#i thikn it's going to take me a while for me to figure out what i'm even feeling about this

[theemperorsfeather]

ETA: A really regrettable number of transphobes have got hold of this, and are using it to spread transphobic shit, so, a) to anyone coming to this who isn't a hateful person, be aware of that and b) that's why reblogs are turned off.

According to The Guardian, there is a growing medical consensus supporting the idea that there are three different types of endometriosis, which up until recently had all been treated the same. Though all forms of endometriosis involve tissue similar to that found inside uterine walls growing in other parts of the body, this “errant tissue,” as doctors call it, is not always the primary cause of the pain they experience.

For those with the type of endometriosis that causes painful ovarian cysts, surgery is often the best option. However, new research has found that 80 percent of those who suffer from the disease actually have the superficial form—known as peritoneal endometriosis—and their pain is caused by the ways that nerve endings interact with the tissue, rather than the tissue itself.

Because surgery involves doctors slicing through nerve endings in order to cut out that tissue, it’s likely to cause patients more pain in the long run. Often, doctors attempt these surgeries multiple times.

Scientists have known about the different categories of endometriosis for a decade, but they have only received funding for further research in the past five years. And it is only recently that endometriosis has been taken more seriously: Historically, many doctors have not believed patients who report their pain, despite nearly 40 percent of people with endometriosis reporting pain so severe it has resulted in an emergency room visit, according to a 2020 U.K. study...

#psa trans women are women trans men are men and terfs suck - fuck off and go make your own post #wow #health #medicine #endometriosis #i just. #...... #i had several hours of surgery for endo in 2007 and - crossing fingers - i have no recurrence of pain #er - i still have bad cramps at times but the specific pain that sent me to the dr is gone #lost an ovary; it was 'glued' to other organs by cysts and etc #surgeon also used a somewhat uncommon technique that supposedly caused less tissue damage but #i thikn it's going to take me a while for me to figure out what i'm even feeling about this #like #i knew the medical industry was/is shit wrt this genre of health problem #but it is always somehow WORSE than i even imagined #and there's nothing i can just go BURN THE FUCK DOWN to fix it :)

[usopp-writes]

Late night comfort

You tossed yourself arund in your bed, trying to be as quiet as possible, so you wouldn’t wake up your bunk mates. The noises weren’t that uncommon, but you didn’t want them to lack sleep either, as cranky pirates weren’t funny to be around.

A silent sigh left you, as you couldn’t find sleep coming to you. Looking at the watch, you goraned silently. 2 a.m. Yu’ve been trying to sleep for three freaking hours now. With a small sigh, you sat up and swung your legs over the edge of your bunk. Luckily you’d insited on getting the bottom bunk and therefor you couls slid into your clothes rather quietly.

The door cracked lightly, but you tried to be as silent as possible. You had your shoes in your hand, as you left the room and you kept them in your hand, until you had left the hall with the sleeping quarters. Firs then did you slip them on and made your way tot he mess hall. If you were lucky, there would be something to snack on. You debated with yourself whether you should get sme coffee and join the night watch.

The ship felt oddly empty, as you walked through the hallways. Gone was the normally buzzing noises and you didn’t meet anyone on your way. Even so, you did like the peace and decided to get some coffee, but not to help watching over the others. You could go into the library and either read or see if there were some paperwork that needed to be done. Or you could do inventory or something productive.

Yes. You wuldn’t use this insomnia to do something for yourself, you could find another time for that. Being selfish wasn’t really you and you would rather help your family or do something for them, than taking time for yourself.

You didn’t stop to think what could cause your insomnia or that you should see if ne of the nurses or doctors were still up, so they could help you. It wasn’t the first time you couldn’t sleep, so you didn’t thikn it to beunusual.

As you entered the mess hall, the large empty room felt slight frigthening and you went to grab a mug and headed to the small table with the coffee. Quickly you got what you came from and went to get some fresh air, so you could wake up more.

You’d barely left the mess hall, when you almost ran into Blenheim, the 9th division commander, who was in charge of tonights watchmen. It wasn’t often the commanders stayed up, but a few did, as they saw their chance to do some paperwork in peace.

Giving him a wague excuse and tired smile, you tried to get away, but his words stopped you and you turned to look at him.

“Why don’t you keep me company, y/n? You look like you could use company and not solitude.” His voice was soft, a contrast to his light rough appearance.It was even softer than usual, you could hear him care about you and your wellbeing. However, you could also hear him worry and you should have known that your insomnia wouldn’t go unticed by the commanders. It was a miracle that Marco hadn’t called you in for a check and to talk about it.

“If it isn’t too much trouble.” You mumbled and followed him to the office near the kitchen. You’d never been in this room, but you knew it was mostly used by the commanders to go trough paperworks and inventory lists. Thatch, Fossa, Marco, Izo and Blenheim were the ones using it the most, from your observation.

You sat down, placing the cup onto the desk, waiting form him to do or say something. The silence suddenly felt overwhelming and you partly wish you were still in bed, sleeping soundly, but yu knew that you couldn’t sleep. His eyes rested shortly at you and you saw the worries and care in them, making you squirm a little.

It was still a little unusual for you to receive care and love like this. You hadn’t been part of this family for more than a few months and everything still felt new, but you loved to have a family and a place to call home. It was the best feeling you had ever had. Growing up, you’d been first tossed between family members, but when you were 8, none cared enough to take care of you and you’d been left on your own.

“Y/n. Do you know why you can’t sleep?” Blehaim’s voice brought yu out of your thoughts and memories of the harsh and cold childhood of yours. You looked up and into his eyes, while you lightly shook your head. You’d tried to figure out why you couldn’t sleep, but couldn’t.

He nodded thughtfully, before smiling lightly. “I remember that feeling all too well. Everything is so new. A new bed, a new room, a new space to be and most important, new people, all with their own weird habits and routine. My mind was overfloaded with inputs that I didn’t cnciously registered. And back then, this crew was way smaller than it is now.”

You blinked. Was that the reason why you couldn’t find peace most of the time and sleep? You frowned, trying to figure out if that could be it, but you ended up shrugging, not sure. However, it could be. Your whole world was turned upside down in a heartbeat when you first saw Whitebeard. Instinctively you knew that he was the father your heart had been searching for.

“But I want to be here.” You looked confused.

He chuckled lightly. “So do I and I did that back then too. It has nothin to do with you wanting to be here or not, but simply that you’re getting a lot of new information in such a short period of time. Your mind hadn’t have the chance to settle and adust yet. I think it’ sbecause you are trying too hard to show that you being family wans’t a bad choice.”

He was right. You tried to be the best sibling and helpful, wanting to let everyone know that you truly belonged here. After all, your biggest fear now, was that they thought it was a mistake to ‘adopt’ you and let you become part of the family. Was that the real reason why you couldn’t sleep? You overworked yourself so much that you didn’t confront your fears?

“Listen, we don’t expect you to work as much as you do. You have your duties and when they’re done, we don’t expect you to help out. It’s nice and great you do, but saying no is also okay. Taking time to yourself and spoil yourself is perfectly fine too. What about you and I make a deal?”

“What deal?” His words hit deeper than you thought and you hadn’t expected him to know so much about things you didn’t even knew about before he voiced them. It was a little unsettling, but you reminded yourself tht he was older and had alot more life experiences than you.

Smiling, he leaned forward a little. “You only do your duties for a week, let Izo help you with some selfcare? I want you to learn how to relax, enjoy life and spoil yourself.”

Bliking lightly, you thought about it. Not helping anyone for a week? What would everyone think? They had learned that you were always ready to help. Would they be angry and disappointed if you said no for a whole week? You bit your lips, not really liking the thought ofdisappointing your siblings.

“I ... can’t. What woudl the others think?” You look up at him, beggin him to come with another deal or solution.

“Either that or I command you to do it. Unless you want Marco to get too involved, I suggest you take the deal. Don’t worry, if anyone talks bad about you nt helping, I’ll shut them up. It’s just for a week. You’ll see is passes by in no time and then we talk again.”

A defeated sigh left you and you nodded. It would be hard, but somehow you felt better. Maybe Blenheim had a point. You worked yourself to much to get approved as a sibling, when you deep inside knew that they had accepted you the moment you were introduced as a sibling. It didn’t matter how much you helped out or how little. What mattered was who you were and that you called them family.

“Okay. I take the deal, but you have to help me to say no.” You knew that it was your biggest weakness right now.

“Deal.” He held his hand out and you took it. A deal were made and while you didn’t like it, it somehow also felt like a burden was lifted from your shoulders and you suddenly felt tired. A yawn escaped your lips and you felt your eyelids getting heavier. Sleeping suddenly souded much betterthan anything.

With a tired thanks and good night, you headed back to your bed. You fell asleep almost as soon as your head hit your pillow. With the feeling of being loved for who you were and not what you did filling your heart and mind.

#late night comfort #my fanfic #fanfic #drabble #blenheim #reader insert

[ellanainthetardis]

Author Interview

Tagged by @flutteringphalanges​! Thanks!

Name: Karine. Ellana-san. EllanaSan. Ellanainthetardis. That’s a lot of names lmao.

Fandom(s): Mostly I’m hayffie exclusive those days. I’m hoping to go back to Lucifer. I kinda want to have a rewatch and hopefully find my love back for this show that S3 has detroyed... I loved writing fics for this pairing. I’m also anxiously waiting for the 6oC adaptation because I’ve hold off writing kanej fanfics for now but... I love them so much I’m not sure I will be able to resist the show. I am also currently obsessed with Phryne/Jack from Miss Fisher’s Murder Mysteries but not writing just stalking ao3.

Where You Post: Ellana-san in on fanfiction.net, EllanaSan on AO3 and ellanainthetardis on tumblr. I don’t post anywhere else and if you see my fic elsewhere it’s like been stolen. yes it has happened before. No it’s not fun.

Most Popular One-Shot: On ff, it’s a HP called The Shadow Of Death. It’s a time travel Severus & Harry mentor story I actually was quite proud of at the time. On AO3 it’s a Lucifer story called Redeeming The Devil in which Charlotte/Mom goes after Chloe and Lucifer has to step in so basically devil reveal and all of that. I think it’s one of my fav I wrote for this fandom.

Most Popular Multi-Chapter Story: On ff, according to the stats, it’s Have a Drink Sweetheart but since it’s a collection of one shots I think that doesn’t really count so the next one is “Les Cicatrices du Temps” which is probably the one I’m most known for on the French side of things. It’s a HP story, again with time travel and again with Severus & Harry mentor, and it’s actually part of a trilogy. I haven’t finished part 3 yet but I don’t despair haha.

On AO3 it’s Invictus which is a hayffie story that explore a canon au in which Haymitch’s family never died, forcing him to become the puppet rather than the example. I’m not sure it’s the longest thing I’ve ever written because of the trilogy I just mentioned but it’s the longest in one setting and I’m proud of having finished it. It took a lot of work, an amazing beta, and it was a huge part of my life at one point because it covered I think... close to two years?

Favorite Story You Wrote: It’s difficult to choose because it depends of fandoms. For HP, I would say the Cicatrices trilogy for sure. For Hayffie... It’s so haaard to choose. I think it would be a tie between Invictus, Into That Good Night and April Showers for very different reasons. Invictus because of the commitment it took and also because, as I said, I associated to a specific time in my life. April Showers because I really enjoyed being able to explore post MJ in a more psychological way and it allowed me to explore more characters. I may or may not have fallen a bit truly in love with everlark while writing that one actually. And Into that Good Night because it was so out there, so full of self-indulging angst - like Haymitch being forced to kneel and beg - that I don’t think I would have ever written it if I hadn’t been in an angsty place myself and needed an out. But I’m happy with out it turned out and I don’t know... That one I do have a lot of tender feelings for, I guess.

How You Choose Your Titles: There’s no methods for me. Either I will take it directly from the work or I will try to find something like a theme in the work or I will look up quotes or I will look up songs... I don’t have a specific go-to method.

Complete: stories? I’m not sure how to see that. Everything is on ff and they say I’ve published 188 stories... I know I have two WIPs in SG and HP, 1 probably abandoned in hayffie, 2 currently being posted, HADS though that doesn’t really count does it? One Buffy I never closed but it’s also a os collection... Honestly I have no clue I would say 183? In those waters. I thought it was more haha. Though, I guess if you take HADS alone... XD HADS frightenes me okay? I try not to look at the number of chapters.

Incomplete: Well... There is part 3 of that HP trilogy I have been neglecting for a while. One chaptered story in Stargate I gave up on. The Speed Finding Soulmate story in hayffie I gave up on too although I think about that one often and never say never I might revisit it one day. And obviously the two currently being posted When It Rains It Pours and Katniss The Vampire Slayer.

I always try to have the finished product before posting because I hate WIPs. In the case of the Speed Finding Soulmate story for instance it was supposed to be a one shot and then I added more and more but if I had thought it through, I would have writtten the whole thing first. I have unfortunately a respectable WIP folder XD

If I can’t have the whole thing finished, like KTVS for instance, I try to be comfortably ahead so I never run out of chapters and I can keep a steady schedule.

Basically if I can’t keep to a posting schedule it stresses me out. If I don’t have the next chapter ready, it stresses me out because I don’t want to let anyone down. So... Yeah. I like having everything done before posting.

Which doesn’t answer the question I realize... So incomplete work, not counting os collections, I think might have 5 (2 of which are actually being posted but finished or ahead enough).

Do You Outline?: Never if I can help it. If I write down or break down a story, I will lose the will because it’s all there black on white. If the story is big or complicated I will take notes on a notebook and, maybe, maybe a loose list of events but mostly my way of writing is forge ahead and figure it out as you go. Mostly, the stories write themselves I just type. Everything ends up making sense by itself.

Coming Soon/Not Yet Started: Well, I did finish E10 of KTVS so you know that’s good haha. I plan on writing E11 soonish. Right now I’m kind of in a writing slump of sorts. I should be finished the mind wipe story but I’m a bit tempted by a modern au involving a certain tattoo artist and this former army man... There’s a lot I want to write tbh.

Do You Accept Prompts?: Yes but you have to not be afraid of waiting a long LONG times. I sometimes publish prompts that have been submitted years ago. XD I have a lot of prompts and I tend to write the one that inspire me most but I do try to post the chronologically older ones first.

Upcoming Story You Are Most Excited To Write: Well.. there is this idea of a tattoo artist Effie. It would be cute mostly I don’t think lots of conflict. Also the mind wipe story which I was working on before the crack happened, which is basically an au in which they experimented on Effie during MJ and wiped her mind clean so she doesn’t remember anything at all. And there are a few others wips in my folder that might be cool to revisit so idk. I’m telling you right now I haven’t written in 3 days I’m angsty to start again but I’m not sure what to tackle. I want a a tiny break with KTVS before attacking E11...  OH and there’s also a modern au inspired by a prompt about effie ptsd in a modern setting that I thikn would also take chapters but basically I was thinking bodyguard au and YEAH. Lots of angst.

#i got tagged #i had to remove the links #also when i don't write i babble #so yeah XD

[vitalpen]

Hey, Vital! I wanted to ask for a bit of advice if that's ok! Do you usually outline your stories? If you do, how do you go about it? I find myself just like, listing events that will happen but I feel like I'm lacking in planning other stuff, like structure and the flow that the story/chapter should have. When the scenes are clear in my head I don't usually need an outline, but when I just have a concept I have trouble planning it. If you have any advice at all, I'll thank you forever!

I just realized how long this ended up being.  Sorry about that, but I hope it has the happy side effect of me saying something helpful.

If I’m actually honest, I very rarely go into a story with any real plan.  In that way my writing method isn’t all that efficient.  The most I typically have is a moment of inspiration and I just kinda use that to get started.  This is why I’m a lot better at short stories than I am longer form narratives.  

The thing that I do typically do is think about the stories constantly.  Walking to and from class, I’ll imagine interactions between characters, situations that could occur, meetings, deaths, a lot of which I never actually write out.  But with that stream of consciousness always going, I’ll eventually find something that I really like and could work in the story I’m imagining it in.

Think about your story constantly.  Even if you’re stuck, keeping it in mind is gonna help you get past it.

Second, “if you can’t write it good, write it shitty”.  If you are at a scene where you don’t know what to do next, take an idea and write a terrible, meandering, pointless set of events that exists only to get you to the next part that you know you’re heading toward.  If you don’t have much confidence in the way you’re taking things currently, power through and write the scene that your past self from five years ago would call amateur.  The line conencting the dots is alllowed to be crooked, uneven, and crappy, because you have the ability to redraw it.

Aside from that, go back and re-read what you already have, maybe from the start, maybe not.  Sometimes you might notice something that you can use or somethign you want to change to help better set up and give a little more direction to the part you weren’t sure about later, or you might just get some vague inspiration from your own work.

Finally, something I’m doing recently is watching TV show that’s the same genre as the thing you’re working on.  I’m working on a fantasy story at the moment, so a while back I put on Tumblr a request for reccomendations of generic fantasy anime.  I wanted to find something generic and see if I could take some inspiration from it, think up a way to twist it a little and make something more interesting.  What I end up usually doing Is watching about two minutes of an episode and then pausing and pacing around my apartment, talking through a scene (sometimes literally voicing out a conversation that I would imagine happening, complete with different voices, I almost always end up looking like a complete lunatic but it’s fun as hell).

With flow, don’t worry too much about that until you actually have the scene on paper.  If it comes out like flowing like a river all the way to the end, awesome.  If it stops and starts like you’re trying to get out of a parallel parking spot, that’s fine.  You can always rewrite.

I guess to sum it up, 

Always think about the story, even if you don’t directly figure the scene out, thikning about your characters in general can give you a wider understanding of them and how they would apprach something,

Don’t be afraid to write a bad scene, first drafts exist for a reason.

Re-read and see if there’s anything from earlier parts of the story that can be used to help the current part.

Experience fiction that’s not yours but still can relate to it (and talk to yourself like a crazy person).

#cyber-flow #I meant to actually answer this privately #but I hit a wrong key and it ended up going into drafts #so publicly it must be #writing

[landofwordsandfrogs]

FUCK IT ITS ALMOST ELEVEN PM AND IM GOING TO ASNWER THIS SHIT

i love oc stuff and have no idea how to change this bold back to normal. anyway

LETS ANSWER QUESTIONS ABOUT AGNES CARDOSO, FROM AUDAZ !

Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with?

naw, but she is v close w her cousing armando. she basically raised him. <3

What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like? What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like?

her mom and dad died when she was seven. her father was a v bland, calm person, and mostly she slept on him and watched silly tv together. her mother was louder, more excited and demanding. agnes had a lot of live up to, was demanded a lot from her mom, but overall felt like she could do it and wanted to do it and shed make her proud!

Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know?

when she was seven, agnes was Hanging Out with aunt gabi when they got a call and aunt gabi, who never knew how to act with children, just took agnes with her. when they arrived at the place and agnes got out of the car, she saw both her parents dead and bloody in the street, along with another woman and two boys, while a crying vampire sat in the middle of all this. he begged her aunt to kill him, and she did.

On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets?

hmmmm. her cellphone would be in her pocket, cept its perpetually GLUED to her hand instead. pack of cigarettes and lighter. wallet, keys to her bike.

Does your character have recurring themes in their dreams? Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares?

agnes has like crazy insomnia, doesnt rly remember dreams and stuff. mostly about vampires, and blood, and killing vampires, and not being able to wash the blood off her hands.

Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target?

oh boy. yes agnes has about a million guns and shoots them a lot, bc shes a vampire hunter. first target was a feral vampire.

Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up?

naw. being part of an olden Hunting Family that basically runs an entire town gives a person TREMENDUOUS financial security.

Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing?

more clothing. agnes’ jacket is her armor.

In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?

well, when she was seven, and she saw her parents dead on the hot alphalt. nothing would ever get to her while mommy and daddy were with her, except something did.

In what situation was your character the most calm they’ve ever been?

well. agnes state of being is Stress, so. when she was < 7 yo ?? rofl

Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way?

not rly. its just that she cant get it out of her hands. its everywhere. she tries to wash it away, she does.

Does your character remember names or faces easier?

both? neither? agnes is perpetually surrounded by a bunch of people from the family and the city and her subordinates and the visiting Families and the neighboring Nest of vampires, so sheS GOTTA remember people.

Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not?

naw, see financial security above. mostly agnes has her jacket and her boots and her bike. shes got an entire wing inside the House but its very spartan. mostly empty. she doesnt have time to go out and buy things, much less decoration, doesnt have time for hobbies. in the beginning and middle of the story anyway

Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success?

iddealize? happiness. success is her middle name; shes the second of the cardoso hunting family and extremely competent; if the position werent by blood, she’d become head in the future anyway. but happiness?

agnes is unhappy. its something that she knows she wont achieve.

What was your character’s favorite toy as a child?

aw man idk. doesnt strike me as much of a “carries plushie around” child or anything

Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others?

hm. wisdom? ambition is cool, but mostly she feels like people can do what they want if they put enough effort in it. but shes extremely aggravated by slow or non-practical people, so i guess. wisdom ? so

What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before?

ah. ags is like. Extremely Practical. will argue incessantly forever when she thinks shes right, of course this is the right thing to do. also, she tends to take responsability for everything. everything. if the sun explodes agnes will be out in the backyard watching the explosion thikning, but i could have done something i should have noticed the sun was shining differently i should have tried to evacuate people etc etc etc

In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism?

compare? agnes doesnt compare herself to much, cept maybe her aunt, who she thinks is too dramatic and should be more practical like her so things would run more smoothly

If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others?

takes responsabilty for everything even things that were literally impossibe for her to be at fault or know about at all.

What does your character like in other people?

she lieks people who understand her quielty and dont crowd her. she likes people who dont dance around stuff. she likes people who make things seem a little simpler, life a little less heavy.

What does your character dislike in other people?

being too dramatic. being prejudiced pricks. being too violent.

How quick is your character to trust someone else?

shell trust people with what theyve proven to her they can be trusted, no less no more.

How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person?

everyone is kinda sketchy until they prove themselves somehow. id say shes loyal to people who prove themselves to her, but honestly people are more loyal to her than she to them.

How does your character behave around children?

is never really around them? is friendly, tries to be nice? ultimately doesnt much know what to do. 

How does your character normally deal with confrontation?

shes the boss and youll do what shes fucking telling you to do.

How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation?

they get a warning that a punch is coming, and then a punch will come.

What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true?

nothing, really. agnes grew knowig that she’d be head after her mother, and then after her mom died she knew shed be the head after her aunt.

What does your character find repulsive or disgusting?

huh. ok, one thing i dont know.

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable.

its evening and shes in beatrices house. theres sunlight, and a breeze, and bia is planting flowers or collecting her berries or pulling out weeds. agnes is sitting by the big tree. their dogs are around them. theres nothing too pressing demanding that they go out and do things for a moment.

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable.

uncomfortable? hm. having to pretend to be Hetero

In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve?

defensive and willing to improve. she did the right thing and youre wrong and now shes going to do an even better thing and youll be even wronger.

Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method?

you move on. you move on and on and on until something works, because something will have to work, and we’ll have to deal until we get there.

How does your character behave around people they like?

nicknames. dry humor. smokes in their faces. being quiet in the same room.

How does your character behave around people they dislike?

depends. if its some subordinate or something like that, she wont hide. be better. she wants more from you, and youre an asshole. if it someone more “Important”, shell be polite, but mostly monosyllabic.

Is your character more concerned with defending their honor, or protecting their status?

uh, neither? as i said, status is kinda garanteed. kinda. and honor? she knows shes a black sheep. shes got too different beliefs from everyone around her. all she can do is what she can do, and it will have to be enough.

Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat?

The problem will leave because she has no time for this shit.

Has your character ever been bitten by an animal? How were they affected (or unaffected)?

do feral vampires count. shes been bitten by them several times. many scars

How does your character treat people in service jobs?

politely. theyre doing their jobs, which is something she respects. everyones got a job to do.

Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first?

you must earn it, and even then you might not get it, and you have to live with this.

Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them?

well, theres her uncle-by-marriage uncle al? so i gues him. he and her aunt took care of her after her parents died.

Has your character ever had a dependent figure who was not related to them?

SPOILER ALERT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yep in epilogue she kinda adopts two teens, a 15 yo and a 16 yo. kinda. mostly they live w her and bia and theyre more or less reponsible fo them.

How easy or difficult is it for your character to say “I love you?” Can they say it without meaning it?

she doest say it without meaning it bc whats the point? doesnt feel the need to say it all that much, isnt a very touchy or romantic person. shell say if the person asks, or is the person says that they’d like to hear it more or smth.

What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them?

life starts and ends and that is that, and we have to do what we can while we are here.

#yayyyyyyyyyyyyy! #francamente talks #francamente writes #audaz #agnes #vampire story #yay