#i then looked around my empty room

[vampirepunks]

I love you Higgs Monaghan’s ADHD

#i will not be convinced he doesn’t have chronic hyperactivity #LOOK AT HIM #rambling! special interests! fidgeting with his hands! tactile fixation! books all over the floor and empty soda cans all over his desk! #needing to touch people when he’s talking to them! constantly moving around! big hand gestures! #the boy’s brain operates a mile a minute and I love that about him #catch him defending his pictures of Sam like ‘I was following the dopamine okay’ #he’s messy and so so high-energy and I adore him for it. i just know he’d be a joy to play dnd with #11/10 would forget how small the room is and cast fireball instantly downing the entire party #i want to put flowers in his hair while he talks about his hyperfixations for three hours. thank you for coming to my TED talk #higgs monaghan #death stranding #adhd #logan.txt

[jasontoddenthusiastt]

The New Titans #55 (1989)

Batman (2010-) #641

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Red Hood and the Outlaws (2016-) #6

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Batman and Red Hood (2011-) #20

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Batman (2016-) #138

They sure do bAT&Tman. They sure as hell do.

Yet Jason never thought this way about you.

#Don’t you dare kill them with a simple headshot Jason! I have to keep them alive so I can torment them until they wished they were dead #they’ll never use their hands again. this is the superior way #and you should follow in my footsteps as any self-respecting non-criminal vigilante would in order to keep your conscience squeaky clean #also how dare you not be more understanding of the fact that I completely betrayed your trust #and threw your unhealable trauma in your face and shamelessly admitted to it #after I slit your throat in front of the murderer responsible for that same trauma while he laughed in your face a few years back #god you are a terrible son u are so selfish everything I ever said about you while u were dead was true ur being such a burden rn #also I just love how in batman 640 Bruce was going around interrogating Ollie and Clark (ppl who died + came back) #to find a *~rational~* explanation for how Jason was even here #instead of yk. just being glad your child is alive #and when Damian died he does all this shit to Jason to figure *how to* bring Dami back #after he burned his artwork the same way he emptied out Jason’s room #god you flaming turd of a father never change #the fact that lobdell boiled down Jason’s reasoning to ‘he’s the bad guy and you’re the good guy Jason’ #already shows we’re starting off on the wrong foot but #Jason coming back to Bruce in every new comic and saying the same ‘I tried it your way. or sucks’ thing is so silly because #it* #he already learned that decades ago #all the way back in batman 424 lol #you’re just. making him. look like an idiot. but yk what maybe that’s still better than the self-deprecating diversion bs #that’s actually convincing more people ‘yay Jason want redemption this is revolutionary & has definitely never been done a billion times b4 #and is a step in the *right* direction’ #my post

[coulsart]

The Manic Bipolar’s Curse of Intense Need For Attention 24/7

#blabbababa #vent #i guess #aidnwifksjksk #BRO MY BRAIN #the meat lump in my brain be like look at me!! look at meee!!! hee hee hoo hoo #-dances around in an empty room- #anyways back to work

[dirty-bear-rick-sanchez]

I had a dream that we had an episode where we met Birdperson’s parents and it was confirmed that in their culture it’s normal for entire families to share a bed and I was so excited to come on here and talk about it and write a Birdrick ‘there was only one bed’ fic where Birdperson and Rick get a studio flat together to save on rent

#rick and morty #rnm #rick sanchez #birdperson #birdrick #you have no idea how sad i was to wake up and realise it wasn’t real #i had so many details planned in my dream as well lmao #i was like ‘ok maybe the flesh curtains break up and squanchy goes his separate ways but rick and bp stay together’ #but they have no money so they have to share a room for cheaper rent #because bp reveals that that’s normal in his culture and rick’s like ‘oh sure you know we have to save money‘ lmao #i also saw a scene of them having a bath together for some reason? #this was not explained #i remember rick telling himself ‘don’t look’ at bp’s dick #also i assume that part was meant to be part of the fic and not the episode #oh another detail i remembered: #i was playing around with the idea of squanchy moving out first and so they had an empty room for a bit #and then vanbo (yes that vanbo from solar opposites) moved in instead #to add fuel to the ‘we need to move out’ fire

[taffywabbit]

*kneels slowly and touches the floor* something sillay happened here

#i just heard a loud clattering crash outside my room and my roommates' 2 cats went 😲 and IMMEDIATELY took off running when i opened my door #and then i spent the next several minutes looking around trying to figure out what they knocked down/broke #i THINK it was a whiteboard with some little magnets on it that was propped against my roommate's desk? #but there were also empty plastic packages from baked goods scattered on the floor like 6ft away from that #so i have no idea what actually was the cats vs what was just my roommate not picking things up #buny text

[moonpaw]

got a new bookshelf just for one piece <3

#one piece #one piece spoilers #since gear 5 is there ig #it's a 3 shelf bookshelf but the second one is empty and the third one is just extra books that my first one couldnt hold lol #but the first two shelves will be for the op manga #i only have 11 rn (one is still in the mail) #it's gonna be a long term project but we'll get there #but god around 7am i went ''hmmmm i should get a bookshelf today'' #started cleaning my room to make room for one #reorganized a bunch of stuff #went out to buy a shelf and got home 3 hours later #it is now *looks at watch* almost 4pm #by gott

[bidonica]

Turns out yet another person has started playing Death Stranding because of my posts… Kojima pay me

Today I started the Mama chapter, which will lead me to my favorite part of the map (the mountains). But not yet! There’s a long cutscene first and also I took on a side mission near the waterfall that I thought I could do away with quickly (ha ha)

Convinced that Mama, more than Fragile, is the resident Sexy Anime Girl

Can’t help thinking her backstory with ghost baby is a metaphor for how Kojima had to give up on Silent Hills, which can only exist as frozen in a specific time and place, like PT on the PS4.

Anyway! Going around and about that damn waterfall triggered the appearance of the jellyfish BTs which you can only see from a certain vantage point with the BT music kicking in because otherwise the area looks clear:

This is interesting because in the first playthrough I only met them very late in the game while going through the tar belt. Can’t tell whether this is a director’s cut addition or just an effect of me skipping this specific mission and its corner of the map the first time around (or did I? I certainly remembered the ruined bridge)

Bonus: look at BB… how cute is she… living in the moment… I just wish other players didn’t build structures IN the hot springs goddammit have some respect for the landscape design

#death stranding #adventures in pizza delivery #silent hills… my roman empire #konami you will pay for this. may whoever made that decision never know peace #anyway i was looking at a behind the scenes video on yt and this game really was pre visualized in an empty room with cardboard boxes #norman reedus on a plywood motorcycle pushed around by two interns #insane considering the bts stuff they are sharing now

[pastafossa]

Me after months of not being able to unpack in my room or having things go wrong and now all the boxes are piled up and overwhelmed at the prospect of unpacking because even with what I've unpacked it still feels like there's too much: this is fine

My mom: ...would you like some help this week unpacking?

Me:

#pasta life update #i kept feeling like as an adult this is A Grownup Thing i'm supposed to be able to do alone #because that's how it's always done isn't it? it's just putting stuff away? #but it's not #it's like the worst adhd cleanup scenario for my brain #because ok i want to empty a book box but i can't put up the big shelves until i make room with less boxes #so i go to put the books on another shelf but i need things to keep them up #so i go to the knickknack box and pull that stuff out to find something #but then i have to move the previous placeholder bookend but i have none of my storage boxes #or well i do because i temporarily put some of my summer clothes in one #so i take the summer clothes out and my original plan was space saver bags #and i know i have one over here in the misc blankets box so i go open that all up #and then i suddenly look around and boxes are all over and stuff is out and i feel like i'm drowning #and then i end up standing there for 20 minutes while brain just checks out thanks to being overwhelmed #sometimes you just need your mom to come help

[13eyond13]

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#why is it that only extremely outdated things with small fandoms are the only things that activate my desire to participate hahaha #like now that I'm on a creatures 3 game kick and looking for content online #it's both fun to have to hunt for all these old blogs and defunct websites etc but also like #omg there's like NOTHING out there for so much of it like lets plays are almost nonexistent #And the official info is hard to find as well #And it's making me seriously consider becoming a let's player of creatures #Because I have so much fun with it even though I know it's extremely frustrating as well and nobody would probably even care or watch it ha #But I do think it's a genuinely interesting game and it's not that easy to get into it either. So it would be actually helpful to people #If I put content out there #anyways I appreciate the people who HAVE made helpful blogs and videos and whatnot about the game so much #That I'd be glad to feel I was doing the same for somebody else #And I know this has absolutely nothing to do with death note but since this is my only active fandom presence I'm posting about it here #I'm like opposite of those people who need to be in relevant busy fandoms to have fun I come to life when the room is mostly empty #And im free to peacefully look around and figure out what I think is missing or could use some sprucing up #p

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

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#i’m cleaning my room #i have organized so many boxes full of stuff #one for cool containers one for general craft stuff one for things with nice textures one for yarn one for markers #why do i have so much crafty stuff #where did i get all of this #i apparently have also hidden a great number of sharp objects around #the sheer number of open safety pins and stolen steak knives is almost impressive #my hands are bleeding #i just have so much stuff #i’m a collector of things i will never use but i might use them so i shouldn’t get rid of them y’know? #i am not a hoarder >:( #i prommy #i’m like a magpie. i take cool things and keep them #like the bag of sand i found under my bookshelf #and the kitchen utensils i’ve taken at some point? why do i have chopsticks in here? why do i have any dishes? i don’t eat in here? #also found two ziploc bags full of advil #i was looking for those tbh #i also have so so many buttons. everywhere. so many buttons #and half-empty ballpoint pens #and a bunch of books. everywhere. my bookshelf is full of books. my dresser is full of books. my desk is covered in books #my bed is covered in books and art supplies #any flat surface is being used to flatten buckled paper (from paint) with heavy books #i also found a whole bottle of peppermint extract. nice #and more scented candles are discovered by the hour #my room isn’t even that dirty i just have so many small objects that i’ve shoved in weird places. it’s annoying to clean #but i have promised myself that i’m vacuuming this weekend so it must be done

[skrunksthatwunk]

not rascal's deadbeat owner coming around when im not home and telling my roommate she's taking him for a week (our break is 4 weeks or so, implying he's gonna be back here even though That's Her Cat Not Ours) and then just picking up the new toys i bought for him and taking them with her without even asking. hey. hi. those are mine

#like yes i want rascal to use them so he can be happy and fulfilled but also i dont fucking trust you #she didnt even ask. i wasnt even AROUND and she just yoinked them #she also took the new litter box my roomie got for him bc the old one was so caked in shit that 20 mins in a powerful sink didnt even #change it. like bedrock-hard cat shit. who fucking knows how old that was bc they never clean or empty it. fucks sake #and obv he needs a litter box and my roomie threw the old one away bc again it was Unsalvageably And Hazardously Filthy #like we could get sick he could get sick. get a grip #but like i dont wanna be feeding her replacements for her stuff she doesn't take care of over and over #just burning money trying to make rascal's life a Little better bc again our control over his situation is limited bc hes literally her cat #it's so frustrating. like i waited a full month to get him new toys bc i didn't know how long this situation was gonna last and i dont have #cats and cant have them for a while (not that this is stopping me oops) so it's not like the toys'll be used w me #like if she decided to up and drop him at a shelter like she'd planned less than a couple months ago I'd be sittjng in a pile of cat stuff #but he needs more stuff yknow. theyre not providing for him and i have the means to atm. and just when i bite the bullet and surprise him #with a bunch of new things he was SO excited about she swoops in without warning and takes him #god. my roommate told me he just froze up when his owner came in..and he looked so pissed about it #having to go back and leave us and leave all his fun new stuff to go back to the room where they cant even bother to feed him regularly #much less play with him or take care of him #it's heartbreaking. it's such a delicate situation im trying to move carefully so we don't lose him completely but it's so frustrating going #slow. ughhghhgh AND THEYRE ALWAYS LIKE man he's so much nicer to y'all. MAYBE IT'S BC WE TREAT HIM WELL. CRAZY THOUGHT I KNOW #fucking. i love that little man this sucks for him so bad. trying to get him back for a couple days while im here but no response yet #and my roommate's staying on campus over break so she's gonna show up as soon as that week's over like I'm Here For Rascal. Your Time Is Up. #rauguhhhhh sorry if these rascal vent posts are a downer guys. it's just. god dude. fucking hell #i know this is a stupid situation i have gotten myself into i know it's stupid to try and finagle someone's pet from them BUT SHES ABUSIVE #AND SUPER LIKE. INDIFFERENT?? AND APATHETIC ABOUT WHETHER OR NOT THE PPL SHE DUMPS HIM ON CARE FOR HIM WELL OR NOT. AGH #sighhhh. whatever. gotta focus on tmr's exam and then i can complain about rascal some more. #i get she prolly thinks it's a team effort but the only reason we take her stuff is bc we didn't have a cat and werent planning on it #ggggghhzgzzjzjkkzkzkkzkk. grinding my teeth

[arklay]

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#tw: animal death #tw: animal illness #woke up sobbing cause it finally kicked in that he’s fucking gone. it’s like. i can’t even describe to anyone how just close i was with him #and loved him like he had the sweetest soul even if he was a little cheeky at times and he had these big eyes that were just full of so much #love and soul and i just spent so much time with him the past ten years it feels so weird that he’s just not here. it feels wrong. like this #is his home this is where he’s supposed to be like why isn’t he here… i was walking down the hallway yesterday and like turned my head at my #mum’s room expecting or looking for him to be on the rug he liked and he wasn’t there and it just gutted me but i was so numb i couldn’t cry #or anything and like my mum came home from being out and it was only our other dog barking by herself and it was so tough to hear like his #barking may have hurt my ears and sent me into sensory overload some times but i miss it i miss him so much. i think even though i knew how #sick he was and that we were going to lose him at some point like i just kept denying it would really happen and now i feel so empty without #him here. he brought so much life to our house and he’s just gone. even in the last few months where you could see his eyes getting cloudy #and his walk more wobbly and just he was so tired he still had these moments of bouncing around and his tail just wagging and idk i can’t #stop thinking about him and i know it’s going to take a while before i stop crying just at the mention of his name considering i still #sometimes do with my old cat who died 7 years ago and i wasn’t even that close with cause he had a lot of things going on in his head and #would attack me a lot like he’s story makes me really sad but like what i mean like i had this really big connection with jazz and so if i’m #still so sensitive thinking about buster then i’m going to hold onto jasper forever i think. he was so special i could talk about him #forever i miss him so much #i’m also like feeling just really hurt over something else that’s like related but not so it’s all kicking me this morning #leah.txt

[leolaroot]

in a hotel room very cautiously removing my clothing slowly and constantly looking around the room shifty and scared as fuck anticipating attacks while a beautiful pair of women sitting side by side on the bed in matching lingerie excitedly but restrained with carefully lowered vioices cheer me on. they say Yes thats it thats how sex works! youre doing it right yeah! youve got it keep going! and im finally down to a sports bra and one tube sock when a car alarm putside startles me and i lunge for the empty handgun on the floor and put it in my mouth while they panic and scramble trying to calm me down petting my hair and cooing gently