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#i think as long as we remember that these idols are human and can make mistakes and learn to move on when they properly apologize we’re good
yeoosaangg · 5 months
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Love Me Harder || Kinktober - Day 30
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pairing ▸ choi yeonjun × choi beomgyu × f!reader
now playing ▸ love me harder - ariana grande, the weeknd
⤷ ❝if you know about me and choose to stay, then take this pleasure and take it with the pain.❞
genre ▸ non-idol au, smut
warnings ▸ bondage, daddy kink, voyeurism, spanking, free use, throat fucking, gagging, praise, fingering, breeding, dumbification
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You are a young reporter that was assigned to do a story on bondage and BDSM, so you've agreed to be a bondage slave for a week to see what it's really like.
So far, you've read and signed three different contracts: one for consent, another for safety, and a third listing different kinks that you've modified to your liking.
Yeonjun: Before we start, I have some things to go over with you.
Beomgyu: Me too.
You smile at both men, thinking they look great together. There's so much love between them, it makes you wonder why they accepted the offer.
Yeonjun: I'll be giving you a rundown of the seven days you'll be living here and what to expect to avoid accidentally triggering you.
That's very considerate of him.
Beomgyu: But before that, I wanted you to know that it's been a while since I've let my dominant side take over. I may take it too far, so I want to let you know in advance that using the safety cues we've established is very much encouraged.
You nod slowly, registering the information in your head. You can tell he's genuine and truly does not want to scare or hurt you at all.
Beomgyu: I've been with Yeonjun for a long time, but he's a true dom while I'm a switch. It's difficult to navigate around it because there are days where I'm feeling particularly dominant myself but have no way to release it.
Yeonjun: It's true. Those days it's hard to figure out if he's just resisting to be a bratty sub or if he's just not feeling particularly submissive.
Beomgyu: Those days I have to call out the safe word so he knows not to push me. So when we saw your advertisement online, we thought it'd be a step in figuring out if a polyamorous relationship is what's needed.
That's a lot to take in, but it at least gives you insight to why they accepted this arrangement.
You hope one day they'll be able to establish a system that coincides with their needs. This makes good coverage for your article as well.
Yeonjun: Monday will be your trial run. You'll get to sit back and watch how Beomgyu and I navigate our relationship with each other. This is the only day we won't be sexual with you.
Sounds fair.
Yeonjun: The two days following, you'll be splitting chores and wearing matching clothes with Beomgyu. This is when I get to play with both of you sexually. But it'll start off lightly as to not push your limits.
You nod.
You read the contracts and it was clear they did, too. You trust them to treat you well.
Beomgyu: The following three days, you'll be my personal human fuckdoll. I get to dress you, feed you, and bathe you - basically take care of you as I wish whether it's sexual or not. Yeonjun will not be joining us until the very last day.
Wow, okay.
The room was suddenly getting hot.
Yeonjun: And for your last day, we'll both be fucking you. You will be ours to use however we see fit. This will possibly be the most extreme we'll be, so make sure to remember you have options to opt out.
Y/n: I understand.
Yeonjun: Great. We've already got your room situated. It's late, so we'll let you get some sleep.
Y/n: Thank you.
You stand up and bow before heading upstairs to the guest room. Your name was written on a white board, which hangs off a hook.
You have to remind yourself that this is for your job, nothing more.
Monday:
Beomgyu knocks on your door at 7AM on the dot. You were already showered and dressed in the clothes labeled for the day.
They definitely prepared everything in advance, which must've taken a lot of work.
Beomgyu: Good morning, Miss Y/n.
He giggles as he shows off his pink dress.
He had his hair in pigtails with pick ribbon wrapped around the band.
He looks adorable.
Y/n: You look pretty, Beomgyu.
Beomgyu: Thank you, Miss Y/n. And please, call me Beomie.
You nod while smiling.
Y/n: Well, Beomie, let's go eat breakfast.
He intertwines your hands together and walks with you down the stairs.
You both are greeted with the smell of pancakes and a shirtless Yeonjun. He was wearing grey sweats and an apron.
Yeonjun: Good morning, Y/n. I see my princess has grown attached to you already.
Beomgyu: Miss Y/n called me pretty.
Yeonjun: And she's right. Come give Daddy a kiss.
Beomgyu skips to his boyfriend and gives him a deep kiss, bodies pressed up against each other.
Yeonjun: Sit down with Y/n so she's not lonely.
Breakfast was comfortable to say the least. They included you in the conversation and kept you entertained until Yeonjun inevitably left for work.
You spent the next few hours watching Beomgyu clean the house and do the laundry. He did everything with a smile on his face, almost like he enjoyed being a housewife.
Beomgyu: Miss Y/n, would you like to watch some movies with me?
Y/n: Of course I would.
He let you choose what to watch and loved every single one.
He got a few texts from Yeonjun, mostly to check up on him.
Beomgyu thought it'd be fun to rile him up, so he asked you to take pictures of him in very provocative poses to send.
And Yeonjun's response got Beomgyu all hot and horny.
He was advised not to touch himself, but that only made the younger want to do it even more. And now that you're here, maybe he won't get as bad of a punishment.
So he spreads his legs open, holding his panties to the side as he works himself open. You only watched and filmed him, sending the videos when he asks.
So when nighttime comes and Yeonjun gets back home, he's got his boyfriend bent over the couch with his cock deep inside him.
This was after a series of intense belt whoopings.
Yeonjun: Such a fucking brat. Think Y/n's gonna stop me from fucking you stupid? Of course not.
You just watch them from the other end of the couch. Beomgyu was bent over the arm rest, dress still on as he gets drilled from behind.
Yeonjun didn't even strip down, work pants open enough for his cock to spring free.
You can see drool falling out of Beomgyu's mouth as Yeonjun slams his hips harder against his ass.
Yeonjun: Look at you, a whimpering mess for my cock. You like the idea of being watched by Y/n, don't you.
Beomgyu nods, looking up at you. This only make his back arch more. Yeonjun's cock hits his prostate, making the younger scream.
Yeonjun: Gonna cum for me, princess?
Beomgyu: Yes, Daddy.
Yeonjun chuckles and reaches around to pump his boyfriend's aching cock until he dirties the couch. He cums deep inside Beomgyu not too long after.
Beomgyu: I love you, Daddy.
Yeonjun: I know, baby. Sorry if I was too rough on you.
Beomgyu: S'Okay. I love when you fuck me like a slut.
They both clean each other up, getting ready for bed. You dismiss yourself and spend the rest of the night masturbating.
All of that riled you up more than you thought possible. You can't wait for what tomorrow will bring.
Tuesday:
Beomgyu once again knocks on your door right on the dot. But this time, both of you were wearing matching blue dresses with blue ribbons in your hair.
Beomgyu: You look pretty, Y/n.
You giggle and give him a spin. A fond smile pulls at his lips.
Y/n: Thank you, Beomie.
Beomgyu once again holds your hand as you walk down the stairs to the kitchen. Yeonjun greets both of you with a kiss on the forehead.
Yeonjun: Good morning, my little doves. I'll be working from home today.
Beomgyu: Really?!
Yeonjun: Yes, my precious baby. That means I get to be with you two all day.
Y/n: Sounds wonderful, Mr. Yeonjun.
You guys sit down and eat the eggs and sausage he's prepared. After finishing, you and Beomgyu wash the dishes; he rinses and you dry.
Halfway through, you feel Yeonjun press up against you from behind. His cock was out, rubbing in between your thighs.
Yeonjun: Look at you, being a good girl and washing the dishes.
Beomgyu giggles next to you. He can see you getting shy and needy.
Yeonjun bends you over the sink just enough so you can still dry the dishes. He pulls your panties to the side so his cock slides up and down your folds.
He slaps your ass, watching it bounce back.
Yeonjun: Want me to fuck you, darling?
You grab the plate from Beomgyu's hands and try your best to dry it. But you just feel so good.
Y/n: Yes, Mr. Yeonjun.
And who is he to deny you?
Yeonjun: Princess, why don't you stop for a second to kiss my darling? I bet you want to drink up all her moans as Daddy pounds into her cunt.
Beomgyu dries his hands before pressing his chest into your side. He pulls your face closer to him and kisses you at the same time Yeonjun shoves his cock inside you.
You moan into Beomgyu's mouth, his tongue exploring every inch of your warm mouth.
Yeonjun pulls your dress underneath your braless tits, squeezing them. He lightly smacks your nipples, moaning against your ear.
Yeonjun: Play with her pussy, baby.
Beomgyu's right hand travels down to your clit, swallowing a whine that slipped out from the back of your throat. The stimulation from both men was sending you over the edge.
Yeonjun: I think she wants to cum, princess. Let me hear her beg.
Beomgyu steps back from you, hand still rubbing your pussy.
Y/n: Can I please cum, Mr. Yeonjun. Feels so good.
Yeonjun: What do you think, Beoms? Does Y/n deserve to cum yet?
Beomgyu: She does, Daddy. She's been good.
Yeonjun: You're right, baby, she has. Go ahead, darling. Cum all over my big dick.
Beomgyu presses his finger against your clit to help you cum while Yeonjun rams his cock along your gummy walls. The knot in your stomach undoes itself, leaking around the thick cock inside you.
Yeonjun pulls out of you and has you fall to your knees in front of him. He pumps his cock a few times before cumming on your tongue.
Yeonjun: Swallow it.
You gulp down everything, showing him a clean mouth.
Yeonjun: Good girl.
You get up and get back to doing the dishes.
Beomgyu easily continues his task while Yeonjun fucks him. This must be a regular occurrence on the days Yeonjun stays home.
Beomgyu walks around with Yeonjun's cum leaking down his legs as you both split the chores. You're on laundry duty while Beomgyu cleans the bathroom.
Yeonjun sits in his office doing paperwork for his company. He honestly doesn't have to be there all the time given that he's the CEO.
Both you and Beomgyu come together to make Yeonjun lunch.
He has you two ride him when the stress gets to him. You both cum on him, leaving him a gasping mess. He still has to finish work, but he wants more of you two.
Yeonjun: Princess, please help Y/n into some rope. I'll meet you downstairs in fifteen minutes. You two better be on your knees when I get down there.
Beomgyu: Yes, Daddy.
Beomgyu grabs your hand and leads you down to their basement.
Y/n: What's downstairs?
Beomgyu: Daddy's Red Room. He built it himself.
You tilt your head, following behind him until your socked feet land on soft material. He switches the light on and the sight shocks you.
It was a BDSM sex dungeon with all sorts of thing.
Beomgyu: What color of rope would you like?
You look at the four options in his hands and decide to keep the theme of the day: blue.
He takes both of your clothes off, his touch lingering on your body as he takes in your fully naked body for the first time.
He can't wait until his turn with you.
He starts wrapping the rope around your body. He obviously knows how to make sure it's tight enough to stay on your body, but loose enough to not cut your blood circulation.
Beomgyu: You look beautiful, Y/n.
You smile shyly, looking away slightly.
He helps you onto the very comfortable bed, sitting you on your knees. You watch him tie some rope around himself, kneeling right next to you.
Yeonjun's footsteps eventually echo down the stairs until he makes it to the bottom.
He takes in the sight of you two pliantly waiting for him. You walks over and pulls Beomgyu into his chest by the ropes.
Yeonjun: Suck my cock.
His boyfriend kneels down, immediately taking his cock and deep throating him.
Yeonjun: Come here, darling.
You walk over to him and gasp when he bends you over Beomgyu's head. His fingers work you open, knuckles deep inside your swollen pussy.
Yeonjun reaches down with the other hand and pushes Beomgyu's head all the way down, tip hitting the back of his throat. You can hear him gag while you squirt on Yeonjun's fingers.
Y/n: Feels so food, Mr. Yeonjun.
He smacks your ass twice before making you stand properly. He cums down Beomgyu's throat, pulling him up by his throat.
Yeonjun: Both of you get on the bed, on all fours.
You two immediately do as he says, backs arched for him to see your holes.
He grabs two different hooks, and brings them down to both of you.
Yeonjun: This might be uncomfortable. Feel free to say the safe word if it's a no-go.
It was an anal hook.
He covers your hole in lube, using his fingers to work you open. He doesn't stop until you're gaping.
Beomgyu watches as his boyfriend slowly inserts the hook, your hole closing in around the end.
Yeonjun: God, that's so beautiful.
Beomgyu: So perfect.
You whine at the new feeling. Yeonjun presses a button, the chain rattling as it suspends your lower half in the air. You let out whimpers of pain, worrying both men.
Beomgyu: Are you okay? Should we take it off?
You shake your head, biting your bottom lip.
Y/n: Feels good.
Yeonjun massages your ass to soothe your aching pain.
He suspends Beomgyu by the ropes, ass hanging in the air. He reaches over to hold your hand.
To keep you grounded!
Because he saw the glazed look in your eyes.
At least that's what he told himself.
Yeonjun takes turns in fucking both of you to exhaustion, watching slump down while he fucks you two dumb.
Yeonjun: Should I breed the new pet, princess? Watch my cum spill out of her hole then fuck it back into her womb? Or should I spill it into your greedy asshole?
Beomgyu whines, Yeonjun's cock repeatedly hitting his prostate.
Beomgyu: Breed the angel.
Yeonjun: You like the idea of me fucking my babies into someone else?
Beomgyu: Yes, Daddy.
Yeonjun: Then cum for me so I can fill her pussy with my seed.
Beomgyu tiredly reaches for his own cock and uses Yeonjun's thrusts to spill his cum all over the satin sheets. He just slumps, Yeonjun unhooking him.
You scream when he suddenly slams his cock into you. His balls hit your clit, hips stuttering when he feels you squeeze around him.
Yeonjun: Can't even make sounds anymore, too far gone to even move. But your cunt is still hungry for my cock, darling. Why don't you cum for me, hm?
It was an automatic response, pussy squirting on his big and veiny cock. He spills inside you, fucking it as deep as he could.
You don't even register when he frees you from the hook, cleaning both you and Beomgyu up with a towel.
He carries you both upstairs to the main bathroom where the tub was big enough for both of you.
Beomgyu was coherent enough to help wash you up, but you were out of it. Everything felt fuzzy and tingles ran up your arms.
Your entire body hurts, but mostly your lower half. If you're already this far gone, how the hell were you going to survive the rest of the week?
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a/n: decided to make this a two parter since i'm sleep deprived. it'll be out in november! thanks for reading ‹𝟹
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lovelyglares · 7 months
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𝓉𝑒𝓂𝓅𝑜𝓇𝒶𝓇𝓎 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒 | ksj (drabble)
Play Date ~
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SiberianChipmunk! hybrid reader x Non-Idol Seokjin
Summary: Jin decides after months of peer pressure and arguments from his friends- to finally decide to adopt a hybrid to help diminish his loneliness and grief. He meets you, whom cant be adopted but he decides to try to foster you. Everything changes when you arrive. Suddenly, Jin’s unsure about the ‘temporary placement’ now.
Warnings: fluff as hell, oc is coming out of their shell more, we meet hobi and jimin, oc giving jin a headache but its kinda cute
Authors Note: Lovelies! I’m so sorry ive been M.I.A., life has been wilding and ive been dealing with a huge case of writers block but i think im finally getting through the worst of it! Dont worry, because ive been writing - i just havent been able to finish any of it. Anyways, here something for our sweet lil couple. Enjoy! 💗
A/N: This is a continuation of the oneshot, so please read it first if you haven’t already!
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Jin can say , in fact; caring for a hybrid is fun but no handbook or flier could have prepared Jin for how hard it would be.
Don’t get him wrong, you’re a delight to have around and he’s finding it harder to accept the fact that you will have to leave him someday- but Jin should have maybe studied more and in depth before fostering a hybrid.
Any little thing he does, could alway potentially scare you off. He could accidentally stomp his feet too hard on the floor and you would be off scurrying away on your little paws. Don’t even mention the times he’s almost accidentally stepped on you with your small form. He can’t help but feel bad that he maybe be bringing more harm than bringing you good.
It doesn’t help that it’s been two weeks and you still havent shifted- not once. He can’t help but to worry- only knowing from his research that it is harder to stay in their animal form for prolonged amount of times.
It also doesnt help Jin that he can’t just ask you whats bothering you- you wouldn’t be able to respond.
He just hopes you’re adjusting well.
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It’s been two weeks since I’ve been at Jin’s and I’ve been feeling restless.
Staying in your chipmunk form has given you a sense of protection from predators and humans for a long time. Feeling scared? Just turn into your animal form and run away and hide, where no human nor predator can get to you . Don’t want to have social interactions because it makes your skin crawl? Well you can’t speak as a chipmunk. You’re safe in your chipmunk form. However, wanting to express that you’re so bored and staying in your animal form feels like a prison cell instead of a haven because you cant express your wants and needs - may just make you cross the line of turning human again.
You can’t remember the last time you turned back to your human form. You can’t even remember what you looked like.
You do , however, remember the comments you would get.
‘Wow, for an animal, it’s really pretty’
“Didn’t know hybrids could look like that, where’d you get it?’
Most of those interactions never turned out well for you. Most of your past owners didn’t care how you felt or what happened to you- as long as they used you to the best of their capabilities.
However, none of your owners were quite like Jin.
You’ve felt nothing but safe and loved since you’ve stayed with him. He’d do little things for you; making sure you had the best and softed blankets around (he says that a sweet girl like me should never feel uncomfortable because of a cloth), he’d make sure every meal he cooked was safe for me, he even bought me a nice heating pad for my nest that i made in the corner of his bed to help keep my small body warm. It makes you dread what will happen to you when you have to leave.
You’re not dumb, you know whats going to happen. You’re at the age where its normal for hybrid woman to be sent off to breeding camps. They’ll force me to breed until my body cannot handle it anymore and then they send me off to a hospital that puts animals down.
You wish you could stay.
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“Y/n!! Do you want to go to the park!!”
Jin doesnt have to wait long before he sees your tiny figure scurrying towards his feet. He lets out an endeared laugh when he sees you hop on your hind legs, seeming to be dancing due to your excitement. His eyes crinkle and he reaches down to pick you up. You chirp as you run to find your spot on Jin’s shoulder and you gently pull on his ear to let him know your ready. He tuts and makes his way to the kitchen, grabbing the bag he prepared for the park containing snacks for both himself and hybrid safe snacks for you. He makes sure to grab a few of your favorite blankets; mindful to not mess with the blankets in your nest- not wanting a repeat of what happened last time. Jin shivers at the phantom bite on his toe that you gave him when he attempted to wash your sheets.
“Ow! Why are you biting me?!.. I just want to wash it!” Jin screeches out in pain and confusion.
Your small but irritated form , chirps frantically while tugging on the blanket- teeth latched on Jin’s toe- desperate to get it out the Jin’s traitorous hands.
“Okay! Okay! Fine! I’ll leave it alone! Please release me!”
You huff and release him before snatching the blanket with your teeth and putting it right back into your nest. Jin swears that your glaring at him.
Since that day, Jin has been mindful of messing with your things. He knew hybrids could be territorial but not like that.
You’re a sweetheart but you can be a deadly little thing. Jin’s toe can attest to that.
Jin makes sure he has all of his belongings before making his way out the door and he locks it behind him. He pats the little hybrids head- causing the hybrid to snuggle up to his hand and neck. He chuckles at your adorableness and makes his way to the park.
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You and Jin spent the afternoon, playing and sunbathing to your heart content. You would find acorns and nuts and bring them back to Jin and would preen when the elder would praise you for your foraging skills. You even made him a cute little flower crown that took way too long to make due to your small paws.
The park was a great idea. Until it was time to go.
“Y/n! Get back down here!! It’s almost time to go!”
Jin yells up at the stubborn hybrid. You’ve been refusing the leave so you purposely chose to hide in the tallest tree in the park, knowing the man wouldn’t be able to get to you.
“Please!! You know I can’t get to you up there!”
Jin huffs and sighs and he watches you get comfortable on your paws and your fluffy tail sways from side to side. You’re enjoying this too much.
“Fine!! Be a brat then! See who will brush your tail for you tonight!” Jin huffs and lays back on the blanket that he put down on the grass. He should’ve known you wouldn’t want to go back, you enjoy being outside to much. He notes that in his mind; taking notes to clean up his neglected backyard so you would have a place to relax.
“Yours giving you trouble too?”
Jin screeches as the unfamiliar presence in his ears and his eyes fly open as he see a man in front of him ; grinning brightly with creased eyes. The unknown man laughs at the man jumpiness and decides to sit beside him on the grass.
“Jimin has been giving me a hard time leaving to so I just decided to let him do his own thing until he gets tired and wants to go home.” He gestures to excited golden retriever that zooms through the fields , eating flowers and chasing squirrels. Jin nods and glances up to see you laying peacefully on your stomach, no care in the world. Jin softly smiles and lays back down on his back and closes his eyes.
“I’m Hoseok, by the way..”
Jin momentarily forgot about the man beside him and he opens his eyes, using his hand to block the sun and he looks at the man.
“Oh, sorry , how rude of me… I’m Jin.” Jin holds his hand out to the beaming man and Hoseok takes his hand, shaking it at an erratic speed.
“Nice to meet you, Jin!! Are you out with your hybrid or…” Hoseok trails off. Jin nods his head and smiles.
“I am.. She’s up hiding in the tree right now because she’s a little brat -‘ Jin makes sure to say the last word a little louder so you can hear it and Hoseok laughs as he sees your unbothered tail flick at his words, ‘what about you?” Jin glances at the energetic pup.
“Jimin has been my hybrid since I was a kid. My parents got him for me as a gift for doing well in my studies and he’s been my best friend ever since.” Jimin’s ears fly up at the mention of his name and he flies towards his owner- licking him all over his face causing the man to screech and laugh at the tickling feeling. Jin smiles at the affection gesture and looks up to see you now up on your feet- watching the other hybrid and owner. Jin smiles and waves you over. You stay in place and both the hybrid and Hoseok look over at Jin- and then at you.
You seem to tense up at the gaze of two strangers- especially the dog.
Jimin’s tail wags and he barks at the hybrid. He runs towards the tree- pawing at the bark as he whines towards you. Someone wants to play.
Jin can feel his worry start to get the best of him and he starts to move towards you but he’s stopped as he feels a hand on his shoulder.
“Hey, don’t worry… Just watch.. Jimin won’t hurt her.”
Jimin continues to whine as he notices you staying still. Jimin falls to the ground, wiggling around until his stomach is face up. Showing that he means no harm by submitting.
You contemplate it for a few seconds before you decided to entertain the energetic pup. Jin gasps as he watches you slowly climb down. Jimin jumps back up as he sees you decending, barking wildly and running in circles.
As you reach the ground, both of the humans watch as Jimin wiggles his butt in the air- getting ready to pounce. Jin can hear your little chirps and he watches as you get on all fours before you dart off through the tall grass. Jimin barks as he takes off after you, hot on your tail. The humans laugh as you decide to mess with the hybrid, dodging him like a pro and making the energetic dog work for it.
“See… Looks like they both made a new friend..”
Jin can’t help but smile and feel so proud of how far youve come. The shy and scared animal no more, but now a playful and energetic chipmunk.
“It appears so.”
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acciocriativity · 6 months
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THE 'U' IN 'US' - AN ATEEZ SERIES - THE INTRO
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Summary: You weren't really the lonely girl™ of campus, but it does feel like it when you look around, and there's no one by your side when everyone else are talking and whispering between each other. You did have "friends", more like "group projet friends" that you managed to get for yourself, but they were the ones that were real close, you were there only when they had an extra empty seat. But it seems like the gods above took your nonchalant facade as a challenge. Oh, you don't think you need friends to survive through college? Bet.
Pairing: Non! idol OT8 ateez x reader (platonic)
Tags: college! au; hybrid! au; ateez! au; fluff (a whole lot of fluff and wholesomeness); angst; hurt/comfort; mentions of loneliness and insecurities; mentions of hybrid mistreatment and abuse
WC: 420 words
N/A: I'll be writing the first three chapters next week, and then I'll be posting it once in two or three weeks!
If anyone it's interested in being tagged, let me know!
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You took a deep breath as you notice people naturally siting together at the cafeteria in slow waves. Even if you had courage to walk up to any of them, you knew you didn’t belong, and they would realize soon enough too. And you can be a lot of things, but proud is right up there at number one.
You didn’t have anyone, you weren’t anyone’s priority, but you would rather die than let that show. So you do what you always did, let the headphones build the illusion that you chose to be unavailable.
You ate at your own pace, half embarrassed at the thought someone would see you eating, half annoyed at yourself for caring so much still.
You were so stuck in your bubble and silly TikTok videos that you didn’t notice the sudden chaos that ensued after the doors opened wide, nor when that boy walked up to you.
His shoes by the side of your table was the first thing you saw. Then his long ass legs as your eyes trailed up his body until you found his eye smile and red ears. He had two set of golden caramel ears on top of his blonde hair.
Why this dude was smiling at me like won the lottery?
“Can I sit here?”, you read his lips, then slowly took off your headphone.
What kind of sick joke from the universe is this?
It wasn’t a joke, and it didn’t even start yet, you quickly realized as seven other boys walked up to your table.
“Can we sit here?”, a tall boy with a deep voice asked as he leaned over the shoulder of another one, a slightly smaller, yet muscular one with a cute smile and black hair. Both of them had tails waving slowly behind their bodies, but no ears in sight.
“Do I know you?”, you scanned their faces one by one, until you found his yellow tinted brown eyes again.
Somehow they seemed familiar, some had tails, others ears and only one seemed like you, a 100% human. But where the fuck did you meet them before?
“Don’t you remember us?”, one of the shorter ones with brown hair, the one who looked human asked, but he didn’t seem sad about that fact, he was smiling just as much as the others.
What did you do to make life give you a brand-new group of friends, you didn’t know… yet.
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chaewon2000lover · 9 months
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Return on investment. Part 1 of 2.
Male reader x Kim chaewon
2.5k words.
tags, wholesome, standing sex, pussy eating.
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“Click” “Click” “Click”“Click”“Click” “Click” “Click “Click”“Click” “Click” “Click” “Click”
“Uhh, god finally done”
you look to the side past your many monitors and across your desk where your phone lays buzzing.
“Unforgiven I’m a villain, I’m a”
you swipe at it and it turns off.
“Huh, that always manages to cheer me up at the end of a hard day managing way to much of way to many peoples money, I’m so happy I made her new song my ‘work over’ alarm”
as you stand up to leave shortly after turning your seemingly endless wall of monitors off, you remember that checking your phone might be a good idea, considering that your girlfriend will be in New York soon.
“I know you just got done working, see you tomorrow xxx”
attached was a picture you were not completely sure you should be looking at right now as you walked down the halls towards the elevator, though as per usual you were probably the only human in the building.
“they should really just let me set up an office from my own home”
regardless you opened it.
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“god I can’t wait to have her in my hands, her perfect perky breasts her slightly protruding hips attached to her perfect little butt, and sitting on top of all that what must be the most perfect face in the world currently adorned with an amazing expression” you think.
“hope you have that same outfit tomorrow 😍😍😍😳😳”
“haha I’ll see if they’ll lend it to me, maybe you could buy it🤔🤔🐯”
“Maybe maybe 🤔, How are you ever going to pay me back for this🤔🤔”
“you’ll find out exactly how tomorrow❤️‍🔥”
“Ohh yeah, what can you do for me that I can’t just buy?”
“This
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I know how much you want to touch and hold this”
“an older one i like it”
“And also these abs, I know you can’t buy any common whore in America or anywhere with abs as nice as mine or a face as lovely”
“did the sweet Angel just say whore”
“Tomorrow I won’t just say it”
“Okay chae as per usual you win, I don’t need to blow my load while driving”
“your driving, why didn’t you put it on voice call yet?”
“I though you were with your members?”
“ohh yeah, that’s true😙”
“You know what chae if you weren’t so incredibly adorable you would be so annoying to deal with”
“Hey that maybe be true but you best treat me nicer tomorrow, especially if you want this adorable idol to be yours to play with”
“okay I’m sorry chae😥😥, but remember who paid to upgrade your flight and who paid to put you and your members in the top suite”
“okay, sorry how about we settle it tomorrow?❤️‍🔥, also all the girls are loving it, though they won’t stop asking me who paid for it”
“just tell them it’s an adoring fan, or even better your sugar daddy😳😹😹”
“whatever, are you still driving?”
“yeah it’s a long way around NY, I’ll show you tomorrow”
“I’ll look forward to it love you xxx”
“love you to xxxx”
As you fell asleep, all you were able to think about is her body and how it will feel, you’d been nervous before but nothing can compare to this feeling.
And now the day has finally come you stand outside the venue, leaning against your favourite car a new Ferrari 296 GT3 barely road legal and not the most comfortable but it sure does draw a lot of looks and it would right now if you weren’t in a remote part of the parking lot.
“hopefully chae won’t be able to notice how little sleep I got” You think aloud to yourself.
You just learnt what can top the nerves from last night, the nerves you are feeling as you see a little speck getting closer, slowly it becomes bigger brighter and more human like, as you can begin to properly make it out, you know its her getting closer and closer you can recognise the outfit she’s wearing, and chuckle a little to yourself.
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“Baby, you got the outfit, how much is it gonna cost me” you quip.
she doesn’t reply instead she just jumps into you, to which of course you open your arms and wrap them around her.
“Your so warm”
“thanks chae it’s good to know that I’m a effective hot pack”
you lift her up and swing her tiny frame around a little before kissing her, your mouth barely touching hers as you spin her around.
“mmh”
with that little sound from her you place her down.
and bend down to kiss her on the cheek.
“get in the car let’s go to a restaurant then we can get back to my place”
“What kind of restaurant?”
“whatever kind you want? This is New York you can get anything you want, at least if you know the right person and you’ve got the money and trust me I’ve got both”
“ohh yeah, you make it sound like your in the mafia” she giggles
“Well I’ve got all the connections to be, it kinda comes with the job”
“Okay bad boy” she giggles “why don’t we have some Italian then”
“you really want me to be in the mafia eh, but yeah sure”
“I can see why you became a fund manager now” she quips
“why because I’m so charismatic“ you say as you start the car and it roars to life.
“no, it’s because your jokes are terrible, so your better off being serious, it suits you well” she says giggling.
“wow thanks chae, maybe I’ll show you how serious I can get later” you say slightly seductively.
“Maybe” she says as you look to the side to see that she’s taken her hat off and placed it on the dash.
You pat her head, and run your fingers through her hair “god I still can’t believe your finally sitting next to me”
“Neither can I”
“you know chae, you really are quite small” you say while looking straight ahead focusing on controlling this far to fast car.
“well your not that big either, how tall even are you” chae says with a tinge of offence and a small pout on her face.
“ohh yeah, let’s see about that in a few” you say with a suggesting tone, “also I’m 5,9 thank you very much”
Chae blushes a bit and then says “hmm must be how skinny you are”
“I prefer lean” you say feigning offence, “maybe we’ll see what you really think of my body later”
Chae giggles and nods
then she says something that surprises you. “Did you sleep last night?”
“you know I usually can’t sleep easily let alone well, 6-7 hours is my norm, what with the stress and anxiety from the billions of other peoples money i manage”, though you sort of forget to mention that last night you probably got 3 to 4 hours of sleep due to her.
Now you’re standing in front of a fancy Italian restaurant, with chae right next to you. “Don’t you think I’m not dressed up enough for this?” She says.
“maybe but who cares, there’s no need to worry about other people looking at you I booked a private booth”
“really, but it looks so expensive” she say’s almost hesitantly.
You nod “that’s because it is, but I think I’ll get my return soon enough”
she giggles “sure mafia man”
you chuckle and walk her in, past the lady at the front desk who points you to your booth, (which is just big enough to hide you two away in a corner).
as you two sit and eat dinner you talk about her tour, your investments (only for a little while) and more, she mainly talks about how nice the food is which your happy to hear, she even takes a few pictures (probably for her Instagram).
soon the hour or so flys by and you two are out and on the way back to your home.
eventually through the silence caused by the impending interest and excitement, you slow your Ferrari down and pull into the parking garage just outside your home.
“It’s uhh, just over there” you say with a dry cough and point her towards your place.
“Where?” she asks.
You grab her hand “oh whatever, don’t worry I’ll just take you, come on” you do just what you said you would and chaewon blushes instantly.
You lead her up into the elevator, “which floor are you on” she asks sweetly.
“Top floor” you reply only thinking about what your going to do once you get there.
A deafening silence falls upon you two, until you reach the top floor and you both spill towards your place, past some other apartments and towards yours.
as soon as you enter you grab chae by her shoulder, “take your top off” you say filled with desire.
she does as told and tosses her hat to the side, then you pull her gloves off, her shoes already lay at the entrance, she pushes you towards the bedroom and you drag her while only stopping to take the last bit of an article of clothing off.
until you arrive, her pushing you onto the bed in just a bra and panties and you underneath her with just your boxer shorts on.
“Versace, I like it” she giggles.
“thanks” you say with a grin.
you reverse the position and put her down on the bed flat on her back, then you slide down and teeth her panties off.
The first flick of your tongue hits her lower lips, making her shiver in anticipation.
“Ohh god, keep going” she beckons you.
You begin by licking, flicking and slurping away at her sweet pussy enjoying all the sweet sweat and pussy juices you can get.
her tightening caverns and vast folds capture your full interest as you do a deep dive into them, similar to how you dive head first into an promising investment opportunity, you thoroughly check and explore everything, what if I move my tongue like this over here, what about over there, what if I flick at this and then massage it gently, what does this part taste like, all these questions enter your head and you explore them without fail, making the sweet sexy lady you love writhe squirm and twitch in pleasure, her hands finding you head to twist your hair and push you further onto her, proving her love for your explorations, her own mouth to busy letting out sweet sensual sounds to form coherent confirmations.
your hands slide around behind her and grab at her cute rear, you squeeze it, toy with it, and fondle it all while still serving her front flawlessly, her cute body only serves a reply in the form of more squirming under your control, your every flick, lick, slurp, grab, squeeze, and touch elicits a sensual reaction from her.
Her being in this moment is the greatest mix of cute and sexy, the way she lulls you in further while still seeming to have no previous experience of her own, makes you both want to laugh and ravage her body.
You pull away from her deciding with her sensitivity that now is the best time to strike, you crawl up her body your hand back in front now playing with her small mounds instead of her cute ass, your tongue now sliding its way up her beautiful defined sweating body till it reaches her succulent mouth, and you lay just above her ready to impale her onto your cock whenever ready, “You ready baby” you ask into her ear.
“Please” she moans into yours, you gently bite down on her ear, and begin to slowly push your sizeable rod into her soft pussy.
“Ahh, ohh” she moans sweet but lustful, angelic but sultry moans into your perked ears.
you slowly pick the pace up pushing in and out of her slowly and delicately with deliberate intent and control behind each stroke similar to that of a master painter except instead of a brush you use your rod, and the picture you paint is that of great pleasure and beauty.
Your mouth latch’s back onto her’s, salvia being exchanged between them like the stocks you trade all day long, you explore your options that you now own inside her mouth, the returns look and more importantly feel great, you use your tongue to tug at and twirl around hers.
Your hands get more grabby, more aggressive, greed is common in what you do, and while you can control it all day long in this very moment you let it run wild, doing what you want with your hands, your mouth doing it’s thing too wildly exploring the most lucrative unexplored territory in history, even more then some gold mine in Peru.
You and Chae trade muffle moans and words of confirmation between your mouths, you bite down on her lips making her pussy twitch around your cock, clearly the roughness turns her on.
So you decide to rub and pinch her nipples, this pushes her and she gets hotter and hornier, the more you do the hungrier you get, and the closer you get too.
You decide to take what you want, so you wrap your hands around her and lift her off the bed, holding her in air, “ohh, god, what are you doing” she mumbles.
“giving you it as rough as you so want” you say before bringing her down slowly onto your cock, the angle changes the way it feels for both of you, for her it feels like being slowly impaled and she loves it, for you the mix of control and depth feels incredible.
You bounce her up and down faster and faster each time on top of your cock eliciting many sweet moans escaping her mouth.
you build till your at a rapid pace, slamming Chae’s body up and down on your cock making it disappear and then reappear again and again, her moans at a similarly rapid pace fill your expensive room.
“Chae I’m getting close” you say in one short puff of air.
“so, am, I” she moans having to gather her breath between each word.
Your mouths collide again like they are at war over ownership, your hands begin grabbing at the butt that they hold up, and you continue bouncing Chae up and down at a breakneck speed.
Her cute bum and lovely tongue push you closer and closer to your breaking point.
“oh my god, that’s so good” she moans in delight.
Soon you feel the need for release, so you throw Chae back up and then plunge her back down fully inserting her onto your rod, making her scream and start shooting her juices onto your body as you launch yours into hers.
As you come to an end riding out the high, Chaewon nestles her head into your neck, you feel her warm breath on your skin, as you both relax.
You whisper into her ear “Chae I’m going to work hard until the company lets me start working from home, and at that point I’m going to move to Korea.”
She giggles “okay, I’ll look forward to that mafia man.” And immediately after finishing her sentence she falls asleep on your shoulder.
You gently carry her to your bed and lie her down alongside yourself, and slowly you too drift to sleep, the only thing on your mind how much you love this woman.
To be continued.
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neos127 · 18 days
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WHY HER? - SIM JAEYUN (chapter seven)
pairing. idol!jake x fem!fan!reader synopsis. in the most cliche way, jake falls for a fan of his. y/n just has to decide if she’s able to handle being apart of his life.
Y/N felt absolutely sick as she re-read Jake’s text over and over . ‘Be there in 10’ it said but to Y/N, it felt as if an eternity had passed by. When she got dressed she tried to be cute, but ended up feeling a bit self conscious and dressed down. It wasn’t a date- at least she didn’t think it was. They were still getting to know each other, so they were technically hanging out as friends.
Jake did seem like he wanted to take the relationship further— but ultimately both of them were hesitant to take things make that move. They both had a lot to discuss and that was what Y/N was scared of.
A sharp knock on Y/N’s front door snapped the girl out of her thoughts, making her suck in a breath. She was glad she hadn’t eaten earlier because her stomach was churning uncomfortably at the moment. She walked up to the door, taking a deep breath before opening it with the fakest smile she could muster. Her nerves were soon forgotten once she saw his face, still not used to seeing Jake when he wasn’t behind a screen. Even though she had moved on from watching him through fancams to face-timing him, seeing the boy in person was still a shock.
“Hi…Jake!” Y/N greeted, watching as the boy shyly waved. Her smile seemed more like a grimace and Jake could tell.
“I’m sorry we’re going out so late, I just wanted to make sure that we wouldn’t get caught.” Jake apologized.
“You don’t have to be sorry, i’m a night owl anyways so I really don’t mind.” She reassured him, glad she decided to wear a hoodie and sweats after seeing Jake’s outfit resembling hers.
“Are you ready to go then? We can go pick up some snacks before heading over to Han River.” Jake suggested, his ears turning red. He was very nervous himself, unfamiliar with what it was like getting close to a fan. Sometimes he forgot, feeling as if he had known you for years, but when he snapped out of it he felt as if he could be making a mistake.
What if she was playing the long game? Waiting to sabotage him? What if she turned out to be absolutely insane? What if she only appreciated him for his looks?
Jake’s breathing began to pick up and he had to silently remind himself to calm down. If he wanted a girlfriend who wasn’t an idol, he just had to deal with the consequences. He just hoped that the consequences weren’t going to be career threatening.
As the two began to walk, they slowly started to become more comfortable around each other. They were cracking jokes and poking light fun at each other. It was nice- being so close to Jake after only seeing him through the screen for years. There were times where Y/N remembered that Jake was an idol- and she felt weird about hanging out like friends especially since she was a big fan. But she also tried to remember that he was just a human being, and being an idol didn’t make him any different from her. His career path was just wildly different.
“This may sound stupid…but i’m really happy you decided to take a chance with me.” Y/N spoke up, a small smile on her face. Jake turned to her, not being able to hide the smile on his face.
“It is definitely something i’ve never done before- but i’m glad I did. If i’m being honest, I was a bit scared that you were stalker-ish and obsessive. No offense of course but, I’ve dealt with a lot of fans like that so I definitely did something a bit crazy.” Jake admitted when the two of you stopped to enjoy the view. Jake still kept his hood and mask up, scared that someone could be watching from afar.
“Don’t worry, i’m not that crazy.” Y/N mumbled, looking over at Jake to see him raise an eyebrow.
“Oh so you’re only a bit crazy? Damn I guess I lucked out.” Jake teased, laughing when she jokingly hit him on the arm.
“It doesn’t bother you that I’m a total Enhypen fangirl?” Y/N asked, nervously tugging on your hoodie strings. Being around Jake made her feel all kinds of different emotions. But most of all, she was worried about how he viewed her.
“Not really, it’s kinda flattering actually. It’s just nice to know that we’re doing a good job and a bunch of people like our music.” Jake replied, his eyes lingering on Y/N a bit too long. When she met his gaze, he immediately looked away, feeling embarrassed.
“True true, you guys make some pretty good music. And you are my bias too if that flatters you even more…I guess.” Y/N mumbled, noticing the way Jake’s smile widened from the corner of her eye.
“Ahh so you definitely have my face plastered on your wall somewhere.” He giggled, imagining how Y/N’a room would look with a bunch of NCT and Enhypen posters on the wall.
“Do you look at my face before you go to sleep at night?” Jake added on, biting his lip to contain the laugh that threatened to spill at Y/N’s mortified reaction.
“Absolutely not! And you know what I lied you’re not my bias anymore it’s actually Heeseung.” She shrugged, avoiding his gaze or else she would have definitely cracked a smile.
“Mhm, that’s totally why you have my photo card dangling from your bag right now.” Jake said, nodding his head towards the shoulder bag Y/N carried. The girl gasped, looking down at it.
“That’s still on there?!”
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(y/n’s photo of jake and reply is under his tweet btw!)
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misc-obeyme · 26 days
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Hello! :D
I simply can't stop thinking about Barbatos being insanely attracted and so deeply in love with MC that he don't make the effort to hide it anymore, but the problem is: MC doesn't actually think that he feels that way.
(I'm using female pronouns for better explanation, pardon my english 😔🫶)
Like, MC lives with many ancient and immortal beings who have lived for many many centuries and she is only a human who lived for a few years. In mc's conception, she doesn't see a reason why any of them would be attracted to mc in any way, so she just lives peacefully with them, not really expecting any romantic approach.
Mc and barbatos have a friendship, and mc is attracted to Barbatos (who isn't really?), but doesn't do anything about it. Kinda like the attraction you feel towards your favorite idol, you don't really make a move, but you wish you could get married.
Barbatos notices and kinda feels the same way, sending discreet signals when they were together. He finds it strange, because he sees her obvious interest in him, but doesn't do anything about it.
As time passes, Barbs feelings grow stronger and he grows frustrated and is determined to show MC his interest, his discreet moves now are obvious (only when they were alone bc its barb, cmon). When mc is talking he is just staring at her with such lovestruck eyes, blinking slowly and repliying to her in a flirty way. Mc only grows more and more flustered, not making any moves still.
It gets worse in a degree that once barbatos corners her against a wall and stares deeply at her soul, saying something bluntly urging her to do something since he knew she wasnt oblivious to the situation. Maybe in a teasing way, maybe serious.
I dont know if my ideas came out clear and I honestly think I'm a little lightheaded bc of anti-allergy meds, but this plot has been haunting my mind and I had to tell someone. Stay safe!! 🫶🫶🫶
Hi there, anon! While I'm a little concerned about medications making you lightheaded (like omg please rest and I hope you feel better soon!), I do think I understand what you're trying to say!
Because ahhh Barbatos he's so reserved. When I wrote my long fic, there's kind of a theme where the MC character doesn't believe that Barbatos returns their feelings. It's the cause of much angst and anguish, especially in the later chapters.
I think this is because Barbatos doesn't really express his feelings all that much. He's always calm and collected. He doesn't really get worked up about much of anything. Even when he's mad, it's like hidden behind a smile. The only time we really see him get truly angry is with Solomon in Nightbringer. (I mean there may have been other times but that's the only time I can remember.)
Anyway, I love the idea that he finally picks up on MC's feelings and realizes he has to start being more expressive with his own feelings. I kinda think he might realize that he only has so much time with MC, assuming they're still mortal. Like he's gonna hafta do something because time is short!
I personally am very fond of Barb being a tease, so I like the idea of him kinda teasing MC about it at first. But eventually he's going to get serious. If he thought MC really didn't understand how he feels and wasn't picking up on his teasing and maybe couldn't respond for some reason, he would choose to get serious and direct with them.
So yes, I think this is a delightful scenario and I am always rooting for Barbatos to confess his true love to MC lol!
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jpegsthatmove · 29 days
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So many of the people we meet in the dragon age series are working to move their world backwards, to restore something lost. They remember or read and long for how it used to be. It reminds me of my grandparents, always complaining about how much better things were when they were growing up in the Great Depression. The ones powerful enough to act on it (Solas, Corypheus, Harrowmont, Patrice, Loghain even the Chantry and the Wardens) bring violence and oppression with them. They are desperate and robbed of hope.
Contrast them with Varric, Cassandra, Dagna, Dorian, and even Iron Bull. They may be cynical, brash, and even violent, but they look forward to what can be. They remember the past, but do not idolize it. Instead, mistakes reassure them that this too can be overcome and galvanize them to make the future better. They don't waste energy fighting the current of time, they invest it forward. I think of the banter between Solas and Varric about the dwarves Solas saw in the Fade. Varric reads the stories as hopeful and content. Solas sees them as melancholic, yearning for the past.
Every character has experienced profound loss. They have been cut off, amputated from what has been. The first set sees themselves as the severed limb, the other the rest of the body; they mourn but continue to nourish themselves. The Tranquil and how others view their humanity, or personhood, echoes this dichotomy. The robbing them of emotions and agency, infantialization and lack of empathy. They are treated as vestigial persons - the limb cut from the body. Those who advocate and care for them are treated as oddities, but even they are guilty of the same views at times. But they still want to live, if you ask them. They have desires and aspirations and purpose the same as anyone.
If Solas views this world as effectively made Tranquil, what does his drive to end it say about his character. Do Tranquil not deserve a chance at life? Does someone like Sandal deserve to be put down? He removed the Inquisitor's arm to save their body. Does that make them any less valuable? These people, so stuck on what used to be, they blind themselves to the value of what is and the possibility of what will be.
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aespicysstuff · 24 days
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I can't fucking believe that some of y'all really made Karina apologize for something NORMAL!! Y'all are fucking sick, the hell mate?? I do understand some of y'all were surprised and idk disappointed, but y'all don't have any reason for making her do this besides y'all delulu mind. I don't blame you guys for having a crush on her or whatever, I wouldn't judge y'all because of that, but fucking hell can y'all remember that her and all the others idols are FUCKING HUMANS! They will fall in love and bitch you need to accept that you are not the love of their lives, goddamn, leave them alone! Let them breath!
I'm so fucking tired of seeing the same fucking thing, you all say that kpop changed when the truth is that you guys changed it, kpop hasn't been the same for so long, and it's mainly because of the new culture of the hate train! The competition and rivalry that y'all make, someone says that they don't like x group or that they didn't liked x song and you all go and make a fuss about it.
Get a life mate, go meet some people, stop with this fucking obsession of thinking that any idols are obligated to do what you guys want, I'm not saying for y'all to stop linking them, but for your own good and to keep your heart strong, don't believe in fanfics or in daydreams in the end we all have 0% of chance to be with them, and who can say that the relationship would be like you think? We don't know these idols, not fully at least, we know what they show us, what they want to show us.
Just stop with this ok, nobody should apologize for being in love and nobody should suffer for being in love, just let's live ok, even though it hurts you heart, if you truly care for her or others idols, just accept it and try to move on, you're not obligated to like her boyfriend but you're obligated to respect him and respect her.
Take care my loves.
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ladypeonies · 4 months
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Jimin, Jungkook, the military etc.
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Since the announcement of their enlistment till now, I had to bite my tongue not to scream sometimes at the insanity, above all regarding Jimin. My goodness all the Jimin would get bullied, I’m worried about him, from antis and his own fans, insanity. I get antis wishing that to happen to him, but his fans. Have you ever considered that the contrary may happen? Have you ever heard about the Jimin effect out there? Men and women falling for your idol? Have you heard about that effect on black, white, brown, short, tall, bald, long hair men? Show hosts being mesmerised, were you there? Suga himself in his show told you that Jimin had the capacity to pull at people’s heart strings. Do you remember the effect on his own members? All of those people were human beings. It may come as a shock to you but despite the codes, rules the military is made of human beings.
And you are telling me that the first thing they will think by watching Jimin, whose music they grow up with, even against their will, his smile, his kindness is to bully him because they will be bored and wanting to make him pay for being young and successful? You’re telling me they will choose to attack him without thinking of the repercussions or Jimin finding them outside and hiring people to beat the shit out of them? They wouldn't choose to be kind to use his connections, fans (the girls), hope for a job, etc. Yes, the world is full of POS and with extreme conditions people could lose it. But you forget something, BTS renewed their contract, they are Hybe assets (I know they’re human beings!) business-wise, and there is no way Hybe would let their boys get damaged mentally and physically. They have insiders, whistleblowers who will love to have a quick pay to alert them of anything.
How can they have insiders, the army is strict bla bla? The Korean army is strict with its soldiers, but the Korean army is part of Korean society. It’s not like people can’t get their way in Korea with connections, money and power. Are we talking about the same Korea? Which was built on corruption with the chaebols? A democracy which is doing worse than countries who had dictators putting their family in charge, and kidnapping people in their house, in terms of corruption? A country where corrupt ties between Korean businesses and Korean governments run deep? That wouldn’t allow a private company to have eyes on his famous employees in the army? No favours, really? Why do you think BTS went to Saudi Arabia for the weather, only for the fans? Nothing to do with deals between the two countries? And Hybe wouldn’t have asked something in return?
Even if Hybe didn’t ask, a military official in charge of overseeing BTS training and service wouldn't like anything happening to them under their watch. That’s a career suicide. The whole world would look at it, scrutinise the army and articles would pop up left and right. Korean doesn’t want to be embarrassed for failing to take care of the biggest boy’s band in their history. So, no, I’m not worried. It will be tough but Jimin will be fine, they all will be. One doesn’t have/send famous people in their army without taking precautions and being prepared.
Jikook had noble reasons to go together that I stated here, they can rely on each other, but what if Park Satellite Jungkook imagined his Jiminie hyung in a military base, surrounded by hundreds of soldiers complimenting his smile, willing to help him cut his meat, calling him cute, and he said, where is the companion enlistment form, I need it right now? Lol.
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timefluidscribbler · 7 days
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Dune Part 2 Rant/Appreciation (“why tf Paul do that”)
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Really the only thing that truly bothers me about the Dune movies, which I think is were most of their flaws come from, is a diff of cinema over literature which suggests that you view the events and characters from the third person pov rather than the first person.
It’s glaringly obvious with the water of life transition from Paul into the Mahdi, when he effectively has to kill his own ego totally for a second time since his fight with Jamis. It feels really quick, and a lot of people seem confused about why Paul so passionately voices his dissent with the faux prophecy before drinking the water and thumping his chest.
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It makes it seem like Paul just did a simple 180 on his logic and that he thinks it actually won’t be that bad to be an oppressor. And I think this is mostly because the Water of Life and its unlocking of ancestral memories is drastically muted in the film. But this misunderstanding is so far from the direction Paul’s character is really going in
In terms of how tightly Paul's/The Atreides destiny is entwined with Chani's/The Fremen, and who the oppressors of the story are, the scene with Paul's hand on the rock remembering Jamis, attempts to show how It's everybody around Paul and Chani who press upon their destines at the sides, the necessities, making it so that they can only hope to hold onto themselves while moving through the flow of all the horrible events to come. (one thing that I think is super interesting about this is how Stilgar warns against the Jin/demons of the desert; that which haunts Paul… Before he believes Jamis has manifested before him. And before he begs that Jamis speak to him through the sand and stone)
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i.e the wormriding scene, with so much blowing past Paul, with him just clinging on, riding this behemoth that truly is way beyond his control.
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“Talk to me, Jamis…” Jamis being truly beyond all of this, beyond the corridors of space, time, and life, that funnel Paul down a path that he can only see beyond by moving further and further into itself…
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Paul doesn’t want to be the oppressor. He says it over and over again, before resigning to the course he had already been on long before he’d known it.
But the oppressors are also the Empire, Harkonnens, the Bene Besserit, the fanatic Fremen, and the Atreides like Gurney Halleck rejoining Paul. Paul, alongside Chani, are deeply personally oppressed by all of these things, as they are all tied to the path towards the liberation of the Fremen and Atreides; which means subjecting the universe to their wrath.
Because of the Bene Gesserit & Missionaria Protectiva, without Paul acting as a cumulative force of faith and violence all throughout the first two books before Messiah, he and the Fremen simply would have had NO chance.
In other words, in a sad and pitiable way that is truly human, we can understand how it feels inevitable for Paul to kill his own ego with the water of life, and stand at the Jihad's head. For it's explained that even without him going South, Stilgar would still speak on behalf of the Lisan Al Gaib, who had been already leading in the North anyway.
So it's like... the oppressed(Fremen x Atriedes) become the oppressors(Fremen x Atreides), but in a tragedy not triumph way.. (See the built-in Ouroboros symbolism🪱🌀🪱) because at least if they are there, they can be there.
From their point of view, it won't be a situation of fanatics ruling for their idolized memory, the Fremen would not succumb to the Harkonnen and Empires destruction, and, most importantly, they will be able to one day stand at the crests of new waves/new dunes, to gain a further vantage point of what good they could not foresee (The Golden Path of Ghanima/Leto II, a pair of twins who Paul had never foreseen, [though he had foreseen the horrible transformation of the Worm-God, but not that it would have an indestructible tie to humanity by his bond with his sister] which I think was also beautifully foreshadowed with Anya Taylor-Joys scene)
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I would like to request for the summertime drabble university au Philosophy student taehyun x TA gn reader.
thank you for the request! I hope you don't mind me making the reader TA the class after they both took it together - I didn't feel completely comfortable writing a relationship between a TA and student currently taking the class? regardless, thanks again for the request and I hope you like this!
also sorry if the philosophy major portrayal was off lmao I've only taken one philosophy-adjacent class at uni so far and I did not like it...LOL I don't remember anything from Nicomachean Ethics but I do know it nearly made me die
summertime drabble fest: send me an idol from the list (Stray Kids, Ateez, TXT, Seventeen) + a prompt (check out the post for ideas) and I’ll write a drabble for you!
REQUESTS OPEN!!
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Title: Physics, Philosophy
Pairing: Taehyun x gender neutral!reader
Word count: 1.2k
Genre: fluff, university!au
Warnings: cursing
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"If you keep sitting in on my office hours like this, I'm going to start making you grade shit too."
Taehyun barely looks up from the book he's flipping through, though the little smile on his lips tells you he definitely heard. "I think that would be a breach of the academic code of conduct. Only TAs are supposed to be the ones reading the papers."
You groan, collapsing into a nearby chair in the classroom. "I know," you say, eyeing the pile of essays on the table in front of you with distaste. "But everyone who comes to my office hours already knows you, you’re always here. And you already answer all the questions as well as I do. You should be able to help me grade."
"Not true." He flips a page of his book. Nicomachean Ethics, you read on the cover, and immediately you pull a face. Before you can make a jab at his choice of entertainment, though, he continues. "You're the actual physics major. You know much more about that side than I do, and we both know this course focuses more on the physics than the philosophy."
He's right. Which he usually is, though you don't always like to admit it. You'd only taken this class, Intersections Between Physics and Philosophy, to fulfill the humanities requirement for your graduation—otherwise, your STEM-focused self probably never would have given it a second glance. To your relief, it was as your peers had said—more focused on physics, a little less on philosophy. 
It didn't stop Taehyun, the actual philosophy major (and physics minor, to your chagrin), from acing the class too, however. 
"Says the physics minor, philosophy major." You roll your eyes, but it doesn't carry any bite anymore—you've long gotten past your jealousy at the seeming effortlessness with which Taehyun does everything. "Why are you reading that? Is it for a class?" 
"Yeah, but it's pretty interesting." He finally looks up from the book, and you can see from his eyes that he's actually telling the truth. You don't bother to disguise the half disgust, half fondness that crosses your face, mostly because you know it'll make him smile. "Hey, don't look at me like that."
"You'd be more convincing if you weren't smiling right now," you point out, finally taking one of the stapled essays from the top of the stack on the table. "Three guesses on when the first student asks when we'll finish grading, even though we already posted it on the discussion board."
That actually pulls a laugh out of Taehyun. "Mm, before we get dinner tonight."
"Such a pessimist." You smack his arm with the paper. "Cut them some slack. I give it until Tuesday."
"Optimist." Taehyun scrunches up his nose. "Three guesses on when you'll actually finish grading one of those."
"Hey!" You hit him again as he snickers. "You're the one distracting me!"
"I'm just sitting here!" Taehyun puts his hands up, and you really can't even pretend to be mad at him, not when he looks like this—all impish and mischievous and sweet. "You're using me to distract yourself."
And yet again, he's right. You look at the paper in your hands, then at the stack still lying on the table. Actual despair forces your shoulders to slump as you think of all the reading you'll have to do tonight before and after dinner with Taehyun. Not just paper grading, but also the textbook chapters for your own courses, the notes for the actual physics class you're also TAing. It would be nice to just have one day, you think—one day, for fuck's sake, where you can enjoy your time with him without having to think about all the stuff you have to do before and after. 
"Hey." Taehyun's voice stops you from spiraling further. You glance up as he pulls his chair right next to you, placing Nicomachean Ethics on the table to take your hand instead. "You good?"
Half a smile tilts your lips as you look down at your linked fingers. It's not hard to remember how, for all your initial envy and annoyance at his seeming perfection, you let him in to become a friend, then a boyfriend. Because he's perfect, really. For you. He took the time to learn how to notice when you're thinking too much, when you're overwhelmed. He encouraged you to tell him what you need in these moments, and gave you his vulnerability in exchange for you. 
"Overwhelmed, I guess." You wave the paper in your other hand around halfheartedly. "Kind of scared that when we get back from dinner, I'm going to just freeze. And I won't be able to do any of the stuff I need to do."
Taehyun hums. "Library study date then? After dinner? In one of the quiet rooms, so we can focus."
You sigh a little, and the half smile turns into a full one when you look at him. You're always more productive in the library, especially when it's quiet, but you hate going by yourself. So it always helps when Taehyun comes with you as a quiet sort of boost to your energy. "Stop knowing what I need before I know it myself," you complain, but there's nothing behind it.
"I could say the same for you," he replies, squeezing your hand playfully. "You're the one who brings me coffee every morning we see each other even when I don't think I need it."
"It doesn't take a genius to know you're addicted to your daily cup of caramel flavored death," you snark. And when Taehyun scowls and pinches your wrist lightly in retaliation, you marvel at how easy it is to laugh in his presence—how easy it is to relax, to let go, to push aside your worries for just a moment to smile with him. 
Taehyun sniffs, breaking through your thoughts. "Just for that, you have to grade five of these before we go to dinner," he says, eyes glinting. "Don't complain, you'll thank me—and yourself—later."
He's right. Again. It used to piss you off and it still does, sometimes, but right now you agree even though you don't want to. "Fine," you say, because getting five of these done now means you'll only have to grade five more tonight to keep with the grading schedule. "But if I'm grumpy later, it's your fault."
"Even if you are, it won't be for long." Taehyun grins. "Not with me and my sparkling presence around, at least."
"Tch." For all your efforts, you can't stop a matching smile from spreading over your own lips, so you just hit him with the paper again. "Stop being right, it's incredibly annoying."
Taehyun picks up his own book threateningly. "Not as annoying as I'll be if you keep putting off your grading—"
You yelp and shove your chair away from the menacing pages of Nicomachean Ethics waving about in the air. "God, okay, I'll finish them!" you laugh, picking up four more essays. "Just don't distract me.
Taehyun laughs with you, and the sound sends warm tingles all up your skin as you sit back down. "I would never."
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CAN WE GET SOME HEADCANONS FOR THE BAMBIS? (all of them together!)
Of course of course we love the femritters on this blog
MORE FEMRITTER HCS >:3
-they tried to start a band once and only got one live show which they were booed out of because they were soooo bad
Candice was vocals/guitar
Bambietta was backing vocals/keyboard
Meninas was bass
Giselle was drums
Liltotto didn't want to join in but sometimes she'd just be like tambourine or something
-they were mostly punk rock but sometimes did like… soft rock
which sounded better than the punk stuff
-Candice kept ruining stuff with her guitar solos…
-whenever they watch comedies Candice cackles like a maniac every like 3 seconds and Giselle just talks through the entire thing so everyone else can't understand what's happening
- Giselle talks through every movie ever cause she’s just like me
-they also could never decide a name for the band but several ideas that were thrown around:
Candice & The Electrosuperdeath Girls
The Bombers
All Quincy Rejects
Dead On Arrival
Guys I Don't Think This Will Last Longer Than A Month At The Highest Do You Not Remember When We Tried To Make A Movi-Wait Meninas Stop Copying This Down This Isn't A Fucking Name You Dumbass
- on Bambietta's birthday once everyone thought it'd be a genius idea to literally just put a bomb in her cake
- Giselle wanted to be in the cake but they wouldn’t let her (they didn’t understand her genius smh)
-For christmas everyone got each other coal, this wasn’t planned, they all individually thought of it
- Giselle also put a bow on her head and said she was the group’s gift, and only Meni thought it was cute
- Candice once considered showing up entirely wrapped in bows and literally nothing else but she realised that would not help her against the slut allegations so she chose not to
- Christmastime is always the most chaotic for the girls
- Meni is the only one who buys thoughtful gifts
- Giselle once gifted Liltotto a rotting arm
- halloween they usually do nothing for because last time they dressed up bambi and candice argued for hours over who was sexier in their costume
it ended with a group vote which resulted in zero votes for both of them
- for an experiment Giselle once faked her death to see what the others would do and after a week she came back and literally nobody noticed she left
- Meni like… noticed but she wasn’t worried
- Liltotto got a snack stash everyone is aware of but she doesn't know they're aware of it and thinks she's kept it secret
- Giselle keeps taking everything grape and blue raspberry flavored
- Lil plays gacha games, like.. it’s an addiction
- Meninas plays cookie clicker games
- Bambi speed runs anything and everything
- Candice plays yaoi visual novels
- She picks bad routes to see men suffer and plays good routes to giggle when the men kiss
- Giselle does the same but for yuri visual novels
- Giselle plays games like ddlc so often.. like the most fucked up ones you can find.. like you and me and her. And corpse party
- Candice listens to punk rock
Bambietta listens to classic rock
Giselle listens to breakcore (and idol music)
Liltotto listens to idk
Meninas listens to folk and pop music (another idol music enjoyer)
- Giselle has literal skeletons in her closet (The animal ones are sourced ethically but the human ones…)
- during blackouts Candice uses herself as a generator but ONLY for the stuff she uses regularly and nothing else
Jeez that one was long! Sorry we haven’t posted in a while, we’ve both been a little occupied. I hope you like the hcs tho! :3 - Giselle
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lav-endermoon · 1 month
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i think i speak for all of us when i say that i am mentally and emotionally exhausted. aside from many reblogs, i've held off on posting about the wilbur situation for the sole reason that it is difficult for me to cope with. to be clear, i will no longer be posting in support of cc!wilbur or lovejoy, nor will i be interacting with those who continue to. time will tell if i continue posting about his characters - i've been drifting away from dsmp for a while now, and at the moment i feel very uncomfortable associating with anything related to wilbur.
i'm going to take some time off tumblr to process all of this (seriously, if you see me on here, please yell at me), but before i go i want to say that we should thank shelby for exposing the truth, being vulnerable, and opening up conversations that needed to be had. deplatforming wilbur and spreading the word of his actions is important, but our energy also needs to be directed to supporting her.
i hope that after a long series of mcyt scandals (<- for lack of a better word - feels a bit reductive), this is a wakeup call for people to stop putting their emotional stability in the hands of public figures and realize that anything they show us not only could be, but most likely is, a facade. i say "public figures" because this is not an mcyt problem - it's a problem within content creator circles in general. recent situations have displayed what happens when parasociality/idolization becomes dangerous. the amount of people in these communities who resort to downplaying and dismissing victims or blatantly upholding abusers, all in the name of keeping their fave on a pedestal, is disturbing. this is a conversation that needs to continue, for the sake of victims and those who fall into unhealthy patterns of idolization. we need to change the way our communities treat victims, and we need to think critically when engaging with CCs who we will never know personally.
none of this is to say that anyone's feelings of grief are invalid. this is a hard thing to come to terms with. it's hitting me that i was deceived by the person who influenced me to become a songwriter, whose music found me at the most relevant time, who wrote a character who i could connect with during a time where i felt deeply alone, who wrote a story that brought me so much joy and comfort at my darkest hour and inspired so many creative projects. i feel hurt and betrayed. even though all the time and love i devoted to his content was voluntary, i still feel like something has been taken from me. like i've been taken advantage of - not just by him, but by the entire industry that he is a part of. i feel manipulated, threatened, and unsafe, and those feelings have been an undercurrent throughout my time in this fandom.
your attention is quite literally currency, and you should assume that creators will try to exploit it. our brains are hardwired to trust others, not to tell the difference between real human connection and a streamer broadcasting their personal life + showing affection to their audience. don't blame yourself for the effects of an inherently parasocial type of content. don't blame yourself for having an emotional attachment to someone or something that once brought you comfort. be gentle with yourself right now, and going forward, examine how the content you consume makes you feel. how does it make you act? how does it change your thoughts? what biases do you have? these forms of content can be deeply manipulative and putting up a mental boundary is important - and, like shelby said, listen to your gut. we need to remember that they are profiting off of us and learn how to keep ourselves safe psychologically. this is another conversation that needs to continue.
take care of yourselves.
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jkftkth · 1 month
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That I agree. All those things, that whole situation, it's completely fabricated. And while I was preparing an ask for you, I watched those videos and pictures and stuff again and for me it's so absurd that some people wrote that Jennie is the queen because she provided that video to them, that they are so in love and their body language says they have been a couple for some time. Oh my god. Are people really that blind? But it is obvious that such things are done for the sake of such people
I'm sorry, I hope I'm not bothering you by bringing this topic up again. I respect your opinion so I'm interested to hear what you think
All this time, I was tented to believe that it wasn't him. I'm not really a newbie, but I haven't been in the fandom for so long. I saw the comment under my previous ask. I just want to say despite my opinion even if it was Taehyung I wouldn't think less of him, I love him so much. It's not that he's bad, it's more about the fact that it seemed to me that he wouldn't participate in something so disgusting, especially with Jennie (who, as I mentioned earlier, is always involved in some dating rumors and stuff). If there are people here who love Jennie or treat her respectfully, I apologize, I didn't mean to offend you in any way, it's just that I don't love her. And so.. Taehyung is one of the rather private idols, he never allowed himself to be compromised and he could always stand up for himself, defend himself and say everything clearly. And if he loves JK we can see that. He said he would only post important things on IG and that's it, we only see photos of Jungkook there, no other member was among his photos, he spent a lot of time with him, he constantly talked about him, he supported JK. And he was never seen doing anything that contradicted his words. That's why I thought it couldn't be Taehyung. But of course, I understand that in the end of the day we are all human. But they are Idols and they are under a lot of pressure.
I also read that when Jennie posted those photos in that date outfit, Taehyung removed the tags from their photos together. Have you heard something about that, do you know if it's true or not?
So.. If your opinion is that it was Taehyung. Why do you think he was sad at the party the next day? Because he had to participate in it and he didn't like it or it was just something like his image or he just didn't feel like smiling?
And do you think JK knew about this? Was it planned or was it more spontaneous?
you’re not bothering me!
when i mentioned fabrication i was also referring to the actual start of the rumor and the whole telegram fiasco. the entire jeju storyline etc
taehyung being an honest yet private person and taehyung having to abide by contractual obligations are two things that coexist with each other. what you’ve seen of him standing up for himself and not allowing himself to compromise isn’t the half of the reality he lives. business is business.
every bts member has made sacrifices or not to pleasant choices behind the scenes we aren’t aware of, and what they hold back on informing us of doesn’t make them dishonest, and it doesn’t mean they’ve tricked us. and if we cannot understand their reasoning, it doesn’t change the characters they’ve shown to us previously.
the untagging is true. he did do that. as did he go live when they both were at their airport the same time to show he was in his car alone.
i think at the party he looked tired mostly. there’s certain events where he just doesn’t smile for the picture anyway as part of posing. it’s also possible he saw some reactions that upset him. the entire fandom did collectively seem to lose their minds that day. i remember there were even people on weverse posting ripped up photocards as proof of “unstanning.” i’m not saying that’s the reason for his mood, but it’s possible things were moving fast enough he felt overwhelmed. he is known to be a lurker/keeping up with fan opinion. it seemed like he felt comforted with having bogum by his side though.
also, he posted more pictures of his time in paris back then months later where his face looked happier:
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i 100% believe jungkook knew beforehand, because i also believe it was planned in advance. i don’t think taehyung would’ve gone through with something like that without discussing it with jungkook. i mean, this came right before:
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apupp3tw0-strings · 2 months
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Darkness up in the Attic
Date: October 16th, 2131
Vile, violated, disgusted. I don't even know where to start with describing what happened. The only thing I can focus on is how... invaded I feel.
Do any of you know what it feels like to hold a human soul? No? I really REALLY wish I didn't know the feeling. Even staring at the so- at that THING in the jar I shoved it in, it makes me uncomfortable.
Okay okay, back tracking. Focus. Gotta give context. Okay so Kris, CK, and Jevil came over today. Puncle Sans was gonna come too, but he was apparently busy napping. They came over so Papa and Kris could better sort out how to help Spam and Jev. So while they talked about that and other adult stuff, CK, Jevil, Spamton and I got out some legos to play with.
The day seemed to be going well, even with Jevil pranking and antagonizing Spamton. However I found something... interesting when I took Spamton to the other room to cool down and hopefully prevent him from strangling Jevil. The door to the attic. It was like... pulsing darkness. Just like the door to the school storage closet was when CK and I first stumbled into Castle Town. Someone had opened a Dark World in the attic.
Obviously I remembered what Kris and Seam had said with the Roaring and how multiple Dark Worlds were bad, but I also knew that my sister, Broadway was up there, and I hadn't seen glam come down yet this morning. Glee must've still been up there. I thought about telling Kris but... what if Broadway got stuck up there in the Dark World when Kris closed it. What would happen? ... So I tried calling CK over instead.
After convincing CK we should at least scope this out before grabbing the adults (gyeh, funny how usually HE'S the one convincing ME to do reckless and stupid stuff like this), CK mentioned how we probably need someone to distract Papa and Kris so they don't get too suspicious. Which is where I suggested Spamton and Jevil distract them. CK was the one who suggested they distract the adults by misusing Papa's kind heart and desire to help people, for the record. While Spamton seemed apprehensive to the idea, Jevil ended up dragging it off before it had much chance to object. I presume the plan worked, even if I seemed like Jevil mostly just ended up annoying Kris and Papa focused on talking to Spamton (which I guess is a good thing?) by the time we got back, and no one ended up following us (though know I sorta wish Kris did...)
We landed in a rocky, cliffy place filled with cobwebs and dust, and at first I was separated from CK. Wasn't too long until I found him though, as i could hear him sneezing from like, a mile away. As we were thinking how a Dark Fountain could have possibly been opened up here and just what exactly Broadway was doing in the attic, we were suddenly attacked from above. Someone was flinging a bunch of rain drop and frog shaped bullets our way, meaning we had to run as fast as our legs could carry us. That was until we came to a dead end...
It was okay though! The attacker turned out to be an old frog plush I used to take everywhere and have had since I was like, a baby. Remienotta, aka Remie. (I always wonder where I'd misplaced her, guess she was up here all along.) Turns out Remie thought we were working with some dude called The Magician (who we encountered not long after) and that's why they attacked us. After that was cleared up, Remie offered to help us find Broadway before jumping off the nearby cliff, using her umbrella to float down Mary Poppins style, and lead us to her fort.
At Remie's Fort, we ended up running into Broadway, who looks even more like a teen idol pop star in the Dark World and was VERY excited once glee realized that THIS was a Dark World like the ones I'd been talking about all week. Also at the Fort is where we encountered The Magnificent Magico, aka The Magician for the first time. A tall blue Darkner with ana 8-ball for a head, a somewhat unsettling grin, floating hands, and wearing a stage magician's get up. He crashed through Remie's barricade before declaring he was sent by the High Priestess to stop us from closing the Dark Fountain. Aaaaaas well as informed us that the only way to leave was by closing the Fountain. (Gyeh. Great. Just our luck right? It gets worse later.) After that Magician had some Halographic Ruddins attack us before capturing and making off with Broadway.
And thus our new party consisting of myself, CK, and Remie continued forward through this new Dark World and entered the Dusty Plains...
To be continued in next entry, I need to at least TRY to sleep. (Considering how today went however, I'm not sure how successful I'll be in that.)
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glitchdecay · 2 months
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Natsuki Is So Much More Than His Ditzy Behavior: Part 2
In June of Natsuki's route in Repeat LOVE, Natsuki explains why he applied to the idol program at Saotome Gakuen despite being lauded as a genius violinist — and later violist — in his childhood.
The dialogue text is pretty long, so it'll go under the cut.
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Note: I transcribed the Japanese manually from the Switch port, but I'm only human. All translations are my own.
―Japanese―
【来栖 翔】:「おかえり〜。じゃねぇよ、この天然スケコマシ!まったく、お前は昔から……」 【来栖 翔】:「あ…………。悪い……昔のことは、あんまり言わない方がよかったか……」 昔? 【四ノ宮那月】:「ん?……昔って?」 【来栖 翔】:「だから……ほら、あれだよ、小学校ん時のさ……ヴァイオリンのコンクール、控え室……一緒だったろ、俺と……」 【来栖 翔】:「お前、ぼけっとしてて、自分の出番も忘れてて、でも、ステージに立ったら、女子にキャーキャー言われてさ……」 【来栖 翔】:「それから……その……。すごかった……。俺なんか絶対勝てないかっこいい演奏だった……」 【四ノ宮那月】:「んーーーーー?おかしいですねぇ。記憶にありません。確かにヴァイオリンもやっていましたが」 【四ノ宮那月】:「翔ちゃんと出会っていたら絶対覚えていると思うのに……。うーーん」 【来栖 翔】:「てんめぇ、俺なんか、眼中にねぇってことかよっ」 【四ノ宮那月】:「そ、そうじゃなくて……ごめん。あの頃の記憶ってすごく曖昧で……。だから……、自分でもよくわからなくて」 【来栖 翔】:「お前がヴァイオリンやめて、ヴィオラをやり始めたって聞いた時もショックだったけど……」 【来栖 翔】:「でも、お前のヴィオラを聴いて、悔しいけど、感動した。だから、それでもいいかって思った」 【来栖 翔】:「それなのに……。なんで……。なんでそれすらやめちゃったんだよ」 【四ノ宮那月】:「それは……。それは……僕が弱いから……」 【来栖 翔】:「え…………?」 【四ノ宮那月】:「ヴィオラはとても奥深くて……。どれだけ頑張っても自分で納得のいく音は出せなくて」 【四ノ宮那月】:「でも……みんなは僕の中途半端な音を褒めてくれて。それで十分だって……」 【四ノ宮那月】:「僕がどんなに違う��て言っても、誰もわかってくれ��くて……。誰も僕のしたい音を教えてはくれなかった」 【四ノ宮那月】:「答えのない道をただひたすらに進むのかとそう……思ったら、すごく怖くなったんだ。その道は果てしなく長くて、遠い……」 【来栖 翔】:「……那月……」 【四ノ宮那月】:「ホントいうとね。今も怖いんだ。アイドルが歌うのを見て、すごく楽しそうで、僕もあんな風に音を楽しめたらって」 【四ノ宮那月】:「そう思って、この学校を受験したんだ。でも……。歌にも正解なんかない。自分で作っていくしかないってって気がついた」 【四ノ宮那月】:「でも……。でもね……。今、僕はひとりじゃないから」 【四ノ宮那月】:「あなたが……。そして翔ちゃんがいてくれる。誰かがそばにいて、一緒に悩んでくれる」 【四ノ宮那月】:「それがすごく嬉しくて。頑張ろうって……。頑張れるって思ったんだ。今度は答えを見つけられそうな気がするから」
―English―
Kurusu Syo: Don't "I'm back~" me, you airheaded Casanova! Jeez, you've always been like this. Syo: Ah...... Sorry. Maybe I shouldn't talk about the past. The past? Shinomiya Natsuki: Hm? The past? Syo: Like... You know, back when... we were in elementary school... At a violin competition. We were... in the same waiting room, you and me. Syo: You were spacing out and forgot your turn. But when you got on the stage, all the girls were screaming for you. Syo: And then... You... You were amazing. I thought I'd never win against your performance. Natsuki: Hmmmmmmm? That's weird. I don't remember. It's true I used to play the violin, though. Natsuki: But I'd totally remember if I met you back then. Bummer. Syo: So you didn't even pay attention to me, huh? Natsuki: That's— not what I meant... Sorry. My memories from back then were a blur... So... I don't really know myself. Syo: It was a shock to me when I found out you quit playing the violin and started playing the viola... Syo: But when I heard your viola, even though it was frustrating, I felt so moved by it. So I wondered if you were okay with that. Syo: But even then... Why... Why did you quit that too? Natsuki: That's... Because I'm weak... Syo: Huh......? Natsuki: There's so much to the viola... No matter how hard I worked, I couldn't play the way I wanted to. Natsuki: But... everyone praised my half-hearted playing. They said it was enough... Natsuki: No matter how much I said that wasn't it, no one understood me. No one could teach me how to play the way I wanted. Natsuki: When I... thought about continuing to devote myself to a path without a destination, I felt so scared. The path seems so long and endless... So far away... Syo: ... Natsuki... Natsuki: To tell the truth, I'm scared even now. When I saw idols singing and looking like they were having so much fun, I thought I could be like that too. Natsuki: That's what I thought, so I applied to this school. But... there's no right answer in this kind of music either. I've realized that I have to make it on my own. Natsuki: But... You know... I'm not alone anymore. Natsuki: 'Cause you're here... And Syo-chan, too. There's someone with me to think things through. Natsuki: It makes me so happy. When you say, "Let's do it together," I feel I can do it. Because this time, I can find the solution.
From the conversation, you can see kid!Natsuki felt lonely as a genius violinist, so he decided to move to the viola, but it didn't work either. It pained him to keep playing string instruments because things weren't working out for him.
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