dredge that crap out of my brain last night #but i always forget how much the concept of dying slow by fire in any kind of industrial setting messes with my head #and it was a news article about a guy who had gotten locked in an oven so it was like really pretty dire. #red rambles #let me know if i should be tagging this with anything

[fireflyatlast]

Words cannot comprehend how much I want pet rats.

Reasons I should get rats

-very smart creatures, I would make them puzzles to solve

-very clean lads despite what the media tells you

-rats are cute

-I would give them lots of love

-I genuinely love rats so much. They are so smart and so interesting.

-I would make them home made treats

-I would name one Cardinal, and the other would be named Tangerine.

Thank you for coming to my ted talk

#rambles #I really love rats #like I have an obsession with them #rats #I can’t stop drawing rats #my brain is nothing but rat #rat #tumblr why can’t I add more than one of the same tag #ratz #I love rats #it’s late #i should sleep

[murdermeadow]

I feel like Mio had to relearn how to love Noah after her time with N

#leechies rambles #cuz like. imagine how damaging it must have been for her to spend an entire month with a man who looked like the one she loves but acts like #a complete and utter asshole #who was very controlling and overbearing #especially while also containing all of M's memories of how he was and what he's done #like thats Gotta taint your view of the good version #so i hc that Mio was actually very on edge after rejoining with her friends #Noah tries his best to keep it all in mind and always makes sure to modify how he talks or what he does in order to not spook her more #it was actually very difficult and complicated for them for a bit afterwards i think #(i really should stop putting the bulk of the hc in the tags woops) #anyways. I've been thinking a lot about them lately #xc3 #xenoblade mio

[astranauticus]

todays orv mood: standing at the water dispenser under my dorm building waiting for my instant noodles to cook just pacing in circles and swearing

#orv liveblog #should i tag spoilers for like. ramble in tags?? #ok i'll do it just to be safe #orv spoilers #idk in case my webtoon only irl friend suddenly decides to log back into her tumblr after 3 years #context chapter 311/46th scenario #ok theres a lot going on here #first off 1863th round yjh is a character made to haunt me specifically so when the name hell of eternity came up wow i was feeling like #500 emotions at once and none of them were good #second i saw someone on lofter say today that most of the talking kdj and yjh do in this book is through fights and just #LIKE I JUST. cannot get over how our perspective of their relationship is just always being filtered through these two people #who are just fuckin INCAPABLE of TALKING ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS like NORMAL PEOPLE #like it drives me so insane that this book is so show dont tell by necessity bc kdj is a fucking moron so we just get these #insanity inducing details like yjh paying to extend his midday rendezvous with kdj for 3 years and just using it as a personal journal #and then you get past all the fuckin. the two of them beating the shit out of each other by way of communicating and its like #'i want to lock you up so you'll stop dying because im scared im not strong enough to be able to stop you and we cant lose you again' LIKE? #SIR WHAT??????? HELLO?????????????? #also the line that made me start pacing in circles around the water cooler while swearing in mandarin was specifically #'i couldn't be the protagonist. i couldn't save someone else' #says the DEMON KING OF SALVATION. like damn its 'sacrifice's will is a stigma that didn't really suit me' all over again #like i love that kdj has the nerve to be like 'of course i dont want to die' and yjh just absolutely does not buy it for a second #god. i want to hit him on the head with a brick.

[theokusgallery]

#if you had any hope nick could ever be redeemable here's your sign that that's just not gonna happen

Bold of you to assume we don't want to make him worse

LMAO that's the spirit

#ask #anon #arsenic #me too anon. me too #my unethical boy... #he hasn't killed anyone or anything in the storyline i have planned out which is a fucking miracle #...in all fairness it's just because i want him to have as much plausable deniability as possible #and yknow. murder makes him undeniably a. murderer #anything he does to sunny is something sunny technically agreed to. i want to keep that a theme #i don't know how to say this in a way that isn't horrible but- #i want people to be able to victim blame sunny in a way that sounds so reasonable they don't realize it's victim blaming. #toying with the idea that sunny is not /at all/ a perfect victim. i like it when you can question the morality of his actions #(instead of having it clear-cut that Nick Is Bad And Sunny Is The Poor Unwilling Victim™) #the perfect victim doesn't exist and i'm kind of tired of seeing that type of abusive relationship be so... black-and-white #most of what i've seen is so over the top and neatly separated into good and bad boxes it doesn't feel real. #in the real world no one's perfect. sunny sure as hell isn't. but while that would make him toxic to anyone who isn't Nick- #-it doesn't mean he's not a victim #(also we all know what happens to domestic abuse victims when they have a cluster b pd. the fuckin. victime-blaming festivals i've seen) #tw victim blaming #i talk so much in tags i have to add trigger warnings about them. i should really stop rambling #rant

[worm-of-sorts]

The great vowel shift is so funny to me

Like. What do you MEAN all our vowels got up and played musical chairs for no apparent reason??

They just??? Did that???? And linguists are like ‘I dunno man they just decided to shake it up i guess lol’

And now we’re stuck with a horrific writing system cause our long and short vowels aren’t all that important anymore but we still kept the old spelling

You can’t tell me that’s not hilarious, this is peak comedy for me

#im rambling about language at 12:25 am someone stop me #anyway i actually find the vowel shift really cool and would absolutely describe it better if I were more awake #but alas #linguistics #english language #im not familiar with linguistics related tags on here #should i make a tag for this? #make it a pun like idk #word of sorts #or something?? linguists love puns #i should ramble about linguists and their stupid puns next #y’all never should’ve let me get tumblr

[floydsteeth]

i’m adoring your modern!AU choices, it’s very inspiring!!! so i would love to see more of that. also any new AU ideas you might have, ‘cause i love AUs hehe

Working on the modern!AU has been so much fun and i really wanna keep working on it

its consuming my every thought and i love it :3

also it gives me reason to research weird things i wouldnt otherswise

but over all, working on it is fun and im so happy you like it!

im not very good when it comes to thinking up au's and headcannons so this'll probably be the only au i do but all that matters is im having fun

if you have any ideas for some of the characters i'd love to hear them! :D

#this au has made me so happy over the last #i think 3 or 4 days #like this started monday #we're mercredi thats 3 days holy shit #but yeee #i might try to take a break from posting so that i can like work on the au alot #that way i can just dump a bunch of drawings all at once #also so i can like come up with alot of headcannons for what they do and the like #but im not a writer so thats like #kinda a tall order #but i wanna write out alot of my ideas for this au #i might also work on little comics but thats not going to be soon at all #i should stop thinking of things i can do and just focus on art before i overwhelm myself #oh wow i really started rambling in the tags #you can ignore all this #ikepri modern au